Pam was a caring person, a devoted mom and a great friend. We were very good friends for many years. I shared some of my greatest laughs with her. I wrote her a letter a few weeks ago that came back, returned to sender, last week. It doesn't seem real to me, because she was always there. Ryan and Eli, I am thinking of you guys. You are in my heart more than you know. Your mom loved you both so much. I have tons of photos of all of us from when we were all younger, good times, great memories. Your mom was a very special woman and I will miss her so much.