Happy – early – Birthday! Since it is only one day early, you can't get mad :) haha!! I am sure that you were there with me when I was putting balloons and chocolate chip cookies on your grave earlier today. Oh, how I miss you and Mom. I am unable to digest the fact that I stand in between my baby brother's/Mother's grave...I will never be able to accept this. It will always be surreal to me. We were just looking at pictures from Pat and Sarah's wedding the other day…other than the eyes, Adrianna and Gianna are almost identical! It is SO crazy!! It makes me feel even closer to you, if that makes any sense. You and I look so much alike, so it makes me smile. I miss you so much, Charles. There is not one moment that goes by without you and Mom in it. Happy 31st Birthday, my baby brother. I love you.