To lose such a precious child is beyond comprehension. To lose a child I watched grow into a woman, even from far away, too hard to deal with. I wish you all peace and closure. It may take time but know we are all around you to hold you close and help you make the necessary journey. Life is strange and we may ask why. We will get the answer when we too sit at the right hand of the Father. God Speed Tara Nichole.