i dont know how say how i feel. except that i will always love u. i still cant believe ur really gone. my heart breaks knowing i will never see ur smile or hear ur voice again. i will always try to be there for ur children and ur wife. we love them all very much. someone asked me if life was back to normal. for me life will never be normal again without u in it. i know that ur my guardian angel and will be watching over all of us. but that still doesnt make it any easier to let u go.