Babe, I cant help not thinking you will comeback, that you are just on vacation or still at work. Me and the boys keep waiting for you to come rushing in the front door and giving us a big hug and kiss. How was your day, what do want to do tonight, where do you want to go eat? Why, why, why were you taken from us? You have no idea how bad I want to talk to you again. You where everything to me, I finally found peice and happiness that I needed to look no further for a wife, a bestfriend and a mother. Baby, baby, baby my life is just not complete anymore. I promise you I will get throught this and make you proud. I will keep you so close to my heart, and never forget our time together. Please watch over me and walk with me everyday. Maybe we cant talk again, but make me feel safe and pick me up when I am down like you always do. I will take care of the boys and raise them right, I promise. Caine and Turkish are getting so big. Caine finally made it over 100 lbs like you wanted. We cant wait to see you again, I miss you baby, love you baby. xoxoxo Be safe!