Another month Dec. 4th I am having a real hard time this month without you. I remember the last Christmas tree we got, you wanted a big one. You, John and mark fighting with it to get it lever before getting it in the house. It was the best one we had in a long time. Another time I will not forget was when Nakota was a pup and you and John left her in the house to go to the store. You guys thought it was ok tel you got back and she knocked it over and broke a lot of the ornaments. You and John tryed to get it back up before I got home. When I walked in the house I asked what happened to the tree. You told me what she did, that tree was a mess but good memmeries. Later that night John was on the couch a sleep and she knocked the tree right on top of him. The other thing you couldn't do was wait for Christmas, most of the time I got my gift before. I love and miss you like crazy. It hurts so bad right now.
~ Loving wife, Merced, California