I think of you and miss you desperately every day momma. I know you were with me the day of my wedding when it was supposed to rain, and there was a heavy shower for just a couple minutes and then the sun came out. I know you are with me today and will watch over me as I struggle. Although today is a horrible day as will the next few be, I know now that my sweet little baby wasn't meant to make it into my arms but it will be with you in heaven. Maybe that could have been the one I named Ian for you.
Love your baby girl, Lesleigh.