Your dad and I are feeling lost without you in our lives and trying to cope is getting harder and harder. I know that you are not wanting this reaction from us but we just can't help how we feel.
We have the trailer in the driveway but no drive to take it anywhere, there is no more excitement in our lives and no drive to to continue doing things for our darling daughter, our best friend, our ray of sunshine, hope and dreams is no longer here with us. I wish I could write like Poppa does in order that you could hear all of my thoughts but I cannot find the words for the hurt and pain that I feel or experience.
Missy, I wish with all my heart and soul that you could walk in the front door, smile at me, laugh or cry with me, just sit and talk about nothing or just be together one more time.
I am so sorry that I did so many things wrong while you were with us and have asked to be forgiven for those. I miss you sooooo much, you were everything to me and I love you to the moon and back.
Wish I could given you a hug in person but I can't so I am giving you the biggest hug within my heart. Love you and miss you sweetie with all my heart.