Christopher "Chris" M. Adamczyk
Well another Thanksgiving, your favorite holiday! You are up there and I am down here. I know you are enjoying your Heavenly feast. I worked again today. It wasn't so bad. Anyway, my heart is breaking and aching, but I am smiling anyway. Like that song," smile though your heart is breaking, smile. although it's aching..." Ha ha I have gotten used to covering up my feelings. I just cry when I am alone. Well, have a good heavenly feast and pray for me please. I miss you, I love you so.....
CUBS WIN POOH!
CUBS WIN THE NLDS!
Against ST LOUIS CARDINALS! THIS IS FOR YOU POOH! THIS IS FOR YOU!
Christopher this is exactly what you wanted! What we've prayed for! I am sorry you are not here watching this....but you are in the Wrigley Field in the sky! I cannot stop crying! The Blackhawks and now THE CUBS! The first time to rap up the post season in Wrigley Field! NO MORE NEXT YEAR! The noisemakers are going! The fireworks are flying! This is so cool! You are up there with your Grandpa, Uncle Don, Ronnie and my Dad watching and helping us down here! Go Cubs Go Cubs Go The Cubs are gonna win today! Yeah! I miss you so! I wish you were watching down here with me! I Love You! Pee
Hi Dear Pooh,
Four years ago today you left this world. You left me. You left your other loved ones too. I am so sorry that you felt so all alone that you had to leave the way you did. I am so sorry that I couldn't be more... whatever toward you. Whatever you needed. I am sorry you felt I was far because I was near and dear. I am now and always will be.
My heart is broken in places I never thought I had. I am going through life, but without you it will never be the same. I miss you everyday. so much it aches. It is too quiet without you. I miss our fun we used to have. I miss your laughter and your jokes. I miss the jokes we used to play on each other! Remember the squirt guns?!! And the toilet paper and paper towels cardboard! Remember the way we used to dance in the house and then the dogs would join in! HA That was so much fun!
Despite everything I would do it again just to have you back for a little while. But I know you are up in Heaven safe and sound and praising God and feeling glorious and happy! How cool is THAT!?!
Well my love, I will write more later. I miss you, I love you Pooh...CH!
Miss you, love you...Pee
Happy Birthday my Pooh! Happy number 45! WoW! I am glad you are enjoying this special day in our Lord's Kingdom! Do they celebrate birthdays up there?!! What a wonderful special day this was 45 years ago when you were brought into this world! I am blessed to have spent some of those years with you! I wish we could have many more together, but God had other plans. Birthdays were always fun here with you! Just simple fun singing and laughing and playing with the doggies! I have the birthday decorations out on the table, and I am going to celebrate this week, by doing different things. I'll go to Billy's for a beef. Then to Dairy Queen for ice cream. I'll visit your grave and leave you the usual gifts. I am sorry for the first time, I didn't go ahead of time. I will have a shot for you and sit by the bonfire that we enjoyed so much. I wished you happy birthday this morning and when I got home. I sung "You are my Sunshine " to you as well and imagined your smile! Hopefully it did! I think you know down here that I did. I see your smile everyday and I miss you and talk to you. I wish it were with you, but if I am good, it will be some day again. Well, since I am crying and I can hardly see through the tears, I will close for now, but, I will be back again this week. I miss you and love you forever! Happy birthday my love, my Christopher, my Pooh! Love ~ Pee :_)