Today is actually 3 month since you are not part of your mom's daily life. This is a mater of speaking, since actually you are part of every minute thought and the fact that physically you are absent makes your emotional presence much more intense. As you could see, she is counting the days, weeks and I do not think that she'll count months, it seems much too long, just the wordâ€¦.
You must watch over her and Ioana and your love should surround them for ever, the same way their thoughts towards you should reach you and keep you informed about their daily life.
But, to make sure that you are not missing anything, your mom puts your thoughts on paper pretty often.
I actually looked at all your pictures and I was totally impressed with the young man you became and I could understand how truly hard is for the people around you not to see your wonderful smile. For all of them you will remain young forever, sweet forever and of course you'll be loved forever.
I prey that somehow from all the way up there you could give them the strength to go thru life knowing that someone up there loves them.
Life is like a memory card, stores everything and lucky for us it lets us go back to our favorite ones as often as we want. Nothing fades away unless we choose to push it back; all the love is still there and somehow this give us strengths.
I think that your mom is one of the most amazing people I ever met, she was given way too much, but she is handling everything with grace. Somehow now she has a new confidant, since as you can see she is confiding in you maybe more than before, you became her tower of courage and this makes daily life almost bearable.
Rest in peace, sweet soul, watch over your loved ones and remember that your memory is a shining light in the life of many people that loved you.