I can only say I am sorry for you. Your pain is so great that no words can ease or erase.
Wrap your mind around his smile, his laughter & his joy.
Never expect life to be the same as before. Keep the good memories but start new beginnings. Love each other as if there is no tomorrow.
I'm a mother that has been where you are now. (2x) I am so sorry for each of you.
God will never leave you nor forsake you. Cry out to him and he will give you peace through the storm.