You were the perfect cousin.... responsible.... Caring.... And always kind to your younger cousins.....Koa, Keola, and Keanu admired... Loved.. And looked up to.....I will continue to use you as role model and your memory I will use as a reminder to my boys that life is too short and that she should be loving and living it to its fullest and most importantly .... They need to the know how truly blessed they are to share their lives as brothers!! Admired... Adored.... Missed... Loved.....you were and always be!!!!!
Sean, I can still remember watching you when you were just a tot. You always had such a big smile. As I was reading through these entries I happened to look outside and saw one of the biggest shooting stars I've ever seen. Like that shooting star, you came and set the world aglow before you left it. Keep an eye out for the rest of us down here. I love you.
The Holidays are here and they are not the same without you. I put on a fake smile for your brothers and sister, but it is exactly that, FAKE. I am trying to cherish the time I have with your brothers and sister but it is hard, when I want you here with us soo badly. Everywhere I look and everywhere I go, there is something that reminds me of you............... I am trying to stay a float in a sea that keeps dragging me down..... Love you forever my son.
I don't know what to say just like everyone else. You were an amazing cousin and you will never be forgotten and always missed. You have touched the hearts of many and even though we didn't talk much in the past few years I hope you knew I was always thinking about you. When we were younger we would always be getting each other in trouble at nama's house. It was actually quite funny because we would just do it to see who would get in trouble first not because either of us did anything wrong. I still remember when we would play the computer games at nama's and most of the time you would have to show me how to play because I had no computer smarts... not much has changed in the past few years because I still can't use computers that well haha. When I had joined Karate I always remembered how you never wanted to hurt anybody, you always looked for some way to win a competition without hurting anyone. You were always there for me when I needed someone to make me laugh. Especially when I would get myself down because I wasn't as good as I wanted to be in karate. It was in your nature to always be kind hearted. That is something I always always wanted and envied about you. I hope for all the peace in the world to be bestowed upon you in the afterlife. No amount of words or crying can show you how much I miss you and how much I love you. I know you are still here in spirit staying by everyone's side making sure that they are okay. Even though you are gone you still live in the hearts of everyone you have touched reminding us that we don't have to hurt anymore... that we will be okay... and that you are not going anywhere far.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
but you didn't go alone!
A part of us went with you,
the day GOD took you home!
If memories could build a stairway,
and heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk out way to Heaven,
And bring you home again!...
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our heart you have a place
No one will ever fill!!!!!