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Carmen U. Adame 1954 - 2010

Carmen U. Adame

Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Mama,
So much has happened since you have been gone... Different events, birthdays, holidays.... But all I know is nothing is the same without you here!!! I miss you so much & I hate the fact that you were taken from us so fast without an explanation as to why!! My heart hurts everyday that goes by, whenever I think of you & the memories we all shared. I know now Xmas will never be my favorite holiday anymore, because it was yours & we cant do it up the way you did!! You always made it feel extra special for the kids as well as the grownups!! You always said, Santa couldnt out do you!!! When had went to disneyland for Xmas like we had planned for this year, & it was beautiful!!! Almost like being at your house!!! You would have had a blast being with all the kids, poppa would have had you rollin!!! Oh, & you would have gave that special, raise the eyebrow look at Goofy, cause he was "mean to me, mama whoop they #$% !!" Lol! New Years eve was also very hard... Deja couldnt stop crying for atleast an hour, she said she was not gonna get to hear your voice 1st thing in the morning. When you would call at 7am, Deja said you would ask her did anyone beat you in calling her for her birthday?!?! LOL!! You were crazy to think anyone would be up that early after celebrating. Deja is 15 now & is beginning to look more like a little lady, she misses you so much.... She remembers when you took them to see Meangirls at the movies & you couldnt stop laughing at the girls attitudes!! Deja said you were the most specialist Nana there was!!! All the kids miss you so much!!! But poppa wants to go to your house... hes to little to know anything. But I will make sure to keep you fresh in his head!! I LOVE YOU MAMA SO MUCH!!! Nothing anyone says can take away the pain im am feeling and I will never forget you an everthing you stood for... for you were 1 in a million!!!
Love your middle baby, Ronner :(
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Mommy, Mommy, Mommy my heart is aching for you so much right now. Having X-Mas with out you here seems impossible. This was your very special day!!! Everyone looked forward to X-Mas day at Nana's house. I keep imagining you with your apron on in the kitchen making sure everything is perfect. You always look so pretty with either your red sweater or matching vest with Gary. How are any of us going to continue such a perfect tradition YOU started? Every thing about X-Mas reminds me of you. When I would see people putting up their X-mas light on their houses would remind me of Javier putting them up and you supervising because you didn't want any of your neighbors to out do you LOL and if they had more lights than you, you would tell Javier how dare them try to out do you. Your tree was always decorated so pretty, your entire house was decorated beautiful. I know at times I'm being selfish by wishing I would still have the perfect X-Mas with my beautiful mommy, when I know there are kids and Adults that have never expierienced a X-Mas like I have. I miss you so much more than ever right now. I have never wanted X-Mas to hurry up and be over!!! I know in time it may get easier but right now I feel miserable. I love and MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! I wish I could just touch you 1 more time =( May you give me strength to get through this X-Mas for my kids.

Love you Always & Forever
Your Mija Val
Monday, December 13, 2010
Mommy, your Big Daddy (morro) misses you so much his B-Day was on Saturday and he talked about you all day. He was very emotional and could not hold his tears in when Gary bought him McDonalds money. We all knew that was something he loved to get from you. He had us all crying while we were watching him open his gifts. The kids couldn't have asked for the most amazing, beautiful, caring, generous, funny Nana. I think that's why they miss you just as much as your daughters. I love & miss you so much.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Mommy oh how I wish you were here to see all the things Jade & Isaiah are accomplishing...I know you would be so proud of them and would be right there with me & Javier to cheer them on. Jade got her 1st High School sports award last night she received a plaque for the "coaches award" she was surprised and so were we, after all there is more competition in High School than middle school. Isaiah's class was on the news last night he was so proud of himself cause you could see him waving in the back round. He acted like it was his acting debut. He looked so small but cute as could be.
Please continue to guide and protect my kids each day when they are away from us. I love you so much and I am glad that the kids are keeping their promise to you.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Mommy,I was so nervous yesterday and couldn't sleep the night before knowing that I didn't have my rock by my side to keep the fear out of my heart. I was so scared not only for myself but for my husband because you know what a wiennie he is at the hospital and to be there all alone with out any one to talk to him or keep his his mind off worrying about me,like you used to in the past. I felt once they called me back you were by my side and I didn't feel scared anymore. I didn't have any complications AT ALL like I normally would :) but I knew you were there guiding the doctor and guiding my husband to be strong and to now get sick. When I came home I slept and saw your pretty face in my dreams telling me "I knew you guys would be ok, and could do it with out me" So I know as time goes on and things I normally needed you with me that I can do it as long as you are by my side in spirit. I love you and thank you for ALWAYS being with me even if it's just in spirit. No one will ever replace the love and respect I have for you as long as I live !!!!!
Love your baby girl/chicle Val
P.S thank you for sending my sisters to see me.... :)
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