Hear it is almost Christmas Day this is the first time you have ever been so far away.So far away I can't even hold you and kiss you Merry Christmas.I just wish I could,I wish I could reach up to haven and bring you down again I miss you so much,I don't know what to do with myself since your so far away.I can ask God to bring you down for a little while so that I can kiss and hold you one more time,if I could just do that but they say God needs you more then I do,but I need you too.The hurt of your lost is more than I can bare,It's hard,it's sad and it's so wrong that I can't ever see you,or hold you again and I know it's something I have to except but I just can't,I don't think I'll ever,ever let you go.Their is no Christmas with out you because you are my shining star,you shine so bright and that means you need to be with us to make us shine again,I need you and love you so much. This Christmas and every other Christmas means nothing to me any more. I know you loved Christmas couldn't wait to put up your Christmas tree and all the trimings,and you did in such a beautiful way every year.So I think about that and I am very unhappy that your not hear to share it with us and say Mom come and see my Christmas Tree,Yes I miss that and you so very much..
Merry Christmas my Beautiful Daughter.I just wanted you to know how much your missed and loved,and that I'm thinking about you.
I Love you, Mom