God chose you to be my Father! You were never supposed to die. Now its been over a year since you left this world. Your passing has changed who I am... but I will always be your daughter. I am a woman who will always live with a broken heart because of the loss of her father. My desire to so much want to turn back time to change some of the past is overwhelming. Im so sorry! I will carry that burden. I pray that you dont take it with you. My wish is for you to smile in heavan for eternity, with all the love that I feel for you. I am who I am...all because of you! I will always be with you, miss you, and love you so much my daddy. I dont know how to deal with your loss but I do know that I will be with you again, someday...and oh how I anticipate the joy of that day. Rest Easy Dad. I see you as you sore through the sky and I smile! Love Your Daughter "Crud"