Henry, Our hearts and prayers are with. You are dismissed from all your duties. You are in a better place not suffering. You are now looking down on all of us keeping an eye out.
So sorry to read about the loss of your loved one. God cares so deeply about us that he has gone to great lengths to make the fulfillment of his purpose a certainty. (John 3:16). One of his promises is no more death. Another of his promises is that those in his memory will be brought back to life. May these facts bring you some comfort.
Henry, You will be missed.....Doyle