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Robert Hawkins Obituary

Hawkins, Robert Kurtus, 22, a resident of Fullerton passed away on January 11, 2007. He is survived by his parents, Dennis Hawkins and Sondra Patterson; brothers, DeionTe Haywood; sister, Crystal Hawkins; grandmother, Priscilla Barnes; aunts, Pam Louis, Yumi Patterson, Tracey May; uncles, Vaughn Louis, Steve Patterson, Sean Patterson; cousins, Jazmyn and Jordyn Louis, Falisha and Steven Patterson and Jerik May. Viewing will be tonight, from 4-8 with a 11am service Saturday, both at Brown Colonial Mortuary. Brown Colonial Mortuary

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Published by Orange County Register from Jan. 17 to Jan. 19, 2007.

Memories and Condolences
for Robert Hawkins

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Mommy & DeionTe'

April 21, 2008

Unfortunately, it's come time to close this book, but never the memory of your smile, hugz and kissez, your silliness, your sweet disposition, your loving heart. All of that and everything you had to offer us here on Earth is awaiting our arrival to the Heavenly Golden Gates...
See you there baby boy!
Our Love is never forgotten or missed....it's with you ever day and everywhere you will ever go. God has given us that gift that no man can ever take away.....

Sondra

February 16, 2008

It was Valentine's Day and I sat looking at the stars in the sky thinking....all of the LOVE that is going on around the world today....couldn't match the love in my heart for you.
R.I.P. BABY BOY!

Lotza Luv,
MOMMY!

vanessa gonzalez

February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines!! I want to know that I thought about you today. I miss you! =)

"baby blue....

V

vanessa gonzalez

February 12, 2008

I miss you Shake! Plain and simple.....I miss you =)


"baby blue with shades of white"

V

vanessa gonzalez

February 3, 2008

I miss you Shake!! ='( I think about you a lot. Sometimes I come on here and I dont even know what to write or what to say anymore. Everytime I think of you is like Im talking to you. So you know already what I want to say and what I feel. I still wonder if your watching over me or if your out being an Angel in someone elses life. I even wonder if your back on earth and where....what shape have you taken now, who is the lucky one to cary your soul back to earth. I feel so lucky that I can still remember your smile and the way you sound when you laugh. If I think hard enough I can feel you wrap your arms around me for a hug. I miss you....I miss you....I miss you....

"Baby blue with shades of white..."

'V'

Jordyn

February 3, 2008

Robert was someone who was like a brother to me. I rememder when Robert and his mom and brother Sondie and Deionte had to come live with us in our house. Man those were the days yeah Robert was a little crazy at times but we all loved him for who he was and thats all that matters. Soon Robert moved out and grew up. We didnt see each other everyday but the last day I saw him was on his birthday and he got that big jacket from Demo. He was like the best friend I had and it was sad to see him go away. I hope he rest in peace. I miss you Robert.

Your memory will be loved and honored!

January 28, 2008

2005 Cancun Mexico.....21st Birthday!

January 28, 2008

Sondra

January 28, 2008

Thank you to everyone who has contributed a message, picture or voicemail to Robert's Guest Book. We would like to thank each and every one of you for all of the prayers and good wishes you have to sent to us over this past year. I will cherish every memory that you have shared in this book and if you feel compelled to leave more than one message, please do so.
Thank you all again for all of the love and support you have shown to us. We will pray for you as you have prayed for us.
REMEMBER:
He should be crying for us, not us crying for him.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

Sondra

January 27, 2008

Thank you to each and everyone of you who have stopped in and left a message to DeionTe', Robert and I...left a picture...condolensences....or a voice message. Every prayer is needed and truly, heart-felt and much appreciated. If you feel like leaving more than one, please do so. I do read them and yes I still cry over the wonderfully love-filled words. We miss him and I know that you all do too, but rest assured, we will all be meeting up again to have that wondeful family reunion in the clouds above. When we get there, you better believe...ROBERT "SHAKE" HAWKINS will be at the pearly gates waiting for each and every one of us to come on in. Knowing him and how his hustle.... DAT boy gotz da HOOK UP on getting some of you in that may not have made it...JUST KIDDING. Thank you all again and you can feel free to contact me at my email address listed below.
Thank you all once again.
We love you and will pray for you as much as you have prayed for us.
REMEMBER: We shouldn't cry for him...he should be crying for us.

Love,
Sondra
AKA
The_Real_Lady_Shake
p.s. Miss you mama's baby boy blue!

steven patterson

January 12, 2008

Love you dearly.

Mommy

January 11, 2008

Robert...my baby boy!
Well it's your 1 year anniversary. There has not yet a day gone by that I wasn't wishing you were still here, rapping, laughing that goofy wonderful laugh, smiling, playing football (were you belonged!). You'll be excited to know that DeionTe' has truly turned into "YOU"! The way your bodies are shaped, the way you stand with your butt cocked to the side...where you stand on the sideline during the games..as well as your love for the game. I have never seen anyone with as much passion as you had for the game of football. We will continue to carry on in football and life in your honor. I respect,love,honor and miss you greatly! There will never be another quite like you.

As you fly around the clouds
As you drift thru the skies....
We know we'll see you again one day...
So the tears I shall not cry.
If one happens to fall...
Your sweet name I shall call.
Robert, you were truly a great man..
but now, GOD has you in HIS hands.
We will not say good-bye....
We will see you again one day
Remember all of us here...
For "US" please pray!

vanessa gonzalez

January 11, 2008

Its been a year! Yesterday a year axactly! I still think of you all the time, hope your watching down on us from heaven, taking care of us. I love you Shake! Hope to see you again one day!

"Baby blue with shades of white..."

Love you always

Tony Simon

January 9, 2008

Hey Robert, this is Pastor tony still can't belive that God call you home But brother i'm still working to help your friends find the that path keep resting everything is going to be alright much love Pastor T

Baby Boy...You will always be missed by all that crossed your path. We LOVE you so much! Love, Mommy and DeionTe'

January 5, 2008

Derrick Pickford

January 5, 2008

Robert you are truly missed and always remembered. Love The Pickford's Derrick,Simone,De-Andre, and Lil Derrick

MOMMY

January 4, 2008

My dearest baby boy!
It's been almost a year to the date that they took you away and you flew up to the stars. We think about you and miss you so much every single day.
I'm trying very hard in the deepest part of my heart and soul to forgive them but it's not easy. I want you back here with me but know it could never be. So I wait for the day that The Lord will bring us together again. Then and only then will it be a joyous day for all of the Angels to sing.
~~~~ WE LOVE YOU ~~~~
Love 4ever and an eternity,
XOXOXOXO
Mommy and DeionTe'

Michelle (BENTON) BURNEY

December 30, 2007

**~~ Happy New Year's * *~~Robert~~*
you will truly be miss.. you are not here with us in body (TEARS) but you are here in All our heart's.. (SMILE) we all love you and miss you So So So So MUCH.. (TEARS)Please save a spot for me up there (SMILE) love you ** NEPHEW**

Your God Auntie Michelle ( Benton) Burney...

Michelle Burney

December 22, 2007

Robert I just want to come and say that we all miss you all so much this will be almost a year that you have been gone from us, this christmas you will truly be missed we all love you so very much.. Robert Please save a spot for me up there ok we love you and miss you .

love your God aunt Michelle S (BENTON) Burney

Vanessa Gonzalez

November 28, 2007

Ive been thinking about you A WHOLE LOT lately. Its almost been a year....WOW. A whole year has almost gone by since I last saw you. I just want you to know that I still think of you always.....and you are always in my heart. Ive been wanting to talk to your moms but I dont know how to get a hold of her. Im hoping she reads this and calls me or emails me.

Anyways....I miss you. I love you always...

"Baby blue with shades of white....never forget that night"

V

Vanessa Gonzalez

October 2, 2007

Hi Shake....

Wow....its been a while since Ive been on this thing to write to you. But, I have never stoped thinking about you. I still wonder about that night. I havent talked to your mom in a few months. I lost my phone with all my numbers. I miss you. I miss your voice. You havent come around in a while so I know your in peace. I love you and always will.

"Baby blue with shades of white"



Sondra, if you read this, call me, or email me. =)

Love always,
Vanessa

BRITANI WEBSTER

May 1, 2007

IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WHEN WE ALL USED TO HANG TOGETHER. BUT YEARS HAVE PASSED AND PEOPLE HAVE LEFT. I KNOW THAT IT TOOK A LONG TIME FOR ME TO WRITE IN THIS BOOK BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I HOPE THATYOU ARE AT PEACE AND THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ALL OF US. I ASK THAT YOU LOOK AFTER L.C. WE BOTH KNOW THAT WITHOUT YOU ITS HARD FOR HIM TO BREATHE. I WANT YOU TOKNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH.

"FALLEN ANGEL, BEAUTIFUL WINGS"

Vanessa Gonzalez

March 23, 2007

Hey Shake,

I miss you.

You know how things have been for me lately. And trust me, if I had to do it all over, I would. Youve been runnin' cross my mind, I wonder a lot about where your at-what its like for you now....worrie free, peacefull, perfect?? Im gonna come see you soon. Im not a singer, never have been...but Ive been wanting to come see you and sing to you. Why? I dont know, but Ive felt the need to go do that for you, and I will.

Sometimes the things I write on here dont make sense....but only you and I know what I mean. Thats all that matters. Its my way of communicating with you...aside from our moments.

Love you always..

Baby blue with shades of white..

"v"

JeNNiFeR "Lil Mama" Powell

March 10, 2007

I Find Myself MissinG U More N More As EaCh Day PaSSeS ! I Sit Up Here & Think Of All Tha Good TimeS & MemorieS That We Had 2oGeTher. That Makes It Hard For Me, BeCause I Know That We Will Neva Be Able 2oo Have Those Moments aGain ! I Know That Ur In A Way Better PlaCe Now & I Can Say That Wit ConFaDenCe. But I Can'T Help But Ask Tha QuestionS Of " Why So Soon & Why Did It Have 2oo Happen Tha Way It Did ". I Luv U & Miss U So So MuCh ShaKe ! I Want 2oo PiCC Up Tha Phone & Hear Ur VoiCe "AtLeast Just One More Time". I Want 2oo Hear That Beautiful LauGh Of Ur'z & See Ur Grill Shine In Tha SunLiGht. U Truely Were SomeThinG SpeCial & U Will Neva Be ForGoTTen ! It's Hard Out Here WitOut U. Just ConTinue 2oo Whisper In GodZ Ear "2oo ConTinue 2oo WatCh Ova Me & My Son, & 2oo Keep Me StronG". Even Wit U BeinG Gone, I Still Pray For U EveryDay. Yes, Tha Tears Are Still RunninG Down My CheeCks But That's SomeThinG That I Cant Seem 2oo Stop ! I Just Miss U RoBeRt*

Francis McClellan

March 8, 2007

I hear and see you everyday, I've listened to you and stay quiet so I can hear you...and I've done everything you've lead me to do...I only pray that others will do it too, I love and Miss you soooo sooo much, and I understand now not to be depressed and sad! I am and will always be here for your mother and brother...you know this to be true from my heart...I love you and we miss you, all the boys do, especially junebug!!

Vanessa Balcazar

March 7, 2007

Hey Shake,

......not a day goes by that you dont run through my mind. I miss you more than words can say. you need to "come holla at me" =)

..I can never come on this thing without bursting into tears....

I love you shake....i miss you =/

Michelle Burney

March 7, 2007

* Robert* my ♥ this is your God Aunt** Michelle**I no that It has been over 2 months but we still cant get It out of our minds that you are no longer here with us, we all miss you like crazy.and I no that one day we all will be together again... and to you ***Sandra: Gurl friend just keep praying and God will get you as well as the family through this hard time.. if you every need any thing even if it is just to talk please feel free to call ok I ? u Sandra.... ♥ Michelle & Family

Vanessa Gonzalez

February 22, 2007

Wattup Shake,

Its been a month and 1/2...I cant get over it. I still owed you a massage....I keep thinking of that and it brings me to tears....I was supposed to give you a massage the day before and I flaked on you as usual. And I know youll never let me live up to it cause I can hear you giving me a hard time about it. I still wanna pick up the phone and hear you on the other end. I miss you...

"v"

Michelle (Benton) Burney

February 19, 2007

hello there " Sandra " My ♥

How are you holding up! I no that it is still hard but, I no that God will get you through this hard time.and to let you no that we are still praying for you and the rest of the family.... and as for you Robert ( Shake) I no that you are in a better place but we all truly miss you here...and to let you no that we all will see you again take care of the rest of the family up there for us ok we all ♥ and Miss you all so much a day dont go by that we dont think about you and we all talk about the good times that we all spented with you .. ♥ you Robert ( Shake)...Michelle & Jennifer, Family...

Vanessa Gonzalez

February 15, 2007

Shake, Its been over a month now. Its hard to believe how quick time fly's. I miss you.

"When a man knows God, he is free: his sorrows have an end,
and birth and death are no more. When in inner union he is
beyond the world of the body, then the third world, the world
of the Spirit, is found, where the power of the All is, and man
has all: for he is one with the ONE."

"V"

Michelle ( Benton) Burney

February 14, 2007

** ? **
Sandra "
I just want you to no" how sorry i'm for your lost, and I no that God will get you through this hard Time..if there is any thing that you need are even if it is just to talk I want to be one of those you can call on ok.. I miss You also.. He Is and angel to ever one that he came in contex with..He is now with your mom.. watching after us all" Well you take care of your self.. Ok " to "Robert" (Shake) You are truly being Missed we all Miss you every day..I remeber when you was a little boy running around playing.. and then you turned out to be a very nice, and sweet young man.. no you are gone in body but you will always still be with us in heart take care of every one up there.. until we all meet again "" I ♥, and Miss you every day" your God Aunt Michelle (Benton) Burney Priscilla (Babii) Sister

Vanessa Gonzalez

February 13, 2007

Hey Sweetie,

In a few more days I wont be able to write to you here. But know that I still think of you and I pray for you and your loved ones. I miss hearing your voice and all the little stories you told. Its still unreal that you are gone =(

I will never tire of appolagizing, you, God and I know why. My last memory of you is fond. You were smiling and wished me a Good Night. That night was a good night, untill I heard what had happened. Your home now and I know that one day we will see eachother again, but untill then, I will not stop looking at everyface and every ride---you know what I mean------

I remember watching on TV once that everyone has a guardian angel...or angels who follow them everywhere. We dont get to choose/pick who we want over our shoulders watching us. But, I pray that you are one of mine. I feel realy selfish sometimes....I get so mad and angry at everyone. And I keep wishing that I could see you one last time, just for a minute so that I can tell you everything I wish I could have told you before. I wish I could hug you one last time. And then I think of how many people wish for that same thing. Your mom is such a strong person...Ive never met anyone with such determination and strength to move forward. And I wonder..."If his MOM can keep herself together so well...why cant I" I just wanna know that you forgive me. I keep this to myself now. I rarely talk to anyone about how I feel. But you know.....you know I pray for you...you know I talk to you...you know how I feel.

You were such an inspiration to others....and you never thought twice about helping others in need. I will do the same for you.....I miss you Shake....Im sorry =`(

Baby blue with shades of white....


"V"

Chalay Parris

February 11, 2007

wow, where do I start. I never got the chance to tell you how much I appreciated you. You were and still are the source of everyone's strength. It was always sooo easy to talk to you and you always knew the right thing to say when someone was feeling down. I just want to say that you have touched sooo many hearts and you will forever be in our hearts. I knew I have been blessed to have had met you and to feel like you were part of my family. Thank you for all that you have done and for making my sister shine with happiness. I Love You and you will be missed but never forgotten. Rest In Peace, my brother.

JeNNiFeR PoWeLL

February 10, 2007

RoBerT *ShaKe* HaWkInS

Wow, This Is Tha First Time That I've Came On Here. It's Been Almost A Month & It's Still Hard For Me 2oo aCCept ! I Know It's True But I Hate Tha Reality.I Had Just Seen U Earlier That Day & U Was Just So Handsome Wit That Beautiful Smile On Your FaCe. U Gave Me A HuG & Told Me 2oo Holla At U, So Now Im GoinG 2oo Holla At U. Im At Ur House Everyday & Still "I Want 2oo Just See U Walk ThrouGh Tha Door & Say (What It Do Lil Mama)". I Sit On Tha CouCh In Ur Favorite Spot Just 2oo Feel Closer 2oo U & SomeTimes It BrinGs Me PeaCe, But Then I Go Outside & All I See In Darkness Where U PaSSed ! I Know Ur In A Way Better PlaCe Now & That Helps Me 2oo Get ThrouGh EaCh Day. U Are Now My Gaurdian AnGel & I Know That U Will Look Out For Me In Heaven As U Did On Earth ! They MiGht Have Taken U Away From Us PhysiCally But Ur Smile, Ur LauGhter, Ur Warmth, Ur CarinG, Ur Funniness, Ur Love, Ur Style, Ur Jokes, Ur Grill, Ur PiCCiness About Food, Most Importantly "Just Ur Memoriers" Will Live In Our Hearts Foreva ! U Were Truely A Great Man. I Didn't Get A ChanCe 2oo Tell U This "But Thank U For EverythinG That U Have Done For Me, I Truely AppreCiate It From Tha Bottom Of My Heart". Not HavinG No Answers About This Whole Situation Is Really Hard For Everyone 2oo Deal Wit But We All Know That "GoD Is In ConTrol Of Tha Situation" & What Goes Around, Comes Around ! I Pray EaCh & EveryDay AskinG GoD 2oo BrinG PeaCe 2oo Ur MoTher, Our Family & All Of Our Friends. I Ask Him 2oo Stay In Our Hearts, Heal Our Spirits, & Keep Us Wit Tha RiGht Way Of ThinkiG ! I Love U From Tha Bottom Of My Heart & I Miss U More An More EaChDay. U Will Neva Be ForGotten, That's A Promise & One Day "GoD WillinG" I Will See u aGain ! Thanks For All Tha "FlipFlops & Stunna Shades". Ur Always N Foreva *My Numba One Stunna* YaDDaDaMeeN. . . . . I Luv U ShaKe DiZZeL ! *TearS*

Vanessa Gonzalez

February 9, 2007

(sigh!!) I havent been on this thing for a few days already....you are greatly missed. I saw a picture of you yesterday and I felt a knot in my throat. I held back my tears for as long as I could..but you know how hard it is for me to do so.

I havent heard you or felt you...I dont know why...but Ill let it be. I know that in time-the right time-you will come to me again.

Baby blue with shades of white....

'v'

Bernadette Thomas

February 9, 2007

**** EVERYONE*****

If you have any photos of Robert please download them on the book on Feb 15 I will be paying for a hard copy to send to Sondra. Let's make this a book she will have forever. If you do not have a credit card send the pictures to me and I will download them.

FRED-ADERIN JAMES

February 9, 2007

We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help at this time.

TARRANCE CROSS

February 9, 2007

Please accept my deepest sympathies.

DERRICK ATES

February 9, 2007

My heart goes out to you at this time and in the days ahead.

SHIRLEY NELSON

February 9, 2007

Please accept my deepest sympathies.

ANNIE-LANI PICKERINGS

February 9, 2007

No bond is as great as that between a parent and child. Our deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.

PRISCILLA BARNES

February 9, 2007

Be Still

Be still like the grass on a melancholy summer day
Be still like desert shrub.

Be calm and you will hear your loved one speak, in the stillness, in the calm, their love resounds.

If you are still this promise I make, you will hear the voice of your loved one helping you along your way.

EWARD-MAY NELSON-FAMILY

February 9, 2007

You are in our thoughts and prayers.

DAVID -TRACY PAUGH

February 9, 2007

The loss of someone so close is difficult to bear. We share your grief.

REV JESSIE FARLEY -FAMILY

February 9, 2007

Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of grief. May your memories bring you comfort.

BARBARA BARKER

February 9, 2007

I was so sorry to hear of your loss. The thoughts of many are with you at this time of sorrow.

TYNDAL HOLLINS

February 9, 2007

Take comfort in knowing that now you have a special guardian angel to watch over you.

PASTOR MARK WILLIAMS

February 9, 2007

I was so sorry to hear of your loss. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help at this time.

JR-EVELYN WARE

February 9, 2007

We were so sorry to hear of your loss. The thoughts of many are with you at this time of sorrow.

Francis McClellan

February 8, 2007

I dedicate this to you Auntie Sondra, You are my inspiration!

"Praise And Love For You"

I have watched you over the years as you struggle and drag your way through a day...

I have seen you with the weight of the family and life's cruel ways fast at your back while you call forth wishful dreams to quiet the tears from your eyes.

I have heard you singing on the edge of a nights dream as you pass your heart felt feelings to those in need, and as you recharge us with your smile and soft spoken words.

I have wondered with my eyes open wide and full fo glee as I say on to thee, what a woman my sister must be as she moves with great strength through earth's fog with such grace amidst the rain and urge us all to take onto another day.

...and although I can't carry a tune, I want to sing with you a simple duet with quiet echoes telling of love and deep emotions that spirit your fears away and calm the painful nights.

All this I say before you, to let you know dear sister, you are here on God's Earth for those who love you and need to hold you near.

Francis McClellan aka Big Momma

February 8, 2007

I see you in the car, I feel your hug and kiss, I hear you telling me this girls from Santa Ana and your back on the block,"FRAN"..as you sing my name with a tune...lol I miss you too much, I hear you making fun of Louie Q. roaring like a tiger, I see your box of pixie sticks u left behind...and my children were first to find...I'm still waiting for my lunch, even though you filled the gas tank in my car...I miss you, I miss you too much. Rest In Peace Rob, I Love You, I do...and someday when it's my turn to join you there, I'll bring the meat so we can have a B.B.Q. I'll c-ya laterz! *wink*wink*

BARNES-STEWART FAMILY

February 7, 2007

No bond is as great as that between a parent and child. Our deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.

PAUL BARNES-FAMILY

February 7, 2007

We were so sorry to hear of your loss. The thoughts of many are with you at this time of sorrow.

LAVERNE HOLLINS-FAMILY

February 7, 2007

Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of grief. May your memories bring you comfort.

JUNITA COLLINS FAMILY

February 7, 2007

The loss of someone so close is difficult to bear. We share your grief.

BRANDON-TRAY-ELIJHA WARE

February 7, 2007

You are in our thoughts and prayers.

MARK BARNES

February 7, 2007

My heart goes out to you at this time and in the days ahead.

UNCLE JAMES-CHARLENE STEWART

February 7, 2007

May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.

PASTOR-NADRA WILLIAMS

February 7, 2007

We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help at this time.

EVELYN WARE

February 7, 2007

May your hearts soon be filled with wonderful memories of joyful times together as you celebrate a life well-lived.

PRISCILLA BARNES

February 7, 2007

In My Pocket

I have memories in my pocket.
They rattle among the change.

My memories of you are treasures I carry wherever I go.

They are stored in bits and pieces, parts of a beautiful whole
They give me comfort when I think I am alone.

Yes, I have memories in my pocket, like so much other stuff I keep there.

But of all the treasures I have, it’s the memories of you that are the most precious.

PRISCILLA BARNES

February 7, 2007

In My Pocket

I have memories in my pocket.
They rattle among the change.

My memories of you are treasures I carry wherever I go.

They are stored in bits and pieces, parts of a beautiful whole
They give me comfort when I think I am alone.

Yes, I have memories in my pocket, like so much other stuff I keep there.

But of all the treasures I have, it’s the memories of you that are the most precious.

Vanessa Gonzalez

January 31, 2007

I just might be going crazy....but if thats the case, then let it be...I hear you, I feel you. And when we meet again...Ill make sure to bring you a Carne Azada Quesadilla or a Burrito (which ever one you want) with no beans or salsa, a root beer light on the ice.....=)

Baby blue with shades of white....Ill never forget that night.

I didnt wright this poem....but it suits you well.....

I will not stand at your grave and weep,
You are not there, You do not sleep.

You are a thousand winds that blow.
You are the diamond glint on snow.
You are the sunlight on ripened grain.
You are the gentle autumn rain.

When I wake in the morning hush,
You are the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
You are the soft starlight at night.

I will not stand at youre grave and weep.
You are not there, You do not sleep.
(Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!)

God holds you in His hands....how lucky can you get!! I'll c u soon =)

"V"

Sir Brian DEBENEDITTO

January 30, 2007

my homie
i cant belive youre gone man. we was boys since i was 7 years old. you put me on to everything. you were one of the few people who believed i would be something. you looked out for me so many times. and i love you for that man. you were like my older brother. i'ma miss you man. i couldnt make it to your funeral. i really couldnt see you like that. i still cant take it. i just catch myself saying "man my homie is gone" i cried when i got the news man. you were a true friend. i know you didnt want this. i remember when i moved to san diego and you were happy for me cause i was living my life away from trouble. you was my man, i really miss you, but i know you resting in peace.
peace.

Mommy.....

January 27, 2007

My son, My baby, MY ANGEL!!!!
It's been more than 2 weeks now and it's still not real to me. I still look at the front door sometimes wishing and praying you would just walk through it. I know that won't happen. I just was hoping this was a really long bad bad nightmare that would end.
Your love, laughter, warm smile, intelligence, wit, character, charisma, generous, big-heart, talented, caring, sharing, giving ways shall never ever be forgotten. You touched all of our lives and our hearts,but best of all....you are a part of our SOULS!
I thank GOD for the wonderful 22 yrs he has given me with you. I feel it's not enough but GOD had other plans.
You grew from a sweet beautiful Gift from God as a baby into the wonderful man that we all know and love. Your spirit will live on in us all as the young, vibrant, talented man you are known to be.
We will DEFINATELY meet again. I don't know how soon or how long but I do know that it will happen and when I get there I expect to see you waiting at those pearly gates...arms opened wide to give me another one of those big bear hugs and kiss me on the cheek and hear you once again say "I LOVE YOU MAMA!" (I miss those...)
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO :)

Vanessa Gonzalez

January 25, 2007

So.....another day! Exactly 2 weeks ago today, youve gone! Please know that I still pray for you and for those who have survived you. I reminisce....thats all thats left.......
"V"

Vanessa Gonzalez

January 24, 2007

Sometimes I catch myself picking up the phone to call you, and then I remember that youve gone home. I think of you every day, all day. And I pray for you every chance I get. I know your watching over all of us, and with that you know that I still mourn for you. I am not trying to disturb your peace, and I pray that my tears dont disturb, but I cant help it. You are missed greatly!!! =/

Johnathan Williams

January 23, 2007

It feels like it was just the other day when my son was hanging out with Robert on 4th of July. Robert was playing like a big kid, running up and down the street, lighting fireworks with all the kids much younger. Robert you will be missed!!! Johnathan and myself will always make sure every 4th there is a big BOOM in you honor.

Kimberly May-Grady

January 23, 2007

Sondra,
Just know that the Peace of God Will Surpass All Understanding. Know that we love you and will continue to pray for you during this difficult time. There are no words to express our deepest sympathy for the loss of your baby boy. Robert is and will be Greatly Missed!

Melanie Champion

January 23, 2007

To the family and friends of Robert Hawkins. Although I only knew him a few years, he touched my heart and many others at Greenville. We have lots of fun stories about Robert during those years at Greenville that the staff have told and retold. He was that special student that you remembered, not because he got in trouble occasionally...but because he was sweet, kind, gentle, smart, and funny. We also appreciated all the support from Sondra as she understood his needs and ours. We will never forget him. M.Champion

MARLENE A. ORTIZ

January 23, 2007

Robert,
What can I say? Things will never be the same. All I have now is great memories of you and the times your smile put a smile to my face. I never met a more happier, thankful, friendly person like you. Words can not describe the wonderful person that you once were. You will forever be in my heart.

"Rest In Peace"

Vanessa Gonzalez

January 23, 2007

You had so much love and respect for those who cared for you. That night will be in my heart and in my memories forever. Im sorry! Im sorry I wasnt there with you, but I will always keep you im my prayers, always. Love you ALWAYS, Shake! ---love and respect...Vanessa

Al & Ruth Bolanos

January 22, 2007

Al, Jazmin, Robin, Adam, Lil Al and I extend our condolences to you and your family. We hope that time and memories will help lessen the burden of your sorrow, and that you and your family may draw some measure of comfort knowing that others care and share in your loss.
Sincerely,

The Bolanos Family

Pam & Bob Morrris

January 22, 2007

Dearest Sondra,
Although I wrote our condolences on the 17th, I feel compelled to let you know how very beautiful the service was Saturday. I loved the Pastor calling all the "Valley High School" family up to show their love for Robert and one another. That was very special. Bob & I were there (standing in the back) because there were SO MANY people that loved Robert & you that we couldn't all fit in the Chapel. Coach Leyva walked in with us but he was overwhelmed by the crowd. I'm not even sure he had a chance to sign the guest book but I wanted you to know he was there. We can relate to your loss in the smallest way because Robert was our boy too. Even though we haven't seen him since he graduated from Valley, seeing him through all 4 years of h.s. playing so hard on the football team made him ours. Brett kept in touch with him and Larry and we were always "posted" on how they were. We just want you to know how much we remember not only about you, Robert, and your brothers but about your dear Mother and all the love she passed to you and you are still passing that love on. Thinking of you often.

This is the way we will always remember you, Robert. Love always, Uncle Sean, Auntie Yumi, and Cousins Sho, Micaiah, and Mackenzie.

Sean Patterson and Family

January 22, 2007

Dearest Robert - We'll miss the twinkle in your eye, the grandeur of your smile, and the genuine sweetness in your heart. It's never goodbye...it's see you later. But until then, we'll miss you. Love always, Uncle Sean, Auntie Yumi, and Cousins Sho, Micaiah, and Mackenzie.

Alex Toland

January 22, 2007

I love you Sondra and you and Robert have always been in my heart. I will always remember the little kid with the glasses that always wanted to follow me and Troy around. I loved Robert and how I remember him. He was a special gift from God. I know that he touched the lives of many people with the smile and his truly kind heart. I will be in prayer for you and your entire family. Although I am far away in distance I am very close in the Holy Spirit. Even though we will all miss him, and we will, remeber that he is truly in a truly place where there is not hurt, sorrow, or pain. Sondra remember that your are greatly loved for the wonderful mother that you are, Keep your head to the sky. I love you and miss you and Robert dearly. With love the of Jesus Christ and the Father.

Nereida Lopez

January 21, 2007

May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.
Robert will be rememberd always. He was a fellow classmate of mine VHS c.o 2002 he sat next to me in graduation talking proudly of his family and friends that were there to support him. He will always be in my hart and memory.

R.I.P. Robert "SHAKE" Hawkins.....

January 21, 2007

Mommy

January 21, 2007

Today is the day we laid you to rest....I want you to know son, you were one of the best! My heart breaks at the thought of not having you here....you have got to know "I LOVE YOU" my dear! They took you from us and now we've parted ways....but I know for sure, we'll see each other again one day. Heaven is not too far, not too far away....until we see each other again, on that faithful day. I say to you my darling son ROBERT, I Love You....I Love You...I LOVE YOU more than words could ever say. I wish you could wrap yor arms around me, kiss my cheek and say "I LOVE YOU MAMA" that I will definately miss....your smile, your hugs, and your tender kiss. They took your body but not your heart, my love for you and your love for me will never ever part.
R.I.P. Mommy's Angel Boo

Paulette Barnes McDade

January 20, 2007

Our prayers r with the family.

Michelle Burney

January 19, 2007

** Sondra: I just want to let you and the Family to no how sorry i'm to here about your son Robert (Shake) Hawkins he will truly be miss he was a very sweet young man.and he is now and Angel in Heaven looking down on you all. you take care of your self. our prays go out to you and your family.. Love Michelle Benton Burney & Family

Leonard, Shirley Barnes

January 19, 2007

To Sondra, & Family may God Kepp you all in his loveing sweet care.Robert RIP you will truly be miss, we all love you so much you was a very Good and sweet young man, every one has very nice words to said about you RIP Robert ( Shake) Hawkins.... Love the Barnes Family.

Tiffany, Joseph, Kaylah and Abigail Margo

January 19, 2007

Sondie,
I am so sorry to hear about your son. My prayers and thoughts are with you during this time. May God bless you and your family.

Cynthia Rivera (Stevie Armijo's Mom)

January 19, 2007

Dearest Sondra,
No bond is as great as that between a parent and child. My deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.

Your always LOVING....MOMMY!!

January 18, 2007

To my son "ROBERT". I love you more than a zillion words could have ever been spoken. I love you more than the sky is wide. When your journey to Heaven took place, my heart was broken. I still need you here by my side.....I do not ponder hate in my heart this I will surely try....we parted ways without saying a final good bye. I will see you again this I know....my path to now take, only GOD will show.
Rest in Peace Mommy's Angel.....

Richard Pedroza

January 18, 2007

We are so sorry for you loss.Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family....

The Pedroza Family

David Jimerson

January 18, 2007

Sondra,
My condolences to you on the loss of Robert. I pray that you will find your way through this loss.

May God Bless You

David J

Erica vazquez

January 18, 2007

We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help at this time.

Bernadette Thomas

January 18, 2007

Sondra,
Your heart has felt so much pain. Yet you hold your head so high. You were blessed to have 22 years with a great person. A kind and loving person. Although Robert's homegoing was sudden know that he is with our Lord and Savior he is safe away from harm. May God Bless you and keep you.

Much Much Love,

Mark & Lily Fausto

January 18, 2007

Sondie,
We are deeply saddened to hear of your loss. Our hearts and prayers go out to you and your family to help you pull through this difficult time.

(Fausto Family)

Maggie ESTRADA

January 18, 2007

In the wake of such a loss, we're haunted by things we don't - and may never - understand. Yet the solace we seek may not come from answers. So we look for comfort in the belief of love's everlasting connection. May our prayers lift you, hold you close, and give you peace.

Danny,Maggie Estrada & family

Irma Mateos

January 18, 2007

Since we heard of your Loss right away we thought of you and said a loving Prayer. That he would bless you and comfort you during your time of need. Our hearts goes out to you.
Mateo's Family
Silvia,Irma,Robert,Matt

yolanda segura

January 18, 2007

Sondra,
From myself and my children Eddie Silvas, Adriana and Robert. We want to express our deepest sympathy to you and your family. My prayers especially to you as a mother whom I know loves her son so much. I pray for comfort and peace and most of all strength to get you through all this. I also will cherish all the pop warner times and the respect and manners that Robert always showed.God Bless. Yolly Segura once cheer coordinator P/W

Claudia Vasquez

January 17, 2007

My heart goes out to you at this time and in the days ahead. Robert was a classmate of mine who ill never forget.

KARLEY HURTADO

January 17, 2007

SONDRA OUR PRAYER ARE WITH YOU ALL WE CAN ONLY REMEMBER ALL THE GREAT TIME AT THE PARK WHEN MOM,DAD,DAVID WE NEVER LEFT TILL THE LIGTHS WENT OUT ALL OF US KIDS WOULD HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE FEILD AND ROBERT WOULD GO SEE WHAT CHOPPERS MOM HAD LEFT AT THE SNACK BAR THEN HE WOULD PICK-UP THE FIELD THAT WHAT I REMEMBER KARLEY HURTADO 760-508-7094

CHARLOTTE MARMOLEJO

January 17, 2007

OH WOW I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW VERY SORRY WE ARE TO HER ABOUT ROBERT IT HIT US LIKE A BOMB OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU SONDRA I CAN ONLY LOOK BACK AT ALL THE OLD TIMES WE HAD WE ALWAYS WANTED OUR BOYS TO JUST BE OUR STARS AND MAKE PROUD TO SAY THATS MY BOY WELL KNOW YOUR MOM AND MY MOM WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM AND WE WILL ALWAYS KNOW HE IS STILL OUR SHINNING STAR WE LOVE ALL OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY FRANK AND CHARLOTTE MARMOLEJO CHOPPERS AND KARLEY HURTADO

Teri Davis

January 17, 2007

Sondra, I would like to extend my deepest heart-felt sympathy for the loss of your precious son, Robert. It doesn't seem that much time has passed since I was driving our boys to kindergarten. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May the infinite Love and Mercy of Our Heavenly Father be your source of comfort during this difficult time. (Tim's and Matt's mom.)

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