The Station Nightclub Fire Victims
  
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We will always remember you. Peace always to you and your loved ones.
  
   Pete L (Northborough, MA)
December 31, 2014
  
  
  

  
Katie I miss you! I am thinking about you today and often... I will be 37 next month we were great friends. You really knew me....I miss you!!!! From my lips to heavens ears
  
   A friend A friend (Seekonk, RI)
March 25, 2014
  
  
  

  
The years may pass but my memories of you do not! Still thinking of you and your loved ones Lisa. Rest in Peace!
  
   Johnny B (Boston, MA)
February 3, 2014
  
  
  

  
YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS
  
   BOB ARPIN (LISBON, CT)
January 25, 2014
  
  
  

  
I must say for all of you. You are not forgotten. May God and time ease the pain, I didn't know one person, but how the music fills our soul, I feel the PAIN. One day I hope to visit the memorial sight to show my respect. May God Bless you all! A rocker in Springfield,Ohio
  
  
September 19, 2013
  
  
  

  
   karen medeiros (fall river, MA)
September 9, 2013
  
  
  

  
Love and miss my dear friend, ten years later. I am still broken from that night.Peace to your family.
Love you, Katie O'Donell
  
   Sharon Voisine (FL)
July 23, 2013
  
  
  

  
To the 100 angels. Even though I'm not personally connected to any of you, I still found your sudden and tragic passings 10 years ago very sad.

I remember when the story first broke and siting there with tears in my eyes hoping everyone in there got out and were all okay, until the news of the death toll and the over 200 that were injured.

Rock on Rock 'n' Roll angel brothers and sisters. You will never be forgotten
To the surviors you are all Very insparering to all of us. You're stranght is amazing.

To the families and friends, always remember that all your loved ones are always with you.

Lots of love to you all from Heather origionally from Toronto, Ontario.
  
   Heather Smith (South Brook, NL)
June 23, 2013
  
  
  

  
I want you to know you are in my thoughts. Tonight I sat my son down and explained how he should look out for himself if he is in any crowded place. We all need to have this chat with our teenage and young adult children.
God bless you,
Sandy Russell
  
   Sandy (VA)
March 23, 2013
  
  
  

  
may your G-D whatever your faith truly bless you and take care of you and watch over your beloved families.
  
   Barry Newman (coventry, RI)
March 11, 2013
  
  
  

  
God bless you all. And to the families and friends left behind God bless you.
  
   JANICE HAZARD (SALEM, NH)
March 9, 2013
  
  
  

  
god bless all the family's of the station fire, amen
  
   christine gilmore (stockton, CA)
March 9, 2013
  
  
  

  
Not a day goes by that I don't think of all the good people that lost their life that night or were severly burned I will never forget it. and it deeply touches me today, ten years later and if only my tears could heal it in some small way.
  
   Bob Arpin (Lisbon, CT)
February 28, 2013
  
  
  

  
GOD BLESS THIS HERO.
  
   THOMAS MARION (WESTPORT, MA)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
I am posting this exactly 10 years (to the minute) after the Station Club fire. I think of the victims and their families often. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love from Memphis, TN
  
   M D (Memphis, TN)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
Rhode Island remembers! And hopefully never forgets what caused the tragedy.
  
  
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
IN MEMORY OF TRACY KING =YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTON /THE CARUSO/SHERIDAN FAMILYS
  
   JOE CARUSO (PORT RICHEY, FL)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
THE LIVES OF ALL THOSE THAT DIED IN THE STATION FIRE WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBER. THEIR LIVES WERE TAKEN BUT THEY WILL LIVE IN EACH AND EVERYONE'S HEART EVEN IF WE DID NOT KNOW THEM PERSONAL BUT FELT THE PAIN. MAY ALL CONTINUE TO REST IN PEACE FOR THEY ARE WITH GOD AND IS LOOKING DOWN ON ALL OF US.
  
   DOROTHY KASHK (WARWICK, RI)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
My prayers are with the family and survivors of the fire. I was a student at Johnson and Wales Unuversity. Dr. Metal aka Michael Gonsalves was the first comforting voice I heard when I arrived in Rhode Island. I have not forgotten anyone.
  
   Miranda McCormick (syracuse, NY)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
Never forgotton-Always in our hearts.
  
  
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
Since this horrific fire, I don't believe any of our lives have been the same. Thinking of the five angels that I knew, and will never forget. God Bless the angels in heaven, and all of us here on earth, who try to make sense of this tragedy each day.
  
   Jennifer Cipalone
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
thinking of all the victims today especially my beautiful friend "Sandy Hoogasian & her husband Mike" your lives were taken way too soon but your spirit forever lives in the hearts of family, friends & loved ones ~ may you all continue to rest in peace knowing that you will always be remembered & never forgotten ~ God Bless
  
   Maria Costa (Warren, RI)
February 20, 2013
  
  
  

  
It's hard to believe it's been 10 years already. I remember I was at Chalks with my boyfriend watching the reports come in and thinking "Wow, this looks really bad..." I never imagined the depth of the tragedy that had happened right down the street. I slowly took stock of my friends and was relieved to find everyone was ok but then I saw on the news that Nicky O'Neill had passed away. I didn't know him well, I knew his brother Bill - and the community theater network in RI is only so big - it seemed like everyone knew Nicky.
My very sincerest condolences to all of the 100 families and friends of the victims.

I hope you all are able to find some peace.
  
   Gianna DeLuca (Cranston)
February 19, 2013
  
  
  

  
For all the victims, you are all angels of God. May your love and memories stay with all your loved ones. You will not be forgotten
  
   Ruth Thompson (East Greenwich, RI)
February 19, 2013
  
  
  

  
   Ruth Thompson (East Greenwich, RI)
February 19, 2013
  
  
  

  
Be Still

Be still like the grass on a melancholy summer day
Be still like desert shrub.

Be calm and you will hear your loved one speak, in the stillness, in the calm, their love resounds.

If you are still this promise I make, you will hear the voice of your loved one helping you along your way.

By Lamaretta Simmons
  
   Ruth Thompson (East Greenwich, RI)
February 19, 2013
  
  
  

  
Please accept my sympathy & thoughts for the people who perished and those who were injured on that horrible night 10 years ago.
  
   Christine Hebert (Dayville, CT)
February 15, 2013
  
  
  

  
Wishing you were here with us Pam, you are loved and missed dearly....
  
   Carrie & Joe Gruttadauria (Johnston, RI)
February 13, 2013
  
  
  

  
I visited the site for the first time a few weeks ago. My heart just broke and tears flowed. Prayers will always be sent to the victims,survivors and their families....
  
   E Leahy (Milford, MA)
February 10, 2013
  
  
  

  
As the days and weeks pass, and as you return to life's routine, may you continue to feel comforted by the love and support of family and friends.
  
  
February 8, 2013
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Judy! I know you must be having one heck of a birthday amongst the angels! Love and miss you
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
October 2, 2011
  
  
  

  
Judy, someone recently brought to my attention that you could leave messages on this guest book. I just wanted to say I miss you every day, and I hope my mom is showing you her cooking, you loved her food so. Love you Judy
  
   Karen Brown (North Providence, RI)
August 1, 2011
  
  
  

  
I lost my Dad to Bladder Cancer 7 months ago. I never thought my heart could ache so much, for his loss...every second of the day. I just can not imagine the pain and suffering that all of the victims and their families have had to face. My heart aches for all of you, and my thoughts and prayers are with you all.
  
  
July 12, 2011
  
  
  

  
Judy,
It is a hot summer day and I find myself thinking of our beach outings with the little "pooper" in tow! Missing you my friend
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
July 7, 2011
  
  
  

  
God Bless all the 100 angels that were taken from this world on Feb 20 2003
We will never forget them!
  
   Mary Foley (warwick, RI)
May 30, 2011
  
  
  

  
Linda/Ben-I haven't been to this site in a very long time. I read the words of Mother,Sister,Brothers,Fathers and Friends. My heart aches for each and every one of you. I know the pain and despair you all feel. Linda I'm sure you see the turmoil in my lfe for the past year, but I feel you are with me. And watching over me. Otherwise Iwouldn't be here today. Ican hear you laughter. I put out the last card you sent me for my Birthday and it will come out today. No words can describe the pain we have suffered when you both were taken from us. Know that your not forgotten as long as I Live/You will Live with me in a different way. Love Always Sue
  
  
April 17, 2011
  
  
  

  
Merry Christmas Judy! You are always with me in my heart!
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
December 25, 2010
  
  
  

  
My condolences and sympathies go out to the families of the victims of this tragic fire that took 100 lives on Feb. 20, 2003.....May god richly bless each and every one of the survivers and the victims families........
  
   Alice (Clearwater, FL)
July 21, 2010
  
  
  

  
God bless the victims and their families. Stay strong!
  
   Cathy B (Ripon, WI)
March 15, 2010
  
  
  

  
Not forgotten... RIP <3
  
   Wendy D. (Clinton, NJ)
March 7, 2010
  
  
  

  
IN MEMORY OF TRACY KING YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN== THE CARUSO,SHERIDAN FAMILY
  
   J F CARUSO (SAN JUAN CAPISTRANO, CA)
February 20, 2010
  
  
  

  
Donna M, RIP
  
   K. W. (Billerica, MA)
February 18, 2010
  
  
  

  
Miss ya T.K!!
Never forget.
  
   K Sullivan (warwick, RI)
February 9, 2010
  
  
  

  
my heart broke in half when i lost my freinds in the fire i miss u guys vrey much ill never forget u now they rock in heaven good bye donna mitchell an mary baker ill never forget you
  
   dominick marcelli (swansea, MA)
January 21, 2010
  
  
  

  
i spent many nights at the station with my buddies and today i find myself reviewing the list of victims and seeing the names and pictures of people i grew up with. our thoughts and prayers are still with the families. you are not forgotten.
  
   jack (palm harbor, FL)
December 15, 2009
  
  
  

  
I remember the day it happened like yesterday, and saw the horror unfold on the news in Michigan. I can't imagine anything more terrible to happen so fast and so horrific. I am haunted to the deepest part of my existence still and I can't comprehend the loss the victim's loved ones went through.
  
   David (Warren, MI)
December 10, 2009
  
  
  

  
I did not know anyone who died in the Station Fire but this story has touched my heart since the date of the fire. My sympathies to all who lost a loved one in the fire and to those who were injured as well. You will not be forgotten.
  
   Pat (NJ)
November 26, 2009
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out too all my friends i lost in the fire .
  
   renee cardozo (clearwater, FL)
June 28, 2009
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Our "pooper" turned 24 and we had a great time just the 2 of us celebrating his birth and talking about his life and people past and present in it. Of course you held your important place in the story of his younger years! I will never let him forget. Love and miss you still...
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
June 1, 2009
  
  
  

  
I did not know anyone in the club that night. I live in Texas but my heart to this day goes out to all of you whom have lost a loved one. They will never be forgotten.
  
   B Boyce (Carrollton, TX)
May 31, 2009
  
  
  

  
Lisa & Judy,
Happy Mother's Day. You two will always serve as examples of what a great mom is all about.
Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
May 10, 2009
  
  
  

  
Dear waldo...today we would have celebrated our 18th wedding anniversary...i miss you....but instead you are celebrating your mom's birthday with her today...love and miss you both
  
   kim sullivan (attleboro, MA)
May 4, 2009
  
  
  

  
Linda, Everyday you are with me . I miss your cards, miss your laughter,and your smiling eyes. You will be with me always, until we meet again. Love Always Sue
  
   Susan Rezendes (Cumberland, RI)
February 28, 2009
  
  
  

  
Lisa & Judy,
I can't believe that 6 years have already passed. It still seems like yesterday. I take comfort knowing that the two of you are in a much more beautiful place and that someday we will be reunited.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
February 23, 2009
  
  
  

  
Freddy,
Not a single day goes by where I don't think of you. I know that you are surrounding us everyday and you are in our hearts. Miss and Love you!
  
   Donna DiGiovanna (Sarasota, FL)
February 23, 2009
  
  
  

  
Freddy, i can't believe it's been 6 long years since i've seen you. Nicole and Brandon have grown so much. you would be so proud of them. we miss you so much!
  
   Denise Gordon (Warwick, RI)
February 22, 2009
  
  
  

  
Wally today is a sad day..just one more day without you...how i wish things could have been different..but there isnt a day that doesnt go by that your still not thought of....loved and missed greatly....RIP hun.....
  
   kimberly Sullivan (attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2009
  
  
  

  
I miss you Ty and I hope you and the others are continuing the concert up there. Rest in Peace my sweet son! I love you but feel your presence daily. Mommy
  
   Mary Pat Fredericksen (Cleveland, OH)
February 20, 2009
  
  
  

  
Today is Feb.20 2009 i can't sleep your anniversary is coming up! i have many regrets in my life and one was falling out of touch with you.I never forgot the memories when you were my best friend -time and distance got between us but i never forgot you.I miss you now more than ever (TERRY) as i always do ,i keep you in my heart and soul my long lost friend-my B.F.F til we meet again friend!
  
   Tammy Sequeira (Newbedford, MA)
February 20, 2009
  
  
  

  
Judy,
I haven't figured out why you have put Bernie and I together at this point in time but I imagine it is because you know how much we both love and care for you. We are trying to stay in touch with Brianna and hopefully will able to guide her into a wholesome and faith filled life.
Please know Judy that all that I have been through with the surgery and my brothers illness. You are the 1st person in my life that I truly loved and lost. I know you guide me and help me to make the best decisions. I pray that you help me to know what you want from me at this time to be the best possible friend and sister that I can be to you and your memory. I miss you as much today as I did 6 years ago. I love you forever and will never let your memory fade in my heart.
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
February 18, 2009
  
  
  

  
Hello there,
its been 6 years and im sure for many of you it only seems like 6 minutes, i just cant imagine what u have gone through or are going through because of this terrible fire. Im writing to let u know that even thought i didnt know anyone who died that im thinking of u all and i think of ur loved ones daily... I pray that God will bless you all, that he will make u courageous, give you the strength to get to the end of each day, fill ur hearts with love again and make ur pain ease. Thinking of u all very much at Friday approaches... love from Tracey (Ireland)
  
   Tracey Byrne-McLaughlin (Dublin-Ireland)
February 18, 2009
  
  
  

  
On Thursday night, February 20,2003, I was sitting on my couch in Rocky Hill, Ct. Suddenly, the TV screen was filled with images of the Station fire. As a licensed clinical social worker out of UConn, also a grief counselor, I knew what I had to do the very next day. First I viewed the remains of what was left of that tragic building and bought a momento to attach to the wire fence. I found my way to a large hotel that served as home site for grieving relatives. I signed up to volunteer but was told so many like me had signed up from neighboring states, they did not need my services. I did walk around the hotel lobby and saw the incredible sad faces of those left behind. I now live in Hilton Head, SC. I often read the comprehensive articles about that fate filled night. In my will, my attorney knows that anything that I own will go to my two adult daughters. However, in that document it also states that some money should also go to the Warwick Station Fund. I think of all of you, the victims nearly everyday of my life. I can only wish you peace.
  
   Lee Pandolfe, MSW, LCSW (Hilton Head, SC)
January 27, 2009
  
  
  

  
my heart truly goes out to the victims of the fire and their friends and family. May we forgive those who carelessly caused this horrible accident and pray for them as well as for those who lost their lives.
  
   Bobby Mobini (Marietta, GA)
January 24, 2009
  
  
  

  
Still loving and thinking of you
{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

All My Love,
Your Best Friend,
Annie
  
   Annie O
January 12, 2009
  
  
  

  
Judy,
I am asking for you and Anthony to give me the strength to say the right things on my 1st public speaking venture. I pray you stay with me and guide me. Loving and missing you
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
January 10, 2009
  
  
  

  
Judy,
2009 will be a good year. Thinking of you and loving you.
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
January 1, 2009
  
  
  

  
Dear Lisa & Judy,

Happy New Year In Heaven!
Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
December 31, 2008
  
  
  

  
   Neil Pare (Zeeland, MI)
December 26, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Merry Christmas my friend. I pray that the angels are holding you tightly as we celebrate the birth of our Lord.
  
   Daw Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
December 25, 2008
  
  
  

  
my name is Lee Pandolfe. On the night of February 20, 2003 I was watching TV in my Connecticut home. Since I am a licensed clinical Social Worker and grief counselor out of the University of Ct., I was shocked to see the Station fire and all the trauma that followed. I was in poor health at the time and my doctors warned me about driving out of State. I could care, so I drove at 8 a.m. the following morning to West Warwick R.I. Amazing as it sounds, my required reading at the time was a book about the Coconut Grove fire in Boston,1942.There it was thought the beginning of Social Work began. 465 lives were lost in that tragedy. As you know,we all want to think nothing is in vain. Many fire codes and safety issues were improved all over this country. On February 21st I visited the actual site of the Station night club. Where was once a building, there was no more. Just gray matter, even some smoldering ashes. There was a fence and it was littered with flowers, cards and stuffed animals. I made my way to the Crown Plaza. I just felt the need to help anyway that I possibly could. I was so let down. Apparently volunteers from Massachusits,RI, New Jersey and Ct. showed up. There were so many caring professionals, the Red Cross asked me to return the following Tuesday when dental records might identify the dead. So, I did.I drove for two hours,again, thinking that I may be of help. All I could think,yes I am a Mother. What agony did the 100 victims' family experience. It is Christmas Eve,2008. I never forgot your loved ones who perished in the fire. Thank God for modern technology. I now live in Hilton Head, SC. For some reason, I find myself reading every single obituary of those 100 people lost in that fire. They all had a common theme. They were young, accomplished loving men and women with families who had to face the unimagable. I am sure the last thing that they remembered was the powerful love of their Moms and Dads, siblings,etc. Time has a way of coming and going. I just wanted you to know,the events of nearly six years ago will never be forgotten. Lee Pandolfe, BS, M.ED, MSW, LCSW.
  
   Lee Pandolfe (Hilton Head Island, SC)
December 24, 2008
  
  
  

  
I'm stopping by to wish everyone a happy holiday...I know this time a year is the worse...My husband walter died in the fire and i miss his especially durning the holidays...
  
   kimberly sullivan (attleboro, MA)
December 22, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Happy Thanksgiving. I hope that you and Anthony have the best pumpkin pie ever! I am trying to do what you asked, it isn't always easy. I know you understand, I miss you and think of you so much. Lots of Love
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
November 24, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Happy belated birthday! I hope you had the biggest piece of angel food cake and that Anthony was with you celebrating.

Still missing you...
  
   Dawn Porreca Antaya (North Providence, RI)
October 9, 2008
  
  
  

  
It's hard to believe that it has been almost 6yrs..But i still remember that nite like it was yesterday...My hunband went that nite..I got the call and my world from that nite was turned upside down...Sadly my husband didnt make it...This saturday the 27th we would have been celebrating his 45th birthday..There isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of him all the things he missing...He was truly the life of the party...And he is sadly missed by everyone...But i take comfort in knowing that he is with the to women that ment the most to him his mom and grandma...Happy Birthday Wally forever in our hearts and thought....Forever loved Kimmie and chris..Walter (Waldo) E RIch 9/26/67~~2/20/03
  
   kimberly & Chris (Rich)Sullivan (Attleboro, MA)
September 23, 2008
  
  
  

  
It has been 5 years and it only seems like it was yesterday. I did not know anyone who perished that night. Just know my thoughts and prayers have been with all of you each and ever day and always will be.
  
   Patricia (NJ)
September 3, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Anthony is with you now. Please take care of him for me. Love you both!
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
August 30, 2008
  
  
  

  
Jimmy Gooden Jr. was one of my best friends. He taught me that living life to the fullest each and everyday will keep a person Happy and that is how he lived his life!

I am honored to have known such a great person and friend!

His Memory will not be forgotten!

Rock On Jimmy!
  
   DAVID LAROCHE (PORT CHARLOTTE, FL)
August 19, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
I can see you clearly today as I did the last time I saw your face. I pray you are peaceful and watching over us from above
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
July 27, 2008
  
  
  

  
I remember it like it was yesterday, thoughts & prayers-
don
  
   Don Savage (New Providence, PA)
June 25, 2008
  
  
  

  
Although I had heard of the Station Fire, it wasn't until 2008 that I revisited news coverage of this terrible tragedy. In my work at a large university, I was already making efforts to provide greater safety for our students at heavily attended campus events. In reading more about the Station Fire, I became haunted by the stories of those who were lost, of badly injured survivors, and of loved ones left behind. I have been deeply impacted by these stories, and the memory of this awful fire has made me even more determined to press for strict safety standards and the enforcement of fire safety. I can't bring back those who were lost in this fire or in others, but I can help to prevent something like this from happening again. Meanwhile, my thoughts and prayers are with the loved ones who have experienced such loss. Peace.
  
   Michael Rankins (St. Louis, MO)
June 20, 2008
  
  
  

  
A belated Happy Mother's Day greeting to Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo. You two will also serve as examples of what a great mom is all about.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
May 13, 2008
  
  
  

  
Lindsay Chandler? There's a blast from the past! This is Mike's friend Joe. Get in touch if you see this: joe@stationfamilyfund.org
  
   Joe (North Providence, RI)
April 27, 2008
  
  
  

  
I spent many hours on the phone with Mike Kulz. He was the only person who was there for me during my difficult High School years. The best memory that I have of him is my Sophmore Christmas dance, he wore a black suit and I had a black dress with pink sleeves. The food was so bad so we took the Limo throught the Burger King drive through on Johnston. I will never forget!! I also always went to see him in the video rental area of Stop and Shop, he always had a few mintues to spend with me. I miss him!!
  
   Lindsay Chandler (Woodbridge, VA)
March 31, 2008
  
  
  

  
You know, I just recently saw the benefit concert from the Dunkin Donuts Center and I was overwhelmed by the just the raw emotion from this tradgedy. Even though this happend 5 yrs. ago the wounds ars still fresh for those that lost loved ones, and for those suffering still today,from injuries and surgeries that they will endure in the future months. My condolences for those that lost a loved ones, and may our heavanly father welcome them into his kingdom. And for the survivors my sincerest best wishes and blessings in that hopefully time will help heal all wounds. My hope is to you the victims of the W.Warwick fire to take some solace in knowing that there are still plenty of Americans across this country who care about our fellow brothers and siters from the great state of R.I.
Jesus Christ Rocks!!!
  
   Christopher Lopez (Flint, MI)
March 25, 2008
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out for all the lost lifes,Families and survivors of this horriffic tragity,And hopefully this kind of thing will never happen again ,You guys are strong .I came along this as i watched the special on tv and it brought tears to my eyes i am from canada and i so pray for all of you my heart is with you .So i say live life to the fullest we only have one chance :)
  
   Wini Companion (Toronto, ON)
March 24, 2008
  
  
  

  
You are all forever in our hearts and minds...........
  
   Francine Smith (Seabrook, NH)
March 23, 2008
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter to Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo

May you both share in his ressurection.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
March 22, 2008
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter Judy! May God bless us with the joy of remembering you on his most holy of days

Miss and love you
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
March 21, 2008
  
  
  

  
I know this kind of pain and loss only heals over time. My heart breaks for the families that lost thier loved ones in this tradgedy and the survivors who I am sure are hurting deeply. The informative commercials they are airing on T.V. is how I came to visit this site. I hope and pray for all involved to one day find peace and serenity.
  
   Julie Kass (Seattle, WA)
March 18, 2008
  
  
  

  
I pray for all of the families that lost their loved ones during this tragic fire.
Just wanted you to know I care.
  
   Kelly (Pittsburgh, PA)
March 17, 2008
  
  
  

  
Just thought i'd stop by and offer my condolences!
  
   Jeff (formerly of Taunton MA, CO)
March 15, 2008
  
  
  

  
my thoughts and prayers are with you all
  
   erika campellone (North Providence, RI)
March 8, 2008
  
  
  

  
As a Registered Nurse I worked @ RIH that fateful night,and the many hard months that entailed. As a lifetime resident of RI, I did not know anyone who perished or was injured that evening, but was effected in many different ways. I will along with many others will never forget that night and how it changed all our lives
  
   Anne Labbe (Pawtucket, RI)
March 3, 2008
  
  
  

  
Kevin
3/25/1965 - 2/20/2003

I can't believe that it has been 5 years since you died in the Station Nightclub fire. I miss you more and more everyday. Dad bought a new beautiful cross to put down at the site of the fire. We are going down this Saturday to replace the one that is there now. Love you and miss you lots.
Your sister
Karel
  
   Karel Collins (Quincy)
February 28, 2008
  
  
  

  
To Annie

I just want to say that your posts are so heartfelt and sad. Tina is so lucky to have you as a best friend and soul sister. I did not know anyone that was at The Station that night but I was supposed to go and at the last moment decided not to.

Please know that Tina is always with you and that she loves you too. I lost someone many, many years ago to a senseless accident and I have never really gotten over it either. I speak to him and will always love him as well. Losing someone in this way is something you will never get over.

Know that I understand and that you are in my thoughts and prayers along with everyone that has been affected by this.

God Bless!!

Christina
  
   Christina (West Warwick, RI)
February 25, 2008
  
  
  

  
   Lorie Pearman (stokesdale, NC)
February 23, 2008
  
  
  

  
Its hard to believe that you all have been gone for 5 years. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hope that I will make you proud when the book comes out. May you all rest in peace.
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
February 23, 2008
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
May I see you in my dreams.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
February 22, 2008
  
  
  

  
Well Judy,
It is that time of year when I realize another year has passed without hearing your voice or seeing your face. Ironically my pictures are aging and the last one I have of you never changes!
My brother is recouping and my liver is at 99% regrowth. Thank you for being our guardian angels through such a dangerous operation and through our recovery after.

Loving and missing you.
  
   Dawn Porreca (No Providence, RI)
February 19, 2008
  
  
  

  
Judy,
I know you are watching down on us on this most holy of holidays! Thank you for the memories that will stay with me my lifetime.
Still missing you!
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
December 24, 2007
  
  
  

  
Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Merry Xmas in Heaven.
Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
December 19, 2007
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Anthony and I had the liver resection surgery on 11/19/07. The liver is working and growing well in him. Thank you for watching over him from above.
Merry Christmas Judy, always missing you..
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
December 17, 2007
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Belated birthday greetings.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
October 6, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,I'm stopping by to say Happy Birthday....You would have been 45 today and i'm sure we would have had something goin on in the garage with all your friends.But instead we will only think about you and celebrate in our own way...Just kno we love you and miss you so much.....forever and always...Kimmie and chris
  
   kimberly sullivan (attleboro, MA)
September 27, 2007
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Summer in nearing its end and Kaitlyn will be 19 in just a few days. I will be to visit you on October 2nd to say Happy Birthday but I think of you in a special way every day now. As surgery becomes more of a reality I pray that you watch over Anthony & I and help us to make it through the experience safely. Love and miss you.
  
   Dawn (NorthProvidence, RI)
September 22, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally..Today me and chris had to put oscar down...He turned 14 this year I kno how much you loved that dog and now he is there with you take care of him for chris..We love and miss you...forever in our hearts...kim and chris
  
   kimberly sullivan (attleboro, MA)
July 26, 2007
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Happy 4th of July.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
July 4, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,
Yesterday chris went to his 8th grade social boy he is growing up to be a fine young man i kno you would be so proud of him....I cant believe he will be in high school next year..I missed you so much yesterday.....I think of you all the time....I hope you are ok now...i love you forever and always xoxoxox your loving wife
  
   kimberly sullivan (attleboro, MA)
June 19, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Angel Mom. Happy Birthday. I hope you are having some angel cake today. I am doing fine. I got a medal from R.I. College for the national music associtation for playing the trumpet. I am going to seventh grade in Sept. Boy am I growing up fast. Well I hope you have a nice birthday. Say Hi to every one up there. Love Your son Daniel
  
   Daniel White (warwick, RI)
June 15, 2007
  
  
  

  
Hey Judy,
It's Memorial day & I remember "pooper's" 1st memorial day when my aunt babysat & we got to spend the day at the beach! It was one of my 1st days away from him and I was a wreck but you made sure we had fun.
i would give anything to sit on that blanket with you today and just talk and talk until the sunset... I will be thinking of you as I watch the sunset this evening. Luv ya!
  
   Dawn Porreca (No Providence, RI)
May 28, 2007
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Happy Mother's Day. You two will always seve as fine examples of what a great mom is all about.

Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
May 12, 2007
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Happy Mother's Day to the most motherly woman I have ever had the privilege of knowing. i miss you as much today as i did the day you were taken home to the Angels. Kaitlyn will be graduating soon and then leaving for Guatamala. Please stay with and protect her. She has both of our gutsy, inquisitive sides. It has pushed her forward through her challenges but I worry how far she will push herself. i cant be everywhere with her, but you can! From one mom to another help me to keep her safe. I love you and miss you as do Anthony and Brianna, be proud of them, they are strong like their mom.
Wishing you were here to hold and love.
dawn
  
   Dawn Porreca (No Providence, RI)
May 11, 2007
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter wally we love and miss you...But think of you often..
love you and miss you
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
April 7, 2007
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Happy Easter in heaven.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
April 7, 2007
  
  
  

  
Rich,
I couldn't attend the memorial as my brother is in Beth Israel Hospital battling end stage liver disease and I was with him on Sunday. I was at Judy's grave on Saturday and at the Station site and had felt I might run into you. Have we met in the past through Judy or is our connection just through the tragedy Judy suffered? Do you ever feel guily for feeling so hurt by your loss? Or wish that someone hadn't interfered because that interference may have made the difference in life and death? And on that subject; does Gods plan not have any deviance, is it always a course not to be swayed from? these are the thoughts that haunt me and I am unable to find peace because of them. I was hoping that finding a mutual friend that answers to the questions might lie. who knows I may be wrong and it may lead to more questions. I firmly believe that Judy is leading this ship and that after all this time, all 4 years with both of us making entries to this guest book, there is a reason she is having me reach out to you now. I feel her by me, near me, at times guiding me and that is comforting. I hope that you have that same comfort in your memories and thoughts of her. you can contact me at dporreca@cox.net if you would like to. if not I understand, it is all very emotional and still very raw to our hearts. God Bless.

Warm Regards, Dawn
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
February 21, 2007
  
  
  

  
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

Ruth Ann Mahaffey (author)
©Copyright 1998-2007
http://www.ruthann1.com

  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
February 18, 2007
  
  
  

  
Hi Dawn Porreca,
I will be at the memorial service tomorrow(2/18). I hope to see you there.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
February 17, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally i just wanted to say hi I Love You and miss you and even tho it has been almost 4 doesnt change a thing...I'm still sorry you had to die that away defiently not fair....You will forever be in our hearts....Love always and forever...LOVE ALWAYS <3<3<3KIMMIE
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
February 2, 2007
  
  
  

  
I can,t believe that it will be four years that you both have been gone. I think of you both daily. I am trying to honor you both by working on the Station Fire Memorial- We will be having the Memorial fEB. 18TH I HOPE IT WILL SHOW PEOPLE THAT WE ARE HERE AND ARE NOT GOING AWAY. lOVE FOREVER LINDA AND BEN WE MISS YOU BOTH!!! LOVE SUE
  
   susan rezendes (Cumberland, RI)
February 1, 2007
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
WE all miss you so much. It been 4 years but feels like yesterday. You would be so proud of your daughter she is doing really well. Love and miss you. Your sister Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
January 19, 2007
  
  
  

  
Rich B. we don't know each other but it may be nice to talk. it has become obvious to me through the years that we both care very much about Judy Manzo. Let me know what you think? Dawn
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
January 16, 2007
  
  
  

  
Today I am ,issing you Tina more than ever. Tomorrow is my birthday and once again there is one less person to be here for me. I lost a HUGE part of my heart when you crossed over. And Even though I have a lot of friends who care for and love me, I feel so alone and empty inside! I MISS YOU {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{TINA}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever you best friend and soul sister
  
   Annie
December 7, 2006
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
Happy Thanksgiving.
Missing you always.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
November 22, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,
Tomorrow another thanksgiving will pass without you..and i still miss you just as much as the first one....You will always be in my heart and my holidays kno matter what...I love you forever and always...Love always Kim
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
November 22, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
Another day is here and the memories of you flow in and then the tears. The more time that goes by seems like the bigger the hole in my heart gets. I feel like I lost my right arm when you left us. I still can't believe it! It hurts to say certain words toggether along with your name, like funeral and died.

Tina, why does it have to be this way? You and the others should be here with all who love you.
You know next month my birtthday is coming up and it will feel empty once again no matter what is going on because you won't be here to celebrate and tease me about my age!
Tina, I love you so much!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
MISS YOU!
Love,
Annie
Proud to be your best friend and soul sister
  
   Annie
November 15, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,I miss you!!!!I wish so bad that you were still here.Oscar is getting old he has a hard time getting up and down the stairs.I remember when we first got him.
Even tho he made you asthmas and allergies act up he still had to lay next to the couch for you to pet.Damn dog....that is what you would say....I had a dream about you the other nite you were at some garage with jack porter and you looked like you did when i first met you....I miss that :(...
The thanksgiving is coming you and you still will be missed so much has changed since you were taken away but you know that...Well i gotta go ....I love you and miss you hug and kisses love you always
<3 <3 love kimmie <3 <3
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
November 3, 2006
  
  
  

  
I love you {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}} and I am so roud that you are my Best Friend and Soul Twin!
I miss you more than words can say... Last night I saw a custom made motorcycle, I thought about you and I got bummed out becaause you should have been there with me to see it!
Love,
Annie
Forever your Best Friend and Soul Twin!
  
   Annie
October 10, 2006
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
Happy Birthday in heaven.
Love,
Rich
  
  
October 10, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi Again (((((((Tiba)))))))),
Once again I am sitting here and missing my best friend in the world abd my soul twin. Just about now I could use your wisdom and advice but I can't go to you and ask you what I should do. I am lost without you in my life Tina
Forever Loving and Missing you,
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie
October 6, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....I want to tell you i miss you so much...And tomorrow i will miss you even more we should be celebrating your birthday tomorrow but you are not here and i dont know how to deal with that.
You should be here having a cold beer hanging out with your friends playing you music have a great time instead i will take a moment tomorrow and think of you with a heavy heart.I miss you more and more everyday all my love forever and always hugs and kisses HAPPY BIRTHDAY hun I LOVE YOU...
Love you always kimmie and chris
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
September 26, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}},
It's been awhile since I wrote something to you here. The pain has been hard for me to bear, for you are a part of my heart and who I am... I saw part of The Green Mile last night.. Remember seeing that movie with us?
All I could picture in my mind was you in the theater, holding on to my hold when I got sad, like you did in all parts of my life when I got sad.
Tina, I miss you more and more each day and that willl never change. I love you
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Proud to be Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister Forevermore!
  
   Annie
September 25, 2006
  
  
  

  
Mitchell my beloved how I miss you.
It seems like only yesterday you left us. I still cry for you, your memory still so vivid in my mind and heart. How I have made it without you this far
I don't understand. My heart feels broken, never to mend.People say move on with life, but how when a part of you is missing.
I still see so many things every day that remind me of you. The new angel resting on your stone is so pretty, but oh how I wish we didn't have to have that to remind us, need you here my son. I love you with all my heart, I miss that beautiful smiling face, and eyes. Love you, Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
September 7, 2006
  
  
  

  
8-31-06
Happy Birthday Mom. I miss you more everyday. I LOVE YOU
  
   Crystle Vieira (West Warwick, RI)
September 1, 2006
  
  
  

  
As I look at the board each time someone writes on it, I think of the young lives that were lost that horrible night. This has got to be the hardest thing in life to deal with because they didn't have to die. I pray to God that he lets you all have some peace in your lives, but we will never forget the ones we lost; the ones that should still be amoung us. God Bless You All.
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
August 29, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....I Miss You!!!! At times i still feel so lonely i wish you could come back.The pictures just dnt seem like enough anymore.I will always love you and miss you!!!My heart still aches for you hunny...I Love you forever and always...XOXOKimmieXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
August 16, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hello All,
I think about your loved ones a lot, i dont know why, i dont know anyone who was involved and i dont even live in ur cournty.
Annie, ur love 4 Tina is Epic, hold on 2 it and never let it go, she meant the world 2 u, so keep telling everyone just how much of a friend u had and still have because im sure she is with u all the time.
Barbara, i love getting ur mails, im so glad we have become friends, u have so much love 2 give and are such a lovely person, I would be so proud 2 have a mom like u.
Kimberly Rich, i read ur mails 2 Wally and ur love 4 him spills off the page, when i read ur mails i can feel the love u have 4 ur husband... keep telling him how much u love him because he is there with u all the time and im sure u know that, God bless you Kimberly.

To all of you who have lost a loved one through this terrible tragedy may God bless you and make your bad days less and less.

Never Forget
Peace
  
   Tracey Byrne-Mclaughlin (Dublin - Souther Ireland)
August 14, 2006
  
  
  

  
Just came to say... I love you
{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
You will forever be my best friend and soul sister. I miss you more than you will ever know!
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister and PROUD of it!!!
  
   Annie
July 28, 2006
  
  
  

  
Missing you so much John. Love you always Mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
July 26, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
They say time heals all wounds?
Time hasn't done that for me. I still cry for you each day and night. I will never get over the loss of you, my best friend and soul sister. I love you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie
July 23, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,
I just wanted to say hi!!!Even tho i talk to you everyday no matter what i'm doin....especially when i see dragonflies and i kno you can see the one i got....You would be so proud of chris he is turning into a very fine young man.He is such a good kid.I talk to Glenn all the time please hun watch over him he is still having a hard time.Dennis called the other day he was working on a car and had a tough time with the electrical system and he missed calling you plz watch over him and let him kno you are still there.It seems like so long since i seen you i miss you so much.But i kno someday i will see you i love you always hun and i feel you here at the house.Love always forever in my heart.Hugs and Kisses Kimmie
  
   kimberly (Attleboro, MA)
July 7, 2006
  
  
  

  
To John Longiaru:

Happy belated birthday. My best regards to you and your family.

Love,
Anna Gruttadauria
  
   Anna Gruttadauria (Johnston, RI)
June 23, 2006
  
  
  

  
Happy 27th Birthday, John!

Thank you for everything you were and are. I love you so much and miss you equally as much. I hope that you are happy and finally at peace.

Please continue to watch over everyone, especially your Mom, Dad, Josh, and Cassie. No one misses you as much as they do.

I know that you are still with us, we just can't see you...

Happy birthday, buddy! ;-) Hugs and kisses!!
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
June 20, 2006
  
  
  

  
John,
It is June 21st, Your 27th Birthday. Summer Solstice. My first day of summer baby. I miss you so much, and never forget that beautiful face and smile. I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow, forever and always. Be happy my special son. Love, kisses and great big hugs. (Mommy) Otherwise known as Mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
June 20, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Danial
I am sure that your mommy had a great birthday. She was smiling down from heaven and she was watching you to grow up to be a man that she is so proud of.
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
June 18, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear ((((((((((Tina)))))))))),
I woke up again today in tears missing you. I know you want me to be happy and live my life. I am trying my best and don't want to disappoint you where you are, but I miss you so much hon, please please understand this. A major part of me went with you that night and I will never ever be the same. I will never ever find a love like yours again, no matter who I meet or I call my best friend! I will forever be missing you agaain, till we meet up again.
I love you more than mere words can ever tell you {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie
June 18, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Angel (Tina) Mom. Today was my last day at school. I am going into sixth grade. I got all A's and B's Hope you had fun up in heaven for your birthday. At least you weren't alone. I am sure your daddy and grandmother were there for you. love Daniel
  
   daniel white (Warwick, RI)
June 16, 2006
  
  
  

  
Please don't stand at our graves and cry for I am not there I did not die. We believe in Jesus and who so ever believe in him though he died shall live in the house of the Lord forever.
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
June 16, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Heading for Laconia with Jesse today Billy...REALLY wish you were going along.....Sleep well brother.
~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana (Pawtucket, RI)
June 16, 2006

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday((((((((Tina))))))),
37 years ago today you came into this world and was sent our way. A friend who was true through and through. Sending happiness to all she knew.
Tina, all of the above is true. Happy Birthday, Tina, our beautiful angel in heaven and know you are loved and missed a lot!!!
Love,
Annie and Rick
Forever your best friends!
  
   Annie
June 15, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Pam. All my love to you and your family on this special day.
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
June 2, 2006

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Judy,
Our "lil pooper " turned 21 May 30th. hard to believe he is a grown man now. I know you can feel the gratitude and love in my heart for the time that you gave to him. You loved him as he was he was your own child, it is a bond that most will never know- nor will he ever forget. My grandpa recently joined you in heaven, i know he could be fresh, but give him a hand, he may need a friend or two. Thanks-- still holding you close in my thoughts and dear to my heart.

Dawn
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
June 1, 2006
  
  
  

  
To our daughter Pam:
Happy 37th birthday
We miss you so much.

Love,
Mom & Dad
  
   Anna Gruttadauria (Johnston, RI)
June 1, 2006

josephgruttadaur@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To Judy Manzo,
I have never nor will I ever will forget the day that you were there for me when I was broken up.I know that your spirit still shines on me since I felt a breeze come across my face as I thought about you earlier today.

With Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
May 30, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Lisa, I think you must be so proud of my friend Annie who built a beautiful web site for you. I know you will love seeing zoe's pictures along with yours. You are such a wonderful mother, a day does not go by that zoe does not think and speak of you. she keeps your memories alive and fills me in on alot of things that you did with her. If anyone would like to visit this page its at: lisajean.atspace.com
thank
s annie it means so much to me. you are a great frined, I love you.
barbara
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
May 17, 2006

zling13@msn.com
  
  
  

  
My mind has been with all of the mothers. All day. Just all day. I have my own pain with the loss of my daughter and you were all included with my kimmie's memory today.

Your pain is real in my heart. I suffered your pain with you. I wanted to somehow abolish Mothers day with a flick of the finger if it were possible. I do not have to tell you that my pain for you was real and genuine and felt all over.
I will never forget your pain and you and your loved ones will always remain in my heart.
a ((((((((((((hug)))))))))))to all the mothers.
love
kali
  
   kali Gentile (coventry, RI)
May 14, 2006

kali55@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Mothers Day (Tina) Angel mom. I am doing good and I am going to make you proud. Ilike music just like you did. Tell everyone hi up in heaven
Love your son Daniel
  
   Daniel White (Warwick, RI)
May 14, 2006
  
  
  

  
I wish I could take away all the pain and suffering that all you mothers are going through today and everyday. I can only pray that God be with you all through the hard times that you have had in the past three years and through the hard times ahead. I ask that he grants you peace and surrounds you with his love.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
May 14, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Mother's day cannot pass without acknowledging each of the mothers that were lost to their innocent children on that cold February night. This holiday is bitter sweet for each of these children as each year passes.
I just want Judy to know that her daughter Brianna is growing into a beautiful young woman- and a haunting resemblence of her mother. The determination and will in her eyes is like looking directly into her mother's. I feel her moms presence through her.
Judy was a 2nd mother to my son "pooper" and nobody can ever take those memories from us- they are forever a part of our hearts.
I pray that everyone touched by this tragedy is able to find even just one moment of peace in their heart tomorrow on Mother's Day, for at each of our birth's we all had that instinctual moment of peace in the minute we had the initial look into our mother/ child's eyes.
God Bless us all.
  
   Dawn Porreca (North Providence, RI)
May 13, 2006

dporreca@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}},
I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day where you are in Heaven. I can see you and feel your spirit and your love.
I miss you and love you so much Tina!
Love,
Annie
Forever your best friend and soul sister and proud of it!
  
   Annie (MA)
May 13, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Happy Mothers Day!

You two will always be an example of what a great mom is all about.

Love,
  
   Rich B (RI)
May 13, 2006
  
  
  

  
Mitchell, another Mothers Day without you.
I put out with the other gifts from your brothers the last gift you gave me that is so special. My "mamabear" Boyd Bear.
I still see you grinning from ear to ear when you handed me this telling me "Happy Mothers Day mamabear" your favorite nickname for me. I miss you more and more beloved son. Till the day I see you again. I love you.
mamabear
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
May 13, 2006

ashub@bellsouth.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
I know you are so proud of your twin sister Tammy for her courage in giving her statement telling all how much she misses you. You should be proud, it takes a lot to do so in all her pain. Great job Tammy! Anyways, Tina you are loved! I loved you in life, I love you now and I will love you forever my sweet baby sister, my special angel.
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 12, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I do think of all you. I am compelled to be here for whatever reason, I'm not sure. My prayers are with each and everyone of you. God bless.
  
   Lori Cell (West Orange, NJ)
May 10, 2006

Iskate529@aol.com
  
  
  

  
After listening to the victim impact statements, you have shown me so much courage than any one person should have to endure. But you have also made me feel a part of you. After loosing my daughter five years ago, I am still feeling the same way you all do. I thought I was crazy for the thoughts I had. But after listening to the statements i now realize my thoughts are normal and the same. I wish I could hug each and every one of you. I wish I knew all of you. I feel so close to you and yet we have never met. Your feelings are also my feelings.
When kim died it was tough and still is. But when the fire happened I was able to somehow separate the two and reach out my heart to all of you. I live not too far down the street and stop each time I go by if possible. If not I bless myself and say a prayer.
To know all of you is to get a better look at myself. So you "are" helping others. You have helped me and I am sure others in our situations. Maybe someday we will cross paths. maybe someday we can hug and shed the same tears. Maybe someday we can smile together.
Your bravery through out all of this has been the ultimate. The strength you have endured is something that I know your loved ones has guided you through.
may God Bless you all.
kali
  
   kali G (COVENTRY, RI)
May 10, 2006

kali55@cox.net
  
  
  

  
SuS Longiaru, Atty. Robert Reardon, Anna Gruttadauria, Andrea M. Silva, Jessica Garvey, Suzanne Fox, Leland Hoisington, Rosanna Fontaine, Tammy Ayer, William C. Bonardi, Eileen Dibonaventura, George Leocadio, and Paula A. McLaughlin:

Thank you so much for having the courage and dedication to stand up and give victim impact statements to Judge Darigan today. I so wish that I could have physically been in the courtroom, but I am there in mind and in spirit. May God bless you all and your families.

Sincerely,
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
May 8, 2006

OceanRhythm@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Pam: I can't believe three years have gone by.We miss you so much.
Life is not the same without you.
Love,
Mom & Dad
  
   Anna Gruttadauria (Johnston, RI)
May 7, 2006

JOSEPHGRUTTADAUR@AOL.COM
  
  
  

  
I wanted every one to know that the fundraiser was a great success. We raised over 10,000.00 to build a permanant memorial for all of our loved ones. Thank you all so much. John I know you were there that night and you were were cheering us on. Someday soon we will have a beautiful place to sit together. Until then I will come and sit by the cross that your Dad made for you and we will be together. I love you so much and miss you like crazy. Your loving and proud Mom always.
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
May 5, 2006

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Pam,
Today you left to be with God. It has been three years. I pray that you and the 99 others are resting in peace. Your are missed but never will be forgotten.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
May 4, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
DEAR Wally..I wanted to say hi and tell you how much i miss you not a day goes by that i dont.I wanted to say Happy Annivesary Hun today would have been 15yrs of marriage.I still look for answers why you were taken.I will always love you and miss you.Forever and always in my heart.Chris is doing really good you would be proud of him he is growing into such a gentlemen.I kno you are looking down on him and he thinks of you often.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
May 4, 2006

krich68@coomcast.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Belsted Birthday Mitch!
I just want you to know how much I love your Mom and I will help her any way I can. She is a wonderful woman hon for she has been helping me so much even through all of her pain!
Sending my love to you in heaven!
God Bless you Mitch!
All my Love,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 4, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
I just want you to know again how much I love and miss you! Each day finds me loving you more than I did the day before! I will continue to keep your loving spirit and memory alive any way that I can. You mean the world to me and I would love that the entire world knows this and that TINA MARIE AYER was here and she made a difference and is loved and missed by many! You saved my life many years ago and I owe you so much!!!!
I love you {{{{{{{{{{{[Tina}}}}}}}}]]
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 4, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hey Billy.....Jeese turns 14 today! Can ya believe that!?
Remember the camping trips with him and my wife and you and whoever was your girl at the time?
What a blast we used to have. With the season here now I'm missing ya more bro.....later ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
May 3, 2006

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Hi All,
I dont know why but i find that i check out this website almost every day. I dont know anybody personally but i feel that i nearly know all of your loved ones by name and a little bit about their lives. Im so sorry that this had to happen and the people who are so important to you have been taken away. I cant imagine what you are going through and all i can do is pray that God will ease your pain daily and bring some peace to you all. May God bless you all during your sad days and may they become less and less.
Peace
  
   Tracey Byrne-Mclaughlin (Dublin - Southern Ireland)
May 3, 2006

thebrat05@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Yo Thomas, We visited the Station Site to day and fixed up as best we could a few markers & lit more candles. God, we still and always will miss you and Grandpa. Give Jason My Best, Until we meet again. C
  
   chris Farrell (Plainfield, CT)
May 2, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear Ann. My thoughts and prayers were with you and Mitch for his birthday. Yesterday was a bright day because he was smiling down on you. He will always be near you. Keep the faith and some day you will be united with your sweet son.
  
   Tammy G White (WARWICK, RI)
May 2, 2006

tambie59@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Today my dear son you would have been 44. Big brother turns 50. What a cook out we would have had today to celebrate that b-day ! I miss you more and more. Not a day goes by without something to remind me of you. Home looks better all the time dear one, and until that day when I can greet you face to face memories will have to be all I have of you.
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
May 1, 2006

ashub@bellsouth.net
  
  
  

  
To Mitchell Shubert
Today is your birthday and you are sadly missed by your family and friends. Happy Bithday Mitchell.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
May 1, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I thought I would leave all here with a beautiful quote that helped me get through a loved one's passing: "Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away" My thoughts are with all those who had loved ones hurt or perish in the fire- big hug to you all and remember you and your loved ones are not forgotten
  
   Selena Silva (Vancouver, BC)
April 22, 2006

Starglitterz@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Hi My Dear Sweet {{{{{{{[Tina}}}}},
Another day has come and finds me missing and loving you a little bit more. I can't get it out of my mind how and why you had to leave me and I will never get over the fact that I wasn't there to save you that night. I am so sorry Tina. I love you more than words can ever say!
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Fiend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 20, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hey Billy,
Went riding with Jesse on the dirt track.Ya woulda been proud of him....he's doing great.Of course I hadda buy one to chase him around on....so now I got 2 and He's got 1!! hehehehee....driving H nuts, but you know that.....
Still think & pray about ya everyday buddy.See ya soon.....
~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
April 17, 2006

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter to all.
May the joy of knowing tthat Christ has risen be in our hearts today and always.
Sadly missing Ty Longely, Lisa Kelly, Tina Ayer, Tom Barnett and Mitchell Shubert, Throught the people who loved you the most I feel as though I have known you all as well. God Bless
  
   Kim boysza (Windber, PA)
April 16, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,
HAPPY EASTER I love you and thinking of you...Always in my heart....Love you
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
April 15, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},I will be missing you on Easter Day as much as miss you with each and every passing day, You have always been my joy, love and mircle and I love you more than you will ever know and that love will be forever yours Tina.
Love, Annie Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 15, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,

Missing you two always.
Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
April 14, 2006
  
  
  

  
It's Easter time & I'm thinking of all my family & friend in Little Rhody.Thankful that we still have our niece Linda Fisher with us ,after she was burned so badly in that terrible station fire.She is such a fighter & I'm so proud of her.All the people who were there that night remain in my prayers.For some life will never be the same but we must keep faith.God bless them all.
  
   Claire Furtado (Forsyth, MO)
April 13, 2006

irishclaire@webtv.net
  
  
  

  
Just felt like I had to write an entry to thank all those people out there who do not even know anyone who was in this fire, but come to this guestbook to make a comment.
I needed to say Thank you to those people, because they help keep all these victim's memories alive, and we know that even if it was not someone close to you who died in this fire.........you have the compassion in your hearts to care about people you never knew.
Thank you again!!!!! You are a gift from God!!!!
Hi Mitch!!!!!
  
   Geri Deal (Titusville, FL)
April 12, 2006

dealg@summationresearch.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
Today is another beautiful day but
not as beautiful as it would be if you were to enjoy it with me. I love you and miss you more than you will ever know.
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 11, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
we are having a fundraiser. This fundraiser is a dinner/auction. There will be music and some great food. Vacations, flowers for a year, and so many other wonderful items to enjoy, will be auctioned. All money will go to set up a memorial at the station site for our loved ones. It will be on April 21st. Please help us to remember all of our family and friends with a special place that they all deserve. The website is
stationfirememorialfoundation.org. I would like a special place to visit with John and all of the special friends that have become part of my life since that awful night. John I promise you, You will have a beautiful and special place to always be remembered. We will not forget any of the victims of that horrible night. Please help us make this a reality. John I know you would be proud of your Mom for trying to make this happen. Love you always and forever. Mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
April 9, 2006

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....I lay here it is 11:30 sat nite and the house is so quiet...And i think how much life has changed since you were taken.Another close friend passed away from a heartattach it was kathy Goltz's girlfriend what a shock.I miss you so much and there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of you or all the things we use to do,You were so full of life and made the most of it...I'm so glad chris and i were blessed with you in our lives even if it were only for a short time.Wally you will always be missed and loved greatly.I send hugs and kisses and tons of love to you in my dreams all my love forever and always
XOKIMMIEXO Rest in peace sweetheart.
  
   Kimberly (Attleboro, MA)
April 8, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
I woke up crying this morning after dreaming abour you dying and leaving us. I love and miss you so much. I know you can feel my tears. I miss my friend!
I love you {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister.
PS
God Bless you Kim for all you do for me. I just know Tina loves you for it!
  
   Annie (MA)
April 8, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To Mitch Shubert Ty Longely Tom Barnett Lisa Kelly and Tina Ayer
You are loved and missed every single day. May we make you proud.

Another day is dawning, Another day's begun, Another day to turn to God And Pray "Thy Will be done." A day to slay doubt's dragons, To know within your soul
That as you give yourself to Him, He'll bless and make you whole.
A day to live with purpose, A day to show you care When others turn to you distraught, Confused, or in despair. A day to share God's blessings In quiet, countless ways, That touch the heart with hope and joy, And brighten cloudy days. A day of sweet rejoicing, For gratitude and praise Because His love enfolds you, Both now, and all your days.

God's mercies are never ending they are renewed every morning... His faithfulness is great.
Lam. 3: 22-23
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
April 7, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Thank you Kim. That is the only way I have found peace. Losing my son was the hardest thing I have ever walked through.
I miss him more and more every day. He
was kind , gentle, caring and giving. It is so easy to ask why ? Watching his daughter marry without dad to give her away was so hard on all the family. His brother took his place with tears in his eyes thinking---he should be here.
Mitchell's mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
April 7, 2006

ashub@bellsouth.net
  
  
  

  
I usually write to John, my son, when I need to, here on this sight. But today I would like to tell everyone about a fundraiser we are having to build a Memorial on the Station Site. This would be a Permanent memorial to all of our loved ones so we could have a beautiful place to visit and be together. It will be on April 21st. If anyone is interested in helping us to fulfill our dreams please visit the website, www.stationfirememorialfoundation.org to purchase tickets. Our loved ones deserve to have a peaceful and beautiful place for all of their loved ones to visit. I love you John so much. My birthday was Tuesday and it means nothing without you here. Love and miss you everyday. Love Mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
April 7, 2006

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
To all who are grieving the 100 who died on February 20,2003 in The Station Nightclub fire.

There is a holy peace and comfort In the sanctity of prayer That I wish I could deliver To all people-everywhere. I just wish it was a harvest I could share and give away To enrich my world of people With the love in Christian ways.

God is gracious, kind and healing- When we come to Him in prayer- And we only need to trust Him To be cradled in His care; Does not matter what our station Or our sinfulness of ways, He forgives us and rewards us- When we kneel to Him and pray.

...ask and you shall receive that your joy may be full.
Jn. 16:24
  
   Kim Boysza (WIndber, PA)
April 6, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Just when I think I couldn't love you enough, I wake up each and every morning loving you more and more. I just wanted you to know this, my dear sweet Best Friend.
I love you more today, tomorrow and forever.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
Thank you for loving me and being my best friend. You will forever be my best friend!
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 4, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
Another night has past, another night without hearing your laugh. I miss you friendship and your smile. I miss all of the good times we had whether it was rocking out or just hanging out at your house but most of all I miss yor love and you being there.
I love you Always Tina Ayer.
Love,
Annie
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
March 29, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Another day with you on my mind... I miss you so much Tammy

<3 Meesh
  
   Meshell (Fall River, MA)
March 29, 2006
  
  
  

  
Linda and Ben***Happy Birthday to you both. Happy Anniversary **** We miss you both and your in my thoughts daily. With All My Love Sue
  
   susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
March 27, 2006

srezendes2@c0x.net
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to all the families and friends of the victims. May God watch over each of you and help bring some peace to you.
  
   Donna Howard (Warwick, RI)
March 27, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}},
Woke up after having a dream about you and I realize yet again, you are not here with me and I miss you. I just want you to know no matter how far you are from me right now, you are still my best friend and that is forever Tina.
I love you and I will a;ways.
{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best friend and Soul Sister forever
  
   Annie (MA)
March 26, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi. Angel mommy. I start baseball again this week. I made all stars last year and I am also in the baseball hall of fame in Williamsport P.A. I am also in music class. I play the trumpet, the teacher moved me up to a higher class because he said that I play so well. I will be getting a bowling trophy next weekend. Daddy bowls on Fri. and I bowl on Sat. I am in first place on my team. The teacher also said that I am very smart,athletic and respectful to adults.I like to help my classmates when they have trouble reading or math. Math is my favorite. When I have to write I like to write about sports. I will try to hit a homer for you this year. As you can see I am doing fine and being respectful and living my life in your memory.
Love you your earth son.
  
   Daniel White (WARWICK, RI)
March 20, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dearest{{{{{WALLY}}}}
I just wanted to tell you I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU greatly there isnt a day that goes by that i dont.You will always be in my heart and soul.It's hard to believe to chris will be 13 he is just counting down the day that he can drive dirty deeds.He is turning into a very good young man you would be very proud of him and i know he misses you.we all do!Forever in my heart and soul
XO Love always KIMMIE XO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
March 20, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Went riding Billy the other day. Was niiiiiccceeee.....Am taking Jesse to Laconia this year for bike week, wish you were riding with us.I like to think that you are in a way.
Everthing else is about the same...no transplant for me yet. Livers are hard to come by I guess.
I'd like to get in touch with your ex in hopes of getting a photo of you plus I have a few she might be interested in seeing.
OK...Billy.I'm thinking about ya..... ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
March 20, 2006

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
As I read what people write in here I can't help bu to think what you all would be doing today. You were taken from us to soon and only God knows why. Lisa Kelly, I have know your mother for just a short time but she is a wonderful lady who lost her best friend when God called you home. Tina, Annie and I have know each other for a short time as well but through her I am begining to see why you are her best friend and that will never change. Ty, your parents miss you because you were a wonderful son who shared a gift with the world your music. Tommy your mother is a wonderful woman who is so proud of you. I want to make you all proud one day and let your voices be heard. They have been silent since February 20,2003. Someday they will be heard again.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
March 19, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Mitchell today I am so sad thinking of your daughter's wedding next weekend, and you won't be here to give her away. Mike will stand in for you because Mar says he is so much like you. All I can see today in my mind is you standing next to your daughter in her beautiful gown. You would be so proud of her today. Heaven only knows how much you are missed still. Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (FL)
March 18, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}},
I am here listening to music in my headphones. I am listening to "Fly to the Angels" and I feel this way about you. Honey, you have a smile that could light up the world, for it did mine. I love you and I miss my friend so much, it hurts!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
March 5, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Gonzo}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}},
I had a dream about you this morning. It's been awhile since I have. I dream that I was holding your HJY jacket and holding close to me. Then, I saw your sitting in a chair with a blanket on you, giving me that beautiful snile of yours.God, I miss you and your snile. I may not say this too often but I love you Mike!
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
March 4, 2006

ILoveTinanDoc@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
I want to thank you again for all of the love and joy that you brought to my life. A lifetime or two isn't enough time to show it.
You made me the person I am today and looked after me and I love you for it! You gave more to me than you will ever know and that is why your passing hurts me so and why I feel so lost and empty.
I will forever have those feelings untill I see you and your beautiful face again!
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister and Very Proud of it!
  
   Annie (MA)
March 4, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....i wish you were here i need you we are losing another person...Carl from virgina his time is limited here so watch out for him for us.I know how much you always enjoyed his company.He got really sick so the one good thing is he wont suffer anymore.Wally i miss you and love you.You will always be in my heart and soul.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
March 3, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Three years have past since that terrible day. I wish I could say that the healing has begun but it hasn't for the people who lost someone. We all miss and love you. Nothing will ever take the place of the love felt for all of you. All we can do now is to be you eyes ears and voice and express our feelings for all of you.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
March 2, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Today is another painful day without you or your smile. It's
hard to make through another day knowing you are not here. I miss you more each day. I can't explain it. I feel so empty inside and lost and I will always feel like this till we meet again!
I love you, {{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}, my best friend akways hon!
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend!
  
   Annie (MA)
March 1, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Kevin

I can't believe that it has been 3 years already since you perished in that awful fire. I see you in your daughters beautiful eyes every time I see her.

Love you & miss you lots.
Your sister, Karel
  
   Karel Collins (Quincy, MA)
February 27, 2006
  
  
  

  
Well Judy, another year has passed and I hold my breath when each 2/20 nears. Iattended a funeral of a 41 yr old father of 2 on 2/20 this year who died of a freak reaction to a sedative. Again it brought to the forefront of my mind how truly precious life is and how we MUST hold our children and make sure that every time they walk out the door we say "I love you" you never know if it will be your last chance. i have learned alot in the last few years since your passing, today though I was talking to someone about fate and it hit me we all play a part in our fate, we just aren't aware of it. Not that it is a bad thing for it is good, it puts us where God needs us to be in order to be able to do the things he needs for us to accomplish while we are here on this earth. We all forget that our time on earth is borrowed and our true home is in heaven with the Lord. Sleep well Judy, with all the Angels... Always remembering Dawn
  
   dawn Porreca (no providence, RI)
February 24, 2006

dporreca@cox.net
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
Three years have past and the both of you have not been forgotten.
With Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
February 23, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Just want you to know that I miss you just as much as the night you left. I will continue to honor your memory and wear your name on your tags and my braclet. Love and friendship like yours only comes around once in a lifetime and I miss that. I will forever be crying till the day we meet again!
You will forever be my best friend!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister and Proud of it!!
  
   Annie (MA)
February 22, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
John and everyone else ~

Thinking of you especially today and everyday. Missing you a little less each day. Forgetting you not.

Love and peace.
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
February 21, 2006
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}},
I just want to say, that miss you each and everyday. The tears I cry are sad and true, for there will never be another you. The night you passed away, a piece of me went along with you. I feel so lost and alone without you, my best friend but I know I see you again in the end!
I love and miss you more than mere words can ever express!
Love,
Annie
Forever proud to be your Best Friend!
  
   Annie (MA)
February 21, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Father of GW guitarist sends deepest heart felt tears for all of our children , victims and friends who were effected by
the fire . The pain will not ever go away no
matter how many years pass
  
   J Patrick Longley (Burghill, OH)
February 20, 2006

tysdadpepe@adelphia.net
  
  
  

  
I still cannot believe it has been three years since I have seen your beautiful face Titi. I think of you always and miss you more than anyone knows. Please watch over all of us. Send Lori our love. Anthony came by last night and spend a lot of time with us. If felt really good to see him again. We really miss and love the boys. We miss you and think of you always. You are forever in our hearts and will be forever loved and missed.

With arms wide open,
Your niece
  
   Andrea (RI)
February 20, 2006

AMSangels@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}]],
It's three years today,
that you got taken away.
I lost my better side, my best friend. I feel so lost with you and your love and smile and laugh.

Tina,
This world is not the same without you in it. My eyes will always be filled with tears and my heart will be broken and my soul will ache till the day I see you again
my dear sweet friend and soul sister. There is only one Tina Ayer and I am proud that you loved me and called me your best friend!
I LOVE YOU and I will NEVER get over what happened to you.
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend
  
   Annie (MA)
February 20, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I just want to say I miss you and I love you.
Love,
Rick
"Your Big Brother"
  
   Rick C (MA)
February 20, 2006
  
  
  

  
It's hard to believe that it's been three years since you been gone. There is not one day I don't think of you. I miss you so much. All I have are my memories and pictures of us and the time we have shared together for 15 years. I love you very much and you are always forever in my heart. You truly had my back and was a true and best friend to me D. No one will ever come close to you. Miss you always love mendez
  
   Barbara M. (Lincoln, RI)
February 20, 2006

shortybarb02@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Lisa, It's three years and it still feels the same. We miss you so much and love you so much.
You are in my thoughts and heart every minute of the day. Zoe is doing fine and has grown so much.
She misses you too and loves you very much.
We are all putting flowers on your grave today.
love you forever
mom
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2006

zling13@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Dear John,
My prayers are with on this day, as they are always. There is not a day that I don't think of you and your family.Although I never had a chance to meet you, I feel I knew you well. Rest well Dear John.

Lori
  
   lori Messina (johnston, RI)
February 19, 2006

lorge56@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear{{{Wally}}}
Today was a nice memorial at the site.Small intimate one. a few of decorated your cross with some new things that looked really good.It is almost time to replace the picture so we will do that soon.We will always miss you and your silly ways.Love you forever&Always
forever in my heart and soul.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
February 19, 2006

krich68@comcasat.net
  
  
  

  
Kris McQuarrie,
I still can't believe your not here anymore, sometimes it's so hard. I think of you all the time and all the things we've been through together. You were my best friend and I miss you with all my heart. I miss your laughter, your advise and your friendship, but most of all I miss you!!!
I love you Kris,
Donna
  
   Donna K (Brattleboro, VT)
February 19, 2006

poopsie392002@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Geez Billy....3 years already. In some ways it's brief & in others it feels like eternity. Still riding with your spirit.
Dana ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
February 18, 2006

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well it is so close to the anniversary of the last day of your precious life Tina. I miss you everyday. But this time is the worst of all. I cannot believe it is 3 years it seems like yesterday when you were here with us! Miss you tons and love you lots, Desiree
  
   Desiree Carlow (coventry, RI)
February 18, 2006
  
  
  

  
~ STRENGTH IN UNITY ~

3RD Anniversary Memorial Service of the Station Fire
Sunday, February 19, 2006 at 2:00pm
Located at the Station site
Cowesett Avenue, West Warwick, RI
Sponsored by the Station Fire Memorial Foundation
For more information, go to the web site at www.stationfirememorialfoundation.o
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Please join us in remembering our loved ones.
There is “Strength in Unity”!


The Station Fire Memorial Foundation is an all volunteer, 501[c]3 charitable organization, who is committed to remembering the precious lives of those lost and the countless lives changed forever on February 20, 2003. The Foundation’s mission is to procure the land known as the Station site, ensure a proper memorial is erected and also maintain it. The Foundation encourages maximum support and participation by all those affected by the Station fire to help us give the victims the only gift within our power, a gift we wish desperately for our loved ones, a gift we all want . . . to be remembered.
  
   Shawn Corbett (East Greenwich, RI)
February 17, 2006

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Dear Wally,
It is this exact time 3yrs ago you walked out the door and i never saw you again.I remembered when you finished getting dressed and walked into the living room and i thought to myself how nice you looked.You leaned down gave me and chris each a kiss we exchanged I LOVE YOUS and i watched you walk out the door and cross the street.Before you left i remember telling you and glenn becareful and have fun....you said to me we are going to a concert what could happen?Little did we know the worst lye ahead i wish i would have stopped you that nite but cant play that what if game forever.I thank god that i got to spend the last week with you at home and that we got to spend time together.So wally know that i will always miss you and love you.Forever in my heart and soul.i'm so glad that we had all the time together that we did .Love always and forever in my heart and soul xoxoxoxo
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
February 16, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear wally....As tomorrow approaches and it valentine's it will mark the last week that you and i spent together.Because that morning you woke up and decided to call in and use vacation time to hang out with me and then one day turned in to another and another until you had finally taken a week i'm so glad and thank god everyday that you did that because we got to have quality time together and i will always hold those memorys close.And how ironic that there was a blizzard yesterday i remember that week you had left on this earth that there was also one.Wally you will never know how much i miss you and sometimes the hurt is so fresh i just wish the pain would stop.Wally I will always love you forever and always
Happy valentines day hunny <3
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
February 13, 2006

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Every day i come to this site . I am not sure why. It makes me so sad that so many people are in so much pain. Nothing I can say or do can help, I want to so bad. I want you all to know that I pray for you each and every day. If I could help carry this pain I would. I love you all and I will keep praying for you all. love nancy xxoo
  
   nancy moser (foxboro, MA)
February 10, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}} (Gonzo),
I love you and miss you a lot.
Know that you are not just in my
heart but you are in the thoughts and the hearts of all your friends, family and your listeners who you have touched more than you will ever know.
I love ya!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
February 9, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
It's going to be three years soon and with each passing year, another piece of my heart breaks again.. I miss you so much and I feel lost without having my best friend by my side. I love you more than words can ever say!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
February 8, 2006

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I wish I could just embrace all of you who are hurting because of this awful tragedy. I still have the photo of my son's friend, Ed, on my bulletin board at home-I just can't take it down, even though he has been gone almost three years now. We should all get together and pray for everyone.......prayer is so positive and healing. It seems we will need it so much in the months to come. God bless you all.
  
   Judi DiMartino (West Warwick, RI)
February 7, 2006

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Hi Wally,
Just was thinking of you as i always do.I see the new mass electric trucks now have there new logo on them National Grid boy
never thought that was gonna happen.Alot of people have moved around the depts.I still see randy he goes by the house and still stops to stay hi and all the guys still talk about you said you were the only guy who didnt mind goin in the transformers and getting greasey but you never did.Took chris down to body shop the other day they like when he stops there.The weather is cold and gloomy and that is how i feel...I miss you so much hun i cant wait til this month is over and warmer weather gets here but you didnt seem to mind the seasons changing you could always adapt to it.Weither it was riding snowmobiles in the winter around the neighborhood or chillin in the gargae with a cold bud in the summer you always made the best of it.I remember the the last week we spent together because for some strange unknown reason you took that week out of work and i'm glad for that i have the last week of your life with you and wouldnt change that for a moment.I'll always love you forever and always.Chris miss you so sometimes he has bad days and i know what it is even tho he doesnt talk about it much.He shows everyone dirty deeds and says my dad built that for me and i cant wait to drive it.Just watch over him hun even tho he has people who still do i kno you are his angel and will always protect him.He growing into a fine young man will be 13 next month.I like feeling your presence in the house and i kno one day we will be together.bye for now always and forever
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
February 6, 2006

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Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
It's another rainy day and I am missing you so much. The weather outside matches how I am feeling in the inside. Feb has been the worse since you have left. I am reliving it all over again like it was last night. I know it's going to be three years but the pain in my heart and soul is still fresh!
I will never be able to get over losing you, you were and are my everything {{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}!
I feel lost without you here.
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
6-15-69-2-20-03
  
   Annie (MA)
February 3, 2006

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~~**Tammy**~~
The battle is now over...My father passed away....I know that you two are now together looking over me. I miss the both of you and know that someday we will all be one again. Tammy, please let my dad know that I love him and miss him and I am keeping my promise with taking care of my mom.... this pain in my heart is greater then the start... now I have an empty whole which you and my take took part.... Life is so not fair.... First you were taken from me at such a young age and now my father... he just had a birthday and turned 56.... cancer got the best of him but now he is no longer suffering.... I miss you both so very much and please remember that... a tribute to my dad...

Last night I was trying to sleep,
My dad's voice I did hear,
I opened my eyes and looked around,
But he did not appear.

He said, " Meesh and Aaron, you've got to listen,
You've got to understand,
God didn't take me from you,
He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that night,
The moment that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.

He pulled me up and saved me,
From misery and pain,
My body hurt so badly,
I could never be the same.

I love you all and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby,
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die.

And so, you must all go on now,
And live and understand....

GOD didn't take me from you,
He only took my hand!


I LOVE YOU BOTH....

Sad in fall river

Meesh
  
   Meesh (Fall River, MA)
February 3, 2006
  
  
  

  
hey uncle wally, iv been thinking of you a lot latly, i kno its close to that time and it makes me so sad. i miss you soooooo much and i wish i could have gotten to kno u more then i did, my dad tells us of some of the things u 2 use to do. and i promise i will make every attempt to be there this year, we havent missed it yet, but im not sure if my dad will be able to get the day out of work, but even if i cant make it i will be at home praying and thinking of you, i kno u are looking down on me and my family, and i just want you to kno that we think about you a lot, i kno last year i put that poem i made for you by your cross. but this year i have a new one, i hope you like it. it just makes me sad that you arent here, and i just wanted to say again that i miss you so much. <3 ashley
  
   ashley sullivan (east killingly, CT)
February 2, 2006
  
  
  

  
I DID NOT KNOW ANYONE WHO LOST THEIR LIFE IN THIS TERRIBLE TRAGEDY.
I JUST WANT TO SEND MY LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WILL BE SADLY MISSED FOREVER.TO ALL THOSE WHO GRIEVE I GRIEVE WITH YOU.
  
   DOTTIE PETERSON (FLORAHOME, FL)
February 2, 2006

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Dear Wally.....I miss you and now it is that time of year to rehash all those sad moments,phone calls,and sad nites i will forever miss you and love you.I will never let your memory or life die.I could never tell you enough how sad life is without you and how much everyone miss you.Hunny rest in peace and know that everyone loves and miss you.
LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
January 31, 2006

Krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear wally....i sure wish you were here so much is going on...Keith has so much going on i know he sure he could use your support.John
called and lisa is sick please watch over her we want her to get better he is so scared.You know me i try to reassure everyone when half the time i'm not sure of anything anymore.But i know you would take it with stride and say alittle and i would look and things so differnetly.So just watch over everyone and please be John and lisa angel and i know it will be better...By the way i feel you presence in the house and outside when i take the dog for a walk....I love you and miss you forever and always.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
January 23, 2006

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Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
I am sitting here listening to music and I am missing you like crazy. It hurts me to wake each day and realize yet again, you are not here. I know what you want for me and I am trying but it's hard without your love and actuslly having you here. Please understand my sadness and tears and bear with me. I lost a major love in my life, you! I feel lost without you, imcomplete. I love you more than you ever know!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
January 22, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi Daniel,
I know that your Mom is proud of you honey. I saw the look of pride in her eyes the day she handed you when you were a newborn for me to hold. Know this, you were and will always be her pride and joy and sbe loves you so much that she can fill all of Heaven where she is. Don't worry, she is taking care of all who know who went to Heaven and she watches over you and is a Proud Angel Mommy!
Love,
Annie
Your Angel Mommy's Best Friend
  
   Annie (MA)
January 19, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Daniel I wanted to say congradulations on gettings A's.!!!!! I know your angel mommy is so happy.. She is so proud of you. Keep up the good work :) love sparky!!!
  
   nancy moser (foxboro, MA)
January 19, 2006

fxsparky@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi Billy,
Getting warmer & am fixing to take Prettigirl out of her shed for the season soon & was just thinking of when you got you're new Yamaha.....that was a fun bike. You'd LOVE the monster I got now! Jesse's on his second dirt bike...he got bigger & you should hear him play the piano!
He talks about you too ya know. His Uncle Billy.....he misses you too.We all do here Billy.....a friggin shame what happened.
Later Bro,
Dana ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
January 19, 2006

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Dear Daniel,
I have read what you wrote to your Angel Mommy. She must have been a special mommy to have a son like you. I am sure she is very proud of you for making all A's on your report card. May God Bless and watch over you in everything you do.
  
   Kim Boysza (Windber, PA)
January 18, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Angel Mommy.
Hi. I just wanted to let you know that I got straight A on my report card. I am sad right now because my cousin Daddy's nephew died Sunday. Could you please welcome him to heaven and let him know that he will be ok. He is only 21 and he mught be lonely. Please introduce him to the rest of my family members there in heaven. Also please tell my two Grandfathers, Great Grand Mother, Uncle, Tyler and Sher that I said Hi. Also tell them that I am going to live my life to the fullest so that they will be proud of me and to show everyone how special you all are in heaven. Love your son Daniel
  
   Daniel White (Warwick, RI)
January 18, 2006
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Thank you for coming to me in a visit in my dreans this morning. Seeing your beautiful face and hearing you basically tell me that you are happy and I am going to be allright in what I am going to do in life soon is ok and remind me that you will be with me no matter what. It gave me a feeling of peace for the day! Thank you for allowing me to love you more than I did when I went to bed last night.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
January 16, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear{{{WALLY}}}}
I sit here and cant believe you are gone i would give anything to see you again....I remember the last time i saw your face as you walked out the door and across the street.I miss you so much and keep asking myself what if i had did something different that nite and you didnt go.I know i cant change things but that doesnt mean doesnt stop me from playing the what if game.Bye for now love always and forever.XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kkimberly (attleboro, MA)
January 14, 2006

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
I have to say this and I know this is something that you don't want, I know this. I feel so empty everytime I go out and see others having a good time with their best friends and I long to have you right next to me in person laughing and having a good time with me but I can't. I know this is not how you want me to be, but I can't avoid it. I miss you so much that it actually hurts! I love you and wish we could have had more times together but that wasn't to be and I have to accept this but how?
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}]
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
January 12, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Just want to say again, how much I love you and miss you and how much you and your friendship means to me!
Love Always,
Annie
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister Forever
  
   Annie (MA)
January 9, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear{{{{WALLY}}}}
I miss you!!!!And all this snow doesnt help you should be out there using your beat up s-10 plowing everyone's driveway then screamin around hitting snow piles we all miss you so much i talked to glenn today and the guys at the body shop.Chris likes going down to the shop and visit.This isnt fair you should be here.Sometimes it hard not crying my eyes out hunny i miss you so much.And just so you know we have been getting all your signs that you are sending from up there.We all and miss you.Love always and forever
your loving wife and friend
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
January 7, 2006

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Wow it's going be 4yrs since you pass away mike cordier. I been thinking that you are missing out on your niece life. Boy she should does look like your brother jonathan. It's funny how you pass away right when tori was born. Just seem to unreal for this to happen. I hope your doing good up there and watching out for your family. so sad to she you gone you where only 32yrs old . You have so much to live for. you'll be in my heart forever .
  
   Jill Monahan (Westerly, RI)
January 7, 2006
  
  
  

  
(((((((((((Kris))))))))))
Happy Birthday on the 13th honey. I remember spending our birthdays together that last time. If I had know it would be the last time I was going to see you, I would of told you how much you to me. You were and are my best friend. So many times I've wanted to call you. If only it was that simple. I miss you so much every day!
God Bless to your children and everyone here. I pray for all of us.
I love and miss you, Donna
  
   Donna (Brattleboro, VT)
January 7, 2006

poopsie392002@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
~~Tammy~~
I miss you babe....I am sorry that I haven't written to you in a while... My dad has been so very sick.... he has cancer throughout his entire body and is not doing to good... I pray to god that he does not take my dad away from me like he has taken you... My heart could not take so much pain... Life is so not fair... Tammy I miss you so much and wish I had just 5 minutes to be able to see you... your smile could brighten the darkest day...God Tammy.... I miss you....

~~missing you in MA~~
Meshell
  
   Meshell (Fall River, MA)
January 6, 2006
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kimberly))))))
Thank you so much for your concern and loving words and prayers for me. You're an angel for caring about me, a stranger. Tins is smiling at you with love for what you are doing. I know it and I feel it.
Love,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister Forever
  
   Annie (MA)
January 5, 2006

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Dear Annie,
My heart aches with you and for you in the loss of you best friend Tina. You are in my prayers as I ask God to help you through through the process of healing. They say that time heals all things but I think that time can't heal everything. Like a great love a best friend only comes once in a life time. My wish for you this new year is to allow all of us who write on this board to help you through this time of healing and know that we can't replace the loss of your friend Tina but that we can be here to listen to you when you need to talk.
God Bless.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
January 3, 2006

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hiya {{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}} (Gonzo), HOW ARE YAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I didn't forget ya, how could I? I love and miss you. Make sure I am on that guest list for the best rock show in heaven. Dance with my Tina and make sure she is ok and smiling.
I love you.
Love Always,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
January 2, 2006

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Another holiday has come and gone without you Mitchell. Seems only yesterday you left us. Things are not the same without you.
The sadness on your children's faces was heartbreaking to see this year, oh how they miss you.
Mike wore your boots to church so you would be a part of us.
I love you my beloved son.
Oh how you are missed by us all.
Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
January 2, 2006

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
peace to all of you.
you are good people.
my last post never made it on..i wanted to say god bless to all of you and your loved ones.
i miss them too.
but they live on in our hearts where its safe.
again..best to all of you.
bruce
  
   bruce m (RI)
January 2, 2006
  
  
  

  
John, Another year, another year without you!! I love you more than you could know, and miss you so very much. I know you are in a better place, but I wish you were here. Love you special. MoM
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
January 1, 2006

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
DEAR{{{{WALLY}}}}
HAPPY NEW YEAR HUNNY !!!!! i know you are celebrating up there in heaven.and watching down on us.
all my love forever and always.Your loving wife always
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
January 1, 2006

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Dear Wally....I will think of you tonite nobody brought in the new year the way you did and i miss that so much...You had a way of making the most of every moment i will think of you always and miss you lots...All my love forever and always.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 31, 2005

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Dear {{{{{{{[Tina}}}}}}}},
I am approaching another New Years Eve. Do you remember all of the ones at JR'S FASTLANE together? Those were the best days of my life being your Best Friend! I am so blessed to be able to say I am Tina Ayer's Best Friend, I am Tina, Forever. I miss you so much and love you more and more each day!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}]]
Love,
Annie
Proud to Be Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister FOREVER!
  
   Annie (MA)
December 31, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I want to extend my love out to all of you and to let you know you are all in my thoughts, prayers and more importantly my heart. Tina taught me the value of love and what it can do for all.
Thanks Nancy and Romelle, I love you both too, your support means more to me than you will ever know. I will forever keep the 100 close to me in my heart now and always!
Love,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
  
December 31, 2005
  
  
  

  
As this year comes to and end and a new one begins, My wish for all of you is a healthy healing safe New Year. May God be with you all in the year to come and privide you with the healing thatyou need.
God Bless
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
December 31, 2005

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I wanted to say happy new year but those words dont seem right. So i will say have a healthy and healing new year. I will think of all of you. My heart brakes when i come to this site but my love and faith brings me back. love to all of you. Annie I think about you often. I pray for the healing of your heart. Have a healthy new year. Your are a gift from god and for that i thank him.. "2006"
  
   Nancy Moser (Foxboro, MA)
December 30, 2005

fxsparky@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I want to thank all of you who write and support all of us in our lost. It is very kind that you take the time to do this. It is so hard, even after three years it still kicks you in the head, yeah, this really happened to my child. how can this be? it is so unbelievable. but its true. the memories are all we have. and the support of those around us and this way of communication with everyone. don't forget to love those who are still here, appreicate those around us still.
our ones who passed over are on a different journey now, we are on a journey here, I believe to show love. someday we will all be together again. we will never get over this terrible lost, no matter how much time goes by. thankyou for your kind words again.
barbara
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
December 30, 2005
  
  
  

  
The love thatpeople are sharing is unbelievable. People like myself who didn't know the people of Rhode Island who died that night almost three years ago are writing in this book. This shows me that Gods love for all of man kind is real. I didn't know Ty Longely personally but I feel I have know him so much through his mom. She like everyone else who lost someone close to them misses him so very much. You are all on my mind and in my heart and prayers.
God Bless.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
December 29, 2005

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I recently came across these words and though it would be apropriate to share these special words with those who lost so many loved ones.
Remember that your loss is shared by many friends who care and that you're in our thoughts and hearts
and in our every prayer. May you find the courage to face tomorrow in the love that surrounds you today. May the love of friends and family be a source of comfort to you at this time at this time of sorrow may these truths sustain you. Your loved one will always be
as close as a memory and the God of all comfort is always as close as a prayer. It will be the little things that you will remember the quiet moments, the smiles, the laughter. And although it may
seem hard right now, it will be the memory of these little things
that help to push away the pain
and bring the smiles back again. May God Bless.
  
   Robert Stanton (El Paso, TX)
December 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear wally....today was a big day today for chris he got his braces off wish you could have seen him he was so excited so now he has contacts to he is so proud of himself.And i know you are watching over him when hes on his dirtbike he loves going fast just like you....Keithie watches out for him....Chris is growing up so fast and he is really doin so good.Take care hugs and kisses
love you forever and always.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 28, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}},
Last night Rick and I watched a movie starring Robin Willians. It was about dying and Heaven. I thought about you and my kitties Lacey and Whiskey. I know you love them and take good care of them. I thought about you and how much of a distance there is between us but T, know that it will never break our bond, that is forever {{{Tina}}} I love you and I miss you more than you will ever know.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
December 28, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I want to express to all who lost a loved one that you all are in my heart, thoughts and prayers. I owe so much to so many here who took the time out even in their own pain, took the time to reach out to me. You have no idea how much I am touched by your kindness! Bruce, you would have loved Tina, she was wondeful in so many ways and I realize now my purpose in life is to try to help and to reach out to others who have lost a loved one by talking about Tina and having all get to know who she is. I want to do this in her name being she was so caring and giving in life. She always put others before herself.
I love you all and the 100! They will forever be in my heart and prayers.
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
December 28, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
hi tina and all who are still in our memories.
i feel i know tina cause of all annies posts..and i did know one person who passed on that night.
but this is to all of you.
the people who come here..god bless all of you for your unending love for these friends../
to all who passed away then..welp you are in a bettr place.
im sure you all know we care.
love to all and peace..which can only be found from within..
bruce m.
  
   bruce m. (RI)
December 27, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
We got the movie Titanic for Christmas from Rick's brother Andy.
That was your favorite movie and when I hear the song My Heart Will Go On, my heart breaks because I will never hear you sing it again. You wanted so badly to sing it at our wedding. My heart breaks knowing you can't do that or be my maid of honor. I miss you and cry for you everyday. I love you more than words can ever express.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
December 26, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
DEAR{{{WALLY}}}
MERRY CHRISTMAS.....LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LOTS....ALWAYS AND FOREVER
OXKIMMIEXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 25, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
DEAR{{{WALLY}}}
MERRY CHRISTMAS hunny!!!!I Love you and miss so with everything in my soul.I know you will always look down on us..Hugs and kiss
always and forever.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 24, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
As we approach the Christmas Holiday let us not forget the lovedones who aren't with us anymore. Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
December 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
John,
I cannot believe it is Christmas again. I keep seeing your surprised face as you pretended to still believe in Santa. My heart still will not accept that you are not here. I miss you so much. You gave me so much joy and happiness, and I think of you and smile. You are forever in my heart. I love you so much. Merry Christmas John. Love always and forever Mom.
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
December 24, 2005

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
Another Christmas is coming and I am once again feeling that gaping hole in what is left of my heart. What keeps me going is picturing you and your beautiful face and smile. I know you want the best for me and for me to heal. I know
this, it's hard knowing I can't be with you or hug you right now. I love and miss you so much and so does Rick, he loves you!
I'll forever miss you till I see you again, my dear sweet angel.
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I love you more than you will ever know.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   annie (MA)
December 23, 2005

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Dear{{{WALDO}}}}
Just wanted to say hi and i miss you and think of you always.
We are so lost without you..Nothing will ever be the same...Chris is doing really good.Take care my sweetheart.love always and forever
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 23, 2005

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Tommy,as Christmas nears we think of you more than ever. It hasn't been the same without you and Dad but we gather together and do the best we can. Your family loves and misses you. You are in our hearts forever and ever.
  
   Romelle Barnett (West Greenwich, RI)
December 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
Reflections

When I stand before the mirror
who is this I see
looking back at me
a smiling face
placed for all to see
this refection not the me
only what to others
will let them see
not loneliness heartache hidden
empty space once filled by you
only this reflection starring back
this smiling face
placed for others to see
longing to see
a refection of you
standing next to me

12-20-04 by Ann
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
December 11, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Dear{{{{wally}}}}}}yesterday we got major snow storm....i know you would have loved it...I missed seeing you out there in your beat up pickup truck plowing peoples driveway and then screaming around the place on your snowmoblie it made me really sad :( i miss you and this time of year only makes it worse always in my heart and mind.You will always be thought of no matten what goes on everyday.
All my love forever and always
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
December 10, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{{{{[[Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
I want to express to you how much I love you. I love you more and more each day if that is possible to do. I miss you so much and it hits me more when I see others enjoying time with their Best Friends and it hurts knowing I can no longer do that with you Tina!
I love you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
December 10, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I don't know if it is caused by another birthday of mine without you,Tina or the holidays coming up or both, but I am feeling cheated and robbed by all of what happened for losing you on 2-20-03. I am told by many to get over you and move on and find another best friend. Really? How can I do that? My mind replays seeing your last meoments of your life as it was played over and over on national TV. Tina, we and I had a very close bond that grew over the 18+ years that we had together. We finished each other's sentences all of the time. I feel like a shoe without the other one.
My heart is broken and I will forever be missing you and loving you!
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
December 9, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
You know tomorrow is my birthday. I have to be honest, I really don't care anymore. It hasn't been happy since you died so what is the point of celebrating? I know you would want me to but I no longer have it in me to.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
December 7, 2005

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Wanted to say I am thinking about all of you each and every day. I keep you in my thoughts. I pray for the family and friends you all have left behind. I thank God my friends and their family that were there that night are ok. Love nancy
  
   Nancy Moser (Foxboro, MA)
December 5, 2005
  
  
  

  
My thoughts and prayers are with u all.
  
   Michelle Fournier (Phillips, ME)
December 5, 2005

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I just want to say I miss you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} today more and more. It's snowing here today and my tears are falling as fast as the snow in the air.All I have left is a few photos and my memories and Tina, life without you is not the same, my Best Friend in the entire world. They say love and friendship like yours only comes around once in a lifetime and you are the one. I will forever cry for you till the day we meet again my dear sweet friend. I will never ever know a love like yours again, no matter who I meet or I call my Best Friend! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}]]. I love you more than mere words can ever express!
Love, Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
December 4, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I'll be seeing you soon bud.....
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
December 1, 2005

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As I sit here this morning remembering
the life of this precious gift called my son,I think of all the others who are grieving for loved ones this holiday season. No matter how they were taken from us the grief is still the same, longing to see them, to hear their voice, to share life with them once more. I wrote the following one night while thinking of Mitchell, trying to understand and deal with my aching heart for what could have been, should have been , my son , his life with his family, his children, now his grand-daughter. I miss him more and more every day. I loved him dearly as I do all my sons, family.

Grief

Grief is a voyage
a journey across a stormy sea
surrounded by waves of anguish
looking for that shore called comfort
surrounded by only loneliness
helplesness our sailing companion be
navigating towards that shore
of blessed relief
God's light our guide to that land
where only He our captian
our inner compass
directs us on through to peace
love without bounds
heals sorrows calms that stormy sea

written 2-18-04 by Ann Shubert
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
November 29, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Thinking of all the victim's families on this Holiday Season and wishing them some kind of closure during this time.......the victims of these families would not want them to greve during these holidays and would want them to carry on.....Think of how THEY would want you to feel at this time.......Try to have a somewhat of a happy holiday!
  
   C J Mathews (Monson, ME)
November 27, 2005

mathewsfarm@midmaine.com
  
  
  

  
The holiday season has officially begun and another year is passing without Judy here to enjoy it with her children. I sometimes ask God why? i know your not supposed to do that but there are so many people in this world that have no regard for human life and yet they are here taking the space and breathing the air that 100 loved people should have. To say it isn't fair is an understatement. God must have some major message for the world by taking these 100 angels. Time will reveal what that is and I know in my heart that everyne that lost a loved one to this tragedy will know when that message is delivered to this earth!!!! Here's to a happy, safe holiday season. filled with warmth, compassion and love not just for who we know but even for who we don't.
  
   Dawn Porreca (No Providence, RI)
November 26, 2005

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Judy,I miss you and Anthony and Brianna. Love Always , John
  
   John Gallant (South Attleboro, MA)
November 25, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}], (Gonzo),
I want you to know that I miss you and thought about you a lot lately. I miss our times together at work. You are loved and missed more than you will ever know. I love you like a brother and that's how I will forever feel. I'll continue to pray for your family and friends. I love you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}}}}}]
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
November 25, 2005

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Hi {{{{{{{{{{{{{{[Tina}}}}}}}}}},
You know what today is huh? I used to get a phone call from you saying Happy Would Have Been Birthday because today was my orginal due date for me to come into the world. I miss that but I miss you more and the loving bond that we shared. Nobody will ever take your place as my Best Friend, that will forever be yours as well as my heart. I know you hate to see me sad but it's hard not to be. I'll stand by you forever knowing one day, I'll be seeing your beautiful face and smile!
{{{{{{{{{{[Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}]
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
November 25, 2005

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Happy Thanksgiving Angel Mommy.
I just wanted you to know that I am doing good. To honor your memory I want you and others to be proud that I am getting good grades and doing good in baseball. I could sit around and cry but that is not what you would want and that will not be honoring your life. You were so full of life and that will be the way you would want me to be. take care and say hi to my two grandfathers, greatgrandmother and uncle. Please give my two dogs cher and tyler a pet for me
love your son Daniel.
  
   Daniel White (Warwick, RI)
November 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
lisa jean,
thinking of you as always. remembering my last thanksgiving with you. I am so glad I was there to share the day. so unfair, we should have had many more.
we all love you so much.
mom and family
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
November 24, 2005

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DEAR WALLY!!!!!
Thinking of you today!!!!with lots of love and a heavy heart!!!!And i know the family thinks of you all the time and also will think of you today with warm thoughts knowing that this one of your favorite holidays.always love and forever thinking of you!!!!!!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
November 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Kris, I'm always thinking of you and missing you, my best friend. I hope your family is doing fine through this holiday season without you. I know it's going to be hard, but having our memories of you will help us all. I miss you so much. God Bless. Love, Donna
  
   Donna K (Brattleboro, VT)
November 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
Remembering you at the start of this holiday season.
With Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
November 23, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear wally,
I just wanted to tell you i miss you!!!! I think of you all the time and the last couple od days have been the worse because i know how much you loved thanksgiving.
I miss you always but the holidays are the worse.Bless you hunny all my love forever in always.Tomorrow i will think of you and say a prayer of thanks that i was blessed with you in my life and taught me so much ....
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
November 23, 2005

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Dear SuS and John and Josh,
I think of you always but more so this time of year. Hope all is well, and I am still praying for you. Recently, my oldest child, Paul, was diagnosed with Leukimia, when I'm sitting around feeling sorry for myself, I thing of you and all you have been through. Then I just say if they can go on so can I. SuS you are always in my thoughts, when I see you out-side or John walking the dog, believe it or not you inspire me.
Lori Messina (Mignanelli)
  
   lori messina (johnston, RI)
November 23, 2005

lorge56@cox.net
  
  
  

  
All I can say is I am not well today.
For some strange reason, the ache in my heart is
a lot worse. I feel so empty and alone. I know
my friends all love me and tell me that
I am not alone but that is how I am feeling today
knowing that I can never call, see or hang out
with, hug and tell Tina that I love her with all
my heart. That is all now gone.

Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
November 22, 2005

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Dear Sarah,
I hope your getting the letters I have been writing everyday. It seems thats the only way I can get through the reality that your gone. Sarah just turned 21 as you know. She is a good kid and you should be very proud of your daughter. I will always be there for her so you never have to worry about that. Everybody misses you and we think about you everyday. I hope your soul is finding peace and love where you are. Love you, Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (waterford, CT)
November 22, 2005
  
  
  

  
Tina,
Here I am spending another day thinking about you and feeling all of the pain and emptiness witout you in my life... I ask why did this have to happen to you? Just as all the rest ask about their wonderful loved ones who were taken away, way too soon! A lot of people tell me to get over it. How? How can I ever get over the loss of you? When the pain in my heart is so strong. You will always be my Best Friend and I will forever love you and miss you more than I can say.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
November 21, 2005

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Sarah Telgarsky: Still think of you often!! All my hearts wishes go out to the families who were affected by this....doesn't seem possible that another year has passed. Sweet dreams Sarah
  
   suzanne robertson (colchester, CT)
November 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
As we approach another holiday, my heart goes out to all the families affected by this fire. I will continue to pray for all of you and ask that God keep a special place for all of you during this holiday season. May God Bless You All.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
November 19, 2005

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
I am thinking of you more today more than I ever have. Besides the holidays coming up, you know what is coming up? I miss you not only celebrating my birthday in early December, but also you celebrating my birthday on my original due date on November 25. You said I not only want to celebrate when you came into the world but also when my best friend was supposed to come into the world. I love you and miss you so much and will never get over this pain!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
November 19, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Well billy, I bought Jesse his first bike...a Yamaha PW-80. Should be a blast. I know you'd wanna see that. He loved you too you know and almost couldn't go inside the service he was so messed up.
Still miss ya bud and always will. I miss having a twin to hang out with.
GOD bless you Billy.
Dana and Jesse and Harty ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
November 19, 2005

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
As we approach another set of holidays my heart is moved to write a note of gratitude.
Melissa and I wanted to say thank you to all of you who have prayed for us and helped us adjust to our new lives, changed forever as a result of this fire. We have so much to be thankful for-our family, friends, provision, and hope-we acknowledge the Lord's faithfulness through all of these.
And as much as we miss those who have been taken from us so abruptly.......
we wanted to express our thankfulness for those that survived the fire, you are truly blessed to be alive. I want to encourage you especially, not to feel guilty for making it out, you are all proof that miracles still happen. Instead we hope that you will find purpose for your testimony.
We pray that everyone is healing continuously-body, soul, and spirit.
God Bless, Kathy & Melissa Shubert
  
   Kathy & Melissa Shubert (Tenafly, NJ)
November 18, 2005

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Dear Wally,
I miss you so much.The cold weather is setting in and the holidays are approaching and i am so depressed....I miss everything that you made the holidays how you would get up at 3am to start the turkey.and then you would make fun of john because he had the biggest plate and would eat all plus seconds you would sit there and laugh.Then you would eat so much that you would go sit on the couch and rest for 2 minutes but in seconds you would be alseep.Wally i will never stop missing you and wishing you were here i hate that you were taken away so soon from this world and from our lives.I know that know i miss you and love you forever.Watch over chris just know that he is doin so well he got his report card today and got all A's and B's you would be so proud of him.
XOKIMMIEXO always and forever
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
November 18, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of you lately. The holidays are fast approaching, and family and friends have to enjoy the holidays without you there. Oh how I wish we all kept in touch after you and your family moved away. Growing up with you and your sisters was the best and I wouldn't of had it any other way! I was glad to hear that you were finally able to show that lovely voice of yours.
I know your friends and family still have a hard time dealing with the loss of a wonderful sister and friend. But I know you are looking down on all of us that are thinking of you.
Tina, take care, and thank you for watching out for all of us, as I know you are. I only wish everyone had the chance to spend some time with you, either in your younger years, as I did. or even has you grew older and created your own family.
I only wished we all kept in contact!!!!!
But you are still in my heart and mind. I see you from time to time, and it wonderful to know you are there to listen and talk to.
Well since the holidays are almost here that means it is time for me to go to the site and place my special gift there for you, as I have done many times over the years to celebrate holidays, birthdays, and those special dates!!!
We Miss and Love you very much,
Love, Your Childhood Friend,
~Sande~
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (Coventry-Our Hometown), RI)
November 16, 2005

tiger_tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I recently moved back to Rhode Island and was very shocked and saddened to hear that Tommy (Barnett) and Jason (Morton) had died in the Station fire. I had worked with both Tommy and Jason in the mid eighties when we worked for Ray Barnett. We had a lot of very fun times together outside of work. Jason and Marie lived across the road from me for a while until they were able to build their own home in West Greenwich. I used to drive my Lil' Red Express Truck ("Lil' Red Stupid Truck" as Tommy jokingly called it) over to the Morton's and spent many afternoons enjoying their warm humor and wit. Unfortunately I lost touch with Tommy and Jason when I moved to Oregon in 1989 to attend school.
I would have very much liked to have seen you two again. RIP brothers.

Marie, I'm very sorry and I hope you are doing well.

William Schultz (Big Bill)
wschpunyo@hotmail.com
  
   William Schultz (East Greenwich)
November 9, 2005
  
  
  

  
I Am There Inside Your Heart


I'm There Inside Your Heart...
Right now I'm in a different place,
And though we seem apart,
I'm closer than I ever was...
I'm there inside your heart.
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright,
I'm there to share the sunsets, too...
I'm with you every night.
I'm with you when the times are good,
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall...
I'll still be there for you.
And when the day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me...
Forever in my heart.
  
  
October 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally,
I just wanted to say HI!!! I miss you.And think of you all the time.The weather is starting to turn and it's getting cold out.I know you would be getting the garage stocked with fire wood for a long winter.I Love you always.
XOXOKimmieXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
October 27, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Freddy!!
I know we had not seen each other often but, when we did the laughs we would have! The way you greeted me when we ran into each other the big smile and always a big hug and kiss, I miss it!!! It's football season and this is the time I remember all the games we would battle over who would win! Well this year it would be close Dolphins and Jets are battling for last place!! LOL!! I sometimes wonder?? like I'm sure everyone who has been changed by this why? Gosh you loved music and truly were a kind hearted man!!! I really don't understand life and death it seems to be a mystery that everyone is trying to figure out! I hope that someday everyone will be able to have a chance to meet up again. Until then I keep your memory alive in football and songs> "Head Games" by Foreigner remember when you and Erika sang that boy what a night we had! I'll always remember you Freddy!!
  
   KIM (RI)
October 27, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}.
All we both can say is we miss you more than mere words can ever express. We love you and wish you
here for us all. You touched more people in your short life than you will ever know. We love more and more each passing day! {{{{{{{Tina}}}}
Love,
Annie and Rick
Eick-"Your Big Brother"
Annie-Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie and Rick (MA)
October 27, 2005

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Mike,
Happy belated birthday, god it's seems only yesterday that I have seen you. Well your niece is 3 1/2 yrs old now can you believe that. I wish you where here to see her. We both miss you and hope your watching over the family.

love Jill and Tori
  
   Jill Monahan (Westerly, RI)
October 25, 2005
  
  
  

  
Every time I read what someone wrote in this book, it brings tears to my eyes. You have all been touched so deeply by someone who has died as a result of this fire. I feel your pain. When I lost my brother and mother the pain was so great. Nothing could ever take the place of those you love. We just have to have faith that we will meet with them again someday. I will kepp you all in prayer and in my heart. God bless each and every one of you.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Windber, PA)
October 24, 2005

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Belated Birthday Billy!!!!! I only missed your day because I had computer trouble.....Wish we could celebrate together. Yeah, don't worry....I'll drive. :)
I HOPE there is a heaven and you're there reading this smiling.
Bye brother. ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Z (Pawtucket, RI)
October 23, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
I just want you to know that you are my pride and joy. I want to thank you for coming into my life and all of the wonderful things you did for me and taught me. I love you more than you'll ever know. You will always be my Best Friend hon. I'll forever be missing you till I see you again! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}]
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
October 23, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Although I don't know anyone who passed away, I feel so sad for those who did and those left behind.I do believe in an after life and do believe they are in a better place than we can ever imagine- one day you will all be reunited and I'm so happy for that. Do make sure you look for signs that they are around you and please realize that when they come to you in dreams they are there trying to give a message. My mother had a tough time when her father died until she dreamed of him- he told her he was okay and, after that, she felt so much better...she still missed him but she felt so much more at ease. I'm giving you (((((((((((((((((all)))))))))))))))))))))) a big hug and,although I am a stranger, I want you to know I care.
  
   Selena Silva (Vancouver, BC)
October 15, 2005

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I read this guest book every day andpray for allof you who write in it and share and express your feelings. I lost a loved one as well and I know your pain. I hope that those of you still deeply hurting have or will seek out some therapy or counseling. I know the pain will never go away, but the person you los would want you and your family to be happy and healthy. I am so glad this guest book is here. God bless you all!
  
   Barbara Taylor (Bellingham)
October 13, 2005
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Tammy. I miss you so very much....

I Am There Inside Your Heart


I'm There Inside Your Heart...
Right now I'm in a different place,
And though we seem apart,
I'm closer than I ever was...
I'm there inside your heart.
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright,
I'm there to share the sunsets, too...
I'm with you every night.
I'm with you when the times are good,
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall...
I'll still be there for you.
And when the day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me...
Forever in my heart.
  
   MeShell (Fall River, MA)
October 12, 2005
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Lisa,
May your spirit continue to shine on all of us.
Love,
  
   Rich B (RI)
October 12, 2005

freebird1000@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{Tina}}}}}}},
I guess it's going to be a rough day for me. I heard the theme song from Friends and cryed thinkng about you and how much I miss you. I am lost and could use you to be around right now, there is gonna be a major change in our lives sooner than we thought and I am getting scared. I could use my best friend. Please pray for us and look after us both.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
October 11, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday to Lisa, a beautiful angel...
Love,
Your Mom's Friend,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
October 10, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Lisa Jean 10/10/75

Love you and miss you.

mom and zoe
destiny and joey
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
October 10, 2005

zling13@msn.com
  
  
  

  
To Judy Manzo,
Happy Birthday my friend.

With Love,
  
   Rich B (RI)
October 9, 2005
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}.
I just want you to know how much I
love you. You are the most beautiful girl the world has ever seen, inside and out. I am so proud to that you were and are my best friend. I miss you so much Tina, you have no idea. I lost part of me when you left and I will continue to cry till the day that I see your beautiful face again! {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
October 9, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To my beautiful niece, Becky Shaw. I'm thinking of you today and everyday. I miss you so much.
  
   Connie Vollinger (chicopee, MA)
October 5, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}],
Here is another day of me missing you and daydreaming about what we would be doing if you didn't leave this world. I am listening to Eltom John's Song "How Wonderful Life is While you are in The World"
and that is how my life was when you were in my world. You probably didn't know how much I looked up to you in every way but you do now huh T? I wish I could go back in time and snatch you up and hold you more tightly ,my best friend and maybe you would still be here with us. I miss you more and more each and every day untill I see you again, my tears over the loss of you will continue to flow on and on. I Love You more than you will ever know!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
October 4, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally.....I wish you were here i'm so sad not just because you arent here but because today i learned that Bud is losing his battle to cancer...It is just a matter of time...Please watch over him and his family for me and greet him when gets to heaven.You know he was always a special person to our family.My heart once again is breaking in too.I miss you and wish you so were here.
All My love forever and always
XOXOKimmieXOXO <3 <3 <3
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
October 3, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
hey Judy,tomorrow is your b-day and I can hardly believe another one is passing w/o you here to fret over it. I will be by to visit w/ your fvorite flower and my new friend whose b-day also happens to be tomorrow. Times have been hard for me emotionally lately and I wish i had you to talk to. I shouldn't complain for people have so much more in life than I to complain about but sometimes that feeling of doom can overwhelm you and maybe going back to the memories of the good times are the only thing that can put a smile on your face for that moment. Life was so much simpler back when... if only we realized it and stopped to enjoy it a little bit longer... there are defintely a few things I would have done different. Well now I'm just rambling I will see you tomorrow, I miss you Judy, even your annoying little nose crack, what I would give to hear that now!!! Love you D
  
   Dawn (no providence, RI)
October 1, 2005

poreca@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Hi {{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
I am sitting here looking at all of the pictures of Rocky Point and think back about how you came into my life and that makes me happy and smile. Then I think about the way you left my life and it makes me cry a million and one tears again. You have no idea how your love and friendship made an impact on my life. I will never ever know a love like yours again, no matter who I meet or I call my best friend.
I love you and miss you more than you will ever know.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 28, 2005

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My heart goes out to all the families of the victims. I am originally from West Warwick and know many of the names of the victims. How devistating it was to read of this horrible, senceless accident. My two brothers were supposed to be there that night but had to work or their names would be amoung those victims. I pray amoung the stars here in Maine every night for those families. They will forever be in all our hearts.
  
   CJ Mathews (Monson, ME)
September 28, 2005

mathewsfarm@midmaine.com
  
  
  

  
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Wally!
I may have not known you in life,
just know you are in my thoughts, heart, and my prayers. Don't worry
I am here for Kim whenever she needs me! Please watch over Tina and Doc for me@
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Wally}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 27, 2005

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Dear Wally.....I wanted to take this moment and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! and i'm thinking of you not that it is any different than any other day because i think of you everyday all day long.And so does rest of the family since you and Austin share the same birthday he is 5 and he talkes about u all the time.So know as the family celebrates his birthday they will also be thinking of you.So wally here is to you {{{{{{Hugs and Kisses}}}}} Birthday wishes!!
Love always and forever
XOKimmie and ChrisXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
September 26, 2005

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My sincere condolences & heartfelt thoughts and prayers to all of the victims, survivors, family & friends. God be with everyone of them.I had a friend that I only knew by yahoo messenger and e-mail and we were close.He was there that night in the fire but was pulled out,he is no longer with us.His name was Randy C. Randy I really miss your Im's and e-mails.I miss your kind words.I wish I could had done more to help you. You were to me like a brother.May God bless your soul and the victims, survivors, family & friends.I love ya Randy ( like a Brother) you are always in my thoughts as all the others are.
  
   Norma Lee Rogers (Stanton, KY)
September 25, 2005

ravenwitch2000@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{Dear Wally.}}}}}}}..Good morning hun! I'm
missing you really bad this morning
the tears are building up inside and as i hold them inside as not to upset chris it makes me angry that any of us have to indure this awful pain.Your birthday is coming up and that doesnt help because i know i can celebrate with you like we use to do.I miss you so much i wish i could see you again.And i know one day i will but until then hunny know i love you and miss you dearly all my love forever and always
XOXOKIMMIEXOXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
September 24, 2005

krich68@cocmast.net
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
Been finding a lot of web sites for our old workplace, Rocky Point Park. I know working there was tough at times but I owe that place a lot for the love that I got. I met up with you there and I got a Best Friend and a Soul Sister there. I miss you so much Sis..... I cry for you all of the time and I will till the day that I see your beautiful face and smile again but untill then, I will carry on with letting all know about you, my Best Friend!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 22, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
I just want you and the whole world know just how much I love you. It's a rainy day here in MA and that makes me miss you more and more, not that I don't miss you enough hon. I'm going to the doctor's office at 1pm and I really don't want to go. I wish you were here to go with me. You always made feel less nervous when you came with me...Remember the ultrasound years back and the nine glasses of iced tea? LOL Daniel was a baby then. You had a lot fun at my expense that day. We had a lot of laughs even though the people at Women and Infants didn't find us to be funny. Tina, I love you and you will forever be my one and only best friend.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Annie.... Forever you Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 20, 2005

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Tammy.. Friday night when I went to go and see you was so heartbreaking.
I had met a gentel man by the name of David at the site. It was so bizzare, he offered me a candle for you. I cried for hours thinking of you and just feeling everyone's pain. I just want you to know that I have been writing an essay for a school project it is about Fire Safety, my heart and soul has been going into this essay... Other classmates are going to have the chance to read it when it's done and my main focus is to have others know the dangers... let others out there know what happened to 100 innocent people. Tammy we will be heard... some day some way somebody will help all of us. Although we can't have you back, your memory and those memories of everyone else will live on. Your Birthday is coming up.... This year is going to be the first time that I will be arriving at your actual grave... I cry at the thought of it.... I have never been there because I know I have to pass by your house and I don't know if I can handle such a thing.... This year I am going to go... God Tammy.... I don't know how much more of this I can handle... Every day seems to get harder and harder to cope with this pain! I miss you and love you and I know that you are up there looking over all of us... I pray each and every day that I just had one more day with you.... one last day to see your smile and hear your laugh.... My heart was taken from me Feb 20,2003.... I love you and miss you more then my words could ever tell...
Love Meshell.....
  
   Meshell (Fall River, MA)
September 19, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}},
Last night Rick and I saved a baby rabbit from a cat. We tried to save him but God wanted him to go home. Please look after him and love him so he won't be afraid. I just know that it was your beautiful face and smile that he saw when he got there. I love you
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}] and miss you so much!
Love,
Annie
PS... Rick loves you and misses you as well... Here is a hug for you from him.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
  
   Annie (MA)
September 18, 2005

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MIKE (DOC)
How Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrree YAAAAAAAA! I just want you to know that I was thinking about you and your boyish smile and funny jokes and how much I love ya and miss you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Keep Rockin in Heaven and make sure I am that great guestlist!
And Please look after and love my Tina and my brother Joey for me.
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
September 18, 2005

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DEAR{{{{{{{WALLY}}}}}}}}}
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI....I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ......I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY AND ISNT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.BUT I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN AND WATCHING OVER US ESPECAILLY CHRIS...HE IS DOING SO WELL.GOT TO GO FOR NOW
ALL MY LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS
XOXOKIMMIE AND CHRISXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
September 17, 2005

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Well tina you niece tina marie is so sweeet she is getting big now not that we see alot of her but I know she will be the one you are watching over I miss you so much and now that I am living in the beach it is even harder but It will get easier love you so much keep that music with you and keep singing for us so we can hear it in our dreams
  
   wendy mccullough (warwick, RI)
September 12, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
I just want you to know that I love you and miss you more and more each day.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Siter
  
   Annie (MA)
September 12, 2005

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Added more chrome to the bike today Billy.....I mean ALOT! You'da loved it all. Hope you can see it.Getting a bit cold at night now & I'm not looking foward to putting up the bike for the Winter, but you know how that goes.
OK...Bill. Just wanted to keep you apprised as to what's been going on.
Talk to ya again brother,
Dana ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
September 11, 2005

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Yeah {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
I agree with Wendy,I can't think about the Rocky Point days without remembering us there together. I remember you dancing by The Music Express with your daughter Kayla in her baby carriage. I miss you so much and there isn't a day that
goes by without tears. I love you more than you will ever know.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 10, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Well tina we are trying to get a bunch of the Rocky Point Gang together and remember the old times but I cant think of Rocky Point with out thinking of you. I miss you so much . I was looking for a place to go and sing but they are allgone or at least the fun ones I belive you took them all with you and you are giving every one in heaven a really good show Miss you so much
Love Wendy
  
   wendy mccullough (warwick, RI)
September 9, 2005

mccullough069@aol.com
  
  
  

  
FOR STEPHEN LIBERA WHOM WE KNEW FOR TOO SHORT A TIME, MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS,YOU REMAIN IN MY HEART STILL
  
   FRAN CHERRY (COEUR D ALENE, ID)
September 8, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}},
I was listening to songs that we
used to hear all of the cover bands
play when we went to JR'S Fastlane when it was in Providence.
As I was listening, I was thinking to myself, I wish I could go back to that place in time just so I could be with you again. I long for the good old days when we would dance and laugh together or just hang out at your house. I feel so lost, alone and empty without you in my life no matter who is with me. I love you so much
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
You mean so much to me, more than you'll ever know.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 5, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I was watching an old videotape of you and me dancing at The Filling Station in 1994 when we saw Rick's band Black Ice months before I even met him. I see you and I wish with everything in me that I could snatch you out my screen and hug and tell you how much I love and miss you. My life is not the same without you in it. I feel empty and lonley. I love you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
September 2, 2005

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Well Billy.....Just got back from a long bike ride to Florida with Jesse for vacation. We talked about how much of a blast it would be if you were here too. Taking him to KY with me soon. You'd be proud of him Billy.....a little biker chip right off the old block.
Miss you still buddy. Guess that'll never go away. We'll talk again soon.Oh and by the way, it seems like ya finally met the right girl....too bad too late. Well at least ya had that.
In loving memory,
Dana Zeiner ~~~^..^~~~
OH! Say hello to Norm Coady. He went to join ya recently.....
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
September 1, 2005

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I just found this online and I can't seem to not write something: John wasn't just my first love, with me in kindergarten and then throughout high school and partly after...he was my soul mate...and even now I am always talking to his spirit, and he even inspired me to write a novel (more than once), so now, as I continue to write, he is like an angel of music, a phantom, in my ears, and I hear him better than most voices...and now I'd rather it that way...when I visit his grave, sometimes I just feel like a character in a novel, and I think he would laugh at me for that, but nobody else will ever be what he was to me, and I know our souls will meet again and again in future lifetimes...part of him is in my heart just like a part of me is inside his...and true love is always forever...I just want to also say that I miss SuS all the time, too, because she was my "second mommy" and part of me is always with her, too...I love you, John and SuS...
  
   Kris Ringman (sometimes in Johnston, RI)
August 31, 2005

wanderingartistkris@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
Here is another very lonley day
without you. My heart cries for you. You are the first thing that
I think of when I get up and the very last when I go to bed. I will never get over losing you or ever stop missing you. You brought so much to my life and taught me so much even though I an older. I am lost without and your loving friendship. I will forever cry for you and what could have been. I love you {{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 27, 2005

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Leigh, Happy Birthday, I went to the Station for your birthday yesterday. Shannon and family did a great job cleaning your site, it looks beautiful, full of flowers and ballons. We love you and miss you dearly. Miss your beautiful smile and gentle touch. We are trying to follow our hearts as you did yours. Love Mom
  
   Jean Moreau (Danielson, CT)
August 26, 2005
  
  
  

  
Today, I never felt so lost and alone
as I do right now. It feels like the day
that I found out that I lost you Tina. I don't
evem have engery or desire to smile. All I can
do is miss you.
I love you and miss you so much it hurts. Life is just not the same without you, my best friend.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}
}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
August 25, 2005

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i still feel for all family and friends that lost love ones,,,i had took a ride bye the memorial last week,,,does anyone know the plans for it ...it would be nice to have a nice water fountain there,,with benches with plaques of the ones lost,,nice garden
  
   jill (RI)
August 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
I wanted to write and say my prayers are with everyone. Especially to "Kris McQuarrie's" friends and family. She was my best friend and I miss her dearly every day! I hope her children are doing well, I haven't heard from them in a very long time. Just know your Mother is watching over you.
  
   Donna K (VT)
August 24, 2005

poopsie392002@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
Here I am seeing another sunny day
missing you. There is a huge hole in my heart. I listen to music all of the time and I try to enjoy it but to me the music in my heart and soul died with you on 2-20-03.
I will forever live with the pain over the loss of you, my best friend and soul twin. I will carry this pain till the day we meet again, my sweet angel friend!
{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}

}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 23, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Reflections
When the golden light of heaven sinks slowly in the West,
When the cares of the dayare ended and the world again is at rest; To the rim at a hill let me wonder, and there let me stand alone. In the amber glow of sunset and forget the sorrow I've known. Great hymns of praise and thanksgiving, to Thee O God, would I sing, For the glory of sunrise and sunset, for the beauty of flowers in Spring, For the mountains , the hills , and the valleys, the river that flows to the sea; And the tall stately trees of the forest, these are refections of Thee.

When the cares of my heart are many, thy consolations cheer my soul.
Ps. 94:19
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
August 22, 2005

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear {{Waldo}} thinking you as always...I wish you were hear i have kept in contact with Bud you know he is still battleing cancer but it is getting worse he is getting aggersive treatment but the outlook is grim they are only giving him 6months watch over him and still be his friend and angel he and his family need this.this makes me so sad that the world will lose another great person.
ALL My LOVE FOREVER AND FOREVER
XOXOKIMMIEXOXO The Four leaf clover for greiving families...

A four leaf clover
A treasure....priceless and rare
Like my love one in heaven above
Now in god's tender loving care.

Each leaf...a meaning...a part of my grief

One leaf for strength...one for memories so dear
One leaf peace and one for my faith in god above.

Each reprensents a part of my life...

The first leaf on the clover
Stands for strength..to make it through the day
From morning to nite...darkness to lite. With god's help each step of the way.

The second leaf on the clover
Stands for peace..That only god can bring.
A peace that restores my mourning heart smoothes the edges of the pain
And help me learn to begin to live again.

The third leaf on the clover Stands for my memories that i will always hold dear
Their spirit will shine on in the memoires they left behind.
Althought time may pass they will never disappear.

The four leaf on the clover
Stands for my faith in god above
Beliveing with all my heart in what i cant see.
Knowing we will me again.
By the golden gates.In heaven above

Until then i will keep my memories tucked deep inside with my love.
Along with my four leaf clover
My treasures from heaven above.
A Clover? A Treasure?
Blessing from above?
Strength,peace,memories and faith
All sent from heaven..With gods everlasting LOVE.

Written by Laura
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
August 22, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Never forget. Your in my Heart. Always. My prayers are with you and your familys and friends.
  
   Marjorie Penison (Taunton, MA)
August 21, 2005

Kookster1077@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
{{{ TAMMY }}}

No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!

I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.

No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.

I've never stopped loving you-
I know I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.

Heartaches in this world are many
But mines is worse then any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I love you and miss you so"

The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more
So I'll tell you anyway.

There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so, my precious Tammy,
And I always will.

--------------------------
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I miss you so much Tammy. My heataches for you everyday.

I love you my guardian angle. I will see you again someday.
Love Michelle
  
   MeShell (Fall River, MA)
August 18, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{Wally}}} Well hun it was another
sleepless nite it seems like it has been forever since i saw your face i miss you so much.It is still
so hard to believe that you arent here anymore.You will always be in my heart and my thoughts.

ALL MY LOVE FOREVER
XOXOKIMMIEXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
August 17, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}},
Today has to be the worst day for
me. The pain inside my heart and soul is searing with pain and loss. I just can't believe that you are gone, gone
and out of my life. No matter how hard I may try, I can't get over the loss of you. I walk around feeling empty and sad inside with a very fake smile on my face for all to see knowing, I will never ever know a love like yours again.
My heart cries for you all of the time Tina wishing I could tell you like the old days how much you mean to me and to see that beautiful smile on your face. Tina,
a huge piece of me went with you when you died on 2-20-03.
Forever Missing You,
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 15, 2005

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Went Riding Today with my son & it made me think of Billy Cartwright again. I find myself thinking about him alot. Truly a great guy & a great friend.
Miss you now & always Billy......
Dana ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
August 15, 2005

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I Love you {{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
"Tina (Always With You)"
Tina,
You sre always in my heart......
No matter how time and distance keeps
us apart....

Tina,
You will forever be a part of my soul....
A part that I will never let go....
How much you are loved, you'll
never know.....

Tina,
God had blessed me with your love,
An angel sent to me from above....

Tina,
Throughout the years,
you have wiped away all of my tears
and make all of my deepest fears,
seem to disapear.........

Tina,
I just want you to know one thing....
Even though I can't hear your voice or
see your beautiful face....
Nobody could ever take your place..
Tina,
I'll always be with you just as you'll always be
with me.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 14, 2005

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Hi {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}},
Last night I went to a nightclub where we went to years ago to do karaoke. It's all new now and something different but all I could do was stand outside and think of you and all of the memories that were made right there. Just when I think I can't miss you anymore, I do and I long to have you back with me. I love you more and more each day
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 13, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Please join The Station Fire Memorial Foundation in our 2nd annual Walk-A-Thon "A Walk To Remember" September 10, 2005. To be held at Goddard State Park 1095 Ives Road Warwick, RI at the Pavilion. Registration starts at 9am to begin the walk at 10am. T-shirts will be available to the first 300 registrants. For directions, information, or to get a sponsor sheet please feel free to email us at SFMF@cox.net . The following quote stated so eloquently by Stewart O’Nan and adapted from his novel, The Circus Fire, provides the most compelling evidence for us to ban together in this mission. "To be lost and forgotten - to be abandoned - is a shared and terrible fear, just as our fondest hope, as we grow older, is that we might leave some part of us behind in the hearts of those we love and in that way, live on. We may not be able to change what has been, but we can certainly change WHAT IS. Help us to give the victims the only gift within our power, a gift we wish desperately for our loved ones, a gift we all want...TO BE REMEMBERED." To my brother Ed Corbett I would give every thing I own just for a second of time to just say goodbye. Till we meet again brother.
Peace, Shawn Corbett
Treasure The Station Fire Memorial Foundation
  
   Shawn Corbett (East Greenwich, RI)
August 12, 2005
  
  
  

  
To everyone who has gone before us. May they all rest in peace and may we make them proud.

He Is There

When we call God, in prayer,
He is where we choose to be-
Be we in a rocking chair
Or upon the raging sea-
And He's always there with Grace,
To endure us in embrace
And make calm the dreads and fears
That engulf our live in tears.

He is there-for you and me-
For our trust and faith in prayer-
Does not matter when we call
Or our placefrom anywhere:
By the light of night or day,
He is Shepherd to our way
And our Guardian of care-
When we call to Him, in prayer.


they shall call on my name
and I will hear them...
Zech 13:9
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
August 11, 2005

sanddunes25@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Tammy... it's just another sorrow filled day without you around. I miss you so very much!
Love you kid.....
  
   Meshell (Fall River, MA)
August 11, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Donna Mitchell, Just wanted to let you know you are greatly missed by family,friends and your daughters. I see your girls as much as possible, boy they are beautiful,just like yourself. love and miss you dearly, Mia Carroll Plante
  
   Mia "Carroll" Plante (Swansea, MA)
August 10, 2005

Miaplante@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Shawn. I am so glad your brother got his stone. I was unable to get the site to see the stone. Where can I go to see it. My prayers are with you and your family. Your brother is proud of what you have done.
  
   tammy white (warwick)
August 10, 2005
  
  
  

  
I LOVE YOU TINA!!!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tins}}}

}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I just wanted you to know and I am letting people
around New England and online all around the world
about you and that TINA MARIE AYER aka "BLACKIE" was
here and that you are loved and very much missed by all
who love you and there are many hon! I will continue
this untill all know you, your face and what a kind,
giving and loving person that you are and how blessed
I am to be able to call you my best friend!
Love.
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 9, 2005

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{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}].
I just want you to know just how proud and blessed I am to call you my best friend in the entire world.
I also want the world to know just
how I love and miss TINA MARIE AYER. I want the world to know your beautiful face and smile and your kind and loving heart. I talk about you all of the time to let people know just how great you are and that you were here and did so much for others above yourself. Mere words can do you justice hon.
I love you {{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}
and I will forever love and miss you!
Love,
Annie
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
August 4, 2005

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I remember you laughing on the midway
I remember the barker's smiles
as you shouted right back at them
You could break hearts from a million miles

And you remind me things last forever
You remind me things're still the same
I remember you laughing on the midway
all the barkerscalling your name

These are the choruses from a song I wrote for you. Its about how everyone loved you, and a lot about how kind you were. You paid attention to people most others ignored, you had a smile and a kind word for a carnival worker or a homeless women trying to get through her day.

You are teaching me to make my memories happy and to be joyful I got to have you in my life. I love you always and you know I think of you and pray for you every day. Thank you for answering me and showing me you are still close by.
  
   Jerry Balchunas (RI)
August 4, 2005
  
  
  

  
Shawn, what is written on the back of Ed's stone says it all I think for all of us. So beautiful, touching. A beautiul tribute to your brother. I really like his drawings.
God Bless,Ann
  
   Ann (Gainesville, FL)
August 4, 2005
  
  
  

  
Shawn, The head stone is beautiful. I know Ed sees it and is so thankful to you. Miss talking, Take care SuS
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
August 3, 2005

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}},
Last night was the worst for me for missing you. I kept on asking you as I hugged your picture, Why did you have to go while I need you? I feel like I need you more than Heaven needs you. All I am trying to say is, I love and miss you more and more each day. I miss my loving guilding light, I miss my soul twin and Tina, I miss you my forever best friend.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}




Love,
Annie
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister who will be forever missing and loving you!
  
   Annie (MA)
August 3, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Ed Corbett's head stone was recently placed at the cemetery on 7/23/05. The stone was done buy the same gentleman who is currently working on the memorial at Saint Ann's Cemetery. You can view a picture of Ed's Stone at findagrave. The website is www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GRid=10708740 The art work on the stone is some of Ed's drawings. The stone has a look like waves in the ocean. At a time in Ed's life he was all about the sun the surf and the beach. The stone is an awesome tribute to Ed. The back of the stone says " No Farewell words were spoken No time to say goodbye You were gone before we knew it And only God knows why" and below that is a butterfly. We miss him it seems more and more every passing day.
Peace,Shawn Corbett
  
   Shawn Corbett (East Greenwich, RI)
August 1, 2005

ShawnCorbett@cox.net
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{Waldo}}}}}} I miss you..What
else can i say.Things will never be the same.We are getting dirty deeds running and the engine worked on soon we would love to put in some car shows chris would love that.I gave Don a record player and some of your albums he liked that alot i will probally give him th other record players.Chris will be leaving for Florida monday watch out for him he is so exited about it he cant wait to get on the plane.He is growing up so fast and doing so well he will be going into 7th grade this yr and he made honor roll all last yr you would be so proud of him.He has been keeping busy and doing some much he has such good friends and you know how important that was to him.Everyone is doing well and we miss you.
Love always and forever
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
August 1, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
In Memory of My Daughter Lisa Jean Kelly

when you lose a child
life becomes a stage
work, laugh, shop, cook,clean.
do the everyday thing.
your just hiding behind a mask
of sorrow.
the face for the world is not the true face underneath.
Full of sorrow, grief,memories and longings for the touch, to hold once more your precious
love.
to see and speak once more

love mom
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
July 30, 2005
  
  
  

  
THIS POEM IS FOR MY DAUGHTER LISA JEAN KELLY

I SIT
MY FACE CALM
MY MIND SCREAMING

I SEE A GIRL
WALKING TOWARDS ME
SUNGLASSES
LONG AUBURN HAIR TIED BACK

MY HEART LEAPS
I STARE

I SIT
MY FACE CALM
MY MIND WEEPS

I LIVE
A SMILE FOR THE WORLD

MY BODY ACHES
SADNESS LEAKS DOWN MY FACE

SQUINTING EYES
TO HOLD BACK THE PAIN
OF THINGS I CANNOT ERASE

LOVE MOM
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
July 30, 2005

zling13@msn.com
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}
I wear your name.
I didn't have the courage to get a tatoo. I got your name on a string
braclet with little block letters on my right wrist and everytime I think of you, I look at it and it's
you that I miss. When this braclet wears out or breaks, I will find another to take it's place. I will always carry your name with me and show the world how much I love you and what you mean to me!
I love and miss you more with each passing day!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}

Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
July 25, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To my son, Mitchell Shubert

Words From Heaven

If words from heaven you could send
would they this broken heart mend
that void the empty place
where only you did hold be filled
this tattered and torn heart be healed
shattered dreams complete
come with words from heaven
sent by you
many questions unanswered
would these words from heaven
quite these thoughts of you
those eyes that sparkled
laughter did boom
your presence known
when you entered a room
words from heaven can not
replace that empty place
heal the tattered and torn heart
fill that empty void that was you

written May 2004

Miss you son, love you. Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
July 23, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Hey John
Cousin Paul is getting married today. I know in my heart that you will be there. You and Paul had so many good times together and I know you will be there for him today. I know I will feel your presence,you are always there with me. I love you so much and know how much you loved your family. It will be hard without you there in person, but your heart will be in mine. I love you so much John, and although this will be another very hard day, knowing you are there will raise my spirits. Do not worry if I cry, I will always be thinking of you and will be missing this opportunity to see you getting married and will miss all of you're life's dreams and goals, which we can never share, but I will toast your life while Paulie and Jackie are toasting theirs. Love and miss you forever, and more each day, so if you can (which I know you can) be there for all of us, if just for a little while. Love you special, and more everyday if that is possible Your Mom forever.
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
July 23, 2005

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
To our brother Mitchell Camron Shubert

Brothers

Life's journey
never the same
brother you left us here
no way to fill
that place held so dear
good times bad times
we had them all
looking for a way
this void to fill
none to find
keep thinking
wish you were here

We miss you and love you,
your bro's
Mark,Mike, Matt
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
July 23, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dina, I havent wrote to u in so long. There isnt a day that goes by that you r on my mind. I truly miss you. It's been over two years since you left and my pain hasnt subsided. I know u r watching over me and know exactly what has happened in my life since you been gone. I can honestly say D, that I am truly happy but sad at the same time that you are not physcially here to enjoy it with me. You were and always will remain my best friend. We have shared so many memories together which I share everyday with my kids. I love you and I miss you so much. You r always in my heart and soul and continue to smile upon me because without it my day would be gloomy. by the way Paul says hi! I know you have already met him you would of loved him.

Love-mendez
  
   Barbara Mendez (Lincoln, RI)
July 22, 2005

shortybarb02@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Keith Mancini, I often think of you and wish you were still here. Although we were friends for a short time, you were the most caring person I have ever had the pleasure to know.I miss you so much. I will always remember you , and the wonderful and special way you made me feel. I hope that your family is doing well, and I will light a candle for them in your honor.. Rest in peace Keith, and your cousin Steve too. Your memory will be in my heart forever,because that's how much you have touched it..God Bless you Keith....Maureen....
  
   maureen francis (billerica, MA)
July 22, 2005

moesiff2@aol.com
  
  
  

  
hey uncle waldo. i miss you so much. every time i see a dragonfly i take time to just sit and think about you. there isnt a day i dot think about you.it makes me so sad that we never really got to kno each other. i hope u kno how big of a part u played and still play i my life.i have a picture of u holding me as a baby and everytime i see it it makes me cry, because i miss you so much. but i kno we will be together again someday and when we do meet again we will do all the chatting and catching up that we didnt do down here on earth. oh yea before i forget were finally moving to a house of our own...iv waited for this for so long, but to bad ur not here to see it, although i kno that u can see it. i love you so much and i will talk to u again soon. ttyl. love ashley
  
   ashley sullivan (chepachet, RI)
July 21, 2005

sokkerpro88@netscape.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
Happy Birthday. Today would have been your 40th. Wish you were here. We all miss you.
Love, Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
July 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
Woke up this morning with you on my mind and missing you. Today would be a day if you had the day off, you would come to my house and say you're coming to the beach wirh us! I miss those days so much! Every street I pass in RI has a memory of you and it makes me sad to know that is all I have left of you. I love you more and more each day T and miss you more and more. I miss you more than words can ever say!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
July 20, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{WALDO}}}}}
I just wanted to send you this hug and tell you how much i miss you!!!i think of you often and remember so many good times with you.You will forever be missed and love.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
July 19, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Hey Lou,
Tomorrow is saturday, Saturday's I know you loved to go out for a drink you would either have a glass of wine (merlot) or a coors light.
I promise tomorrow wherever I go I will have a coors light in remembrance of you
Love Always Jennifer.
  
   Jennifer Amaral (East Providence, RI)
July 15, 2005
  
  
  

  
hey Judy, still thinking of you and the good old days. Pooper turned 20 this year (but you know that as you can look down on him everyday). You should be so proud of Anthony & Breanna they are great kids who have come along way! Summer is here and I always remember your big straw hat and the floral prints you would wear. always fresh looking!! You have a great big heart and i am sure you have some souls tucked safely under your "angel wings". See you Sunday... Luv ya!!
  
   dawn p (RI)
July 14, 2005

poreca@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
every now and then i stop by here to read the posts.
why?
because you people lost a loved one.
and you are nice enough to remember that person.
i think its great that the love you all have for your friends and family remains strong.
so i come here and i read.
i care about all of you and i know it hurts.
but your loved ones do not hurt now.
and they know you care.
peace to all of you.
  
   harpy (RI)
July 14, 2005
  
  
  

  
To Ty Longely's mother father and sister,
You have suffered a great loss when you lost your son. I will pray for you and your family as well as the 99 others. God has blessed you with a beautiful little grandson Acey. I pray that he will always know about his father and all the wonderful memories you have to pass along to him.
  
   Kim Boysza (Central City, PA)
July 14, 2005
  
  
  

  
I miss ya buddy.....as does my son and wife. You had a way about you that just MADE people like you. We've rode together...gone camping together...done lots of things you and I. You were a regular visitor at my home and I appreciated every minute of it.
I'll never forget you Billy. I don't have many friends and always counted you as one of my best.
GOD bless your wonderfull spirit and keep you by HIS side.......
Dana, Jesse and Harty ~~~^..^~~~
  
   Dana Zeiner (Pawtucket, RI)
July 13, 2005

zoobag@cox.net
  
  
  

  
People say that if I give it time then I will not be so sad... It will not hurt so bad... but as the time passes.... I seem to get sadder and sadder... the pain I feel in my heart seems to hurt with every passing day.... Tammy... god only know how much I miss you....
If others knew then it would be easier for me to say..... But maybe god thought it would be easier this way.... I never wanted to say goodbye to you that day... I wish I could have kept you with me... then you would have never of been there... I just don't understand WHY... I know you are in a much safer place... I can't wait to see you again.... I have so much to say.. things I wish I said before... I miss you and love you with all my heart...
{{{{{Lots of Love to you Tammy}}}}}
  
   MeShell (Fall River, MA)
July 11, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}},

It's 8:35am and I miss you so much!
I know that you arew watching over me amd Rick and all who you love. I just wanted you to know again how much I love you and to thank you ince again for coming into my life and making me whole. You will always be my best friend and I will always be proud of you and I want the world to know your name, Tina Ayer, and your kind and loving heart and beautiful face and smile. I love and miss you more and more each day!
Love,
Annie
Forever your best friend and soul sister
Heaven's Light (Tina's Song)

My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light...tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in, these chains of pain,
so many, we could blame...
Where you are now...
My best friend, you can, see all clear
you have no pain or fear,
but I am still right here,
living in a world, in a haze of pain and tears........
And your loving voice, I can no longer hear.........
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in these chains of pain,
We'll never be the same...
The night you left...
it left a overwhemling, gapping hole, in my heart,
and now that, we're apart,
I will, never ever know, a love, like, yours, again........
No matter, who I meet, or I call, my, best, friend..........
My best friend........

I have tears in my eyes, tears in my soul
tears in my heart, that I'll forever hold...
My Best Friend, till I cross myself,
and see you once again...
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you.
  
   Annie (MA)
July 11, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
My father knew someone that didn't make it out of the station and I also know somone who was in the station and got out with only a few burns. My wishes go out to all of the friend and family who had to go through what my father did. May they all rest in peace and may God be with them and all of us.
  
   Chad Saucier (Coventry, RI)
July 9, 2005
  
  
  

  

Hi {{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}},
I listened to your song last night
with a lot of people. I told them all about you and what a loving and
wondeful soul you are and how much I love you and are proud of you. I
also told them how lucky and blessed I felt about having you as my best friend in my life. I was proud to say this but sad and feeling empty and lonley without you here. I miss you and love you more and more with each passing day!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
July 8, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hey Lou,
I still can't beleive your gone i miss your silly jokes and your funny laugh i just wated you to know that i'll never ever forget you i think about you every day.

love always your friend forever jennifer Amaral, E.P.
  
   Jennifer Amaral (East Providence, RI)
July 5, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear SuS and John,
On this perfect 4th of July morning, I am sitting here thinking of you. The loss you have suffered is unthinkable. As I've said before my heart and prayers are with you. I can't say I know how you feel, but I do know you both did you best raising your boys. I watched you build a perfect environment for them. And John thrived in all he did.
LORI
  
   lori messina (johnston, RI)
July 4, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I just want you to know that I am thinking of you and miss you more and more each day!
I love you!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
July 3, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....I just wanted to say hi....I miss you so much...And think of you often...You will always be sadly missed and thought of.On the outside everything looks ok but on the inside the sadness is so great the pain is still so fresh.I love you forever and always.
XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
June 29, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Hi Tina,
When I got into my car accident, I felt you there by my side. I know
you're my guardian angel looking out for me. I found this poem online and I know that is how you felt about me and I love you and
would have done anything for you!
I love you more and more with each passing day! {{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister


You Are My Friend And I Hope
You Know That's True.
No Matter What Happens
I Will Stand Right By You.
In Times Of Grief
I Will Give You Belief.
I'll Be There For You
Whenever You Are In Need.
To Lend You A Hand
To Do A Good Deed.
So Just Call On Me When
You Need Me, My Friend!
I Will Always Be There For You
Right To The End!

Best Friends Forever!
  
   Annie (MA)
June 23, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
how lonely it's been with out you. at night it's dark and quiet. it's not the same anymore, nor will it ever be. not to hear your soothing voice. soothing and sweet to me. still thinking about you . everyday with many others who have gone away . very sad and lonely here with out you . till then.............................
  
   MARGARET (pawtucket, RI)
June 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday John,
Today I awoke to find a beautiful moon going down as a sunny day was dawning. That is what your life was to me. Always alive and shining. I miss you so much. 26 years ago today I held you for the first time and I will always be holding you so close. You are my special boy and I love you with all of my being. Love you special John, Your Mom forever.
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
June 21, 2005

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
Happy belated birthday!!
another year has gone by..Karaoke will never be the same without you Tina, you made my shows fly..you are and always will be in my heart and in my thoughts forever...sadly missed so very much..i love you always, Best Friend, Tina.B
  
   Tina B (Cranston, RI)
June 17, 2005

starreflections@cox.net
  
  
  

  
I think that Father's Day is probably the most difficult time for us since the fire.
We manage to celebrate all the other holidays with less pain, but this one is a bit more challenging. In school, all the other kids are making Father's Day gifts, Melissa makes one for her Pastor Fabian.
We are very grateful to know the Lord Jesus, our Ultimate Father.
He has been there for Melissa and I in our darkest hours.
He has neither left us or forsaken us. He has truely shown Himself to be a husband to the widow and a father to the fatherless. He has brought us to a new level of faith in Him.
We pray for all of the children who were left fatherless after this fire.
May the Lord bless you and keep you,
may He cause His face to shine upon you and be gracious and give you peace.
May He protect you from sickness and harm.
May He bring healing to your hearts and answer you when you call upon Him.
Blessings to you and your families,
Kathy and Melissa
  
   Kathy Shubert (Tenafly, NJ)
June 17, 2005

kathyshub@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  

{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}},
It's the day after your birthday
and I miss you so much! I love you more and more with each passing day. I wish you were here with us and know how much you are truly loved!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
June 16, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Bud,
You were in all of our thoughts on your birthday. You will be always tied to me on that day. I celebrate my daughter's birthday and I weep for you. I know that was God's way of keeping us together even though we couldn't keep us together. I know Elizabeth will be celebrating the brief time you two had together this Sunday on Father's Day. You will always be her Daddy. Maybe she will eat popcorn and watch Scooby Doo. Please keep visiting her on the beach...she knows you are there.
Love Always,
Blondie
  
   (Bellingham, MA)
June 16, 2005
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Angel Mommy. I turned 10 in May. I know you were looking down that day and it rained a little must of been your tears. Please be happy today. I am doing fine. Love Daniel
  
   Daniel White (Warwick, RI)
June 15, 2005
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Tina!!!
You are always in my thoughts and prayers, Miss you
Your Childhood Friend,
~Sande~
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (Blackstone, MA)
June 15, 2005

tiger_Tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  

Dear {{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}},
To our dear sweet friend in Heaven
mere words cannot express our feelings of love for you. Today is your birthday and we want to send a long distance birthday wishes to our beautiful angel froend and sister. Our wish is full with love and hugs and kisses too. We wish that you were for us to hug and wish you a Happy Birhday, We love you and miss yoi so much T.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
}]
Happy Birthday to Our Sweet Best Friend and Soul Sister.
Love,
Annie and Rick
  
   Annie (MA)
June 15, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Linda/Ben =Tomorrow is Zak's Birthday I know that you both wish you could see him celebrate his 21st!!!! He's having difficult times and I ask for prayers for him. I know that you both are with him in spirit/ but right now it isn't enough. Pleas rest your hands on him and let him know that you are near. He suffers silently as I do. We just can't believe this horrible nightmare. Love Always Sue---PS. Happy Fathers Day Ben- You are missed on this day as much as any day-Love Sue
  
   susan rezendes (Cumberland, RI)
June 14, 2005

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to all the victims of this tragedy and their loved ones. This was such a senseless tragedy and it angers me that so many loves were forever changed because of someone else's carelessness. May God continue to bless you all.
  
   jaz (tampa, FL)
June 14, 2005

jazzylilnumber@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally...It is laconnia weekend starting and everyone is thinking of you.We miss you so much and think of you often.We hope that what me chris and a few friends did in your memory today will let you know how much we miss you and think of you.There isnt a day that goes by that i feel sad and miss you the hurt and ache is awful..I will forever love you and miss forever in my heart and soul.
Love always XOKIMMIEXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
June 12, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  

Dear Tina,
I love and miss you more and more each day! {{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie

Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister

Dying Inside
by Natalee Fox
Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.

I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.

Everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too.
  
   Annie (MA)
June 12, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Sandy (June 3) With Love
  
   Gabe Alden (Warren, RI)
June 11, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}.
I miss you and love you more and more each day. I found this poem online and this is how I feel about losing you, my best friend in the entore world!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister

My Best Friend
by Athena
Once was here
now is gone
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend
  
   Annie (MA)
June 10, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Hi Tina,
I miss you so much and my mere words can't do the pain that I am feeling over your loss any justice. I have an overwhelming gapping hole in my heart that will never heal. I feel so lost lost and alone in this world, no matter who with me. I said this many times and I will say it again, a HUGE part of me left when you left on 2-20-03.
Tina, I cry everyday for you, you're the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing when I fall asleep. I want you to know you will always be my best friend and in my heart and will be when I see you on the other side one day.
I love you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}


oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love,
Anni
e
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
June 5, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Just thinking about you, John, wondering how you are...
  
   Stephanie T (Tampa, FL)
June 2, 2005
  
  
  

  

Hi Tina,
I spent the whole day yesterday remembering you and our friendship and how much I love you! I was blessed the day that you came into my life. I miss you so much and feel incomplete without you. I will always love you and you will be my best friend forever!
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
}}}}}
Love.
Annie

My Friend
From Annie, Dedicated to
My Best Friend in The World
Tina Marie Ayer
6-15-69-2-20-03
Now, when I look back at the times
that I spent with you my friend
I want you to know one thing...
Throughout all of the years together,
I have no regrets and I would gladly
do it all over again...
The good times and the bad,
the happy and the sad...
It wouldn't matter at all to me,
as long as it is with you, my friend
I know God gave me a precious gift
on the day that we met
One that I will never forget
A friend for me to love,
an angel sent from up above
Now,my friend, you have earned
your wings...
and with you I can no longer
share the little things
I do know one thing my friend,
I love you and one day.....
We will meet again
Annie and Tina
Best Friends and Soul Sisters Forever
  
   Annie (MA)
May 31, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally i saw this poem and i thought about you and the amazing thing is this poem was written Feburary 2003 for someone who also lost a loved one but not in the fire....

The Four leaf clover for greiving families...

A four leaf clover
A treasure....priceless and rare
Like my love one in heaven above
Now in god's tender loving care.

Each leaf...a meaning...a part of my grief

One leaf for strength...one for memories so dear
One leaf peace and one for my faith in god above.

Each reprensents a part of my life...

The first leaf on the clover
Stands for strength..to make it through the day
From morning to nite...darkness to lite. With god's help each step of the way.

The second leaf on the clover
Stands for peace..That only god can bring.
A peace that restores my mourning heart smoothes the edges of the pain
And help me learn to begin to live again.

The third leaf on the clover Stands for my memories that i will always hold dear
Their spirit will shine on in the memoires they left behind.
Althought time may pass they will never disappear.

The four leaf on the clover
Stands for my faith in god above
Beliveing with all my heart in what i cant see.
Knowing we will me again.
By the golden gates.In heaven above

Until then i will keep my memories tucked deep inside with my love.
Along with my four leaf clover
My treasures from heaven above.
A Clover? A Treasure?
Blessing from above?
Strength,peace,memories and faith
All sent from heaven..With gods everlasting LOVE.

Written by Laura
Wally i will never look at another clover that i dont think of you and the love i have for you .All my love forever and always
XO KIMMIE XO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
May 18, 2005
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I found a poem online that made me
think of you and I cried because it reminds me that you are not with me. I feel so lost and alone without you. I miss you so much and I love you.I don't think time will ever heal my broken heart!
I loved you then, now and forever.
Nobody can ever take your place as my best friend and soul sister!
{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
I love you!
Love,
Annie
Forever your Best Friend and Soul Sister

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.


Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.


Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.


When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.


Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk away,
your forever friend follows.


If you lose your way,
your forever friend guides you
and cheers you on.
Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.


And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

Author Unknown
  
   Annie (MA)
May 18, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Words could not begin to tell how my heart goes out to all the families who lost a loved one. My heart felt prayers go out to each and everyone of you
  
   Kim Boysza (Central City, PA)
May 17, 2005
  
  
  

  
Hi Mike (Doc)
I want you to know I love and miss you as well. Thank you for being the best "Big Brother" to me and looking out for me. I know you loved me and that means the world to me. Rock on my love! Keep the tunes going in Heaven for me! Take care of Tina for me and give her a whirl on the dance floor up there. I love you as well. Sau hi to my brother Joey as well and tell him that I love him too.
{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}
Love,

Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
May 16, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally..This weekend was greatwoods the weather was nice you would have enjoyed it.I went and visited with the guys they wanted to know i was doing ok.I made my rounds and saw mike from the cape marcell uncle joe and of course the bodyshop guys.They all joked how you would have left with more stuff then you came with.I love and miss you.Those kinds of things just are fun anymore.Always and forever you will be in my heart.
XOXOkimmieXOXO
  
   Kimberly (attleboro, MA)
May 15, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
For Mitchell Shubert

What do you do with memories that haunt you
what do you do when they come night and day
memories of you and all you were, the should be you
haunting memories that come day and night
haunting memories where ever I go
turn to longings,seeing dreams
complete of all you were meant to be

Love you son, miss you more every day
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
May 15, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
I am thinking about your beautiful smile and had to say how much I love you and miss you. Your love and friendship were one of the best things that has ever happened in my life.... I feel so lost without you{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
I love you now and always!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 15, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Bruce,
Thank you for your kind wordd. It touched my heart knowing that somebody cares about how I am feeling over the loss of my best friend in the entire world who brought me so much joy in my life
as she did so many.
Thank you again for carring.
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 15, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I went to school with many of the victims Tracey Romanoff,Dina demaio,Keith Mancini,and my friend Tina Ayer.Tina was a very special person,and so were the 99 other victims.I will never forget any of them or their families.God bless all of their families and friends.Kathy Geer(wood)formerly of coventry,r.i.
  
   kathy geer(wood) (providence, RI)
May 15, 2005

bryanlkathy030202@cox.net
  
  
  

  
annie..i am deeply moved by your love for tina.
whever she is,i am certain she knows how much you care.post anytime here..thats what this place is for.and always remember your friend.i do and i like to come here once or twice a week to see who posts because we all lost someone close or someone we knew that night.
thanks annie.
bruce
  
   bruce medici (cranston, RI)
May 14, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
This is yey another day without you and your loving friendship. I miss you more than you'll ever know. I feel so lost and alone without my best friend.
{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}


I love you Tina now and always!
Love,
Annie
Forever your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 13, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
My sincere condolences & heartfelt prayers to all of the victims, survivors, family & friends. God be with us.
  
   Brad Gemme (RIVERSIDE, RI)
May 12, 2005

bgemme@tampabay.rr.com
  
  
  

  
Mere words cannot describe how empty I feel inside missing
my best friend....
Tina,
I love and miss you more than you will ever know.
You have my heart and always will...
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}
}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 11, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Mother's Day Tammy.... You have been on my mind all day today and I just can't keep from crying when I think of you... I miss you so very much..... I really hope you know just how much you are missed.... I love you girl!
  
   MeShell (fall river, MA)
May 8, 2005
  
  
  

  
To Lisa Kelly & Judy Manzo,
Happy Mother's Day! Your children are in my prayers today.
Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
May 8, 2005

freebird1000@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear {{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
We are thinking of you and missing you yet again on another Mother's Day. Here's a long distance Happy Mother's Day wish from us here to you in Heaven. We know you are proud of your two beautiful children who are both doing so well and who both love you so much. They know just because you're not here, doesn't mean that you no longer love them. They know they have the love of a very beautiful Angel Mom each and every day. We miss you Tina and love you! There is not dayy that doesn't go by without thoughts of you! You're loved and missed by all of whose lives you have touched with your love and selfless ways!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
}}}}
Thank you for being our best friend!
Love,
Annie&Rick
Forever Your Best Friends& Your Soul Sister and Brother
  
   Annie (MA)
May 8, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Aunt Linda and Uncle Ben!

Happy Mothers Day! You are both very much missed and loved. Today shall be a difficult one for Zach. From the heaven above place your angelic hands upon his shoulder sand lead him throughout the day. May your angelic hands also be placed upon Aunt Sue's and Aunt Janet's shoulders as well. Guide them all through the days with your presence among them. They love and miss you ever so much. We all love and miss you so very much.

Love, Carmen, Amilcar, Joey, Aaron and Alec

Happy Mothers Day!
  
   Carmen Hernandez (Palm Harbor, FL)
May 8, 2005

carmenstokler@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Angel Mommy:
I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day. It has been two years since you went to heaven,and I want you to know that I am doing ok. I am getting A's and B's in school. I also won first place in my pinewood derby. I am a pitcher and I play first base for my base ball team. Tell grandpa, nannie and Uncle Mack I said hi. Also give my dog Tyler a hug. Love your son Daniel
  
   tammy white (warwick, RI)
May 8, 2005
  
  
  

  
i come here each day and read all of the posts.and i am very moved by all the love you people have.
we shall never forget our friends ever!
bruce
  
   bruce medici (cranston, RI)
May 7, 2005
  
  
  

  
For my son Mitchell Shubert

Mosaic

Your life a mosaic to me
pieces fit together some not
brillant colors some dark
all pieces of life put together
leaves me wondering why
this life of yours cut so short
work of art not completly finished
what would this completion be
many understand not this complex you
formed by a union all
these patterns called trials
leaving us behind
caught in the web of why

Love you son, mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
May 7, 2005
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I just want you to know just how much I love you. I want to live my life and do things to make you proud. I want the world to know your loving heart and kind spirit.I love and miss you so much!!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 6, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To Michelle Shubert Family
I know that you have lost someone you you love very very much. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with your family. I want to wish Mrs. Anne Shubert a Happy Mothers Day. I know that day will never be the same and my heart goes out to you.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
May 5, 2005

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally....I just want you to know I LOVE YOU and Miss you very much there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of you and wish you were.You will forever have a place in my heart.all my love forever and always.
XOXkimmieXOXO
  
   kimberly (attleboro, MA)
May 4, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Tina,
What can I say? When I lost you, I lost so much more than a best friend, I lost a part of me as well.
You have no idea how much your love has touched my life and what you have taught me. I miss you so much and I feel so lost without you. Everyday feels like the day that I found out that you were gone. I'll never get over that!
I'll love you forever{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}
Love,
A
nnie
F
orever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 4, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Mitchell, I think of you often and know your in a better place. I know that you are free.............

I'm Free

Don't Grieve for me for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God has laid you see.
I took His hand when I heard Him call,
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work, to play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Oh, yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee,
God wanted me now, He set me free.
  
   Geri Deal (Titusville, FL)
May 4, 2005

dealg@summationresearch.com
  
  
  

  
Dear wally,I sit here and my heart is very heavy....I miss you so and as tomorrow comes i miss you more.As tomorrow will bring special memories and makes me miss you so.I will always love and miss you.And the memories i will keep close in my heart and think of you.All my love forever and always.
XOKimmieXO!!!!!!!!
  
   Kimberly (Attlbeoro, MA)
May 3, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
I have to tell you once again how much I miss you. Today more than
ever. Please pray for me while you are up there. I would give anything to be able to give a big hug and to see your smile.... I
miss and love you more and more each and every passing day!
{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}


Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
May 3, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
steve i will miss you very much dave a
  
   dave arnold (central falls, RI)
May 1, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Jackie McKenna; I would like that. I have the same letter to the editor in my own scrap book along with all the pictures that the Prov. journal and Boston Globe took of me. peace
  
   chris Farrell (Plainfield, CT)
April 30, 2005
  
  
  

  
Hi Tina,
It's another rainy day outside and inside of my heart as well. I had a dream about you this morning and it made my heart ache more. I will never get over what happened to you, my best friend and soul sister. I miss you more than you can ever imagine and I will cry for you always till the day I see you again in Heaven!
I'll love you forever!
Love,
Annie
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 30, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Chris Farrell (Tommy's Nephew) I just wanted to let you know that my prayers are with you. I am one of Ashley Morton's great friends and Jason was like a father to me and I was going through my scrapbook of The Fire and I came upon your letter to the Prov Journal "My Uncle Saved 14 Lives" or something along those lines explaining how he and Jay are hero's and I recognized the name from here. I just wanted to let you know that my prayers are with you, feel free to email me anytime, I've got some stories that might make you smile... God Bless.
  
   Jackie McKenna (Exeter, RI)
April 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
To My Bother Mitch
BROTHER
As we grew each day
We faced what came our way
Though at times we disagreed
Together we were meant to be

But life is only for awhile
And in my heart he left a smile
For the bond that we shared
Were like none to compare

Memories will carry me through
Until I soar above the blue
For when to Heaven I ascend
I'll see my brother smile again

Happy birthday Bro(May 1st)
I miss you more and more everyday
Luv Ya
Brother Mike
  
   Michael Shubert (Palm Beach Gardens, FL)
April 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
Another birthday and you are not here,I will be with your brothers on that day, gather around your grave with flowers,memories shared.Celebrating your bothers birthday too

Mitchell Camron Shubert
May 1 1963-March 6 2003

Memories

Time goes on day by day
but still I mourn
that son I bore
memories come like the flood of tears
that life of struggles he chose to bear
peoples words to me will say
his smile his charm and gentle ways
with them will always stay
precious images of himself he left behind
always us to remind that special one who left to soon
his life through them we will see
until with hope altogether we will be

I love you son,mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
April 29, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Tina honey,I just felt the need to say I LOVE YOU!As my ANGEL SISTER,I know you guided me through the hardest decision I ever had to make just recently.I know in my heart,you took over the situation.Thank You!I miss you sis.I do find comfort knowing your always around to make sure we are ok.I can never thank you enough for being there at the time I needed,so it made it a little easier on my thoughts and in my heart.Only you know what I feel inside about the whole thing.Thanks Sis,I LOVE YOU!We will all meet again.
  
   Carmen Ayer (W.Henrietta, NY)
April 29, 2005

xoxoxotma@cs.com
  
  
  

  
Thank you so much Nancy for understanding me and my pain. I am happy to hear that your friends made it out. I hope they are doing better now.
You can write to me anytime.
Love,
Annie
Forever Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 28, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Yo Thomass; I've played your favorite group Metallica so much on my cd player in my truck. I think I may have burnt the wireing. Rock on Tom you are "the hero of the day". Give Grandpa my best. chrisTOPHER.
  
   chris Farrell (Plainfield, CT)
April 27, 2005
  
  
  

  
As I sit here reading your letters my eyes still fill with tears. People say move on? I did have 4 friends that made it home thank God. Please dont move on always remember them. I think of all of you often. Love from my family to yours.
  
   Nancy Moser (foxboro, MA)
April 27, 2005
  
  
  

  
Mitchell my son, every time I hear Vince Gill sing the song he wrote for his brother who passed away I think of you. The words are so close to what you lived. I can't remember the words exactly but will write what I remember.

I know your life here on earth was troubled
only you can know the pain
no stranger to that pain
go rest high upon that mountain
son your work here on earth is done
so go to heaven a shoutin
looking for the Father and the Son
oh how we cried the day you left us
gathered all around your gave to grieve
I could see the angels singin
the day they gathered you home
so go rest high upon that mountain
lookin for the Father and the Son

I miss you more every day and look for the day we will meet again with the Father and the Son
love always--mama-bear
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
April 26, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I miss you so much, more each day!
My pain grows. People don't understand and tell me to move
on. I can't, you mean way too much to me.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}
}}}}}}
Your best Friend and Soul Sister Forever,
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
April 26, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Just sitting here thinking of you Tammy! I miss you so very much....
  
   MeShell (Fall River, MA)
April 25, 2005
  
  
  

  
Tina,
Here is another song thst reminds me of you amd how much I miss you!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
}
I love you more and more each passing day!
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
Pictures of you
They're still on my mind
You had the smile
That could light up the world
Now it rains
It seems the sun never shines
And I'll drive down
This lonely lonely road
Ooh I got this feelin'
Girl, I gotta let you go
'Cause now you've got to fly
Fly to the angels
Heavens awaits your heart
And flowers bloom in your name
You've got to fly
Fly to the angels
All the stars in the night
Shine in your name
You know it hurts me
Way deep inside
When I turn and look
And find that you're not there
I try to convince myself
That the pain, the pain
It's still not gone.
  
   Annie (MA)
April 24, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  

To all of the friends and family of the victims of The Station Fire,
I want you to know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers!
Always!
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
April 23, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Thomas A. Barnett; It has been too long since I "heard" your voice and Granpas' as well. God bless you both, christopher.
  
   chris farrell (Plainfield, CT)
April 19, 2005

jmfarrell@snet.net
  
  
  

  
May God Bless all who has been affected by this horrible tragic fire.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
April 18, 2005
  
  
  

  
I miss you Jimmy!!! You always made me feel like I was Important to you, like you missed me when I wasn't around. This world is a much colder place without you my friend!

Your eternal friend, Donnie Arnett
  
   Don Arnett (Cape Coral, FL)
April 17, 2005
  
  
  

  
I MISS YOU SO MUCH TINA!
Mere words cannot describe the pain that I am feeling inside day after day over the loss of you!
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}


Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend&Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 16, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Today would be Tommy Barnett's birthday.He would now be 41 and our family would be gathering to celebrate.Our hearts are still heavy,Tom, and we miss you more than ever. I know that there are 99 other families who suffer every day because of that horrible night in February 2003 and also the burn survivors. We will never forget what a wonderful person you were and we'll miss you forever.
Love always,Mom
  
   romelle barnett (west greenwich, RI)
April 16, 2005

romelleb2003@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  

Tina,
This Bread song is how I feel about you. I change the last line to make it really fit!
Love,
Annie

bread - I would give everthing I own
You shettled me from harm
Kept me warm, Kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you
And I would give anything i own
I'd give up my life my heart my home
I would give everthing i own
Just to have you, Back again

You taught me how to love
What a turn, What a turn
You never said too much but still you show the way
From watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that cant let go
And i would give anythhing i own
I'd give up my life my heart my home
I would give erverything i own
Just to have you, Back again

Is there someone you know
Your loving them so
Your taking them all for granted
You may lose them one day, someone takes them away
And you dont hear the words you long to say
And i would give anything i own
I'd give up my life my heart my home
I would give everything i own
Just to have you, back again
Just to talk to my best friend!
  
   Annie (MA)
April 15, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I love you and I am missing you greatly! More and more each day.
I will miss you right up to the day that I cross to you!
{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}
Lov
e Always,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie (MA)
April 15, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally...Just wanted to say hi the weather is starting to get warm.There are some flowers popping up around the house.I miss you and even tho things look nice and the weather is getting warm i miss you so much.....I love you forever and always
love kimmiexoxox
  
   kimberly Rich (attleboro, MA)
April 14, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Tina,
I am sitting here listining to your song with tears in
my eyes right now. Today for some reason, I am missing
more than ever. Right now I wish I could just hug you
and tell you how much I love you and hear that beautiful
laugh and see that beautiful face and smile....But I can't
and it is slowly killing me inside.
Why you Tina?
Why did you have to go?
I thought we would have grown old together, laughing and talking
about the old times.....
Wow, I still can't believe that you are gone!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Annie
Forever Missing you
Your Best Friend and Soul Sister Forever
  
   Annie (MA)
April 10, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To Steven and Andrea Mancini. Even though we met briefly that Christmas before your tragedy, I could feel your welcome and I felt lost when this tragedy occurred. May the perpetual light be shinning upon the both of you and may you be resting in the arms of the Lord.

Sincerely
Bill Magness.
  
   Bill Magness (Port Richey, FL)
April 7, 2005

wilyum4u@fla-info.com
  
  
  

  
Let not your heart be troubled; ye
believe in God believe also in. In my father's house are many mansion: if it were not so I would have told you. I go and prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and recieve you unto myself; that where I am ye shall be also.
This is to all the families who lost a loved one on that tragic night.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
April 5, 2005

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Tina,
You sre always in my heart......
No matter how time and distance keeps
us apart....

Tina,
You will forever be a part of my soul....
A part that I will never let go....
How much you are loved, you'll
never know.....

Tina,
God had blessed me with your love,
An angel sent to me from above....

Tina,
Throughout the years,
you have wiped away all of my tears
and make all of my deepest fears,
seem to disapear.........

Tina,
I just want you to know one thing....
Even though I can't hear your voice or
see your beautiful face....
Nobody could ever take your place..
Tina,
I'll always be with you just as you'll always be
with me.
  
   Annie (MA)
April 3, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  

Tina,
It's another rainy day with you. I miss
you and laugh and smile. I had a dream about you the other night and I wish it was true and you were still here with us all but you are in Heaven and I am here missing you!
{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
Your Besy Friend,
Annie
oxoxoxoxoxox
Heave
n's Light (Tina's Song)
Words by Annie O. & Rick Champagne of REAL LIVES
Arrangement and music by Alex K.
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light...tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in, these chains of pain,
so many, we could blame...
Where you are now...
My best friend, you can, see all clear
you have no pain or fear,
but I am still right here,
living in a world, in a haze of pain and tears........
And your loving voice, I can no longer hear.........
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in these chains of pain,
We'll never be the same...
The night you left...
it left a overwhemling, gapping hole, in my heart,
and now that, we're apart,
I will, never ever know, a love, like, yours, again........
No matter, who I meet, or I call, my, best, friend..........
My best friend........

I have tears in my eyes, tears in my soul
tears in my heart, that I'll forever hold...
My Best Friend, till I cross myself,
and see you once again...
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you...
  
   Annie (MA)
April 2, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To Steven Blom's family...Steven is visiting his "Aunt" Ruthie in heaven. She'll protect him. He was one of her favorite visitors when he was a little boy.
  
   Kathy (Brockton, MA)
March 30, 2005
  
  
  

  
TO DEREK GRAY.... I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU AND REMEMBER ALL THE CRAZY PHONE CALLS AND FUN TIMES WE HAD! YOUR HEART COULDN'T HAVE BEEN ANY BIGGER AND YOUR FRIENSHIP COULDN'T HAVE BEEN ANY MORE GENUINE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.........ROCK ON MY FRIEND....
  
   MELISSA MOSCATO (REVERE, MA)
March 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
Sunday was your birthday, it is only today that I can write a note to observe the day. It has been two years and the heartache is still relentless. I don't understand why this had to happen, I can comprehend you are not here to live your life. Not a day goes by I don't think about you, there isn't a night that goes by that I don't lay in bed and have you run through my head. I miss you, and everyday is a fight to go on. But, I know that's what you would want me to do.
I smell your skin,your perfume, I see you laugh, sometimes I think I see you. When I dream, you just stand there and smile, does that mean your ok, I hope so. I hope to be with you again so I can wrap my arms around you and never let you go again. I love you with all my heart and soul, and you will never by replaced in my heart. Rest well, my angel, I love you, your sister Janet.
  
   janet fians (cumberland, RI)
March 29, 2005

jfians@networkri.org
  
  
  

  
Remember me with smiles and laughter for that is how I will remember you all. If you remember me with tears and sorrow, then don't remember me at all. I didn't know Tommy Barnett but I'm sure that he would want everyone to remember him with laughter. Don't cry at my grave because I'm not there I did not die. I live with my father. When the time comes we will meet again.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 28, 2005

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday-Linda== Today we celebrate Easter but it wasn't the same, when you and Ben were here with us. Even if we didn't see you we knew you both were alright! WE miss you both and wish we could turn time back, but we can't !! So you will both live through us, we will keep your memory alive always as long as we live. Love FOREVER AND ALWAYS--SUE
  
   Susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
March 27, 2005

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter to all. Your loved ones are with our heavenly father. He gave his only son that we may live and when are time comes we will once again live with our loved ones who have gone before us.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 27, 2005

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  

Happy Easter Tina and Mike(Doc)!
We are thinking about you and missing
you both!
{{{{{{{{{Tina&Mike}}}}}}}}}}
}}}}
Love,
Annie&Rick
  
   Annie O (MA)
March 27, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Easter Lisa & Judy,
May the Easter blessing be bestowed upon your children. Still missing you both.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
March 26, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Wally...Happy Easter Hunny.I love you..Only you know the loneliness and sadness i feel.I miss you so much and would give anything to hear the laughter of everyone in the garage.The first yr was shock this year is disbelief and the sadness is so great.I know you are looking down on everyone and knows what's going on so watch over Glenn I know everyday is a struggle for him.We are goin to get Dirty Deeds running and back on the road maybe even some car shows this summer.The golf cart will be given a paint job among other things and running smothly.I gave Don some albums to listen to he was so happy.I know you are watching over chris and know that he is doing well and school is going good for him you would be so proud of him.There are a few project in the works that i hope you will like One
we were suppose to together but we never got to so i'm gonna do it on my own and you will know it.I hope you like it for it will be done for you.I see the guys at the body shop and they are getting ready for great woods one your favorite times with them they share many memories of you and that is when i get to see many of your great wood buddies they miss you.Dave and Kathy are coming up this weekend and gonna stop by.Well wally i'm gonna go for now and will write again soon I love you and miss you and i pray for my pain and for
everyone elses and hope that it only gets a little easier for all
All my Love Forever and Always
XOKimmieXO
  
   Kimberly Rich (attleboro, MA)
March 26, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
We are now in Holy Week and there are 100 angels to lead us in the way of Jesus. Though you are gone like Jesus you are not forgotten. No one will forget the day you all were called home
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 22, 2005

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Well Jude it has been 2 years since you have gone from our foxwoods family and I miss you alot since you were so nice to me when I started 5 years ago, Now you are up there with our pal patty who is also missed, Love and miss you Jude.
  
   Laura Hyllested (Pawcatuck, CT)
March 21, 2005

Angellady196341@sbcglobal.net
  
  
  

  
It is so hard to know what to say when so much pain is involved. Just still can not beleive it. My heart goes out to all the families and friends of the victims especially the children who lost their mommy's & daddy's. I wish i could give u all a hug and make it all better but i can't .. just know there is someone out there that is thinking of you all . ... i am so sorry for your losses. If u ever need a friend to talk to email me at BABY626LUV@aol.com God Bless u all
  
   Lori Souza (Cranston, RI)
March 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
For Skott, Mike (Mr Heavy Metal), and Mark M.

My heart weeps for all of you. Each one of you touched my life is some special way. Skott your artwork will live forever on all the people who became your bulletine boards of creativity. Mike your voice and love for heavy metal music still sings in my heart. Mark even though we didn't know each other your kindness and openness touched me the few times I did meet you and see you. You truly did make all those around you smile and glow inside. All the victims of this tragedy are heartfully missed each and every day. We pray you are all in a wonderful place at peace and we will forever continue to visit you at Ground Zero where your spitits were so tragically torn from us. We miss you all!
  
   Holly Boudearu (Cumberland, RI)
March 17, 2005

StevenHolly21400@aol.com
  
  
  

  
DENNIS , WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH . BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER. YOUR COUSIN , SUE
  
   sue (pawtucket, RI)
March 16, 2005
  
  
  

  
well im home right now and it is quite and i just made me start thinging of you..i miss you, and i miss chris...i dont get to talk to him much, but i hope he knows how much we love him...i now u are looking over him and keeping him safe..and i kno ur looking over my family to.but its so hard.. i didnt just lose u on that night, i lost other people just not the same lose as u, cause they are still here on earth. but i lost them in other ways. and i just wanted u to kno that i didnt forget about chris..as soon as it gets a little warmer ill be out to sit by ur ross more. and i have more lil dragon flys to put around it.... i love you so much.and everytime i look up at the sky i kno that you are looking back down on me.. and i kno so enough when it is my time i will be up there with you looking down on the people we love.
  
   ashley sullivan (Chepachet, RI)
March 14, 2005
  
  
  

  
i miss you john. you reminded me even though i did't know it till now. ill call the rest of the roommates soon and we'll share a bottle for you.
  
   mattie (brooklyn, NY)
March 13, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo....I sat yeasterday reading poems looking for the meaning of the four leaf clover and one poem i came across put true meaning in those four little leaves.As i read the poem i thought about you and the other 99 victims and there loved ones that were left behind to deal with such a tradegy.I will print and leave it at your cross so that it may bring comfort to everyone who reads it.All my love forever and always.
Love kimmie and chris
  
   Kimberly Rich (Attleboro, MA)
March 13, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  

I want to let all of the friends and the families of all of the victims know that they are in my thoughts and prayers all of the time.
Love,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend
  
   Annie (MA)
March 11, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Belated Birthday Ben Suffoletto-March 3rd. Today is the 10th- But its closer than August!!! We all miss you and Linda.Please watch over- Zak. Us to of course. I miss your laugh!!! Please Rest in Peace. Love Always sue.
  
   susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
March 11, 2005

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  

Hi Tina,
I miss you today as much as ever. I want you to know that I love you and I always will. My heart and my prayers are with all of the victims and their familrs.
{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}
}
Forever Your Best Friend&Soul Sister,
Annie
  
   Annie (MA)
March 10, 2005
  
  
  

  
waldo, just wanted to say hi....i still miss you so much, but i kno u are still here with me so i am able to make it threw.i just wanted to tell you that i will be getting a tattoo of a dragonfly really soon. with feb 20 2003 under it..in memory of you.seeing i kno how much you loved them..plus next year im hopping to have a poem i just wrote, about everything to hand out to people. that way nobody ever forgets you and the other 99 people...i love you forever and always.ashes
  
   ashley sullivan (Chepachet, RI)
March 10, 2005

babygoth597@netscape.net
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo...Today is Mar 5,2005 2yrs ago.We laid you to rest and a whole new journey for you began as one ended.But your mom was there to greet you and help make you feel safe again i know you missed her so much here on earth and now are with her again.I know you are safe and being taken care of and for that i am comforted.always in my heart love forever and always
love kimmie
  
   kimberly rich (attleboro, MA)
March 5, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Waldo....I love you and miss you so much...There isnt a day that goes by that you are not thought of we love and miss you
love forever and always
kimmie and chris
  
   Kimberly Rich (attleboro, MA)
March 4, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Mitchell Camron Shubert
May 1 1963-March 6 2003

Thoughts of you consume my day
inward bound they seem to be
night of dreams filled with you
every place haunting in it's special way
each reminding me my loss
that wondeful son I bore
wounds all heal in time they say
yet days go by day by day
like the flood of tears memories come
mind wandering thoughts of you
aching heart longing to see
you, that smiling face
with brothers that special place did hold
empty now never to fill till that day
with glad greetings can say "hello"

I love you son, miss you. With all my love
Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
March 4, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Waldo I miss you and love you very much there isn't a day that goes by that i dont think about you.Adam brought me a picture of you that i hadnt seen of you doing what you love to do most.Always thinking of you.
love kimmie
  
   kimberly rich (attleboro, MA)
March 3, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
Linda, Today two years ago we laid you to rest. You joined your husband Ben that day on ypur 19th Wedding Anniversary!!! You'll always be young and together. But we miss you both -there are no wordsthat can describe the pain we suffer daily. You will always be alive as long as Iam-Not as before,but neither am I -Your Always in Our Hearts. Love Sue
  
   susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
March 3, 2005

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
I just wanted to tribute one of the victims who has never been written about in this guest book. His name was Carlton "Bud" Howorth. Bud was what his nickname implied: Everyone's friend. If Bud was your friend, you had someone on your side for the rest of your life. Someone who would fight for you, stand up for you, party with you, move your furniture one hundred times if that is what made you happy. Bud was a deep, devoted friend and all who knew him were lucky. Everything he did -he did with gusto and put 100% of himself into it. Whether it was his job with computers, taking care of his beloved dogs, playing with his daughter, blue fishing off Cohasset, eating hashbrowns or listening to his music. He was also a loving son, brother and father. He will always be remembered by those who knew him, but I wanted him to be known and remembered here in this place of sweet memories. Bud, you will never be forgotten, always missed and forever loved. God bless all the angels and those left behind.
Your St. Pauli Girl
  
  
March 3, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo...Glenn and i sat and chatted we shared laughs and tears together...remembering the things that you did that made people laugh.like when chris thought you take his car for a ride because you told him that is what it needed and he blocked his car in with his friends when he went on vacation...Or driving dirty deeds up and down the street leaving marks making the neighbors crazy.I still see the body shop guys and dennis still tells of the times when you would come in and he would tell you not to touch and thing but you would especially wet paint jobs and say is this wet.I hear from Jody and Terry and Adam everyone misses you so much.I love you and think of you often i miss so much about you not being here.I miss seeing everyone.Love you now forever and always
kimmie and chris
  
   Kimberly Rich (attleboro, MA)
March 2, 2005

krich68@omcast.net
  
  
  

  
I lost my brother mitchell shubert in the fire. He was my brother and my best friend. We grew up together we got married at the same time and had children at the same time. We are so much alike he was like my twin. There are no words that can ever express the void you have left in my life. I am so used to having you there all the time.I would give anything in this world to have you back. The only thing I can say is that as long as I live I will make sure that your great name and memories will never be forgoten and will keep your name going. I love you bro. Till I see you later.
  
   MICHAEL SHUBERT (PALM BEACH GARDENS, FL)
March 2, 2005
  
  
  

  

Hi Tina,
I had a dream about a few days ago and I was wishing that it didn't end. It got me thinking about all of the great things you brought to my life and all that I have learned from you. I am who I am because of you and I feel truly blessed to have had you as my best friend and soul sister.
Thanks Hon! {{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}

I want you to know how proud I am of Kayla just as I know you are. I will always be here for her if she ever needs me. I am also proud of your son Daniel. He is doing well. I miss him a lot. He is the spitting image of you.
You did good T, two beautful children!
I want you to know how much I love you and I how I want the entire world to know you, your beauty inside and out and my entore life will be dedicated to doing this!
I love with all of my heart and soul
{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}}
o xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love,
A nnie
Forever Your Best Friend and Soul Sister
  
   Annie O. (MA)
February 28, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Mike, you made me feel like I was someone special, taught me that we all deserve happiness and you gave so much to everyone. Just your smile, your heart, a good soul. We all miss you!!
  
   Kel Roy (Millbury, MA)
February 27, 2005
  
  
  

  
My thoughts and prayers go out to all my friends and the family's of the victims of the Station fire. It has been 2+ years of the Station tragedy and I am still in shock from what happened. I think often of the parties at 133 Sutton St on the hill so long ago and all of the people that attended ritually every weekend, many times after enjoying a night out seeing our favorite bands, "Strutt" "the Dolls" and so many more. My heart still aches for the pain of knowing several of my dear friends were in that tragic night. Although I live in NH now, not a day goes by with the horror of that night and seeing it flashing across the television over and over again. To Kimberly Mitchell, Sweetie, I hope you find this entry and get in touch with me. Your mom was such a close and dear friend of mine and I am so sorry that I didn't know until now that she was a victim. I am so very sorry for your loss and if there is anything I can do, please get in touch with me. When she moved from RI it never occurred to me that she would have been there that night. Please e-mail me. To the family of the Gonsalves family...Mike was so special in my life and a very long time friend. We shared a lot of special times together and I will never forget the brightness in his eyes and the beautiful smile that lit up any room when he walked in. He loved life more than anyone I know and he will always be in my heart and thoughts forever! I could never have met a more beautiful man in my entire life. My deepest sympathies to you and if there is anything I can do, please feel free to e-mail even if it is just to talk to someone who knew what a wonderful person Mike was in my life.

It pains me to know that 2 years has gone by and names are still coming up of people that I knew closely in RI and I am just finding out now.

God Bless and keep you all! Rhode Island is always in my heart!

XOXO
Dawne
  
   Dawn Norton (Dover, NH)
February 27, 2005

Fundawne@aol.com
  
  
  

  
to my daughter lisa jean

I Sit
My Face Calm
My Mind Screaming

I See A Girl
Walking Towards Me
Sunglasses
Long Auburn Hair Tied Back

My Heart Leaps
I Stare

I Sit
My Face Calm
My Mind Weeps

I Live
A Smile For The World

My Body Aches
Sadness Leaks Down My Face

Squinting Eyes
To Hold Back The Pain
Of Things I Cannot Erase

love mom
  
   barbara nagle (attleboro, MA)
February 26, 2005

zling13@msn.com
  
  
  

  
waldo..i was there sunday to hornor you and the other 99 people that died..and even though i was freezing i just didnt want to leave. and even though people are saying time heals all wounds..it seems as the time goes on, i miss you more and more. and you now.i really dont cry that often, but i just broke down. i just miss you so much, and ven though i didnt see you that often, you were a big part of my life.you were my godfather and that ment you werent just a family friend, you were family. it feels like i lost a uncle. i just feel a emty spot in my heart. and everytime i look at ur picture or read the old papers or watch the old news, i just feel my heart breaking all over again.and i kno it sounds strange but every now and then when i look at people or look quick somewhere i swear i see you standing there, looking at us. i kno you are watching over my family, and although i can not see you i know you are by my side, pushing me threw all the hard times. and i will never for get you. i miss you so bad,and you will forever be my hero. I LOVE YOU <3 i will see you again someday but until then, i just need to tell u how much i care. god bless you and everyone else.
  
   ashley sullivan (Chepachet, RI)
February 24, 2005

babygoth597@netscape.net
  
  
  

  
waldo. we love and miss u dearly. its so hard living each day knowing that i lost a very close friend in such a tragic way. and i know that someday soon i will se you again. i went to the site on sunday, it was so cold, but i had to be there for you. i know you were there watching over us and i will forever miss you and love you..
  
   crystal & john sullivan (Chepachet, RI)
February 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
Waldo....we went to the site where we left your favorite flowers Sunflowers we know how much you loved those flowers and the seeds no one could crack a shell the way you did we could always tell were you had been just by the cracked shells on the ground along with your favorite flowers were two dragonflies something eles that you loved and always talked of getting a tattoo of one especially of the one in the storybook The Rescures evenrude....We see them all the time now since you have been gone and we know it is your way of saying you are around and watching over us.We love you and miss you....we will be watching for more dragonflies keep sending them always in our hearts
love kim and chris
  
   Kimberly Rich (Attleboro, MA)
February 24, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
TO MY FRIEND KRISTINE CARBONE

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU YOUR AN ANGEL THAT LEFT EARTH TO A BETTER PLACE. YOUR SPECIAL TO ME AND EVERYONE THAT KNEW YOU .
  
   maria ortiz (miami, FL)
February 24, 2005

MMORTIZ9800@aol.com
  
  
  

  
{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
I can't believe that it has been two years. I miss you everyday and want you to know that you are in my heart always.
Love,
Annie
Forever Your Best Friend

"Here In The Ashes"

Here in the ashes,
lies what used to be,
What once was, has now gone away
and I will cry forever and a day.

Here in the ashes,
lies what used to be our dreams,
And now that they are gone, my life is
not what I wanted it to be.
Why did you have to go away?
I thought my way of life
was here to stay.

Here in the ashes,
lies my will to go on and fight
the good fight.
I now find myself feeling, alone and
scared in the deep dark night.
I wish that I can find my strength.
Where and when did I lose my will?
My beating heart seams broken and still.

Here in the ashes,
I can no longer see the shining sun.
I can only see and feel the pouring rain.
All I can only feel this searing pain.

Here in the ashes,
I have seen all we had,
come to a sudden end.
I now cry over the loss and love of
my friend.
Cry over what might have been.
I'll feel this way till we meet once again.

Here in the ashes,
lies a place that used to be.
fun and music came from it's stage
Now you are both gone............
Here in the ashes,
nothing is left but memories of
you and me,
They all lie,
here in the ashes
  
   Annie (MA)
February 23, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
It's been 2 hard years for the victims families,and I wish the pain would get easier as time goes by,but unfortunately things don't seem to end up the way you would like it to.I knew Tina Marie Ayer,and all I can say it's so unfair that she was taken away from her children so quicklyand her family as well.If her children are as strong as she was,I believe they will have a good life,because I am sure that is what she would want for them.God bless her family and all the victims families and the survivors as well.
  
   kathleen geer(wood (pawtucket, RI)
February 22, 2005

kathleengeer@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Jason Morton...
I did it... I kept my promise... I finally found your daughters number after a few months of loosing track of her and I'm watching over her and taking care of her. I can't believe it's been 2 years when it only feels like 2 minutes, 2 hours , 2 days even since I lost a special person who was like a father to me. I wish with every star in the sky that I could bring you back, for your 3 girls... they need you... but Im glad that if you had to go on that tragic night that at least you went with your best friend, Tommy. I know you two are rocking out up there on the clouds.

I went with Ashley to the memorial on Sunday.. did you like our sweatshirts? We made them for you and Tommy the night before... I felt you there.. Ash and I had a few laughs, like how to spell heroes/hero's ... none the less, you and Tommy were hero's.. best friends till the end and hero's forever.... Hope you liked them, we braved the cold to show everyone just how special you and Tommy are... not was or where, but always will be. Your family kept telling me and Ash to get a coat on, but dont be mad, we just wanted to make sure everyone knew how you and Tommy were the best!

We stayed for a while and then came back at 11:07pm ... I know you were there, I felt you all day ..especially later on when I stayed, yes, till 2 in the am, but I just couldnt leave, so you decided to make it snow so Id have to go, always a jokester you were Mr. Morton. But I felt you there, blowing out my candles and making the chimes ring.. and then when I came home the next night... having the only snow on my car wiped off where my Station bumper sticker was in my window... yeah I know that was you, letting me know you were there, thanks.

Not a day goes by that I dont think of you and Tommy, and I want you to know that you will always be remembered, forever loved and Never Forgotten! I'm gonna keep my promise and watch over your three girls the best I can... Love you and miss you tons more!
~Jackie
  
   Jackie McKenna (Exeter, RI)
February 22, 2005

wackyjacky101@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
BETH MOSCZYNSKI WAS IN THAT FIRE TWO YEARS AGO. IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE FIGHTING OR JOKING ABOUT SOMETHING!SHE WAS MY BEST FREIND AND I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT SHE GAVE TO ME AND ALL OF THE OTHER PEOPLE SHE KNEW. WE LOVE YOU BETH!
  
   SUSAN GOSSELIN (NORTHBRIDGE, MA)
February 22, 2005

SGOSSELIN@TEMPFLEX.COM
  
  
  

  
Yes, it has been 2 years now. I still can't believe what has happened, so tragic, so sad. Seeing classmates named one by one as they were missing, as they parished, getting the calls and in the back of my mind saying, I know that person too! I was there from the begining and I will be there every anniversay after. As I see the daughter of my childhood friend, grieve with her friends, I so much just want to hug her. I also seen for the first time her son. Even thou he didn't know who I was, besides someone that kept looking at him, I could not believe how much he does look like her, with the dark hair, facial expressions, and when I turned around to see her daughter, I felt like I was surrounded by her presence. When it came down to the 100 seconds of silence, I broke down, I could not but help burry my head into my husband's chest. All I could hear was her voice as a child stating that she was glad to of known me.
I am sorry that her sister's could not make it, but living far away it is understandable. I stand there not only for myself, but for them as well. Tammy, Carmen, Angel, Miss you all.
God Bless everyone who had a hand in this by helping out in any way. My deepest sorrow goes out to all the family members!!!
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (blackstone, MA)
February 22, 2005

tiger_tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Steve i'll never forget the good times we had.i miss you.Dave
  
   DAVE ARNOLD (CENTRAL FALLS, RI)
February 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
As time goes on they say it gets easier. Alot has changed in our lives since the fire. This past year, I had a baby girl, she's four mths. old this mth. Our Family likes to look at her as a sign that life goes on. But there's still a big piece of our Family that's missing and that's you Bill. We miss you, Richy especially, he's having such a hard time. They say as time goes on, it gets easier, I guess that's true in a way. But Holidays, Birthdays, and the Anniversary of the fire comes, it's hard, as time goes by, it just seems so much more permanent, there's no way to make sense of it. I remember when I first visited this site, a woman posted what follows below and it's brought great comfort to us, we have it hanging up near Billy's picture.

Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, Some things I’d like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I’m writing this from Heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there’s no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I’m out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon & night. That night I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, “I welcome you”.“It’s good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they’ll be here later on. I need you here badly; you’re part of my plan. There’s so much that we have to do to help our mortal man”God gave me a list of things that he wished for me to do. And first & foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lay in bed at night with the day’s chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you…in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.I wish that I could tell you what God has planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn’t understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o’er. I’m closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; but together we can do it by taking it one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I’d like it for you too; that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.If you can help someone who is in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night “my day was not in vein”. And now I am contented…that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made you smile.
So if you meet someone who is sad and feeling low; just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you’re walking down the street and you’ve got me on your mind; I’m walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.And when it’s time for you to go…from that body to be free, remember you’re not going…you’re coming here with me.

*~~Billy Cartwright~~*
R.I.P.
Your Friend
  
   Keri McWilliams (Providence, RI)
February 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
Ed,

Two years feels like a lifetime ago. You my friend are sorely missed but your presence is felt every day.

We love you!
Kerrie, Domenic and the rest of the "Family"
  
   Kerrie Marabello (Lincoln, RI)
February 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
leigh-leigh... only you know what I was thinking to keep from crying when i read your name yesterday. i love you and miss you everyday...
  
   Jess Moreau (Warwick, RI)
February 21, 2005

jessjmoreau@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I can't believe 2 years have passed. I have heard so many good things about you Tom Medeiros. your brother is married to my cousin Heidi. In honor of you and all those lost or hurt, on the anniversary of this tragedy I display all the photos of all the lives that were lost in our main office with a candle burning so all who enter our building will see and remember and hopefully take a moment to look at all of you and pray. may you all be at peace now.
God Bless
Ann & Andrew Borges (Mariorenzi)
  
   Ann Borges (Cumberland, RI)
February 21, 2005

kittymommy@cox.net
  
  
  

  
SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN TWO YEARS!! GOD SPEED!!!
  
   KENNETH JENSEN (WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA)
February 21, 2005

KENSJ8@YAHOO.COM
  
  
  

  
When something like this hits home, we sometimes wonder how and why. I rememeber going to the club for various shows growing up. It's terrble the way things turned out, but in all bad comes some good, and now everyone has come together to honor those who perished, to celebrate their lives, and to comfort one another. My thoughts and prayers go out to everyone affected, which is virtually the entire state of RI. Special hugs to the families of Mike Gonsalves & Bonnie Hamelin...I am greatful to have had the opportunity and pleasure of knowing you in this life, and hope I see you in the next. You both touched so many while you were here, and are still touching so many now. Mike, rock on in Heaven! Bonnie, we miss you.
  
   Chrissy (Cranston, RI)
February 21, 2005

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as i bought my t-shirt yesterday at the two year ann. of the station fire.i realized how tragic the night of the fire really was. all the families gathered together with the governor and the leader of the station family fire fund. two impressions,denas sister and steven mancinins mother talking about their loss.we will never forget what happened that night but always remember some of us were mean,t to live thru that night for a reason. i say hello today to my survivor friends ,brandon,dave,bryan robin,and the station group that was supportive to me while i dj,ed there. I will run a big benefit this year to show my support to all the victims and survivors to raise the much needed funds for all those in need that suffered that night.I say hello to paula and johnny who both survived the fire to get married a year later eventhough both of her arms had been badly burned and the scars she has on her head from the fire. she told me her story at my home one day before she married. i was devastated and decided that this year i would do a benefit to help easy the suffering of so many involved that night.I send the families and survivors all my deepest sympathies and love in a big hug today with an angel to keep you all safe thru the year.denise
  
   denise ricciotti (cranston, RI)
February 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
Forever thankful for the help given during these trying days of the past 2 years. The pain still exists and will linger forever.
  
   Gennaro Companatico (Cranston, RI)
February 21, 2005

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I cannot beleive that two years ago today i awoke to hear about the tragedy.I cannot beleive that its been two years since i've seen Mike and Sandy.In some ways it seems like yesterday in other ways it seems like a lifetime.I hope we can keep the memories of a 100 angels alive forever so that no one else will have to feel the pain of a tragedy like this ever again.God bless the survivors and God hold the victims in your arms.
  
   Rob Ferrell (Pawtucket, RI)
February 21, 2005

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my heartfelt condolences go out to each and every one of you who knew or loved one of the one-hundred friends and family members who died 2 years ago tonight. i lost my brother...my best friend. as time goes by i find myself feeling it less frequently and then when i do think about it i feel guilty for being less affected. days like christmas, birthdays, mother's day, and today...those are the times when it really hits hard and feels like it only just happened.

i sat here in arizona reading your posts to friends, brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, etc. and feel as though there is no way i can form another tear...it's not possible. i'd dessicate.

at the same time it gives me some comfort to know that i am not alone in what i am feeling. you know...the bad way you feel about a lost love because 'nobody understands'. i know you understand how i feel because i understand how you feel.

we're like a tragic extended family and on this day my thoughts and my love is with each and every one of you.

..........duane
  
   duane johnson (tempe, AZ)
February 20, 2005

njdrano@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Hi there my name is Veronica i live in Coventry not that far from the west warwick fire which was a couple of years ago. I am so sad to see the family members going through a sad rough time like this please let me know if i can do anything ok?
  
   Veronica Schenck (Coventry, RI)
February 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
Another year has gone & it isn't any easier to get up in the morning & know that we all lost 100 of our loved ones. For me, I lost a great friend who can never be replaced. Trying to move on is difficult with the memory as fresh as it was 2 years ago. I miss my friend so deeply but I know that were she is there is no anger, no suffering only love.
I love you & miss you, Donna!
  
   Paula Marie Guertin (Fall River, MA)
February 20, 2005

littlesis126@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Judy and Lisa,
It has been two years since your passing and I still struggle with your loss. I miss you more than there are stars in the heavens.
To Lisa's and Judy's families, I pray for the chance to see you smile again someday. Peace be with you.

From deep in the heart of Texas,
  
   Dave (Dallas, TX)
February 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
Two years have past, but it seems like just yesterday. My thoughts and prayers are with all the families and friends of the victims as well as all the survivors. I lost several aquaintances in this tragedy, and the sister of a very close friend. Leigh, I want you to know that you are in my thoughts everyday, and I miss you more than can be expressed! Ed, You always brought a bright spot to St. Joe's...I'll never forget your smile. Mark, Lori, Abbie, and Lisa...We will never forget you!!
2/20/2003 We will never forget!
  
   Gail Gustafson (West Warwick, RI)
February 20, 2005

glgustafson@ccri.edu
  
  
  

  
Another year has gone and still the pain is strong, for those that have lost a loved one my heart is with you all. I pray to god to please ease my broken heart for only a second so i may catch my breath

I miss my wife theresa
my friends shawn,laura,kris
and my sister in-law christeen
  
   Richard Rakoski (Weymouth, MA)
February 20, 2005

rikkiski@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
It is so hard to write through tears,I just had to say to you my son how much you are missed, how mch you are loved. We all wanted so much to be there with the others that share this day of painful memories. Although we are not there in body, in spirit we are. Mitchell you were my pride an joy, I miss your laughter,the
" hey mamabear! . Miss seeing you in front of me in church hands up raised singing. Your brothers, dad we talk about you almost every day and how much you are missed and loved all the things we love in you so much. Camron looks so much like her grand-daddy, you would be so proud of her. Those eyes, just like yours, beautiful. Till we meet again my love- All my love, Mom
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
February 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
My prayers and meditations go out to all the victims of this horrid event.
My special thoughts to the D'andrea family, Dave Kane and the Longirau family.
  
   Tony Giorgianni (Warwick, RI)
February 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
Leigh,
It is still unreal. I finally went to the site a few months ago and I lit your candle and even then, I still did not grasp the reality of what I was seeing. The other night I talked to A.S. and did everything I could to make her feel better...but I don't know if what I said even makes me feel better. Two years ago we were getting ready to drive to different grad schools. I stopped on 2.14.05 and remembered our last conversation that night and how I wish I had called you that weekend instead of saying "oh i will put it off until next weekend"... the weekend that never came. I truly hope you are OK and that you are with Mark and your other friends and family. I will do my best to help A.S. as each year passes. It was just not the way you or anyone else should have died... All 100 of you should lived longer instead of being taken senselessly... One day I will go to your grave when I can stop being a coward... The only thing I can say to you now is a quote from Phantom...
"Passing bells
and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions -
you were warm and gentle . . .
Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past
just die . . .?"
R.I.P. Leigh Ann Moreau and the 99 others on this 2 year anniversary...
  
   C R (Providence, RI)
February 20, 2005

riguy1980@cox.net
  
  
  

  
daddy, its been two years since you left that afternoon..two years since you went to go hang out with your friends. two years since everything changed. As you probably know, we live in a house now..we got a dog. Ive had my permit for over a year, and I'm working on getting my license. I remember when I went to my 8th grade social..and you took so many pictures of me in my dress..and said you would take more on prom..well, I'm going to prom this year, and I will be thinking of you. Its been the longest two years of my life..I'm now a junior in highschool and looking at colleges :) and rickys a freshman in highschool.. I will always be your "little princess" and daddys little girl..I love you and miss you more than anything.
love, christine
  
   Christine (MA)
February 19, 2005

chilisfriend87@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Mike,
Another year has passed, it seems like forever since I have seen your smile, heard your laugh....
You know that you are always on my mind and that I miss you so much, but I know that you are with me always....I can feel you.
I thank you for so many years of happy memories, you were so much a part of the person that I have become, and I thank you for always being there for me, especially when noone else was.
There will never be another person quite like you Mike, and we are not the same without you here.
Loving and missing you tonight and always.

Heather
  
   Heather Francis (Bonita Beach, FL)
February 19, 2005

heartzofstone@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Sarah Telgarsky...every time I hear "matchbox 20's song, Push" I think of you and all the fun we had at Kickers!! In the limo, All the laughs, giggles and cries. You are thought of so often, and many miss you very much. I cherish all my photos of us....and will never forget you...as well as many people here in Colchester. My prayers for you and your family, I look forward to having a cocktail with you again someday, rest in peace Sarah. We love and Miss you.
  
   sue zelenka-robertson (colchester, CT)
February 19, 2005

szelenka@sbcglobal.net
  
  
  

  
There are so many thoughts and memories that go thru my head about you.
It is sad to know that it has been 2 years now.
I wish there was something I could of done, or changed to make things happen in a different way.
You are in God's hands now, watching down on your sisters, nieces & nephews, children, friends and family.
Please know we think and pray about you and to you often.
God Bless you Tina, and all the other Angels that are besides you on this day.
Look for me out in the crowd, as I will be looking for that sparkle in the sky.
We all love and miss you very much.
Forever a Friend,
Sande (Cabral) Farrington
02-20-2005
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (Blackstone, MA)
February 19, 2005

tiger_tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Leigh Ann Moreau. I will never forget you, or your laugh whenever we watched Tom Green together (I'm a bunny!), or your constant stash of diet coke in your room, or your Pink Floyd poster, or when you introduced me to Train for the first time. Or the time I went to your Graduation party and I never really truly got to say goodluck and goodbye. I miss you. You were my saving grace in the midst of a sea of change. Your laugh is still fresh in my memory, even after two years. I wish we could have our time back but, we'll meet again someday. I'll be sure to bring a Tom Green DVD with me.
  
   Bonnie Roberts (Greenwich/Belchertown MA, CT)
February 19, 2005
  
  
  

  
wally...i miss you so much..and so does my parents..there is not a day that goes bye that i dont think about you. its so hard looking at photos or even hearing about the night it happened..but u will always be our hearts and we will go to remember you every year. wish u were still here, cause i miss you so much
  
   ashley sullivan (Chepachet, RI)
February 19, 2005

babygoth597@netscape.net
  
  
  

  
John, Another year has passed and it seems like yesteday you were here, and yet it seems like an eternity since I last held you. As your Mom I was always so proud. you were everything any parent could ask for. Not a day goes by when I think of you and find it so hard to take a breath. Dad and Josh are doing OK, so they say, and Cassie misses you something awful. You are my pride and joy and I love you every minute of everyday and everything in between. I know in my heart you are in a better place, no pain, but I so wish you were here with me. I will always love you and admire you for all you accomplished in your short time here. I cannot wait to see you again. Love you special, Mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
February 19, 2005

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear WALDO, it is 1 day before the 2nd anniversary and we miss you so much they say with time the pain gets easier it sure doesnt feel that away.I pray everyday that you are ok i so wish i could talk to you.I am so sorry that so many lives were lost such a tragic way.You are missed by so many people and so much has changed.I love you forever.You will always be in our hearts "We love and miss you man" Rest in peace
Love Kimmie and chris Snauauges
  
   kim & chris (attleboro, MA)
February 18, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
It seems that whenever i hear any Great White song, or heck any song from the big hair 80's, it makes my eyes well from fighting back the tears. Because it reminds me how a whole generation of West Warwick and central Rhode Island was affected. I am 36 years old and graduated high school in 1986.
I am sure that many of those who perished were in that age group.
I have 2 kids and it hurts to know that probably 200 other kids will never get to hug mom or dad again. Or how many baby boomer parents will never hug there child again.
I dont no know why these things happen, but no GOD i know would do this to his children without a reason, even if i am not man enough to understand in this life.
GOD Bless Rhode Island and GOD Bless America.
Dr.Clawson
  
   Chad Clawson (Fort Worth, TX)
February 18, 2005

chadclawson@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
For:Ben and Linda Suffoletto~~ Not a day goes by that you both are not thought of. Sometimes I can hear your laughter and see you smiling. It will be two years but it is just like yesterday that out hearts were ripped from our chest in pain and agony as we heard the words that you were no longer with us. OUR LIVES ARE CHANGED AS YOURS. WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT YOUR MEMORY WILL LIVE FOREVER WITH US UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN````LOVE ALWAYS SUE AND FAMILY
  
   susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
February 18, 2005

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Mike & Beth,
I cant believe it is 2 years already. Not a day goes by where you arent in our thoughts or hearts. You are greatly missed.
Looking forward to the day when we will meet again...........
  
   Deb (MA)
February 18, 2005
  
  
  

  
May all the families and friends of each and every victim find peace in your heart and love in your soul. Everyone will be sadly missed but never forgotten. I will say a prayer on February 20, 2005 for everyone involved. God Bless!
  
   Doreen Forrest (Cranston, RI)
February 18, 2005

nakkitta34@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
We all love and miss you. Walking in this world without you is never going to be the same. It has been two years and seems like it happened yesterday. We think about you all the time and you will always be in our hearts.
love, Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
February 18, 2005

magicdust40@aol.com
  
  
  

  
In rememberance of our 100 angels... may you continue to be at peace and watch over us every day. We love and miss you so much!
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
February 18, 2005

OceanRhythm@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Although I was one of the lucky to survive,As we approach the 2 year mark I still search for the part of Me that was left in the building that horrible night.......I hope to find that part of me again someday.
  
   Geno Goguen (Burrillville, RI)
February 18, 2005

Drkstr22@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Tina,
Well another year has passed and still I find myself thinking about you all the time.I came across this website today and could not help but read all the entries about you. There is really nothing but good things to say about you, and everyone who wrote to you has said almost everything I was thinking. I would like to say Thank you for being such a breath of fresh air when I first entered your family.You welcomed me in with no questions asked, and you made me feel like I had known you my whole life.Thank you also for Kayla,She makes me feel so good when I'm around her.Last summer I saw her almost everyday, and now that I have moved to Germany I wish I could see her all the time. I wish I could see you again too. Just know that no matter how much time passes by, you will be loved as much as you were loved when you were here with us. Thank you for everthing, and Thank you for being you.
Love You lots
Desiree
  
   Desiree carlow (Coventry, RI)
February 18, 2005

dayray1980@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Just thought I had to write to say thanks to all who remember our friends and relatives. To Ben and Linda you will always be Our Starlite.
  
   Steve (CT)
February 17, 2005
  
  
  

  
   Joe Fresolo Jean Barbieri (Millbury, MA)
February 17, 2005
  
  
  

  
THEY WALK AMONG US - The Film
As the second anniversary approaches, I want to let you know about an event we are holding on Sunday at the Stadium Theatre in Woonsocket. Last year on the anniversary, we staged a play about angels by the youngest member of the fire, Nicholas O'Neill. Well this year, we have turned it into an independent film in the hopes that it will spread hope to a larger audience. It will be accompanied by a documentary about all the signs we've received from Nick and the work he is doing now as a spirit. It will be a beautiful evening to inspire hope in your heart. For more information, visit www.encorerepco.org
  
   Leah Labrecque O'Neill (Cambridge, MA)
February 17, 2005

leah_labrecque@cox.net
  
  
  

  
To (Tina Ayer) Angel mommy. Sunday will be two years since you left this earth and went to heaven. I am 9 years old now and I am in boy scouts, and baseball. I am doing good in school I get all A's and B's I won first place for my pinewood derby race. It was really cool. I was so happy that the red sox won and the patriots won. Baseball is my favorite. I got to meet the redsox players. I will be playing baseball again this summer. I know you will be watching. Tell grandpa, Uncle Mac, and Nanny hi for me. Love you Angel MOM Daniel
  
   Daniel White (Warwick, RI)
February 17, 2005
  
  
  

  
I love you Tina!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}} Love,
Annie

My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light...tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in, these chains of pain,
so many, we could blame...
Where you are now...
My best friend, you can, see all clear
you have no pain or fear,
but I am still right here,
living in a world, in a haze of pain and tears........
And your loving voice, I can no longer hear.........
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you,
trapped in these chains of pain,
We'll never be the same...
The night you left...
it left a overwhemling, gapping hole, in my heart,
and now that, we're apart,
I will, never ever know, a love, like, yours, again........
No matter, who I meet, or I call, my, best, friend..........
My best friend


I have tears in my eyes, tears in my soul
tears in my heart, that I'll forever hold...
My Best Friend, till I cross myself,
and see you once again...
My Best Friend,
you are wrapped up in...Heaven's light tonight.
While we are here, still, missing you...
  
   Annie O (MA)
February 17, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
This I wrote for you my son July 29th 2003 at 2:30 am. Through all my tears and heartache I say this to you again

Those of us you left behind
with memories to painful times to bear
of things that were
things to be can never see
left with our own thoughts of wondering why
a life so full of things to give
taken from us all to soon
leaving us with only memories of things that were
some full of joy some to painful to share
leaving behind only memories of all the things that were
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
February 17, 2005

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Katie- I just wan't to say how much you are missed. Especially today, I remember our evening spent dancing in Prov. for my Birthday. I will never forget you and all the good times we had. Thinking of you on my 33rd.
Shaun
  
   Shaun (Newport, RI)
February 16, 2005

shuan4524@aol.com
  
  
  

  
First and Foremost.. my deepest prayers to everyone affected.. as the second year ann. approaches.... I wrote a while back about Jason Morton... I am one of his daughters good good friends and I just wanted to say to Jason, that I am trying to keep my promise, Im doing my best to watch over Ashley, its been hard because we lost numbers but I promise you I will find a way.. I'm determined.. I made a promise that I will forever keep. You were a hero along with Tommy.. you saved lives that night,sadly risking your own. On our high school Graduation, you were in my thoughts, your name with 3 music notes( one for your wife and daughters) were on my cap... I know you would have wanted to be there but I do know you were there in spirit. I visit the site often, lighting your candles and making sure that each one is lit before I leave, and that 3 candles are lit, one for Marie and 2 for the girls, I know they miss you dearly as do I and I will do my best to stick to my promise. I'm only a kid but a kid whose promise to you means more than anything. I will be there for this second memorial in hopes that it wont be as hard as the first, but I know it will be. I feel your spirit around, and I know your watching us and missing us just the same... that's why I write here, I feel this is one way to "talk" to you and maybe help other families as well. All my love to Tommy as well, and his family... I light his candles as well, often... sometimes I sit for hours , just talking to the both of them, I know they can hear me.... I just wish I could make the pain and hurt go away and bring you both back, heroes... that is what you both are. So as this anniversary approaches, I want to say my deepest prayers are with all of the victims and their families...
Much Love Mr. Morton.. Always Remembered.. Never Forgotten...
  
   Jackie McKenna (Exeter, RI)
February 16, 2005

wackyjacky101@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
it has been almost 2 years and i can't believe that you are gone. Judy I wish that we had the 20 years back that we had known each other and I sooo wish that moving out of state hadn't kept us apart. i hold you so close to my heart and sometimes i can see you when i have to make a decision that my heart is having dificulty with. I can't believe that you are not physically here anymore, however, i know deep in my heart that your spirit will always be here and that we will meet again someday in another place where all the good times will go on forever. rest in peace my dear friend, i hope you know how much you ar missed and how much I love you
  
   Dawn Porreca (No Prov, RI)
February 15, 2005

dporreca@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

‘Celebrating Angels’: The Station Fire Memorial Foundation Commemorates the 2nd Year Anniversary of the Station Fire

West Warwick, RI, February 20 – On Sunday, February 20, 2005, at 4:30pm, the Station Fire Memorial Foundation (SFMF) will hold a memorial service at the site of the Station fire on Cowessett Road in West Warwick, RI, to commemorate the lives of 100 angels that perished in the tragedy on February 20, 2003. The service is expected to last approximately one hour and will culminate in the lighting of the heart made by survivor, Paul Bertolo, which was unveiled at last year’s ceremony.

Governor Donald Carcieri was invited to offer the reflection at the service. Kimberly Jalette, President of SFMF stated, “His involvement as the tragic events unfolded was that of a true leader and a concerned citizen. The support he provided to the families in the days immediately following the fire was an act of kindness that will always be remembered by those who felt he was there to lean on for comfort. He was the perfect choice this year and the families are grateful that he accepted the invitation.”

No parking will be available at the site, with the exception of limited handicapped parking on a first come, first serve basis. Free parking will be located in the lower lot of the West Warwick Civic Center on Factory Street in West Warwick. Parking attendants will be available to assist. Pawtuxet Valley buses will provide transportation to and from the site starting at 3:30pm. The last bus will leave at 7:00pm.

The Station Fire Memorial Foundation is an all volunteer, 501[c]3 charitable organization, who is committed to remembering the precious lives of those lost and the countless lives changed forever on February 20, 2003. The Foundation’s mission is to procure the land known as the Station site, ensure a proper memorial is erected and also maintain it. The Foundation encourages maximum support and participation by all those affected by the Station fire to help us give the victims the only gift within our power, a gift we wish desperately for our loved ones, a gift we all want . . . to be remembered.
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CONTACT INFORMATION:
Kimberly Jalette, President
401-827-2510
Station Fire Memorial Foundation
P.O. Box 513
Coventry, RI 02816
  
   Susan Asselin (North Providence, RI)
February 15, 2005
  
  
  

  
To my dear sister Tina,whom I miss very much.I can't believe two years is fast approaching.The pain I carry inside has made a permanent home in my heart since I lost you.Everyday,I try to trick my mind into believing that this is all a bad dream somehow,and I try so desparetly to wake myself from the hurt and loss I feel without you.I Love You Sis!It all goes back to the saying the good die young.You were to good for this life sis,thats why God graduated you to the kingdom of Heaven.The only thing that keeps me going,is to know,one day I too will walk that stage and graduate with high honors as you,into Gods Heavenly world.As with all the other 99 victims,they too,share the kingdom with you,as they will all be know as your graduating class.GOD BLESS TO YOU ALL!!!!Here is a poem I would like to share with all the family members whose loved one graduated to Heaven that day.

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
and all of your cares I'll even remind you
to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
you still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
above all the crowd

Keep trying each moment
to stay in His grace
I came here before you
to help set your place

You don't have to be
perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue the climb

To my family ands friends
please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
now don't shed a tear
Cause I'm spending my
New-born life with Jesus up here
  
   Carmen Ayer (West Henrietta, NY)
February 14, 2005

xoxoxotma@cs.com
  
  
  

  
MEL-How hard life is without you. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and your Birthday. I'm sending you my heart from far away and knowing you will feel it. But I wish you were here with us. It doesn't seem like it has been two years since you were taken from us. The pain still feels as bad as the day you left. The girls cry for you and its so hard for them to understand why their daddy had to leave us. Our world was ripped open the day you went home to heaven. We do know you are in a better place, but that doesn't make the hurt feel any better. I miss you so much, I would do anything for just one more kiss, hug, i love you, etc... I will see you in my dreams.Love from your girls.
  
   Deb Gerfin (Groton, CT)
February 13, 2005

dagermom@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
As the two year anniversary of this tragic event comes upon us I know that time does not heal all wounds. All 100 of you are missed, remembered and loved by many, each in their own special memories, thoughts, prayers. Through the tears, smiles, and yes the outbursts of laughter we have in remembering how you were when you were with us please know that you are always in our lives.
EBC III

AOKODAY LOVE YA MAN
  
   annie
February 13, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
I am here again sitting here thinking about you and missing you.
Tommorow is the 19th anniversary of my brother Joey's death. I feel so lost and alone. Please give Joey a hug and send my love.
Wish you, Joey amd Mike(Doc) were all here still with me.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}} }
{{{{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}}}}}}}
( (((((((and Joey too))))))))))))))
Love,
Annie
  
   Annie O (MA)
February 13, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
My thoughts and prayers go out to all those injured and the family members of those lost in this horrific tragedy. May God give each of you the strenght to carry on. I feel as if I lost a close friend because I was raised not far from The Station and will always consider myself a Rhode Islander.
  
   Joe Conforti (Milton, FL)
February 11, 2005

jwc_pmc@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
As the 2nd anniversary nears, I remember Gino Avilez as a kind, funny, and sweet guy. My love and prayers go out to his family. He was the most sincere person with a big heart. Without question he was taken far to soon from his family, friends, and his promising future.

My heart goes out to all the families and friends that have lost loved ones.. xoxox
  
   Kelly Nord (Natick, MA)
February 10, 2005

kellynord@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Lisa, Judy and Mike...
I know you aren't here but I catch a glimpse of people all the time, in the mall, at the grocery store, everywhere - and for one fleeting moment I could almost believe it's one of you and it was all a horrible mistake. Then reality takes over and it's like it just happened all over again.

Getting used to missing you.
  
   Patricia Lynch (Coventry, RI)
February 10, 2005

plynch6@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Lisa & Judy,
May your spirits keep flying high.
You two will never be forgotten. You showed everyone what true beauty is all about.
With Love,
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
February 9, 2005
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
I am forever missing you, your friendship, your laugh and your smile. Life is just not the same without you in it. I just want you to know that I think about you all of the time and you will forver be my best friend and soul sister!
  
   Annie O (MA)
February 5, 2005

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To my friend Donna Mitchell-
The days are long & cold lately & without you to brighten them, they just seem to go on forever. I miss you terribly. Wish I could find the words that would express my grief but I can't. The loss of you has been hard to bear these last 2 years. Lots of questions still unanswered & lots of tears shed over the loss of a great friend. I know you are looking down from heaven & I know you are in a better place but it doesn't stop the hurt I feel & the pain in my heart. I guess you never know what you have til it is gone & now that you are gone, all I have are memories-memories that I hold onto so tightly because that is all I have to remember you by. Your friendship meant the world to me & I hope I can show you how much by how I honor your memory. You give me inspiration in my life & I know one day I will see you in heaven.
I miss you so much, Donna!
I love you!
  
   Paula Marie Guertin (Fall River, MA)
February 5, 2005

littlesis126@aol.com
  
  
  

  
just stopping by again.i do this about three times a year now.i feel that by coming here i am coming to a sacred type of place.
when i see all the love you people have here i can feel that those who we have lost are never to be forgotten.
and they arent
bruce
  
   bruce medici (coventry, RI)
February 2, 2005
  
  
  

  
In memory of those who died
We weep and walk away
Tears run into swollen streams
No trace of us remains

Even those who grieve are gone
And those that grieve who grieve
And those who lives are ravaged by
A frantic urge to be

And those who wander silently
Among the empty rooms
Immortality is theirs
Though they must vanish too

We bear astonished witness to
The passage of the soul
No bridge exists that can connect
Our passion to the whole.

Rest in Peace sweet angels......
  
   Jamie Smith (Riverside, RI)
February 2, 2005
  
  
  

  
Kris M. I can't believe it's been almost two years since you've been gone.Sometimes I still want to pick up the phone and call you. I miss your friendship so very much. You were closer to me then a sister ever could be. I send a loving prayer to every one who has lost or been effected by this traggedy. I hope all the families are doing alright and I just wanted to say that I miss her (Kris) so very, very much.
  
   Donna Karwowski (Brattleboro, VT)
February 2, 2005

poopsie392002@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Skott, It's almost been 2 years since we lost you and forever you will always be in our hearts. I miss you so much.
  
   Jamie Smith (Riverside, RI)
February 1, 2005
  
  
  

  
My name is Kathy. My husband was Mitch Shubert. We lost our future with him nearly two years ago.
Mitch loved life and he usually lived it like there was no tomorrow.
He was always planning trips and fun things to do. We went so many places and saw so many things together. It seemed where ever we went, he knew somebody from somewhere or somebody knew him.
We never really had enough time to ourselves. Except for the four days before the fire, we got snowed in, just him, me, and Melissa, his "baby girl".
I am so thankful for those few days, they will always be ours, and I suppose it's why I have such peace. We finally had some time together with no distractions-when I look back on all the circumstances that surrounded the last few months of our relationship, I realize those few days were not just a coincidence-they were a gift from heaven, truely.
Having Mitch in my life was a gift. I pray for everyone who has been forever affected by this fire to never take for granted today, because we are not promised tomorrow. I pray for those who were burned that they would continue to heal with the best that there is to offer. And I pray for all of us to be free from any guilt, condemnation, or toment.
One of the qualities that will always inspire me about my husband was that he was never a quitter. He may have felt like quitting from time to time, but he'd get over it and give it another go. We had a lot in common in that department.
Which leads me to be especially thankful for our daughter, she is a part of him that remains in my life to treasure. So I pray for all of those who were left single with children that you live on with the fruit of that relationship and cherish them always. You will be their example and hope for the future.
We will miss him forever, but we will live to make him proud.
  
   Katherine Shubert (Tenafly, NJ)
January 30, 2005

kathyshub@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Keith Mancini:

I will never forget the morning when I heard the news of the fire. I had a feeling that I would atleast recognize one persons name who perished. Unfortunately, I was right.

You will never know how much it hurts me to know that this happened to you. I haven't seen you since high school, but I will never forget you.

I'm so sorry.
  
  
January 29, 2005
  
  
  

  
Mitch... I am still at a loss for what to say because, there is no way that the tiny words on this page could ever match the emotion I feel from the void left without you in our family no matter how I arrange them. I have tried to write something several times and I just stare at the blank space and I am just overwhelmed with the memories and the fact that they are all that I am left with. I cherish them dearly since they are all that I have but, I would trade them all to have you back. I really can't think of anything to say that has any real meaning other than simply... I love you so, so much and I miss you more than you could ever imagine. We all miss you. Thats the real message, the rest are just words on a page I guess.
Your "Little Brother"
Matt
  
   Matt Shubert (Jupiter, FL)
January 28, 2005
  
  
  

  
Sorry for everyones loss...my second cousin steven blom passed in the fire...and im sorry for my third cousin steven for the loss..RIP
  
   Kayla Rose (North Providence, RI)
January 28, 2005

lilshawty92289@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Goodbye Mitchell Shubert we will all miss you. Although we didn't stay in touch, when I found out of your passing I started remembering the fishing trips, concerts, all the fun we had. Miss ya!!!
You've left me with some very precious memories. Though your gone from us now, you will live forever in my memory.
  
   Geraldine Deal (Titusville, FL)
January 27, 2005

dealg@summationresearch.com
  
  
  

  
Sarah,
We will always keep you & your family in our prayers. The world was a better place with you in it.
Forever in our memories & in our
hearts...Love, Terri Telgarsky
  
   Terri Telgarsky (OH)
January 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
Sara,
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories a lane,
I'd walk right up tp heaven,
And bring you home again.
You are missed...Love , Your Cleveland family
  
   Mark & Kathy Telgarsky (Cleveland, OH)
January 24, 2005
  
  
  

  
Michael, we miss you..Store 1873,Cranston. We think of you always.I know you both are in Heaven, God Bless. You are greatly missed. Karen
  
   Karen Scavitti (Cranston, RI)
January 21, 2005
  
  
  

  
I am so happy, when I am save and the Holy spirit are with me so beautiful feel and joy, I will win whole the earth to the Lord,John 3. 16.Pray for new revival.Blessing keijo sweden
  
   keijo leppioja@hotmail.com (södertälje)
January 20, 2005
  
  
  

  
Im sorry for all the losses... I was in R I and got a chance to see it in person and my heart goes to all the families.. we heard about this all the way down here.... god bless
  
   Bryan Loeffler (Dunedin, FL)
January 17, 2005

crazybry0703@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
To the Mancini family, It is almost another year since we lost Keith and Steve, and my heart is still very sad and I often cry just thinking of the loss of such great guys. Thank GOD we have our memories and no one can take those away..so I hope that you are all doing better and that you all have good health this year..My prayers are with you. Take care.... Maureen........
  
   maureen francis (billerica, MA)
January 5, 2005

moesiff2@aol.com
  
  
  

  
WALDO... just taking a moment to say we love you miss you and still think of you everyday.The holidays are just not the same i still thnk of you and the things u did and how u made people laugh.I think about the last time i saw you and will always keep that memory in my head.I llove u today tomorrow and forever and so does chris.
we love you man
  
   kimberly rich (attleboro, MA)
January 4, 2005

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
D,
This is the second christmas without you. How I miss you so much. New year has not been the same since you have been gone. I always think of you. I miss you so much. I brought you fresh flowers on Christmas Eve. I know you were looking down at me smiling. Whenever I visit you I know you are there with me.

Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!! Love always your best friend Barbara
  
   Barbara Mendez (Lincoln, RI)
January 2, 2005

shortybarb02@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Another Christmas without you yet it seems like only yesterday you were taken
from us. Christmas Eve candle light service was beautiful and I think knowing your family was there together all in a row would have warmed your heart, the empty chair at the end of our row seem to be there for you to share with us the beauty of the service and the gahtering of your family.We held our candle high to shine for you, May you rest well with the Father until we meet again my beloved son. I love you so much and miss you
more each day,the tears still flow, longing to see the sight of you, some day !!
Mom ( mama-bear )
Mitchell C. Shubert
3-6-03
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
January 1, 2005
  
  
  

  
Hey Jude (a.k.a mom)
I miss you so much and soon another year will pass and I'm getting older...my birthday is in about 10 days..I'm going to be 14 and to think that I was only 12 when you first passed away..I love you so much and I wanted you to know that I will never forget you and I will make sure that no one else does. You loved this poem so much and i thought that you should hear it one more time... here it goes..

Reason, Season,or a Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason season or lifetime, when you figure out which it is you will know exactly what to do.

When someone comes into your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed inworldly or outworldly. They have come to assist you through this difficulty to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you phyiscally, emotionaly, or spiritually. They may seem like a god send and they are. They are there for the reason you needed them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away,sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a satnd. What we must realize is that our need has been meet, and our disire fulfilled. Their work is done,the prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When someone comes into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They may bring you an experince of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it!! It's real!
But only for a season..

LIFE TIME realationships teach you life time lessons;those things you must bulid upon in order to have a solid emontional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairivoyant. Thank you for being part of my life......
(author unknown)

To everyone that lost someone in the station Night Club fire I know what you are going through trust me....you're all in my prayers..

Jude Henault: Nov.4,1965-Feb.20,2003
Truley missed and forever loved..
R.I.P
  
   Rachael Henault (Grisworld, CT)
December 31, 2004
  
  
  

  
Another year is coming to an end and you all are missed very much. Someone very special still loves you and misses you very much. AS the snowflakes fall ever so gently on the ground, it a way of tell you Merry Christmas and I'll always be around.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
December 26, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
just a quick note to all who post here that your loved ones arent forgotten.
peace
bruce
  
   bruce m (coventry, RI)
December 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
Merry Christmas John, Mark, Stephen, Leigh Ann, Ed and Pam. May you sleep peacefully with the angels.
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
December 25, 2004

OceanRhythm@aol.com
  
  
  

  
The holidays will never be the same without you here Junior. Every day I wake up and think that this is all just a bad dream, then it begins to sink in that you're never coming home. We miss you more than we could ever express..You will always be in our thoughts and hearts, We Love You!
  
   Wendy Marion (Westport, MA)
December 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Kris M.'s Family,
I want to wish you all a Joyful Holiday Season. I know she is watching over each and every one of you. I miss her very much and think of her often. I hope you all are doing well.
  
   Donna K (Brattleboro, VT)
December 24, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
How we all miss you. It will soon be two years but feels like yesterday. The pain doesn't seem to go away at all. You are everywhere I look and often think back to when we were littl girls and how simple things were. We all love and miss you. You will never be forgotten. Love yours Sister
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
December 23, 2004
  
  
  

  
Judy,
There hasn't been a day past that you have not come into my thought's at least a dozen times.I will never recover from your loss.
I miss you so much.
Love always, John
  
   John Gallant (So. Attleboro, MA)
December 16, 2004

jrjrg123@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Mike and Sandy
Then sing, ye Birds, sing, sing a joyous song!
And let the young Lambs bound
As to the tabor's sound!
We in thought will join your throng,
Ye that pipe and ye that play,
Ye that through your hearts to-day
Feel the gladness of the May!
What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind.
  
   Raymond&Nancy Marzilli (Mt. Airy, GA)
December 6, 2004

raymondm@alltel.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Mike
  
   Deb (MA)
December 5, 2004
  
  
  

  
Lisa & Judy,
Happy Thanksgiving. Your children are in my prayers today. I still cry knowing that your not here for another holiday season.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
November 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me,


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.


But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.


I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.


I thought of all the yesterdays
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had


If I could re-live yesterday
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.


But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.


And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne.


He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew


I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.


You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.


But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?


So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
(author unknown)
  
   Stephanie Poulin (Hope Valley, RI)
November 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
My dearest sister Tina,I find myself,almost two years since you've passed,playing with those memories again.It's those memories that remind me of how much I'm missing out on now that your gone.As another day,week,or year that passes,I realize I'm still all alone without you.I ask,how could this be that your not here with me.You never had the chance to say good-bye,I wish someone could tell me why.Why did you have to go so soon,and leave my world so lonely and empty.Then,on September 21st 2004,Daddy left this earth and joined you in heaven.I know thats where he wanted to be Tina.One by one everybody seems to be leaving me.I know we all can't live forever,but I never thought I would ever see the day that both of you would leave this earth.Even though,I know spiritually,you both have moved on to a better place,it seems much too final for me here on earth.I can't tell you both enough how much I love and miss you dearly.I'll have to be quite honest with you Tina,I accepted Daddy's death alot more than I'll ever accept yours,due to the fact,that I had a proper Good-Bye with Daddy.I was able to hold,touch,and give Daddy a kiss Good-Bye and tell him I loved him in the flesh.As with you baby-girl,I did not feel complete without being able to properly say good-bye to you.Even though I don't think I'll EVER get over the fact that you are no longer here.The closest that I will ever get to you now,is through your hanesome son Daniel,and your beautiful daughter Kayla.It is such sweet sorrow when I see them,as they both remind me of you in so many ways.Daniel has grown to be a wonderful young man.You would be so proud of him!!!!!As for Kayla,she too has done well for herself.If there was one thing you taught her,that is how to take care of herself and to be stronged willed.I also feel that you are always watching over them every minute of the day.I know the deepness of love you had for your children.They will live their lives as a reminder of the life you had here on earth with us.I wish so much to be closer to both of them.It saddens me that so many miles are between us to try and have a healthy relationship with both of them.The saddest thing of all is,the only two times I did get to see the both of them was at your and Daddy's funeral.I tried both times to split my emotions, saddness for the losses I was facing at the time with you and Daddy,and happiness to finally see my niece and nephew.Next time I go to RI,I'm hoping on better happier terms I can enjoy some happy times with Kayla and Daniel.I do love them both very much and only I know this but I do think of both of them as much as I think of you Tina,which is 90% of my days.How can I not,they are of you.You and Daddy will forever be my HEAVENLY ANGELS and Kayla and Daniel will be my earthly ANGELS.Kayla and Daniel earned that title due to the fact that they are bonded by blood with a HEAVENLY ANGEL(YOU)!!!!!!!!! I love you Tina and Daddy,may you always be with me for I need you dearly.You both will forever be in my thoughts and heart.One day we will be together again.Until then.GOD BLESS ALL of US!!!!!!!
  
   Carmen Ayer (West Henrietta, NY)
November 14, 2004

xoxoxo.tma@cs.com
  
  
  

  
To Dina D's family,
When I was watching the news on that February morning and they told the story of your wonderful Dina, it really touched me and has been on my mind ever since. My prays and heart felt simpathy go out to all of you, especially her son. I know I don't know Dina but that was on of the stories that stuck with me. From all I have heard Dina was a wonderful person and excellent mother. My thoughts and prays are with you always.
  
   Beth (East Providence, RI)
November 9, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
Well they finally did it. The Red Sox won the world series. The parade was awesome. Im sure you would have been there. I left a Red Sox pin for you at the site. Wish you were here. Love Caroline
  
   caroline telgarsky (waterford, CT)
October 30, 2004
  
  
  

  
Lou -
Your birthday recently passed October 1st and I still think of you every day. It's the day after the Red Sox clinch the World Series after beating our beloved Yankees. We talked about this and that we thought it would never happen in our life times. Well, at least not in yours...Louis, I never thought the day would come that you would no longer be here to bring a snappy comeback either. You had an uncanny way of dishing out the Yankee fan comments to our friends who happened to be Red Sox fans. The ribbing for the past week has been brutal and watching our Yanks lose to Boston was a painful experience. But not nearly as painful as the loss of you. I wish you were here to endure it with me today and every day.
  
  
October 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
Mike,
Thougt of you when the Yankess lost to the Sox, and how upset you would of been. Saw your girls a few weeks aga and WOW do they look like you!!! Hope you are looking over them. You are loved and missed wery much
  
   Deb (MA)
October 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
The Red Sox finally beat the Yankees and are playing St. Louis in the World Series. Maybe you could help them out a little. The Patroits with 21 straight wins L
Love Caroline
  
   caroline telgarsky (waterford, CT)
October 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Mike and Sandy,
Today is your 3rd wedding anniversary. I still can see Sandy in the beautiful gown she designed herself ( and not wanting to ever take it off)and Mike looking very handsome in his tux. Your smiles as they announced you as husband and wife. It makes me so sad that you are both no longer here with us. All I have are great memories of the special friendship that we had. I can not express how much i miss you both, But i am sure you know..... Happy Anniversary my beautiful friends........
Missing you and loving you always,
Maria & Danny.....
xoxox
  
   (Cranston)
October 14, 2004
  
  
  

  
To my beloved son Mitchell, today I found
a poem that says what is in my heart so
to you I say " If tears could build a stairway
and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again.
I miss you more every day, I love you !
Mom ( mommabear)
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville, FL)
October 4, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tina a.k.a mom,
Its been one year and 8 months sence they took your life away, and still i remember it like it was yesterday. I will never forget the nite of 2-20-03, me and kayla watched it unfold on the news that nite. The next mornning is when we got that horriable phone call, kayla(ur baby) answered the call when not a second later i watched her drop to her knees and cried, and from that point on i knew what the call was about "ma was there and we dont know if she made it" i will never forget those words that complety changed our lifes around. kayla and I went to the crowne plaza where ever1 was and we stayed there for hours and yet still havent heared a word. We went to your house to go through all your stuff to get ready for what was coming to us, At that point i think was the hardest thing we ever had to do in our lifes, but yet we still thought it was a dream and soon we would wake up to see you standing there, but on 2-23-03 thats when we knew it wasnt a dream it was for real, we had the word that you didnt make it and again i watched kayla drop to her knees cring her heart out.. Tina i look back now and in the 7 yrs ive know you i never got that chance to say thank you for one being like a second mother to me and for two for blessing me with such a wonderful child whom i call my little sister, and thats ur daughter kayla, so i want thank you you for all that you did and for the love that you showed and gived, you were the best mother anyone could ever have. I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU.. P.S Kayla is doing so good, i make sure of it all the time just like u always wanted me to, i will never forget the words you ALWAYS told me "Take care of kayla thats my baby" and i till this day have being doing what i promised you i would do forever, take care of her. I LOVE YOU MA, I MISS YOU MA. i know your smiling down on us, ill see you when i get there...Love always and forever Nicole...
Tina Marie Ayer
6-15-69--2-20-03
"youll never be forgotten"
  
   nicole lataille ((warwick ri) tarpon springs, FL)
October 1, 2004

nikki21925@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo...
We are sending many birthday wishes your way we love and miss you very much....You are always in our heart forever....We miss your silly funny ways and how you could liven up a party.

love all your friends and family
Kimmie and Chris
  
   Kimmie & Chris Rich (Attleboro, MA)
September 27, 2004

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
just a quick posting.i come here every couple of months to say that i am sorry for all of your losses and my own.i wish you all the best and its really something to see the love you all have for each other.
  
   bruce m. (coventry, RI)
September 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tina,
As time passes it will yet be another year without you here. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you and think of the good times we had. Hey ma i got your intials on my arm with your dates on them i know u would like it.. Kayla looks more and more like you everyday that passes, I know you would be VERY proud of her as she started school this year agian. Even though i only been in FL for 2 months i still call her on the phone to check up on her and to see how she is doing, jus like you always told me to do, you always told me to take care of my baby and thats what i have been doing for almost 2 years. I know your up there smiling down with those beautiful eyes and that beautiful smile that i have known for 7 years.. Ma you were like a mother to me, and i thank you everyday for it.. you were the greatest, youll always be the greatest.. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.. youll NEVER be forgotten..
In Loving Memory
of
Tina Marie Ayer
6-15-69--2-20-03
"You'll Never Be Forgotten"
  
   nicole latalille (tarpon springs, FL)
September 25, 2004

Nikki21925@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To Tom Marion Jr.
Your family and friends will always love you, although we're proud to say you're a hero, we miss you so much.

I do not need a special day to bring you to my mind.
The days I do not think of you are very hard to find.
Each morning when I awake I know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache as I try to carry on.
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you no one will ever know.
My thoughts are always with you, your place no one can fill.
In life i loved you dearly, In death i love you still.
It broke my heart to lose you, But you didn't go alone;
For part of me went with you The day God took you home.
We will always Love you!
  
   Wendy Marion (Westport, MA)
September 24, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Tommy Barnette and the 99 others who lost their lives in the Station Fire.
If I Knew.
If I knew that it would be the last time That I would see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew that it would be the last time that I would see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so that I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would know I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share the day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I could let just one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
There will always beanother day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say "Anything I could do ?"
But just in case I might be wrong,and today is all I get, I'd like to say how I love you and I hopewe never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike And today may be the last chanceyou get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today ? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you did not take that extratime for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were to busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'llalways hold them dear
Take the time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank-you," or "It ok."
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regret about today.
May God Bless and keep you for you are God's angels, and we will never forget you.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
September 23, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
To Tommy Barnette Family
Saturday I went to the Flight 93 Memorial Service. It never gets any easier to go there. I was ask to go and represent my fire station. I thought about your loved one who passed away in that fire. I was toldthat Tommy got out but went back inside to save other so I thought this would be a fitting tribute to his memory.
There are angels in the Heavens.
There are angels on the ground.
Ther angels all around you,
Just waiting to be found.
So when you are feeling lonely
Or just a little blue,
Open your eyes to see the angels.
They are there, waiting for you.
Don't forget about these angels
During all of your good times too, For they like to to share your happiness
And the joys, that come to you.
They will wrap their wings around you, To protect and guide you through
All the sad and tragic moment
That this life can throw at you,
They aresent to you from Heaven
From the Almighty Father above.
So remember to look for the angels.
They'll show you thatGod is Love.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
September 14, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
I will continue to pray for the departed souls and their families that are left here to bear the pain of this horrific loss.....
  
   Elizabeth (Naples, FL)
September 2, 2004
  
  
  

  
I am so sorry for the families of all those young ladies,I understand how they feel, lets pray for those ladies, now they are with God.
  
   Alfonso Saenz (Monterrey, Mexico)
August 23, 2004

asaenzgonzalez@yahoo.com.mx
  
  
  

  
To the family of Thomas Barnett,
I didn't know your son but everything I have read about him showed he had a zest for life. He was a very handsome man and just like all the rest had everything to live for. I hope that someday you will find the peace and closure that you need to go on. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May God Bless and keep you all.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberlty Boysza (Central City, PA)
August 19, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
uncle Dale,
There hasn't been a day since Feb.20th,2oo3 that i haven't sat down only to shed tears for you. I miss you so much, My mother is having a really hard time with this still too. Life is just not the same without you dale. Well i just want you to knopw that dustin is doing fine although he really misses his daddy. Until the day we see eachother again just know that you are seriously missed and loved with everything that our family has....I love you dale and cant wait to jam out like you promised.....I'll bring you your drumsticks

DALE LAWRENCE LATULIPPE
6/16/56--2/20/03
  
   Chris latulippe (manchester, CT)
August 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
   Deb Buono (Johnston, RI)
August 16, 2004

casinoldy8@aol.com
  
  
  

  
This fire has touched the lives of so many people. It was like living 9/11 all over again. Being in the fire service it touched me in a different sense, because like all of you I believe that it shouldn't have happened. I just want you all to know that I support your endevor to make the site a permanent memorial for those who died and for those whop lived and for the brave men and women who gave their all that night. good luck and my God Bless you all.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
August 12, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
I lost my brother Edward Bradley Corbett III in the Station Fire Join us in our efforts to secure the site of the Station fire to build a proper memorial to honor those we lost and to support those who survived " A Walk To Remember " Saturday September 18, 2004 Goddard State Park register at 8:00 am to begin at 9:00 am tshirts available to the 1st 300 registrants courtesy of Centreville Savings Bank

The following has been adapted from the book, The Circus Fire, by Stewart O’Nan. These words have come to sum up The Station Fire Memorial Foundation’s mission.

To be lost and forgotten - to be abandoned - is a shared and terrible fear. Just as our fondest hope as we grow older is that is that we might leave some part of us behind in the hearts of those we love and in that way live on. We may not be able to change what has been, but we can certainly change WHAT IS. Support the Station Fire Memorial Foundation and help us to give the victims the only gift within our power, a gift we wish desperately for our loved ones, a gift we all want . . . TO BE REMEMBERED.
The Station Memorial Foundation is a 501(c) non-profit corporation visit us at StationFireMemorialFoundation.org or write to us at p.o. box 513 Coventry, RI 02816
  
   Shawn Corbett Treasurer (East Greenwich, RI)
August 12, 2004
  
  
  

  
My dear Tina,a year and a half has gone by and everyday has been empty without you here.They say people heal in time,but with a wonderful sister like you,I can honestly say that I will hurt for the rest of my life. All the time in the world can't take this empty heart I carry without you here.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and MISS YOU DEARLY.I wish I could hear your voice,especially when you would tell me how much you loved me.With every heart beat,your there.Your on my mind and in my heart forever and always.I LOVE YOU TINA! May you always keep your spirit around me,for I need you. Love always your sister Carmen.
  
   Carmen Ayer (West Henrietta, NY)
August 10, 2004

xoxoxotma@cs.com
  
  
  

  
Derek Grey,
You are forever in my heart. I'll never forget us Sneaking out, getting lost in Boston, Bickfords at 3am!,you always being a good friend/big brother!,"poision" bandaner, and all the crazy times we had. You are a hero in many peoples eyes and an angel in mine.

"Love is missing someone when you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. "

"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night."
I know eventually we will be together again. Until then I'll keep on dreamin of you.I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOO MUCH!

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, along with all of the other families which suffered this tragedy.
Gob bless.

<3Krissy<3
  
   Kristen Arsenault (Burlington, MA)
August 10, 2004

KLA1220@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  

Tina,
Today as many of my days I wake up
sad and missing you. At times I
wake up with a wet pillow. I lost
a major paet of me when you died.
I feel so lonley even though I may
not be alone. I miss your laugh, your smile and your love.
I will love and miss you forever.
Love,
Annie
Tina Marie Ayer's Best Friend
  
   Annie O (North Attleboro, MA)
August 6, 2004
  
  
  

  
dad*
So many things happend sence you left me mom kelly n laura every body here misses you like crazy I still cry every night missing you hopein you be there to help me be a teen ager i wish that you saw me change and learn and do diffrent things daddy we moved that wass soo hard leavin afta 13 years in that house soo much memoryz with you your not even going to see me married and you cant let me go when i go to see my husband when i have one you never saw me become a teenager you were the best dad ever I LOVE YOU
love always
Meagan


to victims i hope you have a great recovory or resting in peace in heaven
  
   MEagAN (groton, CT)
August 5, 2004
  
  
  

  
I wrote this poem for the families and friends of the victims of this senseless tragedy. I hope it helps you all:
The Empty Space
I am saddened for the victims
of this horrible, senseless night
But more so for the families and friends who must go on without their light.

Their suffering is over and they are in a much better place
But we must face each day
with an empty space.

The space at the dinner table or that comfortable old chair
The empty space by your side
because they are not there.

One day your suffering will be over
and you'll all be together again
One big happy family
including all their friends.

They're waiting for you in Heaven
with smiles upon their faces
Just knowing that one day
there'll be NO EMPTY SPACES.
  
   Jean Butler (Festus, MO)
August 5, 2004

jb1933@sbcglobal.net
  
  
  

  
I lost my father to this terrible tragedy. He gave up so much for me. I just want him to know that I love him and that I appreciated everything he did for me. I miss him more than anything. And I am so sorry that my daughter will never get to meet him. It breaks my heart. It is so hard going on day to day without my father. The only thing that keeps me going is my beautiful daughter. I love you daddy. Camron loves you as well. XOXOXO
  
   Maryanne Shubert (West Palm Beach, FL)
August 3, 2004

zgambitxx@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I lost my brother Eddie. It's been about a year and a half and it still hurts so much. I remember everytime Eddie saw me he always made sure he told me he loved and no matter what, he would always be there for me. I never said it back to him. Even though I wanted to I just wasn't good at saying how i felt. That gives me a chance to say it now; Im so thankfull to have had you in my life, you mean more to me than anyone will ever know, I love you and miss you so much. your
sister
Rebecca
  
   Rebecca Corbett (East Greenwich, RI)
July 31, 2004

tigershy@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Happy belated birthday Sarah. Even if I didn't know you we share the same birthday July 21. I'm sure your family misses every year that passed and you are not with them. I hope they find comfort in knowing that you are an agel smiling down on them even when the day seems like the worst.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
July 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
Steven Blom....We miss you so much. My world is a better place for having known you.
  
   Dawn Blom (Charlestown, NH)
July 21, 2004

dawn_blom@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
DEAR SARAH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 39 TODAY. I COULDN'T GO TO WORK TODAY, IT JUST DIDN'T SEEM RIGHT. I NEEDED TO BE WITH MOM & DAD AND LIL SARAH. WE ARE GOING OUT TO LUNCH FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY AND WE WANT YOU TO KNOW WE LOVE AND MISS YOU.
LOVE CAROLINE
  
   CAROLINE TELGARSKY (WATERFORD, CT)
July 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
In loving memory of Mitchell Shubert, he was my nephew ,we live so far apart ,i had not seen him for a very long time ,but i will always remember,the four brothers ,and how well they got along with each other . they were closer than most brothers .Mitch was a very SPECIAL son ,father ,brother &friend to all who ever meet him ,aunt taunya did not see you alot in this life ,i will see you in heaven ! sadly missed by all who loved you .
  
   taunya Hill (Jacksonville, IL)
July 14, 2004

rthill67@aol.com
  
  
  

  
On that dreadful night in February I lost someone very dear to me, my little brother Mitch. We shared something very special. Mitchell was born on my birthday when I was 7 years old. In later years we would celebrate our day with our friends and family. It grew to over a hundred and twenty people. I hosted and Mitchell cooked. He would show up at 7 in the morning and start cooking and go all day. He wanted to make sure everyone was fed. That was my brother. Never a thought about himself always thinking of the other person. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I love you Mitch. I miss you and I can't wait to see you again.
  
   Mark Shubert (Jupiter, FL)
July 12, 2004
  
  
  

  
SuS-thank you. I think of you often and the other mom's I have met. My prayers are with you daily.
Last night I relived the horrow of that night due to a Lifetime program I just happen to run across. I want to remember my son's
beautiful life of giving, his smiling face and
his joy of living. The wonderful way of being a great dad. No more living the horrow of that night. A beautiful life taken way to soon along with all the others who had so much to give! My memories of a
loving giving son live on and I will meet him on the other side one day.
  
   Ann Shubert (Gainesville,FL, FL)
July 11, 2004
  
  
  

  
I read the heart felt sorrow of a woman from Florida who lost her son in the senseless fire in Rhode Island. My heart goes out to you and I will keep you in my prayers. Iam writing this to you since you just found this site and may have not of read it.
Remember me with smiles and laughter for thaat is how I will remember you. If you remember me with tears and sorrow then don't remember me at all. This is something I have lived by since the death of my inant daughter Kaylie Marie.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (central City, PA)
July 9, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Ann, It is nice to see you n this sight. This sight is very comforting, I have read every entry over the past 17 months and read them again. This is a nice place to spend time. Love SuS John's mom
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
July 9, 2004

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
My beloved son Mitchell C. Shubert died
at MGH due to injuries suffered in that horrible sensless fire. I miss him more and more every day and my grief never seems to lessen. I just found this site and want to say "thank you" to all who posted.
God grant all of us that share grief from this tragedy peace and rest.
  
   Ann Shubert (gainesville, FL)
July 8, 2004

hannahb12@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
My saddness and sorrow will always be with those who didn't make it and those who did.
Today and yesterday was not a good day for me so I went to the station site where others were worse off than me. I wanted to get out of my car and do something. I felt helpless.
Yesterday I also looked for Dave Kanes sons name and could not find it. I so desperatly need to reach Dave. If anyone knows how, please email me.
Love and hugs to all and to all of our 100 angels who we feel at our side each and every day,
kali
  
   kali Gentile (coventry, RI)
July 4, 2004

kali55@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Mike & Beth,
Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. You are deeply missed!!!
  
   Deb C (MA)
July 2, 2004
  
  
  

  
   Michelle (RI)
June 27, 2004
  
  
  

  
Just wanted to wish a happy birthday to Shawn-think about you all the time! Wish you were here!
  
   Mary O'Connor (Dorchester, MA)
June 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
Happy 25th Birthday John!

I hope that you are having a good birthday (maybe celebrating with Tolkien??) We all miss you and love you very much.
  
   Stephanie T (Tampa, FL)
June 21, 2004

OceanRhythm@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday John - I knew John's father growing up - I'm so sorry for your loss and my thoughts are with you, SuS and Josh.
  
   Susan Mansi (No. Smithfield, RI)
June 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
   Michael Welch (Canton, MA)
June 18, 2004
  
  
  

  
Remember me with smiles and laughter for that is how I will remember you.If you remember me with tears and sorrow then don't remember me at all.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
June 17, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Hi waldo it's almost father's day and the guys r leaving for laconia this weekend wish u were going to we miss you so much and there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of you and miss you.Chris misses you alot and talks about things u did.

Love always
kimmie and chris
snauges
  
   kimberly & Chris rich (attleboro, MA)
June 17, 2004

krich68@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
i just want to say that all of you are not forgotten.
time only moves us forward,but it does not and should not let us forget.
peace.
  
   bruce medici (coventry, RI)
June 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Tina Ayer: Happy Birthday angel mommy
Daniel White
  
   Daniel White (warwick, RI)
June 15, 2004
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Tina, Thou it has been a long time since we seen each other, I still think you of you and your sisters. When this tragedy struck I was once of the first responders, when such a thing happens you never think you would lose so many people you knew. Tina, out of all those people your tragedy got to me the most. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily....Happy Birthday Tina. Your childhood friend....Sande
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (Blackstone, MA)
June 15, 2004

Tiger_Tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
John Longiaru, I think of you often. I remember going through your line at Toys R' Us and my daughter asking about you. I told her you were someone I went to High School with and that you were a very special person. You always displayed your High School SPIRIT! You were to young to go, but I know you are doing great things in heaven with OUR FATHER!!!!!!!! God Bless you and your family. Beth V. JHS Class of 1996
  
   Beth (Providence, RI)
June 14, 2004
  
  
  

  
John was a wonderful young man. His Birthday is June 21st, first day of summer. John would have been 25. He would say he could not believe he would ever be a quarter. His was my friend, my son, and a day does not go by that I do not think of him. This world lost someone special. He would have done great things, he had already started. SuS John's Mom forever
  
   SuS Longiaru (Johnston, RI)
June 7, 2004

Mombierpg@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Its hard to believe how fasr the days are going but I know in my heart that there are 100 angels looking down on all of you. They still love you and know that they will always be in your hearts and on your minds until the end of time when we shall all meet again.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
June 6, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Sandy,
I miss you very much. Give Mike a kiss for me....
Love you always
Maria & Danny.......
  
   Maria DeSimone (Cranston, RI)
June 3, 2004
  
  
  

  
My name is ashley, My family lives in West Warwick on coit ave which is right near the station, My friend kaila ayer lost her mother Tina Ayer in the fire. I met kaila and her family on the one year anniversary of the fire, for all the children who lost a parent i understand what you went through i lost my dad when i was eight. Im truly sorry for all the people who have lost there love ones, just keep faith in the lord and youl'l make it through
  
   Ashley McCarthy (West Warwick, RI)
May 17, 2004

Mikesmamipr69@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
TO ALL THE VICTIMS AND THEIR FAMILY AND FRIENDS:THE ANGELS ARE WATCHING OVER YOU GOD BLESS
  
   JULIANNE COOLEY (LINCOLN, RI)
May 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tracey,
A day doesn't go by without me thinking of you, and missing you. My heart aches just of the thought that I cannot see your smiling face. You were my first born, my special package. I know you are at peace, I will always love you and miss you. Josh and Lindsey are doing okay, but they miss you terribly, we all do.
Love you sweetheart,

Dad
  
   Terry Romanoff (Preston, CT)
May 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
Today is Mothers Day and I can't help but think of all the mothers who were lost in that fire and the mothers who have to live with the memories of their loved ones who died in that fire. I wish that they could tell you how much they love you and Happy Mother's Day but they can't. I just want to wish all the mother's who lost a child in that fire a Happy Mother's Day and to let you know that there are people who still care about the safty of everyone who goes out to a night club. I hope no one has to die to have fun ever again.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (central City, PA)
May 9, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
there isnt much that i can say to make anyone feel better, but i would just like to share my deepest sympathy to all the familys, friends, and one's lost from the Station Fire. I havent really thought about how upsetting the fire was until i did a report on it for school...i also have a friend who was close with Kayla Ayer ( whos mother died- Tina Ayer) and she has told me so much about kayla and tina and how close they were. its sad how bad things happen to good people. the families who have suffered are so strong and i will have them all in my prayers. rip- tina ayer *
  
   Alex Maddalena (Foster, RI)
May 3, 2004

pinkbabigurl@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
I went by the site today and saw the great new cross that someone made and put at Ed Ervanian's cross. It is beautiful. God bless you.
  
   Judi DiMartino (West Warwick, RI)
April 28, 2004

JudiTOP@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Please don't cry at my grave cause I am not there. I am with God in heaven looking down on you. I am the sun that warms your face and the moonlight that guides you on your way so please don't weep at my grave for I am not there I am with you.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (central City, PA)
April 25, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Nicky, you were the big brother I never had. I'll always remember the days when you and I would hop in the car, drive to Savers and try on silly things. Also when we used to jam on my bed to Poison with our air guitars. "Don't need nothing but a good time how can I resist aint looking for nothing but a good time and it don't get better than this" Something about you and I had always made me smile. Just to know you were right by my side at all times, and even when you went on vacation to Florida, you still called me to let me know everything was ok. Nothing makes me prouder than to tell people that you called me your only little sister. Though the plan of you walking me down the aisle in the future isn't going to work out, I know every moment of every day you're here with me, and on my wedding day you will be walking me down the aisle in spirit. I hope your having fun up in heaven, jamming out with Hendrix and Rhodes. You lucky duck!! I love you so much Nicky O.' As for everyone out there suffering, in the words of Nicky O'neill "Crack A Smile"

Poison - Every Rose
We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something I said or something I did the words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game
of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know you'd be here right now
If I could have let you know somehow
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar remains
I know I could have saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
But now I hear you found somebody new
and that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess Every Rose has its thorn.



Patty Loveless - How can I help you
And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye?
It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry
Come, let me hold you and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye?
  
   JJ Sittinger (East Providence, RI)
April 23, 2004
  
  
  

  
Lisa & Judy,
There isn't a day that goes by without me thinking about you. You are loved and dearly missed.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
April 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
My the Good Lord bless and keep you till we meet again. God bless to all the families who lost their loved ones and to all of the survivors of that terrible fire.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
April 19, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
God Bless
  
   Barbara Petrella (Lake Dallas, TX)
April 17, 2004

vbpetrella@charter.net
  
  
  

  
John,

Since the day I met you, I was amazed by you. You were always such a positive, outgoing, courageous, funny person. Since the day we lost you, I have hoped that I can keep your memory alive and live up to your reputation. I know that you are at peace now, but I also know that that is not much consolation to your family and those who loved you and whom you loved in return. May God hold you close and bless your family and Mark, Stephen, and Leigh's families too.

We will always love and remember you.
  
   Stephanie Turgeon (Tampa, FL)
April 16, 2004

OceanRhythm@aol.com
  
  
  

  
My sincerest thoughts to all who have lost someone near to them in this horrible fire. I will never forget and always hold as special memory the hours I spent listening to Dr. Metal´s radio show way back in time and how nice of a person he was in real life outside the radio.
  
   Cheryl Schindler (Regensburg, Germany)
April 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
Hey Tom; I wish I had a joke to tell you but I'm comming up blank. Happy 40th Birthday Tom. We'll all be at your moms house tonight to keep her company in celebrating of your memory and grandpa. I'll see you on the other side eventually. Chris
  
   chris farrell (plainfield, CT)
April 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Donna!!! I still have so much guilt about getting out and losing you and Mary both. I miss you so much.
  
   Kathy S (Swansea, MA)
April 14, 2004
  
  
  

  
To my friend Donna M. Mitchell:
I want to wish you a Happy 31st Birthday. Of course it is raining out since you are not here. I miss you terribly.
I will love you & miss you always!
  
   Paula Marie Guertin (Fall River, MA)
April 13, 2004

littlesis126@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I last visited the site of the fire
just after the first anniversary
of the tragedy. As I drove up
to the site, my breath was taken
away because of how beautifully
it was decorated. I was brought
to tears.

I will never forget you, Keith Mancini.
  
   Cheryl G (MA)
April 13, 2004

cheryllynng2000@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Derek Johnson you will never be forgotten on the holidays or any day . Your Friend COOK
  
   COOK (stewartsville, NJ)
April 12, 2004
  
  
  

  
From one native Rhode Islander to all others who lost friends and family my heart still and will always go out to you. I hope you all find some peace soon.
  
   Valerie Coite (VA Beach, VA)
April 12, 2004

ri_muscles72@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To all that have been affected by this horrible tragedy,
I just need to say that, I think of the Victims and their families quite often. And I can not imagine the pain, that is still being suffered after this long and hard year of mourning. I wish to express my deepest sympathies and sorrows and Prayers to all.
May the Lord watch over all the families left behind and all of the their loved ones who were taken away from them by such a horrible event.
God Bless All!
  
   Kathy Rutz (Palm Harbor, FL)
April 12, 2004
  
  
  

  
Hi Tina and Mike(Doc),
It's Easter Day and my thoughts turn to you and how much I miss you.
You both are in my heart and I will always love you.
Tina,
My precious Kitty Baby Lacey is now with you. Please take care of him along with his twin brother Whiskey.
Let him know his parents miss him so much and that we will see him and his brother one day. Please love and keep them with you hon!
I love you and so does Rick.
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
{{{{{{{{{Mike}}}}}}}}}}}]
Love, Annie and Rick
  
   Annie Olivo (North Attleboro, MA)
April 11, 2004

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
You are sadly missed,
but not forgotten.
Your remembrance is with us,
this should never had happen.
We are sorry for your loved one's
and let God bless you all.
  
   Jennifer Watt (Tampa, FL)
April 9, 2004
  
  
  

  
Mom,
I miss you so much and I need you now more than ever. I remember you telling me that you will always be there for me when I need you, but I realized that, that was not true. Mom I'm only 13 and you left before I could ever say good-bye, but I know that I will see you again, but I just don't know when that will be. I will never forget you and when I get older I hope that I will be able to accomplish everything just like you once did. Mom I want to be just like and I just wanted you to know that!! Love always Rachael
  
   Rachael Henault (Lisbon, CT)
April 4, 2004
  
  
  

  
They say time heals all wounds. I am not healing. I am getting worse. My pain hurts me more and more with each passing day. I feel so lost without my best friend in the entire Tina Ayer. It's getting harder and harder for me to cope and I don't know what to do,
-Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend Forever
  
   Annie Olivo (North Attleboro, MA)
April 3, 2004

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
hi.peace to all of you.
  
   bruce medici (RI)
April 2, 2004
  
  
  

  
Let not your heart be troubled; ye who believe in God. Believe also in me.For in my fathers house are many mantions, if it were not so I would have told you. I go and prepare a place for you and if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you unto myself.
May Gods love shine down from the heavens and heal all the wounded hearts and body. Amen
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
April 1, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Mel, My love for you will go on and on. You are a very special son-in-law. It's been over a year now, and we still miss you so very much. You are a missing link to our family. But you are always in our hearts! Forever and Always! Love from your Mother-in-law
  
   Ruth DeCosta (St. Pauls, NC)
April 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
God Bless the victims
  
   j r (www.internetnewsdaily.com, NY)
April 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
Linda and Ben,

May God Bless you and keep you within his loving arms. May your loving arms touch the family from the heavens above in their time of need. On the anniversary of this tragedy, I came to RI,I went to the site trying to properly say so long for now...it was very hard for me. I could feel your presence and the other victims as well...my heart breaks for you and all the families struck down by this tragedy. You all are so very much loved and missed. My guardian angels above take care I send you my continous love....GOD BLESS!!!
  
   Carmen Hernandez(Stokler) (Orlando, FL)
April 1, 2004

carmenstokler@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
May those of you who lost love ones be cosole in your grief, and let us never forget those that lost their lives on the dreadful day.
  
   Bruce Traficante (San Francisco, CA)
March 31, 2004

pybruce@juno.com
  
  
  

  
My heartfelt sympathy goes out to the families of the victims. This certainly is a tragic loss of life. May you know no more sorrow and my your loved ones Rest In Peace.
  
   Arlene Schwartz (Brooklyn, NY)
March 30, 2004
  
  
  

  
I will never forget!
  
   James Taylor (Pawtucket, RI)
March 30, 2004
  
  
  

  
Sarah,
Its been over a year and we all miss you terribly. You are everywhere we look. A song, flower or the smell of spring makes me think of you. When I work in my yard, I think about how much you loved your house and flowers and yard and how you were always trying to grow something new. Words can not express the ache in our hearts because your not here. We all love and miss you, and think of you all the time. See again.
Love, Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
March 30, 2004

Magicdust40@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Linda-March 27th- Happy Birthday!! I couldn't go to your place today-were you lay-How we all miss you and Ben!One year has gone by and I couln't tell you or anyone how I've made it!!I can't remember where or how -We all miss you! As long as I live you and Ben will be rembered!! Always and Forever Love- S/Sue
  
   Susan Rezendes (Cumberland, RI)
March 29, 2004

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Hi Ben And Linda
Life is not the same anymore since all this has happened. We lit candles by your pictures for both your birthday's but it hurt a bunch you both were not here to enjoy it. I guess we never can take family and friends and just life for granted because we lost you both and so many other families lost their loves ones in a moments time. We never forget the great times and that will be there forever. You are both safe from any harm now. Love you both Ted and Liz
  
   Ted And Liz Suffoletto (Providence, RI)
March 29, 2004

gemstar42@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
As a Rhode Islander and as a local Photographer, we all have suffered many losses by this tragedy; we have lost some of our innocense. My story as a Photo-jounrnalist has yet to be told. I've been waiting for a good time to begin it along with my memorable photos. I just did not want to offend anyone by doing so; I use to live up the street from the Station Nightclub.

You are all in my prayers---God Bless us all!
  
   Dick Barber (North Scituate, RI)
March 29, 2004

moby8301@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Here's to Nicky O'... maybe some day I can fly with you in Neverneverland...RIP
  
   Mayhem (Cranston, RI)
March 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
Skott Greene...you will always be remembered.
  
   Jenn Souza (Cranston)
March 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
WOW SEEMS LIKE SO LONG AGO. IT HAPPENED THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. MY FRIENDS AND I DROVE BY IT AS IT WAS HAPPENING. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF I CANT POSSIBLY KNOW ANYONE IN THERE. THIS KINDA STUFF DOESNT HAPPEN TO ME. JUST AS THE NAME WERE DISPLAYED, THERE THEY WERE. A TEACHER FROM MY SCHOOL(CRANSTON EAST) AND THE DEAREST NICK O'NEILL...GREATEST KID EVER...YOU WILL BE MISSED...WE ONLY MET ON A FEW OCCASSIONS BUT YOU LEFT A LASTING IMPACT...MUCH LOVE AND PRAYERS TO HIS FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS...GOOD LUCK TO THE BAND YOU GUYS WILL MAKE IT IN TRIBUTE TO NICK!
  
   missy veader (cranston, RI)
March 27, 2004

bbmagee22477@aol.com
  
  
  

  
My prayers are with all the victims and families. My heart goes out to all of them.
  
   Michelle Bouchard (Harrisville, RI)
March 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
TO THE FAMILY AND FRIENS OF DAN FREDERICKSON, I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS JUST THIS LAST WEEK, AND ITS HARD FOR ME TOO BELIEVE THAT MY FRIEND IS NOT WITH US ANYMORE. I SEEN THE NEWS ON THIS LAST YEAR, BUT YOU JUST DONT THINK THIS CAN HAPPEN TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW. MY HEART IS WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILEY. WE WILL MISS YOU.
  
   kurt ochsner (bend, OR)
March 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dina.D
hi dina i miss you and hope you are happy there in heavon it was to sad when we found out even sadder when your son found out i miss and love you

love always

courtney vanwormer
  
   Courtney Vanwormer (Warwick, RI)
March 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
MICHAEL G. YOU ARE SADLEY MISSED FROM ME AND MY FAMILY WE WILL MISS YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY.YOU WERE A GREAT FRIEND AND TEAM MATE IN SOFTBALL. I AM GLAD I WAS ABLE TO MEET YOU AND HAVE YOU AS A GREAT FRIEND. YOU WERE THE GREATEST GUY I EVER MET. I WISH I WAS ABLE TO SEE YOU BEFORE YOU LEFT US.AT LEAST YOU WERE ABLE TO GIVE MY WIFE AND SON A KISS AT LOWES THAT ONE LAST TIME AND MY SON WILL ALWAYS KNOW YOU AS UNCLE MIKE.AND TO MIKES FAMILY WE ARE VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.

WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU

RIP GONZO

BILLY,VILMA,AND YOU NEPHEW JOHN
  
   Bill,Vilma,John Wilding (Cranston, RI)
March 18, 2004

bw49ers2004@aol.com
  
  
  

  
It's so strange....I was at the fire over one year ago. Sometimes I try so hard to foreget that night. I try not to cry and to be strong. I think that's what my friends would want me to do.

But every once and a while..I can't help but to fall back into the sadness. I can't help but to cry. I can't help but to wonder "what if?"

I miss my friends, I miss having them around me, and I'm sick and tired of living in the past.

I love you all...and I miss you so much.

If any parents or loved ones out there... are scaired of people forgetting about that night...and tired of people forgetting about their loved ones...Please remember...I will never forget anyone I met that night. I won't forget the bouncers...the band, the guys I laughed at because they had to (finally) wait in a longer in line for the men's room than the ladies room.

I miss everyone...and I would trade anything right now to change places with anyone in that building.

I MISS EVERYONE!!!
  
   Sandra Adams (Uncasville, CT)
March 18, 2004

cowgirl_fit@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
I miss my friend Tina Marie Ayer so much so much so words cannot describe my feelings of loss and empitness.
I found a song that reflects it..
Here Without You
Three Doors Down
A hundred days had made me older since the last time
that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and
I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me
  
   Annie Olivo (North Attleboro, MA)
March 15, 2004

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To Hiedi and Ty Longley's mom,
Your loss was very devestating I'm sure and nothing could take the hurt away. God has blessed you with a baby boy and a grandson who presents in this world will keep Ty close to you forever. Best wishes to you and your family.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 9, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
Well i finally made the trip down to the site and stood where so many lives where changed, and i must say that just being there has eased my mind a little bit, thou my heart is still very heavy with sorrow and sadness, not only for my friends that passed there, but for also the survivors, because their nightmare of that night is still a living dream, i hope for them it gets easier.....

from my heart, to all of you, godspeed and goodluck in your battle, we all love you

bill
  
   Bill Skaw (Millbury, MA)
March 9, 2004
  
  
  

  
I don't know what to really write being a fellow Rhode Islander. But on this anniversary I send my Hope and Love to all the families who lost LOVE ONES and Pray it never happens again.
  
   Bruce Traficante (San Francisco, CA)
March 8, 2004

pybruce@juno.com
  
  
  

  
I hope we find peace in 2004 as the wounds begin to heal inside and outside. The kindness shown by all is the proof that all is not lost by this tragedy. Rock on!

Tys mommy
  
   mp fredericksen (Valdosta, GA)
March 8, 2004
  
  
  

  
It been a year now since the tragic . my heart still hurts for the victims. My heart goes out to the cordiers family, I cry and think about it all the time. mike was an awesome person. I hope your family can go on knowing that your watching over them. I miss watching your baseball games and hanging out with you and jonthan,i'm sorry for what had happen and wish it didn't happen that way. mike cordier family will allways be with me.Even though your not hear to see your first niece tori hannah, see would love you anyway. sorry for everything. rest in peace and i will never forget you or will tori hannah. the memories will stay alive forever. love ya jill,tori hannah.
  
   Jill Monahan (ashaway, RI)
March 7, 2004

jem_02892@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
My heart aches for everyone touched by this disaster. I will pray for all the victems and families.
  
   Lynn
March 7, 2004
  
  
  

  
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about all of the families that lost a loved one in that terrible fire. Like 9/11 it will be in my mind forever. Although I didn't know any of your loved ones or their families, I feel the pain that you suffer everyday. Nothing is going to take the place of your loss. The only good thought is that they are in a better place. I hope that you all take comfort in God's love and go to him when you are in pain. Talking to God is the only peace that you will find. He is the comfort for your loss and he will ease the pain. May God bless you all.
Kimberly Boysza
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 6, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
To my dear sister Tina, whom I love and miss very much.They say as time goes on it is suppose to get a little easier.I'm living proof,that time is far from healing my empiness without you here.Physically I'm a wreck,emotionally,I am unable to cope with you gone.Words cannot explain what I feel,it hurts,so bad.As I reflect back to the memories we both shared,it does bring some comfort to know we had such happy times,but on the other hand,it brings such saddness to know,thats where the memories stop,there will be no more.That kills me inside to admit to this fact.God,I miss you so much Tina .There is so much more we had to do together.I feel as though life has cheated me ,by taking my wonderful sister away from me.As long as I have breath in my body,I will never let your memory,or spirit die or be forgotten.I LOVE YOU TINAand I MISS YOU so deeply.Until we meet again,you will forever be in my heart and soul.I LOVE YOU!
Love your sis,
Carmen
  
   Carmen Ayer (West Henrietta, NY)
March 6, 2004

xoxoxotma@cs.com
  
  
  

  
feb. 20 was the bigest event that had happen to us here in ri. alot of people lost family and friends. i lost a friend. my sis kalena was driving by the station when it was on fire when she was leaving her nf house. she was so sared she didnt know wat to do. well if ur reading this and u lost a love, just rememeber they're always with u no matter we u go..
  
   karissa greig (west warwick, RI)
March 5, 2004
  
  
  

  
   Christopher Dobek (bocaraton, FL)
March 4, 2004

cdobek@valveresearch.com
  
  
  

  
Best wishes for your continued recovery.
  
   Christy (St. Peters, MO)
March 3, 2004

classylizard@charter.net
  
  
  

  
I remember Abbie Hoisington as a dedicated and caring teacher. Her enthusiasm for education and zest for life in general were the envy of colleagues and friends.
  
   David Valedofsky (Providence, RI)
March 2, 2004
  
  
  

  
My thoughts are with everyone affected by this tragedy. I was at the site yesterday and I can't imagine what it must be like for those of you from the area having to deal with what happened, as it was devastating just to see the memorials to so many great people who were lost. I wish for health and comfort for those who survived or lost someone that day. You're in all of our prayers.
  
   erica (boston & ny, MA)
March 2, 2004
  
  
  

  
I made this web page for Michael's site right after it had happened last year. It was a way for us to pay our respects to all those who were lost. I knew Kevin Anderson only briefly. He will always be remembered as will everyone who's photos are displayed here and those who survived. God bless.
http://www.michaellardie.co m/Remembrance.htm
  
   June Rose (Cranston, RI)
March 1, 2004

webmaster@michaellardie.com
  
  
  

  
This is for the bartender Jennifer, that I met there..If you read this , please get in touch with me .. I have some pictures to share with you that we took together at the station with Jamie, my boyfriend..thanks, Maureen...........
  
   maureen francis (billerica, MA)
March 1, 2004

moesiff2@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To the Mancini family.. I'm so sorry for the loss of steve and keith.. It's been over a year now and I'll never forget them and how kind they were to me..again sorry for your loss.. please contact me. Maureen............
  
   maureen francis (billerica, MA)
March 1, 2004

moesiff2@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To Gina !
You are an inspiration to everyone who was injuried in that terrible fire. You are still a beautiful and coragous woman. I admire your stamina to go on with your life and not be bitter. God bless you Gina.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
March 1, 2004

a.j.6893@floodcity.net
  
  
  

  
God Bless all those who died on that terrible night and to those who survived, my heart goes out of all of you.
  
   (Cranston,, RI)
March 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
Our prayers are stil with the victims & their families.
  
   Nancy McCarthy (Newport, VT)
March 1, 2004

nanmac1@kingcon.com
  
  
  

  
   Nicole Violet (Providence, RI)
March 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
May God Bless those who survived the fire, and to the families and friends of those who did not survive. I will always remember that terrible night.
  
   (Cranston, RI)
March 1, 2004

normangreig@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
I Knew Tina Ayer very well,and I am so sad that such a wonderful person like her died so tragically.I feel so much pain for her family.I also feel for all the other families who lost someone close to them.God bless all of you!
  
   Kathy Geer(Wood) (Central Falls, RI)
March 1, 2004

Geerkth@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Scott Griffith is my son. He has 2 brothers, Todd and David. He grew up in Mission Viejo, CA. Scott was a talented musician but became hooked on computers, a specialist on intrusion detection. We love you and miss you--Heaven is a better place with you there.
  
   Gene Griffith (Mission Viejo, CA)
February 29, 2004

GeneGriffith@Realtor.com
  
  
  

  
As I watched TV the night of this terrible event I felt so helpless. I had been there several times. Who could have possibly thought something like this could have ever happened there or anywhere! God Bless the Victims and Survivors.
  
   (Cranston, RI)
February 29, 2004
  
  
  

  
It's been a year since the tragic day and I know that the pain is still there for all the victims and families like it just happened yesterday. My heart and prayers go out to you all and God Bless.
  
   Tim LaCroix (Providence, RI)
February 29, 2004

TLac9497@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I have started to make a tribute webpage for the victims...its not quite finished yet but its up and running...it didnt all fit onto one page so look for the link for the sencond one! I didnt know anyone personally but i did go to school with a few people who lost someone in the fire! God Bless Everyone! We will never forget...Feb 20, 2003
hometown.aol.com/wwdramaprinc ess/station.html
(For some reason there is a space between the c and the e....make sure there isnt or the link wont work.)
  
   Kalena (West Warwick, RI)
February 28, 2004

wwdramaprincess@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I have started to make a tribute webpage for the victims...its not quite finished yet but its up and running...it didnt all fit onto one page so look for the link for the sencond one! I didnt know anyone personally but i did go to school with a few people who lost someone in the fire! God Bless Everyone! We will never forget...Feb 20, 2003
  
   Kalena (West Warwick, RI)
February 28, 2004

wwdramaprincess@aol.com
  
  
  

  
MY heart goes out to each and every
person who was in the fire.Althought
there is one person I knew, he was a
great friend & awesome boss.
JAMES GOODEN JR.
Jim Ill never forget you. miss ya!!!
ROCK-N-ROLL 4 EVA
  
   Fay Santantonio (Providence, RI)
February 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dennis Smith,
I can't believe a year has gone by so fast. We all really miss you coming into Hillside to fill our soda machine and our hearts. You always had a smile and a nice word for everyone. You will NEVER be forgotten.
Love,
Cheryl
  
   Cheryl Lucchetti (Chepachet, RI)
February 28, 2004

mx970mom@aol.com
  
  
  

  
it's been a year and it's seems like yesterday at the house when i was dtaying over for the weekend and i saw so much of you and gino and i will treasured that memory forever. i love you, miss you so much you'll be in my heart forever and i think of you everyday i know you are my angel in heaven and you are looking down at me, and us even though its hurts to miss you so i know your making beautiful music in heaven and some day will be together again i love you , your cousin danielle carnicelli
  
   Danielle Carnicelli (wakefield, MA)
February 28, 2004

gtgirl018@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Though we do not know anyone who perished in this horrible and unnecessary tragedy, we lived in NH for 12 years and are familiar with the area. It seems impossible that a year has passed. Know that even though we are far away in distance, all of you are close to our hearts, in prayer. Praying for all those touched by this tragedy, especially those still suffering so much, and praying that each of you will feel the warmth of God's smile upon you,and be comforted by His peace and solace; that your hearts and minds will be healed, healing the entire community. Your loved ones are resting in the arms of the Lord. Thinking of all of you and your tremendous loss and trauma.
  
   Ann(Dorries) and Ray Prosek (Snellville, GA)
February 28, 2004

rampro@att.net
  
  
  

  
I have been so touched by this horrible tragedy even though I do not know one person personally, I feel as though I do.

My hearts and prayers go out to each and everyone of you.

So sorry for your loss.

Love,

Lori
  
   Lori Smith (West Orange, NJ)
February 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
For those that survived: You are here to teach us all what a valuable gift life is and that we must take our short existence and learn many, many lessons: to learn humility, to love not only our friends and families, but everyone you meet. To give of our hearts and minds so that others may learn too. God bless each of you that survived and carries on.
  
   Peter (Belchertown, MA)
February 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
The light of the world is colored by the souls that have gone before. All of those who perished in the fire have added to that pallet of color. They are still around us each and every day, guiding us to find the peace they have found. God bless all the friends and families.
  
   Peter (Belchertown, MA)
February 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
Thoughts and prayers to those that lost their lives. A horrible tragedy that should be remembered as well as the fallen ones and families of them... God Bless
  
   Amy Caroll (Tyngsboro, MA)
February 28, 2004
  
  
  

  
love and prayers always and for ever in our hearts and mind forever and beyond in memory of DEREK JOHN GRAY OF DRACUT MA. , GINO A. OF BURLINTON MA. AND THE OTHER 98 ANGELS IN HEAVEN
  
   auntie bettie carnicelli (wakefield, MA)
February 27, 2004

nanabettie@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Theres a song by Becky Hobbs and Don Goodman called "Angels Among Us" and it says "I believe there are angels among us, sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours - to show us how to live, to teach us how to give, to guide us with a light of love." Nicky O'Neill was truly one of those angels. Whether you knew him all of your life, or you had just met him briefly, he touched your heart. So,when you remember him, and I know no one will forget him, dont cry because he's gone. But, "Crack a Smile" because he was here.
  
   Carol Martin (Riverside, RI)
February 27, 2004
  
  
  

  
I am still numb that this happened. I don't know one soul from this tragedy but I sure feel like I do.
In trying to keep the faith, it's still hard to accept why this happened and why people had to be taken so tragically. Anyone who needs to share their thoughts certainly can.
  
   Nancy Mardin (Minneapolis, MN)
February 27, 2004

nancy.mardin@bmg.com
  
  
  

  
One whole year has passed and it still feels like it all happened just yesterday.God bless all, especially Keith,Steve,and Andrea Mancini and Katie O'donnell.May you all rest in peace.We will never forget.
  
   Robert Iorio (Cranston, RI)
February 27, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina,
I am here thinking of you
again. I miss you so much honey. I am so blessed to have had you in my
life for you put a smile on my face
and a song in my heart. Tina, you
are a big part of my heart and forever will be. You will forever
be my best friend and soul sister
while I am here and when I cross
over to see you again.

Thank you for teaching me so much
about life and making me who I am today. I couldn't have done it without you. Speaking of without you, it's hard to know I can't see you or hear you beautiful voice. I
can only see you in my drems.
I love and miss you a lot T.
{{{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
L ove,
Annie
Tina Ayer's Best Friend and Soul Sister Forever
  
   Annie Olivo (Providence, RI)
February 27, 2004

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH ALL THE FAMILIES WHOSE LIVES WERE AFFECTED BY THIS AWFUL EVENT. LISTEN FOR THE FLUTTER OF ANGEL WINGS, BECAUSE WE ARE SURE YOUR LOVED ONE IS VERY CLOSE TO YOU IN SPIRIT. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
  
   CBWT (WARWICK, RI)
February 27, 2004
  
  
  

  
Jason Morton- Always Rememebered, Forever Loved, Never Forgotten.

My prayers go out to all of the familes and friends of the victims of The Station Fire. Mr. Morton for those of you who didn't know him, was a great man who loved his famliy. I am best friend's with one of his daughters and have known her and her family for many years. Over the years I gained a new friend, a dad almost, this was Jason. He always had a smile on when I saw him and brought happiness into the room. You are greatly missed Mr. Morton. I will do my best to take care of your 3 girls, but please watch over them, let them know that you are still here, in our hearts. Even though you are no longer on this earth they still need you, now more than ever.

Also my prayers to Tommy Barnett's family, Jason's best friend since kindergarten. I didn't know Tommy, but if Jay and him were best friend's then he must have been a great person I am sure. I attended the memorial on the anniversary and I just want to thank those who came up to me and Mr.Morton's family, even if you didn't know him. I had one young women come to me towards the end with a single rose and she told me she didn't know anyone but she could see that I was mourning a great friend. She told me she knew what I was going through because her brother has passed away in a drunk driving accident a month to the day of the fire, she didn't think anyone knew how she was feeling and she said that she knew what I was going through, being a teen and all. It comforted me a great deal to know that a complete stranger, would go out of her way to come down and give a teen like me some condolences. I know my friend Ashley felt the same way, so thankyou to this young women and everyone else who stopped by and sent your best.

In closing I would like to ask a favor, Jason and Tommy were heroes that night, it is believed that they got out and then went back in to help people escape, I have no doubt that it what they did, they were unselfish people who always thought about others first. If you or anyone you know got out that tragic night and you think Jay and Tom may have helped you please contact me at my email address listed, I would like to do my best to give my best friend's dad's family some closure, even if it may be only a little. Thankyou.
Always Remembered...
Forever Loved......
Never Forgotten... Feb 20 2003.
  
   Jackie McKenna (Exeter, RI)
February 27, 2004

wackyjacky101@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
All your beautiful faces tell us that we are here for a brief moment and to love one another.

Rest in peace. God bless you.
  
   elizabeth giammarco (windham, ME)
February 27, 2004
  
  
  

  
We can't believe it has been a year already it is still fresh in our minds. We both grew up in West Warwick and knew some of the Fire Victims. Our hearts go out to ALL of the Family's. You will all always be in our PRAYERS.
  
   Sharon & Bob Turner (Land o' Lakes, FL)
February 27, 2004

lilgeet57@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To my Best Friend Kris Carver McQuarrie, I miss you with all my heart! My prayers go out to your children and family. I miss all the fun, harships and friendship we've had through the years. You were and will always be my dearest friend. I look forward to one day seeing you again. My prayers go to all the victims and families of this horrible traggedy. God Bless, Donna
  
   Donna K (Saugus, MA)
February 27, 2004

poopsie392002@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
anyone wishing to view the memorial homepage i made http://hometown.aol.com/savannarose 71/page1.html may do so this is the link.please take a moment of silence
  
   angel lawless (westerly, RI)
February 26, 2004

savannarose71@aol.com
  
  
  

  
well i dont know how to start this off.so i will say Steve,Keith,Andrea we miss you.for the short time we knew you guys.you guys were great.And for Grant our friend hope you a speedy recovery.
  
   angel lawless (westerly, RI)
February 26, 2004

savannarose71@aol.com
  
  
  

  
For all who have suffered pain through this all,The Lord up above has your Loved one in his hands.May you all be comforted forever.
  
   Monica P (Johnston, RI)
February 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
My sympathy goes out to the family and friends of the fire victims of the West Warwick nightclub. Bless the souls of the victims who suffered.
  
   Marilyn Galli (Sunnyvale, CA)
February 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
Scott 'Wad' Griffith - My best friend and brother, I miss you terribly. I was gonna go see Metallica and Godsmack next month but it just wouldn't be the same without you. Almost every concert I ever saw was with you and some of the best memories of my life. I'm sorry I was'nt able to make it to your memorial gig last Friday, but as you probably know, Dale and I visited your grave site that day. Take care my brother and I will be seeing you. Sooner or later.

For those of you who would like to visit Scott, he is buried at Lake Forest Cemetary in Lake Forest, CA.
  
   Matt Kramer (Mission Viejo, CA)
February 26, 2004

Kramer6288@aol.com
  
  
  

  
God bless everyone who was touched by this awful tragedy. May peace be with you all.
  
   jennifer & mike logan (coventry, RI)
February 26, 2004
  
  
  

  
Andrew R. Hoban - We love and miss you terribly. The pain has been undescribable. We know you are in a better place away from the pain of this world, but I still miss you more than there are stars in the sky. Watch over us and keep smiling down, cause know that I'll always be looking up at you. We all love and miss you..

To all that lost someone in the far..my deepest sympathy. My thoughts and prayers are with you forever, you will see your loved ones again

*One Sweet Day Andrew*

Rest In Peace
  
   (North Kingstown, RI)
February 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Ed Ervanian: Your picture is still up on our wall at home. We at the DiMartino's will miss seeing your friendship with David grow. You are so missed.
  
   Judi DiMartino (West Warwick, RI)
February 25, 2004

JudiTOP@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Our thoughts and prayers to allthe families.
  
   Craig Paquette (Richmond, RI)
February 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
Bridget Marie Sanetti,
You were one of my two best friends and one of my two true loves.You were so important to me and to so many others.It has been so long, but I remember everything like it was yesterday.Working at Polo, the SJ dances,talking on the phone all night,every night.I guess it says alot about our friendship that even after what seems like forever,it absolutely kills me that you are gone.There is so much I never got to say.I always thought of you, especially on Christmas Eve.I always wanted to tell you that I was sorry.I always wanted to tell you that I loved you.After seeing the wonderful woman that you turned into,I also want to say that I'm proud of you.You overcame alot...sorry I wasn't there to help.Kaitlyn misses you too and still loves Hawaiian pizzas.Like JT said "I've seen lonely days that I thought would never end,but I always thought that I'd see you, one more time again."I hope that someday I will see you again.Bridget,thank you for being my friend.

If anyone who was friends with Bridget the past couple of years wants to email me and let me know how she was doing,if she was happy,etc,I would REALLY appreciate it.
  
   Sam (Worcester, MA)
February 24, 2004

sas0924@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To all that Know Tina Ayer:
I just want to let you all know that the pain of her loss is felt far and wide. She has lived a short life but has touched many of us!! I grew up with Tina, Tammy, Carmen, and Angel. Growing with them was a joy, but as you get older you tend to go on with your lives, move away, and not keep in touch with your childhood friends. It has been at least 15 to 18 years since I last seen Tina and her sisters. Seeing them at her funeral was nice but sad circumstances. Tina you are sadly missed by all.
I was there the night it happened and for weeks on end after at, helping out with the families at the hotel or the family resource center, but I never got to meet her kids. On the on year ceremony, I got a chance to see her daughter....but I just could not bring myself to introduce myself to her in her time of sorrow. I have gave my email address to Tammy and her sisters, but it seems that they have missed placed it, if anyone could help me get intouch with them that would mean a chance for some childhood friends to get back together, or even tell her daugther stories of her childhood.
Thank you everyone for the support you show and give to all these families, friends, and even the survivors!!!
Tina, Until we meet again.....I truly miss you, ~Sande (Cabral) Farrington~
  
   Sande (Cabral) Farrington (Blackstone, MA)
February 23, 2004

Tiger_Tatts@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
We miss you so much.Life just isn't the same without you. It has been one year and it feels like yesterday. There is an ache in my heart that just won't go away. I think of you all the time. I know you are safe from any hurt and you are with God. Will see you again.
Love, your Sister Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
February 23, 2004

Magicdust40@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Scott Griffith was there to see his old friend Jack that night. We miss you Scotty and we all think of you every day. We always will...you live in our hearts forever. XOXOXOXOXOXO from all your relatives and friends in California. We had fun...didn't we Wad.......
  
   (CA)
February 23, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear aunt linda and unlce ben... there isn't much that we can say without wanting to shead a tear, we wanted to tell you that we love you and miss you very much.. you are in a better place now and your both with susan's dad in heaven watching over all of us.. Keep smiling and we love you very much and miss you too.
  
   Susan And Tony Costa And Suffoletto (west warwick, RI)
February 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
Can't believe it's been a year. Still have thoughts and prayers to go out to all the families,friends. May God Bless You All.
  
   Kim Detlef (Toledo, OH)
February 22, 2004

nurzee@sbcglobal.net
  
  
  

  
May God give strength to all the families, staff and friends that had to endure this tragedy. I'm terribly saddened each day when I think about The Station. I'll never forget all the wonderful people I met while working the door. Never forget the victims. They are now angels in heaven.
  
   Gary Donabed (Cape Coral, formerly W. Warwick, FL)
February 22, 2004

Gmanandcompany@MSN.com
  
  
  

  
on this one year anniversary i pause to remember all of the victims and survivors of this horrible tragedy. i want to publicly thank russell yates and the patrons of copperfields lounge for the fundraisers. may god bless the family and friends of the victims GOD will help. keep praying.
  
   june vlasaty (pt. st. lucie, FL)
February 22, 2004

iamanewporter@netscape.net
  
  
  

  
To all who lost family/friends in the Nightclub fire,my deepest sympathy goes out to you.
  
   amber alexander (wareham,ma, MA)
February 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
To the family and friends of Tracy King. I just want to say how sorry I am for what happened. I knew one of Tracy King's sons. He was my younger brother's best friend. When me and my brother first went to Potowomut school, I belive that Tracy's son was one of my brother's first friends there. I had seen Mr.King before and he seemed like a lovely person, (his son must have gotten it from him.) I wish the best of luck to the King's and he will be missed by many. God bless you.
  
   Mikayla Swanson (Warwick, RI)
February 22, 2004

lilbabygrl2603@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah:

God Bless your family. I often think of you and I still don't believe your not here. I say hi when I pass by the nieghborhood and think about the good times. Thank you for the ski pants you gave oh so long ago...LoriAnn came by to bring you something from both of us..You are in my thoughts and heart. Peace.
Love, JudiAnn
  
   JudiAnn Jones (South Killingly, CT)
February 22, 2004

judiann99@myeastern.com
  
  
  

  
May all the Hail Marys and Our Fathers reach his heart. And may all the victims of this tragedy be touched by the Lord.
  
   Joe (Coventry, RI)
February 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
DENNIS , WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND ALL THE LAUGHTER THAT WE CHEERED AND THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR US . YOU WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED BY ALL OF US . LOVE ED AND SUE AND TRACY AND LIBBY
  
   (PAWTUCKET, RI)
February 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
I just wanted to say my prayers are with all of those who were touched by this tragedy.
I often think of the lives changed forever because of that one horrific event.
It has made me more aware of those around me and how very special those around us are.
My thoughts are with all of you.
  
   Ellen DeGregorio (Wareham, MA)
February 21, 2004

erealty@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to all the victims and families of the tragic fire in W. Warwick. I want to say thank you to everyone else who helped in a time of need. My prayers are with you. Samantha
  
   Samantha Mooradian (Las Vegas, NV)
February 21, 2004

Bubblecar01@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
May you know that people all over are with you in your time of sorrow and pain. May your days be filled with fond memories of your loved ones. Take some time for yourself to heal. May God Bless. My thoughts and prayers are with you today and each day.
KB
  
   Karen Bradley (San Diego, CA)
February 21, 2004

bradleyk2003@netzero.net
  
  
  

  
DEAR DINA,
WELL HAPPY 31ST BIRTHDAY EVEN THOU YOU ARE NOT HERE IN PERSON YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS & PRAYERS I MISS YOU SO MUCH. CHRISTMAS WAS TOUGH WITHOUT YOU, BUT MOM HAD NICE PHOTOS OF YOU & YOUR SON. WE LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH.. GOD BLESS TO ALL THE FAMILLIES... LOVE YOUR COUSIN HEATHER
  
   heather belanger davis (woonsocket, RI)
February 21, 2004

heather.miami5@verizon.net
  
  
  

  
I would just like to express my deepest condolances to all of those who lost someone whether it be a family member or a dear friend. To the victims, god bless each of you. Hold on and may you overcome this tragedy. We love and miss you Freddy!!! :)
  
   Gi O'Neill (Cranston, RI)
February 21, 2004

ogiunito@wmconnect.com
  
  
  

  
I am still so sad for the families of those lost in the fire.. I hope that someday they can find peace.. Their loved ones are and always will be with them.. Bless you all!!!!
  
   tina sylvia (dartmouth, MA)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
Our thoughts and prayers are with each and everyone on the anniversary of the Station Fire. I think, often, of all the survivors and how they are managing one year later. Our prayers are with you also. Hang in there. You've come a long way - the rest will be a little easier.
  
   Dave & Mickey Joly (Sarasota, FL)
February 21, 2004

dpjemj515@aol.com
  
  
  

  
FREDDY CRISOSTOMI
YOU ARE DEEPLY MISSED...
TO ALL THE FAMILIES AND FRIENDS OF THE VICTOMS..MY HEART CRIES FOR YOU,MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ...
WE NOW HAVE 100 ANGELS IN HEAVEN!
"I CLOSED MY EYES YESTERDAY AND HOPED IT WAS A DREAM, I OPENED MY EYES TODAY AND WAS SHOCKED A YEAR HAD PASSED ,BUT YOURE SMILES WILL NEVER FADE",,,LIZZYG
  
   liz (lizzyG) guadagno-oneill (cranston/smithfield/providence, RI)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
i use to live in West Warwick. I was commin home from work at 11pm from Sunoco A Plus when the fire happend. i wish i could have been there to help. I lived on Revere Ave.(suicide hill). i feel for everone that has lost some one!! i will remember this day for the rest of my life!!
  
   Brandi Palmer (gastonia..use to be WW, NC)
February 21, 2004

xmikenbrandix@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I didn't know anyone from Rhode Island before Febuary 20th, 2003, but now I have a few friends from the New England area because of this horrible Fire. I just wanted to let everyone know my heart goes out to everyone effected. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
  
   Ahna Hutchinson (Springfield, IL)
February 21, 2004

ahna_1969@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To the family members and friends of Tina Ayer I am sorry for your loss Tina was a great kid I've known her and her sisters since she was in Head Start Tina,Tammy,and I use to ride the school bus together.I remember when Tina, and tammy worked at the playground in Coventry Tina worked on the other side of the playground and Tammy work on the side of the playground where the special needs kids were and Tina, and Tammy would wear the same cothes and Tammy would joke and say that they weren't Twins.Tammy I am happy that you and Tina were Twins and you both shared happy times together!
From,
Dora Horta
P.S.,
Tammy if you read this please email me because I would like to get together and chat with you!
  
   Dora Horta (West Warwick, RI)
February 21, 2004

FriskieJames@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I feel so sorry for the familys that have lost their loved ones. my heart goes out to them. k
  
   k s (narragansett, RI)
February 21, 2004

kiles50@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Remembering...One year ago...
You are not forgotten. May such a tragic event never happen again.
Donna, Shelley and I are finding the pennies you are dropping down to us. Thinking of you each time we pick one up. Watch over your dad, Mitch. He needs your comfort.
May God rest the souls of all that passed and heal the pain of all that have and are still suffering.
From the men of the Lisbon, NH Police Dept.
  
   George Talatinian (Landaff, NH)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Cindy McEwen's family. My deepest sympathy to you and your family in the loss of your niece and her husband. All of the victims of this tragedy are in my thoughts and prayers.
  
   Margaret Anderson (Franklin, MA)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
To family and friends of those who lost their loved ones, please know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. This sad event has brought families closer together and brought more appreciation for all those in our lives. Your loved ones have touched our hearts and lives and given all of us something very special.
Thank you.
  
   marilyn (providence, RI)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
I am sorry for the Family's losses and for the pain the over 200 survivors have gone through. We, as good loving people must do all we can to help. I can't Imagine what these children and family members have had to go through. The 100 losses of life are now in a better place (Heaven) but that doesn't make healing any easier for those left behind. God Bless all of you who have experienced pain and loss from this tragidy.
  
   Neil LeBeau (Warren, RI)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to everyone involved in this horrible tragedy.May God Bless ALL of you and give you strength. Rest in peace
to all 100 Individuals. Ive been reading about each of their lives.To the brave and strong survivers, burn victims,God Bless and stay strong. I could never even imagine what you have gone through.
  
   Lisa (Pawtucket, RI)
February 21, 2004
  
  
  

  
I felt helpless when this happened. When word was passed around about asking students to create butterflies, I was thankful as I was in a position to do this with my students. We decorated for the service on Wed., not only myself and others who wanted to help, but my students volunteered and spent countless hours separating the butterflies and hanging them, along with creating a collage on the wall at Rhodes. Three students in my school were affected by this tragedy. One lost his sister Tammy, one lost her uncle Kevin Anderson and one lost his cousin. My students could connect and create a personal relationship with giving to the community. I am so sorrowful for your loss.
  
   karen Larson (Warwick, RI)
February 20, 2004

kal96@earthlink.net
  
  
  

  
Although we did not know any of the fire victims personaly, our hearts are truly broken for all of the family, loved ones, and friends of the victims. They will NEVER be forgotten. Also we can't forget all the children that have lost a parent or parents- God Bless You. There are no words to express the pain we feel for you but we would like to let you know we will always keep all of you in our prayers.
  
   Karyn and Donald Dugan (North Providence, RI)
February 20, 2004

max23ri@msn.com
  
  
  

  
This tragedy touched me deeply. Hours after the fire I awoke very early in the morning with CNN already on. They played the same 1 minute loop over and over all morning. To see all the happy people in front of the stage as the band started to play and then the people stuck in the doorway...shocking. I go to small clubs in the city and I just can't help but to think what it was like in that building that night. I would have looked at the fire too long and never been aggressive enough to fight the current of people. So here I am one year later, still thinking about the tragedy from a distance. I am very sorry for all the people involved. I wish you all the best and hope you travel down a compassionate road to recovery.
  
   Wes Sharp (San Francisco, CA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
When times are tough, you feel lonely and you miss your loved ones the most, always remember that they are on the other side watching over you, and you will all be reunited one day.
  
   Patty (North Providence, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
I lost my cousin Matthew James Pickett in the Station Nightclub fire on February 20,2003.When I woke up this morning and realized that it had been one year,it hit me again just like it did then.Matthew was a great guy and a wonderful person.I will always remember the times we had together.I want to tell Matthew's parents John and Mary Pickett,you raised a wonderful loving son and all around great person.And you should be proud of him.I also hope the rest of Matthew's brothers and sister see this and know that I loved him and will never forget him
  
   David Chahrouri (Dallas, GA)
February 20, 2004

sopranosforever@aol.com
  
  
  

  
To Tracey and Dan,
If you had only known how many lives both of you touched in the short time you walked this earth plane.... You would be happy to know that the families have become closer than ever, yet another extension of the loving one we already have. Normally I am able to come up with better words on paper, for some reason this was a bit more difficult.......
We're told the pain would go away.
but we find we miss you each new day.
Aching hearts that we all share.
This loss of ours is hard to bare.
Memories bring, great joy to us,
but tears of sadness come with a rush.
Alive you're kept, today and tomorrow.
And all of the days, forever to follow.
Both of you always dared to chance.
The crosses stand where last you danced.
We love and miss you so very much. Tra, you taught me more than you'll ever know. You are my HERO! Just hear my prayers and visit often.....
To everyone that signs this guest book that did not lose or know a loved one in this horrific tradegy, please let me take a moment to personally thank all of you for your prayers and condolences, they do not go unnoticed, nor taken for granted. From our families.....Thank You.
  
   Aunt Robin C (Middleboro, MA)
February 20, 2004

blondawg@comcast.net
  
  
  

  
God bless all the family and friends.I remember Tina Ayer (Blackie) from years ago.May her and all the others rest in peace...
  
   Jeanette Davis (Coventry, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Skott,
No words can express on how I feel, But I will treasure the memories that we shared. Miss You
  
   Jamie Smith (Riverside, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
TO ALL THE FAMILIES AND FRIENDS OF THOSE THAT WERE LOST I send you my deepest and most heart felt sympathies. I did not know anyone personally in this but it hits my heart just as if I did. I have seen the whole video footage of this that the news media could not show over and over again. It really hurts me as a firefighter to be so helpless at saving so many young and wonderful people. I feel for the firefighters who were there that night and I know how helpless they felt. I have been in there place too many times. I just want you all to know that I am with you in thought and prayer. God bless all of you and keep you safe.
  
   Jim (Lancaster, PA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
RIP to all the 100 victims...we love you and miss you.
  
   Christina Norcross (MA)
February 20, 2004

cxn@feeplan.com
  
  
  

  
My prayers are always with you, My heart forever touched, Most of you I can not meet, but your lives have left their mark. Be at peace.

Rev. Cunningham
  
   David Cunningham (MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Shawn

I cannot believe it has been a year. I still find myself looking for you car on the highway when I am driving home from work so we can stop and have a drink. You are always in my thoughts and are deeply missed.
  
   Sara (MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Today is not a day I will forget. I am a Rock fan and consider all of the victims and wounded my brothers and sisters in a musically spiritual way. People who have a love of good Rock music. As long as I breath, I will not let people forget and encourage them to donate to the families who have suffered. Today I wrote a message on the back of my Blazer saying Never Forget, with the dates and the website to the Station family fund. I know the families are still struggling and I want people to remember what happened so hopefully we all can make a difference for the families who have suffered the most. God Bless.
  
   Shelly Langston-Frisco (Orlando, FL)
February 20, 2004

Rockvixen@aol.com
  
  
  

  
As I sit here and read the enteries on this site, I can't help but cry as I think of all the pain and suffering the victims went through. As well as the pain that the families had to endure of losing a loved one. I want to extend my deepest sympathies and you are all in my prayers.
  
   M. G. Mendonca (East Providence, RI)
February 20, 2004

mmendonca@lifespan.org
  
  
  

  
My heart and soul goes out to all of you who have suffered such a tragic situation. I think to this day a year ago and feel pain in my heart . I give hope and love to all of the families friends and children who have lost a loved one or have a injured loved one from this tragic situation . I especially send my brightest blessings to Scott Green and his family .
  
   Lisa Lupino (Cranston, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
My prayers and thoughts are with all those who suffered a loss last year. Though I don't live in Rhode Island, my brother John does. His daughter attended the concert that night and some how managed to get pulled through a window and out to safty. Our family thanks God for sparing Carrie's life that night. I pray her burns will heal and the memory of such an awful night will fade. God bless you all,the entire country felt your pain that night.
  
   Daniel Rock (Cohoes, NY)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
I just would like to extend my deepest sympathies to the the survivors, families, and friends of the Station Nightclub Fire. And to the victims as well. I am so sorry for your losses and I wish there was something I could say or do to take your pain away. Just please remember that those 100 people will never be forgotten in my mind and I will always keep them and yourselves in my prayers. I hope you can all take some comfort in that. They are in a better place now. I will never forget them or the strength and courage with which you have all shown over the past year. Please just continue to be strong and never let their memories fade away.....I know I will never forget them or you.....ever.....
  
   Heidi Yates (West Greenwich, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
On this day of sorrow and remembrance please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. As one directly affected by a small town tragedy at an elementary school as a child, I am constantly reminded of that day even now, almost 15 years later. But just as I know that your pain won't ever completely go away, I also know your loved ones will remain with you always to guide and continue to love you. Don't be afraid to express and honor their memories with your lives.
  
   MaryTeresa Soltis (Attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Today is a day to remember. The lost,the loved, and those left behind. To Shawn, Emily, Sarah, Becca, Michelle, Ruthie, Dan and the rest of the Corbett family,
Know that Eddie is missed. Please take comfort in this. For all the tears that have been shed,

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven and bring him home again.

Love,
Jenn
  
   Jenn (West Warwick, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Andy Hoban, you will never be forgotten! Smile on us forever!
And may the Pimentel family be strong on a tough day such as this. You are all in my prayers...
  
   Crystal (West Warwick, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
To the REISNER FAMILY,
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you guys and your loss. You are always in my prayers. God Bless You guys and stay strong!!!
Love,
-Ksenia
  
   Ksenia Cherno (Coventry, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
Judy and Lisa,
I miss you the same today as the day you were called home.
I miss your smiles.
I miss your laughs.
I miss the hope that maybe the world wasn't so bad because people like you were in it.
I miss your kindness.
  
   Dave (Dallas, TX)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
TO THE FAMILES AND FRIENDS OF STEVE MANCINI I NEW STEVE FROM STOP AND SHOP WE WORKED TOGETHER FOR 5 YRS AND IN THOSE YRS STEVE AND ME TALKED ABOUT HIS MUSIC AND HOW HE WANTED TO HAVE HIS BAND GET A RECORD CONTRACT AND WE TALKED BOUT SPORTS MAINLY THE PATRIOTS STEVE SAID THEY WILL NEVER GO TO A SUPERBOWL(I GUESS HE WAS WRONG HAHA)MY LAST MEMORY OF STEVE WAS A GOOD ONE I WENT IN TO STOP AND SHOP ON FEB 19TH 2003 TO GET LAST MIN BABY STUFF SINCE MY BABY WAS DUE THE 24TH AND I RAN INTO STEVE HE SAID GEEZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THAT BABY YET I SAID NOPE NOT TILL MONDAY WELL WE GOT TO TALKING BOUT THE BABY AND HE ASKED ME WHAT I WAS GONNA NAME HER I SAID ARIANNA HE SAID IT WAS OK HE LIKED CASSANDRA BETTER CAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE HIS WIFES NAME WELL I DIDNT LIKE IT ANYWAY I TOLD STEVE I HAD TO GO I HAD A DOCTORS APPOINMENT SO HE GAVE ME A HUG AND SHOOK MINE AND MY FIANCEE'S HAND AND SAID BEST OF LUCK WITH THE BABY AND TO MAKE SURE I BRING THE BABY BY TO SHOW HER OFF TO EVERYBODY I SAID I WILL BRING HER BY IN MARCH WELL THE NIGHT OF THE FIRE I GOT SO UPSET BY THE FIRE I WENT INTO LABOR AND MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN AT 11:47 PM ON THE 20TH I DECIEDED TO NAME HER CASSANDRA STEVE WAS RIGHT IT IS A GOOD NAME .
  
   patty post (providence, RI)
February 20, 2004

pattympost@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
To the friends and families of the victims of the Station fire:
Being a former Rhode Islander, my heart was very broken over the senseless loss as a result of the Station fire. One year later, it still brings a tear to my eye.
I pray that you find comfort in the losses of your loved ones and that you remember the joy that they brought to your lives when they were on this Earth.
John Toste
  
   John Toste (Denver, CO)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
It doesn't matter how much plan. God has the book on our fate.
  
   (nashua, NH)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
IT SEEMS HARD TO BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR!! NO ONE HAS FORGOTTEN.EVEN OUT HERE IN LOS ANGELES PEOPLE STILL ASK ME ABOUT THIS HORRIFIC EVENT. GOD BLESS EVERYONE INVOLVED ALWAYS. KEEP THE FAITH. KENNETH JENSEN [FORMERLY OF WARWICK]
  
   KENNETH JENSEN (WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA)
February 20, 2004

KENSJ8@YAHOO.COM
  
  
  

  
IT SEEMS HARD TO BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR!! NO ONE HAS FORGOTTEN.EVEN OUT HERE IN LOS ANGELES PEOPLE STILL ASK ME ABOUT THIS HORRIFIC EVENT. GOD BLESS EVERYONE INVOLVED ALWAYS. KEEP THE FAITH. KENNETH JENSEN [FORMERLY OF WARWICK]
  
   KENNETH JENSEN (WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA)
February 20, 2004

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To all who were effected by these tragic events...No words could ever express the deep felt sadness that this event has evoked. Although I live states away...the enormity of that night has haunted me since. I pray that those who survived find true healing and those who lost someone can move on.There is little any one can do...but CARE...just want you folks to know... we DO !!!!!
  
   JOE WALTERS (N BELLMORE, NY)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
BS, miss you. JR, thank you
  
   anonmys (MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
To The Family of Kevin Dunn
Though I did not know Kevin personally. I have been blessed to know his wife Eileen and daughter Joanna. I will hold a special place in my heart for you both today. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

To the family of Richard Carbral
My thoughts and prayers go out to all as well.

To John Gibbs
I have been blessed over the past few months to have known you. I have seen the pain in your eyes over the past year. I know that today is a diffucult day for you but you are strong and you will make it through this day. You have alot of people that love you.


To all the victims, survivor's and family's that I do not know. My thoughts and prayers are with you all today. May god be with you today.
  
   Kara (Attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Denis Smith:

Not a day goes by where we don't think of our friend Denis.We will never forget the memories we shared with our friend.I would like to offer my condolences to all of the family and friends of Denis.We love you,and will miss you.
  
   Steve Perry (seekonk, MA)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
God bless all of the families and friends who lost those close to them. I wish all of you strength and courage today. May time heal your pain.
  
   Becka Leach (North Providence, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
My heart lays quite heavy today for all our family members lost on this day one year ago today, especially our Ben and Linda Suffoletto. My heart goes out especially for my cousin Zach of whom lost his parents so quickly, and my Aunt Sue,Aunt Barbara, Aunt Janet, Uncle Stanley, Uncle Bobby and my dad of whom have lost their beloved sister Linda. Hearts lay extremely heavy and empty with thisloss. My love is with you all Linda and Ben are watching over us they are true guardian angels that I know will walk with me for the rest of my days. My Love to you Auntie Linda and Ben. We all miss you and Ben greatly.
  
   Carmen Hernandez (formerly of South Attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2004

carmenstokler@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I feel sad today.....
  
   Laura (Barrington, RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
IN MEMORY OF TRACY KING- NO MAN STANDS SO TALL AS WHEN HE LAY,S HIS LIFE DOWN FOR OTHER,S R.I.P. TRACY -==
  
   JOSEPH F. CARUSO ,JR (PORT RICHEY, FL)
February 20, 2004

JFCJR39@AOL.COM
  
  
  

  
My heart aches every day and can't believe that such a tragedy occured in our small ocean state. I knew quite a few victims in the fire.One was John Longiaru,who had the most supportive parents bringing him up, Andrea Jackavone Mancini, my sister Kimberly grew up with her and went to school with her, Pamela Gruttaduria, whom I went to school with at Johnston High School, and a few more. My prayers and thoughts for the rest of my life will remain with this tragedy. It is hard to live each day with all this sadness. May God shed some peace, comfort on us all, on a time when we need it so much!
  
   Jennifer Cipalone (Johnston, RI)
February 20, 2004

jcipalone@st.antoine.net
  
  
  

  
One year later and the heartbreak of the Station Fire tragedy remains an open wound. My prayers to those who survived the fire, and to the families and friends of those who did not survive. We will never forget.
  
   Kathy Loiselle (Cranston, RI)
February 20, 2004

KathyL@gw.doa.state.ri.us
  
  
  

  
Although I didn't personally know anyone lost in this tragedy, I looked into that audience and saw myself, my husband, my friends, and my heart breaks. I went to shows like that all the time, and I have thought about it every day since. I wish I could put into words how truly sorry I am for all of you and how this has deeply affected me, although I live over a thousand miles away from you. I will be thinking of you today - I will think of you always.
  
   Kiersten Trainer (Shillington, PA)
February 20, 2004

queencooper88@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Hey Nick,

It's been a year. What else can I say? We were all so young, you included, when you died; I can't decided if a decade has past or no time at all. Everyday I expect to turn the corner and bump right into you. But you already knew that, I bet.
I just miss you, I guess.
  
   none please (RI)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to all of the families and victims of the fire, especially the families of Skott Greene, Tracy King, and Kevin Anderson--you were all my former schoolmates from Pilgrim High during the 80's.

To the family of Tracy --what a Great guy. I remember him like it was yesterday...first from H.S, then we crossed paths again at P&B Mfg....then one night after I had left the state I saw him on Letterman and I could hardly believe my eyes....balancing a Canoe!!! He was a great guy and I will always have kool memories of the Laughs we shared all those years ago...

Skott...another great guy...and a helluvan artist...wouldn't hurt a fly. One of the few kids from those years I remember who did good...my deepest sympathy to his wife and family. Blessed Be.

And finally Kevin...rock on brother.
you are missed.
  
   Dave Pallante (RI)
February 20, 2004

loki_2712@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Aunt Linda and Ben,
Tomorrow marks one year since our loss of you and the other victims. Last year was an extremely bad year losing you, Ben and then my brother in law Cuso in June. I think of you three all the time. I mourn losing you all everyday. I pray that you have bumped into Cuso. I ask you take care of him in the heavens above as I have asked him to care for you. Cuso you cant miss him. Cuso has the heart of gold as well as you and Ben. Take Care of each other. I have read this guest book ever since it was set up. I see Auntie Sue's deep pain along with Aunt Janet's in their messages to you. Keep your guardian angel's arm on their shoulders. I can see they really need it. They love and miss you so very dearly, as well as I do. But especially talk to them through signs and messages from above. This will find them a little bit of comfort. The pain shall never diminish..it only dullens. Tonight my Aaron and I watched the vigil on tv. He is my guardian angel right here on earth. His precious little 9 year old hand held mine tonight as wewatched the vigil together. He has told me to tell you he is sorry he never got to meet you and know you. He then told me ever so innocently...Mami Aunt Linda is in the arms of the Angel with Uncle Cuso. Quite strangely( I see it as a sign) the very next song was sang by two young women was "In the Arms of the Angel" Aaron then responded see Mami...it is true, the ladies just sang that for you too!My Aaron is right, you are in the arms of angels.
Zach is lonely for his mom and dad, but he is not here alone. He has allot of family here to take care of him along with your guidance from above. I can see the families are taking care of him. God Bless him and Keep for Always. I love you Aunt Linda. Please send love to all our other angels above,..Ben, Cuso, Grandma Elsie and my Grandpa John Stokler.

We all miss you so greatly,
  
   Carmen(Stokler) Hernandez (Formerly South Attleboro, MA)
February 20, 2004

carmenstokler@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I have been reading the entries on this site for a year now. I want to extend my sympathies to those who lost loved ones in the fire. I am a native of warwick and happened to be home last year when the fire occured. I will never forget that night. I heard ambulances all night, my parents only live about 15 minutes from the club. I hoped and prayed that everyone would be ok. Many of the victims were around my age. My heart aches for the families, parents, and most of all the innocent children who have been affected by this tragedy. I hope that some of you will find comfort in knowing that God now has 100 extra special angels with Him now. To all the survivors. You are all very couragous and strong. Never give up. Last but not least, thank you to the rescuers who worked tirelessly.
If anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, please feel free to drop me an email. I have since moved out of RI but I still have family there. RI is and always will be close to my heart. We will never forget Feb 20, 2003
  
   Megan Claflin (West Palm Beach, FL)
February 20, 2004
  
  
  

  
To all who were lost one year ago.
You may be gone but you will never be out of the hearts of the people who love you. I may not of know any of you but I am a firefighter who cares about the safety of people like you who worked hard for your money and just wanted to go out and releive some stress. You paid the price with your lives. I just want your families to know that I am going to school to be a fire marshal/fire inspector. I want people to know when they go out that they are safe. I never want anything of this nature to happen to another family again. For those who made it out alive that night, I know that your lives have been changed forever and for this I am truly sorry. It is my goal in life to see that this never happens again anywhere I may work. No one should die in a fire. My heart and my prayers go out to you all. May God in his wonderful wisdom bless all who lost a loved one and to all who's lives where changed for ever in a moment.
  
   Kimberly Boysza (Central City, PA)
February 19, 2004

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To the family of Dina Ann DiMaio:
Our prayers and thoughts are with you during this time of your loss. We are all here to help you through the tough time Kristy and will be with you and your family on the one year anniversary of the Tragic Event. You know that we will always be here to talk with you and lend a shoulder when you need to cry. As you know that the staff of Stork's Nest Child Academy, and all of your co-workers are here for you. Please remember that we are all here for you and will keep you and your family in our prayers.

Ann , and the staff of Stork's Nest Child Academy - (Tollgate Location)
  
   Ann Sykes (West Warwick, RI)
February 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
~Dennis&Joey~
*You guys were sooo much like family to us and probably many more!!We miss you more than we can express!!Now it's been one year already and it feels like yesterday!!We'll love you always! You were two very true friends!:(
  
   The Benevides (Pawtucket, RI)
February 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
To my Brother Matthew P. Darby, I miss you so much, everyday feels like forever without you here with us. I miss you and I love you more then anything, I have ever missed. Not ony were you my brother you were also my hero and my best friend.

I love you
  
   Ken Darby (Oviedo, FL)
February 19, 2004

kendarby@simplyoutthere.com
  
  
  

  
Leigh,
Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I miss you terribly and I will never ever forget you. May you always rest in peace. You were a beautiful person.
  
   JT (Providence, RI)
February 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Judy Manzo,
It has been a year since you were lost to us and you are still in our thoughts and hearts. Everyone misses your laugh and smile. I know we were not as close as we would have liked to be but you were always there. Miss you!!
Your cousin,
Cory
  
   Cory Lee (Cumberland, RI)
February 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
this is a poem for my brother Edward Bradley Corbett III we all miss him terribly even though one year has passed it still feels like yesterday
It will only take a little space to tell you how much I love you,
but it will take until the end of time to forget the day I lost you,
although your smile is gone forever and your hand I cannot touch,
I will never forget the memories of a brother I loved so much, Everywhere are memories time can heal the pain,
Ever since the day I lost you nothing is the same,
Sad hearts that love you Silent are the tears that fall,
Living without you is the saddest part of all
Bless you ed and may your loving memories live forever. Till we meet again I love you man,
Sincerely Shawn Corbett
  
   Shawn Corbett (East Greenwich, RI)
February 19, 2004

ShawnCorbett@cox.net
  
  
  

  
i am deeply sorry for everyone's loss. i hope and pray for all of you. to you who survived there is a light at the end of the long road ahead keep going and keep a positive outlook.. better days ahead.. as a mother i can't ever imagine the pain and suffering of those who lost someone i pray for you to make it through another day .. lots of love , hope and prayers to you all.. god bless ...
  
   jeannine corio (RI)
February 19, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tomorrow it is a year and there isn't a day that you are not on my mind. Lots of fun times and memories are flooding my head these last few months and I can't believe you're not here. I hope everyone remembers your life instead of your death. You were a spark in everyone hearth and the memory of you will keep me warm forever!!

*In memory of Donna M. Mitchell*
  
   Paula Marie Guertin (Fall River, MA)
February 19, 2004

littlesis126@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Tina Ayer I am sorry that God called you home so soon. Your son Daniel and daughter Kayla are well taken care of and loved so much. Daniel will be in baseball soon and I told him that you will be watching from above. You may rest in peace knowing that I will cherish Daniel. You gave me your most cherished gift and I will forever be grateful.I love Daniel and I promise that he will always carry you in his heart. When he looks up at the night sky and see the brightest star he will know that you are watching over him. His dog Tyler died in July and I told him that you will take care of him so please give Tyler a hug from him
  
   tammy white (warwick, RI)
February 19, 2004

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I have kept a graphic link to the Providence Journal's list of victims on my website for a year.

It's kept as a memorial and a reminder. My heart goes out to everyone who misses those lost in the tragedy.
  
   Ruth Rader (Fairbanks, AK)
February 19, 2004

blondie.stargaze@acsalaska.net
  
  
  

  
I remember when I first heard about what happened. I was studying in Washington, D.C. and I heard the news at my internship with Tribune Broadcasting. Seeing the 'WPRI' bug brought it straight home for me- I interned there two years ago and know Brian Butler.

Though I did not know any of the dead personally, I was in high school with one victim. Friends knew others. My father and sister knew a few.

Times like that it was terrible to be from Rhode Island. With everyone knowing everyone else, there was no way to seperate from the tragedy. But it really brought the state together. I never felt prouder to be from Rhode Island and do what I could to try and help. My heart goes out to the victims and their families.
- Nicholas Caito
  
   Nicholas Caito (Smithfield, RI)
February 18, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Joey Badda Bing,
It,s hard to believe you're gone. It seem just like yesterday you were making me laugh. So So many people you've touched by entering their lives. Someday I'll see you again my friend and we'll laugh about all the good times we shared!!
Rest in Peace Joey...
  
   Joel (Pawtucket)
February 18, 2004
  
  
  

  
First We would both like to express our greatest condolences to all the families and survivors of the station night club Fire. Now that the time is getting closer, the pain in our hearts are starting to return like the day we found out we lost our Bestfriend Albert Anthony Dibonaventura of Dighton, Ma. Al was loved by so many and was a great inspiration to everyone who has met him, and every one who didnt meet him lost out on a really great person. We know now that Al is playing his music in Heaven with the Angels. Tomorrow is the memorial service we are not to sure how that is gonna be, but we hope it to be beautiful, that is what all the victims and families deserve.Tears of sorrow will be streaming down our cheeks and the pain is going to be so strong in our hearts, but Al is always with us in our hearts so we will never say goodbye. Rest in Peace to our Bestfriend Albert A. DiBonaventura we miss you and love you so very much.
  
   Ariel LaForge - Heather Quint (Rehoboth, MA)
February 18, 2004

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We live in the area of the Station Nightclub and pass by everyday. We think of you all each and every time and will never forget you! We miss you all.
  
   Thomas Ryder (West Warwick, RI)
February 18, 2004
  
  
  

  
my condolences go out to the silva family in memory of there uncle tommy... kevin it will be ok my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time of remembrance>~
  
   bobbi-jo williams (manassas ... ep RI, VA)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
my condolences to the families, friends and rescuers who all experiencied this horrific disaster. may God bless and keep you strong. And to the survivors, there are many of us who pray for you often because of your lifelong scar. God bless you guys too.
  
   d servoss (warwick, RI)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tracey,

It's hard to believe that it's almost been a year now that you have been gone. I think of you everyday but Valentine's Day was the last time that I ever saw you and it was very difficult to make it through the day. Your always in my thoughts I miss your way to tell it like it is!

Emily
  
   Emily Card (Coventry, RI)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
It has been almost one year since Derek Gray was taken from his family at the Station Fire. Your mother Rosanne, father Al and sister Lisa grieve for you daily including your grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins and friends. We all lost lost a " special young man" that night in February.

Derek had a contagious smile. Everytime I would see Derek he always had a big hug and a hello for me. He stopped everything he was doing to do this.

You are missed dearly as each day passes. Your family will never be the same. Your mother, my dear friend, lost part of herself that night when you left this world.

Your baby daughter Jani is beautiful. You would have been a great father. I know that you are with her in spirit.

Derek, you may be gone from us here on earth, but you are thought of daily.

Derek, give your mother the strength that she needs to endure her life here without you. You were always surrounded by a loving mother, father, sister, aunts, uncles and cousins. Their love was always reflected in you.
  
   Mary (Woburn, MA)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
My heart goes out to all who were changed by this horrible fire. Matty Pickett, you were an amazing man. You are loved and remembered......
  
   Deanna D (Ayer, MA)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
My prayers and thoughts go out to all the families who were affected by this tragedy. There are no words that can express the great loss or hearthache that has been endured.
  
   Dale Soderlund (East Providence, RI)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
When I first started visiting this site, I had read this entry from a woman, I believe from Pawtucket. It's a nice poem, I am not sure if she was the one who wrote this & hope she doesn't mind me posting it again. I had copied it & it hangs in my home where we can see it. It gives a little comfort. I thought I would post this again, maybe it will bring some comfort to some of you.
Stay Strong everyone, they are still with us!
*~*Billy Cartwright*~*
R.I.P. My friend.
In Loving Memory to all those we lost that night

Letter From Heaven

To my dearest family,
Some things I’d like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I’m writing this from Heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there’s no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I’m out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon & night. That night I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, “I welcome you”.
“It’s good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they’ll be here later on. I need you here badly; you’re part of my plan. There’s so much that we have to do to help our mortal man”
God gave me a list of things that he wished for me to do. And first & foremost on the list, was to watch over and care for all of you. And when you lay in bed at night with the day’s chores put out of sight. God and I are closest to you…even in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you what God has planned. If I were to tell you, you just wouldn’t understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o’er. I’m closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; but together we can do it by taking it one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I’d like it for you too; that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help someone who is in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night “my day was not in vein”. And now I am contented…that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made you smile.
So if you meet someone who is sad and feeling low; just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you’re walking down the street and you’ve got me on your mind; I’m walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it’s time for you to go…from that body to be free, remember you’re not going…you’re coming here with me.
  
   Keri McWilliams (Providence, RI)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
We miss your being
but we feel your presence,
In whatever form you've have chosen to take, and however you've now chosen to be.

Your spirit has become for us
guardian angels on high
guiding, advising, and watching over us.

We remember You.
You are with Us.
And we are not afraid.
  
   J Langenstein (Willow Grove, PA)
February 17, 2004

Langenstein@Phish.com
  
  
  

  
Tracey & Dan,

A year has gone bye, and I still do not believe you are gone. We miss you terribly, but love it when you leave your sweet scent, to remind us all you are with us always. Josh and Lindsey are doing okay, they miss you terribly, as all of us do.Wen and Lor wish they could be here.
I miss you soo much.
Love Dad, and Jaimey (Mom)
  
   Terry & Jaimey Romanoff (Preston, CT)
February 17, 2004
  
  
  

  
just a note to say that even though a year has passed, our thoughts and our prayers are still with the families and the victims. I hope as time goes by, and people become busy with their lives, that people don't forget and always remember the wonderful people who helped and the wonderful people we lost. God Bless!! Paula, stay strong and we love you...
  
   Jodi-Lynn Brodeur (Coventry, RI)
February 16, 2004

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My beloved Mel. I wish you a happy birthday on Feb. 14th, Valentine's Day. The girls and I toasted you. We miss you very much. Some people can't believe it's almost a year already, but for us, it's an eternity. We miss you more and more everyday. Rest in peace! Love Deb, Meagan and Kelly
  
   Deb Gerfin (Groton, CT)
February 16, 2004
  
  
  

  
for my friend steve blom. i remember all the great times riding together! not a day goes by without thinking of you. to all that suffered, my thoughts are with you.
  
   Frank Capoverde (Warwick, RI)
February 15, 2004

f.capoverde@att.net
  
  
  

  
lori durante was a friend of mine and of everyone else who ever had been given the gift to have met her. her kindness showed through her stunning blue eyes and in the way she helped those she cared for in her life and in her work.

i feel deeply for her wonderful 2 sons and know they miss her dearly.

they have a magnificent mom and she loved them with all her heart.

im so glad she found her soulmate before she left us......they came here seperately but left together.

i miss her
  
   jeffrey (warwick, RI)
February 15, 2004
  
  
  

  
I remember standing outside of The Station that night hoping that it was all a bad dream. I was looking in horror as I saw so many other worried Parents,Sisters , Brothers and Friends looking for their loved ones. An image that will never leave my mind nor my heart. I had been in The Station so many times on busy and/or not so busy nights never did I thought that one day it would be a place that I visited because so many souls were buried in it. I drive by it all the time as it is located near home and everytime I see it...I do remember all the young faces that are there. My love goes out to all the people that lost a loved one on the never gotten night of February 20th 2003.
  
   (west warwick, RI)
February 15, 2004

soul2380@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
I drive by the fire area almost every day. Still breaks my heart.... all those gone to soon. Im sure God has a reason & a plan for everything, but this still breaks my heart. God bless all those who were lost, and the survivors & family. ......feel free to drop me a line if you live in RI also. I remember seeing my favorite band at the station, this hits so close to home ya know. :(
  
   Just Me (Cranston, RI)
February 15, 2004

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Happy Birthday Little Brother,
I remember the day you were born and how proud I was to be your big sister...and still am. Every second of every day you and Sandy are missed and loved so much. It is still so hard to believe.
Loving you two always,
Your sister,
  
   Paula
February 13, 2004
  
  
  

  
Thank you, dear Rockin' generations:
For having the sense to accept direction;
for Living in a gentle revelation;
for the harmony you share in music;
and for living beyond those who would demand to use it ($$ power, words, etc)
Peace!
  
   michele (West, CA)
February 13, 2004
  
  
  

  
Ed what can I say my friend? I miss you so very much. I'm sure you're in your Father's House...A big big yard where you can play football...

I'll see you again someday!!!
Kerrie
  
   Kerrie (RI)
February 13, 2004
  
  
  

  
Happy Birthday Mike,
We love you and miss you.....Give Sandy a kiss for me.....
In our hearts always Maria and Danny
  
   Maria DeSimone (Cranston)
February 13, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Joe Rossi
I am so sorry for the way things happened between us. I was not even in the state when this horrible tradegy happened, but I returned soon after. It has been almost a year and I still can't believe you are gone!!! You are greatly missed Joe and I will always love you.
  
   Cheryl Harris-Rossi (Pawtucket, RI)
February 11, 2004

mschaharris@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
To Chris Latulippe

I baby sat you when you were young and was friends with your dad & uncle dale for a time
Nothing can take away the sadness about what has happened
It is good to see that you can carry some of Dale’s spirit, love of life and music
live your life well as you have seen not all of us get a long one
  
   mandy collins (australia)
February 11, 2004

mandyc@powerup.com.au
  
  
  

  
Dina, It's been almost a year........I still can't believe your gone. I take the park and ride you did, and think of you every day. We all miss you so much. I know your in heaven and looking over us all.....but most of all I know your closest to your mom and dad. I still picture you as a little girl and miss your smile. Love you honey!!!!
Pam, Danielle & Lily (your new niece)
  
   Pamela DeMaio (W. Warwick, RI)
February 10, 2004
  
  
  

  
Judy,
It has been almost a year and you are still missed greatly. Your smile and laugh always made everyone happy. You were always thinking of others and you were loved greatly for that. We miss you!!
  
   Cory Lee (Cumberland, RI)
February 10, 2004
  
  
  

  
   ERICA QUARTO (JOHNSTON, RI)
February 9, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Tracy and Dan,
You are missed so much---your families and friends think of you every day. Neither of you will ever be forgotten as you are in our hearts. I have been to the site only once--your family goes almost every day , I do not have their courage. You are in Chris' heart and mind and the children talk about you daily---Tracy and Dan I miss you.. I know you both are watching out for all of us. cany and bob
  
   candy pickett (coventry, RI)
February 9, 2004

chefette3@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Dear waldo it has almost been a yr and nothing is the same.today is a yr that christy died and i remember that day when u and i were together.the days after that i try to think of everything we did not knowing this would be our last 2weeks together.It scares me when i realize your gone and wont be coming back.I often think they made a mistake and you will come someday but then someone reminds me that you're really gone I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Love you always
Kimmie and Chris
  
   Kimberly & Chris Rich (attleboro, MA)
February 6, 2004
  
  
  

  
Almost 1 year ago,and it still feels like yesterday.Mary Baker was my cousin,and there were a few others from Fall River that I was familiar with.Angels are with those who are gone.God is with the families keeping them strong.God bless everyone,keep the strength,and memories of your loved ones.
  
   Julie Taylor (Riverside, RI)
January 30, 2004

jal72@cox.net
  
  
  

  
Sa,
It's almost been a year and we still miss you so much. Sarah is ok, but really misses her mother. I try to be there for her but Im not you and never can be. I told her I am here for her no matter what she needs. You know I love her like she's my own. I will always be there for her. Mom and Dad miss you. We all do. We think about you all the time. I miss the phone calls and the drama we used to talk about. I know your safe and happy but it doesn't make it any easier. We love and miss you.
Your sister Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
January 29, 2004

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Judy & Lisa,
You two are always with me. I pray for your children all of the time. You will both always serve as an example of how a mother should love their children.
  
   Rich B (Warwick, RI)
January 25, 2004
  
  
  

  
Tina,
Its been almost a year sence they took your life away and still i remember it like it was yeasterday. You are always on my mind and in my heart. For the one year i wrote you a poem which i will leave for you to read on Feb20 along with the song "here without you". "Mom" you would be so proud of Kayla she is doing so good rite now its amazing cause before it was like pulling teeth to try to get her to go to school and now shes getting all A's, i know you will be proud and i tell her all the time that your watching over and smiling down. You were the greatest youll always be the greatest. I will never forget when you used to tell me to take care of Kayla thats your baby and still a year later i make sure she goes to school and is doing good in genral and staying out of trouble.. I go to the site offten to see you and keep you up dated on your baby, she misses you so much and she loves you with all her heart. I love and miss you "mom" youll never be forgotten ill see you when i get there...
6-15-69 Tina Marie Ayer 2-20-03
Love ALways
And Forever
Nicole
  
   nicole lataille (warwick, RI)
January 23, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dina, it has been almost a year and I still cannot go to the sight of the station fire. It still hurts too much for me. Not one day goes by without me thinking about you. You have a beautiful niece named Lilly from your sister Danielle. There are times I cannot even talk to your father because it hurts so much. He told me Justin is doing well. Wherever you are Dina, know that I love you and miss you very much....with all my love, Aunty Linda
  
   Linda Bruscini (Warwick, RI)
January 22, 2004
  
  
  

  
Hi Sarah "T"-

I love and miss you. You will never be replaced.

You were a best friend, with such an unconditional love.

Sometimes my mind lets me forget that you're gone, for just a split second. Just tonight the phone rang and I thought it might be you to "catch up". It wasn't.

You are, and always will be, a big part of me.

I'm making certain that my boys know you. We talk about you all the time. Anthony and Logan enjoy looking at the photo album we made with all your beautiful pictures. Every night Anthony sleeps with his "Sarah" dog you gave him.

I miss you!!!

"Jack"
  
   Jackie Maneri (Canterbury, CT)
January 15, 2004
  
  
  

  
To Mary and Donna,
I'm sorry I couldn't help you guys out that night. I miss you guys more than anyone could imagine. You were my best friends and will never be replaced. I love you both.
  
   Kathy Sullivan (Swansea, MA)
January 14, 2004
  
  
  

  
*~*Dina*~*
Hey sweetie! Words can not explain how much we all miss you. We were at Memere's get together for Christmas and watching home videos of you from past Christmas', you were so beautiful. You were so wonderful and such a good person.. inside and out. I can't believe its already been almost a year. I love you so much and miss you like crazy. You were the life of the party and we'll never forget you. You're in our hearts always..... I love you Dee and I always will! RIP.
  
   Kayleigh VanWormer (Warwick, RI)
January 14, 2004

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For my beloved son, Ryan.
Although it has been almost a year, it seems like just yesterday I saw your smiling face at my doorway. I miss you so terribly and grieve for all the hopes and dreams that you will never realize here. I thank God for the wonderful life you loved so much and for the wonderful people who love and miss you so much. You brought such joy to so many and we all miss your wonderful spirit. Our hearts and love go with you on this new journey. You will forever know our love. MOM
  
   Susan Morin (Thompson, CT)
January 13, 2004
  
  
  

  
well that was really said my sister's mom tina died in that fire and i feel really bad even though i never got to meet her but i thoughs go out to everyone . love always jackie ...<3
  
   jackie gabbert (warren)
January 12, 2004

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ERIC YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN HEART AND MY HEAD. I VISIT YOU EVERY DAY. YOUR PASSING HAS LEFT A BIG HOLE IN MY LIFE AS WELL AS MARK PAULS. GOOD BYE MY BROTHER . WE WILL SEE YOU FISHING LATER. YOUR BROTHER AND FRIEND ALWAYSMARK
  
   MARK P. HYER SR. (COVENTRY, RI)
January 9, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Joe, It is so awesome you are finally home, I know you still have quite a road ahead of you and I am confident you will persevere. Nevertheless, Now you can relax with your loved ones
in peace and may you have serenity to. Your best friend
Love Buddy
  
   Buddy Procter (Stoughton, MA)
January 8, 2004

buddy@bprocter.com
  
  
  

  
I am not quite sure where to begin as I write this. It has now been almost one year since this happend. My thoughts and prayers go to all the victims, family and friends who were affected by this terrible tragedy.
  
   Justin Morey (Syracuse, NY)
January 6, 2004

jmorey@usaheavymetal.com
  
  
  

  
My heart and prayers go out to all the victims & their famlies. I still cry when I think about what happened. I was asked to go to that show, and refused because I wasn't a Great White fan, even to this day that person can't thank me enough for not going that night.
I knew a few of the victims from working at the same company, and wish their families my prayers.
~~~~Kim~~~~
  
   Kim (Cranston, RI)
January 6, 2004
  
  
  

  
I woke up on the day the station was on the news, at first i didn't know what club it was cause my friends i was at mardi gras day before. I felt i knew someone that was there i call all friends and they where fine. That that day a friend called me and said one of the cordiers where there when the fire broke out. I say that can't be. then a week later i saw my daughter uncle mike cordier on tv and i burst in tears and could not function. I wanted to go and be with his family but i couldn;t. I been by there couple of times and i cry. my family and me are so sad on what have happen. just knowing what mike cordier mom went throw tens years ago and now this. i wish my daugther had might her uncle he would of spoil her. what kills me that he's the nicest guy had to dye. I wish this have never happen. I feel the pain strongly i can't talk about the fire because i cry and get angry. I just want to say I'm sorry for what had happen to the cordier family and hope one day i can say to them i care. mike cordier was a great guy he always give money to his brother and me and always concern of him. we love you and miss you.
  
   Jill Monahan (ashaway, RI)
January 3, 2004

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I would like to take a minute to speak about my late uncle Dale Latulippe.He was a great man with many aspirations that will live on through my music.The fact that this was the first christmas that i haven't seen him honestly made me wake up and realize that even though he's gone,He's really not,he just like all the others that perished that fatefull night will live in our hearts for the rest of our days.God Bless you Uncle Dale.......I miss you and think about you always.God bless you that have been touched by this tragedy.
  
   Chris Latulippe (Manchester, CT)
January 3, 2004
  
  
  

  
I was just sitting here thinking about how unbelievably difficult this holiday season must have been for everyone touched by the fire. I don't know any of you personally, but was profoundly touchd by what you've all gone through and want you to know you're all in my heart and prayers all the time. I hope for peace in your hearts and minds. There are more people that care about you than you'll ever be able to know.
  
   Kelly M (Taunton, MA)
January 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo...today is Jan 1st the holidays came and went but not the same since you were not here to make us laugh and stay up all nite and have lots of laughs with you.You always made these times the most fun.We think of you all the time.We miss you and love you.

Kimmy and chris
  
   Kimmy Rich (Attleboro, MA)
January 1, 2004
  
  
  

  
Mike and Sandy,
Today is the last day of the year. A year in which will never be forgotten. It has been the hardest year that so many have ever faced. We lost you so soon and words can not explain how much we miss your smiling faces and hearing your voices. You are thought of often and will always be in our hearts. We miss you and will always love you.
Love always Maria and Danny
  
   Maria DeSimone (Cranston, RI)
December 31, 2003
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah:

My heart hurts. I pray for peace for your family. I have those good memories of us hanging out with LoriAnn and us giggling. I also go through not believing that you were there. I am lost for words. You are in my thoughts and I am happy to have met you and hope to meet you again. Love, JudiAnn
  
   JudiAnn Jones (South Killingly, CT)
December 31, 2003

judiann99@myeastern.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
Christmas passed without you and it just wasn't the same. We tried to make it extra special for lil Sa. My birthday was yesterday and you weren't here. you were always the first one to call me and I missed that. Mom and Dad are still having a hard time but they are doing well considering everything that has happened. I feel you around me often and hope to see you again someday. Miss you.
Love, your sister
Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
December 30, 2003

Magicdust40@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Still missing you every day Mike.
My heart still aches everyday for you--you will always be a part of me.
Love always-
Heather
  
   Heather Francis (FL)
December 29, 2003

heartzofstone@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Shawn-just wanted to you to know that I think of you everyday and of all the memories! Sometimes they make me laugh and sometimes they make me cry! Everytime I hear that song 'The Shuffle' I get a picture of you in my head doing your little dance!!
My heart and prayers go out to you and your family and also to Laura and her family-espcially for her kids! I hope they make it through this time of year ok and that they stay stong!

Miss you bunches and wish you were here!!! Love ya and miss ya, Mary Ellen
  
   Mary Ellen O'Connor (Dorchester, MA)
December 26, 2003
  
  
  

  
~*~Billy~*~
Today is Christmas Eve, I have to go home later & make Rice Pudding...your favorite. I won't have to make as much this year because you are not here. I will still make a bowl for you though : ) We miss you so much, this Holiday Season was not the same. That "Little Kid" attitude you had was perfect around this time of year, sometimes you acted like more of a child then the kids did. They miss you too, we have a decoration in your honor on our tree this year & you are in our thoughts & in our hearts. We will be remembering you & all the others who were sent to Heaven that night.
Please watch over us & give Kris & Richy the strength to get through this Season...they need it! And to all that have been affected by this Tragedy...Stay Strong & I wish you enough Peace & Joy as possible.
Take Care My Friend!
**William Cartwright R.I.P.
10/21/60-2/20/03**
  
   Keri McWilliams (Providence, RI)
December 24, 2003
  
  
  

  
Dear Linda, my special angel,my friend, my bud, my best friend.
The other day I was looking through
the cards you sent me when I was feeling down or just hurting inside.
I remember one particular card that you sent me, telling me how happy that God had blessed you with me as your sister, and because I was your sister you would always be safe as long as we were together. I miss talking to every day at work. Our silly conversations that broke us in to a hysterical laughter. I miss going out and spending our weekly get together, it was just you and me just like when we were kids. Talking for hours and Ben calling to make sure you were alright because we always lost track of time, and when we were together it was like we were the only two people in the universe. I will treasure these times, for these were the happiest days of my life. They say time is a healer, but since you've been gone, all I have left is emptiness and memories. your gone, ma and dad are gone and I feel so alone, because your all gone, I hope to see you one day and dance with the angels, because if anyone is in heaven, you are my love. I love you Linda, you will remain in my heart and dreams forever. Merry Christmas my angel, rest well, Your sister, Janet L. Fians
  
   janet fians (cumberland, RI)
December 24, 2003
  
  
  

  
   janet fians (cumberland, RI)
December 24, 2003
  
  
  

  
I am kaitlin and im 13 years old. My father Jason Morton was killed in the station nightclub fire. I just want everyone to know that it will be extreamly hard this year for christmas. I was with my dad everyday we were the best of friends and I ask god everynight why he had to leav. But remember that there still here with you. Leave a picture of them out at christmas and everyday just to remember there happy face. God bless everyone.
  
   Kaitlin (RI)
December 23, 2003
  
  
  

  
Uncle Ben and Aunt Linda We all still miss you guys alot and none of us have forgotten you or what happened. The holidays are here and it is going to be weird without you. Uncle Ben it is gonna be weird not having you and aunt Linda at Aunties for Christmas, Im gonna miss you and dad talking about Nascar and football. And Aunt Linda its gonna be weird not having you there to just sit and talk because we didnt see each other everyday. I just wanted to say I love you guys and miss you.
  
   Stephanie Suffoletto (Providence, RI)
December 23, 2003

bunny231978@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
I WAS DEEPLY MOVED BY THE SERIES I READ AT PROVIDENCE JOURNAL ONLINE. HAVING BEEN A FORMER RESIDENT OF RI I REMEMBER VISITING THE STATION FOR VARIOUS EVENTS IN THE PAST. MY CONDOLENCES GO OUT FOR ALL THE FAMILIES WHO LOST LOVED ONES IN THIS TERRIBLE TRAGEDY.
DAN
  
   DANIEL VENTURA (ST. PETERSBURG, FL)
December 22, 2003

djv103061@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Linda & Ben-Today is ten months since the fire. Time has not lessened the pain. Linda I see you everyday-You are with me always. I'll miss you forever. Ben because of Linda you also will be in my heart always. Zach misses you both. He needs your presence-please be with him and guide him . Love Always and Forever -Sue
  
   susan rezendes (cumberland, RI)
December 20, 2003

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
Hi Tina,
Words cannot express how much you are loved and miss by me and all who love you. I love you so much and you will forever be my best friend and soul sister. I know you are dancing in heaven right now.

Heaven is lucky to have such a special angel now.
{{{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}}}}
L ove,
Annie
Forever your Best Friend and Soul Sister!
  
   Annie Olivo (Providence, RI)
December 17, 2003

TinasBestFriend@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Tracy King. The most intelligent, talanted, funniest man I have ever known. You were too special to be true. Look down on me, I think of you everyday. Your family was blessed to have someone so special as you. I miss you Tracy!

Love always,
Sara
  
   Sara Coughlin (Exeter, RI)
December 11, 2003

BabiPasta413@aol.com
  
  
  

  
I shed many tears for everyone when I heard about the fire. I am a fan of Great White, I lived near Ty Longley's home town, I am about the same age as quite a few of the people who parished in the fire & I have friends that live in both Rhode Island and Mass so I was touched in many ways. I thought I understood your pain but it wasn't until I lost my Mother in August that I now can truly relate to how everyone is feeling. I know this is easier said than done but don't let anger be your life's driving force. Look ahead at what the future has to hold, search your heart to find forgiveness not for anyone else's sake but for your own. You all are in my heart and I pray that you find peace and comfort in God's loving arms.

"Purpose Driven Life"
  
   Deborah (Pensacola, FL)
December 10, 2003

TayntedAngel@hotmail.com
  
  
  

  
Sean you were gone too soon my big-little cousin. I know you are with the angels. Please watch over us as we all wait till we meet again. You and Laura are forever together and I heard your message. 1-4-3
  
   Connie Sweet (Duxbury, MA)
December 2, 2003

csweet@bostonfinancial.com
  
  
  

  
Thomas A. Barnett, Ray Barnett
Ithas been ten months since you were so unjustly taken from us. We shall feel your presents today as we celebrate this Thankgiving day. May you both rest in piece.
  
   chris farrell (plainfield, CT)
November 27, 2003

jmfarrell@snet.net
  
  
  

  
Kevin
It is now the holiday season. It will be hard to celebrate them without your presence but, you are in our hearts, you always will be.
We love you and miss you very much. Love, your wife Eileen
your daughter Joanna
Mom & Dad
your sister Karen & husband Tom
your sister Kelly & husband Chris
your sister Karel & fiance Liam
your brother Keith
and all of your friends.
We all miss you so much.
  
   Karel Dunn (Quincy, MA)
November 26, 2003

kcollins93@verizon.net
  
  
  

  
I'm sorry for all your losses. I was really shocked and devistated to hear about the fire. I
  
   Catherine Morales (Providence, RI)
November 25, 2003

Princess98132@aol.com
  
  
  

  
This message is for Katie O'Donnell, whose birthday would have been celebrated this Thursday on Thanksgiving. She would have been 27. I love you and miss you.
  
   Renee Bourque (Cranston, RI)
November 25, 2003

prncss6405@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Mike Fresolo & Beth Moscyznski,
Not a day goes by that I dont think of the two of you, even though I hadn't seen you in a few years, it still feels like yestarday when we were all hanging out.
I just had to let you know you are loved and sadly missed!!!!!
  
   DC (MA)
November 24, 2003
  
  
  

  
Linda&Ben, It's been nine miserable months now. Things are getting no easier. I think about both of you always. I went to the Station on the 20th, there was maybe 30 people, who came to remember. I pray that this State doesn't ever forget what has happened!!! I will never forget-the hurt is so deep-We Love You Forever and Always, I wish you were here with us !! Love Always Sue
  
   Susan Rezendes (Cumberland, RI)
November 22, 2003

JKJ_01@msn.com
  
  
  

  
It has been 10 months and everyone says it should be getting easier, but it hasnt. My uncle Ben and aunt Linda were victims in the fire and they left behind alot of people including there son who when I see him all I see is my uncle and aunt. I just wanted to say I love you uncle Ben and aunt Linda and you will never be forgotten and I wish I could have had more time with both of you. I Love You and Miss You Rest In Peace
Your Niece,
Stephanie Suffoletto
  
   Stephanie Suffoletto (Providence, RI)
November 22, 2003

bunny231978@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
Dear Waldo,
Today is Wed we will be head to Va for thanksgiving big turkey from your favorite place.It makes me sad to know you wont be there to help eat the skin before i get it or eat so much you go right to the couch and fall asleep the family will miss you very much.Happy Thanksgiving .

Love always
Kimmy Chris and Family
  
   Kim and Chris Rich (Attleboro, MA)
November 19, 2003

KER1993@aol.com
  
  
  

  
Sarah,
We all miss you. It was Sarah's Birthday Tuesday. We gave her a party. Took her to her favorite place, Margaritas. She is Nineteen and Im sure you are proud her. She loves and misses you. You can be extremely proud of your daughter. I promise I will take good care of her and will be there for her when ever she needs me. We all miss you.
Love ya, your sister Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Waterford, CT)
November 13, 2003

Magicdust40@aol.com
  
  
  

  
   janet
November 13, 2003
  
  
  

  
***Billy***
What can I say, I was just thinking about you today & saw an entry from one of your old friends. She described you well, you were always bustin' someone's chops about something. I miss that so much, we had so many laughs & good times together. I didn't realize that until I needed those memories for comfort. We miss you alot, you were a good friend, you were always there when your friends needed you. I think in your own special angelic way, you are still there for us when we need you.
Stay Strong Everyone!!!
William Cartwright **R.I.P.**
Your Friend/Sister-In-Law
Keri
  
   Keri Mcwilliams (Providence)
November 12, 2003
  
  
  

  
Mike & Sandy: we think of you every day and pray that you can help all of us cope with your loss. You can't imagine what impressions you left behind. People who were touched by your style and grace, can't forget. No one will forget. For now we go on, knowing that you're with us. Mike, you were one of a kind and we love you. Sandy, your fashion lives on in Kristin, you would love it. We love you both and pray for you. Love Alan, Brenda, Kristin and Alan, Jr.
  
   Brenda (Johnston, RI)
November 11, 2003
  
  
  

  
Billy,

It was a shock to see your name & picture among all the angels that were lost that night at the Station. The memories of our friendship as teens into adults I will always treasure. I always enjoyed our laughs at Tommy's when you made fun of me when I sang. The many times you rode your bike from Pawtucket to Lincoln just to see me . R.I.P. my good friend of 20 years.

miss ya,
Love, Earlene
  
   Earlene Bertenshaw (Lincoln, RI)
November 8, 2003

inservice5765@yahoo.com
  
  
  

  
This is for Tina, You will forever be remembered. You will be greatly missed. I remember the times we had at JR's Fastlane , before it closed. I still have many pic's of all the great time's we had!!! God Bless all , who have lost someone in this awful tragedy. My heart goes out to you all !!!! They may be gone but never forgotten !!!! Peace&Love Sherry ....I'll Be Looking for you Tina, when I get to that great show in the sky !!!! You were very much Loved !!!! Rock On Sweetie......
  
   sherry nelms (durango, CO)
November 7, 2003

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Beth Moscyznski : What can I say. The world couldn't have lost a better person. You were so kind and caring. The only reason I can believe for this happening is that GOD seen you as an angel and needed your help. Your family and friends love you and miss you dearly. You will be missed and remembered always.
  
   K B (MA)
October 29, 2003
  
  
  

  
Dear Sarah,
We all love and miss you very much. Its just not the same without you. I think about you all the time. I miss talking to you. I know your happy and that is somewhat of a comfort. With all my love,
Caroline
  
   Caroline Telgarsky (Wateford, CT)
October 26, 2003
  
  
  

  
Twice I have lived in a city where horrific events occured, Killeen Texas and West Warwick, but I do believe that we will prevail.
  
   Tom Balstad (West Warwick)
October 25, 2003
  
  
  

  
*~*Happy Heavenly Birthday Bill*~*
You are 43 today....I wish you were so I could bust your chops about it : )
Things just ain't the same. So weird, this time 3yrs. ago we were planning your big 40th party. Days like this I wonder if we are always going to feel this way. Even when it's not days like this, it's still hard. We miss you alot, we are making you a cake tonight & we will celebrate as if you were here, because in a way, I know you are & that brings a little bit of comfort.
R.I.P Bill 10/21/60-2/20/03
Stay Strong Everyone!!!
Your Sister-In-Law/Friend, Keri
  
   Keri McWilliams (Providence, RI)
October 21, 2003
  
  
  

  
Danie