Raul.. I keep writing to you on FB, hoping that one day you would read it. I thought this was all a misunderstanding at first. But today is your viewing, I have to finally accept that you're gone. It's weird, I didn't even know you in person but I knew you.. you know? I trusted you, you trusted me. Whenever I was sad or angry you were always there to calm me down, you knew exactly what to say. I keep looking back at our conversations, our last one was on July 11. I told you I had lost faith in god and you told me to get it back. That's the last thing we talked about.. I always thought you would be there to greet me when I went back to Santa Ana. You always knew when I was sad, you would always tell me ''I can help whats going on?'' Once you told me ''your a nice person ,smile the world is actually a beuttyfull place (:'' That's one of the best advice you have given me. Today's your viewing Raul, I would of done anything to go but it wasn't possible. I promise that when I get back to Santa Ana, I'll go visit you... Rest in Peace Raul, you were a great friend, a great father.. a great person.