My Dearest Dad, my Friend...
Words cannot begin to describe how my heart feels. I feel so sad and so hurt that I can no longer talk to you, that I can no longer ask you what you think or how you feel. My heart aches with pain; the same pain you felt for the past four and a half years. You understood me, and you were ALWAYS there for me, and you will never know how much you truly meant to me. I will forever have that dreaded 'lump in my throat' as I will miss you so very, very much.
Now, you are pain free Dad! I cannot be more excited for you to be up in Heaven and enjoying ALL of your friends, and your family, and ALL of the fun things we always talked about you doing and loving!! You are my hero and my idol! I will do my best to follow in your huge footsteps, and I will take care of everyone down here, so don't you worry!
Dad, I love you so very much! I am already looking forward to the day that we get to see each other again, whenever that is meant to be. Please tell Grandma and Grandpa Tamutus, and Grandma and Grandpa Rose that I said hello and that I miss them. And please tell all of my friends, my family, and my loved ones up there that I said a big hello as well.
Now, go have as MUCH fun as you possibly can, because you absolutely deserve it! Just know that there is someone down here who is, and who has always been, prouder than you know to call you "Dad"... I love you!!
"...get to homeroom..." :)