Mommy it's been over a week & it all still feels like a dream. I'm glad we mended things & got to spend what time we did together. Every day will go by that Matt, the kids, & I will miss you but we know you are in a better place with no pain. It's not fair, & it never will be but I know you wouldn't want us sitting here putting our lives behind us to be sad. Aaron told Matt in the car last week that you were all fixed & I whole heartly believe that you are. Matt looked up to you like his mother, & I know you two had differences sometimes but you meant more to him then you will ever know. I love you mostest forever & always.