• McLeod Mortuary
    Escondido, CA
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Mr. Philip Hernandez 1971 - 2012

Mr. Philip Hernandez

This Guest Book has been kept online by Philip's mother.
August 11, 2017
Life is not or will ever to the same without you... Today, I really try hard to remember the good times and not focus so much on the bad.... It will never get easy for me.... I am learning how to live each day without you.... I still have my good and not so good days.... I just miss you so much.... Everyone is fine... Vanesa is doing fine also.... She is working right now for the summer but will return back to finish up her internship.... She will be graduating from Fashion Design school sometime in February or March 2018.... I will be going to Greece.... As for me, I am still struggling with certain health issues.... Sometimes I just get so tired of always dealing with one thing after another with my health.... Sometimes I want to give up but then I think of Rudy, Christina and Vanesa.... I still need to be around for them...

Please continue to watch over us and be my guardian angel....and protect me.... I know you are with me.... You may not be here physically but I carry you in my mind, heart and spirit...

I love you my beloved son.....
June 16, 2017
Life has its way of showing me what I need to be grateful for in my life even though you are not here... The breathe of life, the breath I breathe, Rudy, Christina and your daughter, Vanesa... These are my reasons to go on even when I want to give up.... I have had many of those where I just wanted to give up and stop fighting... Today, I am no longer in that dark place that I was for awhile after your passing... Today, I am in a better place... GOD has been my source of help when I need strength to go on... GOD is my everything.... I spend at least 30 minutes everyday in mediation with GOD....

How I miss your sense of humor... Our long conversations, your touch on my neck, your kiss on my cheek, your beautiful smile... I can close my eyes and see you smiling.... I bet all the angels around you just love your smile... Everyday I think of you no matter what is going on in my life you are thought of daily... I still take you flowers to your resting place to make sure you always have flowers.

I just miss you and how I wish I could turn the clock back so you could be here with us.... I look forward to seeing you someday again....

You are surrounded with beauty, peace, serenity, love... No more pain, suffering or depression... Just the good things of GOD... Always know that I will never every forget you as long as I can breath.... Still going through some health issues but I have given all that to GOD... GOD has the last say-so, not man... Man thinks he does but GOD is the ultimate healer.... I love you mijo...
March 30, 2017
Philip Just want to say I miss you much ,still hard to swallow that your gone but I know your always watching over us , Anika is doing so good she is going to graduate next year and she is going to Loma Linda University to become a ultrasound tech, she misses her Uncle Phil so much,we all miss you !!!! I pray every morning and night for the family I love Phil miss you so much bro
March 29, 2017
Hello my son:

I miss you so much.... Its been a little over 4 years but time does not get any easier.... I will never get over your death... Part of me left with you when you were taken so unexpected... Some days are good and others are not so good... Life for me, Rudy, Christina, Vanesa are not the same... We all miss you tremendously... So many good things have happen to Rudy and Christina.... Rudy got promoted to Fire Captain and Christina is now going to culinary school and working part-time at a resort in Fallbrook.... They are both doing great... They tell me at times they wish you were here to see it all but I encourage them that you may not be here physically with us but spiritually you are and see everything.... I know in my heart that you are with me mijo... I feel you especially when I am sad and depressed... I still go visit and take you flowers to the cemetery each week... I just want your grave site to always have flowers and never be bare without flowers....Vanesa is also doing good... She will be finishing in June 2017 from Fashion Design School in Greece but she needs to do a 6 month internship before she actually graduates.... I believe she will graduate sometime in November of December of 2017.... As for me, I am still struggling with health issues but you already know what I am dealing with... I have much faith and trust GOD in all areas of my life.... I love and miss you my son.....
January 30, 2017
Hello mijo:

First of all I want to tell you I miss you everyday.... It has been 4 years that I put you to rest... It does not get earlier... I am just barely learning how to go on with life without you... Everywhere I go there are memories of you... I have so many pictures of you everywhere in the house... For me, I need to see and remember you everyday... You are so missed by Rudy, Christina Vanesa... Vanesa is doing great... She will be graduating from school the end of this year I believe and will pursue her career in Fashion Design in Europe... Vanesa has grown up into a beautiful young lady... Your sister is also doing really good... She got married and is very happy... Rudy is doing great and so is Melina... They just got back from Hawaii... Since Rudy's promotion to Fire Captain he is so busy,I barely see him... Other then that all so find with family... I am still dealing with my health issues but you already know what I am going through... I know you are with me all the time... I feel your presence and you always send me some kind of message that you are near me and I appreciate it very much...

You may be gone physically from us but the memories we have of you will always live in our minds and hearts... Watch over me all the time my son... Part of me is with you... When you left part of me left also... I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and forevermore.... Mom
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