Pam we know that God do not make mistakes. We may not understand but he (God) knows EVERYTHING! I am so glad my husband and I had the pleasure of hanging and talking with "G Money" nickname by EL. We will always and forever keep G Money in our thoughts. I know it seemed tooo hard to bare but remember, God will not put no more on you than u can handle. Remember, earth has no sorrow that heaven can not heal. If u ever need anything, we are here for u!! I love u!!