love you so-so much my honey bunny. hard to cope with out you by my side. i miss you picking on me and you laughing at me when i did some thing stupid. Oh its so hard with out you my love.you are aways on my mind. its driving me crazy that i could not save you from your sickness .well i know your gods are taking care of you my dear--love and kisses--later--your man --pa--i never wanted no body but you for my wife.