There are days when I just can't believe its true. I keep seeing you working on my car and realizing how freakin strong you were. I can tap into hundreds of memories when I miss you but it will never suffice for the absence of your bigger than life aura. I think of the good, I think of the bad. I wonder exactly where you are. I felt you close before but now it seems you're farther. I believe you've moved deeper into the light. Check in on us from time to time. I'm really missing you. Its been two years since our last goodbye. I was so annoyed with you as you were with me, but hey, no hard feelings, love is always underlying, no matter how much family pisses you off. You've taught me so much in the past 2 years ya know. I learned more in these 2 years then all the years before it. You have answered so many questions for me. I know how tiny this little life is. I know its when we part from the confines of this body, it is then that we gain our true senses and will see existance in all of its dimensions. I'm confident we will share in all of this together. Its virtually proven about the intelligent designer. The Yaweh. Its just one step away. So much here is wasted. The best we can do is love our neighbors as ourselves and eat, drink and be merry as was taught to us. You helped me with these understandings and in my search for truth I've been rewarded with wisdom and resigned to our infinite and glorious eternal life outside of the realm of this broken illusion we are living in. We are conscious beings. We are not these bodies. I know you know now and I know now too. See you in a heartbeat. Sounds kind of contradictory. See you flash. Greet me please. I love you. Fix your eyes on the unseen, for what is seen is temporary but what is unseen is eternal.