Justin,
Happy Birthday honey!
Love and miss you!!
Leslie

Hey Justin,
Today you would have turned 19...oh how I wish we were celebrating your birthday today...instead of today being a day of celebration it's more of a day of memory now...I hate that your gone. I miss you so much. The only thing that comforts me is knowing that you and Oma are in heaven together taking care of eachother. I Miss you very much...Happy Birthday Justin...I love you more then words can express...
Your Cousin,
Kara
P.S.
Please give Oma a hug for me.

Kola,
What a difference a year makes. We now have four Grandsons. These are the boys that I wanted you to be able to help grow into the man you became. You asked me to live long enough to be an influence on your children. Fortunately, what you left me with will make a difference in them.

There are very few moments in every day that I am not reminded of you. At work, the projects you put together. At home, the chores and movies and adventures. At pow wows, the inspiration you showed. All the time I am comparing what someone is doing, to what you had done.

With your encouragement, I am building a turkey aviary. With Vicki's suggestion, It will be called the FOREVER YOUNG RANCH.

You should be proud of the young man Jacob is becoming. He gets to come and hangout and do some of the same chores at home and projects at work that you used to do. He and I talk about you a lot.

A few weeks ago, while some of your friends were at the roadside, I sang that song I made for your funeral. It was real hard.

When we have the Memorial Cruise in a couple weeks, I plan on partying real hard. I will know you are there.
Love, Uncle Paul

Justin,
Yesterday was a year...it was so hard to handle. I went to your gravesite with Mom and Crystal. Crystal still loves you so much. It's not fair and I want so badly for you to be here. I wish that somehow I was in a horrible nightmare and you were here. Why did this happen, why aren't you here to see your neice grow everyday. We just bought a beautiful house and I wish so badly for you to see it. I miss you so much and I look forward to the day I will be with you again. I love you brother.

Justin,
It has been a year since you left us. We all miss you terribly. As the anniversary of your death arrives, it is hard not to mourn losing you. I also remember all the good times we had together. I try to celebrate your life and all you brought to your family and friends. You were truely one in a million!
Rest peacefully honey~