You were in my thoughts today 10 months now and it still seems unreal. I talked to someone about you for several hours today and your life and how much I missed you and how I had felt all the things that happened to you here on earth. I look forward to seeing you again someday. You are my son and I love you very much I wish I could have stopped this. I wish you had not been alone and I will see you again, you and Amy.