Hey MOMMY ~ good morning to you my love! How's my sweet darling mommy doing on this mild Monday morning? Is everything good for you;-) , Great, I knew it would be (smile). Yes ma'am some are good, but all is well. With the lonely thoughts that running around in my head, and the hard tears that stream my face my days or so dry. I try to catch up, but with all this hurt inside of me my plate has broken. I am continuously multi tasking throughout the day with no time to slow down just trying to stay occupied. Yeah I know it's a lot and I know that you have no worries, I just can help myself. Instead of sleeping my mind is racing constantly trying to build that stairway wishing I could bring you home again. Yes, I know there are things that I need to be doing or should have already, but you know I just can't focus. With that in mind, I guess it is time to slow down my brains and do what is good for our Father who are in Heaven. I just need a P.U.S.H and maybe need sleep. I'll let you get your day started. Just want to say (I REALLY MISS & I REALLY LOVE. Mommy you continue to do and enjoy yourself to the fullest O.K. I'm check on you later! Here goes your BIG hug & kiss. - SMOOCHES-SMOOCHES-SMOOCHES! - SMOOCHES!