Well my love it has been a very long two years since your passing and it does not get any easier, my love for you is as strong as it was when you had to leave. It is so very lonely here and I long to hear your voice, hear your laughter see your smile but most of all I miss those hug sfrom you for no reason , the way you held my hand and how you made me always feel safe! My heart is so broken and I do not believe it will ever heal, this is not the life I want but it is the one I have been given. Every one is so busy with their lives so I don't see them like I want to. Some times I worry about what will happen to me, every one says I am so strong but they do not see the tears at night and I don't want them to worry, they have their lives to lead.so my love I will get through another day. I love you so very much and I long for the day when I feel your arms around me and you say I have been waiting for you, come, you have to see our Lord and master!