Truly Sam, I know so many are praying for you and keeping you in their thoughts. Brenda Stallings was so right in her entry about all the things you miss about Lisa that only you could know. I knew her best when she was younger and just starting out in teaching. She had some rough times for awhile and so did I. We were both there for each other and kept a special bond whenever we would see each other as the years went by. I'm so glad she found you and had those years of love and fulfillment with someone who could be her best friend and soulmate. I know your loss is huge. Please know as an old friend of Lisa's, you are in my prayers and thoughts and I wish you peace and healing as time goes on. Be strong and know she will be with you always also in your heart and memories.