I can't bear the pain of losing u n I know u can't read this yet in some way I feel like u know just what I'm writing. It is almost a year that u took ur last breath n it's been really rough on me. I know most don't know how much I miss, think of n cry for u but I know u do. U r the reason I have never given up on life, because regardless of how sick u were, u never gave up!! I can't express to u how much I love u but I know u know exactly how much it is!! U r n always will be my rock, my strength. I look up everyday n always remember something new that you'd once told me. I will never in my life forget the smile you always knew how to put on my face nor will I forget the lessons u have taught me. Please dnt ever forget to watch my kids as they grow, you are their guardian angel and will always and forever be my momma!! I love n miss u so much!!