Hey Dad, my birthday is in a couple days n it's the first one that I'm having n u r not here to celebrate with me n tell me about your ship. These days seem empty without u n my heart is hurting over so many things. Some days I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Sure do wish u were here so I could sit next to u n feel your spirit n u could help me through this mess. I can only pray for all the pain to ease n the fresh air to come my way.