Phillip, it has been almost 7 months since you left. I know they say it gets easier with time, but I find that I miss your smile, your laugh, your humor, your piercing blue eyes that give THAT look, your zest for life and yes, even your OCD habits more and more. You left such a void in my life. I know you are no longer in pain, no longer suffering, you are again able to smile and laugh and I know that you are watching over us all but...I wish I could just hold you one more time. I will forever love you!