Grandma, Ive been reluctant to write on this because I havent had the strength to face reality. Im still waiting for you to visit or call or leave a message and say "Hi everyone, its Mom" like you always did. I may have to wait a long time for that visit or that phone call, but you know I would wait an eternity to see your beautiful face and hear your laugh. You lit up my life, all of our lives. Every so often when I walk into my room at night I smell you and think to myself with tears in my eyes 'grandmas here'. Mom and I found a feather near my bed a few weeks ago, thank you for visiting me. You were my grandma, my best friend. I miss all the times we had together and when you would call me from downstairs to wake me up for coffee because I would sleep too late. We spent every morning and afternoon together before I went to work. Im so happy we had those times. The other day I was at work and I though to myself 'I want to go home before I go out because I want to see grandma before she goes to bed'. Even though when I came home that night you werent there physically, I know you were there standing right beside me. I think of all the things I want you to be here for during the next couple months and I know you will be here because just like weve all been saying...you'll have the best seat in the house. I miss you more than words or emotions can express. Watch over us my angel, my best friend. You will forever be our classy lady. I love you grandma, never forget that.