My heart aches with the loss of Kilroy. He was such a part of my life for so many years. Ricky looked at him as a father and loved him as such. I know that he made a huge difference in his life. I am going to miss all the phone conversations we had and the laughter that he always knew how to bring to all of us. He is in a better place now and with Maebyrd, where he will be happy again. He missed her so very much and voiced that to me quite often. I could not bring myself to see him any other way except full of life but my thoughts and prayers were there with the family. Every passing loved one takes me back to losing Ricky and that is something I don't feel I can go through again. I will be keeping each of you in prayer and hoping that your memories of him will help you to accept his passing and feel joy that he is back home with your mother. God bless each of you.