Had a rough night last night Dad. Couldnt get you off my mind and seemed like the tears wouldnt end. I slept with your pillowcase last night. the morning hasn't been any easier, so I'm going to the shop to keep my mind occupied. I spent the night with mah Monday night and climbed in bed with her, I hope it was okay I slept on your side. I needed that. Mah got to talk to Ashton too, I love you and miss you Dad as high as the sky and as deep as the sea.