Kamin, I wish you and your family peace and love during this difficult time. Grieve, cry, scream, laugh like a nut ... all of your feelings matter and are a-ok, honor them. I always hope the time of feeling the celebration of a passed loved one, will quickly shadow the darker days of mourning. I love you, Kamin. And as I heard a 6 y/o girl say ~ Air Hug!