I know that it's going to be hard not hearing from you or seeing you. After talking to your family today, it made me feel alot better. I now see where you got your heart and sense of humor from. Your family is great and there is no doubt about it that they loved you with all of their hearts. I have expressed to you many times that you have changed my life for the better. Of course, I wish that I could have returned the favor and helped you. I think you are in a much better place and I am happy that you are at peace. I know that even though I'm okay today there will be days when I will not . But I will make it through because I know that's what you would have wanted everyone to do. Thank you for understanding me and for being my friend. Love you Monte!