You would be so proud of Dana and Erik. They are both doing so well in life, and I know they miss you tremendously. The other night Dana didn't sound like himself, and it took me a moment to realize that it had been 11 years since he has last seen you. I can see how much he misses you in his eyes everyday, and there are moments when I know he tries to be so strong. It is hard for me to grasp that I can't take the hurt away. I try to make him laugh as much as I can, I love his laugh, it is so great to hear especially when I know he is having a tough day. I wish I could have met you, and I know you are looking out for everyone.