even though its only been a month , it seems like an eternity . you are missed so much and i truly hurt and miss you and i hope one day i'll begin to adjust to this . its still so fresh and i miss your phone calls just checking up on me . mom , i know you're there with all the rest , but i know you guys are tearing it up like you did before . im so lucky to have the best angel on earth looking after me and the family . mom , i love you and will forever keep you in my heart , your son , don .