Yoyo. Wussup big bro today was superbowl. Sunday. Heck yea. Patriots won against the sea hawks. Good game haha i was guna go to your moms house but didnt have a ride. Damn primo. Its going on 5 years. Dont trip tho. I still sit here thinking of u n lookin at old pic. Never forgot abt.u Once n never will forget. I told rosie that someone is lookin out for me. Knowing How much i was n trouble. Someone told me i should have been dead a long time ago. Off the back i know your still here keeping me safe. I know your the one who helped me get n the rite path n stop all the b.s. i was doing.thank u bro. Thanks a lot. For beeing here not physically. Or mentally. But emotionally. And spitually .u know some natives say the creator takes the wises. And most loyal before he takes anyone else. We can say we lost u but we can also say were grateful. For our lord for giving us the ultimate Angel. Dios. Te. Bendiga. Hermano
Merry Christmas my angel above. Its been a rough year without you. We love and miss you lots. Continue to watch over our family.
Merry Merry Christmas jelly!!
Another year without you and the pain is still here. Hope you are watching over us and keeping us in check. love you my son!!!
P.s. I got my motto from u
Hey wussup big bro. I just received a random email from your guest book. That's never happened. Anyways bro. Happy late bday. Don't worry I didn't forget I just been really busy working out here on the rez. Damn jot a day goes by where I don't think of u. I'm just glad the Lord our savior gave us the chance to create our own memories with u. I still remember when we used to go to almondo's bro ' rite there on 48 St for mmendo or a burrito. Haha. Then wen we used to get bored n walk to Frys for 5 gum. We used to be the only ones with a pouch full of gum at school. Hahaha. Then wen we used to sit home on weekends and play fight nite on the psp. Man we used to do a lot of stuff. I even remembered when we told everyone we were going to the library and ended up at nana Saras house to go munch haha. Those were the good old days.dont worry big bruh we will all be home sooner or later. God just takes the good ones before he decides to take the rusty angels. Bt sure enough we will be home with u soon. Then u can show us the ropes up there.well till next time carnalito your boy
Almost forgot to wish you a happy birthday mijo. Love and miss you always.
Happy birthday my baby!! You would have been 19 years old today. But someone took you away from us. We miss you so much my baby. But you are in a better place and you are watching over us. Happy birthday my son and know that your father will always love you and misses you so much!!!
August 28, 2010 is a day we will never forget. I thought your friends were playing a prank on all of us by saying you were shot. I was about to fix our first breakfast in our new home and that never happened. We spent the day looking for you only to find out we missed you by minutes and had to wait until later that evening for the bad news. Four years later we're still waiting for someone to pay for your death. No one seems to care anymore but we continue to carry on with life. I wonder what you would've accomplished by now. Would you be in the military or just working? All I know is that you are probably in a better place right now even though I feel cheated. I miss you tremendously and love you.
Miss you so much mojo!! My heart is so broken!! Wish I could trade with you, so young to die so soon.
Miss you my baby!! Wish you were here with us. We really need you right now, But I know you are up above watching over us and nothing will hurt us as long as you are on watch. Love You and miss you oh so very much Love you Your dad!!!
hey started thinking about you today... sure miss the times we always messed with budders stuff.. like spray painting his computer desk haha. and just bugging him... miss you man.. love ya
Hey bro idk wat made me google ur name but I was reading these nd it brought tears to my eyes well anyways miss you bro
I had no idea u had a guest book :'( idk what made me Google ur name n this popped up. I saw ur pictures and it gave me chills thinking back to dat Friday morning when u knocked on my window asking for a ride to school standing there smiling that cute bright smile we teased u about,then my thoughts shifted to dat morning running to my moms house seeing........... I have to skip that I'm sorry.i remember seeing u when my mom moved back i froze dead staring dwn da hall n u were walking across to da boys room n u looked at me n smiled I thought I was trippin til I hear "Gin u saw him huh" guess u were visiting guero too. reading ur messages that ur family leaves u n its heart breaking da more I kept reading I notice my tear dropped on my screen everytime I read ur dads messages to u,I want to tell ur dad that I'm sorry that dey took u!!!! U ment a lot to our family too being at our house all da time eating with us being shy WE MISS U TOO! Well sorry if I'm talking ur ear off : ) I guess I had a lot to tell u,plz keep watching over ur family & I knw ur wit us too I got u tatted on my arm..... Kan I ask u to plz tell my mom "I LUV & MISS HER SO MUCH ALSO" thanks lil homie *REST IN PARADISE*
Always thinking of you!!! My baby love you and miss you so much!!!
You will be in are hearts for ever one love you and miss you so much
sometimes the sound of iu laugh is something that makes everything joyful and thats what i miss the most. laghter is whats needed to make muss forget the struggles or pain.
Hey its indio again just wanted to say happy late bday. Dang. I had a dream tht the family got together n acted as 1. It brought tears to my eyes. I miss u big bro. Don't think i forgot about u. Love u n miss u. Your brother indio
Happy Happy Birthday!!!! my baby!!! miss you so much. You would have been 18 today!!! what a loss for us. I pray for you all the time and i hope you take care of us from up above. love you jellybean!! your dad!!!
Mijo siempre fuiste uno de mis nietos favoritos. Tu recuerdo siempre estara presente en mi corazon. Siempre te recordare y rezare por ti siempre. Te quiere mucho tu Nana Sara.
Ayy what's up cousin its me indio. Dawn its been a long time since I've done this. Lately I've been haveing thoughts and flashback about the past. All the funny things we used to do. My saddest moment was web u passed away. I cried. Tears falling from my face. I remember working up that morning n pelona told us. That was the worst day i ever woke up to. I basically grew up wit u. U were my brother. Words want explain how much i love n miss u bro. Well times are going to get tough. Please watch over us. The family. But most of all watch over your mom n dad. They really hert. Well your brother always. Don't worry wen i see u again were going to play fight night on psp like the old times. Well love u big bro.
May u rest in peace Federico, dance with the Angels.. Armida i am so sorry for your loss. Being a mother that has to be the hardest u have to go threw in life .. I will keep u in my prayers my dear friend .. Be strong and know u have a true Angel watching over u and your family.. My heart goes out to u ...god Bless u and ur family always...
It's 3 years since you were taken from us baby. We all miss and love you very much. You know this is the hardest time of year for us. ALWAYS thinking of you.
Dear Freddy I miss you dawg it's already almost been 3 years bro I remember tha day it happen I got a text bro nd I broke down n strayed crying I jus couldn't believe it ur were like a brother to me but anyways bro I miss you nd love you dawg jus keep looking out for everyone I know it's Bekuz of you that we've all been safe. Well anyway Rip Freddy aka Jellybean
Always thinking and missing you!!! love you my jellybean!!
i still think about you often , i miss you dearly its weird , i was googling my name and a picture of you popped up, i couldnt help but cry , i wish i could hear you voice , i wish i could talk to you, i wish i could hug you, ill always keep you in my prayers love , next time i go to phoenix ill visit you <3 -xarina.
Miss You So Much My Son!!!
Miss you my son so much!! But on Friday we will be with you all day to help celebrate you and all of our family that we have lost in the past. all your family will be there to celebrate day of the dead. we know you are up above watching over us. but we still miss you so much!! love you your dad!!
Had A great time at your birthday party. too bad you were not there. but we all were and we sang happy birthday and had food just for you. miss you baby!! we love you lots!!! and again happy birthday too you jellybean!!
I kno that its been a while but dnt think I forgot bout u bby boy. I went to see u on ur 2nd yr anniversary. I spent a lil bit of time there talking to u about things that r goin on and how much we truely miss u. I still cant believe its been that long already. I will be honest with u about one thing, theres not a day that goes by that I dnt think about u and it seems lyk the end of the year is always the worst. I wish u were here to celebrate the good times with us again. I miss that beautiful smile that can light up even the darkest rooms. I wish u were here to take the anger, hurt, and sadness away from all those who love u especially ur mom and dad. mijo if u could only see how they hurt for u then u could see how much u truely meant to them.
i miss my cousin jelly bean the whole family misses him for every thing he has done for us i wish you could be with us and u are in our hearts forever and alway love your cousin nicky and the fam
Tuesday was your 2 year anniversary. Your brothers, dad and I went to spend time with you. We later came home to cook dinner for your friends to join us and sign a book for you. Your dad still wants to join you, he misses you dearly. We all do but dad more he says. Continue to look after us.
Love you always,
Today your dad turns 47. I know he really misses you and wants to see you once more. I am trying to make this birthday the best ever. I will be having a party for him saturday. I'm sure you'd want it that way. We miss and love you so much baby. Please continue to watch over us.
WORDS CANT EXPLAIN THE WAY WE ALL TRUELY HURT INSIDE BUT ONE THING WE ARE THANKFUL FOR IS THE TIME THAT THE LORD LET US SHARE WITH YOU. WE MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY AND YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS. LOVE YOU NEPHEW AND KEEP SMILING FROM ABOVE.
Freddy, words cannot express how sad i am. Everytime i see your brothers, it reminds me of when we used to laugh together at school. After u passed i promised myself that i will always look after your little brother and be there for him. There is a saying in my family, "Gone but NEVER forgotten". I know that you are watching from up above and smiling. I will never forget you. Till we meet again Freddy.
Here I am crying for you and missing you so much my baby!!! Play all the songs you liked and it still does not ease my heart. I'm trying hard to keep the family together but it is Hard!! My heart and body is so empty without you here. im trying to stay strong but its so hard!!! just miss you so much!!!! its not fair!!! love and miss you jelly!! your dad!!
I know it's been awhile since i last wrote to you. i am always thinking of you and missing you so much!!! i miss your little brother not having you in his life any more. he really needs you and sorely miss you too. he plays your music every morning when he is getting ready for school. you would be very proud of him for what he has accomplished in school all by himself. I now really know how much we still need you and miss you!!! my baby I want to cry all the time. but i still keep going and that is very hard to do. love you so much and miss you my son!!!
I have been thinking of you these last few weeks. I miss you so much!! trying to believe that you are in a better place. I try not to cry. I go to your room and look at your things and try to see you smile and try to hear your voice one more time. there is not one day I don't thinks about you my son!!keep watching over us help us!! we really do need it. Love your dad!!!
April fools day today mijo. Your dad misses you lots lately. He says you've been coming to him a lot in his dreams. We all wish you were here with us physically. I know you're watching over us from above. Love and miss you tremendously. Muah.
For the second time im going to tell you merry christmas and your not here to hear it. i miss you so much!! they say let god handle revenge but its so hard to follow that. this should be your time not mine. wish i could hold you and hug you so much!!! miss you my son freddy!! you are in a better place and for that i do thank god!!! love your dad!!!
Another Christmas is here and you're not. We all miss you so much, especially your dad. The holidays are not the same without you. We know you continue to watch over us from above. Please keep a close eye on your brothers and your dad who wishes to join you more than anything. Love and miss you baby.
Primo I woke up thinking of you.Christmas is coming around the corner.but I wish I could see you just one last time .I such I could give you a hug .your mommy and daddy miss you so much and I know you could see them and there suffering .they miss you a lot .we all miss you .you will be in my corazon.tell my dad that I miss him .and things will never be the same .I miss you primito.all ways and for every in my corazon..
Another Thanksgiving has come and gone. I really missed you. You were the one that helped to prepare the dip and the greenbean casserole your way. I did my best to do it your way. We love and miss you very much. It's harder for dad but he tries. Keep watching over us like always.
We missed you yesterday. Your mom was crying for you. Holidays are not the same without you. But we keep trying. miss you so much jelly!!! hope your watching over us son love you so much. Your dad
I know you're watching us from above. Your dad misses you very much, to the point that he wishes he could join you soon. This has been harder for him because you were to keep his name going. There will be no more Freddys for a while. We love and miss you. Your brothers are doing well. This holiday season will be another difficult and sad one but we will get through it. Please continue to watch overus.
Hope you had a great birthday. We all miss you so much. It was sad for us but I do know you're in a better place. It's been a very hard year without you. But it makes me feel better knowing you're around in one way or another. Love you so much your dad.
I miss you primo,I wish I could see you just one more time,but I know you are in heaven with my dad and he is taking care of you know,I know that 1 day I will be called to heaven,and we will be together,I miss you cuz and nothing will ever change. Cleo Aguilar.
Happy Birthday lil cuzin. I know u watchin down on us from the skies above.
One year ago today you were taken from us. RIP baby. We will see you in a bit and then we'll celebrate your life at home. Please continue to guide us and protect us as I try to put our family back together again.
Tomorrow will be a very sad day for me my Son. you were my world and someone took you from us!!! I cry and get so mad. nothing helps ease the pain of you not being here with us. you are loved and missed so very much!!! will visit you tomorrow my jelly!! love your dad!!
Ay primo,I miss you so much ,and your brothers,mom ,dad.I didn't go to your funeral because the pain was so much that I couldn't stand it.I see your picture every morning and there is a candle lit for you .I know you are looking down at all of us,please take care of your dad ,because he misses you ,and your mom ,she can't stop crying ,when you left you took are hearts with you ,but I know one day we will all meet again ,primo I miss you.I will never forget you .jelly bean.we both celebrate are birthday on the same day and you will be there with me on that day in my heart primo .
Dearest freddy...i didnt know you, but I knew your mother when we were younger...just wanted to say..you are so LOVED, THEN AND NOW <3
School starts next week and I wish you were here to enjoy it. It's almost your anniversary and we will be there with you. Please continue to watch over your brothers and us. Love and miss you.
It's been a while since I've written to you, lot's of different emotions pop up, some difficult to understand, others the usual up and down. I'm sorry we didn't go visit you when your parents invited, we had been looking forward to going and spending time with your parents, my daughter felt a little akward that morning, I think it's best to give her time to see and talk w/them when she feels it's right for her. any how I wanted to thank GOD & you for visiting her in her dreams last night, she had been praying she'd see you in her dreams since you left, last night she had that dream she'd been praying for, for SO long, she was SO happy, then was SO SO sad, many emotions, she Thanked GOD for allowing you to visit her, was filled with joy at seeing you then was so sad at feeling your loss. She will be visiting you today and says she feels like she wants to share her dream w/your parents, she'll decide if she does. I Pray "que DIOS te tenga en su Santa Gloria", I pray for your parents, family & friends, you are Loved & Missed very much!!! know you are still a BIG part of everyone you touched!!! RIP Freddy... ttys
To My Son Freddy Who I Miss So Very Much.
I Love You My Son And Would Do Anything To Have You Back!! Our Lives Are Not The Same Without You. You Made It Fun And Exciting!! We Will All Miss That part Of you Son!! Will Talk to You Soon And Keep Watching Over Us All Love Your Dad!!!
Man u are missed like crazy bro.. we all miss u n wish u were here but know u are safe now. U are thought about everyday n will always be in our hearts. Ill always remember u as the shy quiet kid when we met for the first time. I wish things didnt happen the way they did. Especially now! U were so young n had a great long life ahead of u. We all love n miss u bro..
With much love, ur friend, Andy aka. Loke
Happy belated Easter Sunday, my daughter was happy to see you had company the past few weeks, & keeps you in her prayers & thoughts, we still have not been by to visit with your parents, we're hoping soon after school is out. She's had her up's & down's especially now that the school year is coming to an end, she's having a difficult time, thinking how her life is going on & how she wishes things could be so different than what they are, concerning you. I know you're in a better place, but for us still in this world, we can't feel or want to be a bit selfish & wish you were still with us. GOD keep you in his loving care, give you & your parents peace. she cries when she thinks of you, yet she smiles when she remembers your smile & sillyness. you were such a Blessing to all of your friends, they all keep you in their hearts. ttyl
Jellybean this birthday was not the same without you. It was a very difficult day for all of us. We all wish we could have the old days back. We miss and love you ery much.
It's been awhile since I've written, you know we've been by, I usually feel very helpless and w/out many words for my daughter, she still thinks & misses you greatly, this last time, was different, you know she still cries, that is the part that makes me feel helpless, I still have no words to help ease her pain. But this last few times it's been different, I think she's learning how to listen to you in a different way, I see her enjoy her visits & it's also feels good to see her laugh w/you, like I said, I think she's learned to listen to you now & can sense or feel your presence, anyhow as we drove away we were very happy to see Tia & some of your other friends going to see you too, she just said she was happy you're thought of by so many of your friends. I keep you and your parents in my prayers, we hoping to go see your mom some time soon. may God keep you in his loving care, ttys
My daughter's just celebrated her quinceanera, she was happy your parents were a part of her day, she said having them there made her feel like your presence was there too, it made happy, yet sad. I'm sure in your own way, like my niece, you were celebrating w/us. Know you are still thought of & missed greatly.
It's been many months, the holidays have come & gone. As I said before I didn't have the honor of knowing you personally, only hear stories of you. I wish I had the words to ease the sadness my daughter feels, still. The other night we were talking and she mentioned how the months have passed & how she feels people have gone on w/their lives, which is common, unfortunately life does happen and does go on. In her heart she feels like when everything 1st happened, there was SO many people there in the moment and how she feels they've moved on, & how she feels some have forgotten and/or remember very little. It upsets her, she'd love for everyone to keep your memory fresh & alive, I'm sure many do, I think it's just her way of still dealing w/the grief of your loss? I don't know, I still have no answers for her. I guess I write to you, to let you know, you are still very much missed, you are still on many minds, you are still a very special part of many of your friends.
GOD Bless you and grant you peace.
Miss you very much. The holidays are not the same without you.
I don't know what to say, I guess I just felt I should say something. I get so lost for words when it comes to trying to console my daughter when she speaks of you, time still has not eased her pain. She longs to see you in her dreams, prays she has the opportunity to tell you how important you and your friendship were to her. She cries when she thinks of not having the chance to say good-bye. I pray GOD has you in his loving care and grants you peace.
I'm sure you know, you are very loved by not just your family but many many friends as well...
We love and miss you very much Jellybean.
To the family and friends of Frederico Aguilar, I was greatly saddened to learn of your families loss and for the friends of Frederico. I was touched when I read his his obituary in the AZ Republic as I am sure he was a fine young man. Michael D. Long, Ahwatukee
We know there is someone watching over us! Thanks
Hey jelly I miss u so much,every night I look up at the dark night to see the brightiest star and I know that your in that star. I wish u were still here jelly!! I know that your watching everyone from up bove. I love u so much jelly. Your always in my heart jelly. I will never forget you jelly ALWAYS&FOREVER
i miss you its hard with out you i think of you every single minute of every single day i try to keep my composer i try not to cry but sometimes i cant help it i love you jelly,i really wish you were here i wish i could have been there more but i cant go back in time if i could i really would i love you. . . bye. .
Wassup Freddy,Wow i cant believe yu gone.Taken.Life Has ended for yu.Yu were like a brother to me&everyone else.Yu member in 6th grade in Ms.Wrights Class wit Romo that was fun....Life Gone New Start..."Thats Nonsense".<33
I didn’t have the privilege of knowing you personally, my daughter speaks of you with great fondness. She has many great memories of you, she mentions your positive attitude, your words of encouragement, along with many stories of your silliness, laughter and the quotes you used regularly. She’ll always think of you when she hears: “That’s Nonsense” and “Trickery” there may be more, these are the ones I recall when I‘ve heard her speak of you, as she does so often since your passing. I know in time she may mention you less often, yet I know you will forever be part of her memories and always be in her heart. I could go on and on, however the main purpose to me writing to you, is to thank you. Thank you for being such a great friend to her.
I pray GOD grants you peace and welcomes you home with open arms. Everyone’s heart mourns your loss, while you rejoice in the presence of our Lord and Savior.
Fred and Armida I’m sorry for the loss of your son. As a parent, my heart aches with you and I share in your mourning. All my prayers are with you and your family. I was once told, the journey of our lives are like a road, some are long while others are shorter. As we travel on our roads we all encounter obstacles but more importantly we encounter people, and as we go on our roads we either help, encourage and make a positive impact on those who have the privilege of gracing our lives. Freddy has made a great impact on everyone who had the great honor of knowing him. From what I was able to see, while attending his services and being in your home, Freddy was always trying to help everyone who he encountered, whether with a smile, encouraging words, a little joke, laughter but more importantly with his love. May your memories bring you peace, it may not be soon, but with time you’ll smile when you think of him and his charismatic smile. May God console you in your time of sadness.
GOD Bless you and your family, along with his extended family and friends who grieve his loss.
R.I.P Jellybean. we all love you and we miss you like crazy. i still cant believe your gone. I hate the fact that you were taken from us. Im happy about the fact that god blessed us with such a beautiful soul. I will always remember the times you would go to my house for the weekend and play with bear or when we would all get together for the bbqs that your parents would have every sunday.You will always be in our thoughts and in our hearts. you will NEVER be forgotten. I love you cuzin.I know your lookin down on us. I hope to see you soon.
A brother is never forgotten in my heart nor my mind. I wil always hold you by my side and never forget you. God now has you in his kingdom, and your smile will be in the rainbow above us now. Knowing now your God's child. All of our Brothers & Sisters Love, Friendship,Laughter, Remains in our heart. I will deeply miss you.
R.I.P Freddy me and my brother jesse will miss you so much. i will never forget the laughs we had together in the 8th grade. and i hope you will look down on us and take care of us. i will deeply miss you and wish you and your family the best care.
Rip Freddy we love and miss you
I no u r a angel looking down and watching over all of us
I will see u at tha crossroads one day my friend
I LOVE AND MISS U
Fred, Armida and the rest of the Aguilar family, my deepest condolences go out to you during this tragic time. Even though I haven't seen Jelly since he was a little thing, I will always remember how his smile lit up the office.
I am grateful that I was able to offer some assistance to you recently. I hate that this happened to your family and I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Peace and Blessings be with you...
Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of grief. May your memories bring you comfort.
R.I.P Freddy Aguilar - One thing I'm going to miss the most is his smile. Seeing his smile made everyone around him smile. He was always cheerful, and sweet. I can still see him walking down the halls at GMS smiling and laughing.Im going to miss him deeply. My prayers and sorrow go out to the Aguilar family. Freddy's now an angel watching over his family and friends. Freddy I'll see you one day. Love you buddy.
RIP Freddy...I was not able to ever meet him however my daughter Taijah Planks went to middle school with him and hung out at Nevitt Park with him often, she would always tell me how Freddy would make her smile or laugh when she was down, he was always upbeat and kind, he has made such a positive impact on others..he will be missed deeply...My thoughts and prayers are with the Aguilar family, I am truly sorry for your loss...may god bless your family..
Freddy (Spikey) RIP and God Bless your Family and Friends....
Even though I only met Freddy the few times he came to my house, I will never forget the spikey hair and the politeness that he had. He was a good friend of my son Paul's and will be also missed by my daughter Samantha who he called his little sister. Thank you so much for letting my son Paul be a part of your family durning these trying times.
Our prayers are with you,
Cruz/ Gonzales family
Rest In Peace Freddy We All Miss You And Love You
There are no words that will console you now, in time you will be able to remember Freddy and smile. Keep his memory alive, talk of him often, cry as much as you need and know that he is at peace with our Lord. He will forever be with you. My sincere condolences.
I want to let the family of Freddy know just how sorry me & my family are for your the lose of your son!
My son DeVante Clarke went to school w/Freddy (Middle School & THS)! He has left such a great mark in every ones heart & will never be forgot! If there is anything that we can do for you & your family please let me know no matter what it is! Just know that he is now w/God & will be that angle watching over you & your family! We are hear for you!
We were deeply saddened by the death of Freddy.
Words, however kind, can’t mend your heartache: but those who care and share in the loss of your dear Son, wish you comfort and peace of mind. May you find strength in the love of family, the warm embrace of friends, and the memories of you and your son together.
Your memories are your keepsake from which you’ll never part. God has him in His keeping, you have him in your heart. May your memories of your Son bring you strength from day to day and may time find a way to heal your loss. His light will continue to shine through you, family and friends.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
May God bless you and your family during this time and always.
With deepest sympathy, Yvette Gutierrez & Gutierrez Family
To The Family Of Federico Aguilar IV
On behalf of the staff of East Resthaven Park Mortuary and Cemetery, I would like to extend our most sincere condolence to you on your loss. Thank you for letting our staff serve you during this most difficult time.
Lemuel D. Cannon