Tomorrow is Christmas and you are in heaven with Nanny and my heart cannot let go of this pain. I can't bring myself to enjoy this time as your not here to make it fun and full of spirit. What can I do? I can't see your smile and feel your arms embrace us with a hug. Our ray of sunshine, our pumpkin, our sweetheart has been removed from our lives and I don't know how to continue on when that was the only thing I truly wanted in life, I know we got the pleasure and gift of you for 19 years and am thankful for that but we miss you so much and I wish you would just be here for us. Missy we love you and miss you and constantly think of you everyday.
Love you pumpkin