I am so very sad without you. I don't want the night to come, yet it comes. I don't want to go to bed without you, yet I have to. I cry all the time, never ceasing. I don't want to go forward in life without you, yet I have too. I am so sad, my heart is breaking, my world is crumbling and I am spiraling down and cannot stop, at times I think, I don't want to stop myself just let me go. I am so lonely without you honey. I am sick to my stomach, my head pounds and my chest is so heavy with a heart that feels so broken. I just don't know what to do. My faith in Christ Jesus is strong, it truly is, yet as I look in every corner of my world right now and I cannot even find that. I am so profoundly sad.