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John Paul Carroll

John Carroll Obituary

Carroll, John Paul of the West Palm Beach area passed away on January 30, 2006. He was born in Washington, DC, graduated from Ft. Lauderdale Christian High School, and was attending Palm Beach Atlantic University. He was an avid sailor, a member of Screen Actors Guild, played baseball with honors, and football, and he was Notre Dame's biggest Irish fan. Those left to cherish his memory are his mother and father; Paula and Jim Carroll; a sister, Tara Carroll of Tamarac, FL; two half-brothers, Cody and Dillon Carroll of Lexington, KY; a grandmother, Mary Hancock of Marietta, GA; three aunts and uncles, numerous cousins, and a host of other relatives and close friends. Viewings will be at Forest Lawn Funeral Home at 200 West Copans Road in Pompano Beach from 2:00-4:00 p.m. and 6:00-9:00 p.m. on Monday, February 6, 2006. Funeral Services will be held at First Baptist Church of Ft. Lauderdale, 300 E. Broward Boulevard in Ft. Lauderdale on Tuesday, February 7, 2006 at 1:00 p.m. Interment follows at Evergreen Memorial Cemetery.

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Published by Sun-Sentinel from Feb. 4 to Feb. 5, 2006.

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178 Entries

Michelle Browning

January 29, 2024

Ahh my old friend, I have no doubt that you are up there jamming out with Jimmy Buffett now and I wish I could be your back up singer once more. There still isn't a sailboat I pass by that doesn't take me back to a place when we would go to your Dad's condo in the Keys and your Amazing and Beautiful Sister was there with us on one trip. There are days when the clouds are shaped a certain way that it brings back memories of riding wave runners with Micah. Even though you were definitely one of the good ones you were taken from us all way too soon. My heart will always be missing a piece from you. May the road lead me to you in heaven.

Herbie

November 1, 2023

JP,
Lets just say anyone the knew you misses you! God knows we still talk to each other and Holy Moly lets keep that between us! I still miss you. Enough said.
Herbie

Angelique M Browning

February 19, 2022

In a perfect world,we would have just had an awesome Birthday Celebration for you yesterday. But unfortunately it was a somber day. And even though all of us are still going on with our own lives, I am positive that each one of us share the same pain in that I have in my heart when we remember that you aren't here. It doesn't get any easier. Happy Birthday My Friend.

Herbie Grigg

February 17, 2022

Holy Moly
45 years !!!!
The Bible says these years eternally are not even a day on Earth years.
I beg to differ.
I miss you yesterday and today!
J P
Peace and love !!!

Angelique Michelle Browning

September 27, 2021

John, I still have to go thru all of the motions to realize that you are really gone. Tgere was never a moment that we couldn't find a way to make an absolute dive or dump with music y John getting up and singing anything. Because well,he could. The size and gravity of his heart has still been unsurpassed. I miss your amazing beautiful smile and your sexy dimples. And eyes I have seen oceans through. John or JP. To some. I will always be a thought away. You touched my heart and I cannot wait to see you again on the other side my sweetest friend.
Michelle

Herbert Grigg

September 28, 2020

JP,
it has been a while since I have written you. That's not to say I haven't thought and spoken to you.
Let's just say its been interesting for the last few months let alone years. FYI, Peanut Island is nothing that you would say is the same. Pirates and sailors roam to the next port and that would be Jupiter. You/we would love the sail up to the inlet and spend the weekend up there. That's another story.
We all miss you! Some times I get the feeling your here and being part of the scene. That's what the Holy Spirit is all about. Feeling your presence and knowing that we have a connection beyond Earth is amazing.
Love you and your family, Herbie

Herbie Grigg

January 5, 2020

Missing you JP
As the years go by and time heals the empty void in our hearts. We take time to remember all the good times we had together. Some how I feel your here with us. It's just this feeling that I have. Just wish you could talk back. Laughing with me and listening to jimmy buffet and all the things we used to do together.
Wish you were here JP
Herbie

Tara Carroll

November 7, 2018

John Paul,

I miss you so much my brother ! Life just keeps passing on and I am still stuck on the day I lost you .. It's so weird. I love you so much and pray that you can see everything I am doing in your name. I would love to see you in a dream or something. I haven't had any signs from you lately and I could really use one right now. You are forever a part of my soul ... I love and miss you dearly. Forever and for always .. Your Sista,

Tara

June 12, 2018

JP,
It has been a while my friend. You are still in my thoughts and memories. Looking down from above you have a balcony seat to all that is going on down here so I won't bore you with that.
I really do miss you and wish you are here. I sailed in the Turks and Caicos islands recently and could only think of you onboard through the islands. you were there in spirit with me.
Keep an eye on us, as we will keep you in our hearts.

Herbie

Tara Carroll

March 1, 2018

Hey John Paul,

I love and miss you soooooo much ! I think of you and still cry every day. I just cannot believe it is real still and so many times have thought " OMG ! I have to tell John about this ". I am forever lost without you ! I have made great progress on your case and am finally getting the help that I have needed all along to reopen your case. It is just a matter of time. I love you so much and would love to even dream about you. Please let me know you are here with me .. I have not gotten any good signs lately and I really live for those signs .. they help me get through each day. Please know how much I love and miss you and just wish i would have known we would not have our whole lives together .. I would have grabbed a hold of you and never let go ..

I love you bro,

Your Sis, Tara

Tara Carroll

August 3, 2016

Hey Bro,

Havent written in awhile .. but have been visiting. I hung out with Herbie and we had a really good time and he is going to try to help in any way he can with your case. I love you so much and miss you beyond belief .. It is like it happened yesterday ! The pain does not subside, it only gets worse. I am working on new binders of your case file and then will be hitting the pavement again. I will never ever ever give up on you ! I lost my soul the day you died and would give my life in a heartbeat to have one more moment with you ! I promise you I will get you justice .. It is what I am living for. I love you and will check in soon .. Hopefully with good news :)

I love you so much,

Your Sis ~ Tara

Mendy Acevedo

July 19, 2016

To the Carroll Family,

My sincerest condolences go out to you and all who loved John. I was an old girlfriend of John's back in 96-98. I just discovered that he passed from a patron at the establishment I work at. A close friend of the family told me the news upon realizing we both knew him. I am so sorry for your loss. May he rest peacefully until you see him again. Many blessings to your family.

Sincerely,
Mendy

April 20, 2016

JP,
We love you my friend.
So many times I wish you were able to share our new experiences and be here with us. I remember that your are in our hearts and minds. We survive live without you. Make life to show you a good life. All the while wishing you were part of it!
I haven't text in a while. my bad.
Love you, Herbie

Herbie Grigg

January 29, 2016

Stopped by today to sit and say hello to my friend. Within one minute you shared your hello with your friends. Two dozen birds and ducks came right up to me and said hello. Even after ten long years of only memories you are still making new ones. Thank you for the tears and joy of being your friend. Herbie

Tara Carroll

February 18, 2015

Happy Birthday to my best friend and little brother today. What would usually be
a day of knocking back multiple cocktails, cracking on ea other, and throwing
cake in each others face ... Is now spent bringing you balloons and a bottle of
your fave liquor to your grave.
It is not fair ... The pain is so raw and I still cry every day. I am soul-less
and everything about my being exist to get you justice. Which you know I am WELL
on my way !!
The pain does not subside ... Things do NOT get better with time ... And there
is no such thing as " moving on ". But only someone that has walked in my shoes
can share this brutal truth ... It is impossible for anyone else to understand !
I will NEVER give up on you bro and I think you know that by now. I love you so
much and cannot wait to see you again. I miss you so very much , every second of
every day !

Your big sis and biggest fan !

Herbie .... I do not have your email or contact info .. Please mail to [email protected]

November 15, 2014

Tara congratulations on your quest. If you need anything from me, call. Herbie

Tara Carroll

November 2, 2014

Hi JP ... I did it , I graduated ! I did it all for you. This is the biggest step forward I have made so far in my quest for your justice. I promised you I would never give up, as you would NEVER give up on me ! I am soooo sorry it is taken so long but being on this journey for your justice alone has left me with many pitfalls. It sucks having nobody to back me up when I cannot exhale until your killer has to face the justice i have been waiting almost 9 years to him up. But I am oh so close. As you know I already am getting the contacts I need to see that your case is reopened and investigated the way it should have been from day one. I cant believe i did it. And while i am fighting for the justice you so deserve i get to ensure that no family on one of my crime scenes ever has to face the injustice I have. It has been a long lonely road, but i really hope you see me and how much i miss and love you every day. Time stopped for me the day you died and i still cant believe it is real. I need you so much right now and would give my life for 30 more seconds, or even one more "I Love You". You were and still are everything to me ... and now your justice is all i live for. I pray to god every day that you know I will never let this go. It is my purpose in life. I started writing a poem for you ... It is not finished but i wanted to share the portion i have written with you ....

Why did god take you ? I'm oldest, I go first
I been by your side since the day of your birth

People think it gets better with time
They've obviously never felt this pain ...
And to them , all I have to say is
Walk in my shoes for a day

Walk in my darkness and truly feel my pain
And those words would never cross their lips again

Walk in my darkness, live with no soul
As, I have been gutted and my heart has a huge hole

It doesnt get better and it will definitely never pass
I barely survive , I am just a breathing mass

I pray not to wake up , it's a struggle every day
I can't help but scream , " it wasn't suppose to be this way"

If I stayed with you a few more hours or even another day
The result would have been different, And you could have stayed ...

To be continued .....

I am going to come see you tomorrow. I love you so much ....

Your Sis

May 20, 2014

Memorial day is soon upon us. Your memory is always with us. I can not look at the Ocean without thinking of you. The other day, a Mcgregor sailboat raced by us. Once again there you were. Your presence is all around us. Herbie

Tara Carroll

January 24, 2014

I close my eyes,
Think maybe if I pray hard enough...
Everything will be okay...

I'll open my eyes,
And you'll be smiling down on me.
Maybe if I wish hard enough...
The last 8 years will just disappear,
And you'll be here.

Laughing with me just like before.
Everything like its always been,
Not all this pain,
As if it could replace you,
As if I could ever be the same.

I Love you Bro :) ... Your Sis .... I miss you no less today than I did yesterday .. There is no such thing as "closure" and it definitely doesn't get better with time .. It just prolongs the pain. I miss you with every part of my soul. See you next week. Muah !

January 9, 2014

JP, just wanted to write a quick note and say hello. As time passes your presence is still felt. We all miss you and love you, as you know. Keep shinning down on us. Love, Herbie

Tara Carroll

October 6, 2013

Had a really tough day today. Every day is tough and a challenge, But today is especially bad. I miss you so much and am living to get you justice. I am only 6 months from graduating as a CSI to finally have the resources and the connections to get you justice. I want to feel you around me ... I feel like your not really here with me accept for the few and far between signs I get from you. You know I cry every day and I am obsessed to achieve my goal of your justice. I want to dream about you. I need confirmation that you know I will never give up on you ! I hope you have your Bailey with you. I hope her knows how much I loved him and I am so sorry i couldn't give him the fun life you did, due to my depression and constant fatigue. I hope you also have my Tequila, Kahlua, Sambuka and Miss Molly. And I pray that they know as well. My guilt is extreme, I loved them so much but after your death they rarely went to the dog park, ect. simply because I couldn't get out of bed. But I have to say my baby's always knew when I was upset and would kiss away my tears. Thank god for them or I would have probably be with you by now. I miss you so much and am completely soulless. Everyone continues with there life of course, but I am still stuck at the day you died. You know that I sometimes take offense to people telling me you would want me to move on. That is not possible !!! You don't ever move on you just try to learn to deal with it. I am so alone without you, and cannot believe we were not able to do all the things we wanted to. I love you so much,
Your Sister .... T

Tara Carroll

August 29, 2013

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power. They are messengers
of overwhelming grief and of unspeakable love." ~ Washington Irving

Tara Carroll

May 30, 2013

My Lil Brother

I never had the chance,
To say to you goodbye.
Now I am left with a huge whole inside,
That nothing can ever heal, not even time.

But, for you, I will live on
I believe that is the least that I can do.
You have blessed my life in so many ways
Before God had to call for you.

I know on the other side
We shall meet again.
I know our bond is eternal,
And it never never has to end.

This is just a leave of absence for us,
One day I will once again hold you,
I can tell you all the things I never got to say,
And do all the things that we never got to do.

May 1, 2013

As time passes by your memory holds strong. Wishing can not bring you back. However is does remind me each and everytime I wish you were here that I truely keep your memory alive.
I find myself wishing all the time. I love you JP.
Keeping the faith down here, Herbie

tara carroll

April 9, 2013

I hope you saw me there on Easter Sunday. Nothing has changed at all ... I miss you soooo much and will never ever be the same

~ Sis ~

Herbie Grigg

February 17, 2013

Happy birthday JP! Your spirit still lives on in our hearts and minds. The years keep on counting day by day as you watch us from up above, knowing we will see each other like no time at all has past. I love you JP.

Tara ~ U sis Carroll

February 10, 2013

This life is filled with pain and sorrow,
I always wonder if I'll make it through tomorrow.
I don't know what I'm going to do,
I'm always missing you.

I think about the joy, laughter, and tears,
and try not to have any fears.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
But once again I start thinking about your death.

You told me you would never leave me
And told me to always keep on a smile.
But you still haven't made it home to me,
How do you expect me to smile?

I know you will always be in my heart,
But it is slowly breaking apart.
I always loved having you near,
and now I wish and pray you were here.

Tara Carroll

February 3, 2013

My Other Half

Never thought it could be you,
I never wanted it to.
My other half of me just disappeared.
And I am left here .. alone .. to face my worst fears
My tears will never go away,
My heart feels like its been thrown away.

When I heard the news,
I fell to my knees.
Not wanting to ever get up,
I wanted to hear you say ... it will be okay.
I had to drive the 60 miles to see if it was true,
Memories running through my head ... It just can't be true

I couldn't see those big blue eyes,
there's not a smile that could ever be replaced.

God, take this pain away from me.
I never got to say goodbye,
I want you to answer me why.

I was too late to take his place,
but all I can do is wait.
Till then I'll be missing him.

Tara Carroll

January 27, 2013

Distant Angel

You are my distant angel,
Watching over me with care.
I can not help to think,
What would happen if you were still here.

Love lives on in whispered prayers,
Of a happier life for you.
You are my distant angel,
And I will always love you.

I'm afraid to live without you,
Afraid to face my own fears.
You have been my distant angel,
Through all of your last years.

There will never be another,
Who has changed my life like you.
You are my distant angel,
Through everything I do.

As the days, the weeks, the months, the years go by,
And I sit alone and wonder why.
Why did you leave me,
And where did you go?
Though you are watching over me,
I still feel alone.

My heart starts to ache, and my eyes start to cry.
Living without you has left a huge hole in my life.
You have been my distant angel,
Through all the thick and thin.
May God bless you and keep you,
Until we meet again.

I love you John ... Ur Sis :)

Tara Carroll

January 8, 2013

My soul is shattered without you ... I will NEVER give up on you bro, NEVER !!

Tara Carroll

January 8, 2013

Even though I cannot see
I know he's up there watching over me
I swear sometimes I hear his voice
His leaving us was not his choice
I miss our talks that we once had
He was always there for me through good times and bad
He could cheer me up when no one else could
Even when I didn't think it was possible- he always would
I wish he would have known how much he meant to me
I wish he would have, I wish he could have seen
He will forever be my guiding wings
And help me get through all the hard things
I know he's in heaven having lots of fun
Wearing a halo that shines golden like the sun
But still everytime I look up to the sky
I bow my head and I cry and I cry
I know he's looking, wanting me to be tough
But for me these times are just too rough
He was always my lifelong best friend
And it is a damn shame his life had to come to an end !

I love you man .. Your Sis

Herbie Grigg

December 24, 2012

Merry Christmas JP. You are very missed and will always be part of our lives.
All the best wishes to your family.

My Heart Continues to break every second of every day ..

Tara Carroll

December 6, 2012

"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."
~ Harriet Beecher Stowe ~

I Miss you every single day .. Plz come talk to me

Tara Carroll

December 6, 2012

"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."

~ Harriet Beecher Stowe ~

Tara Carroll

November 22, 2012

I close my eyes,
Think maybe if I pray hard enough...
Everything will be okay.
I'll open my eyes,
And you'll be smiling down on me.
Maybe if I wish hard enough...
The last six years will just disappear,
And you'll be here.
Laughing with me just like before.
Everything like its always been,
Not all this pain,
Here as if it could replace you,
As if I could ever be the same.

~ Your Sis ~

Tara Carroll

November 22, 2012

John Paul,

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
I do know I need you here,
with me night and day.

I close my eyes at night...
and guess what I see?
I see your big, bright smile
shining down on me.

I know you're here with me
for now and forevermore,
but still I ask myself:
God, what did you take him for?

I can't quit thinking of you,
I think I'm going insane.
I wish you were here with me,
I know you could ease my pain.

I must keep saying to myself:
You're in God's arms now,
and I know in my heart
I'll see you someday, somehow.

I'm going to miss you,
with each passing day.
I feel you with me
and you can hear me say:

I miss you, I love you,
I want you here.
I need you, I see you,
I feel a tear.

I don't know if I'm done,
there's so much more I feel.
Your best friend bailey is here with me
making me realize this is all real.

I guess I better close this now,
it's breaking up my heart.
I know you'll always be inside of me,
and we will never part.

I'll remember everything about you
as the tears flood my sight...
But I'll mostly remember the good times,
so I'll see you again when we reunite.

Cliff Dunn

July 22, 2012

I have so many incredible memories of JP from Maquires in Fort Lauderdale. We would rock the back room with Scott and Peter on guitars. He was so full of energy and the ability to make others feel better about themselves. I'm dumbstruck.

Herbie Grigg

May 30, 2012

JP you still live on in our thoughts and memories. I recently moved some boxes and found pictures of us at Peanut Island. We had great times on the water and some on land. I now work with a Hospice in Florida. This experience has given me a glimse of what the other side is like. I know your at peace and watching over all of us. We will keep our hearts warm with your memories of you.

Tara Carroll

March 15, 2012

Even though I cannot see
I know he's up there watching over me
I swear sometimes I hear his voice
His leaving us was not his choice
I miss our talks that we once had
He was always there for me through good times and bad
He could cheer me up when no one else could
Even when I didn't think it was possible- he always would
I wish he would have known how much he meant to me
I wish he would have, I wish he could have seen
He will forever be my guiding wings
And help me get through all the hard things
I know he's in heaven having lots of fun
Wearing a halo that shines golden like the sun
But still everytime I look up to the sky
I bow my head and I cry and I cry
I know he's looking, wanting me to be tough
But for me these times are just too rough
He was always my lifelong best friend
And it is a Soul wrenchig that his life had to come to an end ...
~ You Sis ~

Tara Carroll

March 15, 2012

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and of unspeakable love." ~ Washington Irving

Herbie Grigg

February 18, 2012

Happy Birthday JP. We all miss and love you.

Tara Carroll

February 18, 2012

My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel

Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me
I'm glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand

I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don't feel any better in the morning light

And I will love and miss him forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And God willing see him again someday

Tara Carroll

February 18, 2012

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.

There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
To say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I will never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.

I love you so much john and fight every day to find a reason to breathe ... U are my soul and I am so lost. I miss my bro ....

I love you .. Happy Birthday !!

Your Sis

Rhonda Belanger

February 1, 2012

In only one moment you were gone, however there are so many moments we reflect on with smiles and laughing. I always think of the fun times with your great family and your big sister. I think about you everyday and realize how precious life is and how precious your memories are. I miss you my one and only little bro

Herbie Grigg

January 31, 2012

Sometimes it seems like just last week you traveled to the other side. Looking at the calendar we know its been years now. Still, from our thoughts and memories we keep you in our hearts. At this time of year it feels a little strange that we are not getting ready for the Superbowl.
My best wishes to mom, dad, brothers and sister. We all miss you.

Amanda Siceloff

January 30, 2012

Another year has gone by and your sister still misses you more than anything. Please be with her through these still difficult times! I know you're always watching over her like the great brother I've heard you were. I wish you and tara nothing but peace and happiness. I love you, Tara. Rest in peace John. Gone but never forgotten

Herbie Grigg

November 15, 2011

Jp I miss your friendship, humor and karma. Your spirit is still alive in your memories we have.
I just saw a picture of you boating. Great times we shall share again my friend.
Sail on buddy. Herbie

allen ross

October 5, 2011

I was introduced to a john paul carroll on woodstock street by shania twain. is this the same JP contact me.

Tara Carroll

August 7, 2011

“I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.”

Jamie Browning

April 17, 2011

the last time I saw you, you had a huge smile and a dachshound puppy on your lap. May GOD keep you smiling!

Tara Carroll

April 17, 2011

"What you get by reaching your
destination is not nearly as
important as what you will become
by reaching your destination."
- Zig Ziglar

Herbie Grigg

March 17, 2011

Happy St. Patricks Day JP. I love you and will never forget the special times we had together. Each time I think about your leaving, I remember that your spirit fills our hearts with memories, and once again your here with us.
I miss you, but you already know that and that brings a smile to my tear filled face.
Herbie

Rhonda Belanger

March 17, 2011

Well JP, it has been as long as I have known your entire family that this holiday, St. Patricks Day, reminds me of you and all the fun we have had over the years. I know I have never written to you and I am truly sorry! However, this does not mean that I don't think of you almost every day. Have a wonderful St. Patty's day and I will have a green beer for you. I'm in PA, so I will visit an Irish Pub in your memory. I love you, Rhonda (your other Sis)

March 11, 2011

JP it's nice to talk to you again. I saw a ORC flag the other day and could not think of anything other than your excitement to get south of card sound road and the relaxation of Ocean Reef Club.
It was the times out on the water in the keys, listening to Jimmy b and talking about life, love, family and the future that I recall the most. Thanks for so many great memories!
I am so glad your spirit lives on and watches over us.
Love and miss you, Herbie

Tara Carroll

March 9, 2011

Thought you would like this one Bro ..

We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered. ~ Tom Stoppard

Micah Harris

February 22, 2011

My brother from another mother... not a day goes by that I don't smile with a memory of you. I'm sure you know, but I have a son coming and we are naming him Jaxson Pearson Harris, JP Harris. I stop by to see you at Evergreene, from time to time, and of course meet there with the family on the memorial and your birthday. I got some work to do here for a while, but I know that you will greet me at the pub in the sky and we will share a drink and funny stories once again. I love you bro. Tara really misses you, but I'll be ther efor her however I can.

Bill Kennedy

February 20, 2011

Always in my thoughts and prayers

alana

February 19, 2011

RIP gone but never forgotten <3

Tara Carroll

February 19, 2011

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
have you back
in my dreams at night.
I wish I may,
I wish I might,
See your face again
for just one night.

That day was long,
that night was sad.
How I remember,
it makes me mad.

Why did God have to go
and take you away?
Could He have known
that we were all going to pay?

You where about to turn 30,
and now you're gone.
My heart is in pieces
as the tears come one by one.

I try to remember,
but it scares me to.
For everytime I remember,
I pray to dream of you.

Nothing will ever
be the same,
for now I know
we are all in pain.

We all love you forever
and never will we part.

Your Sis ...

Tara Carroll

February 19, 2011

One Day at a Time

You lived your life one day at a time.
The words you shared were always kind.
You loved us all with your whole heart.
It saddens us to be apart, and forever we
hold you in our hearts
Today you stand in God's bright light.
Watching over us day and night.
In our hearts you will remain
Until the day we meet again...
Forever Your love will live on in our hearts
and the hearts of those you touched.
We are so grateful to God for blessing our lives with
the beautiful gift of you.
We miss you sweet angel,
more than you can imagine

Tara Carroll

February 19, 2011

Still Missing You

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way I feel.

For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind my smile,
No one knows how many times
I have broken down and cried.

I want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
I cannot bring the old days back,
when we were all together
The family chain is broken now,
but memories live forever.

Amanda Siceloff

February 18, 2011

Happy Birthday!!!!! Wish you were still here to celebrate

Amanda Siceloff

January 30, 2011

Everyone who ever met you is missing you more than ever today. Please be with Tara through these next few days and keep her strong. I hear so much about how amazing you were, I only wish I could have met you. You were taken too soon but then again only the good die young. I'm taking care of your sister for you so don't worry :) party hard up in heaven and don't forget to save T a spot up there. We all love you so much. Rest in peace, JP.
<3

james carroll

January 26, 2011

john--we all love you dad

james carroll

January 26, 2011

we all love you john--say hi to God dad

jim carroll

January 26, 2011

always miss you and love you. say hi to God for me. dad

Tara Carroll

January 23, 2011

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.
Rose Kennedy

Jennifer Wilhelm-Wetherington

January 20, 2011

I often think about you and all the fun we had growing up together. We had tons of fun at the lake riding motorcycles and of course out on the boat. You are in heaven with my father now and probably dad has already taken you fishing and boating up there. I love you and miss you always.

Jackie

November 2, 2010

JP I just found out today that you were gone... I am numb. I have searched for you every now and then and it wasn't untill out of the blue that I remembered you sisters name that I found out you were gone :(

It seems like just yesterday you were cooking some blue crabs for me assuring me they were delicious. I miss the fun we had and wish I would have kept in touch. You always joked around that I would be perfect working for a dealership well you'll be happy to know I am a service writer now. Thanks for believing in me. Miss you a ton bro!

PS *Tara...thank you for keeping this open...it is so beautiful to see how many hearts (including mine) that your brother touched!

Jessie Daniels

October 25, 2010

Thinking of YOU JP! XOXOX

Herbie Grigg

October 21, 2010

JP,
Even after a few years its hard to write how much I miss you.
There is a light in the sky tonight. Most people see it as a moon. I see you holding a flashlight in the heavens to remind us that your still a presence to speak with. Tonights moon reminds of the times we spent together on the water, at the house or at the ORC. Something about it told me that your watching. As I blink back tears writing this, I will always remember you. I wish you were here to experience our lives as they move forward in time.
On a moonlite night like tonight I know your shining down the spirit of JP. Love you, Herbie

Tara Carroll

July 28, 2010

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way I feel.

For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind my smile,
No one knows how many times
I have broken down and cried.

I want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
I cannot bring the old days back,
when we were all together
The family chain is broken now,
but memories live forever.

Tara Carroll

April 17, 2010

I Miss You SOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

shawn barnhart

January 10, 2010

JP it seems like just yesterday that I could just pick up the phone, no matter if we were roomates or if I was states away, and be comforted with your friendship. We shared so many experiences and had so many special momments that even to think that you are no longer that call away always sends me into an almost immediate anxiety attack. I have really noone left to even share my memories of you. I find places we used to go, things we used to do, Notre Dame games, Peanut Island,of course pictures of you etc always bring you back to me. I have some good news buddy, I have recently added a daughter and wife into my life and things are finally starting to look up. I even have a full time career now and have been promoted to run my group, lol think of that me in charge...scary I know. I have named my daughter Jaeden Phoenix in your honor my friend, my own little JP. I love you brother and I will look forward to the day we cross paths in heaven.

Herbie Grigg

January 6, 2010

JP your memory will always last.
As a piece of black granite marks your final resting place. A piece of your spirit will forever mark my heart.
We talk all the time and even though it feels like a one-way conversation I know your listening. Life is rushing by for most of us which is a shame. It was the time you took to stop and enjoy life, friendships and family that reminds me to stop and smell the roses or sit back and remember what roses were like when we had them. To watch the sunset from the point at ORC or warm your heart at the beach or on a boat. Keep listening and I will keep the memories flowing. Love Herbie
Missing you

Love Of My Life !!

Tara Carroll

December 25, 2009

I stand at this crossroad and stare.
I cannot seem to move forward,
I do not wish to step backwards.

I stand at this crossroad alone.
I cannot make a reasonable choice;
I do not wish to use my voice.

I stand at this crossroad to think.
I cannot force myself to walk.
I do not wish for idle menial talk.

I stand at this crossroad for now.
I cannot change the past;
I do not want to move to fast.

I stand at this crossroad of life
I cannot change the grief,
I did not want him to leave.

I stand at this crossroad of pain.
I cannot ever be quite the same;
I know not how to walk forward yet.
I cannot get my feet wet.

I stand at this crossroad to heal.
I cannot force myself to feel.
I do not wish to be unreal.

I stand at this crossroad heart bare...

I hope all of you can understand,
Why I just need to stand at this crossroad and stare.

Tara Carroll

December 25, 2009

Distant Angel

You are my distant angel,
Watching over me with care.
I can not help to think,
What would happen if you were still here.
Love lives on in whispered prayers,
Of a happier life for you.
You are my distant angel,
And I will always love you.
I'm afraid to live without you,
Afraid to face my own fears.
You have been my distant angel,
Through all of your last years.
There will never be another,
Who has changed my life like you.
You are my distant angel,
Through everything I do.

As the days, the weeks, the months go by,
And I sit alone and wonder why.
Why did you leave me,
And where did you go?
Though you are watching over me,
I still feel alone.

My heart starts to ache, and my eyes start to cry.
Living without you has left a hole in my life.
You have been my distant angel,
Through all the thick and thin.
May God bless you and keep you,
Until we meet again.

I love You,

Your SIS

P.S. Christmas will NEVER be the same !!!

Tara Carroll

December 25, 2009

Missing You

John Paul,
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
I do know I need you here,
with me night and day.

I close my eyes at night...
and guess what I see?
I see your big, bright smile
shining down on me.

I know you're here with me
for now and forevermore,
but still I ask myself:
God, what did you take him for?

I can't quit thinking of you,
I think I'm going insane.
I wish you were here with me,
I know you could ease my pain.

I must keep saying to myself:
You're in God's arms now,
and I know in my heart
I'll see you someday, somehow.

I'm going to miss you,
with each passing day.
I feel you with me
and you can hear me say:

I miss you, I love you,
I want you here.
I need you, I see you,
I feel a tear.

I don't know if I'm done,
there's so much more I feel.
Your pigs are here with me
making me realize this is all real.

I guess I better close this now,
it's breaking up my heart.
I know you'll always be inside of me,
and we will never part.

I'll remember everything about you
as the tears flood my sight...
But I'll mostly remember the good times,
so I'll see you again when we reunite.

Tara

October 17, 2009

Your memory will never pass. We both know that our thoughts remind us of the times we shared. Sailing those non-motorized boats on the lakes of West Palm Beach, what were we thinking? Tommy Boy had a better chance on getting back to shore than we did. We did not care, we just sailed. You, me and Jimmy Buffett thats the dream. Dreams that still live on in your memory. I Love you! Thanks for the enlightenment of your look on life. If my memory serves me correctly. One of the last messages on your home phone was as follows...
Fire in the hole and Herbie pick me up some tacos.
Love you
HG
P.S. the captian is sailing

Tara Carroll

October 14, 2009

Whenever I felt lonely you were always there,
a person with whom everything I could share.
My inspiration, my idol, my pride, my alter ego,
the first one to cheer me up whenever I am low.
In a stranded land, stormy and cold,
it's you whose hand I could've always have hold.
You are the one who was always by my side,
the person in whom everything I could confide.
Being buddies, fighting, playing, smiling, frowning,
I miss you for each and every small thing.
Parting from you was what I dreaded the most,
away from you I felt as if you are lost.
I'll cherish the moments of growing up with you,
no words can describe how much I miss you.

Tara Carroll

August 29, 2009

Day by day I think of you,
How can all of this be true?
I can't believe you're really gone,
I still can't accept it,
Even after so long.
Just the thought of you makes me cry,
I never even got the chance to say goodbye.
Every picture, every letter,
I don't know if it will ever get better.
I always smell your familiar scent,
It makes me think of all of the times we've spent.
So many things I never got to say,
I never imagined you'd ever be so far away.
You were my brother,
And I loved you like no other.
In my heart you'll always be,
You’ll be my guide and help me see.
I'll never forget your soothing voice,
I would take your place if I had a choice.
But now I have to let you rest,
Although without you my world's a mess.
I miss you with all of my heart,
I wish we never had to part.
I know you're always by my side,
But I will never be able to say goodbye....

Jenni Russo

June 26, 2009

Hey JP, it's Jenni and Kolton. Can't believe July is around the corner. We all had such a great time that weekend at the beach. Singing like we were rock stars, fireworks, fun and sun. Miss you dearly. Kolton asks about you and misses you too, he loves to visit you, he says he feels safe there and he likes it because it's so peaceful. lots of love and good energy. See you in our dreams

June 20, 2009

This life is filled with pain and sorrow,
I always wonder if I'll make it through tomorrow.
I don't know what I'm going to do,
I'm always missing you.

I think about the joy, laughter, and tears,
and try not to have any fears.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
But once again I start thinking about your death.

You told me you would only be gone a little while,
And told me to always keep on a smile.
But its been longer than a while,
How do you expect me to smile?

I know you will always be in my heart,
But it is slowly breaking apart.
I always loved having you near,
and now I wish you were here.

Tara

June 20, 2009

eaven has called upon you today,
leaving so many words left to say.
But now it's too late, for your time has come,
words unspoken; I am sure everybody has some.
Regrets and wishes are probably there too,
but lasting forever are memories of you.
I was there when you needed a place to stay,
just like you would be there for me night or day.
There have been many times that we disagreed,
but we were there for each other in time of need.
Now it's time for me to say Good-Bye,
until we meet again in heaven to fly.

I will never be the same without you !! I need you by me .... I don't know where to go !!!

Your Sis

Jessica Daniels

February 1, 2009

I was thinking of you just this morning and wake up to an e-mail notification that people have signed your guest book. Nice dude.

Miss ya

January 30, 2009

JP, You are always on my mind. Only time has moved on, you however have stayed in my thoughts and heart. You can see all the happenings of the world and you can see all the experiences we are having with your spirit as our guide. I stop by every chance I get and have lunch and watch the nature that surrounds your place.
Tell we meet again we have our spiritual good times.
Herbie

Tara Carroll

December 15, 2008

I LOVE YOU BRO !!!

Tara Carroll

October 5, 2008

Dont Ever Let GO

Dont Ever Lose Your brother

And always keep him near
Never say you hate him
Tell him your always there
The pain of loosing your brother
Is so much more
Something no person should have to endure
I always wipe the tears off my face
Make it seem like i can keep on going
But i dont know hom much more
Of this fake joy i can keep on showing
So keep your brother near
Never let him shed one single tear
My brother is gone
It seems like he has been gone for so long
I have things to fear
Cause he is not here
So hold on to your brother tight
You Never know when it will be his last night

Micah Harris

September 23, 2008

Hey buddy. I was in Baltimore last week and we went to a place that I know you would love. It was right on the water and they dumped a ton of crabs on the table covered in Old Bay Seasoning. I was taking them back with some Woodchuck Ciders. I felt your presence and knew that you would love it there. I miss you man and think about you all of the time. Til we meet again, my brother. See ya.
-Micah

Tara Carroll

August 30, 2008

In My Mind

Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair"

You say you were chosen for his garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet
"God really needed me,
That's why I couldn't stay"

It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above
I've always had my angel
My brother - whose heart was filled with love

Wherever the ocean meets the sky
There will be memories of you and I
When I look up at that sky so blue
All I see are visions of you

"While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me."

Tara Carroll

June 26, 2008

Hey Bro !!! Just waiting to see you in my dreams ... I guess you know that kahlua has cancer and only a few more days to live. I hoipe and pray you will be waiting for her !!! I cannot deal with another loss ... I am so very lost without you, my life is so different and i am without a soul !! I love you soooooo much lil brother !!
Tara

JENNI & KOLTON RUSSO

June 22, 2008

HEY LIL BRO, MISS U LOTS AS ALWAYS..KOLTON SAYS HELLO AND WANTS TO COME SEE MORE BIG IGUANAS...AND WANTS TO SEE YOU 4TH OF JULY...HOW CRAZY IS THAT? CHILDREN FEEL AND SEE ALL AND REMEMBER...THAT WAS HIS BEST 4TH OF JULY AND HE WAS NOT EVEN 2 YET... WENT TO A HOOKA BAR (DID I SPELL IT RIGHT)? THOUGHT OF YOU..THEY HAVE ONE AT RIVER FRONT...IT'S HUGH..WELL JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND I'LL BE BY NEXT WED TO HAND FOR A BIT...LOVE AND MISS YOU BUNCHES
J&K

Shawn "Reverand" Barnhart

March 7, 2008

Hey there ole Buddy just wanted to check in with you and say theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of you.I have recently moved back to our old stomping grounds and will look forward to more frequent visits with Micah at your new home.I always feel at peace when i come to see you,flooded with emotions and memories of all the great times we shared.I at least still have the memory of you to cling on to,i will never forget you....how could I?There are so many things i would like to write but will keep this one short.I hope you liked the hat i left for you,Tara,Micah and the rest of the gang there that day all signed it.It really just seems like yesterday that we were all together,i take solice in the fact that someday we will be reunited.Good bye until next time my friend.

Dan Burkhart

February 21, 2008

Hey bro,

It was great seeing you this weekend. I hope you didn't mind the Guinness Extra Stout. It was a little rough at first, but well worth it.

It was great hanging out with you, Tara, Jim, Pedro, Micah, and Jason again. Been a long time.

I hope we made your birthday great.

Love you brother. Happy B-day!

Herbie Grigg

February 19, 2008

Happy Birthday JP. You and I had a few at the race over the weekend. The crowd was something else. Great site seeing and people watching. Far too many left turns. I will be in Fort Lauderdale in a week or so, see you then.

Jenni Russo

February 17, 2008

Hey there my extended family taller younger bigger brother, hru? I miss u dearly, was great to see the red (critters)guys last visit, most of the time they are green, may sound weird to any reader but i look forward to visiting you next week, the warmth and vibes i get each time i am there are like nothing else on earth.

I worry about PPT more than ever, but you know how things go in her world.

Kolton asked about you the other day, can't believe he remembers july 4th and ur silly butt.

well have a drink and shot for me, sail a beautiful ocean, kiss a sexy girl, laugh a silly laugh, dance a funky dance and please, never stop your visits

love, honor, tears, smiles, laughs and good times

xoxoxo

J&K

Herbie Grigg

February 6, 2008

JP Thanks for the jager the other night. We needed it. Its been a while since the last shooter we had together. The boat is getting a new name, "No Worries". I remember a story that you told me about renaming a boat. If you choose to rename a boat then you have to drink on the bow until you: pass out or upchuck the boats new name. Either way the boat gets a new name. The fact that you will be there is enough incentive to try both. The Captian will be sailing for sure. Knowing that you are listening and watching over us in a heavenly way is extremely comforting. Yet I still want you hear. Our pictures of our birthday parties at our favorite mexican restuarante are still proudly displayed on my condo frig. As is all the memories of ORC. Thanks for great memories and friendship. See you on the other side brother. Talk to you soon.
Herbie

Herbie Grigg

December 28, 2007

I hope you liked the Ho HO HO ribbon and wreath. I was able to stop by and say hello the other day. It was a work hello, so the only spirits around were those from the other side. Each time I stop by I see the beauty that surrounds you on Earth and above, I think you would have said, yes that's the spot to lay me to rest.
We'll be changing the boat name soon from our first time to NO WORRIES. A term that comes from my mouth now more frequently since your passing(I even put it on my license plate). May be its another year gone by or the knowledge of the limited time we are all hear. It seems that to not worry about the small things days become a little brighter. ORC, Ocean Reef Club probably hasn't been the same the last couple of new year's parties with out the crew spending some fun filled nights down in the keys. We all wish that jp days were back with us. I'll be toasting you on the new year's arrival. 'til next time. Herbie

Tara Carroll

November 17, 2007

Shawn Barnhart

November 13, 2007

I read the entrys by Herbie and Dan tonight and i realized how special you were to so many people J.P. other than myself.I rarely talk to anyone from the old days but i have gained a new friend,Micah has become a close friend much as you always were to me.(i can see why you talked of him often)I miss the simplist of things like your late night calls to let me know you hadn't forgotten me and what kind of crazy escapades you were getting in to.I was talking to someone recently about you and i had to catch myself from talkin of you in the present,it seems i really cannot accept the fact you are no longer here for me little buddy.I really wish somehow i could turn back the hands of time,just for a few momments to let you know what a great friend you had always been to me.I will never forget you and you will always remain with me in spirit.

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