~Good morning Sweetheart~
Tuesday and already a crazy place.I absolutely hate this phone here.All it does is ring all day long.I just hang it up and go to the curb to check someone in and it rings again.Whenever the phone rings at home Judy and I argue because neither one of us want to answer it.I know it sounds crazy but when you hear it all day long like this you don't want to answer it at home.
I just got off the phone with Nicole now all three kids are sick.Boy she has her handful.ever since brook started School those kids are always sick.Poor Babies.Could never figure out why Parents send their kids to school sick then it goes around the entire School.
I spoke with Darlene yesterday and shes having another procedure done this morning to try and unclog her arteries.I
guess she'll be back home today.It's an outpatient procedure.I truly hope this works for her.I've been worried about her for sometime now.She spent all her time taking care of Randy and neglecting herself.Now she has alot of problems.Her moral has definately improved.So with alot of prayers she will do fine I'm sure.I love Darlene she's always been like a sister to me.
Well honey I have only nine days left to visit you in here because I'm not going to keep this going.I don't know how much it will cost but it looks like I'm the only one who visits this site.I
am going to have the entire Guestbook printed for my self though.It will bring me close to you when I need it.
Well my love I guess I'll get back to work.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
`Good morning Love~
Well I survived the weekend.The kids were good but Marissa was sick.She has a terrible cough.They said everytime they take them to the Water Park at Seaworld they all get sick after.They are probably swallowing all the chemicals they put in there.I told them don't tske them there anymore.You know they have to use alot of Chlorine in places like that.Where thousands of people are there on a daily basis.Poor
baby I felt so bad for her. I know I didn't sleep sat. night she coughed so hard I thought she was going to vomit.So I jumped up out of bed everytime she coughed.I sure slept last night though.I was beat.I'm still tired out.They were really good for me though as they always are when Mommy and Daddy aren't around.It's funny how kids change when Mommy and Daddy aren't around.They went in the pool for about 20 mins. it was soooo cold.All this 90 degree weather we've had and it's not warming up the pool for some reason.I wish now I would have gotten the solar blanket for it.It was freezing water.
So I made a nice dinner for everyone before they left and then they went home shortly after.I got some beautiful Flowers from the Boys,both Tommy and Nicole,and Gene and Gina for Mothers Day.They was what my weekend was all about.The weather was very nice thank God for that at least the kids could play out on the pool deck.They had a good time.Thomas didn't want to leave.I want to stay with you Bramma he said. Thats what he calls me " Bramma ".So adorable and such a good boy.He is really a good baby.Just filled with love.Precious as can be.
I know they really tired me and Judy out though.Just trying to keep up with them.I'm getting old honey.
I'm going to give Darlene a call this morning to see how she feels.She found out Friday she has pneumonia and din't even know it.So the Dr. put her on antibiotics.So I'll give her a shout her shortly.
Not much of anything else going on around here.So far the weather has been beautiful so what more can we ask for.
We're going over to Vivians house tonight after Dinner for awhile to visit
with her and her Mom.Such a wonderful lady both of them.She's the one we met at Dr. Kims Office with her Mom.They live right off Alabama Road.Well my precious I'm going to get off of here and give darlene a call before I GET slammed.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Well made it to Friday for another week.Can't wait until 3 o'clock.Ended up being a real crazy day here yesterday.Just want to get out of here for the two days I have off.
Not anything planned except for watching the kids on Sat night.I just feel like going home and straight to bed.I'm so tired out.The funny thing is I don't know why I'm tired all the time.Just feel completely drained of all energy.I need a boost of vitamin B 12.Maybe that will energize me.
Well I just tried making an appointment with your old Primary care Dr. and without Ins. the bill will be anywheres from $250.00 to $ 450.00 just for the first visit.There is no way I can afford that.So I continue looking.It's so sad that American people have to ignore their Health because they have no Health Ins. coverage.That's the situation I'm facing right now.Thanks to my Employer. I have shopped around and it unbelievable the prices their asking. Just for me.I don't know if I'll ever get Insurance by the rate I'm going ?
Well lets get off that subject because it just ruffles my feathers.Sure
looks like were in for some rain.The sky is getting black.Hope it's not going to be rain all weekend.The kids will want to go in the pool so I pray it's not rain all weekend.They love the water.
Well my sweetheart I'm going to get my lunch eaten and will try and get back on over the weekend. I love and miss you with all my heart and please don't ever forget it. ~Forever and always your loving Wife` Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I don't know what happened but I lost what I already had written.This has happened a few times and is very annoying.Especially when I'm almost done writing in here.
There really isn't much of anything going on to speak of. I just like to visit my honey and I know if you were here you would listen to all I have to say.So there's no reason for me to believe you wouldn't do the same here.
It's a hot day today and will stay this way until Thurs.and then the Humidity is supposed to drop.But not going to stay long.For April and May it has been extremely hot.I hate to see what July and Aug.is going to be like.What worries me is Hurricane season.How bad is it going to be this year.We've been extremely lucky since Heron Pond.So we're bound to get hit again.I guess I'll worry about that when the time comes.Sure hope they miss us though.
I was talking to Darlene earlier today and she is doing well.I think this change in her life will be good for her and I can tell by talking to her that she feels the same way.I'm happy for her because it truly has been a long haul for her.Seven years of catering to Randy is alittle much. She has exhausted herself and knows now she has to take care of herself.
Well my precious I guess I should try to get my lunch over with before I do get real busy here.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling of mine~
Some fantastic news first thing this morning.Our Troops killed Bin Laden. Thank God and God Bless our amazing Troops.Now if we can get them all back home it will be a miracle.
Judy comes back tonight sometime.I really hate being by myself.To many things go through my head and I get upset to easily.I will love and miss you forever honey and when I'm by myself I just do to much thinking and it brings back so much pain for me. I'll be glad when Judy comes back home.
It's been a long week by myself.Darlene was supposed to come by but never made it.I cleaned the entire house and patio.Yesterday morning I washed the car to get all the lovebugs off of it.Last night I had absolutely nothing to do.I stopped over to Gene's and had dinner with them. I came home took a shower and went to bed.And here I am.It's been very slow starts in the mornings here but picks up and gets pretty busy.Sales Office people are running behind this morning so no one going to Sales will beable to get in until they are here.
Well my love I'm going to get off of here and try and get some things done before I do get real busy.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always you loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my Precious love~
I have been fighting this darn internet all weekend.I was on the phone with Century link forever and they couldn't get it going.They're supposed to come here tomorrow but no need now,I reset the whole modem and now it's working.
It's been a very long lonely week for me because Judy is still at Tommy's.She'll be home around dinner time tomorrow.I've had alot of lonely time and have done alot of thinking about how much I love and miss you.You truly were my life honey and I miss you so much.I know we'll be together someday and it just tears my heart out missing you so much.I think about us all the time and it's been almost a whole year and nothing has changed how I feel.I just loved you with all my heart and when you left me it just shattered my heart to pieces.A day doesn't go by I don't think of you.Or a song we used to dance to is just so sad for me.I have listened to lady a trillion times and it's so very true.No wonder you loved that song so much.It's absolutely beautiful.Just like you honey your touch your voice and your beautiful eyes just melted my heart.I will love and miss you forever and please don't ever forget that.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetie~
Hi honey.Just another day and thank the Dear Lord for Fridays.Been pretty slow so far.I'm talking to Darlene right now and her and Randy split up.He is now living with Peggy. She is
much happier now and seems to be more content with herself.She has alot of Medical issues she has to deal with and she needs to take care of herself now.She realizies this now and will move on with her life.
I spoke to Shirley and they want to move down here so bad.She said find us jobs.Jamie and Tony feel the same way. I can't wait for the day to come.She might just come down and finish her Nursing while Tony stays up North to try and sell the house.They are thinking that Sarasota would be a place they would like to live.Going to be expensive I'm sure up there.It's a tourist trap and you know how that goes.I would love it if my daughter could be here with me.I love and miss her so much.
Believe it or not when Shirley and Ken were here they didn't want to go back home.They love it here and Ken has never seen our Home and feel in love with it.Well hopefully everything works out for them all.Would be really nice to have some more family here.Well my love I guess I should get to work.Today is Friday and I have to get all my paperwork together for Payroll on Monday morning.I get it all set up and just haave to send it out.
Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Not much has changed since yesterday except for getting much needed rest.I got home and laid down around 5 and woke up around 7:30.I had to run to the store so I did that,took my shower and right back to bed.I woke up alittle after 4 this morning.I stayed up and had to go to the post office before work to mail something out to Judy.So thats all taken care of.I still haven't heard from Darlene yet. It's alittle early to call her just yet.I'll wait awhile before trying her again.
I can't believe all the sleep I did get and I'm still yawning.I hope I get some energy soon.I'm always so tired.
I talked with Jamie for awhile last night and she felt the same way.I guess we did to much running around while on Vacation.I know I'm pooped right out.
Judy won't be back until Monday now because they cancelled Brooks field trip at School because of rain.She's going to watch Marissa and Thomas so Nicole can chaperone.I'm sure she'll be glad to get home.
Well my Love I guess this is all for today and I have to get some paperwork done and sent out to Mr. Filbert.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Sorry I haven't been on here but I was away for Vacation with the Kids and my Sister.I didn't take my laptop with me because there wasn't internet available.Unless I paid $8.00 an hour for it.
So as you can see I'm back and what a total nightmare yesterday was.First day back to work and it was national complaint day.Everyone of the
Residents told me I couldn't go on anymore vacations.I went home with a headache.Honestly it's like babysitting and once I'm out of site all you know what breaks loose.Much
better today thank God.
Well all my company is gone and it was such a short time to spend with them.We went to Ft. Myers Beach. Siesta Key and Orlando.The weather was absolutely perfect.Hot but no rain.The kids loved Disney and I told Tommy and Nicole the only one left to see Disney is Thomas and they will be taking him.I'm all done with Disney.It's going to take me a week just to catch up on my rest.Very exhausted.It was so nice to be able to spend time with everyone.Sad to see them leave though.
Shirley and Ken didn't want to leave, they loved it here.We stayed down on the Beach for three days and it was gorgeous.Alot of sting rays though.We went home the day Jamie and them came in.
The very next day we were all back down there just for the day.Thursady we just chilled out at the house with Shirley and Ken and on Friday Shirley and Ken left.Sat. we went to Orlando with Jamie and Tony.We stayed where we did when you were here with me.We took Brook that time.We had a great time and the Girls went nuts at Disney World.I wouldn't have missed it for the world.They were all so good.Tired old Grandma out for sure.Then on Sunday Tommy and Nicole came to pick up the Girls and we went and had Easter Dinner at Pachino's. The kids left for home and i slept like a baby that night. I left Orlando at about 6:00 P.M. and was home by 8:30.Got the car unpacked and took a shower and hit the bed.I didn't even eat dinner.I was just exhausted.
I tried calling Darlene earlier and she didn't answer the phone,so I left her a message to call me.So she'll call when she gets home.well my love I'm going to get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good morning honey~
I thought while I have the chance I would say a quick hello.I have a house full of company and it's very hard to get in here.Because we don't stay in one place to long.Yesterday was my Birthday and They all took me to the Olive Garden for Dinner.It was very nice and as usual I ate to much.After Dinner Gene,Gina and Gena came over for some cake.They stayed until like 1 o'clock this morning.I'm sure their going to be tired when they have to get up for work and School.It was very nice having everyone together, we had a good time.
Can you believe Shirley and Ken leave tomorrow already.Where does the time go? Judy and I are going to Orlando tomorrow with Jamie and them until Mon. We'll be headed home and they go back on Tues. morning.Well Darling I will try my best to get back in here soon.Always remember how much I love and Miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning sweetie~
Finally Friday that God.I guess I was just so excited about having ten days off It seemed to drag out.Well after work I'll be headed to Orlando to pick up Shirley and Ken.I can't wait to see them.Also I get to see the kids while I'm up there.I talked to Shirley and I guess she will be at Tommy's around 1:00 P.M. or so.So she'll spend some time with them until we get there.
I hope the afternoon goes fast,I just want to get on the road,and be there.Like I said before if I'm to tired there will be three other people
who can drive.I'll just lay back and relax for a change.Shirley will more than likely do the driving if I don't.
I'm not sure if Darlene is home yet, I have to call her today.I just pray she does okay at home.I'm not sure if they can get a Nurse in there to help her out or not.Randy was to the Dr. yesterday for his leg and hip.Well honey I'm going to get back to work here and I will be back on tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Sorry I missed you yesterday was so busy here and property Management was here for quite awhile yesterday.As soon as he left Mr. Filbert came by.Just complete chaos the whole day.
I spoke to Darlene yesterday and the surgery went well but the results from it aren't good.He said her vains are so deseased he couldn't get the stints in for 100 % blood flow.There is very little blood flow to the one leg and for now thats the best he can do.So what it all boils down to is she'll never have complete use of that leg.She may be able to walk about 200 ft. without pain.She also said that once she's out of the Hosptal and sees him in his Office that there may be different alternatives.She wasn't to happy to hear of the end results.They want to send her home already from the Hospital and shes not able to get up by herself and get to the bathroom.I don't know why they push people out when they're not physically ready to be discharged.She has no one at home that can take care of her.Randy threw his back out and hes headed to the Dr. today.If it were any other week I would beable to help her out,even if she came to my house for her recovery period.At least she wouldn't be alone. Judy is there all day until I get home.
But I have a house full of company coming.Hopefully they can get a Nurse in there to help her for a couple of weeks.So she will be in my prayers everyday also.
Well tomorrow starts the big day for company.We head to Orlando after work to pick up Shirley and Ken.I spoke to her last night and she can't wait to get here.So to bed early tonight for me.I have to work all day then were leaving as soon as I get home.God only knows what time I'll get back in town.But there will be lots of drivers if I'm to tired to drive.
Then on Tuesday Jamie and them will be here.I can't wait to see everyone.I
miss them all so much.Well sweetheart I'm going to get some work done here.I won't be here all next week so I just want to double check myself to be sure Chris has no problems getting payroll out and the schedules done.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Precious Husband~
I have a few minutes here not being slammed at the moment, so I thought I would hop in here for a bit.Another really hot and humid day here today.It'
supposed to cool down a little bit but it's not going to laugh.
I spoke to Shirley & Ken last night and Ken had said boy it sure is hot down here. Shirley so far hasn't complianed. I told her it's been this way for awhile now.Which it has but now the humidity kicks in it's going to be even hottor feeling.
Well Darlene is in Surgery as we speak honey.I pray everything goes well for her and shes not left in alot of pain.She was scared to death when he told her she needed surgery.Just remembering from her previous surgery.I
told her I would be up after work to see her but I think I might wait until tomorrow.Shes more than likely going to be in ICU for the first 24 hours following surgery.I don't think they'll let non family members in ICU. I hope she told Pat to call me when shes all done.I don't have his cell phone number. I do have Randy's though so I'll call him.She just went into Surgery at 10 O'clock.
The pool water has reached a nice 80 degrees so time it got used a little.I
was hoping it would warm up before company got here.We leave to go get shirley and Ken on Friday after work.We
will be coming right back just about.I
know its going to be tough for the kids to only see me a couple of hours and have to leave.But I'll see them next wee because I'm taking the girls to Disney with Jamie and the crew.I hope I don't live to regret it.I don't mean taking the kids I mean walking around that place all day.I know my legs and feet are going to feel like falling off.The Girls are really excited to go and I know they'll have a ball.I can't take Thomas as much as I would like to.I can't keep up with him, and he's a little to young yet anyways.Well there my love i guess I'll try to have my lunch before it gets busy again.Always remember and nevr forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving wife ~ Carol
`Good morning my love~
Monday morning and always a crazy start of my week.I wish my work week could start on Tuesdays instead.Think it would be different? Probably not.Well it's not so crazy right now so
thought I would try to get in here early before it gets real busy.Things
must have slowed down for the building in here for right now.Not as much traffic like normal.I'm not complaining
though,it's nice to be slow once in awhile.
Well I went to bed at 7:00 P.M. last night and feel very refreshed this morning.I did wake up alot though last night to use the bathroom.I must have drank to much before bed.
Judy called me she's back home.She took Gena home yesterday morning and stayed the night and left early this morning for home.She said the fog was really bad especially driving through Lehigh. I said I know I had to drive in it to work this morning.I hate when it's foggy, so hard to see.I left earlier than usual so I would have the extra time to get here.I got to work at 6:30 A.M..Thats okay because I had all my Payroll done and sent out before 7 this morning.
I told you yesterday that Darlene is going in for surgery tomorrow morning.I
have to call her as soon as I'm off here.I'm sure shes nervous over the whole ordeal.So hopefully I can console her some.I have no idea how Randy is going to manage without her.I
hope Darlene's son Pat and the Grandchildren will help out some.I know
Darlene and she's going to worry herself sick over Randy.The biggest thing is making sure he takes his right medications.So I'm going to get off here honey and give her a call. Always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Hi Honey~
Well this is the first time I have gotten on here this weekend.We had a surprise Birthday Party for Pat down at the Parrot Key. All but one person showed up and you know Frankie Torino, he always makes sure everyone has a good time.We did have a good time but I missed you like crazy.Everytime he plays one of our songs it just breaks my heart honey.I miss you so,so much.I
need my dancing partner.I just sit out and watch all the couples dance to what should be our dance.It brings back so many wonderful memories of us.
Well if I don't stop talking about this I will be crying again.Just know honey I will love and miss you always.
To change the subjest here,Shirley and Ken have arrived in Florida.They're up in Ocala right now at Ken's brothers house.Judy and I will be headed up that way after I get off work Friday to pick them up.Then they'll be here until the 22nd.
Then Jamie and them come on the 19th. and they will be here until the 26th.I can't wait to see them all.I miss them so much.
Honey Darlene has to go in the Hospital for major Surgery on Tues.She has blockages that have to be taken care of.So my prayers will be with her through this.
Judy took her friend Gena back home today so I'm all by myself tonight.I will be going to bed very early while I can.Not that Judy keeps me up.I just have a tendency to stay up later when she's here.So my precious love I am going to sit back and relax alittle bit before it's time to get to bed. Alway's remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Another day and two off sounds good already.Wasn't to bad of a week,
actually it was slow compared to how it usually is.
I have to call Darlene today to find out how she did at the Drs. yesterday.
It's still alittle earlier and I don't want to wake her if shes still sleeping.
Well Judy drove up to get heR Friend Gena yesterday and they are on their way back home this morning.Gena is going to stay until sunday and she'll be headed back home.
I spoke to Shirley and shes packed and ready to leave.She said Ken isn't packed yet.She's so excited.They both are actually.They all had a tuff winter up there this year.Another week and Jamie will be here.Can't wait.
Well sweetheart not much of anything else going on here.So until tomorrow always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
Another beautiful day here in SW Florida.Low,low humidity today and I'm enjoying it.One bad thing about it,it's not going to last long.This weekend 90 or better is what they are saying.So it's going to be pretty hot. I hope it warms the pool up enough to go swimming in it.I hate just looking at it.
I spoke to Shirley and they're all set to leave on Sat.,she's so excited to come down.She misses us terribly as we do her.So it should be a nice visit.
Then next is Jamie and her famiy.They will be overlapping Shirley's visit so
they'll all be here together. I don't care how many come down it's nice to have them.I miss them all so much.
I tried to reeach Darlene before I came on here but didn't get an answer.I
hope all is well with her.I know she was waiting for test results to come back.I hope it's nothing serious.I'm
Talking to her right now and she has to go for Surgery for blockages.Oh boy was afraid of that because she has had alot of pain in one of her legs.Also she has 3 or 4 disks in her back that need attention.She's not sure what they're going to do about that.Well here we go again alot of prayers and hope everything goes well with her.
Judy has been back and forth to her Dr. also with her legs and back.She's
had a series of two shots already and they're not helping her.So God only knows whats going to happen with her now.
It scares me now because I have to go in and have a complete Physical before my Ins. will even consider picking me up.Along with blood work.We
are all falling to pieces her honey.
Well honey I guess I'll get to wotk.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
Another day another dollar off to work I go.Going to be a yuckie day, rain forecasted today.Which means I will be busy before it rains but once it starts raining it will die down.Makes for a long day if you know what I mean.One good thing of it all it's supposed to cool it down some.It's been very hot.In the high 80's everyday and it's supposed to hit 90 on Sunday.To hot to soon.
Well I definately have to call Shirley today to see if their Flights got cancelled.I pray they didn't because especially Shirley has been looking forward to some warm weather.We should know for sure today.
Well honey I better get dressed if I'm going to leave here on time.I love and miss you with all my heart and never forget this.~Always and forever your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good Monday Morning My Love ~
Well made it to Monday and so far it's been pretty busy here.We went down to the Beach yesterday for the Sand Sculptures again this year.We didn't get there until late though.We went to Hooters to eat first then there.The traffic was horrific coming off the Beach.I parked quite far from where the sculptures were not realizing it until we got on the Beach.
We must have walked at least 4 miles up and back to where I parked.Good exercise though.
It was a very nice day to bad we didn't get there earlier like I wanted to I could have worked on my tan.Oh well soon enough I will be getting more than my share of the sun.
I haven't talked to Darlene since Friday.She finally got herself to the Dr. and now she's got alot of issues to address.Poor thing all this time with Randy now herself.I have to get out there to see them it's been so long.
I spoke to Tommy and they took the kids to the beach up there yesterday. They had fun as usual.Nicole posted some cute pictures of them.They'll be coming down in a few weeks to visit.
It's Nicoles little sister's Birthday and it's her 18th. so there having a party for her.
Shirley and Ken are supposed to be arriving in Florida on Sat.If their flight doesn't get cancelled.SW Air has major problems and are inspecting all there Jets for weakness in the Skins of the planes. They just has a hole puncture through the cabin on a flight from Sacramento and had to make an emergency landing at an Air Force Base.So as of last night they cancelled another 100 Flights.And the bummer is they are not compensating people for this if they want to re-book on another airlines it's at the Consumers expense.So I'm just going to say alot of prayers and hopefully they get her on time and safe.
Well Honey I'm going to get to work and always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.You were and always will be the love of my life. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
It's so early and I think I will be going back to bed.I'm really not awake fully so need to go sleep alittle bit longer.
I went to bed alittle past 11 P.M. but still sleepy.We went down to the parrot Key last night for awhile and the place was so packed with people with their kids we couldn't even get on the dance floor.Last night is probably the first time I left before Frankie stopped playing.Just to many people,plus I was cold.I forgot to put a sweater in the car just in case it cooled down some.The fans were blowing on my back all night so I was pretty cold.
Well in six more days Shirley and Ken will be in Florida.We won't see them until the sixteenth though.I really wish they were going to spend the whole two weeks with us.I know it doesn't sound fair but Ken's brother and his wife were just up there not to long ago.So I guess I'll take what I can get. Then My Jamie will be down. Again I can't wait.Elyssa is counting the days before she gets to come here.
Well my Love I think I'm going to go back to bed for awhile.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good afternoon Honey~
It's been pretty busy here at work today but slowed down so I want to take the chance while I can.Thank God for Fridays thats all I can say.Because by Friday I am so ready for two days off.Pretty busy week here.
We had a strom blow through here last night and I was so sound asleep I didn't hear but one clap of thunder and seen one bolt of lightening that was it.I'm sure I didn't miss much.I hate stormms as you know.
I was in bed laying down at 7:30 last night,didn't feel well again and of course the phone rang and woke me up.It was work.Somebody had their car broken into in here.They took the guy's pistol and GPS system.I hope they catch them.
Well my love Donna will be popping in here shortly and I need to gather my things so I can leave.I have no plans for the weekend and staying home is what I want to do.So my love until then always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
So far the week has gone pretty fast already Thursday.Probably due to not working Tuesday.Feels good to be back to normal.
I came home from work yesterday and pretty much relaxed.I love watching this program A Minute to Win It which was on last night.Then I went to bed.I got to work early this morning so I could teach Chris how to do my job for when I'm gone on Vacation next month.He's a pretty smart guy and I don't think he'll have any problems.
Boy we are in for a really nasty storm this evening.Hopefully I make it home before it hits.The central part of Florida was hit really bad with tornados and hail.You know me honey how afraid I am of these storms.I'm just going to brace myself and hope for the best.I hope I make it home first thats all.I hate driving in it with all these crazy people on the road.well honey it's starting to get busy here so I will go for now and will be back tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my love~
Well I made it to work today.I'm better and was able to keep something down last night.It was taht 24 hour bug going around.Thank God it was only 24 hours.I waited exactly 24 hours before I tried to eat anything,I did not want to go through that again.
It's a pretty hot and humid day here today.We got another thunderstorm last night and it was cool until this morning and now it's very humid out.I guess were supposed to have a nice weekend,back to normal low 80's and no humidity.That will be nice.So nothing planned for the weekend as of yet.Was pretty nice just relaxing all last weekend for a change.
Well next Thursday Shirley and Ken will be in Florida.Like I said we won't see them until the 16th. and my jamie and the Family will be coming on the 19th.I can't wait to see all of them.I miss everyone so much.Not like I miss my precious Husbamd though.I wonder if there will ever be a time your not on my mind.I doubt that very much.I just love and miss you with all my heart honey.I would give the world to hold you in my arms.We were just so right for one another and the happiest couple.I look forward to the day we are reunited sweetheart.well my love I have to get dinner started here.Always remember and never forget how much I Love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
Sorry it took me so long to get on here today.I got sick last night and thought the god I was going bring up my intestines.Judy and I went over to Michele's and Shelly's last night to play some Rummikub.We were there all of ten mins.and I got so sick.I didn't know if I was going to make it home without getting sick again.I spent 3 hours in her bathroom throwing up.My God there was no end.As soon as I got home I went right to bed.I haven't thrown up anymore but thats because my stomach is so empty.All I had was a piece of dry toast and that was just a little bit ago.I'm sitting here wondering what I can eat that will be light on my stomach.I know I have to eat something.It's been almost 24 hours since I really ate.I haven't drank much more than a couple of ounces all day either.Well I hope it's out of my system now.I don't want a repeat of last night for sure.
So all I've did all day is lay down get up for a few mins.and right back to bed.This is the longest I've been up all day.
Well thats all the news today to speak of.Not very pleasant news I'm afraid.I will be going back to work tomorrow as long as whatever I do eat stays with me.
Honey I will try and get back on here later if not definatley tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
What a nasty Monday morning it is here.Rainy and a real bad Thunderstorm earlier.You know me in Thunderstorms, I hate them.It's still raining out but no more thunder and lightning.We really need the rain her though, everything is so dry.A lot of brush fires already.None by us yet thank God.
Well Gena's Birthday went well yesterday. Gene cooked so much food enough for an Army.And as usual delicious.That Boy of mine can definately cook.Judy and I didn't stay to long.I had a bad sinus headache and still have it this morning. Mabe this rain will keep the pollen down some.
It's been bad to.Anyone with allergies is suffering.I know when we went up to see the kids last weekend Tommy was in real bad shape with his Allergies.The pollen was so thick.I guess up there it's worse with all the different trees.
I did beat the rain coming into work this morning though.Shortly afterwards it came pouring down.No School Buses out today either,was nice to just breeze right into work.No stopping and going.
I did exactly what I said I was going to do this weekend,Relax.I did a few things around the house but that was about it.Nothing else.Was nice for a change to do nothing.I sure needed it,I'm always so tired out.For what reason is beyond me.
Well my precious I could do some work here.Definately not busy though.No Construction with the rain.Looks like its stopping though.Probably will pick up if the rain is over with.Okay Darling always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
`Good morning Darling~
A bright sunny day and it's going to be a hot one.Well today is going to be another day of just relaxing as far as I'm concerned.I just stripped my bed and getting all my linen done and put back together before we go to Gene's this afternoon.That isn't until around 3 o'clock so I'll be here until then.
As soon as my first wash is done I'm going to hit the shower to get that done.
I woke up early and got a drink and went and laid back down and slept for a couple more hours.Judy was still sleeping so I wanted to stay quiet so I wouldn't wake her up.Now were both up and ready to start our day. After I get my Shower I think I might take a ride to Richie's produce.For some Tomatoes,corn and oranges.Maybe some peppers if their decent size.in the store their $2.99 a lb. I can't imagine what they'll be charging.Well my darling I'm going to get my laundry into the dryer and hit the shower.Always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Hello Honey~
I should be in bed but I had a nap today and now I can't fall asleep.If you were next to me I could.I miss holding hands and drifting off to sleep.After we talk to each other about how our day went.I just love and miss you so much honey.You were my lifeline I hope you know that.I never loved anyone the way I loved you.
I relaxed today just like I said I was going to do.I finally got dressed and went Grocery shopping.At least thats over with.Not much of anything else to do even tomorrow.Just Gena's Birthday Cookout.But that isn't until around three in the afternoon.So looks like I can sleep in.
Judy is feeling better this time with the shots she had.God answered my prayers.Her back is still sore from where she had the injections but hopefully it will get better soon.At least she can walk without the cane now.So thats a real good sign.
Well Gene and Gina took Gena and Brittany to Busch Gardens today and they had a ball.After all that Gena said about why she didn't want to go with her Classmates.Because she wouldn't go on the Roller Coasters.Well the little stinker went on them with Brittany.They had a real good time.I bet they all sleep well tonight,with all that walking they did today.
I didn't talk to Darlene today at all.I was so tired and wanted to just relax today.Thats what I did to.I spoke to the kids earlier today and Jamie on my way to the store and that was about it.
Well precious I'm going to get to bed.My back is killing me sitting on this stool.So until tomorrow always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
Made it to Friday honey and so glad.I have a terrible headache.My blood pressure must be up because it's that kind of a headache.Hopefully it goes away soon.They changed my Medication and it doesn't work as good.I sent my application in for my health Ins.hopefully it doesn't take to long.I need to get my old Blood pressure medicine back.
Judy is going in for more shots in her back today.Shes a nervous wreck,they hurt and she knows it.I hope and pray they work this time.Shes in so much pain all the time.Well she'll call me when she gets back home.
I haven't heard from Darlene yet on how their trip is going.Actually I just called her on Randy's phone they had a good time and are headed home around noon today.They both needed this for sure.
Well honey today is Gena's Birthday a big 14 yrs.old today.I feel so bad because Gena wouldn't go on her Graduation Field Trip to Busch Gardens because she won't go on the Roller Coasters and didn't want to be by herself all day while her classmates rode all the rides.So Gene and Gina decided to take her and Brittany tomorrow. Brittany came down with the Flu yesterday.So who knows when they'll be going.Nothing ever works out when it's planned.Why is that?
Well my precious I'm going to get to work here and I want you to always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Thursday and one more day to go.It's been pretty slow here this week.I'm not complaining though,nice change.Well I still have no plans for the weekend.I just want to relax and do nothing.
Gene & Gina was having the cookout for Gena's Birthday on Sat. but changed it to Sun.So Sat. is all mine.
Darlene and Randy headed up by Tampa this morning to see Randy's son.I hope they have a fun safe trip.I know Randy has to be excited to see his son.It's been awhile.
I know when I haven't seen my kids in awhile I get so excited to get to see them all.I can't wait to see Jamie and her Family and Shirley and Ken.I talked to Shirley the other night and she can't wait to get down here.I know this may sound selfish of me but I wish they were going to spend the two weeks with us down here.But their first week in Florida they'll be at Ken's brothers in Ocala.It's been years since Ken has been here.So it should be alot of fun when they come.
Jamie has been sick this week and I told her this morning to get it all out of her system before they go on Vacation.It won't be to much fun for her if shes sick.Shirleys sick with bronchitis to.They just got more snow this week and it's alomst April.What a terrible Winter the Northeast had this year.They're all ready for some warmth and sunshine.They'll get it for sure coming here.
Well my precious honey I'm going to get to work.Always remember and never forget how much i love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Here it is Wednesday the middle of the week with two more days to go.Maybe this weekend I'll get some rest who knows. Gena's Birthday is Friday and Gene & Gina are having a cookout on sat. for her.That's the only thing I have planned for this weekend.
I have a couple of plants I have to put in new pots for the Pool deck and thats about it.All of about 15 mins. work.The pool water looks so tempting but it's still to cold.I hope by the time My company gets here it's warmed up enough.It probably warm to them but not to me.It's been in the mid 80's for awhile now so it will be getting warmer I'm sure.
Not much of anything happening around here.I spoke to darlene yesterday and so far Randy is doing very good.Still not smoking.This is what he needed to do we all knew that.I'm proud of him because its a tuff one to break.They leave on Thursday to meet up with Randy's son in Largo.It's just this side of Tampa.I'm sure Randy is excited to see his son.
I don't know if I told you or not but Michele and her girlfriend moved to Lehigh the beginning of March. Down in the area Gene lives.I stopped by for a few mins.on my way into Ft.Myers to pick up my plants.They have a cute little place.They both work all the time so I don't think we'll be hanging out much.I don't do anything on a work night and they always have Mon.and
Well my Sweetheart I guess I'll get to work.Always remember how much I love and miss you and never forget. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
I just got done reading some of your entries to your deceased husband Frank-I can tell you must have loved him very, very much. I did not know him-nor have I met you--but am good friends with your sister Judy. Judy often spoke of you both, and used to speak so highly of Frank. She said you both were so in love, and Frank treated you so lovingly. I can see that from your daily entries you miss him terribly. I wish you well--I am glad Judy is down there for you. Take care-my best to you.
~Good morning my Love~
Tuesday is here and not to busy at the moment.Sun is shining and going to be another gorgeous day here.It's warmimg up pretty fast.Before I know it we'll be able to go in the pool.The water is only 74 degrees right now.To chilly for me.I can't wait to just hang out at the pool and totally relax.
I spend all my time when I'm at home out there now.Always so quiet and peaceful.Listening to my music and just soaking up the sunrays.My kinda day.
I haven't talked to Darlene yet so will definately give her a call later.
I went by Gene's last night after dinner for awhile.Their yard is really looking so nice.When they get it all done it will be awesome looking.They have such great Ideas and then they do it the way they want it.They work hard out there thats for sure.It was so hot yesterday.After work I changed and went outside to do some yard work and I got so overheated.When I went inside Judy said your face is all burnt,I said it's overheated not burnt.I was right. We get these kind of weeds in the yard and they are very prickily and hurt like the dickens if you step on one or brush up against them.So I was doing that.Boy there was alot of them.They pop up in the damp areas and between our house and Jacobs property line it stays wet for awhile so there was alot in that ares.Not to many in the rest of the yard though.I was thinking about putting the Bird feeders back up until the woodpeckers come.Not in our yard though.My lawn guy mows about 10 feet off of our property line so I was thnking about putting them there.I have to give it some more thought.I definately don't want the woodpeckers pounding away at our house.I enjoy watching all the birds though.Well I might give it a whirl.Maybe with the pool cage they won't bother the house.
Well my precious Darling I'm going to get to work here.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
`Good morning Honey~
Monday morning and I got alot of sleep last night.I felt good when I woke up.I didn't rest this weekend like wanted to. I drove Gena home Sat. morning and Judy and I went to see the kids from there.What a long ride.Never again will I go the highway to see the kids,way to long.But Gena got dropped off in Bradenton so I just went the highway from there.I didn't think I would ever get there honestly.The kids are as precious as always.Thomas wanted to come home with me the little stinker.If Judy didn't have Drs. appointment today I would have brought him home with us.He's such a good boy.I
might be taking the girls to Disney when Jamie comes down to take Elyssa,
not positive yet.
I guess I'll have to call Darlene today sometime.I wasn't home so didn't call her all weekend.I guess they'll be going up near Tampa soon.randy's son will be down here doing a job so they're going to take a ride up to see him.I'm not sure which weekend yet. Darlene told me the dates but yoiu know me,Mrs.Forgetful.It's really spring around here already in the 80's everyday.Pretty warm actually.Just a few more weeks and all my company will start rolling in.I can't wait to see everyone.After they all go back Gena and her sister are coming down for a week.So a busy April for me.Then in August Judy and I are flying to Ct. for nine days.
Sure wish it was you flying with us honey.I miss you so much it's terrible.
I remember the first time you went up there with me.Getting lost in the bedroom was hysterical.I'll never forget that.I love you so much.I hope the weather is good up there.I'm sure it will be in August.
I wish I could afford to take the kids with me they would have so much fun. But it would be to much for me anyways.
Maybe I can get some rest while I'm up there if I'm lucky.
They kids are all doing good and I seen Gene for a few minutes on Friday night.Everyone is doing good.
Well my Love I'm going to get off here and get some work done.Always remember how much I love and miss you and please never forget. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good Morning My Sweetheart~
A really foggy start of the day today.
It's finally Friday and what a very tired week I've had.I don't think I got enough sleep all week long.I'm wiped out and hopefully I can rest this weekend.Everything was done last weekend that had to be done so no reason why I just can't relax this weekend.
Judy has to take her friend Gena back home tomorrow.I don't think I'm going to take the ride up to Bradenton.What I'd like to do is sleep the whole day away.Sounds good to me.
Well honey my Cornbeef and cabbage dinner was a hit.Judy didn't like it but the rest of the girls did.Next time I do it in the crockpot I'm going to skip the apple juice.It took away the actual flavor of the cornbeef in the cabbage and potatoes.I don't know the reason for the recipe calling for apple juice but I put it in.Would have been better without it.Oh well not like I cook it on a weekly basis.
I spoke to Darlene for quite awhile on the phone yesterday.Both her and Randy are doing good.I was glad to hear that.Randy did quit smoking but is on Darlene all the time to quit.She will when she's ready,that's what she told me.She was making her cornbeef for dinner also.
Well my precious Husband whom I love with all my heart and never want you to forget how much I love and miss you.
I'm going to get some work done here and hopefully stay busy so the day goes by fast. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Hello my Darling ~
Good morning to you.Another beautiful day here in Sw Florida.This is why I live here.Going to be up in the 80's today.
Not much of anything going on around here.It is St. Patricks Day,and like I said to everyone the little bit of Irish I had in me was washed off years ago.My Mom had alittle bit in her and that was about it.Look at me do I look Irish? I don't think so.
I did get up this morning and put a Cornbeef and cabbage in the crock pot for dinner.I hope it comes out good.I used a Recipe from Mr.Food "It's soooo Good".I can't wait to try it.It has to cook about 8 hours or so on low.Sure looked good when he did it.So honey "Happy St. Patty's Day to you".
I haven't cooked a Cornbeef in ages.I usually just boil it to death and throw in my veggies and cook away.I felt like something different.I have the Girls for my Guiney Pigs for dinner.
I tried calling Darlene alittle bit ago and no answer.Randy probably had a Dr. appointment.She'll call me when she gets home.
I talked to Shirley and Ken last night and they're getting excited to come down also.They won't want to leave.What a horrible Winter they all had up North this year.A lot of "Snow".
I hope they don't have alot of floods. When that stuff starts melting.They probably have quite a bit on the ground still.
Well there my Precious Husband I will taked to you later.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning honey~
What a beautiful morning it is here today.Going to get into the 80's today.I hope the humidity is low. Didn't really get the chance to watch it this morning.
So far it's been slow compared to how it's been here lately.They must be getting ready to start another house because alot of concrete trucks came in this morning.As long as I'm working thats all that matters.
Not a whole lot going on around here and at home pretty quiet.Judy's friend Gena is still here.She's going back home on Sat.She's been a big help to us really.I came home from work and she had all my windows washed inside and out.They look so nice.That was the last on my Spring cleaning list.Bless her heart.That was sure a big help to me.
Before I know it I'll have a house full of people here.Only a few weeks away.But at least the house is ready for everyone.I miss them all so much and will be nice to have them here.
Well my love I guess I've said enough for today.Always remember and never forget just how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Hi my Love~
Good morning to you.It has been busy but I don't want to miss getting on here today.
Honey I miss you so much and it's never going to change.A day doesn't go by I don't have you on my mind.Each and everyday my heart just aches for you.I miss everything about you.You were my love thats for sure.I talk about you all the time honey just to let everyone know what a special person I had,so filled with love and emotions.I can honestly sit here and say I never loved anyone the way I love you.You were my Guardian Angel on Earth and now up above.I love you so very much.I look at those dreamy eyes and that beautiful smile I just want to kiss those soft precious lips of yours.One thing for certain I never once doubted my love for you or your love for me.We were a match made in Heaven,so,so very happy.As long as I live I will never forget all this.
Elyssa is already counting down the days to come to Florida.Shes so cute.I know she'll enjoy seeing the kids and playing with them.But Mommy and Daddy are taking her to Disney.Shes so very excited about that.I was hoping to take Brook and Marissa when Jamie goes.I haven't really talked to Tommy and Nicole about it yet.They would go crazy there.Look at how excited they got at Universal.But to see all the Characters in person well thats down right special.We'll see when the time comes.I would take Thomas to but I can't keep up with him.He's adorable and I love him to pieces but he is definately filled with alot of energy.
To much for Nannie to keep up with for sure.I can't wait to actually see all my Grandbabies together again.I love them all so much.
Okay my love I'm going to get off of the Computer because I'm getting another one of my famous headaches again.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you.
~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
It's a typical Monday morning.Always busy on the day I need it to be slow.I have payroll and schedules to do on Monday's and when it's so busy it keeps me from getting it all done and sent off.
A gorgeous day today though.I'm sorry I didn't get on line over the weekend but I had alot of running around to do.I had to go into Ft.Myers on Sat. and again on Sun.All my plants and flowers are done.It looks beautiful honey.
Well you know how bad I was waiting for the Shrimp Festival right?I never got there.I got sick at work on Friday morning and just stuck it out.When I got home I had a fever and was feeling horrible.So I slept a couple of hours and got up still not feeling well.Here today is Monday and I still don't feel good.I have no clue as to why I have a fever.It's a low grade fever but I shouldn't have one at all.If I could have afforded it I would have probably called out today.My dr. changed my Blood Pressure pills and they're not working for me I have horrible headaches everyday.I'm finally getting my Health Ins. back so I can have my Prescription for the medicine that works.
Well my love I'm going to get off here because with a headache it's worse being on the Computer for my eyes.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Friday morning honey~
Finally Friday and it's so cold out right now.I have the gate house heat on.I woke up this morning and I was so cold,I had my window opened all night. I wont't be doing that tonight.I'm glad I had my mattress heater on.Maybe if I didn't have it on I would have gotten up and closed the window.
I'm not going right home after work today.I have to go to Lowes to pick up my flowers.I have my Lawncare guy coming over in the morning to plant them for me.Thank God because my back would kill me if I were to do it.So hopefully I find what I'm looking for.
I was going to go home to change first but decided to bring a change of clothes with me to save some time. Being Friday it's going to be busy on the roadways.So it will be closer to leave from work.
Judy comes home today with Gena. I've missed her not being home.Pat has been staying with me since Judy's been gone.Judy asked her to so I wouldn't be alone.She's like my old Mother Hen.
Well my seetness I'm going to get some work done.Please and never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Hi honey and good morning to you.Well it's Thursday one more day to go. Actually this week went by really fast,thank God.I'm really looking to relax a bit this weekend.I have to go to Lowes or Home Depot for my flowers, walmarts flowers are terrible looking this year.I bought a couple of the White Iris's that was about it there.I forgot my potting soil though.So I have to get it when I go out again.I wish I could find plants tolerant to the frost,so I don't have to keep replacing them every year.Some of the flowers I got last year died from the frost but are coming back.I was happy to see that.My Casio tree is nothing but a stick and it really took off last year.So back to square one with that one.The trees we bought are doing good so far.The oak tree we planted in the Memorial for you is doing the best.I was so worried I would lose it from the cold hit we got but it's hardy.I can't wait to see pretty colors again.
I spoke to Darlene yesterday and they are doing well.We played phone tag for a week.I asked her if she wanted to go out with us Girls but it doesn't look like shes going.She really needs some Darlene time,but refuses to get it.I haven't seen them since last June.Randy being sick and all.Hopefully I will get out there soon.
I miss her so much.She's always been so close to me.
Well today we're supposed to get a bad thunderstorm.it was gorgeous out twenty mins. ago and now it's all clouded over.I guess the earlier the better.Maybe with some luck I'll miss the rain going home.God knows how I hate driving in the rain.Well my love I guess I have babbled on enough for now.Never forget how much I love and miss you always. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Hi honey good Wed. morning to you.I'm on the phone with Nicole.Brook gives her a hard time getting up in the morning,that little stinker.
Everyday she has to go through this.
She does not want to go to School.She told me she quit.Imagine that 5 yrs. old.Wait until she gets home and I talk to her.
Well it's going to be nice today but we're supposed to get a bad Thunderstorm tomorrow.I hate driving in that kind of weather.I have to call Judy and tell her she'd be better off coming home today or she's going to be driving in nasty weather tomorrow.You remember coming home from Tampa in heavy rain.We seen like five roll overs that day.Was a big mess.
I still haven't heard from Darlene yet.I hope everything is alright with Randy.It's not like her not to return my phone calls.I hope shes ok to.
Well I have decided to just drive to the Shrimp Festival on Sunday morning.They want an arm and a leg to stay down at the beach.Spring break and in season not good deals at all.The girls want to go to the Parrot Key on Sat. night and I'm not driving down there twice in one day.So Parrot Key on Sat.and Festival on Sun.The gas prices are outragious $3.59 a gallon here now.Thats insane.Everybody is wondering if they'll ever open up the reserves.Pretty soon people aren't going to beable to drive to work.The economy is so bad right now.People are still losing their jobs.I feel so bad.
Wish I could just make everything better for people.
Well sweetheart nothing much else going on.Please never forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good Tuesday Morning my Love~
Hi sweetheart.Sorry I had something that had to get done and then Mr.Filbert stopped by.So here I am.
It's another beautiful day here today.Low Humidity and a nice breeze.I'm all syked up for the shrimp festival this weekend.The weather is going to be in the high 70's, perfect.
There's going to be five of us Girls going so it should be fun.Darlene never called me back yesterday.So I hope everything is okay with Randy.I was hoping Darlene would go with us.But she probably won't leave Randy alone.
I'm going to try calling her again today.
Not much of anything going on here honey.Pat is moving back to Jersey the end of June.Her Daughter that lives here is having a tough time the way the Economy is, so her Husband went to N.Y. Last week for an interview and he was offered a position.As everyone knows the jobs are just about diminished in this area.It's so sad for so many people.I hope it turns around so people don't have to relocate
out of the area.I'm sure it's very hard when you have kids in School.
Well my precious love I will be getting to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Monday morning Honey~
The weekend sure does go by fast.It's already Monday.Judy went up to Gena's for the week and Gena is coming down here with her for a week. Her daughter is leaving for Colarado today for a week.And she doesn't want to be alone for that long.So I told her to come here and keep Judy company.
It looks like I'm going to be getting my Healthcare back from work. They'll be calling me to set up an appointment to get enrolled.I don't know what it's going to cost me yet. But I definately need it.So I really can't decline it.
I'm talking to Nicole right now and Thomas is talking to me.He's such a handsome little boy.So smart to.They're getting ready for their walk.
I Haven't talked to Darlene over the weekend.Later today once it slows down here I'll give her a call.
I wanted to see if she wanted to go to the Shrimp Festival this weekend with all the girls.
Well my love I'm going to get some work done.Payroll is done but I have to do my schedules over because I got rid of an Employee this past weekend.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
It's just about dinner time on Sat. evening.Thought I would get a few words in before dinner.
I had to go to Wally World earlier,what a nightmare that trip was.I had to get salt for the softner and it was packed.
I spoke to Tommy earlier and they were talking the kids to a Birthday party at one of the parks up there.I'm sure they're all excited.
I stopped by Gene's before I went to walmart and they're busy working in the yard.Sure wish you could see what they did.It's so beautiful honey.Alot of work though,but it sure shows. Very,very nice.They have a special talent for yard work thats for sure.
Judy had her shots in her back yesterday and isn't feeling to well today.She's in alot of pain.They told her to put ice on the area they injected but doesn't seem to be working.Maybe tomorrow she'll feel better.Well my precious I'm going to get dinner on the table.Never forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~
~Good Friday morning Honey~
I just noticied they never posted my Wednesday posting.I don't recall saying anything that would be unappropriate for here.If their not posting it I wish they would let me know what I said that would be off color.I try to review it and I don't think anythig was negative.I'll Email them later to find out.
Well sweetheart I made it to Friday. This week went by so slow.I don't know why but it just dragged all week long.
Judy is having her shots for her back today.I sure hope it helps her.If these don't work she'll have to have some kind of surgery done.So I'm praying they work.
Today is Tony's Birthday.He's 35yrs. today.I just talked to him and wished him a Happy Birthday.
I'm talking to Jamie right now. Elyssa isn't feeling well.She has a fever.She's been so sick this winter poor baby.Being in school doesn't help either,kids pass alot of germs around.
It won't be long and they'll all be here.I can't wait.The time just flies by.Shirley and Ken will be here first. I know they're all ready for some nice warm weather.What a horrible winter they all had.I don't miss it up there.
Well my love I'm going to get some work done here.Never forget how much I love and miss you Darling.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Love~
What a beautiful Thursday morning.Sun is shining bright and it's a dry day no humidity.Couldn't ask for nicer weather thats for sure. Absolutely gorgeous out.
Thought I'd get a few words in before I get to busy.I don't know what was going on in Lehigh last night but we had two hellicopters hovering over our area for hours last night.Made Judy and I so nervous we locked up and set the alarm.I asked the Kearnel who lives where I work and he said he had nothing on his blog.He did say that it they had a siting of a Fugitive it wouldn't show up on his blog.So I said oh that makes me feel better.Not by a long shot.I watched the news this morning and there was nothing on the news either.I know we went in the house and to bed just before nine and I woke up just after midnight to go to the bathroom and they were still in the sky.So who knows what was going on.Alittle scarey though.I didn't sleep with my window opened last night.
Well my love not much of anything else going on here.As I said yesterday I can't wait for the Shrimp Festival next weekend.I didn't talk to Darlene at all yesterday.I got pretty busy towards late morning into early afternoon.So didn't talk to anyone.
Judy's friend gena is supposed to come visit for a week.Her Daughter and son in law are going to Colorado for a week on Vacation.So it'll be nice Judy will have someone to hang out with all day while I'm at work.She was just here a week and a half ago for Judy's Birthday.Judy drove up and got her because she's afraid to drive down.You know she's used to driving in the woods of Maine.
Well there my Precious honey going to get some work done here. Never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Tuesday morning honey~
The fog was thick this morning on my way to work.Couldn't see a foot in front of me.It's burning off now.Some rain later I guess,hopefully not until I get home from work.It's going to cool it off a bit to I guess.Lower humidity is good.Still haven't had my A.C. on so thats a good thing.Never got much of a break this year for the Electric bills.It was so cold I had to put the heat on a couple of nights.So another month of no heat or A.C. would be great.
Well before I know it Jamie and the Family will be here and Shirley and Ken.Ken hasn't seen the house yet.I wanted to go to the Ft.Myers Beach Shrimp Festival and it's going on now.I looked it up online and it said March 12th. and 13 th.,today is March 1st. and this mornings news said it was the second day already.So my guess is the wires were crossed somewheres.They always had it the second week of March. Because my Friend Debbie was always here for it.I'm not sure if it will last into the weekend or not.I sure can't go after work.This is so weird.I know the Spring breakers are here already.It showed them on the News.
I tried calling Darlene but she didn't answer.She's either still sleeping or had to take Randy for an appointment.My guess is she took Randy,because Darlene is and early riser like me.She'll call when she gets the message.
Okay my sweetness I'm going to get to work.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
I just want you to know what a special person you were to me. I thought the world of you in so many ways. You were special to me for one reason you made my sister smile again. she adord you as we all did. you were a so happy go lucky guy , fun to be around,very loving and caring person. I miss having coffee together talking and missing all the fun we had when we'd all go out together. I know you would laugh everytime I'd get a hangover but as you know I'd kinda overdo it sometimes but we were all having a good time and thats what mattered.I will always have you in my thoughts prayers and mind. YOU were a great guy I miss and love you as so many of your friends do too. I will take care of Carol for as long as I can and am able to do so. you will never be forgotton but you are sadlly missed by all of us.WE LOVE YOU FRANKIE !!!!!! ALL MY LOVE JUDY
what a great person he was he will dearly be missed from all of us
~Good morning Honey~
Well Darling it's Monday.Seen my Babies this weekend and they had a great time with Nannie.They were so good.They love it when were there.I'm pooped right out though as always.It was really nice to see them all.I miss them so much.That baby is so precious and smart as a whip.We palyed with them the whole weekend.They played us out for sure.
Darlene called while we were gone. So I have to give her a call sometime today.
I can't believe that it's Monday and it's been really slow for a Monday.
I'm not going to complain.Just feels good to get a breather in.
I'm looking forward to a nice quiet evening at home.I'm really into the Bachelor again this year so I'm looking forward to that tonight.Should be interesting he's down to three women.
Well precious I'm going to get some work done here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Made it to Friday,sure did take a long time getting here.It was a long week.After work today I'm headed to Tommy's to see my Babies.I miss them all so much.
Wasn't to bad of a week but it really dragged on.Maybe because I've been anxious to see the kids.Tommy told them yesterday we weren't going up and they were all upset.Just teasing them of course.
Tommy's Boss's Mom passed away yesterday.So sad it was the most horrific death honey.She caught herself on fire and burned 80 percent of her body.She was on life support but took her off the machines and later she died.I can't imagine the pain she must of endured.My heart goes out to the Family.I hope this doesn't sound to cold but I know she is much better off now than if she were living with the pain being burned so badly. God Bless her.
I haven't talked to Darlene in a few days so I will be giving her a call here soon.I don't know how Randy's Drs. appointment went.Hopefully
it went well.No news is good news.
Gertie is in the Hospital but will be coming home today I guess.She had low Blood pressure,low potassium and was dehydrated.She's doing much better now.They took her off alot of her Meds.And wanted to watch her to make sure she didn't have any complications that's why they kept her an extra day.
But she'll be coming home later on today.She's such a sweet lady.We all love her so much and watch over her.
So my precious honey I'm going to get some work done here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.
~Forever and always your loving Wife~
~Good morning Sweetheart~
Another day has passed and I miss you as though it were just yesterday.I guess thats what true love is all about.You have a strong hold on me.I will as long as I live miss and love you with all my heart.You inspired alot of people but most of all you taught me something that I will never forget.And that is how to really love and be loved.I feel your arms wrapped around me and you whispering those gentle words to me.I will love you always and forever and don't you ever forget it honey.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
it's been over a year FRANK AND YOUR FUNNY SENSE OF HUMOR AND ,WISDOM WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTON !REST IN PEACE NOW AND ALWAYS!I AM A TRUE BELIEVER THAT POPLE WHOM HAVE PASSED TO THE OTHER SIDE STLL WALK AMOUNGST US AS THEY PLEASE !YOU ARE MISSED AND CHEER'S TO A GREAT INSPORIATION TO US ALL!
~Good morning Honey~
Hi my darling.Half way through the work week two to go.Then I'm headed to go see the kids this weekend.Tommy's Birthday was yesterday so I'm going up so they can at least go out to dinner without the kids or maybe we'll all just go together.I miss my Babies and they go nuts when they see me.Honey that Thomas is such a doll.Cute as could be and so smart.I love them all so much.
It's going to be hot over the weekend to.This morning they said high of 84 for both Sat.and Sun.,thats pretty hot for February.At least the kids can play outside.They love it outside and they got a new swing set for Christmas from Mommy and Daddy.If it's all put together yet.It's huge Tommy said its and 8 hour job to assemble it.I know he started it.It's been so cold up until a week ago.So he may have to finish it.Maybe we all can help out who knows.
I spoke to Darlene yesterday and so far Randy is doing good.He did have a Doctors appointment but don't know how that went.I'll talk to her later.
Well my precious honey guess I'll get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Morning Sweetheart~
It's Tuesday and so far hasn't been crazy busy.So I'll take advantage of the calm right now.I almost didn't come to work this morning.I didn't feel well all night long.Sure didn't get sleep.I tossed and turned all night long.My Doctor changed my blood pressure pills to something different and I don't know if this is from the pills or not.I'm going to call them this morning.I just have this really wierd sensation throughout my body.
Numbing and tingling in my hands,arms and legs.I've been getting bad charlie horses in my right leg and foot.I have no clue whats wrong but I feel really wierd.
Well today is Tommy's Birthday,28 years old.I'll call him in alittle while to wish him a Happy Birthday. This is the last in February. Gena is next in March.A lot of Birthdays in February though.
I haven't talked to Darlene since last week.She called Judy to wish her a Happy Birthday but I didn't talk to her then.I'll give her a call to.That's if it slows down here for awhile.So far quiet but I don't want to jinx myself.
I can't wait until April gets here so I can see my Jamie and her family Shirley and Ken.Sure wish Jamie could stay for a couple of weeks to.Although Shirley and Ken won't be at our House for the full two weeks.They're going to Kens brothers house in Ocala for a week first.Then here for the second week.It will be nice.I miss everyone so much.But not as much as I miss my Darling.I just love you so much!!You lit up my life honey and I was the luckiest woman walking holding your hand.So always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~Carol
~Good morning my Precious Husband~
It's early but I don't know if I'll get A Chance to get on here at work.I have payroll and schedules to do today and it's been so busy.
Well Darling Judy's Birthday Party went well.If only everyone would have shown up.Thats ok they missed a great time.Sure wish I would have had my dancing partner with me.I miss you so much honey and all the great times we had together.You were my life and the love like no other.Always remember that.
A long work week ahead of me I'm sure.I dread even going to work.Not that I don't love my job but the company hasn't anything to offer.I've been trying to get my Healthcare back and still nothing.I have to have Ins.,but it doesn't look like it's going to happen anytime soon.Maybe I'll hear something this week,who knows.Well my sweet love I'm going to get on my way to work.If I have a chance I'll get back on here.Always remember how much I love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I'm so sorry I didn't get on here yesterday.I had to train someone at work yesterday so I didn't take my Laptop to work.And I was so tired last night.The girls wanted to go to the Legion for Burger night,I never eat the Burgers because they don't agree with me. But last night htey were cooked on a Grill so I thought well maybe they won't bother me.Boy was I wrong.My stomach killed me all night.I couldn't wait to get home.I got up this morning and my stomach still hurt,it seems to be alright now.I guess it's just to greasy for my stomach.Ever since I had my surgery I have to be very careful as to what I eat.
Well Darling Judy's Birthday is on Monday so I'm going to have a Birthday Party for her Sat. night.She knows were going out but not about the party.She'll be surprised I'm sure.They opened the new eagles Club where that Restaurant was by the Mini Golf a 6th. and Williams.It's very nice.So we will be going there.They have a Live band playing there on Sat. night.So there's about 8 or 10 of us Girls going to be there.It'll be fun.Just wish my dancing partner was going to be with me.Lord knows how much I miss you.
Tommy's Birthday is on Tuesday hard to believe he's going to be 28 years old.He's already pushing 30.I remember my 30th. Birthday as though it was yesterday.What a long time ago that was.Okay my love I'm going to get to work here.Always remember how very much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Hi my Darling.What a nice day it's going to be today.It's supposed to be 80 degrees.It's nice without the humidity.
I have a tummy ache this morning though.Everyone here at work has been sick and I've tried to stay my distance from them because I don't want to catch anything.I just hope it's a temporary thing.I don't want to be sick.Not that anyone does but you know what I mean.
Well Judy's Birthday is Monday so a bunch of us Girls are taking her out Sat. night to celebrate.I hope she has a good time.Her Friend Gena is coming down tomorrow for the weekend so she can go out with us.I asked Darlene but shes not sure.I hope she does it's been so long since I seen her.
I guess the Northeast is starting to thaw out alittle bit.Supposed to get to 50 up there all week.I just hope they all don't get flooded out,once all that snow and ice starts to melt. I'll just keep praying for them all.Ok my precious Husband I'm going to get back to work here.Property Management will be coming through the Gate here pretty soon.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Darling~
Well I made it through Traffic School last night.I sure hope I learned a good lesson from this.I surely don't want to go through that again. Now I know how you felt honey. I thought I'd be the oldest one in the class boy was I wrong.There were 14 people in the class 10 women and 4 men. And the majority of them were around my age.Two young kids in their 20's. The class sure does make you think though I can tell ya that.
Honey you will never guess who got Married yesterday other than Shannon & Kevin. Edwin and his Girlfriend.I was shocked.They never told anyone,it was a supprise he said.I'm happy for them he really love's her.They have two babies both under a year old.God Bless them.
I went to get something out of the cabinet here at work this morning and the whole cabinet came crashing down.It fell completely off the wall.It hit my left elbow and my left knee.I'm okay though.Thank God it wasn't Ellie here and that happened.It would have hurt her really bad.She's so short and giving her age she more than likely wouldn't get out of the way fast enough and it would have fallen right on her.But I'm fine.
Well my Sweetheart I'm going to get to work.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Happy Valentines Day to my one and only Sweetheart~
Good morning Darling.It's Monday and I have a terrible headache.I just took something for it so hopefully it goes away.I have Traffic School tonight after work and I sure don't want to be there with this pounding headache.
Not only is it Valentines Day honey but it's Niki's 17 th. Birthday too.I can't believe he's seventeen today.Seems like yesterday he was born.He is such a handsome young man and God knows how much I love him.
Well my love this is a very empty Valentines Day for me.I miss my Valentine so much. I'll remember always the Valentines Day cards you sent especially when you sent the identical card two years in a row.You must of liked what it said honey.
I'm talking to Darlene and Randy is doing really good.Today Darlene's son Kevin and Shannon are getting married down on the Beach in Sanibel tonight at sunset.It should be a very nice Wedding though.Alittle cold.The Radio Station is sponsoring it,they are marrying 48 couples.Darlene and Randy will be the only family members there,everyone else has to work.
Well there my most Precious Husband I'm going to get to work here.Happy Valentines Day again Darling and always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving wife ~ Carol
~Good Morning Honey~
Friday and oh what a day.Nothing worse than finding out at 9:00 in the morning your stuck at work until 4:00 before your day actually starts.Donna is sick and my relief can't make it in until 4:00,so here I'll sit.What a horrible week I've had.Looking forward to a couple of days off.God know's I need it.I didn't get home until 4:40 last night from work because my relief never showed up and I had someone else coming in and had to wait for him to get here.This crap really stinks.Oh well at least I'm working.I hate it though.I just can't wait until 3:00 on Fridays and now 4:00 today.
Judy went down to get her Florida License this morning and now back home looking for her Divorce papers she has to show them.Only because she changed her name back to her maiden name after she got Divorced.So she wasn't a happy camper.I appoligized to her I should have told her about all the new changes and I completely forgot.
well Sweetheart I'm going to get to work here,I have to change my payroll again for Monday.At least I have two hours overtime.I'll take it.
Alway's remember honey how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Morning Honey~
Hi darling and a wonderful good morning to you.Looks like a rainy day for here today.Not alot though from what they're saying.We could use some though for sure.
Well my love there isn't much going on in here right now.But in a split second I can get bomb barded.I just got back on here 10 mins. straight I was busy.Now I have to try and find coverage for Donna's shift,she just called off.Darling I feel like I'm cutting this short but I have to start making phone calls.I don't want to be here until 11 tonight.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and alway's your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Today is Wednesday and it's cold outside.Supposed to try and hit 70 degrees today.Sure doesn't look or feel like it's going to make it.We'll see.
I've been so darn busy here at work. Friday can't get here fast enough.Crazy,crazy days.These drivers in the back are still taking down the back gate arms.Even after property management put up a hugh sign reading one vehicle at a time.It's now a $300.00 fine for running the gates and for damages.They will learn sooner or later.
I didn't get a chance to speak to Darlene yesterday.I went home and laid down for awhile,got up made dinner ate,took a shower watched The Biggest Loser and went to bed for the night.So I'll try and call her today sometime.
As for the Notheast weather according to Jamie they're saying it might miss Ct.Thank God they have no place to put anymore.
Well sweetheart I have the Company that hit the arms coming here so I have to get off here and alway's remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and alway's your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning my precious Husband~
A nice day here not going to be to hot.Just below 70 is the prediction,I'll take it.
Today is Tuesday and thought well i have Monday out of my way,Tuesday has got to be a better day.Boy was I wrong.
It's like repeating Monday.So,so busy and this phone is going to drive me nuts today,doesn't stop ringing.Going to be a long week I can tell already.I have all these huge trucks trying to come through the front gates and it isn't happening.I just turn them around I don't care.I'm not losing my job for them.
Well baby I will try to get back on here later.Always remember how much i love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Well Monday morning has arrived. Very foggy ride in this morning again. I hate the fog.But I left early because I knew I wasn't going to see well on the way here.The thing I hate is the kids waiting for the School Buses.Thank God I know where to watch for them.Also the hour I drive through is all High Schoolers.So I don't have to worry about a little one darting into the road.
Well The Green Bay Packers took the Superbowl.I have to say they deserve it because the Steelers fumbled so many times and pretty much handed the Game to GB.Well enough said about that.
Not much of anything happening around here.Judy and I weren't feeling well all day yesterday.I was up and down all day.Glad I feel better today.I do believe Judy was able to keep her dinner down so hopefully it was only a 24 hour bug.
I talked to both Darlene and Randy yesterday.Randy sounded good.He was anxious to watch the game.All of them big on the Superbowl.Not me I taped it and went to bed.Have to get up early and didn't know it was going to be foggy.So glad I woke up earlier than usual.
Well my love I guess I'll get back to work for now.It kind slowed down alittle so I was trying to get in here before it got busy again.Traffic starting to pick up so until next time Darling always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Hi my love~
Just to let you know it's Superbowl Sunday.Not that I have any interest in it but you may.The Steelers are playing against Greenbay.I know you always rooted for the winning team not really caring much who wins.Same here.I know it won't be on my TV this year.
I have dinner in the oven and will more than likely go to bed shortly after we eat.Both Judy and I aren't feeling well.Haven't been to far to pick up anything but whatever it is we both have it this time.I've been in and out of bed all day and she's back there now.It probably doesn't make much sense to cook dinner but I have to cook the meat up.If we don't feel up to eating I'll pop it into the fridge and dinner for tomorrow night.
I haven't heard from anyone except for Jamie this weekend.She was about to start getting ready for an adult Birthday Party. Niki's Aunts Mom's B.D.I think I got it right.Nothing from Darlene since Friday. They're probably getting ready to celebrate the Superbowl.You know how Pat and Jordan are with Football.Well there my loving Husband I will talk to you later.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
Finally Friday Darling.What a long week.The weather is your kind of weather honey,nice and warm.You'd be sitting out by the pool right now having your coffee.I miss having our breakfast outside to.Beautiful weather here,can't complain about that.
Not a whole lot going on here and just another relaxing weekend planned.The only thing I didn't get done last weekend was I never got the car washed.So that will be first on my list.Then nothing but relaxing in
order.I could sure use some of that.
Well honey Randy is back home and so far doing well.I spoke to Darlene and so far everything is good.I bet they're both gald he's home.It's alot of running back and forth and very tiring to boot.
Well my sweetness I'm going to get to work and I will be back tomorrow.Alway's remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and alway's your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
Today is Thursday and it's so foggy outside.It was hard to see coming to work.But I got here safe and sound thank God.I guess the Northeast is in for another storm on Sat.They are buried up there.Until Yesterdays storm they had 76 inches so far this winter. All of them are so tired of snow.Can't say as I blame them.
I'm talking to Darlene right now and Randy is doing okay.He has a sitter in his room now because he keeps thinking someone is after him like before.Other than that he's doing fine.Darlene did find out yesterday that they weren't giving Randy one of his Medications and this may be the cause for him feeling this way.So hopefully they get his Meds. all straightened out.
Marissa is doing good, her little finger is pretty sore but she's a little tuffie.Poor baby it looks terrible.
Judy went for her test yesterday and they actually said her stomach looks better than the last time they did it.So hopefully everything turns out okay for her.
Well my love I'm going to get to work and always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Wednesday and beautiful weather here in SW Florida.At least 81 degrees for today.
As for the Notrheast again they are getting hammered up there.The 9th. storm for them.Absolutley crippling the whole Northeast.
I'm on the phone with Wanda right now and it's nothing but freezing rain right now.Roads are treacherous.
I spoke to Darlene yesterday and Randy is in the heart unit now,but doing much better.She'll call me today with an update.
As for Marissa she's doing good. Tommy said she had 9 or 10 stiches poor baby.She's going to be petrified of the Doctors now.She's going to be so sore for awhile though.I hate seeing the kids get sick and hurt.It just turns my stomach.I just love my Babies so much.
Judy is going to have a test done today around 11 this morning for her stomach.I pray everything will turn out ok.
Well my precious Husband I'm going to get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.
~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Well it's Tuesday and the Northeast is getting hammered right now.This is supposed to be their worse storm in twenty years.I spoke to Jamie on her way into work and told her to stop by Lowe's on her way home to pick up a couple of those battery operarted Lanterns in case they lose their power.They're supposed to get alot of icing with this storm and up to 3" of snow per hour.So more than likely they'll lose power.I feel so bad for them this year has been horrible on them as far as snowstorms.Already they have had 3 or 4 major snowstorms and the news is saying this is a crippling storm.I just pray Jamie gets home from work before it gets really bad out.They closed all the Schools up there already so Nick is home today.So much for the Northeast.
I got a phone call from Nicole last night,she was in the ER with Marissa.She caught her little finger in her Princess chair and cut it right to the bone.She almost had her little finger severed.That stupid chair was supposed to lock and it didn't.I told Tommy to find out the Manufacturer of it and do a Consumer report on it.For some reason the chair never locked in place and when she sat down on it of course she had her hands there and it folded right up on her finger.She had to have stitches but not sure how many.Nicole said she lost count because she had to hold her down while they stiched her.Poor baby.I'll talk to Nicole today to see how she made out.Well darling I'm going to get to work.Alway's remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good morning to ya Darling ~
Well it's finally Firday.Some days just drag on and then some seem to fly by.Oh well at least the weekend is here.Relax time and try to get all my paperwork together for the Taxman..Don't know what it will turn out to be but hopefully I won't have to pay.It's so depressing when you work all year,expecting a good outcome and it seems you owe Uncle Sam.That would stink.Well I'll see next week.
A cool start this morning but getting warmer as the morning goes along.Not to sure of how the weather is going to be for the weekend.
Darlene finally got the chance to call me back yesterday.Randy is at home and doing good so far.Thank God.
Hopefully Darlene can rest at least her mind for awhile.
I just went outside and in the sun it's warm but the shade is cold.You know how that is.Doesn't much matter no plans for me just relaxing this weekend.I look forward to the weekends but it's sad that I don't have you to share them with anymore.Usually by Fridays we had pretty much our whole weekend planned out.Not any longer honey.I don't go out to dance because I lost my precious dance partner.Don't
even have the desire to go out to dance.All I do is watch everyone else and just dream of us being on the Dance floor.I just miss and love you so much.I'll never except the fact that your gone.I know it won't be forever and we'll be right in each others arms again.I miss you holding me,and telling me how much you love me.
And that big bright beautiful smile of your's.Honey never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
A cold start this morning but snow free.I was just talking to my friend Wanda in Ct. and they have 18" of snow and it's still snowing.The heck with that stuff,they can keep it.I think the amount of snow they've gotten so far can be measured in feet now.Better them than us.
Still have not heard from Darlene about Randy.I'm not calling her again until she answers my calls.This doesn't look good.Maybe he didn't get released from the Hospital.I don't know.
I haven't heard from Jamie this morning.Probably buried in snow I'm sure.They're hating it and can't wait until Spring.If they even get a spring.
You know how the Weather is up North. With all this snow to be melted away there's going to be floods all over.At least Jamie and them and Shirley and Ken will be here in April.The news just said more snow for the Northeast is on it's way.They've gotten over 3 feet so far up there.
We stopped by Gene's last night for a bit.We haven't been there awhile.Everyone has been sick so we've all stayed away from each other. They're doing pretty good though.From what I could tell.Well my Darling I am going to get to work here before it starts to get real busy.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
I thought I might try to get on here early if I can finish. It gets so busy here.But I'm going to try anyhow.
Was nice out this morning when I got up but it's not going to last.We're supposed to get alot of rain starting this afternoon and into the night.Really bad thunderstorms accompained with the rain.I hate storms like that as you already know.So once I get home thats where I'll be to stay.I'm on the phone with Jamie right now and it's snowing again up there.Boy oh Boy have they ever gotten alot this year.Jamie said it's all ice under the snow and accidents all over the place.I just hope she's carefull.I can't wait until April so I can see all of them.I miss them all so much.I'd give anything to have them all live down here.But Nick has one more year of school left.Then they may head this way.It would be so nice to have all my kids with me.
I don't know how Randy made out yesterday because Darlene didn't call me back yet.I know it was Pat's Birthday yesterday so she probably went out to dinner with all of them last night.I know her Grandaughter posted something on her Facebook about going out to dinner with the Family. Well my love I guess I'll have to get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Hello my Precious Honey ~
Sorry didn't get on here this weekend.The kids were down and you know how that is.They need Nannie's attention all the time.They're getting so big and Beautiful.I miss them so much.But Tommy and Nicole had a very nice weekend.They went out Sat. night for Nicole's Birthday and their Anniversary.I enjoyed having the kids.They're good for Nannie when Mommy and Daddy aren't around.Funny how that works huh?
Well sweetie I spoke to Darlene and Randy has to have a stent put in because of the congested heart failure.It's supposed to be done today and as long as everything goes well he'll be able to go home tomorrow.Let's just pray everything goes well.
It was a cold weekend and now we're supposed to have some warm days and right back to the cold.A real crazy winter here this year.And worse for the Northeast.They got another six inches over the weekend and more coming on Wed.They're all hating the weather up there.
Honey I miss you so much and you know the kids still talk about you.Marissa asked me when I took them for their baths in my Bathroom which sink was your's.God Bless those little darlings.I know in my heart you meant the world to them also.Marissa just loved you to pieces.And look at how Brook was when she was a baby with you.You always played with them and showed nothing but love for them.Also remember when Brook was born that was our initial getting hooked date.We all miss and love you with all our hearts.You were the perfect man honey in every way.I know you know how much I love and miss you.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
It's finally friday and it's not going to be a very nice weekend.Cloudy already and the temp.is going to drop.Another cold front moving on in.Low 60's for the daytime highs.Oh well still no snow to worry about.The north is getting hammered again.I feel so bad for all of them up there.Shirley and Ken booked their tickets to come here in April.They need a break from all this cold and snow.Their going to be down here from April 9th. to April 22nd.,Jamie and them will be here from April 19th. to April 26th. it will be nice to have them all here.I miss all my Family up North and am hoping to go up in August.Judy and I.Maybe Gena will go with us so she can meet all her cousins she's never met.She would love it up there.
Well Sweetheart I spoke to Darlene last night and she was so upset.Randy is back in the Hospital and they did a cat scan on Randy and they found a tumor on one of his lungs.He also had alot of fluid built up and they gave him lasix and he got rid of a whole gallon of fluid just one time to the restroom.Now they're afraid he may have more tumors and will be giving him further testing for this.Darlene is a total basket case.I'm praying for Randy but also I am so worried about Darlene.She can't be strong through all this because she is so run down herself.She's neglecting herself to take care of Randy and she needs to see a Dr. to.All we can do is say alot of prayers that maybe they can remove the Tumor and don't find it anywhere's else.God Bless them both.I love them honey you know that.Darlene is my best Friend down here and I'm just so worried for her.So please ask the Dear Lord to watch over both of them for me.
Today is Nicole's Birthday and I guess their going to come down for a visit this weekend.Their 1st. year Anniversary is Sunday to.I can't wait to see my Babies.God knows how much I love and miss them.Ok Darling, I'm going to get to work here and please never forget how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~ Good morning Darling ~
Hopefully a better day than yesterday for me.It was horrible and don't want to repeat that day anytime soon.I honestly couldn't wait for 3:00 to get here yesterday.A nightmare of a day.
So my love the sun is shining and were supposed hit 77 degrees today and then it's going to cool down a bit for the weekend.That figures because the kids are supposed to be here.They love to be outside so hopefully it's not to bad.I just hope everyone is well I don't want another cold like I just got over.I miss them so much and I always love to see them.All my babies I love and miss so much.
Jamie is sick now and I haven't heard from her yet.I hope she got some rest last night. She really felt terrible and was so exhausted.She said she was so restless only tossed and turned the night before.I'm going to give her a call here in alittle bit.I don't want to wake her up.
I still haven't heard back from Darlene.I called her Tuesday and again last night.No call back yet.
Would you believe the Northeast is going to get another snowstorm tomorrow and again next week.They are buried in snow.Yet Maine has barely enough to cover the ground.So weird.
Well my sweetness I guess I'm going to try and call Jamie before I get to busy here.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving wife ~ Carol
~ Good morning my Love ~
Looks like a beautiful day in store for us here today.Very nice out.The Northeast not so nice.Freezing rain when Jamie called me on her way to work this morning.Also in for another snowstorm on Thursday.They have so much snow up there already.David said Maine hasn't gotten anything.The grass still shows through the amount of snow they've had so far.Judy's Grandsons aren't liking that to much.They want to take their snow sleds out and not enough snow to drive on.They should count their blessings maybe they'll have a real Spring this year,instead of five feet of snow to melt away first.I know I wouldn't be complaining.
I talked with Darlene yesterday and Randy is hanging in there. He has an enlarged Prostate that they're going to be watching.Other than that he's doing well so far.
Sure is a pretty day out though.Was very foggy this morning on my way into work.
Elyssa is feeling better, shes back to her ole self,that little stinker.
Well honey I'm waiting for my Boss to pull in any minute so 'm going to say goodbye for now.Always remember how much I love and miss you.
~~Forever and always your loving Wife~~
~~~~~~ Carol ~~~~~~
~Good morning Honey~
Well we went to Keywest and I got a speeding ticket.This time it's a hefty fine of $255.00 and Traffic School.I guess I'll never learn my lesson.I just have a heavy foot and now I'm paying for it.Other than that the trip went very well.It was nice to see Judy see her son and my Nephew.He's actually going to be here (Keywest)until the 30th.He wants to try and get a few days off to come over for a visit.I hope he does that will be nice.Gene and Tommy would love to see him.It was so busy down there as usual the place was mobbed.We couldn't even find a room for the night in the area.I had to drive out of Keywest about 60 miles before I could find a Motel with Vacancies.So finally around 9:30 P.M. I found a place.I was so tired of driving.
I haven't talked with Darlene since I got home.I'll give her a call later.
The weather is beautiful right now and the whole time we were down in the Keys was warm.Were supposed to get some rain later on today here.But it's nice out now.
I wish you were with me down there.I miss you so much and everytime I hear Music I want my dancing partner(you Darling).I love you so,so much.I just love and miss you with all of my heart.
Well Elyssa has a very bad cold,no pneumonia thank God.Jamie said she vomited a couple of times also.So hopefuuly this will soon be gone.These poor kids have been so sick all winter.
Well Sweetheart I have to send out my Supply List and email my Boss for an incident that occured over the weekend.Always remember how much I Love and Miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
I came home from work today not feeling to good.I laid down as soon as I got here and slept for awhile.Not to bad right now.I honestly think I have a traveling fobia.Whenever I plan a trip I get this way.We are planning on going to the keys this weekend and this happens.I'll have to see how I feel later on.
I talked with Darlene finally and Randy is doing good,alot better than before.They had to adjust his medications and now he seems better.Thank the Dear Lord.I don't think Darlene could have handled much more.
I spoke to Jamie this morning and now Elyssa is sick.She was taking her into the Doctor around 2 ish.I sure hope she's going to be ok.Jamie was so worried about her.She said she hopes she doesn't have pneumonia.I hope she doesn't either.Poor babies they have all had their turns being sick. Everyone as far as that goes.
It's this crazy weather pattern were having isn't helping things.Well my Darling always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning my Precious Husband~
Oh boy is it cold out this morning.I got to work early today and thought I might get a chance to visit your site before I got to busy.
Everyone up North is buried in snow honey.Most places got just about 3 feet of the fluffy white stuff.Cars are buried in snow.Wanda couldn't even get out of her house.Her front door was buried.What a huge mess it's going to be on the roadways up there today.I just pray they're all carefull.I DON'T miss that at all.
I forgot the head band to cover my ears with,I thought it was in the car but it wasn't.The wind is brutal on my ears.It's only in the 20's with the windchill factored in.Thats cold for here.This is our fourth cold snap this year and it's going to be cold again tonight.Nothing sounds better than crawling into my nice warm bed.That heated mattress pad is absolutely wonderful.Best money ever invested.I know I have it on everynight.I bought one for Gene & Gina's bed.It's funny because Gene doesn't even have his side plugged in.Gina says he puts his feet on her side to warm them up.Like I used to do to you honey.I wouldn't need mine if my honey was laying next to me to keep me warm.I love and miss you so much honey.
Well I still haven't heard from Darlene yet.I guess she's so busy taking care of Randy.She doesn't get a chance to call.Well Darling I guess I should get to work here.Never forget how much I love and miss you honey.~ Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Didn't think I was going to get a chance to even get on here from work. It's been a crazy day and very busy.But here I am for now.
Well it's back to the cold again honey,going to be in 30's tonight.Even now it's very cold with the wind.They said it was supposed to only get to 60 and lower inland.But as I said yesterday better than snow.Up North they have 23" and it's still coming down.God Bless them.Everyone is snowed completely in.They sure have had their share of the fluffy white stuff this year.
I tried calling Darlene again and no answer.Waiting for a return call from her.Hopefully Randy is doing okay.No news is good news as they say.
I think I told you I was driving Judy to the Keys this weekend to see her son.It's not a bad drive really.I drove it before and it was actually a nice day trip.I made it in five hours.We're going to stay the night there and drive home in the Daylight.
You know me I can't see at night.So hopefully the weather is nicer down there.Well my Darling I'm going to get to work.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
It's Tuesday and so foggy outside right now.Thank God I didn't have to drive in it coming to work.Thats very unusual because Lehigh is always foggy when theres fog out there.I hit very little coming down 82.So glad because when its thick with fog I can't see a foot in front of me.Makes me very nervous with the kids waiting for the School buses.
Well honey my prayers worked Jamie's test results came back good.Thank the Dear Lord.I was saying my prayers last night when I went to bed and I don't even remember it I got to finish them, I was so tired.I was worried sick about her.I love my Jamie with all my heart and it would devastate me if anything were to happen to her or any of my Kids for that matter.They're all I have.
I lost you and don't think I could live with myself if something were to ever happen to any of my kids.I love them all with all my heart.
I'm going to take Judy down to the Keys this weekend to see her oldest son, David.He'll be training on base down there.It'll be nice to see him to.
I haven't seen him since Jamie & Tony's Wedding.I tried to talk Gene into going but don't know if he will.I know David would be very suprised to see him.
I'll be calling Darlene here shortly to see how Randy's doing.Hopefully all good news.Well my sweet precious Honey I guess I'll get back to work.Always remember and never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
It's freezing again outside.Alot of snow up North though.Snow comimg down everywheres.I went out to the pool deck and it's pretty cold out there.A nice day to become a couch potato and watch some good movies.
I have some laundry to do and thats about it for today,nothing else I have to do.So it's going to be a full day of relaxing for a nice change.
Darlene never called me back so I don't know whats going on with Randy right now.Hopefully she calls me today.I did call her but she never returned my call.So I'm guessing Randy did go home and shes so busy taking care of him she can't get back to me.
Well my Darling guess I'll make my breakfast so my day can get started here.I love and miss you so much honey and always remember that. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
I was on here earlier and had everything ready to post and boom hit the wrong key and lost everything I wrote.So I went and laid back down for awhile.
I just hooked up the surround sound on the pool deck.Remember what a hard time I had when I did it before? Wasn't as bad this time.
I did exactly what I said I was going to do after I got home from work.I went to bed and slept a couple of hours.Had dinner played a few rounds of Rummiecube with the girls and went right back to bed.I've been exhausted lately.
I haven't talked with Darlene today but yesterday she said Randy was supposed to go home.I haven't heard from her so I'm guessing he's back home.
Honey Jamie has to go for some test today and one thing the Dr. is testing her for is ovarian cancer.I have prayed and prayed and asked the Dear Lord to spare my Beautiful Daughter that awfull disease.I hope she gets good news honey so please ask our Dear lord to give Jamie good news.I wish I could be with her right now.I know she's probably worrying herself sick over this.I love and miss her so much.I would give anything to have her here with me.
Well sweetie I guess I should get in the shower.I want to go to Richies for some of their nice tomamtoes.They opened last Friday and I haven't been there yet.
Always remember just how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good Morning My Darling~
Hi honey, finally Friday.Time to rest this weekend.I'm exhausted and feel like crap still.The weather is changing back to cold again and the following week back to the warmer weather.This is how everyone gets sick.Like I said before it could be worse if we got the snow to go along with this cold.The Northeast is in for more snow tonight.
I just got off the phone with Darlene and she said Randy might be coming home today.Apparently he's doing alot better since he's been in the Hospital.They've got a better handle on his medications to.So hopefully he does better at home this time.Darlene sure sounds pooped right out.She's been so busy taking care of Randy that she neglects herself.She'll be the first to admit it to.I told her to make sure she gets herself into a Dr. for her back and legs.So hopefully she listens.
Randy's pain management Dr.is going to do something to Randy so he can have the Surgery he needs.To control the pain and get a handle on the mersa.So he'll get better if all this works for him.
Well honey I'm going to get to work.I love and miss you so much honey and I'll be talking to you soon.Always remember how much I do love and miss you.~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~ Good Morning Honey ~
Well I tried to get on here at home last night and again this morning and for some strange reason I can't get online at home.I'm going to call Century Link today when I get home.Judy can get online but my wireless can't.
It's a drearey day here again today.It's supposed to get cold again over the weekend.No wonder everyone is sick.Poor Little Marissa, it was her Birthday yesterday and now she has that stomache virus going around.Some nice Birthday present for her huh? Well shes the last to get it hopefully it will be outta the household now.Everyone has been sick with something or the other.I've been fighting this cold for a week now.To hear my voice you would think it's really bad. Sounds worse than it actually is.I feel alot better than I did at first.
Randy according to Darlene has showed some improvement being in the Hospital.I haven't talked with her today.But I will soon.I hope that shes at least getting alittle rest while she can. Knowing Darlene, she more than likely isn't.She can't continue to push herself the way she does.Well sweetheart not much of anything else going on here.Gina's Birthday is today and hopefully she has a good day. They've been sick to.I haven't been over there since Christmas. I just don't want to pass what I have to anyone.Gene has the cold like I do.He said he's the last one in his household to get it.I just hope I don't give it to Judy.I've been keeping my distance from everyone.Just be glad when everyone is healthy again.
Well my precious love guess I'll get to work. Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Hi my Darling Husband~
Well I trained two people today so that will be it for awhile.I was so tired and felt kinda yucky all day.Judy and I are going to go eat and coming home to relax.I'm just drained of all my energy.
Well I spoke to Darlene today and Randy is back in the Hospital.More tests are being ran on him and the Doctor mentioned Parkinsons to Darlene.So they're going to check for that now.Something has to be making him shake so bad.other than that he fell and cut his leg and now Darlene is worried that the Mersa will come back now with that open cut.I pray they find out whats going on with him not only for randy but for Darlenes sake to.She's going to go outta her mind worrying about him.
Well my precious lovable honey I'm going to go eat and will be back soon.Don't ever forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
I'm still feeling like crap but at work anyways.If I can get through the day when I get home I'm going to get some rest for sure.
It's kind of a dreary day here looks like it's gong to rain.I actually hit some drizzle on my way to work.But it had stopped before I got here.
Honey I love you so much and miss you more than you would ever know.Nothing is the same at home without you there.I just hear certain songs and it makes me sad all over again.I am having such a hard time excepting that your gone and don't know if I'll ever get over this.You were my life.You loved me unconditionally and treated me like no other.Our love was so strong and we were so very happy together.Why did our Dear Lord take you from me? I'll never know. Like I said before you were my Guardian Angel and I guess God wanted you for that purpose.Your a wonderful,loving,caring person honey and I'm sure he knew all that.I just know I don't want you to ever forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my Love~
Again I lost my connection and lost everything I wrote to you.Sometimes this gets me so mad.
Well another wrap for Christmas and New Years.I spent the whole day just about packing up Christmas.I'm so tired.I sat down to write to you and I was just signing off and lost everything again.The internet went down and I din't know it.
I never got on here Friday because I was supposed to be training someone.Therefore I left my Laptop home.When I got up Friday I was sick so when I got to work I sent my Trainee home and told him to come on Tuesday and I would train him with a girl I have to train.Thats ok I'll get them done together and hopefully that will be it for awhile.I just felt like crap all day.My head felt like is was about to explode.I was so clogged up in my sinuses. Now it has gone from my head to my chest.So I took some Nyquil tonight to help me sleep and hopefully help clear my chest.Everyone has been so sick.It keeps jumping from one person to another.Judy had that bad stomach virus over Christmas and I was sick over New Years.
I spoke to Darlene earlier today and Randy isn't doing well. He's still unsure of his enviroment and whats going on.Very confused and Darlene does't know why.I honestly think he should have went into Rehab like they wanted him to. maybe they could of figured out whats up with him.Very skiddish and unsure of himself.All I can do is keep him in my Prayers and let the Dear Lord handle it.
As I said I spent the bigger part of my day packing Christmas stuff away.I took a shower,made dinner and did my ironing for the week.I'm exhausted.I wish weekends had three days instead of two,that way I know I would get at least one full day in to do absolutely nothing but relax.So my precious I will say good night and will be talking to you tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and mss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Happy New Year my Love~
It is a new year but sure doesn't seem like it. I missed your lucious lips when the Ball fell. Just so weird without my Precious Husband to share it with. Not that it has been a really big deal in the past until I met you. Then I looked forward to doing everything with you. I had exactly one beer because I have been sick and didn't want to mix my medication with alcohol. I have a really bad cold since Thurs. night.I thought my head was going to explode on Friday morning.
Just have been really sluggish and not feeling like doing much of anything. I actually slept until 9:30 this morning until Judy woke me up.I'm so ready for bed right now.I could have gone back to bed a half hour after I got up. But had to go to the store and wanted to get it over with early.Well my Darling I'm going to get to bed.Never forget how much I love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good Morning Darling~
A nice start of my day,tired though.I tossed and turned all night last night.Don't know why just couldn't sleep well.
I can't believe it will be New Years already.Where did 2010 go to? The time just flies by down here or maybe because it's an age factor.Going to be a better year I pray for our economy.It sure has been rough on the job situation and so many,many people are out of work.I feel so bad for the ones that really want to work but the work just isn't there.Hopefully a better outlook for 2011.
I know one thing I'm not going to have those lucious lips of yours to kiss when the ball drops.I probably won't be awake for it anyways.I have to work all day tomorrow and it's New Years Eve.My sleep is more important to me.Even though I have Sat. off.
It's a new year and one I wish I was spending with the most important man of my life.I love you so much honey and miss you every single day.Never thought for a minute honey our life together was going to be as short as it turned out to be.Wouldn't give that time I did have with your away for anything thats for sure.We made each others lives complete.We were so very happy together.I just love you so much!!
I spoke to Darlene for alittle bit yesterday until it started to get real busy here. Randy is home but as I said yesterday he really should be in Rehab.
Darlene is not capable of handling Randy.He's a big man and shes a peanut next to him.I'm going to give her a call here shortly to see how his night went.
I guess our weather is in for a nice change,supposed to be 80 degrees here on sat.That will be a nice way to start the new Year out.
Well my precious Husband I must get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
A big difference from yesterday morning.Alot warmer for sure.This weekend it's going to be 80 degrees.Such crazy weather.The whole Northeast is buried in snow,so I guess I shouldn't complain.Will be nice to feel the warmth again.The ocean water temp. is 56 degrees.Probably what the pool temp. is now to.
Well I talked to Darlene this morning and she brought Randy home last night.Not where he should be though.He needs to be in rehab but refuses to go.Randy is to big of a man for Darlene to take care of.She can't lift on him and he really needs help getting up and down.He's one stubborn man we know that.As usual when I was talking to her this place got so busy.She finally hung up and I haven't called her back yet.
I spoke to Nicole online this morning all the kids and her are pretty sick. It stinks being sick the same time as the kids.Who's going to take care of her you know.I hope they all get better soon.Judy had some kind of a stomach virus since Christmas.Yesterday was the first day she could keep her food down.I pray I don't get it.She was pretty miserable with it.We did have FLU shots but it doesn't prevent us from getting what everyone else gets,like a stomach virus or bad cold.This crazy weather has played a good part of whats going around to.
I guess what the weather is going to be this weekend it will be beautiful outside.Will be nice to beable to open up some windows again.I know everyone complains about the cold but i'd rather have it chilly than to be sufficating from the heat.we get enough of that in the summer months.Well my precious handsome husband I should get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~ Good morning Sweetheart ~
What a BURRRR of a morning here!! Again freezing weather.The ground is all white like it snowed from the frost.I know I'll be busy when spring comes, replanting everything I lost this winter.Everything is brown even the grass from the cold and frost.It's so ugly.I like pretty trees and flowers much better.
I spoke to Darlene last night she finally called me.Randy is doing alittle better but still very confused.I wish he would show some sort of a change but according to Darlene one minute he seems to be doing ok and then it starts all over again.Poor Randy I know he has to hate it in there.Nobody likes to be in a Hospital especially for as long as he's been in there.They did a spinal tap on him yesterday to try and find out whats going on with him. I think they're looking for infection,possibly in his blood stream.He keeps getting a fever.And they don't know why.I just called Darlene and no answer so shes probably on her way up there or in the shower.I know that poor woman is exhausted.Shes been up there every day for over a month now.He really can't have visitors because they have him in isolation.
Well my love I will have to get back to work here for now.Never forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good morning My darling~
Is it ever freezing outside.I swear it could snow.The whole Northeast is getting a Blizzard.Jersey is getting slammed pretty hard.I know I spoke to Jamie on her way into work this morning and they have a foot and it's still snowing.Poor Jamie having to drive in that stuff.She said the roads were dead, I hope they didn't have a state of Emergency and she didn't hear about it.She made it ok but she did say it was slippery in spots.
I've been trying to reach Darlene and not to successful at this point.Boy I hope Randy is doing ok.I haven't heard from Darlene since Friday.I think shes convinced that Randy did indeed have a stroke.He's very confused and not really aware of his surroundings.He doesn't even recognize Darlene at times.She's an absolute basket case.
It was nice to see all my babies over Christmas,well almost all of them.I talked with all my other ones on the phone.that Elyssa is something else honey.She said Grandma do you wanna hear what Santa brought me and I said I sure do, and she hit the drums.A week ago Jamie told her if she wasn't a good girl Santa will only bring her coal.She thinks about it for a minute then she says Mommy it's ok if Santa brings me coal.Because coal is made from rocks and rocks are pretty.What a little smarter huh ? The kids were so excited to see me that it took me a half to calm them down.I love all my Babies so much.
I made it through a Christmas without my love,it was very sad honey. I just love and miss you so much.So very,very lonely without you.I will never get used to the thought of you not being around.Always remember how much I love and Miss you.~ Always and forever your Loving wife ~ Carol
~MERRY CHRISTMAS Sweetheart~
I think the internet was clogged up earlier,I couldn't get online at all for nothing.Well Christmas was a success and so glad to say it's over with.Not much of a Christmas without my Darling sitting next to me. The kids are here and will be going home sometime tomorrow.I can't believe how big their getting.Thomas talks up a storm.What a handsome little man.He's so lovable and loves to cuddle.I hope he doesn't outgrow that for awhile.I got things I didn't have which was nice.I have one of those Photo Frames. I can't wait to put photo's in it.Well sweetheart it's almost midnight so I will say goodnight for now and will talk to you tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Always and forever your loving Wife~ Carol
~Merry Christmas Eve Honey~
I sure hope I get a chance to get on here on Christmas Day.But with all the kids you know how that goes.I put my Computer away until everything is back to normal.
I got up this morning and was a bit surprised.It got cold overnight,wasn't supposed to until Christmas Day.Wasn't freezing but chilly. I didn't hear from Darlene yesterday so I'm going to try and get a call into her later to see how Randy is doing.It's so sad not to have the love of your life around for the Holidays.I just keep telling myself I can do this but it's not easy.
Everyone has been super and trying to keep me strong. Michele Wagner called me on our Anniversary to see how I was doing.I thought that was nice.I told her fine but I really wasn't fine. I had a tough day and not being able to give my precious Husband a big kiss and hug for our 1st. Anniversary broke my heart.I love and miss you so very much honey and all the wonderful conversations we had.The quiet moments we shared and just plain chillin out time spent together.I know that the Dear Lord has my Guardian Angel and your looking down on me each and everyday with that beautiful smile of yours.Honey always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLING~
~Good morning my Precious~
Today is Thursday one more day to go.And I get to see my babies for Christmas.Sure wish Jamie and her Family could be here to.I miss them so much.Just as much as I miss you Darling.It's going to be a very empty Christmas without you here with me.You have always completed me honey. I love you more than life itself and I know I can never have my Christmas wish so I didn't wish for anything.The true Christmas has faded out and has been replaced with nothing but gifts.I'm so thankful for the time God gave me with you and for the time he keeps me on Earth to spend the time with my Children and Beautiful Grandkids.I love you all so much !!
Always remember how much I love and miss you honey. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my Darling~
Didn't take my Laptop to work today I had to train someone all day.So here I at home.I love so and miss you very,very much.It's getting warmer again at least until Christmas Day.They're calling for rain and the temperature is going to drop again.Just like last year honey remember how cold it got?Crazy weather here for sure.California has had so much rain the houses are floating down the Streets there.I'm talking multiple inches like 20 to 30 inches of rain.The places that get snow they're in for 13 feet of snow, this is California I'm talking about.
Darlene just called me honey and Randy isn't doing good at all. He doesn't know whats going on. He barely recognizes Darlene. She's waiting to hear from one of his Doctors.To find out what going on with him.I feel so bad for her,shes so sad honey and feels so lost Randy not knowing her is really killing her.I'll keep on praying that a change for the better will happen soon.A bad year for everyone I think. Well my precious husband going to get my shower and get ready fo bed here soon. I'm so tired.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I was almost done writing in here and I lost it all.So here I am doing it all over again.
As I had said before I had a tough day yesterday.Not having you here to celebrate out 1st. Anniversary together it broke my heart honey.I have two more hurdles to get over and hopefully things will get better for me.I just love and miss you so much and I really can't except it yet.Christmas and New Years and all the Holidays are gone by.
I spoke to Darlene last night and she was alittle better about Randy.At least he recognized her yesterday. I've kept them both in my Prayers,hopefully he gets better soon.I know Darlene is Physically and Emotionally drained.She needs to take better care of herself.Theres nobody going to be around to take care of her but herself so she needs to take it easy.I worry about her all the time.
I just thank God for having my Kids and the Grandkids because they're the ones getting me through all these Holidays without you honey.I can't help it.Seems like I just barely get over one hurdle and along comes another one.Hopefully the New Year will be easier for me,who knows.It might not be as bad if I didn't love and miss you so much.You were my Lifeline honey and it eats away at me not having you here to share all my thoughts and conversations with.Just always remember how much I love and Miss you. ~Always and forever your loving Wife~ Carol
~Happy 1st. Anniversay To the most wonderful Man I ever met.I wish so bad that we were actually spending it together like we should have been doing.
Who would have ever thought we'd never make it to our 1st. Anniversary.I wish we would have gotten married alot sooner than we did. Were so stubborn honey you know that.So needless to say I've had a tough day. I love and miss you so much and just feels so lonely without you. I have so many beautiful memories and you to thank for that.Our relationship was truly one of a kind.So much love we shared.So you can feel the love honey because I do. I know the true feeling of love and how special of a man I had. Ten years ago I would have never thought I would fall in love again.Your a precious Husband and as long as I live I will never forget that.Again Happy Anniversary Darling. Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Good morning my love.Last day and two days off hopefully I can rest up over the weekend.My legs and back are so bad right now.
The weather has changed to the better,warming up nicely.For a couple of days then going to go back to cold weather on Monday.
Honey I got some bad news last night about Randy.He's not doing well at all.He's in the Hospital with Pneumonia and the Flu.Darlene said he's back to not knowing anyone and just babbles away all day.I told her to find out what they have him on thats new.Something is just not right here.I know Darlene has worried herself sick about him but I'm so worried about Darlene.She's not taking care of herself and she has the Flu to.I'm going to call her in alittle bit.She is drained Physically and emotionally.I truly hope she listened to me last night and will take care of herself.Other than the Flu and pneumonia Randy's heart rate is racing,he still has the infection.I think Randy is in serious trouble with his Health this time.It's been months with going back and forth to the Drs.Darlene said sometimes 5 days a week he has appointments.If only he wasn't so stubborn.Well I'm praying for him and Darlene.
I wish there was some good news to tell you honey.Here's some honey I love you with all my Heart and miss you so much.Please don't ever forget that.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
I'm back to work today.I was off the last two days with my Back. It's killing me right now but can't afford to miss another day.I was hurting so bad on Tuesday morning and woke up the same way on Wed.I ran a very hot bath last night hoping it would relieve some of the Pain. What a time I had trying to get in and out of that tub.
I spent most of my Day in bed both days I hurt so bad.It's still hurting really bad, getting up and down from this chair doesn't help much.
Well at least the weather has warmed up. It's been freezing in the 20's most mornings. I like it cool but not when I have to be out in it.Poor Judy she moves down here to get away from the cold and she's done nothing but freeze for the past couple of weeks. So were supposed to get a couple of warm days and the back to the cold again. This is what gets everyone sick. Well my love guess I'll get back to work. I love and miss you so much. Always remember how much I love and miss you my Darling.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my precious Husband~
Well darling I was home today and again tomorrow from work. I guess I over did it this time and messed up my back. I couldn't even get in the car the pain was so bad. I did it at work.I haven't a clue how I did it but I know it's been killing me.Doctor has me on muscle relaxers and pain killers.You know I hate taking that stuff. I only took one pain pill so far and it will probably be the last one. They make me sick to my stomach.
I really hate missing work especially this close to Christmas.But I haven't got a choice,I can't move.So I'm about ready to take a hot,hot bath and sit in my recyliner to relax.Hopefully I feel better tomorrow.So I can go back to work on Thurs.I can't afford to miss time.Well my precious I'm going to run my bath and see if that helps some.I'm not even sure I'll beable to get in the tub.If not a hot shower will feel just as good.Always remember how much I love and miss you Darling.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
I'm sorry I haven't been on here in a couple of days.I have been baking cookies all weekend.My back is about to break in half.I will not do this anymore.To much standing on the tile floor and it's killing me now.Judy and I made about 14 Dozen cookies and 8 loaves of Bannana and Date Breads.She's hurting to.Having a bad back reaaly stinks.
I love you honey and I miss you so very much.It's freezing cold here and going into the 20's tonight.It's brutal honey.All my plants at the house have been hit with the frost.
They look terrible.I wanted to cry when I looked at your Flower Garden. I guess I'll have to wait until Spring to be on the safe side.
It's this cold here it must be below zero temps. up North. This is crazy Weather.It's raw outside.
I wish I was home in my nice warm bed.I hurt so bad right now.Guess I bit off more than I could chew.
Well my love not much of anything else to speak off for today.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Always and Forever your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning honey~
Hi my precious.Another cold and rainy day today.Almost feels like snow.Crazy huh?
I thought before it gets crazy here I'd take a few minutes to write to my Darling Husband.I love you so much honey and miss you dearly.I know that the love we shared will never die and it's unbelievable how much I miss you.Just wish I could go in and kiss you good morning and get one of those incredible hugs you used to give me.I want to hold you in my arms and whisper all the wonderful things we used to say to one another.It sure is different not having you to share all my opinions with anymore.You were such a great listener and I loved your input on most things.Only you truly know how I feel.It's hard for others to really understand why I'm the way that I am.Our love was unconditional and we meant the world to one another.
Honey please always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning precious~
Another frigid morning here in sunny Florida.Very, very cold, It actually feels colder that yesterday.I'm about frozen here.
I had to put the heat on last night it was extremely cold.
No break with the Electric this year at all.With the pool and Ac in the Summer and now heat.
I'm going to have to get another job just to pay my Eletric bill.
So my Darling not much of anything else going on.Tommy had the Flu and is back to work now. Gene had it to a couple of weeks before Tommy got it.It's a really bad Flu and so many are people getting it.This is why I get my Flu shot every year.
It's starting to get pretty busy here with the Const. coming in and the phone ringing it's crazy. Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning honey~
A very,very cold start this morning. In the low 30's here.It was only 22 degrees in Orlando and 18 in Jacksonville. Thats pretty cold for Florida Temps. Looks like were in for a repeat of last year.The only good thing is it doesn't last down here.No snow either.
We took a ride to Bonita last night after dinner to see Christmas lights. This place was really decked out for the Holidays.I guess they've done this for years,but first I heard of it.I'll try to download a picture I took of the place if it'll let me.Pretty nice.
I look outside and it even looks freezing,no sun,very gloomy day. Waiting for the snow to fall kinda day.
I have to go home and pack the presents going to Jamie's so I can get them mailed out today if possible.I just want to go home and crawl into my nice warm bed.I have layers on today to keep warm.The windchill is like in the 20's.
Sure wish I had my honey to snuggle up to. You'd keep me warm.I love you and miss you so much !!!
Well before I know it Christmas will be here and gone.I'm really dreading the thought of not having you here.It's so hard honey and I can't seem to focus on trying to get this all behind me.I don't want to let go and if it takes 5 years I don't care.People around me just have to realize it's not easy and just let me do my own thing. If I have to take more time to greive than thats what I have to do.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good chilly morning Darling~
So cold outside honey.Tomorrow is going to be even colder.In the 30"s this morning.I didn't want to get out of my nice warm bed this morning.But as you know off to work I went.Can't imagine what their feeling up North.Although the weatherman is blaming the cold on the Northeast dropping down on us.Supposed to hit a freeze tonight.I do like the cooler weather but not freezing temps.
I'm at work and as soon as I step outside it's very cold with the windchill.I'm bundled up like a snowman. I miss my honey cuddling up to me.I love and miss you honey so much.
Judy walks around like shes in the north pole.I think thats funny looking back at where she used to live.She's definately better off here than in Maine right now.She told me she'll never go back up North. We'll see.I know she misses the kids so much. I would like to see them come down to visit her, during summer break.But their alittle to young to fly alone.I got a fire pit for out at the Pool honey it's a different one that we looked at.I went to the Jackpot Junction with Judy and Pat on Friday night and I hit the Jackpot for $196.00
and I didn't even want to go.So I bought the Firepit.Good deal huh? I have to have something to keep me warm out there.Well my sweetheart I'm going to get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you with all my heart.~Forever and alway's your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my precious honey~
It's alot warmer this morning from the last few mornings here.I have a few things planned to do today,just waiting for Judy to be ready.I'm going to try and put the salt in the softner without killing myself.I will be back on here alittle later honey.I want to get an early start before the roadways pack in.I love you honey and miss you with all my heart.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good Morning Darling~
Hi Sweetie.It's a brisk morning here this morning.In the high 30's in Lehigh when I left for work this morning.It's only going to get into the 60's today.
Without you to cuddle up to I have to use the Heated Mattress Pad. I'd much rather have you over that.I miss you so much Darling.I keep looking over all our pictures and Video's and it just breaks my heart.I wanted you forever honey and have never loved the way I love you.Even when people mention your name it tears me up inside.I'm truly lost without you.You were my life and I will never except the fact your not coming home.I know your in my heart and watching over me.I look at that Beautiful smile of yours and it takes me back to the day we got together. Honey remember the first time you kissed me ? We were like two little Teenangers,it was so cute.I think I loved you then honestly.
I have such Beautiful memories and wonderful times with you.Flawless ones to honey.Thats what makes it so much more special.No one will ever convince me this wasn't true love.I know it was and so did you.I will love and miss you forever honey so please never forget that.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
Sorry I didn't get on here yesterday, I had a busy day at work and when I got home I decided to tackle putting up Christmas lights. It took me forever and about 40 or so times up the ladder.I feel it today for sure.My legs and back are feeling it.But they are up and look so pretty.
I am going to try and relax alittle tonight.It is so cold right now down here.Was like 40 degrees when I left for work. And you know me,I'm loving this cool weather.I know you wouldn't like it.You'd be all bundled up like a big ole Teddy Bear. My Teady Bear of course so I could snuggle up to you.I miss that so very much !!!
I miss you more and more and it's so heartbreaking to have to go through the Holidays without you my love.Everyone tries to keep me occupied but there isn't a day that passes that your not on my mind.The love I have for you is so strong and I know your with me in a different way.You were such a perfect man in all aspects.So full of love to offer and so gentle, and soft spoken. What isn't to Love about you ?
Always remember how much I love and miss you Darling. ~Forever and always your Loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
It has been so busy here today. I don't know how much time I'll be on here because this place doesn't stop.I can't wait until I can get out of this place.
I put a pork roast in the crockpot before I left for work this morning so dinner will be easy today.Judy will have the potatoes on and dinner will be all done.
I love you honey and sure wish I was cooking dinner for you.I miss all the compliments you used to give me. Well more than that honey.I miss you more than you could ever imagine. Your always on my mind,day and night. Just a great big empty feeling inside is all I have.You touched my heart honey and then it got shattered when the Dear Lord took you from me.I know that he only takes the best but I'll never understand why he leaves the love ones behind to Grieve.I should be handling this better by now and it's not a bit easier after almost seven months. I just loved you more than life itself and the hurt will never go away.You were the man of my dreams honey and then I woke up to reality.We should have had many years together.We were such a happy couple.We always found such happiness in whatever we did together.We were made for one another. No one could ever match the love we shared.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Hi my love~
I wanted to get on here earlier but I had to leave work early to run some errands.So I never got a chance to get in here.It was a busy morning plus I had Payroll and Schedules to do.So I was about to sit down and watch a movie and remembered I didn't get in here earlier.So I want to say I love you and miss you with all I have honey. Only you and the Dear Lord knows how I feel inside. It's a pretty empty feeling sweetheart with out you I'm nobody.You completed me.I miss everything about you,your sweet voice,tender touch and those sexy eyes.You were the apple of my eye for sure.You always knew what to say,when to say it and most of all how often you said it.When you looked into my eyes and said to me I love you it just sent this rush through my whole body.Thats how I know it was sincere.Well Darling the tears are rolling down my cheeks just talking about it.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my Darling~
I don't know whats going on with this site but he keeps booting me off.I tried to add a picture maybe thats why I don't know.Seems to be working ok now.I just wanted to let you know what I spent my whole day doing yesterday.I put up the Christmaas Tree and all the decorations on the inside of the house.I can't get the outside lights up.I tried but I'm to short.Maybe I can get Gene to come over and help me get them up.It'll take about ten minutes.I'm putting them onto the soffit in the pool area.It's to hard on the Gutters out front.I did do the door though.
I got to bed around midnight and got up at 7 this morning. I went and laid back down around 10ish. Got back up and have been up ever since.It's now 4:22 P.M. and I need to get to the store.I have to get the things I need for my lunches all week.So I will say good bye for now honey.I love and miss you with all my heart.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my Love~
Good morning to you darling.Made it through Thanksgiving with alot of help from my Family and Friends.It's so hard honey spending the holidays without you.I miss you so very much.With that said Dinner was wonderful as usual. Good cooks thats for sure.I didn't over do it this year,ate all vegetables except for alittle bit of Turkey.We got home around 8:00 and I got ready and went to bed.At 8:30 I was in bed.I did wake up at 4:30 and stayed up.I had my breakfast and got dressed and here I am back to work.Not to hard to swallow because today is Friday I have two days off.I need it thats for Yesterday was nice I actually had time to watch a Movie here at work nice and quiet for a change.No construction on the Holidays.So far today it's still pretty quiet.Only one company in here so far.Maybe the others gave their guys a long weekend.Boy does that sound nice.I would love to have four days off.
I'm going to get the Christmas Tree up this weekend.if I have energy to do it.I'm not sure of the lights on the house you know I can't reach them all.I couldn't do them all last year Jacob helped me out.Oh well maybe my little handyman can do it for me.Does look really nice though.The kids like it all decorated.It will keep me busy this weekend.Ok my love I guess I have talked enough for today.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~HAPPY THANKSGIVING DARLING~
It's going to be a tough day for me honey without you.We loved Thanksgiving together.Judy isn't feeling well and I got up this morning not feeling up to par.I hope we're not getting the Flu.So much of it is going around.We did get our Flu shots,I just hope it's enough to not get it.Pat's Grandaughter had it and was sick for a week already.She had her Flu shot to.
Hopefully it doesn't spoil Turkey Day.I made the usual veggies they always ask me to bring. Turnip and Creamed cauliflower.Were also making some pies to bring.
I haven't had the chance to talk to Darling but will get a call out to her today for sure.It's dead in here right now.I'm sure she's cooking up a storm about right now.I guess it's just going to be Gene~Gina~Gena,Laura~Eddie,Judy~Me,Joey~Cristi and Britt for Dinner at his house.Can't wait for the turkey and cranberry sauce,my favorites.
Tommy and Nicole are having Nicole's Family for Dinner again this year. I'm glad at least they don't have to have dinner alone.Maybe next year I'll take Thanksgiving off so we can go to their house for Dinner or they can come here.
Well my precious Husband I love and miss you with all my heart and truly wish you were here with me for Thanksgiving.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Darling ~
~Good morning my Precious Honey~
Another sunny day here in SW Florida.I guess from what they're saying the humidity is going to kick up a notch, for a couple of days and back to the perfect weather.
I love you honey and miss you more everyday. I'm dreading the thought of having Thanksgiving without you.I think it was one of our Favorite Holidays.Judy and I are going to Gene's for a nice Turkey Dinner.I think I'll stop eating today to make room for dinner tomorrow.I wish I could have made it up North this year but it's impossible to get the time off unless I take it without pay. I can't afford to do it now and do it again in April.That would be tough.
At least they'll be here for Easter Dinner in April. Tommy and Nicole are having Nicoles family again this year for Dinner.Tommy was alittle upset when I told him I had to work on Thanksgiving.I do every year. Maybe when I reach retirement in 10 years I can be there.Well my darling I'm going to put this thing away and have lunch before it gets busy again.Alway's remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and alway's your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Darling~
I love you honey.It is a beautiful morning here the sun is shining bright.Very low humidity.As perfect as you are honey.I was in bed at 8:30 last night and Jamie called me and woke me up.All I remember is her saying I'll call you tomorrow Mom I don't know what your saying.I was asleep and God only knows what blurted out of my mouth. I just talked to her nad she was laughing telling me I made no sense. I don't think she'll have Aunt Judy wake me up again.LOL!! That was funny.
Yesterday wasn't to bad of a day actually for a Momday.I was so tired though when I got home I even layed down for a couple of hours, got up ate dinner and went back to bed for the night. So I'm wide awake this morning.
Gene called yesterday and wants us to go to their house for Thanksgiving.I have to work as usual so will go after work.Sure isn't going to be the same without you honey.I miss you so much.
Jerry( Little Odies) walker stopped in this morning and is upset because Odie will be moving away next month.He's so attatched to Odie.Me to I'm going to miss him.He's such a cute little guy.I love that little dog.
Well my Darling I guess it's back to work time for me.Alway's remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Monday and back to the craziness.We had a good day yesterday with the girls.Becky and Dan did stop by and didn't look like Dan minded it much being arround all women.The weather was great and we played cornhole.It's a fun game.I was so tired last night and couldn't wait to get to bed.
I got up this morning and Judy called to me and told me there was a snake int the house.A very small one only about 5 or 6 ins. long.It slithered under the wall unit in the family room.I looked but couldn't find it.I have no clue as to how that thing got in the house.this is the second time. The first time it was in my Bathroom and it wasn't that small.It was about 18" long, it scared the daylights outta me.So I ran and got the shovel and Judy decapitated it for me.It was so gross.I couldn't imagine waking up and seeing that thing in our Bedroom.
There's alot of the Flu going around already.I hope having the Flu shot helps me out,I don't want that.Gene was sick all weekend.He had a fever with the body aches, wasn't vomiting though. Pat's Grandaughter has it full blown.So needless to say shes staying clear of that house until everyone is well again.Her Daughter from Jersy will be here Fri.Hopefully everyone is better.
Thursday will be Thanksgiving and I guess it's a good thing that I have to work.I don't want to celebrate at all without my love.I hate Holidays now because I only miss you more.Your Birthday was very hard for me to take without you.I just wish I could have had all my kids with us for at least one Holiday.That will never happen, not even now.
Well sweetheart I'm going to get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good Morning my Love~
It's sun. morning and I have absolutely no energy today.I feel like going back to bed. The girls are coming over for alittle cookout and will be here about 1:00, thats 2 1/2 hours from now so I might sneak a nap in. I made some pineapple and meatballs and a dill potato salad. Judy made home made baked beans.Sandy's husband made wings and Sandy made pumpkin pies.Gerty made pasta salad.Pat made deviled eggs and I think that is it.Just us girls going to hang out and chitchat.Becky and Dan might come,if they do Dan will be surrounded by women.Oh well.Well my love I'm going to try and get alittle nap in.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wifw~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Well it's Sat.morning and I should be out in the yard doing yard work.I just wanted to Say good morning to my honey first.I love you Darling.
It's a beautiful day out and couldn't be a nicer day to be outside. I need to clean out the fountain and refill it with water. I just did it not to long ago but all the bugs and grass clippings get in there.I don't want the pump to burn up.So my precious husband I am going to get out there and get my work done.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my sweet Darling~
What a beautiful day here today.Finally getting our Fall weather back.I love this weather.Well it's finally Friday,thought it would never get here.What a zoo here all week.Come Friday I'm so outta here. I need a good long Vacation thats what I need. Not for quite awhile though.I am taking an unpaid Vacation in April when Jamie,Tony and the kids come down.They're taking the kids to Disney.I was going to go with them but I can't do all that walking around.Not with this hip.It will be easter when they're here so I'll stay home and cook dinner.First Easter with Jamie in a very,very long time.At least 20 years.
So I'll make a nice ham with all the fixins.It'll be nice.
This Sunday a bunch of us girls are getting together at the house for a cookout.Should be beautiful weather.Wish my baby was going to be with me.You will be just won't see you there.I miss and love you honey so much and just wish I could close my eyes and you'd be back in my arms.As long as I live I will never and I mean never forget the wonderful husband you were to me.We were so very,very happy.Your gentle touch and all the kind things you used to say to me I miss so much.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I just figured how to put pictures on here for your Guest Book.I just have to figure out how to get the rest on here.I posted some of the kids.They miss you so much to honey.It's so hard for them to understand why your not at the house.You were so special to them and showed your love towards them and they will never forget you.You've stolen their hearts as well.As I said before there wasn't a person who knew you that didn't like you.You always had kind words to say.That means alot to people and you showed me how it really does work.
I will post a different picture everyday so you can see how they have grown.
I spoke to Darlene yeesterday and Randy is all bandadged up on his legs.They're trying to help the open sores on his legs to heal.The infection
just doesn't want to heal up.I haven't seen them in months because I don't want to take a chance of getting it.Even though Darlene said you can't it still scares me.Hopefully what they're doing now will help him.
Not as busy today as it has been lately.Nice to have a breather once in awhile.Was so very foggy this morning coming to work.I left early because I knew it was going to be hard to see with that stuff.Makes me nervous with the School kids out there,can't see them.
Well my sweetness I better get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Always and forever your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling of mine~
Hi honey,I wrote to Legacy.com to find out why they didn't post my posting on your Birthday. They accidentley deleted it but found it and posted it.I was so happy.It broke my heart when I didn't see a posting from me on your Birthday especially.So needless to say this made my day.
I just love and miss you so much and I would "NEVER" miss your Birthday.
It has been so,so busy at this place and it's driving me nuts.We really need another person at the back of the prpoerty like we used to.I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off here.When I get home I'm drained of all my energy.Again last night I was in bed at eight.I'm really doing the job of two people for the price of one.Something better change here because this is crazy.
Well my precious love I must get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my Darling Husband~ I've been waiting for the posting I put in here on your Birthday and it never got posted. I would never deliberately put anything that wasn't appropriate for publishing on here.I wrote them an email hopefully they can tell me what was said that wasn't supposed to be said.
It broke me heart honey not seeing it in here,especially on your Birthday.I love you honey and would never say anything to harm anyone and you know this.Now there's no posting on your Birthday.People who view your Guest Book are going to think I wasn't even thinking of you on your Birthday.I sure was honey and it doesn't ever change. I love and miss you with all my heart.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
I can't believe they haven't posted yesterday's posting's yet.I know that you know I wished you a Happy Birthday.Do you want to know how I know? After I wrote in here I shut down my Computer and went in our room turned on the radio and guess what song came on instantly Honey ? Lady, your favorite song to me honey.I was in tears as you would guess.So I know you were letting me know that you got your Birthday Wish from me.I love you so much honey and I wish I could give you the biggest hug and kiss right now.A friend that I met named Sandy put a posting in here was so sweet of her.I really wished this would be more active by everyone but thats ok.I'll always be in here.
This is the only way I can communicate with you.I love it.I miss everything about you Darling and wish I could give you a hug you'll never forget.Alway's remember how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY Honey~
To the most precious man I have ever met.I love you honey so much and would give the world to beable to spend your birthday with you.I will never forget your last Birthday Party it was so special.When you looked at me and said you know "no one has ever given me a Birthday Party" until you came along.That just broke my heart.How could someone as special as you not get treated like a King that you were.If I could have had the place filled with people singing Happy Birthday to you I would have.But I did the next best thing Darling. I filled the room with everyone who loved you and cared enough to celebrate your very special day with you.That was as special as I could make it.Your eyes just gleamed with happiness.That was enough for me.So as I know right now your celebrating without me" Please honey save the last dance for me".I love you with all my heart and miss you so much.So out of all the thank you's I got from you, heres one special thank you from me showing me how to love and best of all how to be loved.I have never know the true meaning of love until the day you stepped into my life and for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.Have a wonderful Birthday honey and one day we will be catching up on all the ones we missed without one another.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
"Happy Birthday honey"
~Hi my Darling~ This will be short because were getting ready to head down to the Beach for the Sand Sculpting Contest.Yes finally going to see it in person.You know how we always wanted to get to it,but other things always were more important like you my love.I wouldn't go anywheres without you and you know that.I will talk to you later honey.Always remember how much I love and miss you.!~Forever and always your loving Wife ~ Carol
~Good morning my Precious Husband~
Hey Baby good morning to you.I brought my laptop to work today and have a few minutes her to talk to my honey.
I talked to Darlene yesterday and Randy is doing ok.Still waiting for his wound to heal up.I haven't seen them since June.Thats how long Randy has had that infection.It's horrible trying to get rid of that.I didn't want to take my chances of getting it.So I've stayed away.Darlene never calls me anymore.I'm always the one calling.If she misses my call she'll call me back,but never the first to call.
Honey your Birthday is coming up in just two short days.It's the start of a very trying time for me right now.First your Birthday and then all the Holidays.I'm going to miss you even more and it's going to hurt all over again.I love you with all my heart and not having you here just tears up my heart.I miss you so much.I would give anything to hold you in my arms again and kiss those soft sweet lips of yours.
You were my life honey and now your gone.Why you I'll never know.Well my love I have to get to work her.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
Frank, I am truly sorry that I didn't get the chance to meet you when you were alive. But I have had the pleasure of meeting your lovely wife, Carol. She is truly a beautiful person who I can see by the way she talks about you that you were truly an amazing man and husband, friend and soul mate to Carol. I am extremely glad to have met Carol and don't worry I will keep an eye out for her.
~Good night my sweet love~
Just got home from the Legion.Thursday night is Burger night. I eat before I leave,I can't eat that stuff. I like to go there to play pool. We met a woman up there named Kathleen and she shoots pool all the time.I like to play with her.She's good. We all take turns playing so everyone gets to play.
It's almost eleven o'clock and if I don't get to bed I'll never get up at 5.I didn't take my laptop to work today so I couldn't get on here until now.Honey always remember how much I love and miss you.I will talk to you tomorrow.Good night my Darling Husband.
~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Another chilly morning here.I went to bed at 7:30 last night and was up at 4:00.So I have a few extra minutes to write to my precious Husband.It was pretty cold last night but it's going to warm up to about 80 today.I'd rather it stayed colder for awhile,it feels good for a change.I hate the humidity.
Well came home and sauce,meatballs and sausage were all done.Was very good.I was so tired and I told Judy good night and she said your going to bed for the night now "I said yes I am", and off I went.Feels good to get a good nights sleep.I always liked to get up early and having enough sleep lets me get up refreshed and ready for a long day. I hate my job but I have no choice if I want to get the bills paid. The house taxes and Homowners Ins. both went up this year. All of it is due this Month.Going to be a rough month for me thats for sure.Well honey I have to finish getting ready for work.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning My Love~
I see the postings finally caught up.This is a chilly morning a good day to stay in bed and cuddle up to your honey.But my honey isn't next to me so I got up and went to work.Times like this are when I miss you the most.I will never get used to not having you to get up to and to come home to.I absolutely miss and love you with all my heart honey.Sometimes I wonder why I don't run out of things to say to you.It's because we always talked and enjoyed one anothers company.
I found a handyman to help me around the house with things I can't do myself.He's getting ready to paint the garage floor that we bought the paint for and never got around to doing it.He does the Lawn for me to and the grass looks beautiful.He knows what he's doing thats for sure.He is really good at what he does.Becky is the one who gave me his name.So far so good.He's going to fix the window that Judy broke along time ago.
I haven't spoken to Darlene at all this week, will try to get a call into her later on when it slows down some.
I got up this morning and before I left for work I put together a sauce with meatballs and sausage for dinner.I actually made the meatballs up last night before I went to bed. Everything is in the crockpot and will be dinner all done by the time I get home.I am making a home made pea soup tomorrow night with my leftover ham bone.I know this is one of your favorites to.Well my precious husband I really should get to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
I guess I'm ahead of this site because my posting didn't show up yet. I don't remember what time I posted but I know I did before I went to bed last night.
I just talked to Jamie and her and Elyssa are sick at home today. They had snow and sleet this morning up there.Yuckie they can keep it.I most definately don't miss that kind of weather.Sure was nice sleeping last night though.You know me honey windows wide open and fans going. Judy said I was nuts.I love the cool air blowing in on me,always have.I used to freeze my honey out.But I got better for you honey.After you told me I was freezing you out.I love you my Darling and wouldn't intentionally do any harm to you.I miss cuddling up to you and just drifting off to sleep in each others arms.I have never missed anyone the way I miss you honey.You were my love and will always be my love.
Don't you ever forget how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Well we made it back home.I was so tired when I got home I unpacked my suitcase and laid down. Judy woke me up around 6:00 P.M..We got home around one.It's not a bad ride but I didn't sleep well out of my own bed.I couldn't wait to get home.The traffic wasn't to bad because we left at 9:00 this morning.Alot of troopers out today but more on Fri. night.Guess they're looking to score their points for the month already.
The kids are getting so big.I really miss them not being close. Brook is doing pretty good in School.She likes too talk alot though and it gets her in trouble.She'll settle in soon I'm sure.She always asks me about you honey.She loved you alot and it's because you always sat down and played with her.They don't forget.Well my love I'm going to get to bed now for the night.I have a long week ahead of me and Mondays are my nightmare.Payroll day and schedules.Please honey always remember how much I love and miss you.~Always and forever your loving wife~ Carol
~Good evening honey~
I'm up here visiting my Babies.We drove up last night after I got off work.We got here around 9 something.Nicole had a yard sale today and did really well on it.They had a neighborhood yard sale at their Community today.
We're going to be leaving back home early in the morning. The Bridge in LaBelle is out again so we have to take a Detour.So it will take awhile longer to get home.
The weather is Beautiful during the day but pretty cold at night. It's been in the 40's at night and early A.M.I'll take this we had such a long hot and humid summer.We need some cool down here.
Well my love I'm going to get to bed so I can get up early and get home.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Sweetheart~
What a yuckie day here today.Rainy and nasty.A cold front is moving in on us tomorrow night.Only going to be in the low 70's during the day and 40's at night. Judy's going to get a taste of whats shes used to now.It's been frost up North already.Jamie said it was in the 20's the other night.That's exactly why I'm here and not up there.
I guess because of the rain it's much slower that normal here.So as usual I'm taking advantage of it.I need to see my darling everday and talk about whatever comes to me.I woke up before the alarm went off this morning.I got alot of sleep last night as I told you.I was in bed for the night at 9 after getting up at 7:30 P.M.I was exhausted when I got home yesterday so I laid down for alittle nap.I slept for hours we didn't even have dinner yet.So we ate and I went right back to bed.Well my sweetheart I'm going to get back to work.I love and miss you honey with all my heart.So always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good evening Honey~
I came home from work today and laid down. I got up at 7:30 tonight.Haven't eaten dinner yet.I had a masive headache and just so tired.So I laid down.Guess I must have needed it for me to sleep that long.Hope I don't stay up all night now.I'm already yawning so I might not have a hard time falling back to sleep.
If you were next to me I would drift right off as you know.I miss those times so much honey.Our alone time and sweet talks.I love you more than anyone could imagine.You were the love I'll never find again.Not that I'm looking.I told you along time ago,you would be my last love.I only wanted you Darling.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~Carol
~Good morning my precious husband~
It's a rainy day outside today.So I brought my laptop figuring it wouldn't be to busy.So far not to bad.I went home yesterday from work and did absolutely nothing for a change.I was so tired and was in bed before 9.
Can you believe I actually had 3 trick or treaters on Halloween.We never had any kids come around.So I bought a bunch of candy and took it to the Legion for the kids Halloween Party up there.I did save alittle bit,glad I did because of the kids that came.Nothing is the same anymore on Halloween.I love seeing the kids all dressed up but not at our house.Nobody likes to walk I guess.Out of the three kids that came the little boy wanted to know the color of the paint on the house.He said his Mom wanted to know.I haven't a clue.
Gena didn't go out this year,guess shes getting to old for this sorta thing now.I haven't seen my Babies dressed up for Halloween yet. I did see Elyssa she was Cinderella so precious and cute.I sent out a email to Tommy and Nicole to send me pictures of the kids.
Guess I have to get out and vote after work today.Something has to be done before we end up being taken over by another country.Not looking to good so far.
Well my precious love I'm going to get back to work.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good afternoon Darling~
Just want to tell you my precious husband how much I love you.I have dinner cooking on the stove and wish you were here to have dinner with.
There was five of us girls that went down to the Parrot Key last night for Halloween.It's not the same honey going down there without you.Frankie Torino misses you to.He played a couple of our favorite songs and it just makes me so sad to hear them.I think once he sarted singing he realized it was one of our favorites.He came over and gave me a hug to try and cheer me up.I have always loved going there but it's not easy.I miss you so much.
This was Gertie first time down there and she enjoyed herself.She doesn't dance so we sat together and watched everyone.I did get up for a couple of dances but not the same without my partner.Well my love I will be back tomorrow God willing.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
Today is Sat. so it's my day to sleep in.I actually slept until 8:00.I was sitting outside at the pool listening to music and what song do you think came on? Your favorite" Lady".I just choke up so bad when I hear that because I know you always asked them to play it.I love you honey so much and it kills me not to have you with me.I have never missed anyone the way I miss you. I thank God for the chance to have met such a wonderful man. I just wish it were 20 Yrs. ago.I love the thought of us loving each other so much and the kind of relationship we had.There was no love like the love we shared.We were definately a happy couple,people all around us said it often.So I guess when we started hearing it from strangers even it was true love.Never a sour note to one another.Just love spoken in our home.It was our cozy little love nest and now it feels so empty.
I probably sound like a broken record but this is what happens when you have a broken heart.My heart has been shattered and it just makes my heart ache even more for you.I love you so much honey and can't wait until the day we'll be together again.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and alway your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Well here at the hell hole again.Just absolutely kills me to come to work.Every single day amuses me.More changes less money just adding to the work load.That's what this place is all about.
So my Darling as you can see nothing here has changed.I'm so thankful to beable to get in here and vent.I know you always listened to me and it's so easy to talk to you.That's why I love you so much and miss you so very,very much.I would come home and you'd let me vent and then we could just relax and enjoy each other.I miss that so much.I always enjoyed our alone time together and wonderful conversations.We were so in love with one another.You were definately my life sweetheart and it shows more now that I don't have you around to share everything with.If only we could push the time back.I look at that beautiful smile everyday and just want to give you the biggest hug and kiss.God do I miss you.
Well my most precious honey I'm going to get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my precious Husband~
Hello darling.I hope you didn't think I forgot about you because that would never happen.It's been crazy here at work as usual and as for the weekend we went to Bradenton to see
Judy's friend Gena.I haven't been feeling to well lately and have to get into my Dr. soon I hope.
I think it's because I miss you so much, I really don't know.My stomach is all messed up and now I'm starting to get headaches.Could be just stress from work to who knows.I had my goal bladder out but I'm still bringing up that nasty yellowish bile.Not sure if I spelled that right but you know what I mean.
I'm at work right now but has slowed down some so I'm taking advantage of the quiet time here.Donna just called out so I had to get coverage for her shift.Sure wish she would call out earlier.Three hours isn't ample time for trying to find coverage.It's not fair to the one coming in.Were supposed to give at least four hours notice.Sometimes I just absolutely hate my job.
You already know all this so why am I telling you now.
Honey I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.I know you do,we love each other so much.Just always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
Sorry I haven't been on here.I didn't take my Laptop to work and even if I did I wouldn't get a chance to use it.
I love you sweetheart with all I have and miss you so very,very much!! It just saddens me to be without you. I know everyone says it's going to get better,honey it will never get better.I just miss you so,so much.
You were my life and a love that I'll never ever forget.
I'm so glad today is Friday.I really need a good rest.I'm so tired all the time.Well my most precious Husband I'm going to get back to work here.Always remember how much I love and miss you so much.~Forever and always your loving wife~Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Well today is Wednesday already,thank God.It just keeps getting busier and busier at work.I got home yesterday and was pooped right out.Halfway through the week and glad of that.I can't wait until Friday's finally get here every week.
The weather has been beautiful and now I'm getting the winterizing of the lawn and trees all done.Alot of work and hopefully this years frost doesn't kill everything this year.
I wish we were doing this together as we always did.We both loved to be outside this time of year.I miss you so much honey and the more I miss you the harder it gets for me.I love and miss you more everyday.Honey I'm starting to get busy here and I will always love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good night my love~
I think it's alittle easier to write in here before I go to bed.At least I don't have the interuptions like I do at work.Wasn't to bad today for a nice change.I didn't come home all stressed out like I normally am.
I made dinner and ran up to get my haircut.Sure needed it.
I didn't get a chance to talk to Darlene today.But on friday she said Randy's infection is gone.It's been months with that mersa.I haven't seen them since June.I didn't want to take the chance of getting it.Darlene said it's not airborne but Eddies was.So better to stay away not being sure.
Well my love I think I'm going to get to bed.I know 5:00 comes early.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my love~
It's Sunday night and I'm about ready to go to bed.Did alot of running around today with Judy.She's been Christmas shopping for the Grandsons. Not much luck I'm afraid for what she's looking for.It's alot harder to shop in Florida for the Northeast weather.I told her she can do it all online so I guess thats what she's going to do.I know I'm bushed .Walked around almost all day with her.I just got out of the shower and figured I'd say hello to my darling before I go to bed.
I just miss you so very much honey and it makes it so hard,not being able to share conversations with you.I miss our talks so much.We had such a great connection and I enjoyed every second with you.It could be about nothing special but the important thing was we had each other to share it with.You meant the world to me and now its gone.I just want you to know, not a day passes by without me thinking of you and how much I loved you.You were my life and as I said before you'll always be the love of my life.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Hi my precious Love~
What a day I had yesterday.Disasterous would be the word I'm looking for.A huge Truck was trying to exit the main gate and took down the gate arms,he had a full load of trusses on it.I opened the rear entrance gates for him and he got lost so came out the front entrance,tried to come out is what I should say.I had traffic back way down the road with no way to turn around.Residents were pretty p....d off.All wanting to get to work.So I finally got the truck cleared out of everyones way and took down all the info I needed and did an Incident report.What a mess.
Honey I know you probably think I'm crazy but I'm hoping that you know all that I'm saying on here.This is the only way I can communicate with you and I don't think I could handle not doing this everyday.I love and miss you with all my heart.This should have never happened to you.You were such a healthy man.I've said it before and I'll say it again we were cheated honey.We should have had many years to be happy together.Our love was so strong.
Well my love I guess I'll get my shower over with.It's gorgeous outside and just plan on hanging out here all day. Did my ironing,dusted and cleaned my bathroom.Then went outside and cleaned the patio doors.Now I need my shower.Always remember honey how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good Morning Honey~
Oh boy what a start for a Friday.I'll tell you it isn't worth what they pay me for what I have to do and put up with.Never a dull moment at this palce.But I don't want to talk about work,it depresses me.
I was asked this morning if it's getting any easier on me without you and I guess by the look on my face told it all.She said I'm so sorry honey,It's obviouse that your not ready to except things the way they are.Darling I'll have to get back on here have an Emergency to take care.
~Good morning Honey~
Well it's finally Thursday,one to go.Then I sit and watch the weekend fly right by me.Sorry I didn't get on here yesterday.After dinner we went to Pat's Grandsons Ball game.We got home and I went to bed.
I'm going to take my laptop to work with me today and hopefully I get a chance to get on here.
It really has been so busy, crazy is a better word for it.I just feel better if I get a chance to say good morning to my precious Husband.I love you darling and miss you more than you can imagine.My world came crashing down on me when I lost you.You were my life and now I'm trying to get through one day at a time without you.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey.~foreever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
I made it through another day of hell at work.It's just been so busy.I'll tell you when 3 o'clock rolls around I'm more than ready.Absolute nut house honestly.And they say it's going to get worse.OMG !! Can't get any worse,I wouldn't think.
I'm going to relax alittle and going out to eat with Judy,Gurtie and Pat.Just to wiped out to cook.
They should be here shortly.I just wanted to say hello to my honey first.I don't even take my laptop to work anymore,doesn't pay lugging it around.To busy to get on here at work.
I sure wish my dinner date was with my darling Husband whom I miss dearly.I love you so much honey and miss you every single day.I'm so glad I had this WEB site put on here.I just feel as though I can communicate with you on here.It's the only way I feel connected to you.I just look at that beautiful smile of yours and it melts me right away.Alway's remember my precious Husband how very much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Well I was right yesterday I was slammed all day at work.On top of everything else I had to do the new transponders came in and I had to activate 50 of them and assign them to residents.Needless to say I couldn't wait to get out of that building.I'm bushed!
Judy started dinner and I'm finishing it.So while its cooking I wanted to visit my precious honey.I love you honey and I know I tell you everyday how much I love and miss you.Hope you never get tired of hearing it.I just miss you so very much.
My back doesn't hurt as bad as it has been.Thank God I was up and down all day today.My joints need oiling.
Not as cool as it's been today,the humidity kicked in some.Still pretty nice though. Another storm out in the tropics brewing.Looks like we might get a taste of this one.God I hope not.I will be scared out of my wits.
Well my precious I have to get dinner on the table.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Hi my Love~
I'm writing to you now because I probably won't have time tomorrow at work.It's been crazy busy plus I have payroll and Schedules to do.So I doubt I'll get the chance.Mondays are the worse day for me, alot of work to do.I'm just about to head to bed and I thought I would write to you honey while I have the chance.
Didn't do a darn thing but water my plants and flowers outside and on the pool deck.I did all my ironing first thing this morning so I got that out of the way early.I really didn't want to sit home all day but my back is killing me and just kinda took it easy today.
I spoke to Jamie earlier and they're coming back down in April,the day before my Birthday.She booked the Flights already.I wish they could stay here I miss them so much.But I can understand why they want to wait.Nick only has one year left before College so they want him to Graduate first.Makes sense to me.He's always been in the same School system since he started School so why spoil it now.He does so well to.I just miss them so much.Well my sweetness I'm going to retire for the evening so I will try again tomorrow but if I don't it's because I was so busy.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good afternoon my Love~
Today is Sunday and I haven't done much of anything today. My back is still all messed up and nothing seems to help it.So much for yard work this weekend.I wanted to take out flowers and replant different ones,but with this back the way it is,it's not a good idea.So my day has been pretty boring.Not to productive thats for sure.Back to work tomorrow.The weekends go by so fast.The humidity has kicked up a notch but still a beautiful day.
Today is Gene and Gina's Anniversary. I called to invite them over for dinner but they have their dinner already planned for today.Gina's not feeling well to boot.She has a bad cold and can't take anything for it because she always gets reactions to the cold medications.
Judy has been busy changing her room all around again.She has more energy than I have thats for sure.
I have gotten just about all my Christmas shopping done already so I won't be out in the hussle and bustle come Dec.most of it I did online right here at home.A good feeling to get that out of the way.Well my precious Darling I think I'm going to lay down for a bit to see if this back feels any better before I start dinner.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
Good afternoon Sweetheart~
I don't know how long I'll beable to stay on here because it's been so busy.
Didn't even get to say good morning to my love.So this is also a good morning to you my Darling Husband.
I don't know how they expect me to get all that I have to get done here by myself everydasy because like I said yesterday they're going to be building seven houses all at once in here.Starting next week.Oh boy! Come Firday I'll be ready for the funny farm for sure.Been absolutely crazy in here.
I had a tough time sleeping last night my back was killing me.I woke up some time in the night and took Ibuprophen. When I got up it wasn't to bad but starting to bother me again. I wanted your hands so badly last night to massage the knot out of my back for me.You always knew the trick honey.God only knows how much I miss you and love you.If only the time could go backwards I'd have my sweetheart with me right now.Darling always remember how much I love and miss you.~ Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Sweetheart on my way to work this morning they played three of our special songs.So needless to say I drove here in tears.I miss and love you so much that I can't stand not being with you.Sometimes I wonder if this sort of thing happens just to let me know your thinking of me.I sure know that your always on my mind.Love shouldn't have to hurt this way.It's something I will never get over,I just love you so much and it breaks my heart to look at all our pictures and see the love we shared.It was so special and you and I are the only two that know how strong our love was.I hate being without you.
If I don't think of something else I'm going to start crying all over again.
Well Nicole was down here for a couple of days with the kids so I got to see them for a couple of hours after work before they left.They're getting so big and so grown up.God knows how much I love all my Babies.Gene had a Birthday on Monday the big 39 this year.I'm getting old honey.
The weather is still perfect and it's so dry,no humidity "NICE" for awhile.I guess the humidity will return on Sun.We've had a good week of this gorgeous weather though.Nice change.
Jamie called me the other night to let me know Tweety their bird died.She was worried how Elyssa would react to this so Tony told her the bird is at the Dr. because he was sick.All she said is I want my Tweety home with me.I can relate to that.
Well honey it's getting busier so I will say to you always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hello my precious Husband~
Good morning my love.Another beautiful day in SW Florida,perfect weather.I'm actually sitting here with a jacket on.Was chilly when I left home this morning.
They're having a Halloween Party down at the Parrot Key so we might be going.I think were going to go as the Golden Girls.Theres four of us so that might work.If we go.Judy said not the Golden Girls it will give our ages away. I laughed at her and said who cares.She has this age thing going on but that crap never bothered me.I would love to be by my Baby at this thing though.I just sit and watch everyone else dance. I lost my wonderful dancing partner and things aren't the same for me anymore.I only go to get out of the house but not as fun without my darling.I love you honey and miss you so much and I know I say it everyday but thats because I do with all my Heart.Ok my love I'm going to get to work here.Never forget how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~ Good morning Darling~
Well Monday is here and back to the grind.Not to busy and the weather is absolutely beautiful.I have all the windows open in the Gate house nice breeze flowing through.
I know if you were here you would be spending all day out on the pool deck enjoying the beautiful weather.I miss you honey and wish your were here with me to spend the nice evenings together.
I love you so much and miss you more everyday.I just wish things didn't happen the way they did.Life is so unfair at times.And God knows how much I love you and miss you.Before I know it your Birthday will be here and I already know it's going to be a tough day for me to swallow.I always had a Party for you and you were so surprised.I loved to make you happy honey and you deserved every bit of the pampering I gave you.You were such a special man,one of a kind thats for sure.I know alot of women could only dream of the wonderful man I had.Perfect in everyway,that was you my Love !!
So my precious love I must get back to work and always remember how much I love and miss you.
~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my love~
Well today is Sunday and we've had such gorgeous weather this weekend.We stayed home and I got alot of yard work done.It's been to blasted hot to do anything after work.Cooling down nice now.
We stopped by Gene's yesterday but he wasn't home.He went to help a neighbor move.So Judy and I left and Pat came over we played Rummie Cube and went to bed.I actually slept until 9:30 A.M..Hard to believe huh? And I would have slept longer but Judy woke me up.Nice breeze coming in the windows all night and I slept like a log.
So my sweetness I have to run to the store but will be back in here later.I love you my darling with all my heart and miss you more everyday.
~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Again I just lost everything I wrote,this stupid windows and their updates.
It ruins everything.Well lets start all over again.
Good morning my most precious love.I want to share with you a card you gave to me on Valentines Day.
"Our Love Was Meant To Be"
It amazes me that out of the whole world,I would find the one person who would make my life complete and that we were both at the right place to meet at the right time of our lives to fall in love.And once again,I realize that our love was truly meant to be.To my dearest darling whom I love with all my heart.Love you always, Frank
You sure never needed a card to express your feelings honey.I loved that about you,such a Romantic.You were never afraid to express how you felt about me and I believe I was the same towards you.Thats what makes a solid relationship,one that will last.If only half the world would be like this think of what a happy place it would be.I just love you so much and one of your best qualities was to always show me how you felt.Your tender touch and the softest heart just melted my heart away.You were so special in so many ways.I thank the Dear Lord for bringing us together and for the time I had to get to know my amazing soul mate.We were so happy together.I would give anything to beable to start our life over again.I feel as though we got cheated out of time.
I know one thing for sure that losing the one most dearest to my heart is more devastating than one could imagine.Also appreciate the time you have with one another because one day it could all be gone.You may not be visably here honey but your in my heart and thats where you'll always be until we are reunited again.Never forget my sweetest loving Husband how much I Love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning my precious Husband~
I love you honey and want to hold you in my arms so badly.I had a hard time sleeping last night because all I do is think of you and how life cheated us.I wanted to spend an eternity with you honey and suddenly it all ended before our time.I just miss you so much and it hurts me so bad not going home to you everyday.I love you more than life itself.You were my lifeline and we loved each other so very much.
Sometimes I wish we went together. Well thats just the kind of night I had last night.It's not easy losing the one man in your life you absolutely adore.Always remember honey how very much I Love and Miss you.
~Forever and always your loving wife~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
It's early and already I'm making time to write to my precius Husband.If I wait I'll never get in here.I slept pretty good last night but still woke up tired.Alot of rain forecasted for today,going to be a yucky day.Most of this Tropical storm is going to effect the east coast thank God.It's going to be a huge rainmaker.
I haven't talked to Darlene in a few days.I'll try to give her a call alittle later.
Honey my sister Shirley isn't doing well right now.She has some kind of a blockage located in the front of her heart.They're going to do a Angiogram on her the 20th. of Oct.So were all praying hard for her.She's really upset about it,wish I was there with her right now.She's a tuff girl so hopefully everything turns out well.It has to,we all love her so much.
Well Nick is getting all set for College already.He's going for Engineering.He has his heart set on it.I think he's going to go to Florida State.He's so smart and I know he'll do really well.He will have to take out Student loans for part of his College.But he'll be getting Scholarships to.He has one more year of High School yet and has made High Honers throughout.Sure makes Grandma proud.
Well my Darling I'm going to get to work here,starting to get busy.Always remember how very much I Love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Not to busy here right now,actually pretty calm.So I decided to get in here before it goes nuts again.
A bunch of us Girls went to the Beach again this weekend.Couldn't have had better weather,no rain on that end.It's not going to be that way this week alot of rain predicted over the next few days.Still don't know if were going to get a Hurricane yet.They're watching a tropical wave out there.It can miss us,I won't mind.
Honey I keep doing what everyone tells me to keep busy and go out and do things but it's not working.I will never get over the fact your not here with me.I miss you more everyday.Especially when we go out to the Legion and to the Parrot Key.Those were places we loved to go to and without you it's definately not the same.I miss you so much honey and it makes me so sad to be at these places without you.Your my love and things will never be the way they were without you and I together.If only I could turn the time back to before you got sick and maybe we could have done things differently to keep you healthier.You always said you made the wrong choice of having that surgery,and that you should have listened to that other Doctor.The only thing is honey we didn't know if that would have kept you here longer or even shortened your life.All I know is I love and miss you with everything I have.We can't predict what could have happened or wouldn't have happened.Only the Dear Lord knows the plans I'm afraid.I just wish he would leave all the good people here and take the bad,I guess thats what the devil is for he gets all the bad.God wants all the good to be his Angels.But your my Guardian Angel honey.
I long for the day we can hold each other again.I miss your loving arms holding me.Always remember honey how much I Love and Miss you.~Forever and always your loving Wife~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Good morning my love.I have to get this done early because God only knows whats in store for me at work today.It's been crazy busy.
Well my love not much has changed here alot of rain in the forecast for the weekend.There is a storm out there and Florida looks like the target,to soon to really say if were going to get it or not.The early part of next week if we do get anything.God I hope not.I don't think I can go through this without you with me honey.You know what I mean.I absolutely hate storms.Maybe we'll get lucky again and it will scoot right on by us.I won't miss it thats for sure.
I love you honey and everyday I want to just see your smile,feel your touch and wrap those arms around me.I miss everything about you honey and I'm very lonely without you.It's been four months and things don't get any easier for me.I'll want and miss you forever.Our love was so strong and we were so very happy together.People have a tendency to grow on one another over time.But we bonded like crazy glue honey.We could read into each other and knew what we wanted.I guess thats what happens when two people are so deeply in love.All I know is I have never felt the love I have for you with anyone else.I want to hold you in my arms so bad.Always remember how much I love and miss you honey.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning my precious Husband~
I thought I'd better get in here while I can.It has been a nightmare here at work lately,so busy.
As soon as I get home all I want to do is lay down and take a nap.I'm so tired all the time.But you know me I don't.
I was outside watering the plants and flowers last night while dinner was cooking and a car pulled in the driveway.A man gets out and said I'm looking for Mrs. Stolz, I said I am her and he was from the Funeral Home. They made a Beautiful Memorable Album for me.And this man drove all the ways out to drop it off to me.I thought that was nice of them and it's beautiful.Just one more thing I can look at of my precious husband that I love so dearly.I miss you more everyday honey and it just tears up my stomach not being with you.I love you so much.You were my world and will be my love forever.You meant the world to me and I just loved spending all my time with you.We were so very happy together.
Always,always remember honey how very much I love and miss you,never forget!! We will be together again one day.I love you baby with all my heart.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Another day of hell here I'm sure.My day hasn't started off very well already problems with the gates.I went home yesterday and was exhausted. Pat and Dee were there when I got home, stayed for dinner we played some Rummie Cube and I was in bed by 10.To late for me because I'm still tired this morning.
I spoke to Darlene yesterday and Randy has more problems. he has to have a Cathetier put in his Heart Valve.They won't do it though until his infection is all gone.Poor Randy if it isn't one thing it's another.
Well my darling Property Mananager just pulled up and I should really get off here. I'll try and get back on later.Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Alaways and forever your love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
If I don't get this in here now I may not have time later. It's so busy at work I barely have enough time to eat lunch.And today my day started very early, I had trucks coming in at 6:30 this morning because their pouring a slab. There's seven concrete trucks in here already and as soon as their empty the'll go for another load and will be back.
Well went to Tommy's on Sat. and the kids were so happy to see me.We actually went to this really nice park close to where they live.It was beautiful there and it has a cold spring river running through it that everyone can tube down.The water was like ice but after your in it it was nice.We had a good time.We went Sat. after we got there and liked it so much we went back on Sun.This time we had a cook out there and the kids ran their little butts off.We seen alot of wildlife and the baby was so fascinated by the squirrels come so close to eat.He called all of them coupe.Guess because they had four legs like coupe.I know they must have slept well because they wore old Nannie right out.I was in bed at 6:00 last night.I was beat.We didn't get home until 11:30 on Sunday evening and I was up at 5 and off to work all day.I was just going to take alittle nap and get back up but was sound asleep and stayed right there.I guess Judy was up quite a few times but not me.I'm pretty sore still from tubing but I had fun knowing the kids had a blast.
Well my love I know I didn't get on here all weekend and it's because I wasn't at home and didn't take my laptop with me.Doesn't mean I don't love or miss you because all I kept saying is I wish my honey was here he would love this place.They had hiking trails and picnic areas all over in there,some with pavilions and play grounds for the kids.You would have loved it to.
I haven't heard from Darlene.I know that Randy had alot of appointments this week.I called her yesterday but didn't get a call back.Hopefully all is well with them.
Pat and Dee are supposed to go over to the house and keep Judy company today and go swimming.While I'm at work.
Ok Darling I guess I filled you in with more than you want to hear.Always remember how very much I love and miss you.~Always and forever your love~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Well finally Friday.Boy sometimes the weeks are long,this was one of them.
Want to tell you I love you with all my heart and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine.
Judy and I are going out to dinner with Vivian and her Mom tonight.Vivian is doing good she goes back to Dr.Kim next month.Sure hope that they got all her cancer,she's such a sweet person her Mom to.She's so cute.Depends on what time dinner is over whether or not we leave tonight to go see the kids.If not in the morning.I can't wait to see them I miss all of them so much.They grow so fast before I know it they'll be Graduating High School.Nick only has one year left and will be going to Florida State down here.So maybe I'll get to see him more often.He wants to be an Architect if he doesn't change his mind.He said a Meterologist would be a choice for him also.It's funny because I always said he was going to be a Meterologist the way he always kept up with the weather and all.Well we'll find out when he gets in College I guess.It's like my Niece always wanted to become a Veterinarian and now she's going to be a Nutritionest.Which is good to.
Whatever they choose their profession to be I'm sure they'll do well.They just grow up so fast.
Would you believe that they are forcasting NO rain in sight for the entire weekend and even Mon.Thats a relief we've all been waiting for.Alot of rain this rainy season for sure.
I have to call Darlene to see how Randy is making out.He still has that infection and Darlene is taking care of the treatments he needs at home.
Eddie is home now and doing well so far so good.Judy went to pick him up yesterday.We didn't go see him last night because now Laura is sick and we don't want to catch it.So we'll wait until everyone is well.
Okay my most precious love I will be back tomorrow,always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
I swear I have the worse luck. I was on here writing to you and all of a sudden
my computer shut down and I lost all that I wrote.So here I am again.It was doing an upgrade and shut itself off.
Well darling I just want to tell you I love and miss you with all my heart.
Not much of anything going on here. Eddie just had another surgery on his hip.Judy's on her way in there now to pick him up,they're releasing him today.I hope he gets released as soon as she gets there.We know how that goes, oh your going home today and you had to wait all day for the paperwork to get done.So you get discharged at seven in the evening.I truly hope they did it right this time.He has been suffering with this hip for months now.He's been through alot for being so young, so lets hope it's going to work for him this time.
I talked to Tommy yesterday and as I said yesterday we're going to take a ride up to see them this weekend.I told him not to tell the Girls I want to suprise them.I haven't seen them in quite awhile.I miss those little buggers.Honey, Thomas is the sweetest little guy,so lovable and smart as a whip to boot.He's growing so fast.Pretty soon he'll out grow Marissa.What doll babies I have.
Well my most precious Husband I'm going to get some work done here and will be back tomorrow.Always remember how much I love and miss you. ~Forever and always your love` Carol
~Good Morning my Love~
Another day and pretty slow right now.Don't want to jinx myself. Yesterday was a day from hell,if something could go wrong it did.These gates really stink nothing but problems with them since they were installed here.First the front gates and no longer did this happen someone drove through the back gates all within the last hour of work.Needless to say I couldn't wait to get out of there yesterday.I was in bed at 8:30 last night.So stressful at times and yesterday was one of those stressful ones.Couldn't wait to get to bed.
We have three hurricanes out in the atlantic brewing but none of them a threat to us here.Hopefully neither of them head towards the states.Bahama is going to get one though.Those poor people its a strong Cat four right now.Headed right towards them.It was a five but dropped to a four.
They can skip by us here, we don't need any disasters, Florida has had more than their share,not to mention Louisiana.
I guess it's going to be beautiful weather here all weekend so I'm going to go up and see the kids.I miss them so much.I haven't even told them yet.Depends on how the rest of the week goes here.
Well my precious honey I will be back tomorrow.Never forget how much I Love and Miss you. ~Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my precious Husband~
Hi my darling.Another day at work not to busy right now,but will be soon.It's been alittle crazy here but the day goes by fast.
Going to be another heatwave here today.I went out this morning to leave for work and it was like walking into a sauna,horrible.It rained so hard last night it looked like a hurricane was hitting us.The rain was blowing so hard.Glad I was tucked away inside with no place I had to be.It's like the time we got stuck in the rain coming out of Walmart.Alot of systems out in the tropics but nothing heading our way.Thank the Dear Lord.
I got home from work and Judy had started dinner so we ate early.I layed down for about an hour after dinner so I could stay awake to watch the Batchelor Pad finally. Was pretty good, we knew who was going to win before the show started.It was a new program and I liked watching it.It's the only time I watch television,other than the news.
You know how we used to watch the Biggest Loser well Judy and I got stuck on this Batchelor Pad the same way.All over now until they think of something to replace it.Well my love I have to get to work now,always remember how much I Love and Miss you. ~ Forever and always your love ~ Carol
~ Good morning my sweet love ~
Well today's Monday and as usual a nut house here.Wish at times I didn't have to work.The week drags along and the weekends fly by.
Not much of anything else going on around Lehigh. Went out with Judy to the Moose Lodge on Sat. night and it was so crowded and smokey in that place I couldn't breath.My eyes were burning out of my head.They really should ban smoking at those clubs to. Make everyone go outside to smoke if they want to smoke. The band that was supposed to be there wasn't scheduled until next Sat. they made a mistake on the calendar. So I doubt I'll go back to that place.
I don't enjoy myself going out any more without you honey.It's just not the same.I don't get up to dance I just watch everyone else and wish my dancing partner was with me.That will never happen so why do I go. Everyone tells me you have to go to places you and I used to go to but it hurts so bad not having you with me.I just sit and want you so badly.When a favorite song of ours comes on it only makes me sad all over again.So I don't know what to do.
I will never get used to not having you around.I had some pictures of you blown up to put in frames in our room.So now I get to look at that big beautiful smile from our bed.I just love and miss you so much honey.You made me the luckiest woman in the world the day we got married. I just wish we weren't so stubborn about the whole Idea of getting married sooner.I guess thats what bad marriages do to people.I know I was the lucky lady and I know for a fact you felt the same way.Whether we were married or not we were definately the extremely happy couple.Our love was so strong and sincere.
My gentle honey with the most passionate pair of hands ever put on me.So filled with love and romance is what I adored about you most. You'll be my love till the day were joined back together. I love and miss you with all my heart honey. ~ Forever and always your love ~ Carol
~Hi my Sweetness~
Have some extra time to say hello to my special man. Well today marks the anniversary of 911, so sad. after nine years it still is so heartbreaking to see what those poor Families had to and are still going through. Absolutely uncalled for thats for sure. I just hope that some day they can all find some kind of peace whithin themselves. I know how hard it is to lose someone you love so much. A natural death is bad enough but the way these poor people lost their loved ones is devastating.
Well my Darling the heat index reaches again in the three digit mark. It's so blasted hot out you can't do anything outside. I was out there for awhile until I got overheated and came inside.All I did was weed your garden alittle bit and add water to the pool. I went in the pool for alittle bit and now back in the house.Think I'm going to take a nap.Sure wish I had my lovable husband to lay down next to me and cuddle. I love you Darling so very much.Judy and I went to a club here in town last night. We met Ron & his wife and Margarita from work there. It was nice they sang Karaoke, not for me. They had alot of really good people there though. They sang very well.I was so suprised. Dan and his wife Marylou were there also. Thats the couple that hangs out with Ron and Carol. He said he has a sister that looks just like me. Nice people.Well my love I will be back on here tomorrow.Never forget how much I love and miss you.~ Forever and always your love~ Carol
~ Good morning my Love ~
Just got finished going through some our pictures.We were the happiest couple in the room when we were out. Always laughing and having a wonderful time. With you who could possibly be sad, you always had the crowds roaring with laughter. So many wonderful memories we shared and so glad I have the pictures to see what great times we had.I look at them and it takes me right back to the moment.Love was definately in the air when we were in the room. I just sit and dream of all the things we did and places we went to and people we met as a couple. Absolute priceless memories honey. We were so right for one another. A strong bond was there thats for sure. I miss coming home to you so much. So empty inside of me.
I'm so glad I had this website done, because it sure helps me out as far as being able to communicate with you. I talked to you on here because it gives me some kind of releif knowing there is a way to communicate.
I know people think I'm crazy but the heck with what people think it makes me happy to do this. Honey always remember our wonderful life we shared and how much I love and miss you. ~ Forever and always your love ~ Carol
~ Good morning Darling ~
I woke up early this morning and thought it would be nice to visit my honey early. It's been crazy at work and sometimes impossible to get on my computer.With Lennar Homes building in there, it's pretty busy.
I don't have alot of time but I do want to tell my Darling Husband I Love and miss him with all my heart.
I dream of the day were going to be together again. I want to wrap my arms around you and whisper all the things we talked about when you were here.Just to touch you and hold you in my arms will be comforting. I just need your love honey and for you to tell me how much you love me.
I know I will love and miss you with all my heart until we are together again. ~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good night my Love~
I took my laptop to work but never got the chance to even take it out of the case.It's been very busy at work with all the building going on there. I like to come in here in the morning. But that hasn't been easy lately.
I'm showered and ready for bed and thought I would say good night to my most precious Honey.
More rain today but not as bad as yesterday.
I love you Darling with all of my heart and soul. I miss you everyday more and more. I look at that beautiful smile of yours and just want to kiss those lucious lips of yours. Your so precious and was the most romantic man I ever met. I miss that so much.Well honey I will try to get on here again in the morning. Don't ever forget how much I Love and Miss you.~Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~ Good morning Sweetheart ~
I guess you could see I had a pretty rough day yesterday.I know I'll never get over not having you here. It seems like I try really hard to move on but there's a reason why I can't.I can't live without you honey, I have such an empty feeling inside of me and it will never go away. Our love was so strong and we were bonded together with the great love we shared.I'll say this forever honey there will be no other like you. You were so special to me.
I spoke to Jamie last night and she was telling me Elyssa told her she had to call her Boss and tell her" I'm not coming to work today because I'm staying home with my baby I love so, so much and not to get mad ". She's something else. Always coming up with something to make us laugh. She's so cute.
I spoke to Brook yesterday to and she was being bad and wouldn't talk to me at first because she thought I would be mad at her. Finally she came to the phone and I told her she better be good or she wasn't going to get the present I am mailing to her. She said why do you have to mail it just bring it to our house or we will go to your house. They all think we live ten minutes from one another. Marissa was being a stinker and wouldn't talk to me.
We had a really bad thunder storm rip through here last night. Boy did it ever rain. The satelite dish kept going out as usual.Watched one program and off to bed I went.
Darlene called me this morning and I guess Randy's infection isn't gone away yet. He has an appointment with the infectionest dease Dr. tomorrow.
I guess Darlene is about to give that Dr. a piece of her mind.
So my love what will I do here for the rest of my life without you to share it with ? I can't get focused on my home life because theres a piece missing and it just hurts so bad.I never realized just how much two people could love each other so much until I met you. You were my one and only Darling.So special in so many ways. Like I've said before God sent you to me as my Guardian Angel,and Lord do I ever miss you. I love and miss you with every bit of my heart honey. ~ Forever and always your love ~ Carol
~ Hello my Precious Honey ~
Thought I would have gotten a chance to write to you earlier but that didn't happen. I'm trying to get alot of things done at work that has to be put back into our new computer. We lost alot of programs when we got a virus. So I went to another source for info but it's very time consuming. I'm hoping it will get finished this week, thats my plan anyways.
Well went down to the Beach with Judy and Gena for the weekend. It was so hot, especially yesterday. Thought I was going to cook. Gena fried shes burnt. This isn't my Grandaughter Gena I'm talking about it's Judy's friend Gena.
We had a good time but not like the times we shared down there. All I think about is us and how much we loved it down at the Beach. I love and miss you so much honey and it tears me up inside not having you here.
I watch videos and look at pictures just to feel the closeness of you. I want to wrap my arms around you and I can't honey. It makes me so sad. I want you here with me so bad. Why is what I ask the Dear Lord does he take all the good people? We loved each other so,so much and were so good for one another. I just can't stand not being with you. I miss and love you more than anything in this World honey.
I don't have anyone I can talk to the way we used to. You were a wonderful Husband and I adored everything about you. Our relationship was perfect. We loved each other from our hearts. It was so special.
I'll love and miss you forever honey.
~ Forever and always your love ~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Well Friday is finally here,I'm so tired out.A very busy week for me here at work.
It's now Labor Day weekend and just want to relax. I might go down to the beach on Sat. if it doesn't rain.Other than that nothing else planned.To busy on the roads to drive up to see the kids.I would give anything to have you here with me so we can do something together.I love and miss you so much honey.
I haven't heard from Darlene since last week sometime. Guess Randy is still recovering.
I spoke to my sister Shirley last night and she wants to come down so bad.Maybe towards the end of the month or in Oct. not sure yet. Niki will be here in a couple of weeks, he has a Funeral Service to go to.Jamie may come with him. I hope she can,I miss her so much to. Well my precious Husband I will talk to you later. I have a couple of things to do here at work before I leave. Always remember how much I love and miss you.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning my handsome Husband~
Sorry I never got in here on Wed. I was training someone all day and we were extremely busy to boot.
I was glad to see my last posting actually posted. I have been losing some of them and don't know why.
Judy's friend Gena is visiting for a few days,nice that Judy has some company.Their taking a ride into Ft. Myers this morning. Laura has eye surgery so Judy's taking her for her appointment.
Well my love there have been quite a few storms out in the waters lately and right now a cat. 4 is supposed to make land fall in N.C. and continue up the Eastern sea board.I'm alittle worried because Jamie lives closest to the shorline.It's not looking to good for Northeastern states that border the water.I know your kids are there also.Hopefully its just a rainmaker for all of them. I'll tell you we have been so lucky so far this season but theres another one brewing that we all have to watch.So far they have been in the northwest pattern and turnig away from us.Thank God, I will be petrified by myself through one of them.I don't want to talk about that anymore,I might jinx myself.
Honey you do know how much I love and miss you.It just breaks my heart in pieces knowing we aren't together.I miss everything about you sweetie.I felt so secure and safe in your arms. I thank God every single day for having met you. You made my life so complete.I couldn't have loved you more if I tried. We were THE Perfect Couple. We used to laugh so hard we'd cry. Remember when we went to see the Longest Yard. Our faces hurt from laughing so much, not to mention our stomachs.We were always laughing and had the greatest times no matter what we did, we found joy and laughter.Even yard work we'd have a fun time.There will be no other like you my Darling ever.
I'm still trying to get the pool area done the way we talked about.I'm getting there.We've had so much rain lately by the time I get home it's usually pouring out.I remember how we had our special moments together out on our Lanai at the rental house. It was so peacefull and I enjoyed all our times together out there.The memories just flow through my head and I Love and miss you so very much!!!
~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
I don't know whats happening with this site but my post from yesterday never got posted. This is crazy,I write to you and lose it.
Hopefully this one doesn't end up in Cyber space somewhere.
It upsets me that it didn't get posted.Here I bleed my heart out and for what " someone else to read ".
Well yesterday was alittle hectic around here, first day back and busy with Payroll and Scheduling to do also.I was so tired when I got home.
But I stayed up to watch a program until 10 and when I was heading to bed,I got such pain in my left forearm. It's been happening quite abit and I take Ibuprophen for it. I'm not sure if its the Fibromylgia or something else. I don't even know if I spelled that correctly.
Well I spoke to Darlene and Randy is out of the Hospital.He cut his leg on his scooter and ended up with Mersa again. That poor guy will never get rid of that because of his Diabeties.
I spoke to Jamie and Elyssa started school full days now.She was so upset at lunch time she didn't eat her lunch. Shes so close to Jamie and it rips her apart not to have her around.Shes a smarty though as you already know. Shes so tiny, like Jamie was at that age.She told Niki he was the bestest brother ever in the whole world and he was so handsome.She loves he brother thats for sure.
I spoke to all the kids on Sunday and Brook loves school. Marissa said Nannie where are you and when I told her home, she said whose at your house.That was about it for her.Thomas was trying to talk, he says alot of things but not quite sure about the sentences yet.
My precious Husband I love and miss you dearly. Your all everyone talks about, they all loved you honey.I know its hard for them to understand being so young. But that doesn't stop them from loving you.We all miss you so,so much. I can honestly say you are the love I thought I'd never see in my lifetime.Like I always told you God sent me a Guardian Angel when we met.You were such a wonderful man honey and the Dear Lord knows how much I love and miss you.I just never pictured living without you.Thats what hurts so much.We needed to spend more of our lives together.I can't even write it without getting all choked up.I will love you forever with all of my heart. Your beautiful smile is what keeps me going.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Again I posted something and lost it. I wasn't on here but for one day and lost what I posted.
Well Jamie and family are back home safe and sound. What a horrible week here nothing but RAIN,RAIN AND MORE RAIN !!! I was on vacation last week and it really was stinky weather. I felt bad for Jamie and them because we didn't get to do a whole lot because of the weather.
We did squeeze in Busch Gardens without rain but honey as we were walking towards the front gates it started pouring down rain.And rained the rest of the week.
Rain or no rain it was nice seeing Jamie and the kids. I miss them so much, sure wish they lived down here.I miss you to my Darling so very much. I find it very hard to actually enjoy myself without you honey.I love you so much and I'm so used to being and doing things together with you. You were my life honey honestly.I would give the world if only I could turn back the clock just to hold you in my arms again. I miss you so much honey and I know it will never change as long as were apart from one another.
Oh by the way Brook started School last week and did very well.The first day was rough for her but the rest of the week was good.I talked to Tommy and he said she loves it.Now Marissa will be the one picking on Thomas. He's so cute honey and is getting so big.Nicole told me that Marissa is taking Brooks place and is always picking on him.You wait one of these days he'll pay them both back.
Well my precious love I have to get to bed. I will be back to my regular schedule again and will be here to visit you.I love and miss you with all my heart.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~ Good morning my handsome Husband~
Well finally Friday is here. Jamie and the family will be here at 11:00 A.M.,they can enjoy the pool while Mama works for a few hours. I'm tired and shouldn't be I was in bed early.
So my Love nothing much has changed around here same ole' things happening. The Weather has been so blasted hot,almost everyday the feel like temp. is in the low 100's. Yesterday was 106 degrees.Sweltering to say the least.By the time I get home it's thunderstorm time so I don't get to enjoy the pool after work. It's always raining by then.
Well I'm so proud of Tommy, he quit smoking cold turkey. Didn't think he had it in him but he sure fooled me.I guess I'm next in line. I told him if he quit I would so I'm sure going to try hard.
The kids want to go to Busch Gardens on Sunday. I don't know if I can walk that place, "Remember Universal", I hurt for an entire week.I won't be pushing a baby stroller this time so maybe I can do it. I just wish you were with me honey. God I miss you so much. One of our songs came on the radio on my way to work this morning
"Lady",needless to say I cried.That song just stabs me in the heart and makes me miss you even more.I love you so much and miss you more everyday my Darling.
I don't know if I'll get on the Computer much in the upcoming week with everyone here, but I'm sure going to try.
This doesn't mean I stopped thinking of you because that will never happen.I will love and miss you every single day of my life.Never forget just how much I Love and Miss you my love.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~ Good morning my sweet love~
Today is going by pretty fast and just tomorrow and finally getting a break from this place. Can't wait to see Jamie.They get in at 11:00 in the morning.Judy will be picking them up for me.
I just wish you were here honey, I'd give my right arm to have you by my side right now.I love you so much and it hurts so bad not having you home with me.I miss you more everyday. Why do things like this happen to all the good people is a question I would love to have answered.You never deserved this honey your a wonderful man and a Husband I absolutely adored. I never loved anyone like I love you.We were and will always be the perfect couple.Our memories will live far beyond life it self. Honey were going to be back in each others arms again one day you'll see.
Always remember the love I have for you and how much I miss you.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning love~
I was in here earlier and said all I wanted to say, and hit the wrong key and it disappeared. So here it is again my Darling.
I just wanted to tell you I had a much better night last night and so far today is going good. I was in bed at 8:30 P.M. last night and woke up before the alarm actually went off.
I'm on Vacation next week when Jamie and them are here. This one I get paid for anyways. Would give anything to have you with me for the time I'm off. I just Love and miss you so much.
Everywheres I turn the Memories come back to me.They are wonderful memories to Darling and it's because I share them with such a beautiful loving Husband.You were so precious to me honey and I always wanted to make you Happy. I'm just glad I had the time with you that I had. You meant the World to me and I know you deserved every bit of the pampering you got from me.You did your share for me honey and we just were so in love.What a perfect match we made.
My cousin you met in Ct. from Maine just found out that you went to Heaven and was so upset for not being told sooner.I told you I barely go online any more.So I haven't talked to people out of State.I felt bad that I didn't even think to tell her.
Well my most Precious Love I'm going to start getting ready to get out of here. I love and miss you with all my heart Darling.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
I'm so sorry for your loss. I just now found out here on facebook! Shows how much I get on here or my e-mails. When did this happen? Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I didn't know Frank that well, but he seemed like a wonderful person and sure made you happy. Again, our sympathies. Tom, Nan and family.
~Good morning my loving Husband~
Had a rough day and night I was still hurting when I went to bed last night.I took a Tylenol PM and was fast to sleep. I woke up and not to much pain.So far it's bearable.
So my most precious love just want to tell you I love and miss you with all my heart.I just can't get used to not having you at home with me. I'm so lost without you honey and that empty feeling inside of me will never go away.It's as though I lost one of my vital organs. I did sweetie my "Heart". You have it Darling with you. I'm so glad as I said before that I took alot of pictures. Looking at them is how I move forward. Never really realized just how many Memories we shared until now. I try to look back and revisit places we've been to see if maybe I can handle the fact that your just not here anymore but it's so painfull honey. I get very sad, I lost my dancing partner and don't even have the desire to dance without you. So when us Girls went out I sat and watched everyone else dance. This really,really stinks without you.
I know your at my side and watching over me, so really isn't any need to get into that,you can see for yourself.You'll be my one true love forever my sweet love.If only I had the power to turn back the time just so I could give you the biggest hug and kiss ever. Not that I would ever want you to go through what you went through all over again.I'd need the power to heal as well. Just remember honey one day we will be together again.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good Morning my Darling~
I've had a long hard week with work and having all the kids here for a week has played a toll on me. They went home yesterday. I love all my babies but they really tire Gramma out.
My back and hip hurts so bad right now. I didn't think I would beable to get outta bed this morning. I'm getting old Honey. So stiff and the pain in my hip is killing me.
I told Judy we'd have a week to rest and then Jamie and the Family will be here. But it's actually four days.
Can't wait for Vacation,,I truly need it. I need alot of relaxation time. Don't know how much I'll get with company coming, but I'll manage as I always do.
I wish you were here to enjoy everyone with me.Honey I love and miss you so,so much.I go home and wish you were there to greet me with that beautiful smile and tender arms. You were the best hugger to honey.I always felt comfort and security in your arms. But most of all the quiet times we spent together aren't replaceable. I'll love you forever and you know this already.
My Brother Joe and his wife Debbie thought there was something wrong with me. The reason for them thinking this is I stopped playing all my Farms and Cafe' World. I go on the Computer just to visit you my darling and thats all that matters.
Well my most precios love, I'm going to get back to work. I love and miss you with all my heart honey. ~Always and forever your love~ Carol
~Hello my Love~
Good morning to you. Looks like another hot and humid day for us here. Sometimes I think were living in hell it's so hot. Been weird weather all over this Country this year.
Well Tommy,Nicole and the kids are leaving today heading back home. Tommy finally got some Vacation time. I guess their taking the kids to the Beach and to Sea World. They love Sea World.
He's been doing really well with work. He's in another magazine and another one interviewed him last week. One of these days his going to get the recognition he deserves. And finally make what he should be making.
Jamie is getting all excited to come back down. Only 8 more days until their here. I truly wish they all lived here. I miss them so much.
Well Gena will be back to School on the 23rd. already Summer is ending for her. She says Summer is to short. I'm so proud of my Grandkids, their so smart and so good. They miss you to Honey so much. Are always asking about you. Brook told me you were in Heaven with Sheikra(their puppy that died)and Poppy Tom.
Well my love just about covered everything. Haven't heard much from Darlene and Randy. They don't call or come around anymore.If I don't call I never hear from them.
Just remember my Darling Husband how very much I Love and Miss you.keep smiling upon me because thats what keeps me moving forward. ~ Forever and always your Love ~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
I'm looking at your Beautiful smile and it absolutely melts my heart. You are the love of my life, I know I've said it a million times but it's true. I thank the Dear Lord everyday for bringing you into my life. You were the absolute perfect Husband. I know alot of people were envious of our relationship. It was so loving and caring.
My precious love you'll be forever. I just want those arms wrapped around me. I miss and love you so much. Our memories is what I have and there's alot of them honey. ~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
What a day I had yesterday.My relief never showed up and I was here until 5:00 P.M. last night.Glad thats over with.
Well my sweet darling Husband I just want to tell you how much I love you which is more than anyone could ever imagine.I just miss all the great moments we shared and the wonderful conversations we had.We understood each other completely.When I say you were my soul mate you were just that. I wouldn't have traded our relationship for anything in the world. It was flawless honey and we shared a love like no other. My precious love is what you are and always will be.I always said we could be perfect role models on how to stay in love and treat one another. Never a bitter word did either one of us have towards each other. This is what true love is all about honey and we had it.
My love will be endless for you Darling and I will miss you forever and ever.The memories will last a lifetime. ~Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~ Hi my darling Husband ~
Well I took the ultimate test this weekend. Went down to our favorite place " The Beach ". Well just to let you know it wasn't the same at all. Everywhere's I looked was nothing but memories. I miss you so much honey, more than you could possibly imagine. You were and always will be my life, whether your visible to me or not. Your by my side where ever I go. The memoreis will last for an eternity.
I Love and Miss you with all my Heart honey and don't ever forget it.
~ Forever and always your Love~ Carol
God bless you Frank, you were a dear man and a loving husband who made our Aunt Carol so happy that she absolutely glowed all the time. We all miss you and hope you are resting well in Heaven friend.
~ Hello my wonderful Husband ~
Had a terrible day today, not feeling to good. Went to the Dr. and I have to go for an ultrasound tomorrow.I'm having alot of pain in my right leg.Could be a number of things but they want to check to make sure I don't have a blood clot behind my knee.
Well my sweet honey I have to run to the store and pick up some things. I will be back in here later. I love you sweetheart and miss you more everyday. ~Always and forever your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Just starting out my day and as usual you are on my mind.I didn't sleep well at all last night,missing you lying next to me is really going to drive me nuts.I try to just drift off but all the memories we share just keep running through my head.I miss you so much honey and it's so hard not having you here with me. What people don't realize is just how much we loved each other and how close we were. This is why it's so hard for me trying to live without you. You were my everything honey and will always be in my heart.
Well I'm going to get to work here. Always remember how much I Love and Miss you sweetheart. ~Always and forever your Love~ Carol
` Good evening my Love~
Just getting ready to eat and thought I would say hello to my precious Husband.I've been so busy at work I don't even get a chance to go on my computer so I leave it home.
It's pouring down rain, like this everyday.Rainy season has arrived. I hate it. At least it holds off long enough for me to get home,so I don't have to drive in it.I tried to take alittle nap after I took my shower but I couldn't sleep so decided to get up and get dinner ready.
I want to watch the finally of the Batchelorette,if I can stay awake for it.
My Darling I just love and miss you so much.Your beautiful smile,tender touch and the softest heart ever.I can't wait to be back in your arms again,I know this will happen because it was meant to be this way.The Dear Lord is taking good care of you and I know your here by my side. I just want to beable to hold you in my arms again, I miss that so much.I will Love and Miss you forever my Sweet Husband. ~Always and Forever your Love~ Carol
~Hello My dearest Husband~
Just want to say hello to my Darling before my day ends. I have a couple of errands to run and going to stop by to see Gene and family. The weekends as you know fly by. I try to get everything done in just two short days and before I know it the weekend is over.Back to work tomorrow.
Well my most precious Love I will be back here tomorrow.
Always remember how much I Love and Miss you. Your the Husband I will never,ever forget. Your beautiful smile keeps me moving forward.~Always and Forever my Love~ Carol
~Good evening my Sweetness~
Hello my Darling. Just thought I would visit you and tell you how much I love and miss you.Which is very,very much.
Another very hot and humid day here.Went outside to do some yard work and it was so hot I went back inside.It's been unusually hot this summer and I'm sure were going to get a very cold winter again this year.
Tommy,Nicole and the kids came by for alittle bit before heading home. Nicole's Mom had all three of the kids for a week so they could get the house repainted inside.I of course was working so I didn't get to have them at all.
Judy,Pat and I went to the Legion last night for a couple of hours to listen to all the people make fools of themselves trying to sing. I was sadden when some of our songs were played. Mustang Sally was one of them. You remember how everyone played that for us.I miss you so much honey and the emptiness inside of me just breaks my heart.I Love you so much and its so hard to go through life without you. We loved each other so much. I continue to look at our pictures and all the memories just flash through my head. Another day passes without my true love by my side.~Forever and always my Love~ Carol
~Hi my Darling~
Good morning honey. Another sweltering day here in sunny Florida. It's been unbearable here.So,so hot.
I miss you so much honey and it's not any easier today than it was two months ago. I will never get used to coming home to your beautiful smile everyday and not seeing you there waiting for me.It's so heartbreaking.I honestly think I wouldn't have made it this far if it weren't for pictures and the abundance of wonderful memories we shared. I just Love you so much and miss you with all my heart. I know your waiting for me and someday we will be together again.
Everyone is doing good. Jamie and her Family will be coming for a visit in a few weeks. I can't wait, I miss her so much and would be so nice if she were closer.
Tommy has done very well with his job,he's been in alot of magazines and has another interview with another publisher this morning.I'm so proud of him.
Gene is keeping busy and I'm still getting him work lined up when ever I can. They have done alot of work with the property they bought and it keeps poor Gina very busy.Gena is getting ready to go back to school soon.
Niki has been in Florida all summer and I haven't seen him yet. He'll be coming when Jamie gets here.
Elyssa asks for you alot and knows your with God and she says she talks about you often.
Brook & Marissa miss you and Thomas is growing like a weed.When they first came down Brook asked me where you were and I sat her down and talked to her the best I could to explain why she can't see you anymore. Marissa is alittle young yet to grasp what I was saying. I know one thing these kids will never forget you,they loved you very much. Well my precious Husband I should get back to work here, pretty slow right now so I took advantage of it. Always remember how much I Love and miss you. ~Forever and always your love~ Carol
I wrote in here yesterday but why it didn't post is beyond me. There was a beautiful Poem that Vivian gave me I wanted to share with you.So I wrote it on here,and was disappointed it didn't get posted.Maybe it's something I wasn't supposed to put on here. It was so beautiful and I just wanted to share it with you.
Well what ever the reason I don't want to put it in here because if they don't put it on here than I lose everything else I wrote to you.
I did tell you I went up to see the kids over the weekend and never took my Laptop with me.So I wasn't online all weekend. The kids are growing so fast and miss you very much.
Well honey I can tell you everyday of my life how much I love and miss you. You were my life and it just breaks my heart not having you here.I just want to hold you and kiss your beautiful soft gentle lips.I love and miss you so very,very much !!! ~Forever and always my Love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
I got up this morning and it feels like I didn't even sleep.I went to bed at nine.I'm going to see my Dr. soon,maybe she can tell me whats going on with me.I know it's because your not here with me.So what do I do? If I could reverse it all I would.Oh honey I just miss you all the way around.I never would have thought things would be like this.I know we have to prepare ourselves for the unthinkable,but we are never prepared to lose the Love of our life.
When I go home I can feel you all around me but can't kiss and touch you. Things are not the same without your open arms to come home to.I look at your beautiful smile and just long for you to wrap your arms around me.I just miss and love you so very,very much.I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day.~Forever and always my Love will be with you~ Carol
~Good morning my Darling Husband~
Didn't realize I never posted anything in here yesterday. Was pretty busy and I didn't go online at home.I was in bed with the birds last night. I'm always tired honey.
I am taking something to help me sleep but I think my mind doesn't get the rest it needs.It never shuts down.
I miss the one and only true love of my life and thats all there is to it.I love you so much honey.I hope your with your Mom and Dad, that you loved so much.I'm counting on meeting them some day and want you to meet my parents and my special little sister.
You will love them as much as they will you.Just wish they could have met you here,so they could've seen how much we loved one another.
Always remember my precious husband how much I love and miss you.Today I ask the Dear Lord to see me through another day.~Forever and always your love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
You helped me fill my life with so many good things-dreams to share special moments we discovered,warm feelings we cherished and a lasting kind of love filled my heart...All these things made me realize how wonderful life was,sharing it with you my dear Husband.All the joy you brought to me I will hold onto forever.Your smile is something I'll always see,whether my eyes are opened or closed,that warm gentle touch was amazing honey. I love you like no other and will continue to do so.I ask the Dear lord to get me through another day. ~ Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~ Good morning my Love ~
No matter how busy we got, we always made time for you and me and the wonderful love we shared.
More than anything else I wanted to make you happier than you ever were before we met,and give to you the things that you truly deserved.Now I know that I did just that. Our love was like no other honey and could never be replaced.
No one could even imagine the kind of love we shared. We were true to one another and thats what our love was built on. All the wonderful things we shared will never leave my mind.As we said before we found out what real love was all about. No trading a second of the times we had.I love you and miss you with all my heart honey and know one day we will be back in each others arms.~ I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day.
~Forever and always my love~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
All I wanted was to love you forever.To wake up every morning with you by my side,knowing that no matter what happened
I'd be able to come home to your loving arms.All I wanted was to share everything with you...to talk to you about our ideas..our dreams,the little everyday things that made us laugh,and the not so little things that we couldn't help worrying about.All I wanted was to give you my love...as a place you could always come to for acceptance or the simple comfort that silence would have brought when things that were left unspoken could still be understood.All I wanted was to grow old with you to watch our lives unfold,our dreams,one by one come true.
To Love you and cherish you for the rest of our lives.But our Dear Lord had different plans for us sweetheart.
I will love and miss you forever and always.I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day.~Forever and always my Love~ Carol
~ Good morning my love~
I wouldn't change a thing...not a second...not a syllable...not one smile or sorrow of all we've shared over the years.
Maybe life has changed a bit but not one thing I've loved about you since the beginning will ever change.
Your eyes still see so deep into my soul...
Your smile still lifts my spirits...Your arms made me feel secure and loved.You were the love of my live,and nothing will ever change how much I've always loved you.
Honey you were and still are so precious to me.I just love and miss all our moments together.I look at your beautiful smile and it just melts my heart.I will love you Forever my Darling Husband, and miss you more each day.I ask the Dear Lord to see me through all the rough times I'm having without you by my side, and to get through another day. ~Forever and always my Love~ Carol
~Hello my Sweet Darling Husband~
You came into my life unexpectedly,and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes,your laugh,and the kindness you showed me all became a part of my life.
As you unfolded yourself to me,I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart.I can't tell you how nice that felt. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you my Darling Husband. I will love and miss you with all my heart forever. Today I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day and night. ~ Forever and always my love ~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I came across some of the Beautiful Cards I gave you and this is one of my favorites:
I love waking up with you...
I love having a quite moment together before a busy day begins to linger over a good-morning kiss,to smile a special smile just for you.
I love thinking about you during the day and knowing that no matter what,we'll be there for each other at the end of the day.
I love unwinding with you in the evening...just taking the time to get back in touch with what's really important to us-each other.
And I love ending the day in your arms,filled with a sense of well-being and the joy of our love.
This my sweet love says it all and is why I love and miss you so very,very much.I ask the Dear lord for another day.~Forever and always my love~ Carol
Not a day will pass that I don't have you on my mind. All I think about is you.
Your Oak tree is looking really nice,I planted alot of flowers and plants around it. Looks so pretty.It keeps me busy always putting new flowers or plants around it.I always enjoyed to be outside anyways you know that.
I'm praying if we get a frost this year it doesn't kill anything in there. I Love and Miss you so much honey and if this pacifies me working outside I will do it.Your my one and only love Darling and I am so empty inside.I will never stop missing you.
Well my love I ask the Dear Lord for another day and night. ~ Forever and always my love~ Carol
~Hello my sweet Darling~
Just wanted to tell you how much I Love You and Miss you terribly.So lonely around here.I don't know what I'd do if it weren't for my kids.I have them to love and be loved by thank God.When I get really lonely I call them if they haven't called me yet and they try to cheer me up as much as possible.
I'm still looking at all our Videos and pictures.It makes me so happy to see how happy we were.
Do you remember Vivian at Dr. Kim's Office,with her Mother that carried the doll babies around with her ? She calls me often and we finally met up and had Dinner together.Such a sweetheart she is.I'm saying alot of prayers for her right now to that her radiation helped her.She's so worried that if she doesn't make it her Mom will be left alone.
I will help her as much as I can and give her alot of support.A wonderful new Friend to have.
Well my sweet Husband guess I should try to eat something here.I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another Day and night.I love and miss you with all my heart honey.~Forever your Love always~ Carol
~ Good Morning My Dear Sweet Husband ~
A long lonely night last night,can't sleep without you my sweetheart.I stay up longer than usual hoping to exhaust myself but that doesn't work either, just makes me more tired the next day.
I can't stand not being with you honey it's driving me nuts.I love and miss you with all my heart.
Having Friends and Family around is like putting on a bandaid. After their gone the pain is still there. I thought going back to work would be helpful and keep my mind occupied enough to function.I was wrong. Because when I go to bed at night it is probably the hardest thing for me,all my thoughts run through my head.I guess this is what happens when your so close to someone you loved so dearly.I love and Miss you my dearest Husband and ask the Dear Lord for another Day and night.~Forever your Love always~ Carol
`Good morning my Love~
Thought I would try to get on here early, before it gets to busy.I could talk all day but the same things keep coming back to me.Just how strong of a relationship we had. We loved each other with our Hearts honey and would do anything for one another.All the little things I did for you and you were so appreciative.I would do it all over and over again if I could just be with you.I Love and Miss you with all my heart.If people only knew how I feel inside,the emptiness will never go away.I long to hold you in my arms everynight.I want you to sweep me off my feet up on that dance floor,just like we used to do.We were so right for one another.If only we could go back in time huh? Well we can honey with all the Beautiful Memories we were so fortunate to have shared.Well my Sweet Love again I ask the Dear Lord to get me through each day and night. ~ Forever your Love always ~ Carol
~ Hello Honey ~
At work and it finally slowed down a bit so I wanted to make sure I visited you today.Well not much happening around this place.All I know is I'm still walking around with this big empty feeling inside of me.I honestly don't know what I'd do if I couldn't look at you everyday.I just miss and love you so much honey.I hope you'll never get tired of hearing this from me,because your going to hear it for a very,very long time.My heart beats for you my Darling forever.
I never thought it would all happen like this and it just rips me apart that we can't be together.But as you know your in my Heart always.I never in my life have loved anyone like I love you.You were so precious to me.I Love and Miss you with all my heart honey and I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day & night. ~ Forever your Love always~ Carol
Hi My Sweet Love~
A horrible very wet weekend here.Not a very nice 4th.of July. Not that it matters much to me, but the kids were looking forward to the Celebration. I think everywheres in this area cancelled because of the rain.
Just another weekend to me. Can't celebrate it with my Honey so it's not important to me anymore. Remember when we laid out on the lounge chairs where we used to live to watch the Fireworks? Never had to leave our house basically, which was nice.There are so many memories.I miss you so,so much.
I love looking at our Pictures just to see that beautiful smile of yours.I just love you so much honey and I will never, ever forget all the beautiful moments we shared. I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day & night. ~ Forever your Love always~ Carol
~Good morning Darling~
Well honey I was able to sleep last night finally.I had to take a Tylenol P.M. to sleep.I don't want to have to rely on these to get me to sleep. Maybe in time I will overcome this, who knows. All I know is I have never missed anyone as much as I miss you in a long, long time. You put the sparkle in my eye and it will always glisten for you. I just love you so much. I thank God everyday for bringing us together.I say it daily what a Special person God has given me "My Guardian Angel". Anyone that truely knew you would say no different. Wonderful is a good choice. Just the sweetest,kindess man I have ever met. I love and miss you dearly Honey.~Forever your Love always~ Carol
~ Good morning my Sweet Love ~
Another very restless night. I'm having such a hard time sleeping without you by my side Honey. I'm so used to falling asleep next to you holding hands and just talking about our day. God only knows how much I Love & Miss you. As the days go on I pray that the Dear Lord will get me through each day. I think I need to ask him to get me through each night also. I'm just so lost without you Baby. I'm so proud to say how much I love my Dear Husband,you were my life. I know we'll be together again someday because we were meant to be together. I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day and night. ~ Forever your love always~ Carol
~Good Morning Sweetheart~
Another night of tossing and turning. Honey I can't sleep without you by my side.I don't know if it will ever change.I knew it was going to be like this because we were so close.I can't help but miss you so much.I miss our talks at night and just drifting off holding each others hand.I love you so much honey and miss you terribly.Your my love and I will hold onto that FOREVER.I wish everyone could have a relationship like ours.Was definately the perfect one.Again I ask the Dear Lord to see me through another day.~ Forever my Love always~ Carol
~ Good Morning My Love~
Well the sun is shining bright,just like your bright sunny smile honey.Hot as the dickens and the humidity you could cut with a knife,it's so thick.
I guess you know how it is at this time of year. I miss all our times at the Beach together (Our favorite place).We had alot of great times there and at the Parrot Key.I look at the pictures of you dancing with that little girl who was up there all by herself looking for a partner to dance with and you went right up to her.That sure put a smile on her face.My dancing darling always made everyone feel special.That's what I love most about you.You were such a caring and loving person.You changed my whole life honey when I met you. Who would have ever thought that we would have become a couple huh? You were my best Friend.But it wouldn't have been no other way.We fell in love and it felt so right and wonderful.Like we used to tell one another all the time we were meant for each other.The day we were married was the Happiest day yet for us. I ask the Dear Lord to see me through another day.I love and miss you with everything I have honey.~Forever and always your Love~Carol
~Good morning my Sweet Darling~
Another rough night trying to sleep. I haven't been able to sleep well lately.I just can't get used to the fact that your gone.I continously watch Videos and go through all our pictures,I miss you so very much.I'm lost without you honey.Nothing is going to fill that hollow feeling inside of me.Everyone tries to keep me busy and my mind occupied but it's not going to work.We were so close and I feel a million miles away from you. Thats why I look at Videos and our pictures to bring us together again.It's already over a month and I just can't get focused without you. You were my life and I just love and miss you so very much.I ask the Dear Lord to see me through another Day.My love will live on forever for you my Darling Husband. ~ Forever and always your Love ~ Carol
~Good morning my Darling~
The sun isn't as bright as your beautiful smile honey. I am so grateful that we had alot of flawless memories together.I look at pictures and watch Videos,just to bring me back in time with you honey.We were so happy and good for one another.I ask the Dear Lord to get me through each day, which isn't easy without you.I just love and miss you so much.Your my one true love for sure. ~ Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Another day has passed,and that empty feeling is still with me.It's never going to change honey with out you.My heart is with you.I love and miss you more each day Baby. I watched a bunch of Video's earlier and to hear your voice and see your beautiful smile gave me such a warm feeling inside.I just want to squeeze you tight and hold you in my arms again.You were my Life Darling and I was yours.Please Dear Lord see me through another day. ~Forever and always your Love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
A couple of days ago I was telling you how I keep coming across the little notes that we used to leave for one another each morning to read. This is one I came across from you:
Sweetheart you are my life, I love you with all my heart, Love & Kisses, Me
Theses are the little things that keep me going honey. I love and miss you with all my heart.Today I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day.~Forever your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my Darling~
Wonderful thoughts and memories will last forever my love. I just looked at so many pictures of all the beautiful moments we had together. We were so happy together.You can tell by just looking at our pictures how right we were for one another. I have never in my life loved anyone the way I love you sweetie and you always knew that.I miss your love,your gentle touch and that beautiful smile of yours.We were the perfect couple.We will be together again I know. If the Dear Lord gets me through another day. I will love and miss you forever my Darling Sweet Husband. ~ Forever your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
Another beautiful day here,with all my thoughts on you.I thank God everyday for such wonderful memories we shared.Thats all I have honey without you here.I will never get used to the fact your not here with me.I miss and love you more than words can say.All I wanted was for you to get better so we could be together.You were my Life honey.Why God changes things I'll never know.I just wanted to spend the rest of my life with you by my side.We Love each other so much.No one can ever say differently. All our dreams turned into memories and I will live with those until the day we are reunited. I love and miss you with all I have honey.I ask the good Lord to get me through another day ~ Forever your Love~ Carol
~Good morning Honey~
Another day has passed my love and that bright smile of yours keeps me moving forward.I love and miss you so much.I really can't wait until we can be together again,I know that will happen.Your tree we planted is looking beautiful and I planted some Beautiful flowers around it.Everytime I look at it I think of the hard time we had digging a tree up.When you almost fell in the hole,we laughed so hard.Little things like that keeps our Memories alive.We had a love like no other and everyone knew this.All the special moments we laid down just to talk about our day and our dreams,mean the world to me. All my beautiful Memories are shared with you.I love and miss you my Darling with all my heart.~Forever your Love~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~ As the days pass by our memories will live on for ever.I thank God everyday for being so fortunate to have met you.Your a wonderful Man honey and such a caring person.You made my life so complete.I still come across those little notes we used to leave one another in the mornings to read.Things like this keep me going. I love and miss you so very much!! I ask the Dear lord to get me through another day without you physically being here. But deep down I know you are right by my side.Your my Guardian Angel honey. I love and miss you with all my heart. ~ Forever your love~ Carol
Happy Father's Day,We love and miss you very much,we are finding some comfort in our garden of " Forget Me Not Flowers" and all the pictures and wonderful memories we have of us together. You will always be in our hearts, Michele and Al
My Dear Sweet Darling good morning. As the days past the Memories keep me moving forward. It's not easy as you already know.Just wish there was an easier way to except that your not going to be home when I get there.I used to love walking in the door and seeing your big smile and getting my hugs and kisses.I miss that honey so much.A day will not pass without our Memories. Today I ask the Dear Lord to see me through another day. I Love and Miss you with all my heart honey. ~ Forever your love always~ Carol
~Good Morning my love~ As another work day lies ahead, isn't making it any easier.I will never get used to you not being here with me.I thank the Dear Lord everyday for getting me through each day. If we didn't have such Beautiful Memories I wouldn't have anything.Your my one true love and I'll miss you until the day we are reunited.I love and miss your dearly honey. ~Forever your Love~ Carol
Hi my love, I just wanted to share this with you.Donna at work got me this Bracelet and this is what it reads: What Cancer Cannot Do~Corrode Faith~Shatter Hope~Destroy Peace~Silence Courage~Invade the Soul~Steal Eternal Life~Conquer the Spirit~Cripple Love~Kill Friendship~Suppress Memories
~ It says it all doesn't it~I love and miss you my love, more than anyone could ever imagine.~Forever your Love~ Carol
~Good Morning my love~
Another day has passed. Things just aren't the same without you and I'm sure you know that.Well I'm back to work and hopefully it keeps me busy enough to keep my mind occupied. I'm always going to miss you no matter what I try to do. The hollow feeling will alawys be here.I have never loved a man the way I love you and it's going to hurt for a long time.You were my soul mate honey. Well guess I should get to work here.I love and miss you my Darling with all my heart.Hoping the Dear Lord will get me through another day.~Forever your Love~ Carol
We know how deeply you are feeling Frank's passing. We believe that Frank was the only true love you have ever known. We are so happy that you were given that gift - even though it was for such a short time. Spending the past couple of weeks with you has been bittersweet -- missing Frank together and now missing you too. Hang in there sister, his memories will bring a smile to your face when you least expect it. May God bless you and keep you in his loving hands. Love you, Shirley & Ken
~Good morning Sweetie~
Your smile is as bright as the sunshine outside.I made it through another day Darling.Such a big part of me is missing.The emptiness I'm feeling makes me feel so incomplete.I've asked the Dear Lord to help me through these days without you, but it hasn't been easy.I just wanted to hold you in my arms forever.It wasn't supposed to be like this honey.You were my life and it hurts so much.I feel so hollow inside.I know you would want me to be strong, but without you it has weakened me.I love and miss you so very much.Nobody knows the emptiness like I do.Again I'm asking the Dear Lord to get me through another day. ~Forever yours~ Carol
frank its been a few weeks since you passed i know your watching your loved ones from above you were a really funny cool man that will be missed !
~ Good Morning my love~
If I could write a million word essay I don't think I would run out of things to say.Our relationship was the perfect love everyone would want. We never had a bitter word to say to one another.It was absolutely perfect,just like you my dear. We were so happy together and had great times and wonderful memories. You were a terrific Husband ~Father~ Grandfather and Friend.Everyone loved you honey.But I was the only lucky one who got to share such love and passion with the most perfect man ever.I live on our memories and will continue to tell you everyday just how much I Love and Miss you.I ask the Dear Lord to get me through another day without you. ~Forever yours~ Carol
Carol, I only got to meet Frank a couple of times but I do remember how happy he made you. He was a very cheerful person and seemed to light up the room. Im sure it will be very lonely for a while but I have a feeling he would have wanted you to enjoy the rest of your life until you are together again. You will always be in our thoughts & prayers. God Bless
My Dear Frankie, Well I thank god every day for the time I've had with you in our lives. I never had such great times as I did with you and Carol you are an amazing man and words can't say how much I love and miss you and I will never forget you my man. I will always remember your sweet smile and how wonderful you were to Carol. I am with her now and I will try to take the best care of her for you.Love you so much Always. Love JuJu
~Good Morning My Love~
I want to send this to you.I gave this to you when we first started going together.
~ Of all the Friends~
I've ever met
You're the one
I won't forget and if I die
Before you do
I'll go to heaven and wait for
I'll give the angels back their
And risk the loss of everything
just to prove my friendship is
I love and miss you so much my love and can't wait until were together again. Asking the Dear Lord to get me through another day without you.
~Forever yours~ Carol
~Good Morning My Love~
As another day passes,again your beautiful smile gets me through the day.I look at the hundreds of pictures we have as Our Memeories,it's as though I'm right there.I look at them and it actually brings me back to the moment.We were so happy together and I wouldn't trade a second of the times we had.We had Family,Friends but most of all each other.A love that will never end.I miss and love you so much honey and I ask the Dear Lord to get me thorugh another day.It's just not the same without you. ~Forever yours~ Carol
As the days and weeks pass, and as you return to life's routine, may you continue to feel comforted by the love and support of family and friends.
My Dearest Frank, You don,t now what life will be with out you. You made our life so complete, We love you so much. I can not wait to we meet you you in heaven. you were the best freind we ever had. you were honest and never held anything back. God Frank we miss you so much. Not many people are as honest as you were. We Love you so much forever and aways until we meet again. Love You Always randy & darlene
~Good Morning my Love~
A bright sunny day without you saddens me.We had so many plans to fulfill our Life together.How quickly everything turned into Memories. Not a day will pass without you my love. We had a love like no other. Cristi said this kind of Love should have happened many years ago. If only we knew ,of "God's plans".I hope you get to meet my Sister Vicki, Mom & Dad they will adore you. I love & miss you so much. ~Forever yours~ Carol
I will miss you a lot,I had so much fun when you came and stayed with us and we went in my little pool,you made me laugh all day. It was the best week I ever had.I am so glad I came to visit you at your house, I had a blast of fun.
P.S. Say hello to Simba!
I Love and miss you , Joseph
~Good Morning my Love~
As time goes on it really doesn't get any easier.A year ago know one would have been able to convince me that you were not going to make it. You've always been so strong headed and such a fighter as to what you wanted.Well nobody could ever say you didn't put up a good fight. Honey you fought long and hard to stay here with me. All we ever wanted was to hold each other in our arms forever. But obviously the Dear Lord had other plans.I'll say it a million times over if I have to. ~ I love and Miss you so much ~ Forever yours~ Carol
Rest in peace big guy
you been through a rough road
time to rest now
I was/am deeply sadden by your passing. I will remember the times when I was younger at your house out by the fish pond or playing with the birds I always swear could talk. As I got older I enjoyed the stories of your youth and times at war. I hope when you look down upon me, you can see the man I have become and take solace that I was woven with threads of your family.
Rest in Enternal Peace Grandapa Frank
Frank you will be missed more than you will ever know. You were the greatest friend any one could ever have. You were a joy to be around. I will always remember your little winks when you were teasing Carol. You are the Love of her life and ours to. We will see you again I know. Until then we Love You.
Good Morning my Love.
Everyone that posted something on your Website has such wonderful things to say about you.They all know what a special guy I had.There just isn't enough words to define what you meant to me.I love and miss you with all my heart honey. ~ Forever yours ~ Carol
Frank there is not aday that goes by that we don't think of you and miss you you became apart of our family and we are going to miss all the great times we had together i just wanted to tell you how thankful we are that we got to know such a great person like you and i'm going to miss all the talks we use to have about life,family,and goodtimes i feel like i know your kids and grandkids even tho i have never met them you loved them and Carol with all of your heart and it showed with everything you did me being someone that grew up without a dad in my life i would have been blessed to have one like you :) thank you for being a great Father-inlaw and we are going to miss you always Love Always Gina
p.s don't worrie i will eat extra hotdogs and Bakedbeans for you i know you loved them :)
Frank may you rest in peace and know the love and friendship that you have given to Carol and family will always live on and one day you will meet up with them again. And for now I know you will be your beautiful wifes angel.
I miss your beautiful smile,your gentle touch and most of all the love we shared.Another day has past and I'm so lost without you.I look at you pictures and just reminice of all the wonderful moments we shared together.I love and miss you more each day. Good night my love.~Forever yours~ Carol
~Good morning my Love~
I don't think I'll ever get used to not seeing your smiling face each and every morning.I will miss you until we are reunited and back in the arms of one another. I surely hope your pain free now and not suffering any longer. It hurt me knowing you hurt.Yet You were the perfect Patient. You would wake up feeling terrible but that gorgeous smile and kind words were always spoken. I love you so much & Miss you terribly.We had the perfect marriage and our Love for one another was an experience some people will never see.We were so fortunate to have found each other.We were truely Blessed.I Love you and miss you more than you could ever imagine.~ Forever your Love~ Carol
Carol, Thank you for sharing all those beautiful pics of Frank's life. Please know, he is in a far better place, and it those that are left behind that are sad. He is now with God, and out of pain and he is watching over all those he loved!! You have a special Angel. And you both were truly blessed to have found each other,, love Eileen
Frank, no one knows better than your beautiful bride how special a person you truley were. But many of us who had the pleasure of knowing you know that you were one of the kindest, funniest, caring genuine people we would ever have had the pleasure to meet. You brought a smile to the face of everyone you encountred. I had the pleasure of uniting you and Carol in marriage just 5 short months ago. That day was magical! I could see that you were fufilled and your life complete. It only saddens me that this unity did not come 30 years ago. But love is eternal and you and your bride will unite again one day. But until then, keep your loving hands on her. Give her strength to look forward to that day when she will see you again. We love and miss you!
FRANK YOU WHERE ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE IVE MEET AND I KNOW THEY WILL LOVE YOU IN HEAVEN BECAUSE EVERYONE LOVE YOU HERE WE WILL HELP TAKE CARE OF CAROL FOR YOU NO WORRIES BECAUSE WE LOVE HER TO LOVE GENA MCINTOSH
My Love will never die,we will be together again one day and the Memories of our Life together will give me the strength to keep going.I always said your my "Guardian Angel".I Love and Miss you so much my Darling. Life won't be the same without you here,but I know in my Heart your always near.There will be no other my Love for it was you that completed my life.Not a day will pass without you in it.I love you with all my heart.Your loving Wife, Carol
You will be missed Frank! You were the life of the parties, always making others laugh..I sure hope they have some dancing poles up in heaven.Spread your wings and fly Frank..You are FREE!