I still don't know what to say, you had just come back into our lives and suddenly taken from us again. I felt I was just starting to get to know you again, you were turning into such a beautiful young woman, still goofy and funny and always had a smile on your face. You made everything better eith just that smile. I think of you everyday and I still wait for you to come back through that front door. I miss you baby. Big hugs til I see you again.
hello beautiful, hows it goin?...ive come across this page a couple times, but i havent been able to put in words exactly what i want to tell you...its been over a month you've been gone, but it feels like its been forever. i miss your smile, and i miss hearing your laugh. i miss getting a text & knowing it was from you. i didnt see you much for a little bit, but our bond never changed. when i saw you again for the first time it was like we never left eachothers side. i miss you so much, now more than ever. this is still so unreal, i never expected to lose my best friend. youre always on my mind jessica, i think about you everyday. i replay so many memories in my head; meeting the jonas brothers, spending all of our summers together, the 4th of july carnival every year & haunted houses every autumn. you changed my life forever; you showed me to smile even when i feel like my worlds crashing; you showed me that there is someone who can love even the bad things about me; you showed me what true friendship was..you gave me the best memories of my life, & for that im so thankful; i hope you're reliving them all in wonderland. ill never be the same, i feel like half of me is missing & ill never find it again. jess, i wish i could go back & change so many things, i feel so guilty for everything, i just wish i could make things okay. i love you so much jess, you'll always be my best friend; we're still a team. ill never forget you jessica marie.
i love you forever.
Jessica - you became an aunt today...and the guardian angel to your namesake and niece Lorilei Jessica Canazzi - 6lbs 9oz. I know with all my heart that you were watching her birth from heaven and will now be ever-present in her life as she makes her way in this new and sometimes overwhelming world. Protect her when you can - it is not a demand - just a wish - because if it was possible to demand such a thing then you would still be here on this earth, protected from death by those who had gone before you. Those that I believe you dwell with now.
I wonder if you became an angel immediately upon leaving this mortal life? I cannot imagine you needed to prove yourself once there. I would think that all the wonderful and loving things you gave to each person you touched here on earth, would have been enough to have earned your wings when you reached heaven. You will always be my angel.
I love you!
March 16 - 1 month since you left us here to miss your face, your smile, the sound of your voice. The void is unbearable for all of those who loved you, knew you and expected to spend many, many more happy moments with you. We grieve both those wonderful life events that you will never experience, as well as your day-to-day presence in our lives. The happiness you brought. Our annual Easter egg hunt will not bring the joy it has in the past - how could it, with you not sharing the day with us? April 23rd would be your 17th birthday - another day of more intense heartache - as if each day since you died has not left us unable to breath, unable to smile, unable to talk or even care to share a hello. Your absence on this earth will never be lessened. As time moves forward, we know that the memory of your life with us, those wonderful moments we were able to share, will ease the stabbing pain we now feel...but life will never be the same without you Jessica - never! I want to hold you one more time, see your smile, share your joy. Jess - I love you so!
Today I received a thank you from UNYTS for the donation Jessica made to give life to others after her short life on this earth. Many of you who read this Guest Book may not know the Jessica that, as her grandmother, I was blessed to know. The girl who was not only beautiful on the outside, but an amazingly beautiful soul. Kind, caring, thoughtful, loving, giving, and, at an early age, understanding of how donation could benefit others. Little did she know when she mentioned to her mom & dad that 'when she died' she would want someone to donate on her behalf - that her time would come sooner than any of us could imagine or even comprehend, but it did happen, and her parents honored that wish. Because we all want so much to believe that this earthly plane is not 'the end' - our hearts reach for more - for the heaven that awaits those who have gone before us. The place we will someday meet again, all those we have loved and lost. But for the brave and wonderful giving hearts like Jessica - there is more than just the 'afterlife' of heaven. She lives on in all those who her donation - her gift of a better, longer, healthier life - has touched, and so, she may be walking next to us right now, in the heartbeat of a stranger.
I miss you so!
Dearest Jane, Kim, Joe, Aunt Estelle, Lynn. All our Love to you at this very sad time. What a shock to receive this news. You are in our thoughts and prayers and we regret we cannot be there to be with you all. God Bless your beautiful girl Jessica as she enters the gates of heaven. Tony, Margaret, John and Kate Songin and Aunt Gloria Stypa.
My heart goes out to the whole family. There is so much that should be said, but no words seem adequate. I hope you find special comfort in all of your loving memories and that Jessica will live on in your hearts forever
Jessica was called by God to be a Angel in heaven I didn't know her that we'll but JOE AND Nicole will have a Guardian Angel watching over there little girl. God bless the whole family and my deepest sympathy from the DELAMATER family
DEAR JANE, LYNN, MRS. MAREK, KIM, JOE,
AS HARD AS IT IS TO SEE PASSED THE GRIEF TODAY,
WE HOPE WHEN REFLECTING IN MEMORY, IT WILL HELP YOU TOMORROW.
WITH MUCH LOVE
Our heartfelt condolences goes out to the family & friends of Jessica. We're so sorry for your loss and may God be with you during your time of grief.
No words will ever describe the love this amazing girl had in her heart, she was truly one of a kind and she will be missed by everyone's life she touched. My condolences go out to the whole family during this extremely tough time.
Joe and family - truly God has a plan for all of us and we don't understand why things like this happen. Jessica is resting ever so gently in the loving arms of Jesus. I am sure that that your dad Joe, mom Cookie, Aunt Isabell, Uncle Pat and all of your loved ones were waiting to greet her as God called her home. Love and prayers to you and your family.
Aunt Marnie's friend Marlene
Our love and prayers to you Kim, Joe, Justin and Joey...may her spirit live on through all of you...we love you all and Jessica will remain in our hearts forever and always Love, Sarah & Greg
There are no words to say to ease your pain. We are truly sorry, you and your family our in are thoughts and prayers. Love Shelly and family.
Jane, Kim, joe, and the rest of the family:
We are so deeply sorry from the depths of our hearts. We home memories and family will pull you through this.
To the Canazzi family, I know nothing I can say will ease the pain of your loss. Jessica was one of a kind and will be remembered as a caring, smart, beautiful, and loving daughter. She will be forever with you as an angel.
To the family of Jessica I'm so sorry for your loss Jessica was a great person and a awesome friend to have. She is and always will be in my thoughts and prayers.
joey kim and family sorry for your loss sendind prayers your way im sorry i never got to know her we all went different ways love you if u guys need anything let me know lynn,roger,jordon
guy lichts daughter
May prayers be with family and friends. Jessica was a wonderful girl and was a great friend to my niece Deanna.prayers and thoughts are with you.
My heart goes out to your family, no parent should have to experience such grief. There are no words I can say to ease your grief.I know she's in the arms of Jesus right now, think of the good memories and the love she made you feel.You know I'm always there to listen to you if you want to reflect about your grief but I know it's going to take a long time and I understand but I will be waiting for your call .
Jane, Mrs. Marek, Lynn, Kim and Joe: I am so very sorry to hear of Jessica's passing. I remember her as a little girl at picnics and family functions i attended. My heart and prayers are with you all.
God needed her more Her love and caring will be spreas beyond the sorrow of her loss
Dear Jane, I can't imagine the sorrow you and your family are going through. I lift all of you in prayer!
No comforting words will ever ease the pain of Jessica's absence from our family, but we know she is now held in Dziadzia's loving arms. He will protect and guide her until we each meet them both again. Nana