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August 19, 2014
My dearest darling husband. I love you with every part of my being and I long for the day to come when we will be together forever.
Your eternal companion
Jean
August 13, 2014
Hi honey, I just want to tell you again how much I love you and miss you. I think of you every minute of every day. I am praying for the day when we can be together forever.

your forever loving wife
Jean
August 05, 2014
my Dear husband. Another day without you is like a rose with no pedals. I love you so very much and I long for the day to come when we will be together again forever.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
July 26, 2014
Good afternoon my darling husband. It has been a while since I sent you a message. I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am so glad that God brought us together. He really knew how much we needed each other. I think of you all of the time. Seems like everything I see and every thing I do makes me think of you and something we did or some place we went or something that you said to me. I am so thankful for the time we had together here on the earth. It was the happiest I have ever been. I will be so glad when the day comes that we are together again.
June 14, 2014
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY PRECIOUS HUSBAND. I know you will enjoy father's day with your father. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I so look forward to the day when we will be together forever. I miss you so very very much. you are the love of my life.

your forever loving wife.

Jean
June 05, 2014
Good morning honey. Today is your birthday and I even dreamed about it last night. I love you more than life itself. I miss you so very much. Time doesn't make it any better. you are the love of my life and I will miss you every minute until we are together again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
May 26, 2014
To my dear sweet angel husband. Today is memorial day and I have been thinking of you and all of the love and joy we shared. I miss you so very much. The hole in my heart seems so very big because when you left my heart broke and it went with you to heaven. I love you so very much. I really look forward to the day when we can be together again never to have to be apart for all eternity. I hope that day comes soon.

your loving forever wife
Jean Heath
May 03, 2014
My dear sweet angel husband today is the anniversary of the first day we met. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you more every day. there is just no happiness on this earth without you. the day will come and I hope soon when we will be together again with the Lord and it will be for all eternity.

your forever loving wife

Jean
March 21, 2014
Good evening to my precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I love keeping the book so much better than writing in this forum. It is so much more private, I can say what I want to say and everything is just between you and me . No one knows what I am doing and what I am telling you. It is so much nicer this way. I will send you a note once in a while in legacy but I will send you a message in the book every day. God bless us both and always keep us in His loving care and give us grace to last until we are in each other's arms in Heaven. I love you so very much.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
February 23, 2014
My dearest darling husband.
I just want you to know that I love you with all of my heart and soul, I miss you with all of my heart and soul, I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. The time will shortly come when we will be together for all of eternity and our wonderful marriage will go on and on. My heart rejoices when I think of that day coming and I know that you are as anxious as I am. Living without you is so very hard and I just have to keep trusting in the Lord to help me through
each day as they come and go. He knows our hearts and our love for each other. My life will never be the same without you and all happiness left the day the Angels took you home. I know that God loves us and will keep us in His care until the day comes when we can be together forever. I Love you Honey.

your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
February 14, 2014
Happy Valentine's day Honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I still have the first roses you ever bought me. I dried them and made an arrangement with them. they are still so beautiful to me. I know that you are smiling down and wishing me a happy valentine's day too. We will be together again and will share the precious love we knew here on the earth only even stronger. I love you honey.

Your forever darling wife.
Jean Heath
February 12, 2014
My dear beloved angel Husband,
This is a very very hard day for me. One year ago at 6:12 in the morning of February 12, 2013. The angels came and took you home to be with the Lord. When they took you they also took my heart. I have never felt such emptiness and hurt in all of my life. It was so hard to let you go and I wanted to go with you more than anything in the world. There has never been a more perfect love and marriage as the one you and I had together. I thank God for you every single day. I love you with every ounce of my being. I miss you so much that sometimes I feel as though I am going to fall apart. I need to feel your comfort and love so much. You were always showing me so much love and affection. You love being close to me and doing things with me. I loved it just as much as you did. I am longing so much for the day to come when I can come home to you and we can know that joy and love forever never having to be apart again. This is going to be a very hard day for me all day. I know I will relive it all over and over again. I can still see you laying there crying because you didn't want to leave me. I didn't want you to go either. Dick, I love you so very much. I loved you very soon after we met. you made me so very happy and I loved every minute that we were together. You always told me that we were soul mates and that God saved the best for last. That is so very true. My life without you is a complete void and empty. I talk to you and pray with you and kiss your pictures and sing to you every day. All of the wonderful memories are what keeps me going. We will be together for eternity and I am so looking forward to that day. I love you with an undying love.

your eternal wife and companion

Jean Heath
February 11, 2014
My dearest darling husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. My heart is very heavy today. It is the anniversary of the day that you lost consciousness and was never able to speak to me again. I love you so much and as I sat by your bedside holding your hand and holding you in my arms from time to time my heart was breaking in two. I knew that the angels were coming soon to take you home to the Lord. I couldn't bear the thought of having to live without you and I wanted to hang on to every moment of time that I could. Just the day before you had told me that you love me and you cried so hard because you didn't want to leave me. You fought so hard to live and you made me promise to be with you throughout eternity. You tried so hard for six months to get better. You worked so hard to walk again. You wanted so much to stay with me. My life has been so sad and empty and it will never be the same again until we are together again in heaven with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We will be happy again and we will know that joy and love again that we shared together here on the earth. You and me and God know our hearts and our wishes and desires. He promised us and we promised each other that we would be together again and I know that those promises are real and will be true. I hope the day comes soon when we will be together again and know the love and joy that will be ours for eternity.

your eternal wife and companion

Jean Heath
February 10, 2014
My dearest darling husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I fell in love with you very soon after we met. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Every day gets harder to live without you. I need you with all of my heart and soul to comfort and hold me and hear you say "you are the love of my life" I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul because we were meant to be together. Thank you honey for all of your love and devotion that made me feel this way. God was so good to us and I thank him every day for you and your love. We will be together again soon and all of these heartaches will end. For eternity there will be nothing but pure love and joy with each other and being with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who loved us so much that He made all of this possible. I thank Him for that every day.
We are having some up and down weather now. We have a few warm days and then it drops down into the 40s again and then back up into the 60s and 70s again. But it is starting to feel and look a lot like spring. I will be happy when it gets here to stay.
I love you honey and I know that God will bless us and keep us in His loving care and give us grace until the day comes when He allows me to come home to you and Him and be there for eternity.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
February 09, 2014
Happy Sabbath day honey. I just got home from church. It was real good today. Made me think of how much I love you, with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. My precious husband , the love of my life and my soul mate. You are so very special to me. I am so thankful to God for the time I had with you because it was the happiest time of my life. The love that you gave to me and still give to me is worth more to me than anything in the whole wide world. The only happiness I find now is in the wonderful memories that you left for me to think about. And I think of you every minute of every day. I thank God for you every day and I thank you for loving me and for being your soul mate and the love of your life. I can still hear you tell me that. What precious times those were. If only they hadn't ended so soon. Just think honey, when we get to heaven together there will be no letters to upset you and all of the bananas will be ripe ones. But we won't be thinking about those things any more because we will be so happy and so in love.
God will always love us and keep us safe in His loving care until we are together in heaven for all eternity. I love you my darling.

your eternal wife and soul mate

Jean Heath
February 08, 2014
my dearest darling husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank God that it won't be long until we are together again never to be separated again. You are my world and my life and living without you is so very hard to have to deal with but I know that I have to go on. I can promise you faithfully that I will live my life in a righteous way so that we can be together forever. You told me so many times that you wanted to be with me throughout eternity and we will be. God promised us that and long as we keep His covenants He will keep His promise to us. I am so thankful to Him every day. and I am so thankful to you for all of the love you gave to me and still give to me.
We are having a nice day here today. It is a little cool. It is in the high 50s but the sun is shining brightly and it is so pretty.
I love you so very much. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I know that God will bless us and keep us in His care and give us grace until we are together forever.

your forever darling and wife

Jean Heath
February 07, 2014
Good afternoon to my wonderful angel husband, I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are so very precious to me and we will always be sweethearts and soul mates. We will always be the loves of each other's lives just like you always said. We will be together forever before too much longer and we will never have to leave each other ever again. I am so looking forward to the day and I know that you are too. In the meantime our love for each other will just keep on growing and getting stronger every passing day. We have a wonderful Father in Heaven who loves us and who has made all of these things possible for us. I am so very thankful to Him for all of these blessings and more. I am so thankful to you for all of your love for me.
God will continue to bless us with His love and keep us in His loving care until that day comes when I can come home to you and be with you forever. I love you my darling with all of my being.

Your forever darling wife
Jean Heath
February 05, 2014
TO MY DEAR SWEET ANGEL HUSBAND,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I think about you all of the time. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. The days without you are so long and the nights are even longer. I need you with all of my heart and soul. The pain in my heart just won't go away. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We were meant to be together. I thank God for you . He brought us together for a while to love and to cherish and to know true happiness and we did. I thank you for being so very special and for the way you treated me. you were so very good to me. you were constantly doing something nice and letting me know that I am the love of your life and your soul mate. A day never went by without you making sure that I knew that. You made my life complete. You were the perfect husband. I am so thankful for the time we had together and knowing that we will be together again for eternity. You are the love of my life for sure and my soul mate. It is getting close to the time when you will be gone from me for one year. I have to tell you that it has been the longest year of my entire life. I am so ready to come and be with you forever. When this life is over for me we will be together again and we will not ever think about all of the problems of this life but only the love that we shared here and will share in heaven forever. I have relived the last ten days of your life over and over. I wanted to help you so badly. I tried to do everything I could to make you comfortable. I keep remembering how hard you cried because you didn't want to leave me. You fought so hard to stay here with me. Lance was talking about that the other day. He talked about you just couldn't bear to leave me. He talked about that at your memorial service too. He has never forgotten it. Any one that was here to see you talks about how you didn't want to leave me. I wish I could have gone with you at that very moment. You used to tell me that you wished there would be a way that we could go at the same time. I wished that too and I still do. I miss you so much that it is almost unbearable. I hate to go anywhere because I feel like I am leaving you here alone. I am always really anxious to get back home. I can feel your sweet spirit here and I know you want me to be here with you. The most we were ever apart was five days until the day I came to buy our home and make the arrangements to have it ready to bring you home. I loved every minute that I ever spent with you and I am so looking forward to the day we are together again because I know we will never be apart again. I love you my darling.

your eternal companion and wife

Jean Heath
February 04, 2014
Dearest Honey
I love you so much. I love you much more than I can ever find enough words to say. I miss you so much. I miss you so much that Every day gets harder to live without you. I need you so much. I need you so much just to be around me and feel the love that you have for me. I long to be with you so much. I long to be with you so much that I am so ready to leave this earthly domain and be with you in heaven for eternity. You will forever be my soul mate and the love of my life and I will forever be your soul mate and the love of your life. I cherish the wonderful life and marriage that we had. It was the happiest time of my life. I had never known real joy until I met you and we were together in our wonderful marriage blessed by a God that loves us so much that He brought us together just so we could know the joy that we had and will have again when I come home to you. I thank Him for you everyday. I thank you every day for loving me so much.
We had a most beautiful day yesterday. It was so sunny and warm. It was 72 degrees yesterday. The air is changing and it is beginning to feel a lot like spring. We are having some cooler days though not real cold. I am so anxious to get out in the yard and start working. And I am getting anxious to be sitting out on the porch some too.
I love you honey and I know that God loves us too and will give us the grace we need and keep us in His loving care until we are together again.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
February 03, 2014
My dearest darling.
I hope I don't make as many mistakes as I did in the last note that I sent you. I didn't have my mouse with me at Tami's and I was struggling with my finger to send your note. Guess that won't make up for the bad spelling though.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul.
I enjoyed being with Tami and the kids for the weekend. they are always so good to me. Tami has always loved me and treated me like her real mother. I feel like I am and I love her just like I am. We have always had a good relationship from day one. She sure loved you a lot too.
Sunshine was so happy to see me when I got home today. She was just really loving me. She is so very sweet. Thank you for her. I would not have her if you hadn't told Dale to get her for me. I wish you could have seen her before you passed on.
You are so very special to me. I miss you so very much. I thank God for you every day and I ask Him to hasten the day until we can be together again. I love you my darling.

your forever love and wife

Jean Heath
February 02, 2014
my dearest darling angel husband. one year ago today, I got up early in the morning to check on you and you had gotten really sick during the night while you slept. I called 911 and the rushed you to the hospital. that is the day that they told us you were not going to make it. I didn't think I could make it either when the doctor told us that. They kept you there until they could get you stabilized enough and get hospice assigned to us and I brought you home, I wanted us to be together until the end and we were. Hospice came home with us and Phil came every morning to help me lift you and bath you. I asked you if you wanted me to call anyone and you told me know. three nights before you went you said you wanted to talk to me and you told me everything that you wanted done. that was the last day you were able to carry on a conversation. the next morning I fed you breakfast and that was the last thing you were able to ea. later that day you said your last words. You said "I LOVE YOU" those were the sweetest words I have ever heard. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I sat beside your bed and rubbed your head and held your hand. On February 12th you slipped peacefully into the arms of Jesus. My heart absolutely broke at that moment and half of me went with you. Life has not been the same since that moment and it will not be right until the Lord comes and takes me away to be with you forever. That day will come soon my darling. until then I am

Jean Heath
February 01, 2014
Good morning to the love of my life on a rainy dreary day These kind of days make me miss you so very badly. But at least it is warm. It is gonna be near 70 degrees here today. I am getting ready to go to Tami's. I don't like driving in the rain but it isn't raining very hard and is supposed to stop.
I love you with all of my heart and so. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I find that I am getting weaker now as I get older and so many times I need you to do something that I do not have the strength to do. I have always been able to take care of myself but I am finding it hard to do so many things that used to be so easy for me to do. I guess that is to be expected. you always kept me young and I felt young. But not any more. Since you have been gone I have aged a lot. I don't feel like nor do I want to do any thing and so many things that I have to do I find I don't have the strength to do any more. This life is so short but without you I don't care how short it is. It just means I will be with you again soon. That makes me happy. I just spend my time serving the Lord and trusting in Him until we are
together again. I love you so much and I love the Lord so much. He is so good to us to bring us together and let us have all of the happiness and joy that we had. He promised we will have that same joy again and that it is will for all of eternity. That fills my heart and my life with joy just knowing this wonderful promise that He gave to us.
He will always bless us and keep us in His loving care until that day comes. I thank Him every day for you and I thank you for loving me so much.

Your eternal loving wife

Jean Heath
February 01, 2014
Dearest Darling Husband "Dick". Today is February first. It will soon be one year since the Lord took you home. I have missed you every minute since you have been gone with all of my heart and soul. I loved you when you were here and I love you now with all of my heart and soul. So many times I have needed you with all of my heart and soul. Every minute since you went home I have longed to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Living without you has been the hardest task I have ever had to face. Some days it seems like I will not make it through the day. I talk to you every day and I kiss your picture and I pray with you just like we did when you were here. You let me know real often that you are here with me. Thank you so much for that. One thing about being the age that I am is that it can't be too much longer until I am allowed to come home to you. You are so very precious to me. You are the love of my life. I know that you are really looking forward to the day when I can come and be with you just like I am. There is no pleasure at all in life. I am so glad for the love we had. for the way we treated each other so that we both were able to say that when one of us had to go neither one of us would have to feel any guilt because we never showed anything but love for each other. I am so glad that I got to be the love of your life and your soul mate. I am so thankful that I got to be the one who took care of you. I loved taking care of you. It was a joy and a pleasure to do the things for you that made you happy and comfortable. God Bless you and me with undying love and grace sufficient until we are together again forever. I love you my darling.

Your forever soul mate and wife

Jean Heath
January 31, 2014
To my dear sweet husband , the love of my life.
I love you with all of my heart and soul just the way you love me. I miss you with all of my heart and soul just the way you miss me. I need you with all of my heart and soul, just the way you need me. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul, just the way you long to be with me. We will be together again when it is my day to come home to you and The Lord. I hope that day comes soon and I know you hope that it comes soon also.
We have been having winter weather here. They called for 2 to 4 inches of snow but we didn't get any. We did get some freezing rain but it didn't last very long. Dale came over and got the ice off of our steps and porch. I stayed in for fear I would fall. It has been getting cold at night though. It has been going down into the upper 20s. In the day it warms up to about 40 degrees. Today it was 41 degrees. Stating tomorrow it is supposed to be near 70 again and only down to the high 50s at night. That will be much better.
My home teacher's came tonight and they were talking about you. They said when we came to church on Sunday we were the best looking couple there. It reminded me of the day we were in WalMart and that lady came up to us and said " I just had to come up and tell you two that you are a very handsome couple and you look so happy."
We didn't know what to say and you just said thank you to her. We both had a good laugh when we left the store. We had that happen to us several times. Our happiness must have really been obvious.
I am going to Tami's tomorrow. WE are going to Columbia to see a basketball game. I am sure I will enjoy that. You know how I love going to watch the girls play basketball. Then we are all going out to eat after the game.
I love you my darling and I miss you. I know that God will be with us and give us grace and hold us in His tender loving care until we are together again. I thank Him for you every day and I thank you everyday for loving me so very much the way you do.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
January 30, 2014
My darling husband and soul mate. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank you with all of my heart and soul for all of the love that you have for me and all of the love you gave for me . For making me the love of your life and for reassuring me that I am your soul mate. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of the good times we had. For all of the joy you brought to my life. For taking such good care of me at all times. for all of the love we shared so unconditionally. For always telling me that you wanted to be with me for eternity. For the devotion that you always showed to me. You are the love of my life and my soul mate for sure. I love you so very much and I can't tell you enough how much you mean to me. I am so happy for the short time that we had together. It was for sure the happiest time and years of my life. You are such a special person. Heaven is such a much brighter and happier place with you there. My life is so void of love and happiness without you but I thank God because He promised us that we will be together again when it is my time to come home to you. I thank God for you and for that promise every single day of my life. I know that He will always love us and keep us in His special care and grant to us all of the grace that we need to keep us until the day comes for me . I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Your forever wife and soul mate

Jean Heath
January 29, 2014
Good Morning to the most precious angel in heaven, I love you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for loving me just as much and being so special to me. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for loving me so much that I miss you so much now. I need you with all of my heart and soul. thank you for all of the love and devotion and for taking such wonderful care of me and fulfilling my life's dream. I long with all of my heart and soul to be with you. Thank you for all of the times you assured me that you wanted to be with me for eternity. I knew you meant it when you told me so many times. especially just before you passed this earthly life. I thank God for you every day of my life. He was so very good to us. I will be forever grateful to Him for His blessings to us. My life is not the same nor will it ever be the same without you but I know that we will be together for eternity when it is my time to leave this earthly life and come home to be with you. You are so very special. God will always bless us and give us grace unlimited and keep us in His loving care at all times until the day comes for me to come home. Then we will be together for eternity. Until then I am

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 28, 2014
Good morning my darling husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I cannot say these things too many times and I mean every word every time I say them. You are my world. you are my life. you are the love of my life and we are soul mates just like you always said we were. life without you is so lonely. You brought so much joy and sunshine to me. Thank you for all of your love and devotion and for always making me know how very much you loved me and still love me. I thank God for you every day and I know that He meant for us to be together. He brought us together just like you always said He did. You always talked about how different I made you feel. You never got the least bit mean with me. All I ever got from you was real honest love. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for that. We both really enjoyed life when you were here and we will enjoy it even more when we are together again in heaven with our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I think about the things you told me about your dad and I know He is going to be so happy when we are together. You always said your dad would have loved me. From the things you said I think I would have loved him too. I always told you that. We have so much to look forward too and I am so anxious for that day to come. God will always bless us and keep us in His loving care and grant us lots of grace until the day when we are together again in Heaven I love you my darling.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 28, 2014
A special message just for my special angel husband. I love you honey with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life, my soul mate and my only sunshine. Every day that goes by brings me one day closer to coming home to you. I am really looking forward to that day with great joy in my heart knowing that you will be waiting for me with open arms. That reunion is going to make the angels sing. No one will ever know all of the joy and happiness that we enjoyed while you were here on earth. God was so good to us and He allowed us to have a very special relationship. We both found real and true happiness together. We never failed to let each other know how we felt. It was such a precious time for both of us. Even after you were sick we still enjoyed the love that we had for each other. We were just right for each other. We always treated each other with great love and respect at all times. That could never have happened with anyone else. You always said that God saved the best for last and you were so right when you said that. You mean everything to me. I know that I mean everything to you too. Every once in a while someone will tell me how impressed they were with the love that we showed and had for each other. I thank God for you every day of my life and I know that He will always bless us and keep us in His loving care and give us the grace that we need until we are together for eternity. I love you my darling with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for loving me and being so good to me. I will be with you soon.

Your loving forever wife.

Jean Heath
January 27, 2014
My dearest darling angel husband. The best thing to do when I am feeling down is to send you a little note since you are not here for me to talk to. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I am feeling so depressed without you here with me today. This is one of the days when I need you so much and the emptiness without you is almost more than I can bear. The days are so long and the nights even longer without you. I am having one of those times when I can't hold back the tears. We were meant to be together and it is just so hard because we are not together right now when we are supposed to be. I wish the day would hurry and come for me to come home to you and be with you again. I know you are waiting very anxiously for me just the same as I am anxiously waiting to come to you. I talk to you a lot and I kiss your pictures a lot but that does not ease this awful aching in my heart. I know that you love me and I know that God loves me and neither of you want me to feel this downhearted. I try to think of all the fun and loving times we had together. I think of you singing "you are my sunshine " to me and I can almost hear your sweet voice. I look at pictures of us together and think of the things we were doing when the pictures were taken and at times like this they just make me miss you even more. Time isn't doing anything at all to help. I know that God will bless us both and keep us in His tender loving care until the day comes when we are together forever. I thank Him for you every day and I thank you for all of the love and devotion you gave to me and still give to me. You are so very precious and special to me. I love you my darling with all of my heart and soul. I will always be

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
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January 26, 2014
Happy Sabbath day to the love of my life, my dear sweet husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We are soul mates. We both knew that real soon after we met. We also knew real soon after we met that we were the love of each other's lives. Life without you is so very hard. Some days I feel as though I won't be able to make it through the day. But by the grace of God I am able to go on. My heart breaks over and over again when I think of you. Thank you for all of the wonderful memories that you left for me to hold on to. When we are together again forever all of these lonely days will be forgotten and we will have joy forever and ever. I thank God for you ever day of my life. He was so very good to us. He knew exactly what we both needed and he gave us each other to love for eternity. I thank Him for that with all of my heart.
I didn't go to church today. I was feeling really tired and achy so I went back to bed. This is one of those days that I am feeling my age. You kept me feeling young all of the time and I miss that. I think we made each other young. Just think, when we are together forever we will always be young. That is really a wonderful thought.
I love you honey and I am looking forward to the day when we will be together for all eternity. God will keep us in His care and love us unconditionally until that day comes.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 25, 2014
Good morning my sweet darling husband. It is early in the morning and I can't sleep so I thought I would send you and note and tell you that I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and we are soul mates. God brought us together so we could share our wonderful marriage and He blessed it in Heaven and we will enjoy it for all eternity. Just thinking of these things fills my heart with so much warmth and joy. Thank you for loving me so very much and showing it in every way possible. You were and still are my sunshine just like I am you sunshine. I can still hear you singing that to me. I am so thankful to God for bringing us together and allowing us to love each other more than anything or any body in the whole world. You are such a special person. We had such a wonderful life together and we will again when I get to come home to you. I get really anxious for that day to come but I know that I have to wait a little while longer. So I will just try to be as patient as I can and hang on to all of the lovely dreams and memories. Thank you for coming in to my dreams. that is so comforting to me. It reassures me of you love for me and I know that you are also trying to be patient while you are waiting for me. I will come running into your arms when I get there and we will be together for eternity. I think about what you had to go through here. You will never have to be hurt like that again and neither us will ever have to be sick or suffer in any way. We will just enjoy pure love and happiness. God will keep us in His care and give us the grace we need until that day comes. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

your loving wife forever

Jean Heath
January 24, 2014
Sending this little note to the love of my life just to tell you that I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you are the love of my life and we are soul mates. We will be together again some day and we will never have to be apart again for eternity. All of the love we have for each other will be alive again because we will be together and God will continue to love us and bless us just like He has . He brought us together and we will always be together. Thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave me and still give to me. I love you so very much honey. I thank god for you every day. He is so good to us.
We are still having cold weather here. It went down to 27 degrees last night and is supposed to get really cold again tonight. It will pass in a few days and be warm again. I haven't been getting out in it very much. It has been really windy here too. I have to get the leaf blower out and clean the porch off. I am going to wait until it warms up a little later in the afternoon.
I love you so very much and I am just waiting for the day to come when the Lord sends His angels for me and brings me home to you. He knows our hearts and He will keep us in His loving care until that day comes.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 23, 2014
Good afternoon to my darling husband on the cold wintery day. It is really cold here. 41 degrees but my heart is warm with the love I have for you and the love that you have filled my heart with. I love you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I need you so very much with all of my heart and soul. If you were here we would be all snuggled up on the couch watching television and keeping each other nice and warm. We did that so many times when it was cold outside and we would usually end up falling asleep in each other's arms and having a nice winter nap together, I miss those times so very much. I long to be with you so very much to fill this loneliness in my life. I am so looking forward to that day to come when the Lord will call me home to be with you for eternity. What a blessed day that will be. Life without you so so empty and void of any happiness. I went visiting teaching this morning with sister Ahl and she was talking about how our love for each other was so obvious. She said it is too bad that we didn't have 50 years together. I told her how you would say that God saved the best for last. She said Phil would tell everyone about how much love and devotion we had for each other. All of my happiness lies in the fact that I know we will be together again when the Lord calls me home and It will be forever. I know that God will keep us in His loving care until then. I love you honey.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
January 22, 2014
Good morning honey, It is a cold winder day here but my heart is very warmed by the wonderful love that you have for me and all of the devotion you gave me and still give to me. Thank you for the wonderful kiss. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I had just fallen asleep last night when you came and gave me a very sweet and gentle kiss. It really warmed my heart and made me so very happy. Thank you honey. Those special times keep me going and knowing how very much we love each other.
It is really cold here right now. It is 35 degrees right now. It is going to warm up to 45 degrees for the high and then tonight it is going to drop down to 20 degrees. Our house is nice and cozy warm. I am thankful for that. This cold front is supposed to last for several days. I am so glad that we don't have very many days like this. I am also glad that I live here instead of Ohio. They are really getting pounded with snow and cold. I am glad you wanted me to stay here. I am glad that you picked this place to start with. Of all the ones that we looked at I liked this one best too just like you did. We have really made some good friends here.
I love you so very much honey and the day will soon come when we will be together for all eternity. Your kisses won't just be in my dreams any more but they will be real again just like they were before the Lord took you home. I will come home to you soon and we will have the wonderful marriage God blessed us with again and it will last forever. God will keep us in his in His tender love and grace until that day comes.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 21, 2014
Good morning my dear sweetheart husband.

I love you so very much. I miss you so vey much. I need you so very much and I long to be with you so very much. You are the love of my life. The message that I sent yesterday didn't get printed but just know this. I told you that I love you, miss you, need you and long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. As you always told me and you were right, we are soul mates and God meant for us to be together and saved the best for last. I can still hear you telling me that. You are so very precious to me. I am always thinking of the nice things you did for me and the sweet things you would say to me. There was never a doubt that you meant it because you always told me that too. I love you so very much. The day will come and soon I hope when we will be together again and the love we share will live on throughout eternity. I thank God for you everyday and I thank you everyday for the love you gave to me and still give to me. Thank you honey from the bottom of my heart.
We have another cold spell coming through. It won't be so bad during the day but at night it will be in the 20-30 degree range. I am thankful for our warm home. I am thankful that I was able to buy it and bring you home to it. you loved it so much. I can still see you crying and telling your friends "Jean did this all for me". I did do it for you so I could bring you home. When the doctors and therapist advised me to find a nursing home for you I absolutely refused. I wanted to take care of you. I am so thankful that I did. You loved me so much for that. You never forgot it. Almost every day you would say thank you for taking such good care of me. I am thankful for the help that I go from Phil and at the end the help that I got from hospice. They were so good.
I love you so very much and I know for sure that God is watching over us both and keeping us in His tender loving care until the day comes when I can come home to you.

Your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
January 19, 2014
Good morning "Dick" my precious husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul. you are the love of my life. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. We are soul mates. I need you with all of my heart and soul. life without you is like having no air to breathe. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We were meant to be together. I thank God for you every day and I know for sure that we will be together for eternity when it is my time to leave this earth and come home to you. Our love for each other has been sealed and blessed by God the eternal Father. He really loves us and wants us to be together and to be happy. You always told me that I made you a better person but it wasn't me that made you a better person. It was when you accepted Jesus Christ as you Savior. Your sins were forgiven and your heart was filled with joy and love. From then on you were a better person. The same was with me. We were able to see what true love was all about and God blessed our marriage in heaven. We were able to see and feel all of the love that we had for each other and all of the love He had for us. I am so thankful to Him and to you for all of the precious love and devotion that you have for me. He will always bless us and keep us close to Him and give us the grace we need until we are together again for eternity in Heaven. I love you so very much.

Your eternal wife

Jean Heath
January 18, 2014
Good morning to my precious angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I can't tell you these things enough. You told me that I made you very happy when I said nice things to you and told you how much I love you. I know you still love hearing them. I tell you every day because I always want to make you happy. We are soul mates. You told me that right after you met me. You said we were meant to be together. I think about the day we talked about getting married. We were sitting on the porch at Springwood Lake in East Sparta, Ohio. After that we told Larraine and Luther, Dave and Peggy, my children, my best friend Pat and our neighbor Diana. Everyone was so glad for us. We knew then that just living together was wrong and we wanted to have a relationship that pleased God. He was pleased and He blessed our marriage and made it the most wonderful relationship ever. I wanted to get married in Ohio before we came to South Carolina and you said we should wait until we got to South Carolina so that is what we did. We were both very happy and you always loved me so much and was so very devoted to me. I love you so much for the way you treated me . You always let me know how much you love me. Thank you for that honey. We didn't have very long together but we had a wonderful marriage and relationship while we were together. I thank God for you every single day. You would tell me all of the time that God saved the best for last. He really did. We have so much love for each other. We will have the same love back when the Lord takes me home to be with you and it will be even more precious. We will never have to worry about being torn apart again. It will be for all of eternity and we will be blessed again because we will be in the presence of our Heavenly Father and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who made all of this possible for us. I love you with all of my heart and soul and until we are together again I know that God will always hold us in His loving arms and give us grace.

your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
January 17, 2014
Good Morning honey,
The sun is shining brightly and the high temperature today will be near 60. I sang "you are my sunshine " to you when I got up this morning. You will always be my sunshine. I remember very well the morning you said to me "you are my sunshine" and you sang it so me. You loved singing that song to me in the morning when we would wake up so now I sing it to you. You will forever be my sunshine. I love you with all of my heart and soul and my love just keeps getting stronger every day. I miss you with all of my heart and soul every minute of every day. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I need to touch you and see your face and talk to you and just be with you. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I am so looking forward to the day when the Lord calls me home to be with you forever. Life without you is like life without air to breathe.
Dale came over yesterday and put an over the door rack on my pantry door. It is so nice and really gave me a lot more room on my pantry shelves. He is always doing something for me. I am so thankful for him and I know you are too. He feels just like one of my kids. I am so glad that you asked him to watch over me and help me when I need it.
I love you so much honey. I am so thankful to God for you and for the way He holds us in His loving care and gives us grace until we are together forever in Heaven.

Your forever loving wife and companion

Jean Heath
January 16, 2014
Good afternoon my Darling husband.
I love you so very much and I am so lonesome without you. My world stopped turning and my life came to a halt the day the Lord came and took you home. As days go by the hurt gets stronger and stronger and so does my love for you. I will forever be longing to be with you until the Lord comes and takes me home too. Every day brings me closer and I am thankful for that. I am thankful to God for the time even though short that we had together. I have come to realize that it isn't how long a relationship last but the love that was put into the relationship that matters most. We both put all of our heart and souls into our love for each other and that is what made it the most precious relationship ever. Thank you honey for all of the love and devotion. You really put your whole heart and soul into your love for me. You are the most special person I have ever known. I am so very happy that God let us find each other and blessed our wonderful marriage. It was for sure a marriage made in heaven. Any one that really knew us knows tat our love for each other was special and real. It was for sure a forever love. I know that God loves us and intended for us to be together forever and He will keep us in His loving care and give us the grace that we need to sustain us until we are together again. I love you my darling.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 15, 2014
Good morning to my precious loving husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You and me is the way it was meant to be the love of each other's life and soul mates for sure. The love that we have for each other can never or will it ever die but live on for all eternity. You are so very precious to me and I thank God for you every day. Thank you for loving me with all of you heart and soul and picking me to be with for all eternity. When you told me the first time that you wanted to be with me for all eternity, I ask you if you were sure about that and you said we were meant to be together and you knew we were soul mates and you had never loved anyone the way you love me. I was so happy because I sure want to be with you for eternity. You made me the happiest woman that ever lived when you told me that. I love you so very much.
We are having nice weather again. It rained yesterday but in the afternoon the sun came out and the temperature is in the high 60s. The sun has a lot to warmth to it. I hope we have an early spring. I am anxious to get in the yard and work. especially in your memorial garden. The freeze that we had was very hard on it. I will have it cleaned up and beautiful again in no time. Every one comments on how beautiful it is. I know you love it.
I am longing to be with you more an more every day. Until the day comes when I can come home to you I know that God will keep us in His loving care and give us the grace we need. I love you honey.

your loving wife and eternal companion

Jean Heath
January 14, 2014
Good morning my darling husband.
It is a dreary rainy day here today. That is just the way I feel without you here with me. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and if I say these things a million times or more I will mean every one of them every time I say them. You are the love of my life and I am yours. We are soul mates and it has always been meant for us to be together. I thank God for you every single day of my life and I thank you for loving me so unconditionally and always letting me know that I was the most important person in the world to you. It is such a joy to know that one day we will be together again and we will never have to b apart ever again. There will be no way anyone can interfere or hurt us in any way. There won't be any letters to upset you or hurt you and you and I will be free from all of the earthly cares and woes and free to love each other for eternity. We will spend eternity with our Lord and Savior and thanking Him for all of our blessings and for His great sacrifice. We will be with our Heavenly Father who brought us together with love and kindness and let us know the complete love and relationship that we shared. Until then my darling He will keep us in His loving care and give us the grace that we need to endure our separation until we are together forever. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever wife and eternal companion

Jean Heath
January 13, 2014
Good afternoon my darling husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heat and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind. Yesterday I had written to you acknowledging that you had been gone from me for eleven months. Then later I wrote to you again saying you had been gone from me for one year. Some days my mind just goes around in circles. I am having a terrible time living without you. I was thinking about the morning you passed away and it just got embedded in my mind that it had been a year. It seems like an eternity since I had to say goodbye to you but on the other hand it seems like you were here yesterday. I will never be able to accept it. I still wake up in the morning and look over to your side of the bed to see you. I miss you so much. I can't hardly make it any more without you. I know that you and God are watching over me and I know that you and God really love me and I know that you try to comfort me in my pain and heartaches. Thank you for that. You are the love of my life. I never knew that I could ever love anyone so very much the way I love you and living without you is really taking it's toll on me. When you would tell me how very much you love me and how you felt your life was finally complete, my heart would swell up inside me and I would be the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. My life will never be the same until we are back together again just the way we should be. I pray for the strength that I need to hold on until that day comes when we are together again in Heaven just the way we were promised by our God who loves us unconditionally. I love you my darling for all of eternity.

your forever darling wife.

Jean Heath
January 12, 2014
My Dearest Darling Angel husband. You have been gone from me one year today. My heart and my life have a void as big as a mountain. I wish I could just close my eyes and I would be with you . I love you with all of my heart and soul. Some days it seems as though I just can't make it through the day without you. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Every minute away from you seems like an eternity. I need you so very much. The days are long and the nights are even longer without you. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. My love for you just keeps getting stronger and stronger. I know your sweet spirit is with me all of the time. I can feel you around me. But I want to touch you and hold you and kiss you and see that wonderful look of love that you always gave to me. I really miss all of those things so very much. The only happiness that I know now is the fact that I know we will be together one day and we will never have to part again. That is the only thing that keeps me going day after day. We are soul mates. You always said that and you always said that you wanted to spend eternity with me. We will honey. Heavenly Father promised us that and He always keeps His promises. The day will come when it will be my turn to leave this earth and come home to you and we will never have to be apart again. We will only know true happiness from then on. eternity is a long time and that is how long we will have each other to love. I Thank God for you every day and I Thank you every day for your love. God will always keep us in is loving care and bless us with all of the grace we need until we are together again in Heaven with Him and our Savior.

Your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
January 12, 2014
My dearest honey "Dick". Eleven months ago today at 6:12 AM the Lord came and took you home to be with Him for eternity. I have lived with this broken heart since that very moment. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Half of me went with you when you left. I will never forget the way you cried when you knew you had to leave me. Your heart was broken because you didn't want to leave me. The last words I ever heard you say were "I LOVE YOU" and I knew you meant them. Things will never be the same until we are together again for eternity with our Savior and our Heavenly Father. We both have that promise and we know that day will come. It will be such a happy day for both of us. I love you so very much and I will be so happy when we are together again. I know you will be too and I know you are waiting with your arms outstretched to hold me again. God will keep us in His loving care until that blessed day comes.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
January 11, 2014
Good morning to the most special person I have ever known, my wonderful husband "Dick" Heath. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Living without you is like living without air to breath. I would never be able to find enough words to tell you just how much I love and miss you and how lonely I am without you. We are the love of each other's lives and we are soul mates. You always told me that you knew we were meant to be together. I know this is true. We had a very beautiful relationship and God blessed us and was so good to us. Once we both accepted Christ as our Savior our relationship with each other got even better. You talked about your dad a lot and how he loved the Lord and how you loved him. You said the two of you were very close. I am glad for that and I know that the two of you have some wonderful conversations now.
I thank God for you everyday and I thank you for all of the love and devotion you gave to me all of the time and still give to me from heaven. I love you so very much and I know that God will always keep us in His loving care and give us grace sufficient to keep us until we are together for all eternity.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 10, 2014
Good morning again Honey.
Another day is here. That means we are one day closer to being together again forever. I love you so very much. With all of my heart and soul I love you. I miss you so very much. with all of my heart and soul I miss you. I need you so very much. With all of my heart and soul I need you. I long to be with you so very much. With all of my heart and soul I long to be with you. Life is so very empty without you. I don't know how I lived for seventy five years without you. I am so sorry that we didn't have more time together here on the earth. I am so very thankful to God to know that we will be together for all eternity when He lets me come home. I know you will come running to meet me with your arms outstretched to hold me. I have so many precious memories that keep me going from day to day without you and I spend a lot of time thinking about all of the love we shared and all of the fun times we had together and all of the joy and happiness that we gave to each other. Though it was short , it was the best time of my whole life. I am so looking forward to the time when we can just pick up where we left off and enjoy that wonderful love forever. You are for sure the love of my life, my sunshine and my soul mate. I know for sure that I am the love of your life, your sunshine and your soul mate. God is so good to us and I thank Him every day. He will always love us and he will always hold us in the palm of His hand. He will give us grace to sustain us until the time comes for us to be together in Heaven with Him and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. That will be a very joyous time for us both. I love you my darling husband.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
January 09, 2014
Good morning "Dick" my angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for the love you gave me in return. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Every day without you seems like an eternity. I need you so much. You took such good care of me and I miss that so much. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I will be so happy when we are together again. I thank God for you every day and I know the day will come when we will be back together and we will never have to be apart again. I thank you everyday for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me while you were with me here and that you are still giving to me from heaven. you are the love of my life and my soul mate. And I know that you feel the same way about me. you always had a special way of showing your love and devotion to me.
The weather is a lot better here today than it has been. We are having some sunshine mixed with clouds and the temperature is going to be in the 50s. Each day is going to be a little warmer until we get back up to 70 degrees. I am really ready for the 80s and 90s. It won't be long until it reaches that. That is my kind of weather.
It is pretty quiet around here. Everyone is still trying to thaw out I guess. The campground was a mess with all of the water frozen up.
I love you so very much honey. I know that our Heavenly Father will watch over us with His precious love and hold us close to Him and give us the grace we need until we are together again for eternity. He loves us and He knows our hearts and how much love we have for each other. He will never forsake us.

you forever loving wife

Jean Heath
January 08, 2014
Good morning to my darling angel husband.
Winter is over. It will be 47 degrees by early afternoon and by Friday it will be 70 degrees. I love it. I am sure we will have a few more cold days though but I hope not like the last couple of days. I made it through the cold spell just fine. The house stayed nice an warm and I didn't have any trouble with the water. I am so thankful for that. I think I might venture out today for a little while. I have some business to take care of. You always took care of all of the business and I never had to worry about it. I knew you would take care of everything. I liked it that way. I don't have any problems taking care of things now but I loved it when you were here to do it and I didn't have to worry about forgetting to do something. There isn't a lot to take care of now. Just lot rent, insurance and utilities. That is so nice. We really worked good together to get everything the way we wanted it. I was finally able to talk you into getting the things that you had always wanted and to go places you wanted to go. You did those things and I am happy. We had so many fun times together. WE sure did a lot of traveling. You said we did more traveling than you had ever done. You really loved it and I did too. I can take care of myself now. I have a good income that is mine that I earned and I can live good on it.
I was thinking about how you used to wait on me hand and foot. You would never let me do anything for myself. My sugar crashed the other night and I was thinking how you would get upset when that happened and no matter what time of the night it was you would jump out of be and hold on to me as I went down the stairs because you were so afraid I would fall. you would sit right beside me until my sugar came back to normal. I miss all of that attention. I don't have any stairs now so that is good and I don't have far to go to grab something when my sugar crashes. I really miss the way you would take my hand and prayed for me and it always worked. Thank you for that honey. I miss all of those sweet prayers. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life and I am yours. I thank God for you every day and I know that he will keep us in His loving tender care and give us the grace that we need until that day comes when we will be together in Heaven for all eternity with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Our Heavenly Father. I am waiting and longing for that day to come.

Your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
January 07, 2014
Hi Honey,
It is really winter here now. It is 30 degrees right now and by nightfall it will be down to 22 degrees. I have the water dripping so the pipes won't freeze. I don't think they would anyway but I don't want to take any chances. There is no water in the campground. All of the outside pipes are frozen. I am glad I am not over there. I am also glad I am not in Ohio. They went down below zero last night and it is not much warmer today. Dale came over and checked all of the outside faucets for me and let them drip some. I am so thankful for him. You and him were so close and he sure hasn't forgotten that he promised you he would be here if I needed anything. He always is. You wished he was you son and I think he wished that too. I miss you so much but at times like this I need you even more. You took such good care of me all of the time. I love you for that.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you and all of your love and devotion to me. He is so good to us. He loves us so much to let us have a love like we have. He knew that we both needed to know what a complete love is like. you said you had never known a love like mine and I sure never knew a love like yours. God will keep us in His care and give us the grace and strength we nee until we are together again forever. I long for that day to come. I love you so very much.

Your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
January 06, 2014
Good morning to my sweet angel husband. What a wonderful, special person you are. How thankful I am to have had you in my life. God was certainly good to us when he let us find each other and share the Love and devotion that we had for one another. And for blessing the wonderful marriage that we enjoyed. He helped us through Jesus Christ to change our lives for the better and gave us the wonderful promise that we will be together again one day we will never have to be parted again. Our love grew stronger as we served the Lord and endured the adverse things in our lives that were designed to destroy us. We were able through our lord and Savior Jesus Christ to overlook those things and cling to each other and our love just kept getting stronger. We had Our Father in Heaven, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and each other and we had so many good friends . Those were the things that we needed the most. I am so thankful that we had all of the things that we needed. As much as it broke my heart when the Lord took you to heaven I found peace and comfort in the promise given to us by God that we will be together again and for all eternity. What a wonderful blessing it is to have that promise to help me while I am here and until the day when the Lord will let me come home to you. I am so looking forward to that blessed day. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. The Lord will bless us with His precious love and Keep us in His loving care and give us the grace we need until the day comes when we are forever together. I love you my darling husband.

Your forever companion and loving wife

Jean Heath,
January 05, 2014
Good afternoon my darling husband.
It is Sunday and I didn't go to church today because it was raining really hard, I don't like driving when it is raining so hard. I am also afraid of falling when it is raining so hard. So I thought it best to just stay home. If you were here we would have gone to church in the rain. You would have driven the car and you would have held the umbrella over me as we walked. Those are some of the reasons that I need you so much. You always took such good care of me. I miss you so very much. everyday there is a reason why I miss you and need you so much. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. We loved each other so very much. You always put me and my needs first before anything else or any other person. You loved me with all of your heart and soul. You never failed to let me and every one else know that. You were always so proud of me and the love that we had for each other. You loved everything about me. You always talked about my good personality and the way that I returned your love. You thought I was beautiful. You thought that because you loved me so much. You were always worried that I would gain weight. You always said you didn't like fat women and you always watched me so I wouldn't gain weight. I still watch my weight. If I gain a pound I get busy and get it off. I try to stay the way you liked for me to look. You were always so proud of the way I looked. You always wanted me to wear something pink because you said I looked beautiful in pink. I still wear a lot of pink things. You also like me in purple but you liked pink better. It is funny that I still want to look the way you wanted me to look. You were so proud to be seen with me and I felt the same way about you. I miss you so much. I just pray that God will keep us both in His loving care and give us the grace we need to carry on without each other until we are together again forever in that beautiful land where we will never be sick, never grow old and never have to be apart from each other again. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Your forever wife and eternal companion.

Jean Heath
January 04, 2014
Hello to heaven to my wonderful husband. I love you so very much. With all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much. Every minute of every day. I need you so very much. It is just too hard to live without you. I long to be with you so very much. We were meant to be together. God brought us together so we could experience the wonderful love and marriage that we had. We had a love for each other that could never be matched. One thing for sure it was an eternal love that could not be destroyed and it just keeps right on growing.
It is very windy here today and the porch and steps are loaded with pine straw. I am going to wait until it warms up a little bit to go out and clean them off. I will just use the leaf blower and I won't have to be out very long. It is supposed to be 52 degrees this afternoon. That isn't too bad. We are supposed to have rain coming in tomorrow. That is better than all of the snow they are getting up north and it is a lot colder up there so I am very glad I am here.
The weather has really slowed down the travelers. There is hardly anyone in the campground. They have only been averaging 2 or 3 a night. There is only about 5 or 6 full time campers now. Things are really different here now. I never go to the campground any more. I go to the office to pick up my mail and take my trash to the dumpster. That is about the only time I am there.
I love you my darling and I miss you every minute of every day. I am just waiting for the day I can come home to you. Until then I am just doing the best I can and asking God to help me until then and bless us both with His love and grace. What a happy day it will be when we are together again,

your very loving wife

Jean Heath
January 03, 2014
Good Morning "Dick"
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life, you are my soul mate, you are my eternal companion, You are my life. You are my world. I am so lost without you. I thank you for all of the love and devotion and kindness that you showed to me when you were here with me and continue to show to me even from Heaven. I thank God every day for bringing us together. I know that it was by His love and His hand that we found each other. Just like you always said "We were meant to be together". We both knew this. You said it so many times. I am always thinking of all of the things that you used to say to me. It is so comforting to me to know how much you really loved me. It gives me a lot of peace.
It is cold here right now. The high today is only going to be 42 degrees and tonight it is supposed to go down to 26 degrees. I will have to let the water drip tonight so the water lines won't freeze up. Then tomorrow it is supposed to warm back up into the 50s again. This is the coldest it has been here this winter. We have been very lucky so far this winter. Hopefully it won't get any colder than this. I have taken all of the outside Christmas lights down but I don't have them put away yet. I am going to move the golf cart out of the shed so I can store all of the Christmas decorations in there and then put the golf cart back in. I haven't decided what to do about the golf cart. I don't use it but the kids want me to keep it so they can ride it when they are here. some man asked Dale if I wanted it sell it but I can't
decide whether I want to or not.
I love you so very much honey. I ask God to keep us safely in His loving care and grant us peace and grace until we are together again for eternity.

Your loving wife.

Jean Heath
January 02, 2014
My darling angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I really long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. It is a rainy dreary day here today. Kind of how I feel today. It is a very dreary world without you to share it with. You are the love of my life, my soul mate, my world and my life. without you there isn't much to live for. You made my life so happy and so complete. I thrived on the love and devotion and all of the attention you gave to me. without you now my life is so empty and so void of any happiness. The only consolation that I have is in knowing that because of the atonement of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ we will be together again when I get to come home to you and I know that we will never have to part again. I thank God for you every day and I pray for the courage and strength that I need to endure to the end. He helps me make it through each day and every day means that I am one day closer to you and to Him. I know that even though I am so lonesome without you, He is walking by my side every day and helping me make it through the day. I love you so very much and I just pray that we will always be held in the protecting arms of our Lord until the day we are together again never to be apart again.

Your forever loving wife and eternal companion.

Jean Heath
January 01, 2014
I know you are starting the new year off Happy with the Lord Jesus Christ. I am starting the new year off completely dedicating my life to my Lord Jesus Christ. He knows my heart and my desires and He knows your heart and desires. They are one and the same. Just to be close to our Heavenly father and our Savior and be together with each other and them for eternity. I know for sure that is the way it will be. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I don't feel like we will have to wait too long to be together again. It is my heart's desire and I know it is yours. There are so many things that I would like to say but I am not allowed but you already know what they are. We have already discussed them all. There are so many things that only you, me and the Lord knows We have so much to be thankful for. I am so sad without you and I know you are waiting for me with your arms wide open, but I am so thankful for the time that we had here together and I am so thankful that I know we will be together again and then we will never have to be torn apart the way we were here. We endured a lot here and it only made our love for each other grow stronger and stronger. I spent last night waiting for the new year to start just thinking about the past year and looking at your pictures and talking to you. I have no doubt that you heard every word that I said and I know you echoed you love for me and the Savior. The Lord will bless us with His love and keep us in His loving tender care and give us the grace and strength that we nee until we are together with Them in Heaven for all eternity.

your forever loving wife.
December 31, 2013
My dearest darling husband. The year 2013 is coming to an end today. It brought a broken heart to me that cannot be mended here on the earth. It has been a very hard year for me to bear. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. On February 12 very early in the morning while I was sitting by your beside and holding your hand, the Lord came and took you to heaven to be with Him. I was hurt so very bad. I was glad you were not sick any more and I knew you could walk again and those things I was thankful for. But to know that now I would have to go on without you was so very heart breaking. I am so thankful that God let you be well enough that three days before He came and got you we were able to have the conversation that we had. You reassured me that you loved me with all of you heart. You told me that you wanted to be with me for eternity and you would be waiting for me. You told me exactly what you wanted me to do with your remains. You told me who you wanted me to call and who you didn't want called. I did everything that you asked me to do. I am so glad that I did because it is the one thing that I will always have peace of mind about. I am so glad that this year is gone now and I don't have to go through that again. I would give everything to have you back if you were well, healthy, and could walk. I would never want you to go through all that you had to endure again. I am so thankful that you want to be with me for eternity. I would not be able to live with it if you didn't. You loved me so much. You didn't want me out of your sight. I even had to place your bed so you could see me in Kitchen when I was preparing your meals. I stayed right by your side for the entire time that you were sick except when I came here to get our home and get it ready to bring you home from rehab. Then I was only gone over night because Dale helped me so I wouldn't have to leave you too long. You were so happy when I brought you home. You cried when I brought you in the house. You thanked me over and over and you kept telling everyone that I did all of this just for you and I did. You said you had never loved anyone in your life the way you loved me. You told everyone that. I knew that it was the way you felt. We had a perfect marriage. WE had the most special love that ever was. We will be together for eternity just like you asked me to be with you. I wouldn't be happy any place else except with you. Thank you for the times that you have let me know you are still near me. Thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me then and still give to me now. Thank you for giving me Sunshine to comfort me and Thank you for being my sunshine and making me your sunshine, your soul mate as you would always tell me and allowing me to be the love of your life. I love you so very much more than word can ever say . God bless us both while we are apart and always keep us close to His heart until we are in each other's arms again. I pray in Jesus name. Amen
December 30, 2013
My dearest Darling Angel Husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Your are my sunshine, the love of my life and my soul mate. You are still my world and my life. You are all of the things to me that you told me that I am to you. We loved each other more than life. God was so good to us when He brought us together and allowed us to know what real love could be like. We really do have true and real love for each other and it will last forever and ever. Eternity will be filled with our love for each other. I thank you with all of my heart and soul for all of the love, joy, kindness, happiness and devotion that you gave to me when you were here and still give to me from heaven. I love you more than I could ever find enough words to say.
The year 2013 is coming to and end now. I am so glad. It was the worst year of my whole entire life. Losing you was the worst thing that ever happened to me. When you went to be with the Lord you took half of me with you. My heart was broken and it will never be fixed until we are together again. I am so thankful for the Gospel of Jesus Christ and that we both accepted Him as our Savior, repented of our sins and gave our heart so Him to love and to serve Him. When we turned our lives over to Him He assured us that we would be together again and it would be for eternity. It is so wonderful to know that and be comforted by that feeling of knowing that we are only going to be apart for a little while and then we will be together forever. There will be no more sadness or sickness or parting. No one will be able to hurt either of us again. There won't be any thing that will upset us any more. There will only be joy and happiness and love forever. I pray for the grace that I need to endure to the end for our Father in Heaven to hold us close to His heart until we are with each other again. I love you with a never ending love.
December 29, 2013
My dearest angel husband. I am thinking of you right now with a heart so full of love for you that reaches all the way to heaven. I miss you so very much every minutes of every day. I need you to be with me and I need to be with you. I long so much to be with you. I wish I could just bring this heart full of love for you right up to heaven and stay with you forever. I know that some day I will be able to do that. and I long so much for that day to come. Nothing here matters any more. I thank God with all of my heart for letting us have the precious time together that we had even though it was so short we have more love between us than either one of us has ever experienced before in our lives. We will have that love to share together again when the Lord calls me home to be with you and with Him. I long so much for that day to come. I know how very much you loved me and I know you are waiting for me to come home to you.
Church was good today. The services were real good and we had a linger longer dinner after church. Everything was real good and as usual I ate too much.
We are back to spring like weather again. Today it was 70 degrees and lots of sunshine. It really felt good.
I love you my darling with all of my heart and soul and I pray to God to grant us both grace and keep us in His tender loving care and help us to endure until we are together for eternity.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 28, 2013
Good night my darling angel husband. Another day has come and gone and we are one day closer to being together for all eternity. What a wonderful thought that is. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with al of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Every day brings us one day closer and I know that you are just as anxious for that day to come as I am. I live from day to day just knowing that we will be together again and that is what helps me make it though another day, My love for you just grows stronger every day and it just makes me miss you more,
It has been cold here for the last day or two. The temperature was only in the 50s. today's high was 55. I get so cold. I guess the Ohio weather is out of my system because I just can't stand to be cold any more. Next week is supposed to be in the 60s. that will be a little better.
I have been thinking a lot about this last year now that the end of the year is here. It was the worst year of my entire life. Losing you was almost more than I could bear. So many nights I would just lay down in bed and think about how good it would be if I just didn't wake up in the morning. I know there are still some things that God wants me to do though. I will get to come home to you and be with you forever. It is hard for me to be patient but I know it is all in God's hands and in His time. I pray for His grace and mercy and love to sustain me until that great day comes when He will say to me "you can come home now and "Dick" is waiting with his arms open ready to greet you". I love you my darling and I am so anxious for that day. So until then.....

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
December 26, 2013
TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND ON CHRISTMAS DAY.

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of me heart and soul. I sent you a beautiful Christmas message on Christmas day and it was not printed and I am very disappointed. I had a very nice Christmas with Tami and family. They remembered you and they gave me a beautiful plaque that said "YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE" and of course I started crying and then Tami started crying and pretty soon we had a room full of people with teary eyes. especially after Brad told me I had to tell the story behind the song. I love them so much. You would never know that Tami is my step daughter. She has always loved me and I have always loved her. The way it is supposed to be. They all loved you so much. You were always family to them. God bless them for the wonderful people that they are. We all really missed you and I missed you most of all. I thank God for you and the fact that we will be together again and we will celebrate Christmas together with the Savior. I know you had the most wonderful Christmas of all with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I know you celebrated Christmas with me too. I love you my darling. I pray that our heavenly Father will smile on us and keep us in His loving care and grant us the grace sufficient to carry us through until we are together with each other for all eternity.

Your forever Darling Wife
your soul mate and the love of your life.
Jean Heath
December 24, 2013
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR.

It is Christmas Eve. I miss you so much. You were sick last Christmas but we still enjoyed the day with each other. This year for Christmas you are with the Savior. You aren't sick any more. You can walk and talk with Him and thank Him for His love. You can thank Him for giving us the most precious relationship and blessing our beautiful marriage in Heaven and for the promise that we will be together again and we will spend eternity with Him and our Father in Heaven. I am so thankful to them for allowing us to have the wonderful time that we had together and for the love that we felt for each other. We both knew that we were soul mates and ours was a marriage made in Heaven. I will miss you so much and I love you with all of my heart and soul. I know that you will be here with me and you will have your place by me. We will pray together and our love for each other will just keep on growing forever. I look forward and long so much for the day when we will be together forever. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I am so thankful for Jesus Christ. without His birth there would be no atonement and no resurrection. I will try to enjoy the day even though my heart will be breaking I will remember all of the things that I have to be thankful for and cherish the good memories that I have of you and our love and life together here on the earth and rejoice in knowing that we will be together again forever. I pray for strength and courage to go on without you and for God to keep us both in His loving care until we are together again. I love you so much my darling husband.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
December 23, 2013
TO THE LOE OF MY LIFE, MY ANGEL

I love you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I need you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you so very much with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate and I am yours. I thank God for you and all of the love you gave to me and all of the devotion. I thank you too because I know I am also the love of your life and your soul mate. You told me that so many times. I cherish those special memories of the love we shared and the joy we knew with each other. I can envision the day when we are back together again. I see you waiting for me with your arms open wide to hold me and tell me again how much you love me. I long for that day to come. I know that it will because we were promised that by God and He always keeps His promises.
It is raining here today but the temperature is still in the 70s. We have been having beautiful weather for this time of the year.
It is Christmas time and I am so lonely without you here with me but still I have so much to be thankful for. I am so thankful for the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Without His birth there could be no atonement for our sins and without the atonement we would have no promise of being together again forever. I am so thankful for that. I am so thankful that we both have accepted Him into our hearts and lives so we know for sure that we will be together again. What a wonderful blessing that is. He sure has been good to us. I wish everyone could know what we know.
I love you so very much honey and I pray to God every day that we will never forget His love for us and that He will always bless us with His love and grace. I know that He will keep us in His care until we are together again.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 22, 2013
MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU FOREVER.

I love you with all of my heart and soul and my love just keeps growing more and more every day. We are soul mates. you are the love of my life. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you more each minute of each day. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I know we will be together again in heaven and it will be forever. I am so thankful to my Heavenly Father for letting us find each other and be able to learn what it is o really fall in love. We really did have a special love for each other and it will never end but will just keep on growing for all eternity.
Church was so very good today. We just sang Christmas Carols and talked about the story of Jesus birth. I heard more than one person say that it seems like you could hear the angels singing with us. I am sure one of the Angels was you. It was just beautiful. Also I got a big bowl of all different kinds of fruit from Church for Christmas. It was really nice.
We are still having nice weather. It was 79 degrees again today. It is supposed to rain tomorrow and then cool down and be around 60 for Christmas. That still is good.
I love you so much and I am anxiously waiting for the day to come when we can be together again for ever. I pray that God will hold us in the palm of His hand and grant us grace until that wonderful day comes.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
December 21, 2013
YOU ARE SO LOVED AND SO MISSED.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart an soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my special angel husband and we are soul mates and meant to be together. I thank God for leading us to each other so that we could experience the wonderful love and marriage that we enjoyed so much. He was so good to us and I will be forever grateful to Him. I love you so much and I thank you so much for loving me and for the devotion that you gave to me. you were so special to me all of the time. You always made sure that I knew how much you loved me. I miss that so much.
I talked with Marilyn Smith today. She misses jack so much and she still has his Chevy. She talked about how you and me were so happy together. We talked about how hard this Christmas is going to be without our precious husbands. They really thought the world of you and were so happy that you had found someone to love and how happy you and me were. She cried when she talked about Jack.
It was 79 degrees here today. It was just like summer time. It sure doesn't feel like Christmas. It is supposed to cool down some before Christmas but still be around 60 degrees Christmas day.
I love you more than life honey and I just pray that the two of us will be in the loving care of the Lord until we are with each other again.

Your loving wife.

Jean Heath
December 20, 2013
TO MY PRECIOUS ANGEL HUSBAND.

Hi honey, I love you so very much with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much more than I can find words to tell you. I need you with all of my heart and soul every minute of every day. and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and more than life. You are so very special to me. you are my life. I think of you every minute of every day. we belong together and we are soul mates and the love of each others life. I thank God for you and your love for me every single day and I thank you for loving me every single day. I will miss you so much this Christmas but I miss you so much every single day. I am so thankful for the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am so thankful for His atonement for us that paved the way for you and me to be together for all eternity. That is the most precious gift of all.
We had a very beautiful day today. The temperature reached 75 degrees. I went to lunch with Elder and Sister Schaller and the 2 young missionaries and after we ate we went to the mausoleum and they said a really nice Priesthood prayer. They had said one here at the house a while back and now they have said one at the mausoleum where our remains will be after I am gone. That makes it really special. That made a nice day for me and gave me some comfort.
I just pray that God will give me the strength and the courage that I need to go on without you and keep us both in His loving care and give us both grace that we need until we are together in Heaven with Them. I love you so much.

your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
December 19, 2013
MY LOVE FOR YOU JUST KEEPS GROWING.
I love you so very much. I miss you all of the time. I need you every minute of every day and I long to be with you more than life. You are my sunshine. The love of my life and my soul mate and I am all of these things to you. I thank God so much everyday for all of His goodness in letting us have the time together that He gave us and blessing us with so much love for each other. I thank Him for preparing a place for us to be together for eternity and loving each other even more. I thank you for loving me so much too. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
I went to the doctor today and I have to go back on January 2 for an endoscopy. I have had them before and I don't mind them. They really aren't very bad. I will have to get someone to take me because I won't e able to drive the rest of the day. I am sure the Schallers will take me.
I miss you so much honey. I pray for God to keep us in His loving care and give us grace sufficient to carry us through until we are together in Heaven with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father.

Your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
December 18, 2013
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NOW AND FOREVER.
I love you so very much more than I can ever say. I miss you more and more every day. I need you every minute of my life. I long so much to be with you because that is where I belong. you are so very special to me and my whole life revolves around you. You are my world and my life. We will be together again one day and we will both be so happy again. I thank God for you every day and for His goodness in letting us have the love for each other that we have. I thank you for all of the love you felt for me and gave to me and still give to me. Every day that goes by means that we are one day closer to being together again for eternity. We will never be torn apart again. We will not ever remember the bad things that happened but we will just enjoy each other, Our Heavenly Father and Our Lord Jesus Christ forever and ever. Oh what a happy time that will be. It is wonderful to know that we have already been promised these things and we know they will happen just the way the Lord promised them to us. I get excited just thinking about being with you for all eternity. Just like you always told me "we were meant to be together" I pray that God will bless us with His goodness and grace and keep us in His loving care until that wonderful day comes when we are together again. We will never be old, we will never be sick , nobody will be able to harm us in any way. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 16, 2013
TO MY SPECIAL ANGEL HUSBAND WITH LOVE.

Good night honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul because I need you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and I am yours. We are soul mates and we will be together for eternity. I thank God for this wonderful promise every day. I thank you every day for loving me so much and being so wonderful to me.
We had our family home evening Christmas get together at the church. It was real nice. A little rough because I had to drive home after dark and I don't do too good at driving at night.
I haven't baked any Christmas cookies this year and I am not going to. It is not fun to bake them without you here to enjoy them. I was thinking about how you loved my cinnamon rolls and how you had to take some of them for the neighbors because you thought they were so good. You told every one that my cinnamon rolls were the best cinnamon rolls that you ever ate. I remember how Nick and Kathy raved over them. I will never be able to make them again. They were your favorite thing that I made.
I love you so much honey. I just pray that God will keep us in His tender loving care and give us grace to endure being away from each other until we are together in Heaven.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
December 15, 2013
HAPPY SABBATH DAY HONEY.

I love you so very very much. I miss you so very very much. I need you so very very much and I long to be with you so very very much. you are indeed the love of my life and my soul mate and I am indeed the love of your life and your soul mate. God sure blessed us with each other's love and devotion and commitment to each other and I thank Him every day of my life. I thank you for all of you kindness, love and devotion and all of the precious memories that you left for me to help me cope with life without you. We will be together again one day and it will seem like we have never been apart. The joy that we will share then will be so magnified that we will be overwhelmed. I love you so much my darling husband.
We are having a beautiful day today . It is a little cool but the sun is shining so bright. It is 58 degrees but the warmth from the sun makes it feel warmer than that.
I went to church today and it was good. It was the primary children's yearly program. The little kids were so cute. They sang so nice and loud. It was really good. I enjoyed it.
It is getting closer to Christmas and I miss you so much. It will never be the same for me here again. That is why I long so much to be with you again. I pray that God will bless us with His love and give us grace until we are together with each other in Heaven. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever loving wife and eternal companion.

Jean Heath
December 14, 2013
Good evening my darling angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you more and more every day. I need you so very much and I long to be with you more than life. You are so very special to me. I have so many precious memories of all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. I am always reminded of you in one way or another. I think of the special things you were always doing for me and all of the loving things you used to say to me. These are things that help make it from day to day without you. I thank God for letting us have our special time together here and I thank Him again because I know He has provided a way for us to be together again forever. after my earthly probation is over. I thank you for giving me all of the wonderful memories that I have .
We are getting rain here today. It isn't raining hard though. The temperature reached the high 60s. It wasn't too bad for me to get out and go to the store. I am sure glad we are not getting the snow they are getting in Ohio.
Ramona is very sick. The doctors are running test to try to find out what is wrong with her. I am really worried about her. I am praying that it is some minor thing that they can get to the bottom of and fix.
I love you very much my darling. It sure is lonesome here without you. I pray that God will bless us and keep us in His tender loving care and give us grace to keep us until we are together again forever. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
December 13, 2013
TO THE ONE I LOVE SO MUCH
Today is the 13th. The last note to you was posted on the 10th. I have not missed a single day sending you a note to tell you that I love you with all of my heart and soul. I paid to have these posted so that I could made a book after you have been gone one year. There wasn't anything in them that could have not been printed or would have harmed any one or was not appropriate. I am sorry for this. I never want you to think for one second that I could ever forget you. you are my soul mate and the love of my life. I miss you so very much and I am so thankful to God for you. I long with all of my heart and soul to be with you. I will try to get to the bottom of why these posts are not being printed. Thank you with all of my heart for loving me so much and for all of the devotion that you gave to me. May God bless us both with His precious love and grace and keep us in His loving care until the day comes when we are together again for ever. I love you so vey much honey.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
December 10, 2013
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

I love you and I miss you and I need you and I long o be with you with every single beat of my heart. you are the love of my life , my joy, my comfort, my peace and you have given me all of the happiness that I have ever known. Thank you for that and for making me your soul mate and the love of you life. Thank you Lord for giving me the happiness and joy that I have found when you gave "Dick" to me to be my eternal companion. I can never thank you enough for this wonderful blessing. And I thank you for making it possible for us to be together again for all eternity. You have been so good to us and I will forever thank you and Praise your Holy name. I will strive to be a soldier for you for the rest of my natural life.
I went today and got a very badly needed perm. It feels really good. You will like it because I got it fixed the way you like it.
We had a wind storm this morning that was kind of scary. It really left a mess on the porch. Other than that it was a nice day. The high was 70 degrees and it felt good.
God bless you honey and keep you in His loving care and give me the strength that I need to carry on without you until we are together again in Heaven. I really love you so very much.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
December 09, 2013
THE SWEETEST THING I'VE EVER KNOWN IS LOVING YOU.

I love you so very much and more and more every day. I miss you in the morning and at night and every second in between> I need you so much that everything is getting harder and harder to me to cope with. I long so much to be with you that it is almost all I think about. Only God knows how very much you mean to me. We had the most special loving marriage that ever was. I long to be in Heaven with you so we can continue that wonderful loving marriage. I don't question God because I know that His plans are made long before we are born. They say that life isn't fair and it really isn't but we both had accepted Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior and we will be together in Heaven. I know that for sure. We lived our lives worthy of that promise and we will win the reward. I have no doubt about that at all. I have so many beautiful memories of you and our life together and I try to dwell on them as much as possible. The holiday season is very hard without you here. Half of me went with you when the Angels came for you. I will never be happy until we are together again. I just pray that God will keep us in His loving care and I know He will until we are together again. I love you my darling.

Your loving wife forever
December 08, 2013
You're my only love, my only love,

I love you so very much and I miss every minute of every day. I need you more than life and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. My love, my life, my world, my soul mate and the love of my life. Such a special person and angel.
that is all of the things you are. God is so good to let us find each other and enjoy the love that we have for each other and will never die. Thank you for all of the joy and happiness you gave to me. We will be in Heaven together and not even a letter or rotten banana can separate us ever again. That will be the happiest day for both of us. I know you are looking forward to that day as much as me and with your arms open wide to welcome me home.
I went to church today. It was real good. We sang Christmas songs and we had two speakers there from the stake high counsel. It was cooler today. The
high temperature was around 60. tomorrow it is going to be back up in the middle 70s. I like that much better.
I love you so much honey. I pray that God will bless us with His love as He always does until we are
together again in Heaven.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 07, 2013
TO MY HUSBAND WAITING FOR ME IN HEAVEN.

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with every beat of my heart. I need you more than life and I long to be with you every minute of every day. you are my world , my life, my sunshine, my only love and my soul mate. You are the most special person every to come into my life. Without you life is so void and empty and the pain in my heart never ceases. I thank God for you every day for all of the love and happiness He let us have and for blessing our wonderful marriage in Heaven. I thank you for all of the sweet love and all of the nice things you would say to me all of the time. Your love for me never stopped showing. Thank you honey.
I am dreading Christmas. I am very thankful for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I will be very thankful for His birth but I will be so lonely without you with me. Last Christmas you were so sick but you were able enjoy it with me and we were able to exchange gifts and enjoy the day. You were even able to go to the Christmas dinner at the clubhouse. Dale came and got you and pushed your wheel chair over to the clubhouse. That was the last time you went to a dinner with all of our friends. Everyone started clapping their hands when you came in. We sure didn't think it was going to be your last one. We will be together again and it will seem like we have never been apart. Oh what a happy day that will be for both of us,
I love you with all of my heart and I just pray that God will always hold us close to His heart until we are together again in Heaven. You are the love of my life.

your forever wife now and in Heaven

Jean Heath
December 06, 2013
TO MY ONLY LOVE, MY HUSBAND.

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. You are so special to me. The love of my life, my soul mate and my best friend. I Thank God for you every day and I thank you for loving me so very much and for me being the love of you life and your soul mate and your best friend.
I am so glad you told me that you would rather that I stay here than go back to Ohio. It is 80 degrees here and the sun is shining brightly. up north it is cold and snowing. I would much rather be here.
A real nice lady called me today and talked for a long time. She had lost her husband a few months ago. Her daughter works at the insurance company and she told her about me and how much I miss you. She gave her my phone number and told her to call me. We are going to lunch on Monday. She is my age. That will be nice to have someone to talk to and a new friend. It won't make either one of us forget the one we love so much but it will pass away a couple of hours and give us someone to talk to.
I love you so very much and I ask God to keep us in His loving care until we are together in Heaven forever.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
December 05, 2013
TO MY DARLING HUSBAND IN HEAVEN

I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. I am so lonesome without you here during this holiday season. We enjoyed the holidays so much together and we had so much fun. You are so very special to me. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. My love for you just keeps growing every day. All of the wonderful memories that I have just make me keep loving you and missing you more. Thank you for loving me so much and making me feel this way. I know you love me just as much and I know you are waiting with you arms wide open to welcome me when I get to come home to you. God was so good to us to let us find this love that we have for each other. I thank Him every day.
Things are so different here without you and Nick. We didn't have a thanksgiving dinner and I don't think there will be a Christmas dinner either. Nick and you always did the most for the dinners and nobody wants to any more. The only couples in the park are Dale and Kathy and Lance and Suzie. Gene and Kathy Wallace went someplace else for the winter. It isn't even like the same place anymore.
I am going to Tami's for Christmas.
It was 83 degrees here today. Hard to believe it was 83 degrees on the 5th of December. I hope it stays this way but I know that it is not going to.
I love you so very much and I am thankful for the time we had together on earth and I am looking forward to being with you for eternity. I pray that God will keep us in His loving care and bless us with His grace until that day comes.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
December 04, 2013
Goodnight my darling husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. You are so very special to me. The love of my life and my soul mate. I thank God for letting us have the wonderful love that we share and the beautiful marriage that He blessed in Heaven. I thank you for loving me so much. I thank you for all of the happiness that you brought to me. You always told me that God saved the best for last and you were certainly right about that. I was so happy being your soul mate and the love of your life.
We had a beautiful day here today. The sun was shining so bright and warm. It was about 80 degrees and the sky was a beautiful blue. It made me think of all of the times that we went for a ride either on the scooter or the CanAm I have so many good memories of those days.
I went over to the mausoleum and put new Christmas flowers and a really pretty Christmas wreath beside the mausoleum. It looks really nice.
I love you so much my darling and I long so much for the day when I can come home and be with you. I ask God to please keep us in His care and give us grace until the day I come home and we are together for all eternity.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 03, 2013
TO MY DARLING ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you and I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for loving me so much that we are soul mates and the love of each other's lives. You have made me so very happy. I thank God for you each day and for loving us so much to let us find each other and fall in love so deeply. You really are my sunshine and I really was your sunshine. I still sing it to you every day as I am sure you know.
I went and helped Emily and the rest wrap Christmas gifts for needy children in the Charleston area schools. There were 1500 gifts wrapped. They had a special newscast on tv about her last night. I am sure proud of her. There were a lot of college kids there helping. It was amazing. There are still a lot of good kids in the world.
I love you so much honey. I pray that God will grant us grace and love until we are together again in Heaven with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and our Father in Heaven.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
December 02, 2013
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING

I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you so very much and I long to be with you more than I can ever find enough words to say. There is such an awful void in my life without you. You are the love of my life and we certainly are soul mates. I thank God so much every day for letting you come into my life and I thank you so much every day for all of the love and devotion you gave to me. There was never any doubt about our love for each other. It was so nice During the thanksgiving weekend to hear everyone talking about how much your love for me was so obvious. My love for you showed just as much. God was so good to us.
The weather isn't too bad. It goes down to the mid 40s at night and back up into the 60s during the day. It would be nice if it would stay like this all winter but I am sure it won't.
I am going to help Emily tonight with her Charleston Hope project tonight. I am so proud of her and I know you are too. She is such a special young woman with a heart as big as a barrel.
I love you so much my darling and I just pray that God will bless us both with His love and grace until we are together in Heaven forever.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
December 01, 2013
Good night to my sweet angel husband. I love you and I miss you so very much. I need you and I long to be with you so very much too. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. Without you I have no happiness. The funeral home had a holiday memorial service today for all of the loved ones of people who died this year. It was really beautiful. They read all of the names and there was two ministers there that talked. They had a couple of really good two singers there and the congregation sang two Christmas. They had tables set up with all of the pictures of the ones who had passed on. It was very touching and I cried through the whole thing. I felt so alone and empty without you.
The girls left to go home this morning. I enjoyed having them for Thanksgiving. It helped a lot to have them here. Josh did my outside Christmas decorating for me.
I thank God for you every day and for all of the joy you brought to my life. And also all of the devotion that you gave to me. I thank you every day too for all of the happiness you gave me. The time we had together was the happiest time of all of my life. I love you so very much. I pray that we will always be blessed with God's tender care until we are together for eternity. You are my Sunshine, honey.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
November 29, 2013
TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE "DICK" HEATH

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. We are soul mates and you are the love of my life. God was so good to us to let us have the wonderful marriage that we had and I thank Him every day of my life. I thank Him every day of my life for you and all of the joy we knew with each other. I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me.
Lance came over to see Nina and Ramona tonight and he was telling them how you loved me so much that you couldn't stand for me to be away from you even in another room. He said you would ask him where did Jean go?" and he would tell you I was just in the kitchen or I just went to the store and you would be so upset until I was back in the room with you. He told them that you loved me so much that he doesn't believe you were able to leave even after you passed away. He said he
believes that you are right here with me still. I believe so too because there are so many times when I know you are here. I love you so much and I would be very happy if you would stay right here with me until the day when I get to go home with you to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
May God always bless us both and keep us close to Him until the day comes when we are together forever.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
November 28, 2013
HAPPY THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN WITH JESUS.

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate and I know you were wanting me to be with you today just like I am wanting to be with you. I am so thankful to my God for you and all of your sweet love and devotion on this thanksgiving and every other day. He was so good to us.
Nina, Ramona and Josh are here for thanksgiving. They are staying until Sunday. We have had a good day so far today except this is a hard day for me without you. I love being around my family but the empty spot in my heart just keeps me from knowing real happiness . I will never be happy again until we are together again. I know that day will come but I am having a real hard time coping on days like today. I know you are with me and trying to console and comfort me. Thank you for that honey.
May God bless you and me always with His tender love and grace until we are together forever. I love you so very much my darling.

your for ever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 27, 2013
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you so very much more than I can say. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. You and all of the love and devotion you have for me have made you the love of my life and my soul mate. The love and devotion that I have for you have made me the love of your life and your soul mate. I know this because you made sure you told me every single day. I miss hearing that so much. I thank God for you every single day and for allowing us to find each other and make the wonderful relationship that we have so special. I thank you every day for always loving me and being there for me and taking such good care of me all of the time. you always put me first. I was number one in you life and you wanted the whole world to know it. Thank you for loving me so much honey.
It is cold here right now. The temperature is around 50 degrees and I am freezing. Sure wish you were here to snuggle up to and keep warm.
I love you so much. I miss you so much but I have so many precious memories of you and our life together. You always said that God saved the best for last. That is so true. We will be together again when the Lord calls me home and we will never have to be apart again. May God keep us in His care and fill us with grace until we are in each others arms again.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
November 26, 2013
Good night my darling,
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you are the love of my life and my soul mate and I am so lonely without you. I cling to the precious memories that I have of our sweet life together and our wonderful marriage that God made in heaven and blessed with so much love. I thank God every day for you and I thank you every day for loving me so much and all of the devotion you gave to me and still give to me. You loved me so much. I was the love of your life and you always wanted to be near me. I loved all of the attention that you gave to me. I remember the way you would look at me and my heart would just melt.
It rained here all day today. that is alright though because every thing go a real good soaking which was needed. It is cooling down here now. Today it only reached 67 degrees and tonight it is supposed to go down to 45 degrees. I guess winter is here.
I love you honey and I pray that God will always bless us with His grace and love and hold us close to His heart until we are together in heaven forever and ever.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath

IF THERE HADN'T BEEN YOU WHERE WOULD I BE
IF THERE HADN'T BEEN YOU HERE BY MY
IF THERE HADN'T BEEN YOU BY MY SIDE
IF THERE HADN'T BEEN YOU IN MY LIFE
ALL OF MY DREAMS WOULD STILL BE DREAMS
IF THERE HADN'T BEEN YOU.
November 24, 2013
Good night my sweet angel husband

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I thank God every day for allowing us the precious time that we had together and blessing our wonderful marriage with so much love. I thank you for loving me the way you do and making me so happy and making me your soul mate and the love of your life too. We have such a wonderful marriage and just to know that it will last for all eternity fills my heart with so much joy. You are so very special to me.
Church was good today. It always makes me feel better after I go to church. I feel so close to the Lord and I know that He is watching over me and that the day will come when He will come for me and I will be able to come home to you and be with you forever and ever.
I pray that the Lord over us both and keep us in His love and tender care until that day when we are together again. I love you so very much.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 23, 2013
GOOD NIGHT MY SWEE ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you so very very much. I need you and I long to be with you more than life. I am so ready for the day when I can come home to the love of my life and my soul mate. You were right when you said we were meant to be together. It gets harder every day to live without you in my life. My heart just aches when I wake up in the morning and realize that you are not there beside me and it is going to be another long lonely day without you. I thank Good for you every day. For allowing us to find each other and for the wonderful marriage made in heaven that He blessed so lovingly for us to enjoy here on earth and all through eternity. I thank you for loving me so much and giving me so much devotion and tender care. You made the happiest person ever. I thank you for all of the precious memories that help me when things are so tough without you here. I thank you for your sweet spirit that gives me comfort and lets me know that you are here and you love me just as you did when you were here.
I was watching the Ohio State football game and it was snowing there and it looked so cold. It is chilly here but nothing like in Ohio. I am glad I am here and I don't have to contend with all of that bad weather.
I love you my darling and I just pray that God will always bless us with is tender love and keep us in His care and give us grace until were are together again forever.

You forever loving wife
Jean Heath
November 22, 2013
TO THE MAN WHO OWNS MY HEART AND SOUL
I love you so very much and I miss you more than words can say. I need you here with me and I long to be there with you. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. I am so lost without you. You have given me all of the happiness I have ever known. I thank you for loving me so much and making me the love of your life and your soul mate. I thank you so very so very much for that. I thank God every day for you and your precious love.
I saw Joann today and she was telling me how sorry she was to hear that you had passed. She said when she would see us together she would always notice how much we loved each other and she would wish she could meet someone who would love her the way you always loved me. She said she had never seen two people that were so much in love and you and me were. I hear that all of the time from people that knew us and people that came into the park. We really did have the most special love ever. I always hear people say how much we complimented each other. That always makes me feel so good. Nobody but you, me and God really knows just how much love we really felt for each other. I pray that God will always bless us and keep us in His loving grace and tender mercies until we are together again for all eternity. I love you my darling.

Your loving wife forever

Jean Heath
November 21, 2013
TO MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE, MY HUSBAND

Good night honey.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life itself. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. I thank God every day for being so wonderful to us and letting us have the beautiful marriage that He blessed in heaven with His Love. I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you so graciously showered me with every single day. I am so thankful for the precious memories that I have to sustain me while I am waiting for the Lord to allow me to come home and be with you forever.
The girls are coming to be with me for thanksgiving. I am so glad. It would have been so lonesome without you on a holiday. On Christmas I will be with Tami and her family. Thank God for a kind and loving family. I was thinking about last thanksgiving when you were in rehab and Tami and Brad came and brought our thanksgiving dinner and had prayer with us. Tami is such a wonderful person. You would never know that she is my step daughter and not my real daughter. She accepted me right from the very start and we had a very loving relationship. Then when her dad passed away I was still Mom to her. And when you and I were married she just accepted and loved you too. Even to the point that she wanted you in the family wedding picture when Brittany got married. She is a very special person and I dearly love her. So did you. You held her hand and cried and thanked her over and over. We all knew the feeling in your heart at that time.
I love you my darling and I pray that our Heavenly Father will keep us in His kind and gentle and loving care until the day comes when He will allow me to come home and be with you forever and ever.

your forever darling wife.
Jean Heath
November 20, 2013
TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN EVER

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you more than life itself. You are the love of my life. I thank God for you every single day and I thank you every single day for all of the love and devotion you gave to me and for all of the beautiful memories that you left me to help me through this terrible time in my life until we are together again. My days and my nights are consumed with thoughts of you and your love. My only desire is to be with you again.
I went to Captain Ds tonight with Lance and Susie. I missed you so much. It was one of your favorite things to do and we did it every Wednesday. It was one of the fun things that we did with our friends. Things will never be the same here again.
I love you so much my darling and I pray that God will continue to bless us both with all of His tender grace and love until the day comes when He allows me to come home and be with you forever and ever.

Your loving wife forever

Jean Heath
November 19, 2013
TO THE WONDERFUL HUSBAND WHO IS MINE

I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate and I am yours for all eternity. I thank God for you every single day of my life because He was so good to us to allow us to find each other and have the wonderful marriage made in heaven that we enjoy with each other now and forever. I thank you every day of my life for loving me so much as to say that I am the love of your life and your soul mate and that you want to spend eternity with me. I promise you just like you promised me that we will spend eternity together with our Father in Heaven and our Lord Jesus Christ just like they both promised us that we would. What a wonderful and secure feeling that is for me to know and to have all of the precious memories that I enjoy and cherish while I am waiting for the Lord to call me home to begin our eternal life together.
We are having crazy weather. Yesterday it was near 80 degrees today only in the 60s and tomorrow back up in the 70s again. that is still better than the cold Ohio weather. So glad I am here. Another thing that I have you to thank for, being in this beautiful place. I love it here. I would love it more if you were here with me. Heaven will be much prettier and we will be together there.
I love you my darling and I am anxiously waiting my time to come home to you. Meanwhile I pray that God will just keep blessing us with His tender love and grace until we are together again forever.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 18, 2013
TO MY ONLY LOVE, MY HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life. I thank you for all of your love and devotion. That is why our wedding song was, 'My only love." You told me so many times that God saw that we both needed someone that we could love with all of our hearts and souls so He brought us together. We are alike in that way because neither one of us could hide our love for each other. God is so good to us and I thank Him every day of my life for bringing us into each other's lives. He is so special.
I am finally getting over this stomach bug that I have had the last few days. I really missed your sweet prayer. You always gave me a blessing when I didn't feel well and before long I would feel well again. I miss that so much.
We are really having some beautiful weather right now. Temperatures are in the high 70s.
We really could use some rain though.
I love you so much honey and I pray that God will keep blessing us with His love and grace until we are together again in heaven forever.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 16, 2013
TO MY SWEET ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you so very much and I miss you so very much and I need you so very much and I long to be with you so very much. So very much that it consumes my whole life. You are the love of my life and my soul mate and I know you feel the same way. We had the most beautiful marriage ever made in heaven. I cherish the beautiful memories that we made together.
I really need you today so much. I haven't felt very good at all today. When you were here and I didn't feel well you would just take my hand and pray for me to feel better and it wouldn't be long until I would start feeling better. I miss you so much.
I love you so much honey and I pray that God will bless us and keep us in His loving care and grace until we are in each others arms and with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ forever and ever.

your forever sweetheart and wife

Jean Heath
November 15, 2013
TO THE ONE AND ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE

I love miss you with every beat of my heart and with an undying love. I need you so very much and more every day of my life. I long for the day when the Lord will call me home to be with you for eternity. I know that you are longing for that day to come also. I thank God for you every single day of my life. You were my reason for living and now that you are gone my life is so void and so empty of any joy or happiness. We always knew each other's heart and mind. We knew that we were meant to be together and that our lives took the turns they did so that we could know what true and real love is. My days are filled full of memories of you and my nights are so long and lonely without you. Only you and I and God know for sure the love that we felt and the joy and happiness that we gave to each other. I live every day clinging to the memories I have of you and your love and devotion. The wonderful way you treated me and beautiful things that you would say to me and the songs of love that you would sing to me. Those precious days are gone for now but they will return when we are together in heaven again never to be parted. Thank you for giving me the most happiness I have ever known in my entire life. I pray that God will bless us with the love and devotion that we shared in memory until we are together again to continue loving and sharing each others love in Heaven forever.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 14, 2013
TO MY VERY PRECIOUS HUSBAND FOREVER.

Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. It has been so long since I held you in my arms or was held my you. I wish I could hear you sing "you are my sunshine" again. I miss the CanAm rides and the long walks and the long talks and all of the loving things you would say to me and the loving way you would look at me. My life is so empty now. I don't know how I ever lived for 75 years without you and your love and devotion. I thank God for you every single day and I thank you for telling me and making me the love of your life and your soul mate. You are so very special.
I went to Columbia to the Temple today with Brother and sister Ahl and Sister Deeson. It was a good day except it was chilly when we left this morning but it warmed up by the time we left Columbia. I enjoyed the day but I would have enjoyed it more if you had been with us. We had or first frost this morning. It was just a light frost.
You are the love of my life and my soul mate. Just like you always said, we were meant to be together. I love you and I pray that God will keep blessing us with His unfailing love until we are together forever in Heaven. You are my sunshine.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
November 13, 2013
TO MY MOST SPECIAL ANGEL HUSBAND

Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and I am the love of your life . We are soul mates and we both have known it from the beginning. I thank God for you every single day of my life and I thank you every single day of my life for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. My life without you is so empty and void of happiness. I love you so much more than I can ever find enough words to say.
It is cold here today. When I went out it was only 48 degrees. I had to wear my winter coat. It is supposed to start warming up again tomorrow and be in the 60s again. That is even cold to me but it is better than 48 degrees.
I went to Captain D's with Lance and Susie tonight. I missed you so much. You always loved our Wednesday nights at captain D's. It was nice for Lance and Susie to be back again for the winter.
I miss you so much honey. May God continue to bless us and hold us in His tender care until we are together again. I love you.

your forever love and wife

Jean Heath
November 12, 2013
TO MY MOST PRECIOUS LOVING HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you honey with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart ant soul You are the love of my life and my soul mate. This is a very sad day for me. Eight months ago today the angels came and took you to heaven and left me with a broken heart. My heart is still broken. I held your hand as you took your last breath and half of me went with you. It was the saddest day of my entire life. I have been thinking about it all day today. You fought a good fight. You tried so hard to live. You didn't want to leave me and you cried so hard because you wanted to stay here with me. I wanted you to stay too. I remember so well helping the hospice nurse bathe you and dress you. We dressed you in all white. you looked peaceful and free of pain. After we dressed you all of your friends in the park wanted to come and tell you goodbye. They all came and some of them kissed you and most of them cried. It was such a sad day. It seems like yesterday yet it still seems like ages ago. I have loved you and missed you more every day. I thank God for you every day. I have never known any person as good as you. You were always so kind to every one. you loved me so much you didn't want me out of your sight. You told the doctor " that's my honey" and she cried. She said she had never seen so much love between two people. Every one said that. Even when I went to the doctor for my checkup last Friday he was still talking about that. He said not very many people get to experience the love that you and I had for each other. I am so ready to come and be with you. I hope I don't have to wait a long time. I know you are waiting for me with open arms and I will come running as fast as I can when I see you. Your greatest wish was to be with me through eternity. We will be together honey. We have been promised that by the Savior and we promised each other. It will be such a happy day for us. God bless you my darling and keep us both in His gentle loving care until we are together again.

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
November 11, 2013
TO THE MAN I LOVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART.
Hi honey I love you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it all with all of my heart and soul. These past eight months have been the worst months of my entire life. I miss you more and more every single day. Life without you is so empty and void of any happiness. you are the love of my life and it is so very hard to live without you in my life. I am just thankful for all of the precious memories that I have otherwise I don't know what I would do. You are my soul mate and just knowing that we will be together for eternity is all that I have to hang on to. I thank God for you every single day of my life and I thank you for all of the beautiful memories of the love we shared. May God bless us both and keep us in is loving care until we are together again. And may He give me the strength to keep going without you until that day. I love you so very much.

your eternal wife

Jean Heath
November 10, 2013
LOVE TO MY SPECIAL ANGEL HUSBAND

Good night my darling,
I love and miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. God was so good when he gave me you and I thank Him every single day of my life. for all of the joy and happiness that you gave to me. For being the love of my life and my soul mate and for making me your soul mate and love of your life. You gave me more happiness than I have ever known and you filled my life and heart with sunshine every single day we were together and I thank you for that.
Church was real good today and as usual I kept the seat next to me open for you. Everyone knows now that it is your seat so no one sits on that side of me. It is always saved for you. We are starting to sing holiday songs now. I like that. You did too. You used to sing really loud and I loved hearing your sweet voice singing songs of praise to the Lord. I hear your voice real often. I love it when I do. I love you so much honey. May God bless us and keep His loving arms around us until we are in each other's arms again for all eternity.

you forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 09, 2013
TO MY PRECIOUS ANGEL HUSBAND

My dearest honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you an I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. It is so very hard to live without my soul mate and the love of my life. Even harder to live without you when you told me and so many others that I was the love of your life and when you told me I was you soul mate. I thank God for you every day and for our precious marriage that He blessed with His love. I thank you every day because you gave me so much love and devotion and the most happiness and joy that I have ever known in my entire life. The days without you are so long and the nights without you are even longer. I will be so happy when we are together again in heaven for eternity and I know you will be too. I cannot count the times that you told me that you wanted to spend eternity with me. We will. We have been promised that by our Lord and savior Jesus Christ and we promised each other that too.
The missionaries came over today. It is always nice when they come over. They are not allowed to come since you are not here unless someone comes with them so I don't see them as often as we did when you were here.
I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. may God bless us both with His gentle love and mercy until we are together again forever.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
November 08, 2013
TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN I EVER KNEW.

Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank God every day for you and our marriage made in heaven and blessed by God Himself. I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you have given to me and continue to give to me. Thank you again for letting me know you are here. I got a pretty good report from the doctor today. A couple of minor problems to fix. nothing serious. my A1C was 6.3 which is great.
Lance and Susie are here now. JoAnn is here now. Ron moved to Savannah because the lady he is going to marry is from Savannah. Gene and Kathy will be here the first of December and Rod and Candy will be here any time now. Everyone is talking about how different it will be this year without you and Nick and Bud. It will never be the same. Dale came over to make my back door more secure. I have everything really safe now. I know you are pleased about that. I went down to pay my taxes and I don't have to pay any because of my age. That is a good thing.
I love you so much honey. I get so lonesome without you. The bed is so cold without you to snuggle up with and get warm. May God always bless us with His tender mercies and love and grace until we are together in heaven forever.

your forever honey and wife

Jean Heath
November 07, 2013
TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND RICHARD HEATH

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for making me the love of your life and your soul mate and thank you for being the love of my life and my soul mate. I thank God every day for blessing us with a wonderful marriage made in heaven and blessing us with so much love for each other. We had a very special loving relationship that will never be matched and that will continue on for all of eternity. May God bless us with His love and grace until we are together in heaven forever.

your forever honey and wife

Jean Heath
November 06, 2013
TO THE MAN THAT I LOVE NOW AND FOREVER

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you and I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you are the love of my life and we are soul mates. God has blessed us with a wonderful marriage made in heaven and that will last throughout eternity. We are for sure the two most blessed people that ever lived. I thank God for you every day of my life. I thank you every day of my life for all of the precious love and devotion that you give to me every day. You are in heaven and I can still feel your love and devotion for me. May God continue to bless us with His love and grace and hold us close to His heart until the day comes when we can be together again for all eternity. I love you so very very much. I think of you every minute of every single day. I feel your sweet spirit around me still loving me just the way you always did. Thank you for that my darling husband. The day will come when we are no longer apart but together in each others arms forever and always.

your forever darling wife.

Jean Heath
November 04, 2013
TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY HUSBAAND"DICK"

I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you and need you and long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate, I thank God for you every day of my life and I thank you every day of my life for giving me so much love and devotion and always making me so very happy. Someone videotaped your memorial service and sent it to me. I was so upset the day of the memorial service that I couldn't remember what was said. I watched it last night and it brought back the said memories but it was so good to watch because I got to hear all of the good things our friends had to say about you and All of the things they had to say about our love for each other and how much it showed. They talked about how everybody called us the sweethearts of the camp ground. Phil talked about how you would tell him that I was you honey and you sweetheart and he talked about how you always wanted me to be with you every where you went and how you always wanted to hold my hand and how after you got sick I would sing "you are my sunshine" to you and you would sing it with me, It made me think of how you would sing it to me every morning before you got sick. Lance talked about how much you loved me and how you cried when you found out you weren't going to make it because you didn't want to leave me and how much you wanted to live and how hard you tried to get well. Everyone talked about what a good man you were and how you were always there o lend a helping hand. Elder Hooper talked about how much he loved you and how you would always hold his hand and ask for a blessing. It was very sad but it made my heart feel so good to know how much you were loved. I wish everyone could have been at that memorial service. I love you so much. May God always bless us both with His love and grace until we are together again for eternity.

your loving eternal wife

Jean Heath
November 03, 2013
TO THE MOST PRECIOUS HUSBAND EVER.

Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul.
It is November, the month for Thanksgiving. I have so much to be thankful for that I could write a book and most of it would be about you and me and our precious love and devotion to each other and the wonderful marriage that God allowed us to have and blessed in heaven with the promise that we would be together for eternity. I am so thankful to Him for that. I am also thankful for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who forgave us of our sins and came into our hearts and filled them with so much love. I am so thankful for you and all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. It is so hard to live without you but I have a lifetime of beautiful, wonderful memories to sustain me until we are back together again. I can see you there now waiting for me with your arms outstretched to greet me with the same wonderful love that we had here. May God always bless us and He will with love and grace until that day comes when He lets me come home to you.

your eternal wife

Jean Heath
November 02, 2013
TO MY SPECIAL ANGEL HUABAND

Good evening honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you and I are soul mates and the love of each others life. I thank God for you every single day and for our wonderful marriage that He blessed in heaven. We are true loves of a lifetime. You and me. You there, me here and we still have a most beautiful loving relationship. All of the beautiful memories and the promise that we will be together again in heaven with our heavenly Father and Jesus Christ for all eternity. I thank you every day for loving me so much that you ask me to be your wife for all eternity. I love you with a love that just keeps on growing every day.
It has cooled down some here but it is still nice. The temperature is in the mid 70s during the day. In the evening it cools down to the 60s and at night it goes down to the 50s. Just beautiful. We had a nice rain last night which we needed and this morning it was really nice again. No wonder every one loves South Carolina. I still don't have to wear a jacket.
Had to break down and get a new computer. I got a Dell. you always liked them and I found a good deal at best buy. I like it a lot.
I love you so very much. I think of you every minute of every day. I miss you so much. may God bless us with His love and grace until we are together again.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
November 01, 2013
TO MY PRECIOUS DARLING HUSBAND
I never get tired of telling you that I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. That I need you and long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. That you are my soul mate and the love of my life and I know that I am the love of your life. You used to tell me that you loved it when I would say these things to you and I sure loved it when you would say them to me. God blessed us with a wonderful marriage made in heaven . I thank Him for you every day and I thank you every day for all of the love, devotion, fun, laughter, good times love and devotion that you gave to me. You filled my life with sunshine every single day. Oh how I would love to wake up in the morning and hear you sing "you are my sunshine" to me. I love you so very much. May God bless me and keep me safe from the evil that is going on right now and may He bless us both with His tender loving care until we are together again in Heaven with Him and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I love you dearly.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
October 31, 2013
TO MY BEST FRIEND AND SWEET HUSBAND

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL. I NEED YOU AND I LONG TO BE WITH YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL. YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME YOUR SOUL MATE AND THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. I THANK GOD FOR YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. HE LOVED US SO MUCH TO LET US HAVE THE PRECIOUS TIME TOGETHER, KNOW THE JOY AND THE LOVE THAT WE KNEW AND BLESS OUR MARRIAGE THE WAY HE DID. AND THEN TO TOP ALL OF THAT HE PROMISED US THAT WE COULD BE TOGETHER FOR ALL ETERNITY IN HEAVEN WITH HIM AND OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST. WE HAVE REALLY BEEN BLESSED. MAY HE CONTINUE TO BLESS US UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN FOR ETERNITY. WE WILL NEVER HAVE TO BE APART AGAIN WHEN THAT DAY COMES. I LOVE YOU HONEY.

YOU FOREVER WIFE

JEAN HEATH
October 30, 2013
TO MY ETERNAL COMPANION RICHARD HEATH

Hi honey....I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I am so thankful to God for being the love of your life and your soul mate. You are the love of my life and my soul mate too. I thank God for you every single day and I thank you every single day for all of the love and devotion you gave to me and continue to give to me. It has been a very busy day for me. I finished all of the final arrangements and Made sure that our remains will be protected when they are moved to the mausoleum. I received some wonderful advice and compliments on the way I have handled everything. I received a phone call from a family friend of yours telling me about things that are being said and written. I received some expert advice and on that too. I will never waste my time reading such foolishness. I will never do any thing to disrespect you on this forum. It is a memorial to you and our love for each other and that is the way it will stay. Not to worry, everything is going to be just fine, One day we will be together again for eternity and none of this will be important then so I won't worry now. May God bless us with His tender love and give us grace until we are together again in heaven, never to be apart from each other again. I love you so very much.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 29, 2013
To the man of my dreams Richard Heath

I love you so very very much with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very very much with all of my heart and soul. I need you here with me so very very much with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you so very very much with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you every day of my life and I thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me and for making me your soul mate and the love of your life. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I never knew real love until there was you. You are constantly in my thoughts and my prayers. If I could live my life all over again I would spend it all with you. You always told me God saved the best for last. That is so true. The love we had for each other can never be matched. I thrive on remembering all of the loving things you would say to me all of the time. We made each others life complete. The best part is that we will be together for all eternity and keep right on loving each other. I love you so much honey. May God's richest blessings
always be ours until we are in each others loving arms again.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
October 28, 2013
TO MY ONE AND ONLY LOVEI love you so very much honey and I miss you more and more each day that goes by. I long so much to be with you once again. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. Ours was a wonderful marriage that was made in heaven and blessed by God. I thank Him for you every single day that I live. you are so very special to me. I thank you every day too. You loved me so much and your devotion to me was so strong and so special. It gets harder every day to live without you. I was thinking today about the things that you told me before you died. How you held me and told me you wanted to spend eternity with my and that I was you soul mate and the love of you life. I was thinking why would a dying man tell someone things like that if he didn't mean them. I know you meant every word that you said and it doesn't matter what anyone else says or thinks. Only God and you and me knew what was in each others heart. You knew that I loved you and I knew that you loved me. No one else can live our lives or know how we felt. If someone chooses to judge us or question our love they completely wrong and they know it. I love you so very much. We will spend eternity together. May God always bless us like He has been and still does and may He keep us both in His loving and tender cqre until we are together again to be together forever. I love you honey.

your sweet forever wife

Jean Heath
October 24, 2013
TO MY VERY PRECIOUS ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you and I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. The day will come when we are back together again in Heaven with Jesus Christ and our Father in heaven never to be parted again. Our marriage was made in heaven and it will continue in heaven when it is my time to come home and be with you. What a special day that will be. I can see you in my mind, standing with your arms wide open just waiting to take me into you arms and hold me just the way you did when you were here. God bless you my darling and hold you close until we are together again. I love you so very much. You made me so very happy. Thank you for making me the love of your life. I Thank God for you every day of my life. If there hadn't been you I would have never known true love or complete happiness. I love you so much.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
October 23, 2013
TO MY SPECIAL ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you an I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. It is just so hard living without you. I wish I didn't have to. The days are long and the nights are even longer without you.
I took Rob and Judy to Boone farm and plantation today. They really liked it a lot. Tomorrow we are going to Huntington beach. Judy has never been to an Ocean before and Rob likes the lighthouse. Tomorrow is their last day here. I am going to miss them a lot when they go home.
I love you so much honey. May God bless you and me and keep us both in His care and give us grace until we are together again with Him in Heaven for eternity. I love you. I couldn't get a picture to load tonight.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
October 22, 2013
TO THE MAN OF MY DREAMS AND MY LIFE

Good night my sweet angel husband. I love you and I need you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Life without you is almost more than I can bear. You are my life and the love of my life. I thank God for you and all of your love and devotion every single day of my life. He was so special to have let us have the love for each other that we have and still do enjoy. I thank you so much for loving me and letting me be the love of your life
It rained here today but we still got out and did some fun things. We needed the rain. Rob and Judy are really enjoying their vacation. The week is going by really fast. We are not going to get to do all of the things they want but we are still doing a lot. We have a big day planned for tomorrow.
I enjoy the time I am having with Rob and Judy but I really miss you. Everything reminds me of you and the things we did. I love you so much. May God keep us forever in His tender care until we are together again forever.

your forever wife.

Jean Heath
October 21, 2013
TO THE WONDEFUL ANGEL HUSBAND OF MINE
I LOVE YOU HONEY AND I MISS YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL. I NEED YOU AND I LONG TO BE WITH YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL. YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME BE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. YOU ARE THE MOST SPECIL PERSON I HAVE EVER KNOWN AND NOW THE MOST SPECIAL ANGEL THAT I HAVE EVER KNOWN. I THANK GOD FOR YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. MAY GOD ALWAYS BLESS US BOTH AND KEEP US BOTH IN HIS LOVING CARE AND HOLD US CLOSE TO HIS HEART. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY WHEN WE ARE IN EACH OTHERS ARMS AGAIN AND WITH OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

YOUR LOVING WIFE FOREVER

JEAN HEATH
October 21, 2013
TO MY VERY SPECIAL LOVING ANGEL HUSBAND

I love you and I miss you so very very much. I need you and I long to be with you so very very much. In fact I love you, miss you, need you and long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I am so thankful to God for allowing us to love each other and to be together for all eternity and I will be so happy when the day comes when I can come home to be with you. thank you for letting me be the love of you life. you are my soul mate and for sure the love of my life.
I started this message on the 20th because I don't like to miss a day sending you a note. My computer started messing up so I am just now getting it finished and it is the 21st. I hate when that happens. My computer is shot so I will now be using yours until I can get another one. Mine can't be fixed. I hate to give it up because it is the one that you bought me for my birthday 2 years ago.
I love you so very much and I pray that God will bless us both and keep us in the palm of His hand and hold us tight until we are in each others arms in Heaven.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 19, 2013
To the love of my life "Dick" Heath

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You said we are soul mates and I know we are. you are the love of my life and you said so many times that I am the love of your life and I know it's true, You have made my life and my world the best it has ever been in my life. Because you are gone to heaven gives me so many sweet memories to get me through my lonely days and nights. I look forward to the day to come when we will be together in each others arms again just like we were when you were here with me.
I picked up Rob and Judy at the Charleston Airport today at 2:30 PM. We went to Red Lobster to eat and then came home so I would not have to drive after dark. I am going to enjoy having them here with me for a few days. It was good to see them.
God bless us both and keep us in His special care and hold us close to His heart until we are together again with each other and God and our Lord Jesus Christ. I love you so very much.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 18, 2013
TO MY SWEET DARLING ANGEL HUSBAND

Another day has come and gone and I am one day closer to your loving arms. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and I am without a doubt the love of your life. I am so thankful to God for the time and the love we had with each other. I am so thankful to you for all of the love and devotion that you have given to me and still continue to give to me. I am so alone without you here with me but I have so many beautiful memories to help me make it through this life until we are together again in each others arms. That is where I long to be.
I went over to the mausoleum this evening and then I met the missionaries for supper. They wanted to go to waffle house. It made me think of you and the way you loved waffles.
Rob and Judy will be here tomorrow. they are going to say until next Friday. I am anxious to see them. It has been a long time since I saw them last. I am so thankful for the loving relationship that I have with my children. You really thought the world of Rob. He thought the world of you too. He loved talking to you about cars. I know I will enjoy having them here.
I love you honey. May God bless us both and keep us in His loving care until we are together with Him and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 17, 2013
TO MY DARLING ANGEL HUSBAND

Just to let you know that I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you are the love of my life and my soul mate. My love for you just keeps right on growing every day that I live. I am so thankful to God for allowing us to meet each other and fall in love the way we did. What a wonderful blessing that was. Thank you honey for all of the love you gave to me and the way you were so devoted to me every day we were together. You made me the happiest woman in the whole wide world. I will forever be so grateful to you.
I saw Ron today and he told me that he is getting married on Dec. 14. He seemed so happy. He said it took him a long time to find her but he is very happy. He said his children are very happy for him but he said it would not matter if they weren't he would marry her anyway. He wouldn't let them interfere. I was happy to hear that. Every body deserves to find real happiness no matter how long it takes and no body has a right to interfere.
We are having the most beautiful fall weather here. It cools down at night but in the morning it is warm again. Temperatures are in the high 70s and low 80s. The kind of weather when we all used to sit around the campfires and talk and have fun. I miss you so much and all of that fun.
God bless us both with His tender love and grace and hold us in the palm of His hand until we are holding each other in our arms again. I love you honey.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 16, 2013
To my one and only love

Hi honey,
I love you and I miss you so much more than I can find enough words to say. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and i know we are soul mates because you said so and you would never say any thing that wasn't true and real. I thank God for you every day of my life. I never say a prayer without Thanking God for letting us find each other and enjoying a wonderful life and marriage made in Heaven. I wait for the day to come when we will be together for eternity with great anticipation.
I talked to lance and Susie and him are coming back the first of November. Rod bought another CanAm. He kept yours for Candy to ride and bought a newer model for himself. his left foot was the one that had to be amputated so he can still ride. i am glad for that.
It will be really different this winter. you, Bud and Nick are gone. Pat isn't coming back and Ron is moving to Savannah to live with his girlfriend. I think they are getting married. he said his children are happy for him and they don't want his money. That is a different story isn't it? Holiday dinners just won't be the same without you and Nick here. You always got up really early and went over to the clubhouse to help him. Even though I don't live there anymore they still include me in every thing but it just isn't the same without you.
May God always bless both of us and hold us close to His heart and keep giving us His grace and love until we are in each others arms again never to be separated. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
October 15, 2013
YOU ARE MY ONLY LOVE

DICK, I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and I am so very happy to know that we are soul mates. I thank God for you every day of my life for giving us each other and the time together that we had here on earth with the assurance that we will be together for all of eternity when it is my time to come home and be with you. I thank you every day of my life for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me and for making me the love of your life. I was thinking about the one day when I was telling you how much you mean to me and how very much I love you and you told me that when I would tell you that you loved hearing it because it meant so much to you. it is for sure that we had a love for each other that could not be matched and we had a marriage made in heaven. I remember when we told our friends in Ohio that we were going to get married when we got to South Carolina. They were as happy about it as we were. We both knew that we had to be married to be really happy. I know that God was really pleased with us. I am so happy that we lived the christian lives that we did and gave our hearts to each other and to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We were both so much happier after that. I remember how happy our friends were when we called them and told them we were married. No matter what is said by others, our marriage was planned a long time before we came to South Carolina. I understand now why you said we had to wait until we got here. I love you so much. I wouldn't trade our lives together with all of the rest of my life. I can still hear Gracie saying " I love you love you love you." That was special to me and it was to you too. I love you so very much. May God bless us with His love and keep us in His tender care until we are together forever.

your forever companion

Jean Heath
October 14, 2013
To the most precious person I know.

Hello Honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. we had the most wonderful relationship in the world and a marriage made in heaven. God was so very good to us and still is to allow us to have the time that we had to love and cherish each other he way we did. I treasure all of the wonderful memories that you gave to me. All of our days were filled with joy, laughter and happiness. We allowed God to be in charge of our lives and He made it so very special for us. If I had known that you were going to be taken away so quickly I would have still married you for the joy and love that we had together even though it was short it was the most precious time I have ever known. Thank you for being so good to me. You gave me all of your love and I cherished every second of it. All through the day I will think of things that you said to me or did for me and my heart just becomes overwhelmed with the wonderful memories that we made together. I know that my time here without you is just a moment compared to the time and the joy we will share when we are together again in Heaven. Every day here means I am another day closer to you there. With the guidance and strength that I gain everyday from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ I know that wonderful day is coming. it can't come too soon to suit me. I love you so very much and I thank God every day for you and I pray that He will keep us both in His loving care until we are together with Him and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for all of eternity.

Your forever love

Jean Heath
October 13, 2013
10/13/13

To my most wonderful angel husband

Another month and another day have gone by without you here with me. It isn't any easier to accept now than it was he day the Lord called you away from me. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I pray that the day will come quickly when I will be allowed to come and be with you for all eternity. I know you are waiting for me with outstretched arms just waiting to welcome me home.there is nothing in this world that I want to stay here for without you. You are the love of my love and my soul mate and we should be together. I know the Lord has something else for me to do here and I know what it is. I will be so happy when it is done and I can come home to you and my Savior Jesus Christ.
Church was really good today. The only thing missing was you. I know you were there in spirit and I still save your seat for you every Sunday. Every knows that is your seat and so nobody sits in it.
I love you so very much honey. I pray that God will keep blessing us and will keep us in His loving care until we are together again forever.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 12, 2013
10/12/13

To the Love of my Life

My dearest darling angel husband, it was eight months ago at 6:12 AM that God called you home and sent His angels to get you. I wanted so bad to go with you. Before that we had always gone every where together. My heart was broken. It is still broken today eight months later and it will stay broken until God sends His angels to come for me and take me home to be with you. I wasn't allowed to go that day because God has other things for me to do to help others. But He promised me that when the angels come to get me that you will be waiting for me and we will be together for eternity. What a wonderful day that is going to be. I can see you now with your arms stretched out just waiting for me to come running into them to stay forever. I thank God for you every day of my life and I thank you for loving me and allowing me to be the love of your life. God was so good to us. May He always bless us with His tender loving care and keep us close to His heart until that day comes when we will no longer have to be apart. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
October 11, 2013
10/11/13
To my very precious angel husband

You are so very special to me. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You have given me the most happiness that I have ever known. You have watched over me with more love and devotion that I have ever known and you are still watching over me with the same love and devotion that you did when you were here with me. You made my life complete while you were here and when it is my time to come to be with you it will be complete for all of eternity. I thank God for you every day of my life and I thank you for loving me every day of my life. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. May God Bless us both with His tender love and care and keep us in the palm of His hands. life is so hard without you but I have the blessed assurance that we will be together with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and our heavenly Father never to be separated ever again. I love you so much honey.

Your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
October 10, 2013
10/10/13

to the Love of my Life Richard Heath

I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate. God allowed us to find each other because we needed a soul mate and we found one in each other. I thank Him every day of my life for that. You made me the happiest I have ever been in my life and I thank you for that every day of my life.
We had a beautiful day here today. I went to Columbia to the temple with Elder and Sister Schaller. It was wonderful. We are going to try to go once a month. It is the most peaceful place in the world. It feels so good to be able to help other people. It makes the day go by fast. We left at 9 O"Clock this morning and got home right around 5 PM. After we left the Temple we ate at a place called Lizard's Thicket. The food was really good. It was just real southern country food.
may God bless the both of us and keep us in his loving care until the day when we will be together with Him and our Lord Jesus Christ for all eternity. I love you very much.

you wife forever and ever
jean Heath
October 09, 2013
10/9/13
To my wonderful angel husband

I want you to know and I am sure you do know that i love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. life without you is almost more than I can bear. I rest on the promise that was given to me by the Savior and by you that when it is my time to leave this earth and return to my Father in Heaven who gave me life, that we will be together again and it will be forever. I am waiting for that wonderful day to come . i can picture you standing with outstretched arms to greet me when i get there. i am so thankful to God for giving us our time together here and the promise that we will continue all of eternity together. I am so thankful to you for loving me and giving me that promise that we will be together again for all eternity.
Not much is going on around here right now. It is in the cool 70s and at night it goes down to the high 50s. I am just getting ready for winter to come and I dread it a lot.
I am going to Columbia tomorrow with the Shaller's. We are going to the Temple. I love to go there. I feel very close to you and to the Lord when I am in the temple. I feel close to you all of the time but even more when i am in the house of the Lord. I love you honey. You mean more to me than i can ever begin to tell you. may god bless us both with His love and hold us close to His heart until we are together forever..

your dear forever wife.

Jean Heath
October 08, 2013
10/8/13
Proverbs 18:22
"Find a good spouse, you find a good life_ and even more the favor of God."
You and I found that in each other. We had a wonderful life and a beautiful marriage made in Heaven. We found good spouses in each other. We found joy every day and We certainly found favor with God. He loved us so much to let us come together and have the wonderful life that we had. I thank Him every day for you and for your love and devotion to me. I thank you every day for your love and devotion to me. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you and I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long for the day when we can be with each other again in heaven for all eternity. We loved the Lord and He loved us and He blessed so richly allowing us the happiness that we had. God bless us both an keep us in the palm of His hand until we are together again in Heaven. I love you so very much.
My computer is down so i am using the one that I bought you for your birthday. I even worked one of your daily puzzles today. it reminded me of how you would work one every morning after we had our Bible study and ate our breakfast. you loved working them. You were so good at it too.My computer will be ready Friday. Just a miner problem.
It is kind of cool today. It is around 70 degrees. I like it a little warmer than that but winter is coming so I might as well get used to it. I am glad I am not in Ohio for the winter. I am glad you said you would rather that I stay here. I miss you so much though. it would be so much nicer if you were here to snuggle up to. I love you honey.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
October 07, 2013
10/7/13

To my Dearest Darling Husband

I love you and I miss you much more than I can find enough words to say. My heart is breaking without you. I long so much to be with you. You are the love of my life and we are soul mates. Ours is a marriage made in Heaven. God is so good to us to have allowed us the wonderful time that we had together and to promise us that we will be together for all eternity. There is never a moment in any day that I don't need you and wish that you were here with me.
We are getting some well needed rain this afternoon. Things were starting to get dry. We had a beautiful morning with lots of sunshine though. I am thankful for the rain to replenish the earth. We serve a wonderful loving God. He always supplies our needs.
I bought myself some new clothes before winter comes. You were always telling me that I never buy myself anything new. I finally did. I needed a new winter coat as you well know and I bought one. I got some new jeans and some tops. I am all set for winter now. I didn't need any shoes.
Psalms 118:14 says "The Lord is my strength and song and is become my salvation." This is what keeps me going without you. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Your forever eternal wife.

Jean Heath
October 06, 2013
10/6/13
To my wonderful angel Husband

Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. God was so good to us when He allowed us to find each other and to have the wonderful marriage that was made in Heaven. He is so good to us to know that we will be together again for all eternity. I thank Him
every day for you and for that promise that we can be together forever. I thank you for loving me so much and for being so good to me and allowing me to be the love of you life.
I was thinking about how much you liked music and how at night I would put the tv on the all music station and you would fall asleep listening to the beautiful instrumental music. You started doing that when we were first together and so I continued doing it after you got sick. You loved it so much.
We had such a beautiful relationship. We had nothing but total love and respect for each other. We were never away from each other except the day I had to come and make arrangements to bring you home from rehab. We thoroughly enjoyed every minute that we spent together. You would look at me with the look of love that you would give to me and you would say "God meant for us to be together," I believe that with all of my heart. I love you so very much.

your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
October 05, 2013
10/5/13
I will always love you Honey

Good night my darling angel Husband. I love you and I miss you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. I thank God for you every day of my life. I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me and are still giving to me. You are so very special.
I watched General conference on TV today and I feel very uplifted. All of the talks were amazing. It is such a special time when you can hear the general Authority talk and give you words of wisdom to live by. It is so reassuring to know that We are so loved by our Father in heaven and Jesus Christ and to know that if we are faithful we can be together for all eternity with the ones that we love. what a wonderful promise that is. I am so thankful for the church and the good people that help us in life. I would be lost without them. They have helped me so much to be strong and continue life without you. It is so hard and I couldn't do it without them.
We are back to hot weather again here. It has been in the high 80s. I don't mind at all. I hope it stays this way all winter. The weather man says we will have a mild winter. I have all I need so either way I will be okay. The kids say Ohio is supposed to have a rough winter with a lot of snow and cold temperatures. I hope not for their sake. I am glad I am here.
Thank you for loving me the way you do. Thank you for all of the fun all of the joy, all of the good times, all of the laughter. thank you for letting me be the love of your life. I love you so very much,

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
October 03, 2013
10/3/13

To my very special angel husband

I love you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it. I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it. I thank God for you everyday of my life. He has been so good to us. I thank you every day of my life for being so good to me. For loving me so much and for all of the devotion that you showed to me and the way you are still watching over me even though you are gone. We had a very special love and a marriage made in heaven and we will be together one day in heaven and it will be for all eternity. No pain, no sorrow nobody interfering and even stronger and more wonderful love than we have ever known here. That will be a glorious and wonderful day. We will be together with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and there will be no such thing as time. I love you so very much and I am so looking forward for that day to come. I know you are too.
It is starting to get dark earlier now. I dread so much for the time change and the long dark evenings to come. I know it is going to be really hard for me because I will miss you so much and I will be so lonely without you. It is so hard now but it will be even harder after the time change. I just hate life without you. You are my life and my soul mate. I keep loving you and missing you more and more every day. God bless us both and grant us grace and love enough to keep us going until we are together again. I love you honey.

your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
October 02, 2013
10/2/13
To the Love of my life

I love you honey with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. God was so good to us to allow us to find each other and enjoy the most wonderful love we ever knew and a marriage that was made in Heaven. I thank Him for you and for your love and devotion to me and to Him. I thank you for the way you love me and the way you always took care of me and still watch over me. you are the most special person that I have ever known. I get so lonely for you but I know your sweet spirit is close by and that it won't be long until we are together again for eternity. You are the love of my life and I am the love of your life. You proved that to me over and over again and still prove it to me.
I talked to Lance and Susie today. I know how you loved lance and how good he was to you. It won't be long until they will be back here for the winter. It will be nice to see them. Today was Susie's birthday.
I love you honey. May god always bless us both and keep us in His care and give us grace.

Your forever eternal wife
Jean Heath
October 02, 2013
10/2/13/
To the love of my life

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. WE are soul mates. God brought us together because He knew how much we both needed each other and He gave us a marriage like no other. It is a marriage made in Heaven and one that will last for all eternity. He will always bless us and hold us in the palm of His hand and bless us with His love and grace. I am so thankful to Him for you and I tell Him every day that I live. I than you for you kindness to me, for the way you love me and for all of the devotion that you have shown me and continue to show to me by the way you are still watching over me. our love just keeps right on growing and will continue to grow for eternity. You are so very precious to me. You will always be precious to me.
I am excited. Rob and Judy are coming on the 19th of October. I haven't seen them since you and I went to see them in 2011. they will be here for a week. It is going to be fun to have them here.
I get so lonesome for you honey but I know that it is only a matter of time until we are together again.
October 01, 2013
10/1/13
To my very sweet angel husband.

I love you with all of my heart and soul. I can't tell you tis too many times. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I can't tell you this too many times either. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I can't tell you this too many times either. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I can't tell you this too many times either. You are my world and my life. You are my soul mate. You are the love of my life. I am so happy to have all of these things in common with you. May God always keep us in His care and hold us in the Palm of His hands until we are together again in Heaven for all of eternity to share the love that He so freely allowed us to have together here on the earth. He is so good .
We had beautiful weather here today. The temperature was in the low 80s and the sun was shining brightly all day. It was a wonderful day to be outside. I found time to be outside for a while.
The republicans shut down the government today. I will be alright so I don't have to worry. Hopefully it won't last too long. a lot of people will suffer if it lasts very long.
I love you honey and I miss you so much. I am so lonely without you. Life is just not good with you good. I will be with you again someday. I hope it is not too long.

your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
September 30, 2013
9/30/13
To my very precious angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We are soul mates. Ours is a marriage made in heaven. you are the love of my life and I am the love of your life. My life without you is so very lonely. I miss everything about you. may God continue to bless us both the His love and Grace and hold us in the palm of his hands until the day comes when we are together again in Heaven never to have to be apart again. What a wonderful and joyous day that will be for both of us. It is what we always told each other that we wanted more than anything. I am so sure that we will be together again forever. You and God promised me that and I surely believe both of you. It wouldn't be Heaven if we were not together.
I didn't do too much today. I was tired from the busy weekend at Tami's. I slept in. then I went to cracker barrel for lunch. then I went to visit the mausoleum and then to Walmart to pick up a few things. I was tired when I got home so I laid down and took a little nap with Sunshine.. Dale came over to check on me to see if I was ok. He checks on me every day. He always says " I promised Dick I would always make sure you are ok." He sure has been faithful in keeping his promise to you. He really feels like he is one of my kids. You always said he felt like you son. He was always like a son to you. I am glad that you and him were so close. That really helped you through some tough times. I sure wish you could have gotten through the letter and banana. Then you would still be here. I love you so much honey, and I miss you more and more every day.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 29, 2013
9/29/13/PM
Good evening to my very precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart. I miss you with all of my heart. I need you with all of my heart and I long to be with you with all of my heart. You are the love of my life. I am the love of your life. We are soul mates. ours is a marriage made in Heaven. One day we will be together again for all of eternity never to have to be apart again and in the presence of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Our Heavenly father. What a wonderful joyous day that will be. I am so looking forward to the day to come with all of my heart and soul.
I just got home from Tami's a little bit ago. We had the fundraiser for Emily at Sticky fingers in Mt. Pleasant. They gave 10% of all of the sales for the whole day yesterday. the place was really crowded all day long. last night they even had a line waiting out side. It was so special.
I miss you so very much when I am gone overnight. I was glad to get home. Sunshine was really glad for me to get home. She has cried after me ever since I got home. It was for a wonderful cause and I was glad to help out. I will go back in December and help wrap all of the gifts.
God bless us both my darling and hold us in the palm of His hand and love us and grant us grace until we are together again. I love you so much.

your forever darling wife

Jean Heath
September 27, 2013
9/27/13/PM
Good evening honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We are soul mates. We have a marriage made in heaven. You are the love of my life. I am the love of your life. We will be together for eternity when God calls me home to be with you. We will be at peace then and have the joy that we both deserve. I thank God for you every single day that goes by. I thank you for loving me so much and for still watching over me every single day of my life also. you are so very special to me. you made me the happiest person in the world. I love you more than life. I touched a nerve somewhere this morning and my note to you never got printed. I just talked about our wedding plans and named all of the people that knew we were going to get married when we came to South Carolina in 2010. Guess I shouldn't have done that. Just was talking about how many people knew about it and how many didn't. A lot of people were really happy for us including us. I still hear them all talking about how much we loved each other and how happy we were together. May God keep blessing us and keeping us in His care and giving us his grace until we are together to share that very special love that we have for each other forever and ever.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 26, 2013
9/26/13/PM
Good night honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. God has something that He wants me to do before I can come and be with you forever. I am so anxious to get it done so that He will allow me to come home to you. You are the love of my life and I know that I am the love of your life. We are soul mates. Ours was a marriage made in heaven. I will be so happy when the day comes for me to come home to you. I am so very lonesome without you. You are my world and my world is so empty without you to share the love that we have for each other.
I am going to Tami's on Saturday to help Emily with her Charleston Hope project. We are having a fundraiser in Mt. Pleasant. She is working so hard on this project for needy children. I am so very proud of her. She is the founder and President. last year they gave Christmas gifts to 400 needy kids. this year it has gone up to 5000. She works really hard at it. She is such a wonderful Christian girl.
Fall has really set in. I really like summer so much better. They are forecasting a mild winter for us. I sure hope so. They are saying the North will get hit really hard. I am so glad I didn't go back to Ohio.
God bless us both Honey and help me to stay strong and keep both of us in His loving care and grace. I love you so very much.

your forever loving wife.

Jean Heath
September 26, 2013
Good morning honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my world, my life and we are soul mates. you are the love of my life and I am the love of you life. You have made me very happy. My heart is breaking now that you are not with me in person but I know that your sweet spirit is here with me watching over me and letting me know that you love me with all of your heart and soul. I thank God for you every day of my life. and I thank you for the love and devotion that you gave to me. You left me so many precious memories and they keep me going from day to day. God bless us both and keep us in His love and grace until we are together again for all of eternity. I love you so very much.
We had a nice rain last night. Everything looks refreshed this morning. The days and nights are getting cooler now. It feels like fall weather is here. The temperatures are around 80 during the day and at night it goes down into the high 60s. Fall is nice but we both liked summer better. The high temperatures didn't both either of us.
Dale and Kathy are back from Illinois. I really missed them while they were gone. I was glad when Kiera and Marie came. It helped me from missing Dale and Kathy so much.
God is so good to us. We have so much to be thankful for. I love you so much honey.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 25, 2013
9/25/13/PM
Good evening my sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. you are my life and my world. We are soul mates. You are the love of my life. God was so wonderful to us to let us have a wonderful marriage that was made in Heaven. I thank Him for you every day that I live. I thank you every day that I live for all of the love and devotion you gave to me and the way you took such good care of me. You are still watching over me and taking care of me. We have a love that will never die but will keep right on growing for all eternity. It was meant for us to be together. you told me that so many times. All through the day I think of the things you said to me. They just keep popping into my head and I can hear your sweet voice so plain telling me that I am the love of you life and you want to spend eternity with me. I know that we will too. That is what helps me make it through the day every day. The promises from you and from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ make me know these things are true and real. So many times when I need you I can feel your sweet spirit close to me. I know that you will always be taking cake of me and watching over me just the way you did when you were here in body. thank you for that honey.
I did my very best to take care of you and make sure you were comfortable and had all the things that you needed. I have no regrets. so many times you would tell me that you appreciated the way I took care of you. So many times you would tell me that you wanted to be with me in heaven. So many times you would tell me that we were meant to be together. Like you said, you meant them every time you said them. I love you so much. I am so lonesome without you. nobody could ever take your place. God bless us both with His love and grace until He allows me to come home to you. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever love and wife
Jean Heath
September 25, 2013
9/25/13/AM
Good morning to my very most precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. We are soul mates and you are the love of my life. I know that I am also the love of your life. I thank God for you every single day of my life. He was so good to us to allow us to find each other and experience the most precious love and devotion that we shared together. I thank you every day also for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me every single day. I was always first in your life. You always mad sure my needs were first and that you loved me. You were always right there no matter what I needed. There has never been a more perfect husband or special man than you are. I love you so very much. You are my life. The day will come when I will be allowed to join you and heaven and we will be together for all eternity. It will be a happy and joyous day. may God bless us both and keep us in His loving care and grace until that wonderful days comes. I love you my darling husband.

Your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 24, 2013
9/24/13/PM
Good afternoon to my very precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate. You are the most precious and special person ever in my life. I write these notes to you every day because they are for you and you alone. If they are read by others I don't care but they are meant just for you. I would love to make them private so that no one else can see them. I write them because I intend to have them printed into a book of remembrance. As I grow older and my memory begins to fail me I will be able to read the book and think of all of the love that we shared and the good times that we had. You gave me the most love and devotion and happiness that I have ever known. I was the love of your life. You told everyone that. We had a marriage that was made in Heaven and we will have that marriage for all eternity when it is my turn to come home and be with you. All of the pictures and poems will be printed and I will always have them to look at when I think of you and of all of the joy and special happiness that we shared together. I am not of ashamed of the love that we shared. I don't care if all of the world knows. you didn't care either. So as the days go by and as long as I can I will be sending these special love messages to you every day. God was so good when He let us be together . I thank him every day for you. may He always hold us in the palm of His hand and grant us grace and love until we are together again. I love you so very much.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 24, 2013
9/24/13/AM
Good morning honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I thank God for you every day that I live. I thank Him for the wonderful love that we shared. I thank you for the devotion that you gave to me. I thank Him for the precious time that we had together to love each other with a pure and wholesome love that will last for all eternity. You were are so very special to me. I have never known such joy and happiness in my whole life as the joy and happiness that I experienced while we were together. I thank you for giving me that much wonderful love and devotion. Your first thought was always for my welfare and happiness. My life was so enriched from the very first day I met you. God bless us both and keep us in His care and grace until that wonderful day when He calls me home to live with you and be together with Him forever and ever. I love you so very much honey.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
September 23, 2013
9/23/13/PM
Good night my sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and we are for sure soul mates. How wonderful it is to have your love and know that it will last for all of eternity. you are the most special person ever to be in my life. I love you so very much. Thank you for still watching over me and taking care of me.. I thank God for you every day of my life. He has been so very good to us. Just like you always said "He knew how much we both needed to someone to love and He gave us each other". It has been a perfect love that can not be taken away from us. We will be together for all eternity and nobody can take our love away or hurt us in any way ever again. Those who tried only made us love each other more. May God hold us both in His love and in His grace until we are together again. I love you so very much.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 23, 2013
9/23/13/AM
To my dearest darling angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I am also the love of you life. Though we had both loved before we neither had known the love and the joy that we experienced with each other. You told me that too many times and I knew it in my heart. We had a most wonderful and joyful relationship with each other while you were here on earth and we continue to have that joyful relationship and when I am allowed to come to you it will be so magnified and so much more wonderful and joyful and not only will we be together for eternity we will be with God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for eternity also. Oh how wonderful that day will be.
I was thinking about how little Jack loved you. you had a special bond with him. You were so good with him. he loved you. You were his PaPa. He loved riding with PaPa on PaPa's little car. He hasn't forgotten you riding him around on the golf cart. You were good for him. I think he was good for you too. You had a special spot for him in your heart. I hope he will always remember you but he was so small and with the autism I don't know if he will or not. He looked at your picture when he was here and said "that's PaPa". He is a precious little boy. He is doing really well in school and the teachers all love him so much because of his sweet personality. Sometimes I just get things like that on my mind and I lay in bed and think about them for hours. We had so many special times in our life together and so many wonderful people too. God was so good to us. I thank Him every day for allowing you into my life and for blessing us with so much love and devotion towards one another. I will never know that much joy again until we are together for eternity. May God always bless us and keep us in His care and grace until that day arrives. I love you my darling.

your forever eternal wife
Jean heath
September 22, 2013
9/22/13/AM
My very dearest darling angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you here with me with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean this every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. you are my soul mate and the love of my life. I think of how many times you told me that we were soul mates. it is something that we both knew and could really feel with all of our hearts. so many times we talked about how God allowed things to happen in our lives and how we were hurt because of them at the time but now we both know that He allowed those things to happen so that we could be together. Though we didn't understand them then we realize now that they happened for a reason. Now we have both found eternal companions and more love than either of us ever knew. I thank God every day for you and your love and devotion. I thank you for all of your love and devotion. You are the love of my life. There is no doubt about it. May God continue to bless us both with His love and grace until we are together again for all of eternity. I love you my darling.

your forever wife

Jean
September 21, 2013
9/21/13/PM
Good night to my very precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are so very special to me and life without you is so very hard. You are the love of my life and I know that I am the love of your life because you kept telling me over and over again. you always said you meant it every time you said it. I know that you meant it because you always had that look of love that you always gave to me. You always made me feel so very special. thank you for that honey. Thank you for all of the love that you gave to me and for all of the devotion that you gave me. Thank you for just being you and for making me the happiest woman who ever lived. I thank God for you every day for my life. may God bless us both with His love and grace until we are together for eternity.

your forever eternal wife
September 20, 2013
9/20/13/PM
my dearest sweetest darling angel husband, I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I am not feeling too good tonight and I miss you so much when I don't feel very well because you would always take my hand and pray for me when I didn't feel well. Your prayers were always so sincere and humble and sweet and it wouldn't be long until I would start feeling better. God would hear your prayers and answer them. I miss that so very much. I am so glad that you got close to the Lord and gave your heart to Him. Even with all that happened you stayed close to the Lord. I am so thankful for that. God was and still is so good to us. I thank Him for you every day. I know that He has a place prepared for us to be together forever when it comes my time to leave this earth and join you. May He bless us and keep us in His loving care until then. I love you so very much honey.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
September 20, 2013
9/20/13/AM
My dearest honey.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and my soul mate and it is so hard to go on without you. God was so wonderful and really blessed us when He brought us together. I thank Him every day for letting us have the time together that we had so that we could know the love and the joy that we shared with each other. My heart is broken now but I know for sure that one day we will be together again and then no body can hurt us or try to separate us. We will be together forever and we will be with our dear Lord and Savior for all of eternity. We will know an even stronger love and joy than we did here because everything will be greater there. May God bless us both and keep us forever in His care until that day comes and we are together again. Thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. I love you so very very much

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 19, 2013
9/19/13/PM
To my dearest darling angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I mean every word of this with all of my heart and soul just like you used to tell me when you would tell me that you love me and you mean it with all of your heart and soul. Sometimes I think of the things that you said to me before you passed away and they mean so much to me now. The one thing I remember most is when you said you wanted to be with me in Heaven forever. We talked about that a lot but it meant more to me when you told me just before you passed away. the last words I ever heard you say were " I love you." Those words meant more to me at that time than at any other time. I knew for sure that you meant them. I know for sure that I am the love of you life and you can know for sure that you are the love of my life. We were meant to be together just like our wedding song says. We are soul mates. God brought us together for that reason. I am so thankful to Him for that. He knows our wants and our needs. He always gives us what is best for us. you are without a doubt what is best for me. We will be together forever and ever. God has promised us that if we will be faithful and serve Him. you were such a good person and you were faithful to Him and to me. There has never been a better man or person than you were on this earth. You loved the Lord and you loved me. Thank you for that honey. may God bless both of us as we continue our journey towards the celestial kingdom with each other and with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father. I love you so very much. Thank you for loving me too.

Your forever eternal wife

Jean Heath
September 19, 2013
9/19/13/AM
My dearest darling angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I want to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life and I am the love of your life. God is so good to us and I thank Him every day for you. I will ever be grateful to Him for allowing us to find each other so that we could know the joy and the love that we shared here on the earth and will share again for all eternity when it is my time to come home to Him and to you. It is such a joy to know that the love that we share will go on for all of eternity. I am so glad that we chose to serve the Lord over the wickedness of the world. Our lives were so enriched by the blessings of knowing God and serving Him and our Lord Jesus Christ. It made us so much stronger and our love for each other so much more special. I love you so much more than I will ever find enough words to say but I know that you are fully aware of my love for you. May God always bless both of us with His love as we continue in his way until we are together again in Heaven. I love you honey.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
September 18, 2013
9/18/13/PM
It is time again to say good night to my precious angel husband who I love with all of my heart and soul, and I miss with all of my heart and soul and I need with all of my heart and soul and who I long to be with again with all of my heart and soul. Life without you here with me honey is like breathing with no air. My life is never going to be the same again. God meant for us to be together and He knows how much I need to be with you now. I will never be satisfied again until the day comes for us to be in each others arms again and enjoying the love we know and the presence of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
May God bless us both always and keep us in His loving grace and hold us there until the time comes that we are together again for all of eternity. I love you so very much. I know you are waiting for me.

you forever wife.
Jean Heath
September 18, 2013
9/18/13/AM
To my dearest darling angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean every word of this with all of my heart and soul.
Kiera and Marie left today to go home. I will miss them. I enjoyed having them here with me for a few days. Kiera was telling Marie about the way you treated me and how you always showed so much love for me. She said it was such a joy to be around us because she could feel our love so strongly when she was around us. She talked about the way we were always holding hands. It made me feel so sad and lonely because you did always show your love for me no matter where we were or who was around us. I never doubted your love. I always knew I was the love of your life. I know for sure that you were the love of my life. You made me feel young again.
We are really having beautiful weather here. The temperature is in the low 80s during the day and in the high 60s to low 70s at night. The kind of nights when we would sit around the campfire with all of our RV family. It will be different this year. Three members of our RV family have gone to be with the Lord. I know that it will be so sad the first time we have a get together. It will never be the same here without You, Nick and Bud. So sad how time changes things. I am sure the three of you will be mentioned at every get together and you will be there in spirit but they will never be the same.
May God be with us both at all times and may He wrap His loving arms around us both and keep us in His care until He allows us to be together for eternity. I love you so much honey.


Your eternal companion and wife

Jean Heath
September 17, 2013
9/17/13/PM
Good night honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. My life is so empty without you here with me.
I took Kiera and Marie down by the Great Swamp sanctuary this evening and I was telling them about the alligator and how we would go sit on the swing and hold hands and talk for hours and all at once I thought my heart was going to burst inside of me. I had to fight back the tears. It brought back all of the good memories of the times that we went there. I miss you so much I can't hardly stand it some times. We had so many good times together . that was just one of the few places that we spent so much time together. I have all of the wonderful precious memories but I don't have you to hold . I am thankful that your sweet spirit is here. that is the only comfort I have.
God Bless us both and help us to find the peace and keep us in His loving care until we are together again forever. you are the love of my life. Thank you for loving me so much and for all of the beautiful memories.

Your wife for all eternity
Jean Heath
September 17, 2013
9/17/13/AM
Good morning to my very precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean all of these things with all of my heart and soul. I am starting a new day which means that I am one day closer to the love of my life and where I really want to be. I can see you in my mind, standing there with your loving arms outstretched waiting to greet me and hold me in your loving arms forever. I know for sure that is what you will be doing when I get there. Then I will once again be the happiest person ever to live in this earth and then in heaven. May God in His goodness keep both of us forever in His loving care until that day comes when we will be filled with more joy than either of us has ever known. I love you honey more than life or anything else.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
September 16, 2013
9/16/13/PM
It's time to say goodnight to my very precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Every day that passes by is another day that I am closer to you. You are the love of my life just like I am the love of your life. You are my life, my world and my reason for living. I thank God for you every day of my life and I thank you for all of the love and happiness that you have brought into my life. You have made me the happiest woman that ever lived. You are so very special. I look forward to the day when we are together again more than I look forward to any else in my whole life. May God always bless both of us and keep us in His tender loving care until the time comes when we will finally be together again and with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ forever and ever. I love you so very much more than I can ever be able to say.

Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
September 16, 2013
9/16/13/AM
Good morning my dearest darling angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I want to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. long so much for the day that the Lord will come and get me and take me home to be with you forever and ever so that we can share the love and the joy that we knew when you were here with me.
Kiera and Marie are still here. they have really been enjoying themselves and I have enjoyed having them here. It will be really lonesome when they leave. Sunshine really loves Kiera. She follows her around all over the place.
God bless us both Honey and keep us in His loving care until we are together again. I love you so very much.

Your dearest forever wife
Jean Heath
September 15, 2013
9/15/13/PM
to my darling angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of heart and soul and I want to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Some of the things I have been sending to you are not being printed. I don't know why because the is nothing disrespectful being written like there is on another legacy. I am not sending anything to hurt another person like there is on another legacy. I will call because I want what is written to you printed because I am having a book printed with all of my love notes to you and all of the pictures that go with the notes. this is important to me. I know you know how much I love you and I certainly know how much you love me but I want the book and a lot of people are looking forward to it. I do not read the other legacy because you are so disrespected on it I am told. This is not fair. I love you and I want you to always know that which I am sure you do. God bless you my darling and keep you in His tender loving care until we are together forever. I love you .

Your forever wife.
Jean Heath
September 14, 2013
9/14/13/AM
my dearest darling sweetheart angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Life without you is so void of love and devotion and feelings. You were so full of life and always being such a kind and gentle husband. It is so hard to live without you here to give me the love and comfort that I need all of the time. I just can't get to the place where I can wake up in the morning and be happy. I miss you so much. I just long for the day when this life is over for me and I am with you for all eternity. What a wonderful blessing that is going to be for me. I can just see you now with your arms stretched out to greet me when I get there and I can almost feel them around me holding me the way you did when you were here. I know for sure that you will be standing there waiting for me with all of the excitement and that look of love that you always had for me. I know that there are some things that I have to do before I can come home to you. I will trust in the Lord to lead me and guide me until that day comes and I will just keep reliving the precious memories that I have of you and our life together. I can feel your sweet love so strong and I know that you will be forever watching over me and still taking care of me until the day comes when I can come home to be with you for eternity. May God continue to bless you with His love and may He keep me safe in His care until the precious day comes for us to be together again. I love you so very much

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 13, 2013
9/13/13/PM
To my dearest darling angel husband
Good night my honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate. You are the love of my life. You are my everything. I thank God for you every single day of my life. I thank you for being the most kind and loving husband in all of the world. The love and devotion that you gave to me meant more to me than anything ever in my whole life. You will always be my sunshine. The wonderful memories that I have of you and our good times and the grace of God help me make it from day to day without you. God has been so good to us to let us find each other and know the love that we shared. We will have all of eternity to keep this wonderful love going. Thank you honey from the bottom of my heart and all of my soul. I can never be able to express just how very much I love you and how much you mean to me. May God always bless you and hold you in His loving care until the day that we are together again when nobody can hurt us or try to tear us apart . We will only know the love we have for each other and of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I love you honey.

forever and ever your loving wife.
Jean Heath
September 13, 2013
9/13/13/AM
My very dearest darling angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it all with all of my heart and soul. It is a beautiful day here in the south. Kiera and Marie are enjoying the beautiful weather and their visit. I don't know what they want to do today but we will find something interesting. There are so many interesting things to see as you know. It would be so much more fun if you were here to share the day with us. May god keep His tender arms around you and keep you in His loving care and may he give me the strength and the energy that I need to go on without you because it is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure. I love you so very much.

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
September 13, 2013
9/12/13/PM
My dearest honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it all every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. It is night time again and I hate it so bad because you are not here to cuddle me in your arms and fall asleep with me.
Kiera and Marie are here. I am enjoying having them here. It helps with all of the loneliness. We have stayed up late tonight so I am a little late sending your note to you but that doesn't mean that I haven't been thinking of you . I have been telling Marie a lot about you and so has Kiera. Kiera told marie about how much you showed your love for me all of the time. I miss you so much. God bless you my darling and keep you in His care until the day comes when we are together again and I don't have to be so lonesome any more. and we will never have to be apart again.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
September 12, 2013
9/12/13/AM
My dearest darling angel husband, It has been 7 months today since the angels came and took you home to be with the Lord and left me with a broken heart that cannot be mended until the day when they come and get me and take me home to be with you for all eternity and meet my precious Savior Jesus Christ. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I am so lost and lonesome without you here with me. I miss everything about you. I miss your sweet smile. I miss hearing you sing "you are my sunshine" to me the first thing every morning. I miss the way you would look at me with the precious look of love. I miss always holding your hand. I miss the special way you treated me and the devotion that you gave to me and the wonderful love that you always had for me. I miss the way we were always together. I miss hearing you tell me that I am the love of your life. I miss hearing you tell me that God brought us together so we would know what real love is. I have so many precious memories of all of the good times we had together, all of the traveling we did and the beautiful things that we saw and did together. I miss the way we always went to sleep cuddled in each others arms. I am so thankful to you for all of these things and I am so thankful to God for letting us have this time together and to know the joy and love that we had for each other. may God bless you my darling and keep you in His loving care and may He give me the strength to keep going without you until the day we are together again. I love you my darling more than I could ever be able to find enough words or the right words to tell you.

Your forever wife for eternity
Jean Heath
September 11, 2013
9/11/13/AM
Good morning honey, You are without a doubt the most special person and now angel in Heaven ever or ever lived on earth, I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I feel good this morning because after I got the special blessing last evening I was able to lay down and get the best and most peaceful nights sleep. I thank God for that. I thank God for all of my blessings especially for you and for all of the love and devotion you gave to me and for the way you cared for me and watched over me and for the way that you still care for me and watch over me. I love you more than words can ever say. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and all of my soul.
Kiera and Marie are coming tomorrow . I am excited about that. They will be staying until Monday or Tuesday. I know that I will enjoy them being here. I haven't seen Marie since my mom passed away in 1998 so I am real excited to see her. She was one that you never got to meet but you would have liked her a lot. You really loved Kiera and Paul. Paul isn't coming this time. He said this is a girl thing and he is staying home. He has a big garden to take care of .
We are having another beautiful day here. I love it here. I am glad this is where you brought me to. You loved it here too. You wanted me to stay here after you were gone and I am glad. I have no desire to go back to Ohio to live. Going back for a visit will be enough for me.
God bless you my darling and keep you in His special care until the time comes when you and I are together again with Him in Paradise for all of eternity. I love you so very much.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 10, 2013
9/10/13/PM
To my dearest darling angel husband. Good night honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul because I really need you with all of my heart and soul and I mean every bit of this with all of my heart and soul.
The Shallers came over and brought the new elders with them and they gave me a wonderful blessing and then the blessed the house that only good can abide here. It made me feel really safe and good inside. I know the Lord will take care of me and that you are watching over me now. Thank you for that. I love you for all of the good things you ever did for me and for continually watching over me. You are always here and I always know it. You will always take care of me until we are together again. God is so good and I thank Him every day for you and your goodness. I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you had in you heart for me. I have never met any one like you nor have I ever loved anyone the way I love you. You are the love of my life. God let us meet each other and be together so we would know the love that we shared. He will be with us through out all eternity too. He is so good all of the time. May He always keep you in His care and help me go on without you until we are together again in His kingdom. I love you honey

your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 10, 2013
9/10/13/AM
Good morning to my dear sweet husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I need you with all of my heart and soul. What a beautiful day here in South Carolina. So sunny and bright just like you always were. Days are just not the same without you here to sing to me, to talk to me, to walk with me to give me that precious look of love that you always gave to me. To hold me close and tell me that I am the love of your life. For all of the precious time that we spent together. I long so much to be with you. Thank you with all of my heart for the wonderful life that you gave to me even though it was short it was the most wonderful time I have ever known and the most love that I have ever known. Thank you for letting me be the love of your life. You always talked about my good personality that made you a better person. I don't take any credit for you being a better person. You became a better person the day you accepted Jesus Christ into your heart as your Lord and Savior. I thank God for that and for you every day of my life. God is so good. He always was and He always will be because He never changes but He changes us into righteous people and our lives change. May He always hold you in His arms of love and keep you in His care and may He give me the strength and the courage to walk in His righteous path and endure to the end . I love you so much more than words can ever explain or anyone can ever imagine.

Your forever eternal wife.
Jean Heath
September 09, 2013
9/9/13/AM
Good morning to the best man that ever lived and the sweetest angel in Heaven and that is none other than "Dick" Heath, the love of my life and my husband for all of eternity. I love you honey with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to me with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean all of these things with all of my heart and soul.
I am getting ready to go to a heart specialist in Charleston so I can have my metric monitor transferred down here from Ohio. I have been needing to do that for the longest time. Now everything will be down here and there will be no reason to go to Ohio other than to see the kids. The Shallers are taking me to Charleston today. When I learn the way around then I can drive myself.
It is a real nice day for going to Charleston. No sign of rain and the sun is really shining and temps are going to be in the high 80s. We will probably do some sight seeing after I see the doctor.
I love you honey. May God bless you and keep you in His loving care and may He give me the courage and the strength to go on without you. You are my life and I look forward to the day when Our Lord allows me to come and be with you forever.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
September 08, 2013
9/8/13/PM
Good night my handsome sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are for sure the love of my life and I have no doubt that I am the love of your life because you told me over and over that I was the love of your life. I miss your touch, I miss you sweet smile, I miss hearing you sing " you are my sunshine" and I just miss every single thing about you. You were and still are my reason for living. You were and still are my life. you were and still are my sunshine. I am so thankful for the assurance from God that we will be together for all of eternity. I thank God every day for you and our wonderful life together. I thank you every day for making me the happiest person in the whole wide world. When it is my time to leave this world and come to be with you for all of eternity I will again be the happiest person ever to live. That day cannot come to soon for me. God bless you honey and hold you tight in His loving arms and may He also bless me with the strength that I need to carry on without you until He comes to get me and we are together again. I love you so much more than there are enough words to tell you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 08, 2013
9/8/13/AM
my dearest darling angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you every day and I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. For all of the happiness we knew together and for the promise you gave to me that we would be together forever for all of eternity. The joy that you brought to me and still bring to me is the most joy I have ever known. You knew everything about my life and you wanted so much to make up for the unhappiness and the mistreatment that I had suffered by the hands of others. You were so full of love for me. I have never known the love before like the love you gave to me. You are so very special. I love you more than words can ever say. Thank you honey from the very bottom of my heart and with every bit of my heart and soul.
Today is Sunday but there was no church today. They had stake conference in Charleston and I really don't like driving alone in Charleston. I don't know my way around good enough to alone.
It is a very beautiful day here today. The sun is really shining brightly and the temperature will be in the high 80s. the kind of day we love. You will always be my sunshine and I will always be your sunshine, may God bless you my darling and keep you in His loving care and may he bless me with the ability to carry on without you until we are together forever. I love you so much honey.

your forever eternal wife
Jean Heath
September 07, 2013
9/7/13/PM
Good night again honey. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I thank my God for allowing you to come into my life every day and I thank you for being the kind loving man and now angel that you are and for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me every single day and the way you are still looking out for me and watching over me. I am the luckiest person that ever lived to have you in my life and I am the luckiest person ever to know that one day we will be together again and then it will be forever. Nobody will be able to hurt either of us or to cause either one to have to leave the other because we will be in Heaven for all eternity and Jesus Christ will be in control of everything. What a wonderful thought that is and how happy we will both be when that day comes. What a wonderful and glorious day that will be when we can be together and in the Presence of God Almighty and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. May God be with both of us and keep us in His care until that wonderful day comes. I love you honey.

Your forever eternal wife
Jean Heath
September 07, 2013
9/7/13/AM
Good morning my special angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. The day will come when we will be together again for all eternity and we will both know all and even more of the happiness that we knew when we were together here on the earth. We were so very happy together when you were here on the earth with me but this earth holds no joy that can compare to the joy we will know when we are together in heaven. I long so much for that day to come with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you every day. He was and is so good to us to let us know the love that we felt for each other when you were here with me and we still feel even with you in Heaven. We are told that our days here are but a moment in the sight of God. Thank you for being so good to me and for all of the love and affection and devotion that you gave to me. Thank you for still watching over me even from heaven. What a wonderful man and now angel that you are. God bless us both and keep us safe in His loving care until we are together again forever. I love you so much my darling.

Your forever Wife
Jean Heath
September 06, 2013
9/6/13/AM
Good morning to the most precious person I have ever known, my sweet angel husband in heaven. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are still my life and my every thought in life. You are my very first thought when I wake up in the morning and my very last thought when I lay down to sleep at night. I thank God every day for you and your love and devotion to me. And I thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me and are still giving to me.
It is a beautiful day here today. The sun is shining brightly and the temperature is in the 80s. What a lovely day and you are still my sunshine. you will always be my sunshine. You didn't take my sunshine away. I will for ever hold it in my heart.
Ron and his new lady friend came over last night and Ron told me that you were at the memorial service that we had here in Walterboro. I knew you were there but I was surprised that of all our friends and the people who were there that you would show yourself to Ron. I thought that I was the only one who knew you were there. You must have let us all know you were there and Ron is the only one that has told me. I also saw you when you came home to stay. That is how I know that you are here. God is so forever good.
May He continue to bless us both and keep us in His loving care until we are together forever in Heaven.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 05, 2013
9/5/13/PM
Good evening my sweet husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and I mean all of these things with all of my heart and soul. I am having a more peaceful day today because you came to my dream last night and we spent quite a bit of time together. I woke up feeling so good about it. I had ordered a winter coat last week and you came to me last night and told me that I need to send it back and buy another winter coat because the one I ordered was not going to be warm enough for me. You were concerned that I wouldn't be warm enough. I told you the kind of coat that I bought and you said those are never warm enough. Someone came along then and said you were right that those coats are not warm at all. I'll have to check it out when it comes and if it doesn't seem warm I will send it back. You never cease to amaze me. I know that you will always take care of me. You were with me a long time last night. Thank you honey so much for still watching over me. God is so good all of the time. It amazes me that as sick as you were you were constantly watching out for my welfare and making sure that I was okay. You were more concerned about that than how sick you were. I was more concerned about how sick you were. I wanted you to get better so much. You tried really hard to get better. You worked so hard to walk again. You tried so many times to prove to us all that you could walk and then you would be so disappointed when you couldn't. You are such a good person. You got so close to the Lord. I miss your sweet prayers so much. I have never heard anyone pray with such humbleness and sincerity. I know that God was listening. That is just one of the precious memories that I have to help me get along without you. God bless you my darling and keep you in His love until we are together for all of eternity. I love you so very much.

You forever darling wife
Jean Heath
September 05, 2013
9/5/13/AM
Good morning to the most precious and sweet angel husband who ever lived on this earth or has gone to Heaven. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. I mean all of these things every time I say them with all of my heart and soul. I was just reading the five stages of grief and I know that I will never be able to get through them all. I will never get to the place where I am at ease with you being gone.. I just thank God that I know that when my life on earth is done that He will take me home to be with you for all of eternity. I will not have peace in my heart until that day comes.
I got a letter about the annuity. They wanted to know if I was going to do anything about it. I am not. I am not interested and I don't need it nor do I want the hassle. I know you intended to change it but you got sick before it could be done. I don't worry in the least about it.
The one thing that bothers me a lot is when things happen or I get some mail or see somebody we know and my first thought is I have to go tell Dick and then realization sets in and I am so sad. I will never get past that. Life will never be the same for me. I love you so much honey. May God bless you and keep you in His loving care and give me the strength that I need to go on without you until we are together again forever and ever. I love you more than anyone can ever know or I can find enough words to say.

your forever companion
Jean Heath
September 04, 2013
Good evening my special angel husband
I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Life without you just isn't worth living. The days are too long and the nights are even longer. You know how I always hated for night to come. I hate it even worse now because you are not here for me to cuddle with and I don't have those loving arms to hold me while I fall asleep. Those times were so very precious to both of us. I have been having a real hard time going to sleep at night. I just miss you so much and I lay there and think about everything and it is so hard to fall asleep. I enjoy laying there thinking of you and all of the wonderful good times we had together and all of the sweet things you would say to me how you would tell me how much I mean to you and how much you love me. Those things seem more precious to me than sleep. But I know I need to sleep too. Some day we will be together again and we will just continue all of that good love that we had when you were here. It will make both of us the happiest two people in Heaven.
God bless you my darling and keep you in His care and love until the day comes when He will say it is time for me to come home that we have been apart long enough. I love you so very much.

Your forever darling wife
Jean Heath
September 04, 2013
9/4/13/AM
Good morning honey
You are my precious angel husband and I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean all of this with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for the good dream last night. I love the nights when you come into my dreams and let me know how much you love me. It makes my day so much better when I wake up.
We had a wonderful rain last night. It lasted for a while and really soaked every thing really good. Now today the yard looks so good again. It is cooler today too. It is 88 degrees here today. God is always good. This is the kind of day we would have gone for a long ride on the CanAm. Probably to Edisto Beach. Every day I think of what we would probably be doing if you were here with me. I know we would be having fun and we would certainly be loving just being together. There was never a day when we didn't enjoy being together.
God bless you my honey and keep you in His care and Bless me that I will be able to carry on without you until the day comes when we are together again. I love you so much more that there are words enough to tell you.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
September 03, 2013
9/3/13/PM
Good evening my precious angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. you are my special sunshine and you always will be and I will always be you sunshine. I am reminded of that so many times every day. I got a beautiful floral arrangement for the mausoleum today. I took the summer arrangement out and got a really pretty fall arrangement for it. I like to keep it nice even if neither of us is there yet. We will be and some people do go by to pay tribute to you. All of our family always go over there every time they come. They want to see where we are going to be. It is a very beautiful and peaceful place. I am very pleased with it. Every one thinks it is really beautiful. You deserve only the best and that is exactly what you got.
We are really needing rain really bad. We might get some this evening so the weather man is saying. I sure hope so. Everything is looking so dry. It seems like all of the watering I do doesn't do as much good as a real good rain so hopefully we get it this evening or tonight. I will still water just in case we don't get rain.
Dale and Kathy are in Illinois. Dale called today to make sure I was ok. They went for his family reunion. It made me think of all of the fun you had when you went to my family reunion. You never stopped talking about all of the music. We had a lot of fun that day. We always had fun at everything we did. our lives were so full of joy and happiness. Some people didn't like it that way but it was the way it was. We sure had a lot of love for each other. God bless you honey and keep you in His care until we are together again forever. I love you.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
September 03, 2013
9/3/13/AM
Good morning honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. I am continually remembering and reliving all of the precious memories that I have of you and us and the time we had together and all of the special moments and things that we did that brought so much joy to our lives. We both found a new love and special happiness that neither one of us had ever experienced. That time was so very special. God was so good to us and I am thankful to Him every day for those wonderful blessings that He was kind enough to allow us to have. I am thankful to you every day for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me. The time I had with you was the happiest time of my entire life. You always saw to that. You are for sure the love of my life and I am sure that I was the love of your life. God bless you my sweet honey and keep you in His care until I can come home to you and may He bless me with the strength to go on without you until that time comes. I love you more than I can ever find words enough to say.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
September 02, 2013
9/2/13/PM
Good night again to the sweetest and most precious angel in heaven and I am lucky because he happens to be my forever husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Time seems to be just creeping by and yet it seems to be going by fast. The days come and the days go and I am so lonesome without you. When I am feeling down the most it seems that is when time is just creeping by. I long so much to be with you and I guess that it why. But when I think of how long you have been gone it seems like a real long time. One day this will all be over and we will be together and then it will be forever and I won't have to feel this way anymore. I long for that day to come also with all of my heart and soul.
I just looked out the window and saw a beautiful hummingbird. We would sit and hold hands and watch them by the hour when you were here. That was one of your favorite things to do in the evening. You would watch the hummingbirds and once in a while you would look at me with that look of love that you had and I would just melt. Oh how I miss those times and that special look and you.
God bless you my darling husband and keep you in His care until the day we are together again forever. I love you.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 02, 2013
9/2/13/AM
Good morning my darling forever husband. I love you with all of my heart and I miss you with all of my heart and I long to be with you with all of my heart and I mean all of this with all of my heart.
I have been thinking about some of the talks we had while you were here. We were saying that it was a certain thing that one of us would have to leave this earth and leave the other one broken hearted. You would always say you hoped you had to go first because you just couldn't stand the thought of not having me to love here with you. I would say the same thing to you. Because of our age we both knew that day would come and we both dreaded it so bad. You would always say that maybe God would allow us to go together and we always wished it could be that way. We were not granted that wish. So many times I have wished that it would have been that way. It is so hard to go on without you here with me. My only salvation is knowing your sweet spirit is here with me and being able to feel you around me and knowing that you love me and the Lord loves me and is helping me through it all and also knowing that when this life is over and Christ returns to gather his own that we will be together for all of eternity. That is a blessing to me and keeps me going from day to day. May God bless you and keep you in His loving care until it is my turn to come home and we will be together forever sharing all of the love we knew when you were here and even more. I love you so much more than I can find enough words to say. We are so blessed that the Lord let us both know what true love really is. I am so thankful for that and for you and for the time we had to enjoy that love.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
September 01, 2013
9/1/13/PM
Good night my sweet angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. You are for sure the love of my life. You are my life. It is so hard to go on without you. I long so much for the day to come when we will be together again and never have to worry about being separated again forever. It will be a very happy day for us
both.
Church was really good today. The testimonies were very good and the lessons were all really good. I enjoyed it a lot. We are not having family home evening tomorrow night because of the holiday. and there will be no church next Sunday because of stake conference. You and me never missed church too many Sundays. We both enjoyed going so very much. It made our whole week go better.
I got an email for Larraine yesterday and she said Luther is going to Oklahoma to see his brothers but she isn't going with him this time. I was hoping they would be coming down here. She said they probably would later.
God bless you my dearest darling and keep you in His care and bless me too until I can come and be with you. I love you so much.

your forever wife.
Jean Heath
September 01, 2013
9/1/13/AM
Good morning honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Another month has gone by without you and I am one day closer to being with you again and this time for all eternity. It is so hard to go on without you but I know for sure that we will be together again and know even more happiness than we knew in this life. I am longing for that day to come so much.
It is Sunday morning again and I
am getting ready for Church. I really miss you sitting beside me in church. and listening to you sing songs of praise. You have such a pretty voice and you sang loud so I could hear you. It was nice.
We are having another beautiful day today. We really do need rain though. Everything is really dry everywhere
May God give me the strength that I need to go on without you and May he bless you and always keep you in His care and love. I love you honey.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 31, 2013
8/31/13/AM
Good morning to you my precious angel
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Another month is ending today and I still can't get used to you being gone. Every morning when I wake up it seems I can go into the room your hospital bed was it and you will be there in it. It takes me a moment to realize you are not here and I am alone. I hate that feeling so bad. The house feels so big and so empty. I was alone for five years before I met you but I never felt so alone like I do now. My heart still doesn't want to accept what my mind tells me is true. It is so hard to live without you and time or nothing else makes it any better. I will never be happy again or feel any better until we are together again in Heaven forever.
I have a kid from the church who comes and keeps the yard work done. He does and excellent job. It always looks really nice and he is real reasonable in his price. He trims the roses every time and gets the weeds out of the flower beds and it always looks so nice. I am thankful for him.
I got a message from Susie. She said that Lance and her will be coming back down in November. She said they are going to really miss you and Nick. It will never be the same around here without the two of you. Especially for the Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners. Nick always did so much and you always helped him.
God bless you my darling and keep you in his loving care until we are together again forever in heaven. I love you.

Your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
August 30, 2013
8/30/13/PM
Good night honey,
I love and you miss you and long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. life is just not the same without you to share my time and myself with. It has been a beautiful day here today. We really could use some rain though. They are saying it might rain tomorrow. It has been really hot and humid and everything is really dry so we could use a real steady all day rain.
Dale and Kathy are in Illinois so it is lonesome here with them gone. I have been busy though with some things at church and we are having a branch get together tomorrow afternoon. Those things help the time to go by.
I went to the sheriff's department and got the paperwork done so now they will be riding by the house during the night and they will call me every morning to make sure I am okay. That is a really good program for widows and older people who live alone. I am glad I found out about it. He said they are good about taking care of the elderly in this town.
Sunshine just hangs all over me. She can't stand it when I am in another room. She will cry until she finds me. I have her really spoiled. When I sit down she is right there. I love her so much. She is really a lot of company for me. Thank you so much. I wouldn't have her if it wasn't for you telling Dale to get her.
God bless you honey and keep you forever in His care until I am there to share you for eternity with our Lord Jesus Christ. I love you.

Your forever wife.
Jean Heath
August 29, 2013
8/29/13/PM
Good night my honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it all with all of my heart and soul. Today has been so very hard for me. I have had to fight back tears and sometimes I just had to let them fall. I have relived one year ago today over and over again. I just haven't been able to get it off my mind. I wish we could go back one year and it wouldn't have happened, I wish you hadn't gotten the letter and banana. I can't change anything but I sure wish I could. I wish you hadn't read the letter. Then you wouldn't have gotten so upset and you would still be here with me. There has never been a man so precious and special and loving as you. You always treated me with so much love and devotion. It doesn't seem fair that it had to be so short but I will never question God. His will must always be done. The good part is the reward we will get when we get to heaven and get to be together for all eternity. I am just so thankful that you had accepted Jesus Christ in you heart and you were ready to meet Him. It is not easy for me to live without you but I know that with the help of the Lord that I will make it through and that we will be together for all eternity. Then there will be so sorrow no pain no strokes no letters to hurt no rotten bananas and only happiness and joy in our hearts and lives forever and ever. That is what keeps me going. My love for you and my faith in God carry me through each day. I don't let what others say or do bother me in the least. I don't read anything that could worry me and I just keep on praying and trusting in the Lord. May God give me the strength and courage that I need to continue without you until we are together again and may He always hold you close to His heart until that time comes. I love you honey.

Your loving eternal wife.
Jean Heath
August 29, 2013
8/29/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband.
I love you and I miss you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. One year ago today at 5:30 AM our happiness as we knew it ended. I woke up hearing a faint "Help" I jumped out of bed and you were laying on the floor. You had gotten out of bed to go to the bathroom and your legs wouldn't hold you up. I asked you If you had fallen out of bed. You said no you thought you were having a stroke. I called 911 and we went to the hospital. That was the beginning of a six months stay in and out of the hospital and on to rehab. You never got to come home to our beautiful fifth wheel that you loved so much. We never got to ride our beautiful CamAm again. We never got to go for another walk again. I sat by your side for the next six months and never left you day or night. It took three weeks for the doctors to find out for sure that you had a stroke. Your blood pressure was normal and all vital signs were good. The neurologist finally asked me if you had any traumatic experiences in the last couple of months. He said he thought that was what had happened to you. I told him yes you had gone through a lot lately and showed him a couple of things. He was so mad. I will never forget the look of anger on his face. After four months of rehab you were allowed to come home to our new place. You loved it so much and you would brag about me to everyone who came and tell them that I did this all for you. You were right. Everything I did was for you. You are the love of my life. You worked so hard to get better but it wasn't in God's plans. He needed you in Heaven. On February 12, 2013 the angels came and got you and took you away from me and left me with a broken heart. I am living without you now but I know we will be together again for all eternity. You told me that before you passed away that you wanted to be with me for all of eternity. I know that we will . I love you honey so much. May God help me to go on without you and may He hold you tightly in His arms until we are together again forever. I will always love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
August 28, 2013
8/28/13/PM
Good night my precious angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the love of my life. It is so hard to live without you, Nothing is the same without you here with me. Nothing is good without you here with me. Half of me is gone since you are not here with me. My heart is broken and there is a big empty spot in it just your size. The only good thing about getting up each morning is that I am one day closer to the day that I will get to come and be with you forever. Knowing that when that day comes we will be together forever is my salvation. I thank God for you and I thank you for the way you treated me and the love and devotion that you showed to me. You are the love of my life and the time that I had with you was the happiest time of my whole life.
I have so many wonderful precious memories of you and our time together and all of the love that we shared. God bless you my darling and keep you safely in His care until the day we will be together in Heaven for all eternity. I love you more than I can find words enough to say.

Your forever wife.
Jean Heath
August 28, 2013
8/28/13/
My dearest darling angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. Thinking back over the past year I am remembering that this day was the last good day we had to enjoy together. I wonder what we would have done if we had known that it was our last wonderful day together. I know we couldn't have loved each other any more than we already did. We just kind of lounged around because we were tired from just getting back from Hawaii the day before. We talked a lot about our trip and the things we enjoyed the most. We sat outside and watched the hummingbirds and the butterflies and just enjoyed being together and the beautiful day we were having. We went out to eat dinner and came home and sat out some more. We didn't even take time to unpack or put anything away. We went through the souveneirs that we brought back with us. We watched TV for a while Then went to bed because we were both still tired. We did lay in bed and talk for a long time and fell asleep in each others arms. Little did we know what the next morning was going to bring. God was so good to us to let us have the time together that we did. We both came to realize what true love really is. I thank God every day for you and I thank you every day for the love and devotion that you gave to me during the short time we had together. If we had been together 50 years we could not have loved each other any more. You always said it seemed like we had always been together and I guess it did to me too. You were the love of my life and you always said we were soul mates and God had meant for us to find each other. You said things had happened in our lives so that we could meet each other and be together. I really believe that is true. So many people said you were different and a much happier person since you and I were together. I always wanted nothing but to make you happy. God bless you honey and keep you in His loving care until we are together for all of eternity. I will love you forever. I will see you in Heaven Honey.

You forever darling wife
Jean Heath
August 27, 2013
8/27/13/PM

Good night honey,
I love you with all of my heart and I miss you with all of my heart. I have had you on my mind constantly today. It is going to be very hard for me to get through the next few days. I have been thinking about coming home from Hawaii and the letter and the banana. All of these things are so hard for me to bear. I just want you to know how very much I love you and I know that you are aware of that. Oh how I wish that you were here with me and well and healthy like you were before those things. This last year has been really bad. All of the time you were sick and how hard you tried to get better. How much you wanted to walk again and do the things you always did. How much it hurt you to sell the CanAm. You cried so hard when you signed the papers. The long time in the hospital and the rehab center. We just had one more good day before this all came about. The angels bore record of everything and God knows It all. I remember what you said to me so plainly. I know your heart was broken that someone would do such an evil thing. I love you so much. I am so glad that I stayed by your side through it all. I didn't at any time mind taking care of you and I would do it all again. Nobody expected that you would not be able to pull through. You fought so hard for six months. You wanted to live so badly. I wanted you to live too. I would have never gotten tired of taken care of you. My love for you will never die and one day we will be together with our Savior and all of this will be forgotten and we will have the love and joy and happiness that we had when we you were here only it will be magnified so much. God will reward us for everything. May God bless you honey and keep you in His care until I am there with you. I love you more than I can find enough words to say.

Your forever loving wife.
Jean Heath
August 27, 2013
8/27/13/AM
Good morning my dearest sweet angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul.
One year ago today we were flying home from Hawaii from what we both said was the best vacation that we ever had. We were talking about all of the things we did, all of the tours we took and all of the fun we had. What a wonderful trip it was. Little did we know that it would be our last vacation together. Maybe God let it be so special because He knew that He was going to take you home to be with Him.
I remember when we went to the AAA to have them plan our trip for us. You spared nothing in making it so that it was a special trip for me. You had been there before and you said you wanted this trip to be better and special. You did a wonderful job telling them what you wanted because it was most certainly special. I thank you for that wonderful vacation which we counted as our honeymoon. It sure felt like it was just that. I love you so much for the things you did for me. You were always thinking of something you could do that was special. Thank you honey. I thank God for you every day of my life. You are the love of my life and as you always said we were definitely soul mates. we could both feel that. We always talked about how it felt like we had always been together. You acknowledged your love for me over and over ever day and you would say " I mean it every time I say it" and I knew you did. I love you just as much and I also mean it every time I say it. may God bless you honey and hold you tight in His care and keep you there until He lets me come to you. I long so much for that day to come. I love you so much.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 26, 2013
8/26/13/PM
Good night my sweet darling angel husband
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul.
We had family home evening tonight and it was so good. We watched the video of the Lamb of God. It was about the last week of Christ's life. It brought tears to my eyes. It is so good to know that I am a child of God and that I have accepted Christ as my personal Savior. It is such a blessing to know that you had accepted Him as your personal Savior also so I know for sure that you are in Heaven and that I will be there with you when my earthly trials are over. It is such a joy to know that. It gives me great peace in my heart and a reason to keep living my life for Christ. We had dedicated our lives to Him long before you got sick. I know that is the reason that we were so happy together and that we had such a special love for each other. You used to say that God meant for us to meet each other and be together. You said we were soul mates and I really believe that with all of my heart. May God always bless you and keep you in His care until he lets me come to join you in celestial Glory. I love you honey.

Your forever loving wife and soul mate

Jean Heath
August 26, 2013
8/26/13/AM

Good morning my precious husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for coming into my dreams last night. It is as though you are really here and it is such a blessing for me. You come to me in my dreams a lot and I love you for that. For a little while you are here with me. Thank you for that and I thank God for allowing that.
We are having a very beautiful day today. The sun is shining and the temperature is in the 80s. It is supposed to be like this for the entire week.
I am supposed to take the missionaries to lunch today. They are going to call and let me know if they are free. You always enjoyed taking them to lunch and talking with them. They are very nice people. Other than that there is not a lot going on this week.
May God bless you and keep you in His loving care until He allows me to come and be there with you. I am longing so much for that day to come. I love you honey.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 25, 2013
8/25/13/PM
Good night my darling angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you every day and I thank you every day for all of the love and devotion that you showed to me.
I think about the last few days of your life and all of the things we talked about and all of the things you told me to do. You did everything to make sure I was okay. You worried about me be harassed and that really bothered you. I promised you that I would not allow it. You talked to every one around and let them know how much love you had for me and how you wanted me to be okay. I told you that I would never be okay without you and I haven't been. I just lean on the Lord and all of the wonderful memories that you left for me. Every once in a while Dale will tell me something that you told him or asked him to do after you were gone. Even on your death bed your biggest concern was my well being. I could never doubt you love for me. I love you just the same as you love me. I am ok. I have everything I need except you and I pray for the day to come when I can come and be with you forever. May God always bless you and keep you in his care until that day comes. I love you honey.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 25, 2013
8/25/13/
Hello my dearest darling husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. I will never stop loving you and missing you.
I had a wonderful time With Tami and the girls. It is amazing how they treat me and how they treated you when you were here. She thinks of me as her mom. Not many step daughters are that special. It is amazing how they made you a part of their lives just like you had always been there. They have a very beautiful home and it is not just a house it is a real home and it is filled with so much love. I know houses that are just that. They are just houses and not homes and there no love there at all. That is so sad. I love being with Tami and the girls and they feel as though they are my flesh and blood and they have always treated me and you that way. I never doubt that they love me. We had a wonderful time. I went to church with them this morning. It was real nice. Different than what you and I are used to but still very nice.
God bless you and darling and hole you in His arms until we are together again in Heaven for eternity.

your forever loving wife

Jean Heath
August 24, 2013
8/24/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean that with all of my heart and soul and I long for the day when I can be with you again with all of my heart and soul and I mean it with all of my heart and soul.
I am going to Tami's today and I will be home after church tomorrow. They have been after to come for a while and I just kept putting it off. I need to spend more time with her and the girls. We don't live that far away from each other. I always have a good time there. They are so good to me. Bethie just loves me to pieces. It is going to be a real nice weekend here weather wise so it is a good time to go.
I love you honey and I miss you so much. may God bless you and keep His loving arms around you always until I get to come to you and hold you in my arms forevermore.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 24, 2013
8/24/13/AM
Good morning my precious angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul just like you .
Can't help but remember that this time last year we were in Hawaii and having the most beautiful vacation we both ever had. You treated me like I was a queen. You couldn't pamper me enough to suit yourself. That was so special to me and it was to you too. I am so glad that we didn't know that you were going to get sick almost as soon as we got home. We hardly had time to talk about our trip before you got sick. I wish so much that you were here now but well and healthy. I miss our good times so much. I have all of these wonderful memories and the pictures from Hawaii. They are nice but not near as nice as having you here with me. I have been looking at the pictures and the things that we brought back. My beautiful love ring that you bought me. You know how Kathy loves hats. Well she asked me for your hat that we bought in Hawaii. I gave it to her and she wears it all of the time. She loves it. God bless you honey and keep you in His loving care until He allows me to come home to you. I love you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 23, 2013
8/23/13/PM
Good night my dear sweet angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I will until the day we are back together again. I am sorry that I can't tell you all that I need to tell you but I am sure you know about the notice I got and it is okay. I don't worry about it. I love you and that is all that matters. It is just something that you forgot to do and it is alright. You always took really good care of me and you are still watching over me and I will forever love you for that. I thank God for you every time I pray and I thank you for all of the love and devotion that you gave to me while you were here with me and for the love that you still let me feel even though you are in Heaven. You left no room for doubt in anybody's mind that you were so in love with me. Thank you for that.
Another week is almost gone. In ways time is going by fast and in other ways it seems to be just dragging by. I long so much for the day to come when I can be there with you and we can enjoy the love that we knew before the Lord took you home to be with Him. I love you so much. May God bless you and keep you in His loving care until I can come to be with you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 23, 2013
8/23/13/AM
Good morning my darling angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it with all of my heart and soul every time I say it just the way that you meant it every time you told me that you love me. You told me that you love me so many times every day. You really wanted me to know it. I always knew you because it always showed by the devotion that you showed to me. Your love for me was always so true and so real. Thank you for that. I thank God for you every time I pray. I love you too just like you love me and I long for the day to come when God takes me home to be with you again for all eternity. What a wonderful and blessed day that will be for both of us. Then we can have our happiness back again and this time nobody will be able to interfere with it and it will last forever. I love you so much more than I would ever be able to find enough words to tell you. May God bless you and keep you in His loving arms until I can come home to you. I love you honey.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 22, 2013
8/22/13/PM
Good night honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it with all of my heart and soul. You are the sunshine of my life and that is for sure. Even though you are not with me in body you are with me in spirit and you still fill my heart and my life with sunshine. memories of you are all of the sunshine that I have now but they are so precious that they keep me going from day to day until we are together again in heaven forever. That is what gives me peace in my heart now that you are not here with me.
It was a different but nice day today. The sun was shining and it was about 90 degrees and then we had a very nice little shower that wet everything down real well and then the sun came out again for the rest of the day. It was real nice.
Kathy is having surgery in the morning on her eye. I hope and pray it all goes well. It is a real serious surgery. They have to cut the nerve below her eye and repair the muscle and then repair the nerve that they have to cut. I will say a real serious prayer for her. She is nervous but glad to get it over with.
May God bless you honey and keep you in His care. I long for the day when we will be together again forever. I love you.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 22, 2013
8/22/13/AM
Good morning Dick my precious angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and just like you said to me I mean it every time I say it. You will forever be the most precious gift I have ever received from God. I could never stop loving and missing you nor do I want to ever stop loving and missing you. One day we will be together again and we will share the joy that we have known here on the earth. God has been so good to us and I thank Him every day for the wonderful relationship that He allowed you and I to enjoy here on the earth and that we will enjoy when we are together again in Heaven. Satan tried so hard to end our relationship but our love and devotion to God and our Lord Jesus Christ was strong and They didn't allow it to happen. Thank you for loving me the way you did and all of the devotion you showed to me.

your forever darling wife
Jean Heath
August 21, 2013
8/21/13/PM
Good evening my sweet precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say just like you.
It has been a most beautiful day here today. high temperature was 88 degrees. The sun was shining so pretty and bright. I am so glad you wanted me to stay here. I really like it here a lot. My only problem is that I miss you so much and I am so lonesome without you here with me. I know you are here in spirit but I miss touching you and seeing your sweet smile and talking and laughing with you. Those are things that can never be replaced here on the earth but we will enjoy them all again when I get to come home to you. I long so much for that day to come.
Phil came over today. He said he misses you and he still has your picture sitting in his kitchen. He was so good to you and he took excellent care of you. He always kept you so nice and clean and he loved taking you for walks. I am thankful for the church and for Phil. I would never have found anyone that would take such wonderful care of you in your last days. Phil did all of the things that I wasn't strong enough to do. Because of him you didn't have to go to a nursing home. I always promised you that you would never have to go. I am so glad for that. You always told me how thankful you were for me and how much you loved me. I am so glad that I stayed by you side for the whole six months that you were sick. I love you so much and I wouldn't have had it any other way. God bless you honey and keep you in his care until we are together again. I love you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 21, 2013
8/21/13/AM
Good morning my sweet Angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it just like you meant it every time you told me that you love me. It is your special love and devotion and precious memories of you that give me the strength to go on through each day. Thank you so much for loving me the way you did when you were here and loving me even more now that you are in heaven. Ours was a special love that will never die but just keep on growing and growing. I Thank God for you and your love and devotion every day. Today I am getting the plugin for my heart monitor so I don't have to go to the office any more to send the report. I know that will make you happy. you always worried about that.
Now it will automatically send the report and I don't have to worry about it at all. Thank you for reminding me about that. You are still taking care of me and watching over me.. It makes me feel so good to know that. God was so good to us to let us meet each other and have such a wonderful relationship. It is so good that our relationship just keeps going. I still think about all of the things you said to me right before you went home to heaven. you said you would watch over me always and you really have. Thank you for that. God Bless you my darling and keep you in His loving care until the time comes for me to come to you. I love you.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 20, 2013
8/20/13/PM
My dearly beloved angel Husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it with all of my heart and soul every time I say it just like you meant it with all of you heart and soul every time you said it.
We have had a good day here today. The weather is nice and thinking of you is a pleasure. You gave me so many wonderful memories. We did so many good and wonderful things while you were here.
I will never put anything in this guest book to show any kind of dis- respect for you in any way. I could never do that to you. You are to special and precious to me for that. This forum is only supposed to be for remembrances and love. That is all I will ever use it for. I will never be able to find enough words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. You are in my thoughts every minute of every day. Now matter what I am doing you are in my mind. Only you and I and God know the precious love that we had for one another. That is all that matters to me. When we decided to let the Lord guide our lives we found more happiness than we could ever imagine possible. I am so thankful for that decision that we made and I Thank God for you every day.
God bless you and keep you in his care until we are together again. I love you honey.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 20, 2013
my dear loving husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and just like you I mean it every time I say it. You are such a person soul. Husband, father, grandfather and Child Of God. How precious you are in His sight. By now you have had many talks with the Savior. Oh how special that must be to you. You loved Him dearly and had dedicated your life to Him. How wonderful it must be to be in His presents.
I have been thinking about all of the nice trips we took together and how much we enjoyed them all. Of course being in Hawaii last year was our favorite. Then our second favorite was when we went to Key West, Florida. We both loved that. Then was our trip to Canada. We toured about half of Canada. It is such a pretty and clean Country. We were amazed at how clean it was kept. Then there was our trip to Indiana that was nice. Our trip to
Michigan also nice and our trip to Birmingham, Alabama. Altogether we were in 14 of the continental states, Hawaii and Canada. That is a lot of traveling in only two years. We both loved it. Seeing the beauties of the world together and just enjoying being with each other gave me so many precious memories. If you hadn't gotten sick we had planned a trip out west for this summer. I thank God for you every day and I thank you for the kind of person you were. You were so full of love and devotion for me and I loved you just as much. You were so easy to travel with. You never got frustrated about anything. You are the kindest person I have ever known. If there was another side of you I never did see it. May God bless you and keep you in His best care until we are together forever. I love you honey.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 19, 2013
8/19/13/PM
Good night my dear sweet angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it just like you meant it every time you said it. I have been thinking all day about our trip to Hawaii. One year ago today we flew into Hawaii. I remember the day we went to the AAA and you told the lady to plan the vacation for us. We stayed in the best hotels and ate in the finest restaurants and went on the best tours Hawaii had to offer because you wanted me to see how beautiful it was and have the best vacation ever. You planned it just right. You said it was the best vacation you ever had. It was for sure the best vacation I ever had. Little did either one of us know what we would face when we got home. It was to be the last vacation that we ever had together. two days after we came home you got sick. I loved Hawaii and I loved being there with you and I loved the way you treated me while we were there. It was like we were on a honeymoon. I felt like a new bride even though we had been married for over a year. I look at the beautiful ring you bought me while we were there and I just admire it. It is the most beautiful ring. It represents the flower of love. That is what you wanted for me. I am glad we went. The trip was very expensive but it was worth every cent to both of us. Thank you honey for that wonderful time. I cherish the memories of every day we were there. May God bless you my darling and keep you in His care until the day I can be with you again forever. I love you more than I can ever find the right words or enough words to tell you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 18, 2013
8/18/13/PM
my dear precious angel husband
I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I love you with an undying love with all of my heart and soul and I long for the day when we are together again forever to share the wonderful love we have known for all eternity. I know you are anziously waiting too.
Church was really good today. I talked with President Bryan after church. He said in all of his life he had never seen a love like you and I had for each other. He said not very many people ever get to experience a love so strong in their lifetime. I hear that from so many people and it is so true. I am so thankful for the time we had together. You use to say that it didn't matter how long you loved someone it was how much you loved someone that was important. We sure did enjoy a very wonderfully strong love even though it was cut short. It made us both the happiest people in the world.It was by far the happiest years of my life and you said they were the happiest years of your life too. We will be together again and we will be able to continue that love for all eternity and that is a long time. We won't have to count time then. God bless you honey and keep you in his care until the day that I get to come to you I will be loving you more every day.

your forever darling wife
Jean Heath
August 18, 2013
8/18/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it every time I say it just like you did when you would tell me how much you love me. I have no doubt that you still love me now and even more than you did when you were with me. I have never seen so much love and devotion from anyone as you showed me when you were here with me.
It is Sunday again and I am getting ready for church. I know that you will be there with me. I long for the day when I can come to you and we will worship God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ just like we did when you were here with me. Those were very special times and now precious memories to carry with me always. May God bless you and keep you in His care until we are together again. I love you honey.
August 17, 2013
8/17/13/PM
Good evening my dearest darling angel husband I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I mean it with all of my heart and soul every time I say it. I cannot say it often enough. You have been the source of all of my joy and happiness in my life time and I long so much for the day when we are together again forever and always. Every day I thank God for you and every day I am thankful to you and for you and all of the wonderful love you brought to me while you were here with me. The 6 months I sat by you bedside only made me love you that much more. I know that when we are together again our love for each other will me magnified and be even more wonderful and precious although I don't know how that will be possible but we are taught that it is so. I know that my love for you keeps on growing ever day and I miss you more and more each day. I guess it just stands to reason that we will love each other more when we get together again on the other side of the veil. May God bless you and keep you in His care until that day comes when we are together forever.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 17, 2013
8/17/13/AM
Good morning my sweet honey
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am so lonely without you. I miss all of the wonderful sweet time that we had to spend with each other and I long for the day to come when we are together again forever.
We are supposed to be getting a lot of rain from a storm in the gulf coast but it has evaded us so far. We did get a real nice rain that we really needed the last couple of days though. God is good and I thank Him for the rain to replenish our yard and I especially thank Him for you.Just like you would say, " He knew how much we needed each other."
We took a lot of trips and saw a lot of the country and Canada while we were together. I think about all of those good times and I cherish each memory. Thank you for all of the good times and for all of the wonderful love that we shared. May God bless you and keep you in His care until we are together again. I love you honey.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 16, 2013
8/16/13/AM
Good morning my very precious angel husband
I love you with all of my heart and I miss you with all of my heart and just like you I mean it every time I say it. You are that special person that I was promised and I am thankful to God for you all of the time. He sure blessed me when he gave me you to love and to receive the wonderful love that you gave to me. You were so very good to me all of the time. I cherish every minute that we were together and every precious memory that I have and I long for the day when we will be together again for all of eternity. You are in Heaven and I am here on earth but our love just keeps on growing all of the time. Ours was the most special love ever. May God bless you and always keep you in His care until we are together again. I love you Honey.
August 15, 2013
8/15/13/PM
Good evening my dearest angel husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Funny how things work sometime. I wanted to go to the mausoleum today but it has rained all day. I drove out there in the rain and just as I got there the rain stopped. I wiped off the mausoleum and visited a little while then I had prayer as I always do when I go and just as soon as I got in the car to leave it started to rain again. I just had to smile and thank God for helping me and standing by me all of the time. He is so good always.
He always takes care of me and He is always there for me. Just like your sweet spirit is always with me all of the time. I love you so much honey, God bless you and keep you in His care until my time comes to be with you again for all of eternity.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 15, 2013
8/15/14/AM
Good morning my honey,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Life without you is so empty and void of any happiness that I might have. If I could just sleep all of the time until it is my time to come to you that is the way I would like it. the days are so long and the nights are even longer.I need you in my life. It is just so hard to make it without you.
We got a real nice rain and our yard is all refreshed again now. It was mowed yesterday before the rain started. Everything looks so fresh and renewed. I am thinking about putting a privacy fence in the back. I asked Roy and he thought it was a good idea. It really would make our place look better.
It is kind of a quiet day around here today. I love quiet peaceful days. I fill my time mostly just thinking about you. I think about you every minute of every day so on quiet days my thoughts of you are even stronger. I love you so much honey.
May God bless you and keep you in his care until he allows me to come and be with you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 14, 2013
8/14/13/PM
Good evening my dearest sweet husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It is getting harder every day to live without you. I long so much for the time to come for me to come to be with you. You are the most precious person to ever be in my life. there will never be enough words to say how much I love you and how much I miss you. My need for you you grows stronger every day.
We are finally getting some much needed rain. It isn't raining hard but it is supposed to rain all night. We were really needing it badly.
My nurse called today for my monthly checkup and she asked me how I was doing wihout you and of course I started to cry and I couldn't talk. She felt so bad that she upset me. That is just one subject that I cannot talk about without the tears coming down like a river. I will never be the same without you and I will never be happy again without you.
May God bless you and keep you in his care until we are together again forever. I love you honey.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 14, 2013
8/14/13/AM
Good morning my love, I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Without you it is so hard to gone on with day to day things that I have to do. You were so on top of things and kept things going so smoothly. I never had a worry when you were here except for your well being. I need you so badly. I long so much for the day when this earthly trial is oveer and I am with you for eternity.
We are supposed to get some very badly needed rain today. Everything is so dry here. I have kept the garden watered but it needs a real good rain soaking. I hope we get it today.
I saw this and it is just the way I feel, "I miss you a little, A little too much, a little more often and little more every day." God bless you my darling and keep you in His loving care until He allows me to come and be with you for eternity. I love you Honey.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 13, 2013
8/13/13/PM
my dear sweet angel Husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are still my world and my life. you will be for all eternity. You used to tell me that I was your world and your life. I loved it when you would tell me that. I sure do miss you and hearing the sweet things that your always said to me. You never let me forget how much you loved me and how much I meant to you. Thank you for that.
Going to the funeral today was hard for me. It brought back your memorial to my memory. They talked about how he would sing "you are my sunshine" to those that he loved. I thought about how you would sing that to me the first thing every morning. I miss that so much. You will always be my sunshine.
God bless you and keep you until He allows me to come and be with you forever. I love you so much. I long for that day to come.

Your forever wife
Jean heath
August 13, 2013
8/13/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are on my mind all of the time. Even when I think of anything else in the back of my mind I am thinking of you
It is a gorgeous day here in South Carolina today. It is going to be hot but that doesn't bother me. I am like you when it comes to weather. I very much prefer hot over cold.
I had an email from Larraine. They knew it had been six months since you passed on and they just wanted to check on me and see how I was doing. They were such good friends of ours and still they are very good friends of mine. We had so many good times with them. They either call or send an smail real often.
I have to sing in the choir at sister Ahl's father's funeral today at noon. We don't have a very big choir but we sound good.
God bless you honey and keep you until I can come and be with you forever. I love you so much.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 12, 2013
8/12/13/PM
my dearest darling husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Today has been a very hard day for me. Six months ago today you had to leave me. the only good thing about today is that I am six months closer to you. I long for that day to come so badly. I miss you so much and the days are getting longer and harder for me to go on without you. You were my strength and I need you so badly. you took care of everything. I didn't have a single worry. Everything was done in a perfect manner. life without you is just not worth living. I will never be happy again until I am with you again. I love you honey. God bless you and keep in His care until we are together again.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 12, 2013
8/12/13/AM
My dearest darling Angel Husband,
I love you with all of my heart and soul and i miss you with all of my heart and soul. six months ago today at 6:12 AM The angels broke my heart and took you away from me. My heart is still broken and it hurts just as bad today as it did that morning at 6:12 AM. The Lord wanted you to be a part of Heeaven. Every day since you have been gone has been so lonely and heartbreaking. I am so glad that I stayed by your side during the six months of your illness. My heart breaks when I think of the circumstances surrounding it. The last words that I heard you say were " I love you". Thank you for those words and I know you meant it every time you told me. I will never forget how you cried because you didn't want to leave me. You took half of me with you when you left and I will never again be the same. The only consolation for me is in knowing that we will be together again and we will never have to be torn apart again or go through what we had to in this life. God is good and he loves us. He gave us Jesus Christ to prepare the wsay for ust to return to our Heavenly Father and to be together for all eternity. You told me so many times that you wanted to be with me through all eternity. That way has been provided for us and we will be. Three days before you passed you tod me you wanted to talk to me and you told me how much you love me and everything that you wanted me to do. You told me exactly how to handle everything and what to do after you were gone. I am happy and satisfied that I carried out every one of your wishes. I find comfort in knowing that I did everything that you wanted me to do. Those last three days will be forever etched in my mind. Thank you for loving me so much. Thank you for all of the happiness. Thank you for all of the joy. Thank you for all of the fun times. Thank you for all of the laughter. Thank you for all of the devotion. Thank you for asking me to marry you. You made me the happiest person ever to live and my life with you was the most precious time that I ever lived. May God bless you and keep you in His care until we are finally together again for eternity. I love you my darling.

Your forever eternal wife
Jean Heath
August 11, 2013
8/11/13/PM
Good evening honey, I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are always in my thoughts no matter what I am doing.
Church was really good today. We had two very uplifting talks. One by Calvin who was in Our class when you were here. He is leaving on a mission. I was glad to hear that. He was such a nice you man.
Sister Ahl's father died yesterday. I felt bad about that. his funeral is Tuesday at the church. I will be singing in the choir for his funeral. He had been ill for quite some time so they were expecting it to happen any time.
Elder Shaller said to me "Are you saving a seat for someone." I started to tell him and he said "I know". I just smiled and said he will be here. I believe you are always there and your sweet spirit is sitting right beside me. Every one knows that is your seat.
I love you honey and I long for the day to come when we can be together again. God Bless you and keep you in his care until then.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 11, 2013
8/11/13/AM
Happy Sabbath Day my dear angel Husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I long for the day to come when we are together again as angel husband and wife.
I am getting ready for church and taking a moment to let you know how very much you mean to me although there really aren't enough words to tell you. You are the most special person ever in my life and my love for you just keeps right on growing more and more every day. God bless you honey and keep you in His care until the time comes for me to join you and then may He always bless us both for all eternity is prayer in Jesus Name.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 10, 2013
8/10/13/PM
Good evening my dearest Darling Husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am so thankful to God for bringing us together and I long for the day when He will bring us back together again for all eternity.
I had to go to the store today to pick up a few things and I stopped at Taco Bell for lunch and I ran into a family from Canton. We had a nice visit.
They were on their way home from Florida. It was nice talking to them.
We are having some pretty warm days now. the temperature has been 94 degrees here for about 3 days. I don't mind it though. When winter comes we will be wishing for these warm days so I will never complain about the heat. It is way far better than the cold.
I was thinking about how you would surprise me. You would never tell me what your plans were you would just say come on we are going somewhere and I would always be surprised. Like the time we ended up in Alabama and you bought the Silverwing that had been triked. Or the one time we ended up at the Ford place in Charleston and you ended up buying the Mustang convertible. I never knew what you had in mind until after the fact. You loved surprising me. It was fun. Every thing we did was fun. You are so special. You are the best man in the world. I love you so much. I pray that God will keep you in His care until we are together again.

Your forever eternal companion
Jean Heath
August 10, 2013
8/10/13/AM
Good morning my honey
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You were the last thing I thought of last night and the first thing I thought of this morning. Thoughts of you and your love are so special to me and very comforting. Thank you honey for all of the love you gave me and all of the special times we had together. My special memories of you are what keeps me going. There are so many special things to think about. You were so good to me. We were always happy and our days were always filled with lots of sunshine and lots of love for each other. All of the happiness that we knew was worth more to me than anything in the world. you are a very very special person and I long for the day to come when we will be together forever never to have to be away from each other again. You hated for me to be away from you even for just a short time. I did too. I enjoyed our closeness and the way were always together. I love you my darling. God Bless you and keep you until we are in each others arms again.

your forever wife
Jean heath
August 09, 2013
8/9/13/PM

good evening my dearest love,
I love you and I miss you with all of mt heart and soul and I am anxiously waiting for the time to come when we will be together again for all eternity. Oh the joy that will fill our hearts on that day. I know that you are anxiously waiting for that day to come too.
We have had a beautiful day here today. I have thought of you a lot today. This has been our favorite kind of day. I have really missed you all day.
Kathy Dunn called today. She misses Nick so much just like I miss you. She said she is having a hard time getting things taken care of. I am so thankful that you took care of everything before you got sick. everything was in order when you got sick. Thank you for doing that for me. You were so good to me and you were so organized in everything. You sure made life easy for me . I never had to ask you for anything or say I needed or wanted anything. You just took care of things as they came along and that was that. Thank you for being so special and so wonderful to me. You were a perfect husband all of the time. You are one in million. God bless you for that. God Bless you and keep you until we are together again.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 09, 2013
Good morning my wonderful angel husband,
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I had a wonderful talk with the temple president yesterday and we talked about you and what is going on and I left there feeling like a million bucks and absolutely sure that I am married to the best man that ever lived and I am the luckiest women and in the world and that one day I will have even more happiness that I did when you were here with me. I don't know how that will be possible but I am longing for that day to come. You made me very very happy. I thank you for that and I thank God for bringing us together. The Temple president told me some things that I never knew before and I found them very comforting.
It is a beautiful day here today. The sun is shing brightly and the temperature is in the 80s. The kind of day we both loved. I wish you were here and well. If you were here I know we would be going for a CanAm sride today. We sure enjoyed those days didn't we?
May God Bless you honey until the day comes when we are toether again for all eternity andwe can once again enjoy the love that we once shared when you were here. I am anxioously waiting for that day to come.

Your forever wife

Jean Heath
August 08, 2013
8/8/13/PM
Good evening my wonderful angel Husband, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are the most precious gift that I have ever received from God. There are not enough words to describe just how much you mean to me.
I have had a most wondeerful day today and I know that your sweet spirit has been with me all day long. I went with a group of sisters from the church and Elder and Sister Shaller to Columbia and we went to the Temple there. It was so very precious and special and I know that I was pleasing you very much. It is the most special feeling to be in the Temple. After we left the temple we stopped and ate at the Golden Corral. You would have loved that. When You and I were traveling we would stop at the Golden Corral a lot.
I love you honey. May God bless you always until we are together again forever.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
August 07, 2013
8/7/13/PM
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I want the whole world to know that. I do know what happiness is. You gave me all of the happiness in the world. You love me and I love you. You told everyone that you were in love with me. You never made and bones abaout that. I always knew that you were in love with me. You told your friends, my friends, my family and your family that you were in love with me. I am in love with you too honey and I want everyone to know that. you are that special person in my life that I was told about. We are soul mates just like you said we are. We will be together again and It will be for all eternity. We had a wonderful life together that was filled with nothing but love and devotion for each other and respect for one another. You and I were meant to be together just like you said. Our life together was a gift from God. He meant for us to be together. The time we had together was the most precious time for both of us.
Our life together was filled with fun and joy and laughter and love and good times. We overcame all adversity and we were the happiest couple in the world. You always told me that you could live without anybody else in the world but you could never live without me. Thank you honey for all of the pleasures in life that you provided for me in the short time we were together. I have so many precious memories and I will cherish each and every one of them until we are together again. God bless you my darling until we are together again. I long for that day to come.
August 07, 2013
8/7/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You were the last thing I thought of last night and the first thing I thought of this morning. Actually I think about you almost all of the time. I hate life without you. there is just no happiness for me any more. I will never be happy again until I am back with you again. I long so much for that day to come. I really miss you and having you hold me close to you and singing you are my sunshine the first thing in the morning. That was the way my days started when you were here. Then they would end with you holding me close to you and me singing to you. Not usually the same song but most of the time our wedding song My Only Love. Then the day would end just right. We never doubted each others love. I am so thankful for you being in my life. It was indeed the happiest time that I ever lived. You always said it was the happiest time in your life too. You couldn't stand to be away from me. If you were outside you wouldn't stay out long until you would come in and kiss me and tell me that you love me. Your first and foremost thought in life was to make me happy and you always did. I was always happy with you and I will never be happy again until we are together God Bless you honey until we are together again never to be torn apart by death or any person.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 06, 2013
8/6/13/PM
Good evening my dearest husband. I love you and I mss you with all of my heart and soul. No one could have loved me like you did and no one could have loved you like I did. God was so good to us to let us find each other and have the beautiful relationship that we had. Even though it was short it was so very prcious and loving and I wouldn't trade it for all of the rest of my life. We both got to experience that real true love and we both recognized it. Our was the most beautiful love story ever told. I thank God every day for my time with you and all of the joy and happiness you brought to me. These precious memories will be mine forever. No one else knew the love we had for each other. A lot of other people saw it in us but they never got to experience it the way we did. I will always love you and long for the day when we are together again. God bless you honey until we are together again.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 06, 2013
8/6/13/AM

Good morning my sweet husband, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are so very precious to me and you will be for all eternity. Thank you for all of the love you brought into my life. I am for sure the luckiest person to have ever lived just to have you in my life and to know all of the joy you brought to me. I am thankful that I was able to bring so much joy and love into you life also. I long so much for the time to come when we are together again and we will know all of that joy again.
I am feeling somewhat better today than I did yesterday. I am thankful for that. I have to go back and finish what I started yesterday.
We are having a really nice sunshiny day here today. The temperature is going to be in the mid 80s. I love days like this. You always did too. It is a beautiful day for a long ride on the CanAm. If you were here I am sure that is what we would be doing.
I love you my darling husband. May God bless you and hold you in His care and keep you there until the day comes when I can come to be with you forever.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 05, 2013
8/5/13/PM
Good evening honey
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. My life now is filled with all of the wonderful memories that you left for me. That is what I am surviving on now without you.
I went to the county building today to sign up for the homestead tax reduction and I got sick while I was in there. It was awful. I am feeling a little better now but I didn't get everything done that I needed to so I just came home and layed down. I will have to go back and finish up. Hopefully tomorrow will be a much better day. If you had been here you would have held my hand and prayed for me. I sure do miss that. I didn't go to family home evening tonight because I was afraid that I would get sick there.
God blless you honey and keep you in His care until the day when He allows me to come and be with you for all eternity. I love you.

your forever wife

Jean Heath
August 05, 2013
8/5/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I would never be able to find enough words to tell you how much you mean to me, how much I love you and how much I miss you. My life is never going to be the same until we are back together again forever. Losing you has just torn my whole world apart.
Beverly sent me a picture of you and me that Stewart took at springwood lake. It is the only picture we ever had from down there. You look so very happy in the picture. You were really happy and I was too. It made me feel bad that you loved that place so much and I hated it just as much as you loved it. I knew how much you were hurt and I didn't tell you that I didn't like it until it was all over. I love the picture. It isn't good of me but it is one of the best pictures of you. It made

me think of Luther when he told us that I was good for you and that he had never seen you so happy in all of the years he had known you. I know that I made you happy. You never ceased to tell me that. You told me everyday and you said you meant it every time you said it. You made me happy too honey. The most happiness that I have known in my entire life was the time I was with you. Thank you so very much. I love you.

your forever wife.
Jean Heath
August 04, 2013
8/4/13/AM
Happy Sabbath day honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and so much more than I could ever find enough words to express.
It is Sunday morning and I am getting ready for church. Just wanted to take time to tell you how very much I love you and I miss you and how going to church without you is just not the same. There is always an empty seat beside me. I make sure of that. That is the seat for your sweet spirit to come and sit with me. I feel like you always come and join me. You loved going to church and serving the Lord. I really miss being with you there. you are such a special person and now you are such a special spirit and son of God.
Looks like we are going to have a nice day. It is going to be pretty hot though they say the temperature will be in the mid 90s. I will have to be careful how much I stay outside. they are saying that all elderly people need to stay indoors as much as possible.
May God bless you with His love and keep you until I can come and be with you forever. That will be a happy day for both of us.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 03, 2013
8/3/13/PM
Good evening my special angel, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I couldn't tell you this enough when you were with me and I still can't tell you enough and like you would tell me, I mean it every time I say it.
I had crab legs this evening and I thought of you. You knew how much I love them so you would treat me every now and then and take me someplace for crab legs. they were good but not like they were when you took me out for them. There has never been anyone as special as you and there never will be. You are for sure the Love of my Life. And I am sure that I am the love of your life. It will be so wonderful when we are together again. I long for that day to come so much.
God bless you mydarling and keep you and comfort you until we are together again. I love you.

Your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 03, 2013
8/3/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and much more than I could ever find enough words to tell you. You will always be my only love. I had a hard time going to sleep last night because I kept thinking about the night you got so sick. the night that finally took you away from me. You just looked so helpless laying there and I wanted to much to help you. When we got to the hospital and the doctor told me that you were not going to make it I thought my heart was going to burst inside me. I asked them not to tell you for a while but you knew. I am so glad that they were able to get you stable enough so that you could come home. that is where you wanted to be. Before that happened everyone thought you were going to get better. You were getting stronger each day . You were able to stand a little bit and you had taken several steps with the walker. Our hope were so high. I would give anything if there had been more that I could do to help you. I always promised you that I would never put you in a nursing home. I am so glad for that. You were home right where you wanted to be. I miss you so very much but I am also thankful to God that you don't have to go through all of that any more. I am so thankful that you got well enough to tell me exactly what you wanted me to do, who you wanted me to csll and how you wanted everything done. I am so at peace because things were done exactly the way you wanted them.You proved you love for me right to the end and I am thankful for that. God Bless you honey and keep you in his care. I will be with you when it is my time to go and we will be together for all eternity and we will never have to be apart or suffer again. I love you.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 02, 2013
8/2/13/PM
Good evening my dear...I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and more than there are enough words to say.
We are starting to get a little shower. It is nice when it is just enough to water all of the yard and plants and I don't have to worry about it. We have been having a lot of trouble with mosquitos. Dale came over earlier today and sprayed everywhere. I hope the rain doesn't wash it all away. I haven't been sitting outside much anyway. It is no fun sitting outside without you here to sit outside with me. We always enjoyed that so very much. Some of my best memories are of us sitting outside watching the hummingbirds and the butterflies and holding hands just enjoying being together. We allways enjoyed being together no matter what we were doing. I sure do have a lot of wonderful precious memories. Thank you for all of your love. God bless you honey and hold you near until the time comes when I can come and be with you forever. I love you.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
August 02, 2013
8/2/13/AM
Goodmorning my dearest honey
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Starting another day without you is like starting life with now air. It is just more than I can bear. Everyone tells me it will it better with time but I really don't think it will. I will feel this way until we are back together again forever. I just don't like living without you. You were always so afraid that you would loose me and you watched after me all of the time to make sure everything was okay with me. If I had a day where I didn't feel good you would worry so much and the first thing you would do is pray for me. I miss that so very much. There are a lot of days now that I don't feel very good and I wish so much that you were here to pray for me because it always worked. You had gotten so close to the Lord. I am so thankful for that. It gives me so much strength to know when you passed on that you were close to the Lord. It is an asurrance for me that we will be together forever. God Bless you honey and keep you safe in His care until we are together again for eternity. I love you.

Your forever Wife
Jean Heath
August 01, 2013
8/1/13/PM
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It isn't getting one bit easier. I miss you and love you more every minute of every day. You are in my thoughts constantly. Everything reminds me of you. Life without you is just not worth living. I can't find anything to do that makes me happy any more. All of my happiness left when you passed away. I know I will never be happy again until we are back together again. I long so much for that day to come. I know it will. I just keep my faith in God and live my life in a way pleasing to Him and I know that the day will come when we will be together forever. What a wonderful day that will be for both of us. I know you are just as anxious as I am for that day to come. Thank you for loving me and watching over me until that day comes. May God bless you always and keep you in His loving care until we are together forever.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
August 01, 2013
8/1/13/AM
Good morning my love. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Today is the first day of August. Funny how time is going so fast and yet when I look back and yet it is moving so slow. Some days seem to be here forever and other days seem to just fly by.
Today is the first of the month and that means I have a lot of things to do and get taken care of so today will be a pretty busy day for me. I miss you so much on days like this because you always took care of everything that needed to be done and I never had to worry about anything. You were so good at that.
Dale and Kathy took me for Chinese last night. It was good. You wouldn't have liked it at all. It makes me think of how you would take me for chinese but you would stop someplace and get something for yourself and take it with us because you couldn't stand Chinese. You knew I liked it so you would make sure i got to go once in a while. Just another of the wonderful precious memories I have of how good you were to me and how you always put me first. One of the special things that made me love you so much. You had so many ways of showing me how very much you love me.
God bless you and keep you in His care and hold you close to His heart un til I can come to be with you

your wife forever and ever with love
Jean Heath
July 31, 2013
7/31/13/PM
Good night my sweet Angel husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I thank God for you every day of my life. You made my life complete. Thank you for all of the love that you brought to me and into my life. Thank you for all of the wonderful precious memories that you left for me to help me to get along without you from day to day. I don't think that I can love you any more and then another day comes and I love you even more. God intended for it to be that way and I thank him. You sure are that special someone that I was promised and I am forever thankful to God for you.
God Bless you Honey and hold you and keep you in His care until I am allowed to come and be your forever loving wife.

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
July 31, 2013
7/31/13/AM
Good morning Dick my precious forever husband
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for loving me and watching over me. You are the most special person I have ever known.
I got woke up early today. The yard men came early to mow the lawn and trim the roses. That is okay though because I needed to get up early and the yard really needed to be mowed. The guy mows with a push mower. I can't believe it. It made me think of you and watching you mow all three acres by hand when we were on Lovers Lane.
I went down to the office and checked my heart monitor. I had forgotten to do that since you passed and it really needed to be checked. You always reminded me and made sure it was done. I completely forgot about it. Just anothe example of how you took such good care of me and my needs. You never forgot anything that pretained to my well being or any part of my life. I miss that and I miss you so very much.
God bless you and keep you in His care until we are together forever. I love you so very much. thank you for all of you love.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 30, 2013
7/30/13/PM
Good evening honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I wish so much that you were still here and well and healthy. We enjoyed life together so much. every day was full of love and joy and happiness. We loved being together so very much. Our home was always full of love and devotion to each other. I wonder how many times a day one or the other would say I love you. every day was like that.
I was looking out the window of the computer room and I saw a beautiful hummingvird fly over to the crepe myrtle. I thought of you and how much enjoyment you got out of watching the himmingbirds when we were sitting out on the patio. That was one of life's special pleasures for you. I really enjoyed watching you watching the humming birds.
I went for family home evening with the widows in the church. It was okay. We roasted hotdogs and made smores and just sat around and talked. I should go all of the time but I just like being at home. I really don't like being around people since you passed away. I just can't get my mind on anything but you. I miss you more than words can say. I thought of you and how you watched how much sweet stuff I ate and I only ate two marshmallows and I didn't make a smores. You used to tell me that two marshmallows was enough for me because of my sugar. You were so good about taking care of me. I miss that. Idon't take care of me as good as you did.
God bless you honey and keep you in his care until I can come to be with you in our forever home. Then He will bless us and keep us both in His care forever and ever.

your forever companion
Jean Heath
July 30, 2013
7/30/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for all of the love and the happness that you brought into my life. Although it was short it was indeed the most wonderful time of my whole life. You always told me the time with me was the happiest that you had ever been. I thank God for that time even though it was short it made us both so happy and left me with the most wonderful and precious memories I could ever have hoped for . I love you so very much. May God bless you and forever keep you in His care. The time will come when we will be together and we will one again enjoy that same love that we had for each other while we were here on the earth. I look forward to that time with all of my heart and soul.
July 29, 2013
7/29/13/PM
Good evening my wonderful husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am watching legacy sto see if they put the two messages that I sent you on 7/28/13. They are missing and I sent them for sure. When I have the book printed I don't want any to be missing. I don't like it when they leave them out. someone is not doing their job and I paid for this. Needless sto say I am a little upset. There was no reason to leave either of them out.
We are getting ready to get a storm. I sure don't like thunderstorms. I really miss you when they come. You would always snuggle me close to you because you knew how much I disliked them. Hopefully it will be a short one.
may God bless you and keep you in His love and hold you close to His heart until I get to come and hold you for all eternity.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 29, 2013
7/29/13/AM
Good morning precious husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You will forever be the most special person that I have ever known. When I come to be with you I will be bringing all of the love we have shared and even more because I love you even more each passing day. I long for the time when we can be together again. It will be so wonderful when we can rest from all of the trials of this world together. Oh what a happy day that will be.
It is another beautiful day here in the south. They are calling for thunderstorms maybe later in the day though.
I had a recall on the car. They called me and I took it right over and they took care of it first thing. They have really been good to me. They know my situation and they do everything to help me. I am thankfulfor that.
God bless you honey and keep you until the time comes for me to come and be with you. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 27, 2013
7/27/13/AM
Good morning my one and only love. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Never a minute goes by that I don't think of you the most special person in my life. Thank you for all of the love, all of the joy, all of the fun, all of the happiness, all of the good times and all of the precious memories. These are the things that fulfil my life since you have been gone. May the good Lord bless and keep you in His loving arms until it is my time to leave this earth and I can come and hold you and love you for all eternity.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 26, 2013
7/26/13/PM
Good night my dear, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and more than anyone can possobly ever imagine.
It is very warm here now. The temperatures have been in the mid 90s for the last few days and will continue for a few more days. It is still better than the cold winter weather though. I will take the hot any time.
Sunshine is really growing. She is so much fun. She plays fetch with me now. She is so beautiful. Thank you for getting her for me. She really helps to fill my hours in the day.. She is a lot of comfort to me too.
God bless you and keep you in His love until He allows me to come and be with you for all eternity. I love you honey.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 26, 2013
7/26/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. starting another day without you is like starting a day with only half of me here. It really does feel like half of me went with you when you had to leave me. Mornings were always special to us. I really miss our routine that we did every morning. It is just not the same without you here. I have been reading the Bible at night but I think starting today I am going to do like you did and read it in the morning first thing. I get too tired at night and I don't get as much out of what I read.
I love you honey. God bless you and keep you in His loving grace unstil he allows me to come and be with you for all eternity. You are that special someone,

Your wife for all eternity
Jean Heath
July 25, 2013
7/25/13/PM
Good night sweet prince and loving angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Every day brings us one day closer to being together again. Oh what a beautiful day that will be.
Went out to eat with Dale and Kathy this evening. We went to Duke's. It was really good. That is the first time the three of us have gone out to eat together for a while. You and I used to go out with them really often. They were and still are our best buddies. They are really dooing a good job of watching out for me like you aaked them to do. They don't miss anything. Anything that needs done Dale usually sees before me. he always says " we promised Dick and that is just what we are going to do". I really love them like they are my kids. You always did too.
God bless you honey and keep you in His arms until I am back with you again. I love you so much.

Your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 25, 2013
7/25/13/AM
Good money my angel husband.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. The one big consolation about another day is that I am one day closeer to being with you for all eternity never to be apart again. We were never apart here on the earth and we will never be apart in Heaven. What a wonderful thought and comfort that is.
We are having such beautiful weather here right now. The temperature is in the 80s and the sun is so pretty and bright. In you memorial garden all of the colors on the globe are shining all over the side of the carport. It is so beautiful. Just like our short life together was the most beautiful thing I ever knew or lived.
God bless you honey and keep you in His care until I get to come to be with you and once again we will know the true happiness that we shared here on earth. I love you.
July 24, 2013
7/24/13/PM
Good evening my dear. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It is evening time again and another day has ended and I love you and miss you even more every minute. I will be so happy when we are together again and I know you will be too.
I am caught up on everything again now. I wish I was as efficient as you were. You never had a problem keeping up on everything. I tend to put things off until tomorrow. I promised myself I will not get behind again.
I love you honey. God Bless you and keep you until He takes me home to be with you forever and ever.

Your loving forever wife
Jean Heath
July 23, 2013
7/23/13/PM
It is evening again honey and I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. We had another beautiful day with lots of sunshine and the temperature in the 80s. Our kind of day that we loved. I miss going for nice long walks with you on days like this. Sometimes we would just walk and be quiet and other times we would have really good converations but we were always holding hands. It was such a joy. I sure do miss those times but I cherish those precious memories. Dale was telling Ramona when she was here that we were never seen together without holding hands. We had so much love for each other.Our whole lives were consumed with our love for each other. It will be wonderful when that day comes when we are together again again and I know for sure that it will. God bless you and keep you and hold you until I can come to you and be with you for all eternity.

Forever your loving wife
Jean Heath
July 23, 2013
7/23/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with every beat of my heart. That very special person that God allowed to love me for such a short time. Though it was short it was the very best years of my life.
Rod and Candy went home after he bought your CanAm and Rod had to have his foot amputated because of his diabetis. Lance and Susie said he is doing very well has been able to ride the CanAm 2 or 3 times. Luckily it was his left foot that he lost so he can still ride. he is now waiting for his prothesis and they will be back here in the fall. I was glad to hear it.
I dreamed of you again last night. That really makes me so very happy. I am starting to dream about you very often. I love it when I have those special dreams. It sure makes my day go a lot better. It gives me one more precious thing to think about. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.

your forever wife
Jean Heath
July 22, 2013
7/22/13/PM
Good evening my dearest honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you again more than I could ever find enough word to say.I thank God that I know the day will come when we are together again and we will never have to be torn apart again ever. What a wonderful thought and blessing that is.
We are having another nice day today. That is 2 in a row without rain. The yard is starting to dry up some now so it will be a little easier to get out and work in it. Rain is still in the forecast though so it is just a wait and see thing. It doesn't look like rain right now though.
Sunshine is really growing. She is so beautiful. Thank you for her. Just one more of the wonderful things you did to make me happy. I was always happy with you. You made sure of that. Thank you honey.

your loving forever wife
Jean Heath
July 22, 2013
7/22/13/AM
Good morning Honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You didn't take my sunshine away. It will always be here in my heart. I can still hear you singing to me " you are my sunshine". Thank you for that memory. and all of the other precious memories you left for me to cherish until we are together again.
We have been invaded by mosquitos because of all the rain we have had. They are huge. Dale came over yesterday while I was gone to church and sprayed in the shed and around the carport and porch. That will help. I felt real bad though because he went inside the shed to spray and it mad him sick.
It didn't rain yesterday. That is the first day in over a month that it didn't rain some time during the day. Today the sun is shining but they are calling for rain this evening. All of this rain isn't helping the farmers out at all. To bad some of the drought ares couldn't have gotten some of it.
I love you andI miss you with all of my heart. God bless you and keep you in His arms until I am with you to hold you in mine.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 21, 2013
7/21/13/PM
Good evening my sweet husband, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Another day is almost gone. I get so lonely for you. You filled my life with so much joy and happiness. Thank you so very much.
Church was so good today. The talks were excellent. They made me think of you and how you accepted Christ and forgot the things of the world. You used to tell me that I made you a better man. I wish I could take credit for that but I can't. You became a better man after you accepted Christ and turned your life over to Him. I have had several of your friends tell me that I was good for you and that I made a better man out of you. I hope I was good for you . I always tried to be the wife that you wanted and you always said I was but Christ was the one who made you a better man. I am so happy that we lived our lives with Christ at the center. I can still hear your sweet prayers. They always touched my heart so much. I miss those prayers. When I didn't feel very well the first thing you would do was take my hand and pray for me. You are such a special person.
I long so much to be with you.

you eternal loving wife
Jean Heath
July 21, 2013
7/21/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and so much more than words can ever tell. life without you is filled with heartaches and sorrow.
It is Sunday morning again and I am getting ready for church. Time to go worship our Lord and Savior and give thanks for our many blessings. You are my greatest blessing in all of my life. you come before anysthing and everything except God.
It is looking like rain again. I am getting used to it by now. It has rain some time during the day every day for over a month. Thank goodness it hasn't been all day rain so I can still get outside some.
I love you honey and I long for the day we are together again.

your loving forever wife
Jean Heath
July 20, 2013
7/20/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.Starting another day without you with me is breaking my heart. I am so thankful to have your sweet spirit here with me. That is what helps me make it through the day. You came to me again in my deams last night. Thank you so very much. I know you will always be near me it is just that I miss seeing you and hearing your sweet voice and all of the special things you would say to me every day. I love it when you come to me in my dreams. It helps me so much. Thank you honey.
This time last year we were getting things ready for our vacation in Hawaii. It was our last vacation together and it was wonderful. You said it was your favorite vacation you had ever taken. We really planned it out so it would be perfect and it was. our plans for this year was the Grand Canyon. You really wanted to go there because you wanted to take the train ride. I wish we could have done it because you talked about it a lot.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am longing for the day when we are back together again forever.

your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 19, 2013
7/19/13/PM
To the love of my life. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. No one has ever been as special to me and my life as you have. Thank you for all of the love, happiness, joy, laughter and precious memories that you have given to me. Life here on earth will never be the same without you being a part of it but the precious memories thaat you left with me will go on and on until we are in each other's arms once more. I long so much for that day to come. What a wonderful blessing it is to know that the day will come for us to be together again and be able to enjoy the love that we share for each other. We have so many promises that the day will come. You talked a lot about how fast time was flying by and you didn't want it to because you didn't want us to ever have to be apart. You used to wish that we could go at the same time. It wasn't God's plan but it is His plan for us to spend eternity together as husband and wife and we will for sure. God bless you and keep you until the day comes when we are together forever. I love you honey.

your forever loving wife
Jean Heath
July 19, 2013
7/19/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you again for so much love and for watching over me.
Well, we have started off another day with beautiful sunshine. It is gorgeous out side. A little warm but we like it that way don't we. The weather man has promised no rain for today. We'll just have to wait and see. So far I have been able to sit on the porch almost every day so that's a good thing.
Dale went to Sonic last night on the Harley and got caught in the storm. It reminded me of the time we went to Edisto beach on the CanAm and got caught in the storm. We pulled under a tree and put on our rain gear and headed home and wouldn't you know it, the rain stopped and the sun came out. You were so aggravated. I think that was our last ride before you got sick.
God bless you honey and hold you in His arms until I get to come to you and hole you in my arms forever. I love you.

your loving forever wife
Jean Heath
July 18, 2013
7/18/13/PM
Good evening my precious angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.
Our day started out with the sun shining so beautiful and bright and it is ending with rain. It did the same thing yesterday. At least the day was very nice and pretty so we could go outside. The grass really needed to be mowed. So finally I was able to get it mowed and wouldn't you know it, they had to finish in the rain. It is hotter in Ohio today than it is here.
Kathy and Lynn left today for Las Vegas for a week. Dale didn't want to go. They will have a good tiime. Kathy enjoys everything she does. I would have a hard time if it wasn't for Kathy and Dale. I didn't know you had a talk with Dale about helping me after you were gone. You never stopped looking out for me until you passed away and you are still looking out for me. Thank you honey. You always proved your love for me in so many ways. I love you so very much and I never for one second doubted your love for me. I am always finding out one more thing that you did for me before you passed. God bless you for that honey. You are the love of my life and I know that I am yours. You told me so often and you did so many things to prove it.

Your loving wife forever

Jean Heath
July 18, 2013
7/18/13/AM
Good morning Honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am so thankful to God for the time he has allowed me to be a part of your life and to feel the precious love we had for each other. I rest on His promise and your promise that we will be together again when it is my time to leave this earth. You told me so many times, how much you love mee and that you wanteed to spend eternity with me. Why on earth would I not believe you meant it. You had no other reason to tell me over and over again. I love you so much. Thank you so much for all of your precious love.
We are having a nice sunshiny day here today. We had a storm last night.
Sunshine is home. She did really well with her surgery. She is a little sore today and wants me to baby her and love her a lot. that is not hard to do she is so sweet.
Nick was laid to rest yesterday in Pennslyvania. I talked to Kathy a long time. Sshe is so broken hearted. I can surely undertand how she feels. I love you so much

your loving wife
Jean Heath
July 17, 2013
7/17/13/PM
Good evening dearest Honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. We are having a very beautiful day today. I went out and worked in the yard a little bit. It felt good to get outside for a little while. All of the flowers are just beautiful right now. Maybe I will get out again after a bit and work a little more. I like to keep it nice for you. especially your memorial garden. I went to the mausoleum for a little while today. I like to go every day. Even though you are not there yet, it is a beautiful monument to honor you and i can feel your sweet spirit when i am there. I know you are watching over me and all that I have done to honor you. Your sweet spirit is with me every where I go but there are certain places I feel it more than others. I always feel your sweet spirit sitting beside me in church, when I am at the mausoleum , when I am in your memorial garden and when I am in your bedroom. you loved to go in there so much. You would want to Phil to take you in there and lay you on the bed for a while. I know that your sweet spirit is there more than any place else. Thank you for watching over me and the things I do in your memory and thank you for loving me so very much.

your eternal wife
July 17, 2013
7/17/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. One day my weary heart and soul will be at rest and I can find peace and be with you for all eternity. It seems so far away though. I was listening to Mahalia Jackson singing "Take My Hand Precious Lord" and it just touched my very soul. I miss you so much. I am trying to get closer to the Lord every day and do His will so when that day comes for us to be together again we can know the love again that we had when you were here. You were living so close to Him and I was trying to also. You were such and inspiration to me. Your sweet prayers that I could tell were coming straight from your heart. The way you would show your love for me when you prayed. I will miss that so much until we are together again. The way you were hurt so bad just seemed to make you stronger in the Lord. I promise you that I will keep praying and reading the Bible like you did and living my life like I should so that we can be together just like you told me so many times you wanted it to be when we are both in Heaven. I Love you so much

your eternal companion
July 16, 2013
7/16/13/PM
Good evening honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It is really lonesome here today without you. Sunshine is at the Vet's getting declawed and spayed so the house is very very empty.
I haven't heard anything about the arrangements for Nick. I want to send flowers from you and me and I can't get hold of Kathy and Dale said he can't find out anything either. I talked to kathy a little bit yesterday but the call was droopped. they have terrible phone service because they live so far out of town. I will keep trying to find out what is going on. I will probably just have to send some flowers to Kathy at the house.
It is so different here now. The park is really empty. Just a few campers come in now and all of our friends are gone except Dale and Kathy.
We are finally getting a day without rain and the sun is shining so bright. I have the umbrella awning up and it is really nice out on the porch. It is about 86 degrees. I love it like this. So did you. We would more than likely be out on the CanAm if you were here.
You are my Sunshine just like always. You didn't take my sunshine away when you left. I have it right here in my heart. I love you so much honey.

Your wife forever and always
Jean Heath
July 16, 2013
7/16/13/AM
Good morning dearest angel hausband
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are for sure my special angel and I know you are watching over me with all of your love. Thank you for that. Thank you for making me the love of your life and thank you for being the love of my life. life without you now is not a happy life but I can keep going because I know that we will be together again and we will spend all of eternity together. That keeps me going from day to day. Without that sweet knowledge I don't think I could make it. I told you that I didn't think I could go on living without you and there aren't enough words to tell you how awfully hard it is to be without you. I long for the day to come when we will be together again.

you loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 15, 2013
7/15/13/PM
Another day is gone honey and I am one day closer to you. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are so very special to me.
I talked to kathy Dunn a little bit today. She is so sad. I fully understand how she feels. She said she will be coming down to get her things. I told her she could stay with me when she comes. That is a heartache that just don't go away. She said that Nick really suffered the last few days. It just brought back all of the heartache I had when you were so sick. Thank God you are not suffering any more. I am so glad thaqt I won't have to pay for causing someone pain and heartaches. We can truthfully say that we didn't do anything so bad to each other to cause each other such suffering.
We had family home evening here tonight with the Shallers, the missionaries and the widows in the church. It was very nice.
God bless you honey and hold you in his arms until I get to come to you and hold you in my arms forever. I love you so very much.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
July 15, 2013
7/15/13/AM
Good morning my angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. There is a great sadness here at the campground today. I am sure you already know that Nick went to be with the Lord yesterday. It is the same feeling as the day you went to be with the Lord. Things are changing around here so much.First it was Bud in December and then you in February and now Nick in July. We are all so sad. I know how much you loved Nick. Every time I walk out on the porch i will think of him and how he wasnted to make sure you had a porch and a ramp when you came home from rehab and how he would sit by your bedside and visit with you after you came home. You were very good friends and I am sure you have already greeted each other over on the other side. I don't know what the arrangments are but I will send flowers from you and me if they have a service. It looks like pretty soon we will be called the Heavenly Green Acres. Things are changing so fast since we first came here.
I am realizing more and more how important it is to keep our goals set toward The Lord and living righteous lives. We both really turned our lives around after we were married and we made God the center of our home. I find so much peace in that. You made it so easy because of all of the love you had in your heart. I am thankful to God for that every day.
I love you and I miss you but I know for sure that we will be together again for all eternity. God bless you and hold you in His arms until I get to come and be with you and hold you in my arms forever. I will always hold you close in my heart.

Your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 14, 2013
7/14/13/PM
good afternoon my darling husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I am so alone without you here with me. It is so sad. I know that I am not the only one who has lost someone that they love but I do know that nobody ever loved anyone as much as I love you. I can still feel your love for me. You just couldn't hold it back. Your love for me was like a shining star all of the time. You never failed to let me know how much you loved me. I know that love is still growing even though you are on the other side. I can feel it so strong. My love for you is growing also. I love you more and more every day.
Church was good today and I am having the family home evening with Elder and sister Shaller here at our house tomorrow night. I hope a lot of the widows show up for it. I think they will. We have some real good lessons at these meetings and it gives us a chance to have friends.
We are still getting rain and everything is so flooded. A lot of the country roads are really in bad shape. I hope this rain stops pretty soon. I am afraid it is going to ruin our crepe myrtles. I sure hope not. they are so beautiful.
You are my life honey and I long for the day that we are back together again for all eternity.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 14, 2013
7/14/13/AM
Happy Sabbath Morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Getting ready for church on Sunday morning was so much nicer when you were here and we were getting ready together. We always enjoyed going to church together just like we enjoyed everything that we did together. I am thankful to God for the time that I had with you here on the earth because I know we paved the way through our Lord Jesus Christ to be together for all eternity. I am thankful to God for giving us His Son to make all of this possible and I am Thankful to Jesus Christ for being so willing to make that ultimate sacrifice for us to ensure us that we can be together for all eternity. It makes going to church to worship and praise Him so much more special. I long for the day when we will be together again.

your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 13, 2013
7/13/13/PM
Good night Honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It would be so wonderful if I could just see your smiling face and touch you and hear your sweet voice again. I know I will when I am called home by the lord but I would just love it so much right now. you are so very special to me and you will be forever. I think of you all of the time and I long so much to be with you. You are such a special person and angel to me. There will never ever be anyone else like you.You were so right when you said God let things happen the way they did so that we could be together. It was such a special time for me and i know it was for you too. We truly enjoyed being together and sharing each others love. These precious memories are the most precious things I have now. They help me to make it from day to day. I Thank God for you every day. I will always love you and cherish the love you gave to me and the time we had with each other.

Your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 13, 2013
7/13/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am feeling much better today. I think yesterday was so hard because I couldn't stop thinking about the day the Lord took you home to be with Him and the thought of it just hurts me so bad. I am sorry that I didn't make it to the mausoleum yesterday but I will go today for sure.
We are still supposed to get more rain today. Seems like it is never going to stop. That is another reason everyone seems to be feeling so bad. hopefully it it will stop pretty soon.
I sure do miss you. I miss your sweet prayers so much when I am not feeling well. They were alwsys so special and so sweet and sincere. They always really touched my heart. I love you so much for that. Thank you so much honey.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 12, 2013
7/12/13/PM
Goodnight my Darling husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Today has been a very rough day for me. i have hardly been able to get around. I spent most of the day just laying on your oversized chair. i didn't have the ambition to even get up and do anything. i didn't go to the mausoleum today because i was afraid to drive. Hopefully tomorrow i will feel better and have a better day. I sure hope so. Too many days like today won't be good at all. I was very weak and unbalanced today.
We are having rain again. Everything is just soaked. The grass needs to be mowed but it is just to wet.
I miss you so much. I think that is why I have days like today. I just feel like i don't want to go on any longer. It has been 5 months today since God took you away and I just had a terrible day. I am trying to cope with it but it is just so hard. I love and miss you so much

Your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
July 12, 2013
7/12/13/AM
Good morning my sweet prcious angel husband. Five months ago today God took you away from me because heaven needed a special angel there to make it a little brighter. When He took you He also took half of me along with you and He took the best half of me because the half that He left is so downhearted and broken spirited and has a hard time just living this lonely life from day to day. The hole in my heart will never heal in this life but I know it will when we are together again and I am whole again and we are in each others arms for all eternity. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and I long so much to be with you once more. My life will never be the same until then. I just keep trusting in the Lord to Help endure to the end and get all of the things done that i know have to be done here while you are working there to get all of the spiritual things done that have to be done. I love you so much. May God hold you in His arms until such time when I can come to you and hold you in my arms forever.

Your4 loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 11, 2013
7/11/13/PM
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You will always be my sunshine and the most special person ever in my life. My love for you gets stronger and I miss you more every single day. You are the love of my life and i am the love of your life. That we both know for sure.
The Shallers came over for a while tody. I really like them a lot. they are real good missionaries. they will help Walterboro out a lost. We really needed them to come here.
I was having a little bit of trouble with my computer today but I called tech support and they got it fixed. They said someone had been messing around with my facebook. Can't imagine who that would be could you? OH well.They say ignornce is bliss, I don't know. Anyway it is fixed now.
I love you honey and I long for the day when we are together for eternity. The day will come and we will both be happy again.

your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 11, 2013
7/11/13/AM
A special good morning to the love of my life Dick Heath who is now an angel in Heaven. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You just continue to get more special to me everyday and my love for you just keeps growing everyday and I miss you so very much everyday. My life will never be the same until we are in each other's arms again for all eternity. I am positive that will happen when it is my turn to go. I long for that day.
My visit to the doctor yesterday was good. My A1C number was 6.5 the lowest it has been in years. my cholestrol was a little high but not bad. My only real problem is aging and not getting around very good any more. when you were here we stayed busy and I was able to keep my strength up but since are gone I just don't have the heart and ambition to do the things we used to do. I just can't do them without you. I haven't been for a walk since you passed away.
Dr. Rencken was talking about us yesterday and how we had so much love for each other. He thinks it is terrible what happened to you. I told him there are some things that are terrible but I couldn't question God for taking you. He said He didn't know about that but the whole thing sucks. He said there aren't very many people that have so much love as you and me had for each. He said most people live their whole life and don't get to know the kind of love you and me had. That is the second person that has told me that. Everywhere we went people noticed how much we were in love. Remember the day we were in WalMart and the lady came up to us and said we were really a perfect couple. We didn't know that woman from Eve. Everywhere I go people still talk about the way our love for each other showed so much. I miss that sweet love so badly and I long for it so much.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 10, 2013
7/10/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. The hurt and pain of you leaving just never goes away. I remember so well how you cried because you didn't want to leave me. You were more concerned about leaving me than you were about your condition and you were so very sick. I think about it every day and how you had the talk with Dale to make sure that I was going to be okay. I love you so much for that. I wasn't okay though. My heart was breaking and I just wanted to hold on to you and keep you here with me. We were just talking the other day about how we all thought that you were going to get well. It just seemed like you were getting better. I ran into Mike your therapist the other day. he said he was so surprised that you passed away because you were trying so hard and he thought for sure you were going to get better and walk again. God had other plans though and we do not have the right to question Him in any way. I don't question His decision to take you but I really miss you and I sure wish you would have gotten well and we would have had more time. I am so thankful for the knowledge that we will be together again for all eternity and you will walk and laugh and talk and do all of the things you loved to much while you were here. I will always love you and miss you until then.

you loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 09, 2013
7/9/13/PM
Good evening honey Ilove you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I will love you and miss you for the rest of my life until we are together again for all eternity and then I will love you even more.
I have to go the doctor for my regular checkup tomorrow. I went yesterday and had my blood work done and as usual they had to go fishing for my vein and then change to the other arm. I get so tired of them doing that and walking around with bruised up arms for a week.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and I long for the day when we are together again. I miss you so much. May God hold in His arms until I get called home and I can hold you in my arms forever.
July 09, 2013
7/9/13/AM
Good morning Dick, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I think of you all of the time. It is hard to get anything done because right in the front of my mind is your picture and right in my heart is the feeling of love that I have for you. That is okay though because there is no one else I would rather be thinking about or no other image I would rather have in my mind. I am sure it is going to be this way for the rest of my mortal life and then we will be together. What a wonderful thought that is for me to know that we will be together again for all eternity.
Almost every day I think of some song that you used to sing to me. I loved that so much and you loved it when I would sing a song to you at night. We had such a wonderful marriage. Even though it was short I wouldn't trade it for one that lasted 100 years. You are the most special and sweetest person I have ever known and there was never a doubt in my mind of your love for me. Oh how special you were. Thank you honey from the bottom of my heart for all of the precious love you showed to me, all of the kindness and all of the joy you brought into my life. I love you.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 08, 2013
7/8/13/PM
Good evening my special sweetheart husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I was thinking today of the times you would call me you Jeanie Sunshine. That is the first time I thought of that for a long time. You always connected me with sunshine and how I was the love of your life. you are the love of my life too honey and like you would say, no matter how many times I say it I mean it every time. I think of all of those things all through the day. they help to ease my troubled soul and broken heart.
Dale worked in the yard today and filled in some holes with dirt and tomorrow he is going to plant some grass seeds on those spots. He took some really nice pictures of the house today.
We had another day without rain so far but it is looking like we might get some in a little while. Sure wish we would go a while without rain and mud.
I have been doing some of your family history with the help of the Shallers, the new missionary couple that we have. I am going to try to get a lot of it done real fast. I am working on your dad's side now and then I will do your mom's side. I know you will be pleased. I love you honey.

Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 08, 2013
7/8/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It just doesn't get any better nor does the pain ever ease. My life without you is so void and empty of any joy. My only hope is that it won't be long until we are together again because when we are together again it will be for eternity. I know what to expect when we do get to be together again. All of the love will be so overwhelming.
We are having another day of beautiful sunshine. It is so pretty outside today. Just the kind of day that you loved so much. by now you would have had a lot of pine cones picked up and burned. You loved doing that.
We have had so much rain that we have little green frogs every where. They are on the porch and on the house and all over the yard and the noise is really loud. They are real small but they sure make a lot of noise at night.
I have some things to do today. I have to go to the post office and to the doctor for lab work and to the social security office so it is going to be a busy day for me.
I love you honey and I miss you so very much. May God hold you in his arms until we can be together again and I can hold you in my arms forever.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 07, 2013
7/7/13/PM
Good evening my dearest sweetheart husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. It is really quiet around here with the girls gone and just sunshine, me and your sweet spirit in the house. The house feels so very big now. It is so quiet that Sunshine has slept almost all day. She was really tired from playing with Ramona's kitten so much. they had so much fun. they hardly slept the whole time. Sunshine loved the kitten and she played with it almost continuously. They looked so cute playing together.
The rain is slacking off quite a bit now. We had a few sprinkles this morning and that is all we have had today. I am so glad. I was getting so tired of mud and rain. They say we have more on the way though in about 2 days. It has been years since South Carolina had this much rain.
I went over to the mausoleum for a while today. It is finally dry enough that they could mow and trim. Everything looked really nice. It is a sad but very beautiful place. One of the nicest ones I have ever seen. I am glad that is where we will be together while we wait for the Lord to return to get us. I love you so much and I miss you more than words can say. My heart will be broken until we are together again .

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
July 07, 2013
7/7/13/AM
Good morning my dearest darling angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. My love for you just keeps on growing and growing. I cannot find the words to tell you how much you mean to me and how I long to be with you once again. there are not enough words to tell you. The void in my life and in my heart just keeps on growing and growing also. There is never a minute that goes by that I don't think of you and the happiness and love you gave to me. Dale and Kathy were telling Ramona how the love we had for each other just showed all of the time. Kathy said your face and your life just brightened up when I came into you life. We did have a wonderful love for each other and we still have that same sweet wonderful love for each other. It is still so very obvious. Things keep continuing to happen to show that you are near me and that you love me so very much. Thank you for that love honey. I love you so very much too.

you eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 06, 2013
7/6/13/PM
Good evening my dearest honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. We are still having a lot of rain on and off during the day. Looks like it is never going to stop. Can't get out in the yard to do anything. Dale put stepping stones from the driveway in front of the porch over to the walkway. It sure makes it nice with all of the water that is laying in yard. I haven't seen this much rain since we first came down here.
Ramona and Pam are leaving tomorrow morning to go home. I have enjoyed having them here for a few days. I think they have enjoyed being here too. they are going to play some music tonight over at the clubhouse. I still miss you even when there is someone here with me. I love you so much and I will never stop missing you. you are so special to me and you will be for all eternity.
I long so much for the day to come when we will be together again and we can enjoy each other so much just the way we did when you were here with me.

Your loving eternal wife
Jean heath
July 06, 2013
7/6/13/AM
Good morning honey.I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I wish so much that you could still be here and be healthy and we could still enjoy each other's love the way we used to do when you were here before you got sick. We had so much fun and so much love for each other and I really miss it so bad. I love you so much. I know you know that but I just have to keep saying it. Just like you used to tell me "I know I tell you that I love you a lot but I mean it every time I say it". I feel the same way . Life is so short and we don't realize that until we come to the end of it. God is so good to have given us His Son so that we can have eternal life and be together forever. I long so much for that day to come. I live every day longing for the day when we will be together again for all eternity.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
July 05, 2013
7/5/13/PM
Good night to the most precious angel in heaven. I love you and I miss you with you with all of my heart and soul. You are the most wonderful person ever to live on this earth. I would never have known love if it hadn't been for you. Thank you for being the kind of person you are and for all of the love and devotion you showed to me.
Dale, Kathy, Ramona, Pam and I went to Duke's bar-b-que tonight for dinner. It was so good. I wish you could have been with us. there was so much food you would have been able to find a lot of things that you like. I miss you so much when I do things like that. It just isn't the same without you with me. the empty chair where you should be sitting just makes my hunger go away.
We are still having a lot of rain but not quite as much as we have been having. Hopefully it will stop soon so we can have some sunshine. We had a little bit so sunshine this morning an I thought it was going to be a nice day but it didn't last.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and I really long for the day when we will be together again forever. I know you long for that day too.

your loving wife
Jean
July 05, 2013
7/5/13/AM
Good morning my precious angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I never get used to waking up without you here an I know that I never will. You are the love of my life and my life is just too empty without you being a part of it now. I know your sweet spirit is here but I can't see you or touch you and have fun times with you like we used too. I will be so happy when I can come and be with you and know that we will never be aparted again. I am so thankful for that knowledge. Thank you for all of the wonderful love you gave to me when you were here. Dale was telling Ramona yesterday about how every time he saw us we were walking hand in hand and our love for each other was so obvious. I really miss that so very much.
We have a beautiful sunshiny day today. We are thinking of going up and getting in the pool for a little while.
I love you honey and I miss you and I long for the day when we are together again. May God hold you in His arms until such time when I can come to you and hold you in my arms forever more.

You eternal companion
Jean Heath
July 04, 2013
7/4/13/PM
Good night my precious angel husband
Today is the 4th of July and I really missed you so much. Dale took Ramona, Pam and Me down to the great swamp sanctuary. We went down by the lake and the swing where you and me spent so much time. It brought back precious memories of the many hours we spent on the swing holding hands and enjoying each other and nature. It also made me sad. It was one of our favorite things to do when you were with me. I also thought of us living in this great country and how hard you worked to have all of the things you had and how they were almost taken away from you. I love you so much. Our love for each other and our faith in God pulled us through some very trying times. We made it though didn't we honey? I always told you that we would. God bless you for being the person you were then and the sweet spirit you are now. You were so special to me and the most wonderful person I have ever known and God was with you and blessed us both with the most wonderful love either one of us ever knew. No one could stand in the way of that. I am so thankful for our love for each other and the time we had together. You sure taught me a lot especially how important love is. Thank you for that. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart but I know for a surety we will be spending eternity together.

You eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 04, 2013
7/4/13/AM
Hi honey, I am thinking of you and loving you and missing you with all of my heart. I am a little late today telling you .
We are finally having a nice day. We had a little shower earlier but then the sun came back out again and it is nice now. the great swamp sanctuary is really flooded. Ramona and pam wanted to go walk through but there is no way you can get in it with all of the water. Dale put some stepping stones in the yard so I wouldn't have to wade through the water. he is going to put some drain pipes in for me. that will be nice.
I love you honey and I miss you so much. It is nice to have company but it doesn't take away the loneliness of not having you.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart honey.
You dear eternal wife
Jean Heath
July 03, 2013
7/3/13/PM
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you will all of my heart and soul. Another day had passed and that means that I am on day closer to being with you for all of eternity. I long so much for that day but I know I have to remain here until the Lord calls be home to be with you. I do know for sure though that the day will come and we will be together for all of eternity. I just keep on praying and trusting the Lord to give me the courage and strength to endure to the end.
It has rained all day today and I can't go in the yard at all. It is full for water. I will sure be glad when the rain stops and the sun shines again. Everything is really soaked.
I love you honey and I miss you and I wish we could still be together and both be healthy and strong and do all of the fun things we did when you were here. God bless you honey and hold you in His arms until I get to come and hold you in my
arms.
Your loving wife for eternity
Jean Heath
July 03, 2013
7/3/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. My love for you just seems to grow and grow and fill my whole body with an overflowing thankfulness for you and the time we had together, I have never met or seen anyone in my life that had a heart so full of love and devotion the way you do for me.. I feel your love for me around me all of the time and it makes me very happy. I am so thankful to God for that because those are the kinds of things that keep me going on from day to day without you. Just knowing that your sweet spirit around me helps me to make it. thank you for that.
It is still storming and raining here. I am so sick of rain everything is just soaked but it just keeps coming down. According to the weather it is supposed to keep it up for a few more days. It is hard to get anything done.
Kathy's eyes are so swollen and she had gone to the doctor a couple of times to no avail. finally they found out that she is allergic to cats. I sure hated to hear that because of sunshine.
Ramona and Pam are enjoying their visit and I am enjoying having them. I like being alone but once in a while I like it when some of the kids come. I have let them all know that you had wanted me to stay here and it is also where I want to be.
I love you honey and I miss you. may God hold you in His arms until I can come to you and hold you in my arms.

your loving wife forever
Jean
July 02, 2013
7/2/13/PM
my dearest darling angel husband Dick. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are the most special person in the whole wide world and now you are the most special angel in Heaven, you are the love of my life and as you would tell me , you are my life and my life is so empty without you by my side, It is very satisfying to feel you here by my side but I still miss you more than I can find words to say. This special love that we have was made in Heaven and will always be in Heaven for all of eternity. It is lonely without being able to touch you and see your sweet face and hear your wonderful voice but I find solace in knowing that we are going to be together forever and ever when this life is over for me. I long so much for that day to come. It will come and I will be ready and what a grand and wonderful day that is going to be for the two of us. Thank you for the wonderful love you have given me and reassuring me of your love for me.

Your wife forever.
Jean
July 02, 2013
7/2/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I long for the day when we are together again for all eternity. You are the most special person ever in my life and you always will be. I know there are reason's for everything that happens and Your were right when you told me that God knew that we both needed someone to really love so He gave us each other. I am so thankful to Him for that. You are the real love of my life and I know without a single doubt that I am the love of your life. My love for you just keeps on growing and growing. My life is still completely centered around you and I know what I have to do to keep it that way. We will be together for all of eternity. We both have that promise. You always told me that you wanted to be with me for all of eternity and I always told you that I wanted to be with you for eternity. We will be together for all eternity. I love you so much. I know that you are watching over me and caring for me. Things have happened to show me that.
It is raining today so I won't get to go to the mausoleum and read but I promise that I will read today. I will go to the mausoleum too. My day is not complete if I don't go over there. That is one of the reasons I don't like going any place out of town because I miss it so bad if I do not go to the mausoleum every day.
I love you honey and I miss you so much
Your loving wife forever
Jean
July 01, 2013
7/1/13/PM
good evening Honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Went to the mausoleum today but couldn't read because we are having another stormy day. I sure wish it would stop. I am really tired of storms and rain. I will read this evening though. I know your sweet spirit will be here to listen just the same. There is a lot of water standing around here right now. I am going to have to get some stepping stones to make a walkway from the driveway to the steps. Dale said he would go pick them up and lay them down for me. No one can walk across the yard right now for all of the water standing. Thank goodness for the walkway that Nick and Dale built for me. I am sure thankful to them for building it. I can walk from the garage to the steps without getting my feet wet.
We are having a family home evening at the Shallers house tonight for all of the widows and widowers in the church. That is nice. It gives us a chance to have friends and helps from being lonely. Nothing keeps me from being lonely and missing you but I am trying to not cry so much and to make some lady friends to do things with once in a while. I am going downhill healthwise because I stay so depressed. I want to be with you so bad. I want to stay here until February to get the church things done and then I want to come home to you. I pray that it will happen that way. I love you so very much honey. you are the Love of my life.

Your eternal wife
Jean
July 01, 2013
7/1/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and I am anxiously waiting for the day to come when we are together again for all of eternity and the wonderful love between us will continue on the way it was when you were here with me Only then it will even stronger and more wonderful. What a wonderful wonderful day that will be. that is the foremost thought in my mind just thinking about the day when we will be together again forever in perfect health with new and perfect bodies and so much in love. It helps me to make it through each day just thinking about it and I think about it every day and almost all of the time. I think about you always telling me that I am the love of you life and you want to spend eternity with me and it just thrills me through and through. thank you for loving me that much. I sure do love you that much. I could never find enough words to tell you how much I love you and I miss you. I used to tell you how much you meant to me and how special you are to me and How much I love you and it would make you so happy. You would say that you loved it when I would tell you those things because I was the love of your life. God Bless you Honey and hold you in His arms until I get to come an be with you and hold you in my arms forever I love you so much
June 30, 2013
6/30/13/PM
My dearest darling angel husband I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am always talking about you and I being together through out eternity, well in church today someone talked about eternity and they said can you imagine 34 billion years, well eternity is a lot longer than that. I never thought about it like that but it sure sounds so good to me. We will have lots of time to make up for the period of time we will have to be apart. Actually there is no such thing as time there so that makes it even better. It will never ever end. I sure long for that day to come and I know you do too.
Church was real good today. I enjoyed it a lot. I didn't get to visit very long at the mausoleum though because it was raining I'll make up for it when it isn't raining though.
we have had a lot of rain. too much in fact. The ground is just saturated with water. The flowers are very pretty though.
I love you and I miss you so very much honey. May God hold you in His arms until He calls me home to be with you and I can hold you for ever and ever and ever and ever.
Your loving wife
Jean Heath
June 30, 2013
6/30/13/AM
Good morning Honey..It is the last day of June. it is hard to believe I have been this long without you. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. Today is Sunday and time to go give thanks and praise to God for all of His wonderful blessings. I thank Him and Praise Him for giving us each other even though it was for only a short time. He must have thought we had enough time to really fall in love and we sure did. you are for sure the love of my life and I know for sure that I am the love of your life because you never failed to tell me that. I know you are watching over me and loving me more and more just like I am loving you more and more. I am so thankful for the church. That is where I find the only comfort for myself without you. You never wanted to miss church and we very seldom missed. It brought us closer to each other and closer to the Lord. I am so happy for that. All of the troubles we had we never doubted the Lord and his goodness and it paid off for us because now we will get to spend eternity together. I am looking forward to the day when I can join you forever. I love you with all of my heart and soul. Elder Shaller is helping me to get some of the things done that I need to do and he brought over several things that I need this evening. Him and sister Shaller are very nice. His ancestry is from Wadsworth.
God Bless you honey and hold you in His arms until I can come and hold you in my arms.

your eternal companion
Jean
June 29, 2013
6/29/13/PM Good evening my sweet angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. What a very special man you have always been and what a very special angel you are now. Thank you for letting me know you are near me. I know heaven is so much brighter with you there. I was thinking today when I went to the store about how different it is now to have to go to the store without you. You always held my hand everywhere we went. I miss that so very much just like I miss every thing else about you. I never in my wildest dreams imagines that life without you could possible be as hard as it is. I would rather just stay in the house and never get out and go any place It just hurts so bad to do things without you by my side. We never did any thing without each other. I loved it that way and so did you. That was the way you always wanted it. I never had any one care for me that much.
Kathy came up and trimmed my hair today. It is probably a little shorter than you like for me to wear it but it is cooler.
It looks like we might get another storm tonight. I sure hope we don't. We have been having a lot of storms lately.
The scripture reading is going really well. I had to come home early because it started to thunder and I didn't want to get caught in the rain. So far it hasn't rained yet but I think it will shortly.
I love you honey and I miss you so very much.

You wife for all eternity
Jean
June 29, 2013
6/29/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I am just half a person without you and the best half went away when the Lord took you home to be with Him.
We are having a beautiful day here today. One of those kind of days that we loved to go for a ride on the scooter or CanAm. I sure miss those rides.
Kathy gat an email from lance and Suzie and she said that Rod had his foot amputated and is recovering well and has already gone for a ride on the CanAm. I was happy to hear that. It was real good news to hear.
I don't have anything planned for today. It is just going to be a normal sad day for me. I haven't
had a happy day since you went to be with the Lord. They will all be happy when we are together again.
We are having a linger longer at church tomorrow. I don't know for sure what I am going to take yet. It will be nice though I am sure. There is always so much food there and it is always good.
This is the first one we have had for a long time.
I am looking forward to the returning of Our Lord and Savior so we can be together again for all of eternity. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.
Your eternal wife
Jean
June 28, 2013
6/28/13/PM
Good evening my sweet precious husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I was thinking of the last words I ever heard you say. Even in you last breaths you were thinking of me. As your life slowly ebbed out of your body you said "I LOVE YOU". How could anyone ever say you didn't love me when you are saying "I LOVE YOU" with the last breaths you were taking. How wonderful and precious that is to me. I will always remember you saying that forever and forever. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being the love of my life. than you for making me the love of your life. Thank you for all of the happiness you brought to me. Thank you for all of the joy you brought to my life. thank you for the sweet prayers you would say when I wasn't feeling well. thank you for all of the scripture studies and wonderful prayers we had together. Thank you for all of the fun times we had together. Thank you for all of the tender moments that made me know that you loved me with all of your heart and made me the happiest person in the world. Thank you helping me get close to the Lord by the way you got so close to the Lord. Thank you for the best and happiest years of my life. Thank you for telling that you wanted to spend eternity with me. Thank you for the way you would hold me and tell me that we would be together throughout eternity. Thank you for all of the sweet times we just sat and held hands and didn't say anything at all. Thank you for the times when we sat and held hands and had real long meaningful conversations. Thank you for putting me first in your life over and above anything and everyone. Thank you for just being you. May God hold you close to his heart until I get to come and be with you and hold you in my arms forever more. I love you more than I could ever find the words to sy.
Your loving wife
Jean
June 28, 2013
6/28/13/AM
Good morning my dear angel husband.
It has started out to be a beautiful day here but they are forecasting rain for later on in the day. We really don't need anymore rain right now. We have had a lot of rain in the past week. Rain is in the forecast every day for the next week.
I love you honey and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am just trying to stay as close to the Lord as I can. He knows how I feel and He knows my heart. I love you so much and it is so cold and lonely without you. The Lord knows that and He will give me peace in allowing your sweet spirit to stay around me. That is where I find my comfort.
I am going to meet the missionaries for lunch today t Duke's barbeque. It is my turn to provide a meal for them. They are not allowed here because I am single. If they were sister missionaries they would be allowed. Elder and Sister Shaller are allowed because they are a couple. I enjoy my time with the missionaries. I always learn something I need to know.
I have been trying to stay as close to the Lord as I can because I want to spend eternity with you and I know that I have to live a very righteous life in able to be with you for ever. I know that is what we both wanted. I know that you are waiting for me to come to you and I promise you I will be ready when the time comes. I love you Honey
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 27, 2013
6/27/13/PM
Good evening my wonderful angel husband
Just want to tell you once more that I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. It sure is lonely without you here with me. Just got home from the mausoleum and stopped at the Cracker Barrel and ate so I wouldn't have to fix any thing when I got home. It is such a peaceful place over there. I just go there and sit and talk to you and read the Bible to you and tell you how much I love you and How much I miss you. I feel very close to you over there although all of you is not there I still feel close to you because that is where we will be together until the Lord comes back to Earth. When the Lord calls me home we will be put there together. that is what you told me you wanted and that is what I want too. I feel close to you here too because we are together here too. I can feel your sweet spirit here and I can feel it there too. I love it when you let me know you are here with me. You are the love of my life and I am yours. What a wonderful day it will be when we are together again for all eternity.
Aaron joined the Air Force. I don't know when he leaves. I think it will really be good for him. I hope he does good and sticks with it because there aren't very many jobs out there for guys his age. He is the one that got you to saying flutterbys instead of butterflies. You got a big kick out of that. You sure got close to all of the kids fast and they all loved you so much. Jack saw your picture on the wall when he was here. I ask him if he knew who it was and he said yes it's PaPa.
I'll always remember him riding beside you on the gold cart and pulling the hair on your leg. You laughed so hard. He is getting better as he gets older. His autism doesn't seem as bad as it was then.
Good night honey. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart.
your eternal companion
Jean
June 27, 2013
6/27/13/AM
Good morning my handsome angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I long so much to be with you again. I sure wish we could have had a while longer to share our wonderful love but I do not question the will of God. One thing for sure though is that we will have all of eternity to share our wonderful love when it is my time to be called home by the Lord.
We had a really bad storm last night and our yard is full of water. I hate those storms so bad and I miss you so much when we get them because I am so afraid of them.
I felt so close to you all day yesterday and I love days like that when I can feel your sweet spirit so close to me. I know you watch over me and Go with me wherever I go. Thank you for that.
I miss our sweet conversations at night when we would lay down. We had so much to share. I loved it when you talked about your dad and the things you did with him. You said you were always closer to him than anyone. I could tell you loved him a lot. I was thinking about that earlier. I loved it when you would tell me how much you loved me, that I was the love of your life and that you knew we were soul mates. A day never went by that you didn't tell me how much you loved me and how thankful you were that we had found each other. Everyone said you seemed happier than they had ever seen you. Even the people at the car shows would say how much happier you looked and acted. I love you so much and I am glad that I could make you that happy. We still get called the sweethearts of Green Acres.
I will make you that happy again when we are together for eternity.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 26, 2013
6/26/13/PM
Dear Dick...Why is it that days go by so fast yet it seems that days without you will never end. Days seem long and nights seem longer yet It seems like just yesterday that you went to be with the Lord and it also seems like you have been gone so very long. Time sure plays tricks on our minds. I felt so close to you and so close to the Lord when I went to the mausoleum today. I know you are with Him and I know He is answering my prayers. I am so thankful for Him and I am so thankful for you. It doesn't matter what others think or say. You and I and the Lord know for sure don't we? It is amazing how often I get my prayers answered. He knows my heart and He knows yours. I thank Him so much for that. It was such a good experience today. I could really feel your sweet spirit there when I was talking to you. God bless you honey and hold you in His arms until such time when I can come to you and hold you in my arms for all of eternity.
It is 92 degrees here right now and the humidity is really high too. I have been staying inside except for when I went to the mausoleum. hopefully as the day goes on it will get a little cooler outside.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul honey. I long for the day when I can come and be with you and we can hold each other for all of eternity.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 26, 2013
6/26/13/AM
Good morning honey, Have I told you lately that I love you? I do. I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are the most special person ever and now you are the most special person in heaven. God was so good to me. He gave me Jesus Christ to save my soul and then He gave me you to fill my life with love and joy and happiness. I am so thankful to him every day for those things and all of my other blessings. We talked about that a lot. You always said God knew that we both needed someone to give all of our love to and to receive all of the love we had for each other. I also thank you for all of the love and joy and happiness that you brought into my life. I had never known love like that in my life time. There was never any doubt that you loved me.
It is a beautiful day here to day. The sun is shining, it is in the upper 80s and the crepe myrtles bloomed over night. They are a bright red and absolutely gorgeous. I am so pleased with them. Brother and sister Ahl's son is taking such wonderful care of the yard. When we moved here there was hardly any grass and now the yard is really filling out good. He said that in a little while the yard will be completely covered with grass. The only thing missing here is you to make my life exactly perfect. The kids still want me to move back to Ohio but this is where I want to be. This is where you said you wanted to be put to rest and this is where you said you wanted to be if I went first and this is where I feel I am the closest to you. I would be so unhappy if I went back to Ohio did about that. My kids are coming every now and then to visit for a few days and Luther and Lorraine come every now and then. I really don't even have a reason to go back to Ohio. I do miss Pat though. I probably will go one time this summer.
We have a new maintenance man now. he seems to be working out pretty good. He is a real hard worker. he doesn't mind taking orders from Lynn like Richard did. I hardly ever see Ron any more which is fine with me. Just didn't like being around him. I see him go by once in a while in his truck. That is enough for me.
I love you and I miss you honey. God bless you and hold you in his arms until I get to come and hold you in my arms for all eternity.

Your loving wife forever.
Jean
June 25, 2013
6/25/13/PM
Good evening my precious angel husband. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul and more than I could ever find enough words to say. You are so very precious and I know you have made Heaven a lot brighter since you are there. I can just imagine you singing beautiful songs of praise to the Lord. Your voice was so beautiful here I know it is even more beautiful there.
The yard got mowed today. All of the roses got trimmed and the weeds were pulled out of the memory garden. It is so pretty. The crepe myrtles are getting ready to bloom within the next few days. I am sure getting a lot of compliments on the yard. Roy came by the other day to see it and Lynn said he just couldn't stop talking about how pretty it is. I am really happy and pleased with it. Roy said it has really brightened up the whole area. I have a little bit more to do. We have had a lot of rain and a lot of sunshine and our yard has loved them both.
Ramona and Pam are coming down for a few days next week. It will be good to see them. I would rather for the kids to come down than to have to drive all the way to Ohio. I probably will go up some time before the summer is over though. Luther and Lorraine want me to come up. It is such a long drive by myself though. I don't look forward to it at all.
I am going with Dale and Kathy to the Chinese buffet this evening. I love to go there. I know you didn't like it though. Dale was telling me that it got robbed yesterday.
I love you honey and I miss you and I long for the day when we are together again. God bless you and keep you in His arms until it is my time to come and hold you forever.
You loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 25, 2013
6/25/13/AM
Good morning to you Dick Heath the most precious person I have ever known. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. They say that everything changes and nothing stays the same. Well some of that is true because the whole world has changed since you are not here with me but one thing that will always stays the same is the fact that I love you and miss you with all of my heart. The only thing that changes about that is that I love you and miss you more every day of my life. You are so very special to me and you will be throughout eternity.
We had a family home evening with the new missionary couple that is her and a group of widows in the church and one Girl that has mental disabilities. It was a very good meeting. We talked about Jesus Christ and His restored gospel. You would have enjoyed it a lot.
It is a beautiful day here in South
Carolina today. After all of the rain we have had it is so nice to see the sunshine although they are calling for possible storms this evening. I have to trim the roses while I have some sunshine.
I miss you so much honey and I love you so very much. I pray that God will hold you in His arms until It is my time to come to you and then I will hold you in my arms forever. I LOVE YOU

Your Eternal wife
Jean
June 24, 2013
6/24/13/PM
Good evening my prince. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I wish I could be with you right now. Then I would be happy again. I sure haven't been happy since you went to be with the Lord. I am glad you are not sick anymore and I am glad you are not suffering anymore but I would be so happy if I were there with you. I know you would be too. You used to always say you hoped something happened so that we could go at the same time. I would have loved that. It just wasn't in God's plans though. I will have to stay here a while longer. I sure hope not too long though.
We have had a lot of rain. Our yard looks like a lake. I was just over by the mausoleum and it was dry over there and so quiet and peaceful. We will be in a really beautiful place together until the lord comes to take us home to be with him forever. We have a very beautiful memorial.
You would really enjoy sunshine. She is so funny. So full of life and so loving. She would spend a lot of time with you because I was always by your bedside so she would stay right there too. You would love her. I would have her if it hadn't been for you. I know you were trying to bring me some comfort. Thank you honey. I love her so much. She will be with us through eternity too.
I can't help bit think about how much you loved me and how much joy you brought to my life, And all of the fun times we had. Thank you for all of that. I love you so very much.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 24, 2013
6/24/13/AM
Good morning my love. I am having a hard time getting around today. It is almost 11;OO and I just don't feel very well. I don't know if the trip was just goo much for me or if I picked up a bug of some kind but I just don't feel like doing anything today. I do know that I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. maybe as the day goes on I will feel better. I will have to get myself together and go over to the mausoleum. I go over there every day no matter how bad I feel. It is such a peaceful and quiet place. I feel real close to too you when I go over there. I feel real close to you here too. I know that your sweet spirit goes with me where ever I go. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 23, 2013
6/23/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet Angel husband. I would like to tell you that I love you and I miss you and I long to be with you with all of my heart and Soul. You have given me so much love and done so many nice things to make me happy. I could never find enough words to tell you how much I thank you and how much I love you. I ask God every time I pray to please tell you for me but I am sure you know all ready.
I wasn't feeling well in church today so I had to leave and come home. I just had one of those spells that I have every now and then. I feel a little bit better now than I did earlier
I have some bad news for you also. Kathy Dunn just called and said the doctor gave Nick about a month to live. They let him come home from the hospital and they are just trying to keep him as comfortable as possible. She said the cancer has pretty much spread all over by now. I hated to bad to hear it but I wasn't surprised. He sure was a good friend to us. I know you loved him a lot. I did too. I will never forget all of the work he did so things would be easier for you when you came home from Rehab. When they came down from Pennsylvania he came straight to the rehab to see you. He is going to be missed. Things are sure changing around here. you and Nick were really close friends. You enjoyed it when we went to Pennsylvania to visit him and Kathy. He sure is a good man.
We had a real hard thunderstorm a little while ago. They really scare me. You would always hold me until they were over. I sure miss that. I sure miss you too honey.
Your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
June 23, 2013
6/23/13/AM
Happy Sabbath morning to you my love, I am getting ready to go to worship The Lord to renew my covenant I made with Him at my baptism and sing songs of praise to Him,and thank Him for you. I love you and miss you with all of my heart and I thank God every day for letting us be together even though it was such a short time. It was still the happiest time of my entire life. I find the only comfort in life in knowing that we will be together again for eternity,
It is going to be a nice day today. A lot of special things are going to be happening at church today and tonight. The first Presidency is having a special telecast this evening. It should be really good. I hope I can get it on BYU.
We are stating a special family home evening for all of the widows and widowers in the branch. We will take turns having it at each other's house. I think It will be nice.
I miss you so much and I long so much to be with you. I know that day is coming and it won't be too soon to suit me. I love you honey.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 22, 2013
6/22/13/PM
Another day had come and gone, nothing ever changes. the days are the same you are not here the nights are the same you are not here. My heart is still broken and cannot be mended because you are not here. My love for you grows more and more and still you are not here. Life goes on and you are not here. My world has crashed because you are not here. I miss you so much I can hardly live without you but you are not here. Knowing that your sweet spirit is here is all that keeps me going from day to day. I know your spirit is here I can feel it and sometimes I feel you gently touch me so I know you are here. Some times at night you sit down on the side of my bed and Sunshine looks at you so I know your sweet spirit is here. Please don't take your sweet spirit away. Stay with me until it is my time to come to where you are. I will never be happy until then. I love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. I long so much for the day to come when we are together again for all eternity.

Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 22, 2013
6/22/13/AM
Good morning Honey. I was so tired from my trip that I almost over slept this morning so I had to hurry and get dressed so I could talk to you while it is still morning. I slept for about 13 hours. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and I am so glad to be back home with you.
It looks like we might get some rain today. I guess it rained almost all of the time I was gone. I have some yard work to do now. the roses bushes need to be trimmed. I hope it doesn't rain so I can get it done. We have nine rose bushes so it will take a while to get them all trimmed. I want to get it done quickly because the will bloom again just as soon as I get them trimmed back. They are so beautiful and they bloom really fast.
Dale , Kathy and I went to Courtney Bay to eat last night and the waitress asked about you. She wondered why you were not with us. She said she remembered you always being with us when we came in to eat. She felt so bad when I told her what had happened to you. I always tell everyone the whole story when they ask and people just can't believe it. I hope everyone in the world knows eventually. Everyone remembers you no matter where we go.
Nick isn't doing so well. I feel so bad for him. They are still running tests and doing more biopsies. I keep praying for him. he said he will never be back to Walterboro again. that made me feel so bad. Things are sure changing fast here. it is so weird how fast things change in life. We are told in Church that life is but a fleeting moment. I am glad you were ready to go. I sure didn't want to lose you but you were sure ready to meet the Lord. As bad as I miss you I still find great peace in knowing that you were ready to meet the Lord. I will be ready to meet Him too when it is my time to go. That is what assures me we will be together forever. We both made ourselves right with God and loved each other so much. It brings so much peace and comfort to me. I really miss your sweet prayers a lot. And how you read the scriptures every morning and we talked about them. I love you honey. May God hole you in his arms until I am there to hold you in mine.

Your eternal wife
Jen Heath
June 21, 2013
6/21/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. I love you and I miss you from the very depths of my soul. Some days it seems like it has bee so long ago that you left and other days it seems like it just happened. I always feel like you are near me and I can feel your sweet spirit close to me. I can still feel all of the love that you had for me. I am always thinking of all of the sweet things you would say to me. You always told me that I was the love of your life and that god saved the best for last and that you wanted to spend eternity with me and no matter how many times you said that you loved me you meant it every time. I loved it when you would tell me all of those sweet sweet things. It always filled my heart and soul full of joy. I know that you meant everything you said. you would not have said those things over and over if you didn't mean them. I felt the very same way about you. Those are some of the reasons that I love you and miss you so much. I long so much for the day to come when we can be together again and I can hear your sweet voice saying all of those loving things again. You are the love of my life and I do love you with all of my heart soul. You are the most special person in my life ever. God Bless you honey and hole you in his arms until the time comes for me to meet you again and hold you in my arms for all of eternity.
Your loving wife forever.
Jean Heath
June 21, 2013
6/21/13/AM
I am so happy to be home with you. We got home a little passed midnight last night. I was so glad. No more trips for a while. I know this is where you want to be and I can tell you with certainty it is where I want to be. The kids were tired but they did really well. They are real good kids so they were easy to travel with.
We have anew maintenance man here now. he seems to be rally nice and a hard worker. I met him this morning. Nina locked her keys in her car and he came and got the door unlocked for her.
I just want you to know that all of the vacation trips in the world do not take away the way I love you and miss you with all of my heart. The kids are trying to hard to male me feel better but it is no use. I try to tell them that I love them and I enjoy being with them but I am never going to be happy again and I will always love you and miss you with all of my heart. I just want to be home because this is where I feel I am the closest to you. It is never going to be any different. I love for them to come and visit and I love doing things with them but I just want to be where I know you are. I know how very much you loved me and I loved you. We want to be with one another. Some day that is going to happened honey. We will be together for all of eternity and we will both be happy again. I love you honey now and forever..

your eternal life's companion
Jean Heath
June 20, 2013
6/20/13/PM
Good evening Honey...Hurray!!!we are getting ready to go home. I am so glad. Jenny wanted to leave today instead of tomorrow. We will get home late but I don't care about that. I will be home and I will be glad.
I love you honey and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Things are just never going to be the same for me since you are gone. I enjoy the kids but I just can't be comfortable or happy away from home. I want to be there because I feel like that is where you are. I know you go with me everywhere I go but I just feel close to you when I am at home. I miss going to the mausoleum every day too. I am just going to have to live my life in a way that is comfortable for me.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. This will be short but just know I love you and miss you and I will catch up tomorrow.
your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 20, 2013
6/20/13/AM
Good morning to the most special angel in Heaven. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. You are the most special person that I have ever known. You have given me a world of love , joy and happiness. Thank you so very much. I thank God so much for you every day.
I decided to stay in the room today and relax and let Nina, Jenny and the boys go to Hollywood studios and have all the fun they want. It is just so hard for me to do that much walking. My feet and legs just can't take all of that walking that many days in a row.
It is a beautiful day here in Orlando today. Sunny with a few clouds and about 90 degrees. I love it like that. I don't think I will go out though.
I am so ready to go home. I am just like a kid being homesick. I just want to pack up and go home. That is where I want to be. I guess I am not a fun person to travel with anymore. Nobody can make traveling fun like you did. We enjoyed everything we did together. I never enjoyed being with anyone or doing things with anyone they way I did with you. I love you so much and I am so thankful for the time I had you in my life. I sure long for the day to come when we are together again for all of eternity. I am so thankful that you told me you wanted to spend eternity with me. I would be so hurt if you hadn't. You talked about it a lot and you told me so many times that God saved the best for last. He sure did save the best for last and I really love you with all of my heart.

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
June 19, 2013
6/19/13/PM
Good night Honey. Another day is over and I am worn out. I am so ready to go home . One more day and I will not be taking any more of these vacations. I just don't like being away from home and when I can't go back when I am supposed to that makes it worse.
We went to a Medieval Times and had dinner and a tournament tonight. It was fun. You would have loved all of the horses. they were really beautiful and there were a lot of them. One more thing to do and we can go home. Hollywood studios tomorrow morning and then home. This is my last trip.
I miss you and I love you with all of my heart and I just can't stand to be away from home. It makes me feel like I am completely away from you and I can't stand it.
I long so much to be with you. maybe just a little longer and the Lord will let me come home to be with you .

Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 19, 2013
6/19/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband,
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. This vacation would be so much better if you were here with us. It would make it so much more fun. You could always make vacations so much fun. You mad every day so much more fun. I miss you so much. I wish we could have met sooner. It was just the way God intended for it to be. You always told me God saved the best for last and He really did. I wish we could live the last three years over again except I would not want you to go through what you had to endure the last six months of your life.
The weather here is beautiful. It is in the 90 degree range. I love it, you would have loved it too. It is best to stay in the shade though.
These boys are having a blast. Jack especially . He got to meet Mickey Mouse and have his picture taken with him. He was so excited about that.
I love you honey and I miss you and I long for the day when we will be together again.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 19, 2013
66/19/13/AM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. We just got home so I am a little late with you note tonight. so you will get 3 tomorrow. Doesn't mean I don't love you and miss you with all of my heart.
I am so tired. My legs and feet are killing me. I can't wait to grab a shower and jump in bed. I am much too old for this kind of stuff. The kids loved it and had a wonderful time. I was wishing I was home. You liked laser shows a lot so you would have really enjoyed this one. It was the best one I have ever seen.
We'll be back in South Carolina soon and I will be home and I will then be so happy. that is where I want to be all of the time so I can be close to you. You are the love of my life and nothing is fun without you.
your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 18, 2013
6/18/13/AM
Good morning my precious sweetheart
Another day is beginning without you and my heart has a hole as big as a mountain inside it. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It just doesn't get any better it only gets worse every day.
Today we are taking the kids to Disney World. They are so excited. I hope I can keep up with them. I am having a hard time walking now. My legs and feet are getting weak. When you were here you kept me young but I don't feel so young anymore and I have a hard time doing a lot of things that I used to do.
We are staying in a beautiful place. It is in the Radisson. We have 2 apartments connected together. Each of the have a bedroom, dining area , living room full bath with a Jacuzzi and a full kitchen. A friend of Chas' let us use them for free. It is a time share place and he didn't want to use it so he called Nina and asked her if she would like to bring us. That was nice.
I miss you and I would much rather be at home but I guess I have to do things with my family sometimes. If you were here you would have come too and I would be loving it. I just can't function good without you at all. I really don't know how I made it 75 years with out you.
You loving eternal wife
Jean
June 17, 2013
6/17/13/PM
Good night honey. We made it here ok. having fun with the kids but really missing you a lot and wishing I was home. I just don't like being away from home anymore. I feel like I am leaving you alone and that really bothers me. When I am at home I feel like we are together even though I know you are only there in spirit. I get really lonely for you when I am home because I can't see you but I can feel you there and you leave little things to let me know you are still with me. I love you so very much and I feel like you want me to be home. You never wanted to be away from me before and that is why I don't like to be away from home now. We never went any place without each other. I am having a really hard time with going places without you even though I know you can't go where I go except in spirit. I will be so glad when we are together for eternity so I don't have to have this feeling any more. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart.
Your loving eternal wife
Jean
June 17, 2013
6/17/13/AM
Good morning angel honey
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am always glad when one day ends and another begins because that means that I am one day closer to you and that makes me happy.
It looks like rain today and I hope it does because the memorial garden really needs rain bad. I watered it yesterday but it needs to be soaked good by rain.
I will be busy the next few days with Nina, Jenny and the boys so maybe it will help and keep me from hurting so bad. I know it won't keep me from missing you so very much. I love you so much my sweetheart husband.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 16, 2013
6/16/13/PM
Good night my precious angel husband. I hope you have enjoyed father's day with your dad. You always loved him so much. I am sure he enjoyed spending the day with you also.
I love you and I miss you so very much. I would love to have been able to celebrate father's day with you. Maybe before the next father's day we can be together again. That would sure make me happy.
Nina , Jenny and the boys are here. It was good to see them. They have really grown a lot . They will be here until Thursday. They really like Dale a lot. especially Jack. Jack asked about PaPa. He remembered going with you for a ride on the golf cart as he calls it papa's little car.
I love you honey and I miss you so much.
Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 16, 2013
6/16/13/AM
Happy Father's day to my angel husband in heaven. I love and miss you with all of my heart and soul. I know you will spend father's day with your father. I know how much you loved him. You always talked about him a lot. I am upset because the father's day message I sent to you was not printed. I am sorry for that. There were special things that I said to you and I think they should have been printed. I was thinking of father's day last year. My children and me made it a happy father's day for you and I am glad. I am so sorry the tings I wanted to say had to be left out because they were true and no names were mentioned. I love you and I miss you so very much. I went to Ryan's and met Wendy and Jonathon for dinner. they are having a very hard time since Tom passed away and she was so good to you when you were sick I just wanted to do something special for her. I understand how she fills. the same way I feel with a broken heart and very low spirit. She seemed to enjoy our time together and she talked about you singing you are my sunshine. I long for the day when we will be together for eternity and we can talk about anything we want to. I love you honey. Happy Father's day.
June 15, 2013
6/15/13/PM
My dearest angel husband...I love you and I miss you from the very depths of my heart and soul. Life without you just isn't the same. I am so thankful for the time we had together. Although it was short it was the most perfect and beautiful time of my life. I will never have times like that again until I am in heaven with you to be together for all of eternity. I look forward to that day with all of my heart. God was so good to let us find each other and share the wonderful love that we new. It was the happiest time of my life and you always told me that I had made you happier than you had ever been. I thank God for letting us have that time. He has greater things in store for us when we are together again. I love you so very much. There aren't enough words or time to tell you just how much I love you and how much I miss you.
You loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 15, 2013
6/15/13/AM
It is the wee hours of the morning my sweetheart and you are on my mind. That isn't anything new because you are always on my mind. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.
God had a reason for taking you when he did and he has a reason for leaving me here without you.We come to this earth to be tried and tested and believe me losing you was the biggest test of my entire life. He gave me you to heal a heartache that I had and then He took you away from me to see if I could handle another heartache. Losing you was the biggest heartache of my life and I am not handling it very well. I prayed for God to give me someone that I could really love and who would really Love me too. He gave me you and I am thankful because we had the most wonderful love affair that there ever has been. He did answer my prayer. He let me know the joy of a really true love for the first time in my life. I am finding it so hard to keep going every day without that wonderful love. Thank you from the very bottom of my heart and soul. You made me the happiest woman alive and now you are gone and I am no doubt the saddest woman alive. My strength to keep going comes only in knowing that we will be together again for all of eternity and the wonderful memories of you.
Your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath.
June 14, 2013
5/14/13/PM
Another day is gone and I am one day closer to you honey. The thought of that makes me very happy. That is the day that I long for most of all.
It is really hot here today. Around 90 degrees. I will have to water the garden today for sure. I don't mind though. I like to keep it looking nice for you. one of Brother and sister Ahl's sons will be keeping the grass cut and everything trimmed so it will always look nice. I just have to keep it watered so I have the easy part.
Dale and Kathy will be home either later tonight or tomorrow some time, depending on what kind of weather they run in to. I will be glad for them to get home. I missed them while they were away. I always feel safer when they are home. Dale called and said he is really ready to come home and so is Kathy.
I got a card from some of our friends at Springwood. They want me to come down when I come to Ohio. I don't know if I will or not. I really don't want to. I will get upset when I see the trailer. Even though I didn't like being there you did and I always think of how hurt you were when you had to give it up. You really liked it. Even though I hated being there I was willing to because you liked it and we did have some friends there that have kept in touch and I know would like to see me. I just don't want to be reminded of how bad you were treated and how hurt you were. It wouldn't be any fun without you anyhow.
Sunshine is really growing. She is so beautiful. Thank you for her. I think she sees your spirit and I think she knows you. She will look up like she is watching someone walk by and sometimes she will raise her aw up like she is touching someone. I know your sweet spirit is here. I can feel you around me a lot. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. It is a good feeling to feel you around me.
Your dearest loving wife forever
Jean
June 14, 2013
6/14/13/AM
Good morning to my precious angel husband I love you more today than yesterday and I am sure I will love you even more tomorrow. I miss you more today too. Life used to be beautiful when you were here with me. Not so much anymore. It is so hard to live without you in my life. I miss your sweet ways. They way you treated me. So kind , so good. God bless you honey and hold you in his arms until I can come and hold you in my arms for eternity . You were always so kind and loving and respectful of my feelings. I was the same way for you. We had a very special kind of love that not very many people get to experience in their lifetime. I am thankful every day That God allowed you into my life. If there hadn't been you where would I be. I cry when I hear the song. It is so true. All of my dreams would still be dreams if there hadn't been you. Thank you honey.
Your wife forever.
June 13, 2013
6/13/13/PM
My dearest honey
It is time to say goodnight again and to tell you that I love you and miss you with all of my heart. Days and nights come and go and my love for you just keeps growing and my longing to be with you just keeps getting stronger and stronger and I miss you more and more. All of the happiness and joy and love that you gave to me can never be forgotten or surpassed. Life without you just keeps getting harder and harder. I am so thankful for all of the precious memories that I have of you and our love. that is the only thing that keeps me going from day to day.
I took a really pretty wreath and a balloon over to the mausoleum today. I know you will enjoy them. I hope they brighten up father's day for you. I will be there to visit too. I love you honey.
You wife for eternity
Jean
June 13, 2013
6/13/13/AM
Good morning Honey,
What a beautiful day filled with sunshine here in Walterboro. the only thing missing is you and it would be a perfect day. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. Time is slipping by fast now though and maybe it won't be too long until we are together again. What a wonderful blessed day that will be.
I have been trying to put the messages you received on here after your passed but they won't accept them. I am sorry it got all messed up in the beginning. Some people just don't know when to stop. But you know who wrote on here and you know how much you were loved by everyone. So it is okay the way it is. You have all of my message but a very few and you know how much I love you. I am ready now to get the book printed and then I will keep on with my daily messages letting you always know that I love you and I am waiting and longing for the day when we will be together again. I long for that day to come.
I love you and I miss you so very much my dearest darling angel husband. You are the love of my life and I know that I am the love of your life.
your eternal companion
Jean
June 12, 2013
6/12/13/PM
Good evening honey.
I have had a busy day today and that is good because I was really depressed when I got up this morning. I had some running around to do and then I had to take Sunshine to the vet to get her booster shot and have her tested for leukemia. The test came out good. She really gave them a hard time. It took three people to hold her to draw blood for the test. she weighs 2 pounds now. You would have really loved her. She is so beautiful. Thank you honey. I wouldn't have her if it weren't for you telling Dale to get her for me. And then you named her Sunshine which was the perfect name for her. Seems like everything around us and our love is in some way associated with sunshine. We sure had a lot of sunshine in our lives and in our love. The funeral director even made a picture frame and put our picture in it and engraved you are my sunshine on it. I have become very good friends with the funeral director. he has been so good to me. He knows how much my heart is breaking and he is always sending me a message or doing something to comfort me.
The people in the south are so much nicer and friendlier than the people in the north and they are always trying to help some one in some way. I have made a lot of friends since you went away. Just ordinary people trying to bring comfort and peace into my life. I really appreciate every one of them. The people here seem to really care about one another. In the north nobody cares about anyone but themselves. Children here have so much respect for their parents. Even older children. It sure isn't that way in the North. They are so selfish there and only think of themselves. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are for sure the Sunshine of my life and I am for sure your sunshine too. Sometimes I can hear you singing you are my sunshine to me. It really came from your heart every time you sang it to me. I will always love you honey.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 12, 2013
6/12/13/AM
It has been 4 months at 6:12 Am that your sweet spirit left this earth and went to be with the Lord. My heart was broken and still is. I sat by your bed , held your hand and watched as your life slowly drain from your precious body.
The last words you said were I love you and you were so weak you could hardly get them out but you found the strength. I wanted so bad to lay down beside you and go with you. I was thankful that your suffering was over
and I knew you were in the arms of Jesus. You fought so very hard because you didn't want to go. You cried so hard because you didn't want to leave me. Our friends gathered around you the night before and when you cried so hard I held you in my arms and told you how much I love you and that It was okay for you to go into the arms of Jesus. I remember Lance saying that you couldn't stand to leave me and that you refused to go until I told you it was okay. That day will be forever etched into my mind and my heart and my very soul. The only thing I hate is the sorrow that you had to take with you that had happened. But I know for sure that you left with the Love of the Lord and my precious love and so I know you found peace in those two things. I never doubted for one second where your precious spirit went. You had accepted Christ and I knew you were in His arms. I will never ever forget that day and I will never ever stop loving you. I know we will be together for all eternity because you always said that was what you wanted most. Just to have the wonderful love that we had for each other and share it with each other forever. We will do just that. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart honey.
June 11, 2013
6/11/13/PM
Good evening my sweet prince, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart. I especially miss you because I am not feeling well. That was probably why I slept so much yesterday. I really miss you because at times like this when I didn't feel well you would always take hold of my hand and say a prayer for me. You always said the sweetest prayers and they were always so sincere. I miss that so much because I haven't been feeling well lately. I don't have a doctor's appointment until July but I might have to call and go in sooner if I keep feeling bad. I think a lot of it is stress and it has my whole body messed up. I miss you so much and it is so hard to go on without you. I know I am not taking care of myself the way you took care of me. I don't eat like I should and I forget my medicine a lot and I get it all messed up. Seems like I just can't think straight anymore. You had me too spoiled I guess. I loved the way you took care of me and showed me so much love and devotion. You are so special to me and you will be special to me through all of eternity. You gave me all of the love and joy I have ever known. there was never one single time that you didn't show your love for me and never a day when you didn't tell me how much you loved me and how much I meant to you. I love you so much for that and I always will. Your dedication to me and our marriage was full of love beyond compare. I love you and I miss you with all of my heart.
You loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 11, 2013
6/11/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I woke up with a headache today. I think it is because I slept on the couch last night and I slept too long. I slept almost all day yesterday. I need to stop doing that. I get really depressed so I sleep and that isn't good. The doctor wanted to give me a antidepressant but I said no. I have to learn to live without you no matter how hard it hurts and I am not one to rely on pills to help me. Some people drink a lot to cope but I have never been a drinker. I will just rely on the Lord to help me and I know that he will when I let go and allow Him to. So far I haven't been able to let go and Let God. I just love you so much and I miss you so much that it is so hard for me. My heart just doesn't want to accept what my mind tells me is true. I know you are in heaven and I know we will be together again for all eternity but for right now I am really struggling with you not being here. I know your spirit is here I can feel it and you do little things to remind me but it still hurts so very bad and I feel so very empty inside.
The sun is shining and it is our kind of day. Maybe that will help me today. I hope so. I love you so much honey.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
June 10, 2013
6/10/13/PM
We are having scattered thunderstorms again and the rain is coming down right now. I don't have to worry about watering the garden again today. I am getting kind of tired of all of the rain though. Lucky today though the sun was out a lot most of the day and the rain just started this evening. I hope the storms stay away tonight. I sure don't like them at night.
Every one keeps asking me if I am going to move back to Ohio. I have no intention of moving back to Ohio. I am sure I will go once in a while for a visit but we talked a lot about this while you were here. You wanted me to stay here and you said if I went first you would stay here also. I feel close to you here and I wouldn't in Ohio. You even made me promise that I would keep you here after you got sick. This is where you wanted to be and so this is where I want to be too. We will rest here together until the Lord comes to take us home for all eternity. I like it here. I like the weather so much better than Ohio and I like feeling close to you.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I am happy that I have such wonderful memories of our time together and all of the love we shared. I will always be grateful to you for making me so happy and to God for bringing us together.
Your loving eternal wife.
Jean Heath
June 10, 2013
6/10/13/AM
Good morning to my angel husband. Another day has begun and God is good and I love you and miss you with all of my heart. I feel very blessed that God allowed you into my life and brought to me the most love and happiness that I have ever known in my entire 78 years. You are and always will be the most special person to enter into my life. I know in my heart that it was because that was what was intended to be for both of us even before we came to this earth. We talked about that a lot. You felt like God let the things happen in our lives so that we could be together. I believe you were right about that. Even though things that happened to us before we met caused heartaches and pain after we met and the wonderful love that we shared overcame all of the grief we had already suffered before. We serve an amazing God who closes some doors so that he can open more wonderful doors for us. I have come to realize why things happened the way they did. What an awesome God.
Brother and sister Ahl's son is coming this morning to give me an estimate on keeping the grass cut for me. There is no way I can do it and I don't want to buy a riding lawnmower. the yard is so big that It has to have a riding lawnmower. It will be cheaper to hire someone.
I love you my dearest honey and I miss you very much,
Your eternal companion
Jean
June 09, 2013
6/9/13/PM
It has not been a bad day for me. I love and miss you so very much but Church was uplifting for me today because we talked about what we have to do to spend eternity with the one we love. I felt a lot better after church. I wish you could have been there. You would have enjoyed it. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I know that I want to spend eternity with you so lessons about it make me feel so much better. It was comforting to know that We will spend eternity together because you always told me that we would and that was what you wanted most. God brought us together for that purpose and I am so thankful to Him for that.
Dale called tonight and I talked to him and Kathy and they are both ready to come home. They both said they can't wait to get home again and they probably won't stay gone this long again. I have missed them a lot. Seems like they have been gone a long time.
Sometimes it seems like you have been gone for a long time and some time it seems like it hasn't been long and sometimes it seems like I can go in the bedroom and you will still be there. I want to go check on you to see if you need any thing. I was by your bedside almost all of the time when you were here. I couldn't stand to get very far from you and you would get upset if I was away very long. I couldn't stand that. I miss you so much. I am glad you are not sick any more but I sure do miss you and the good times and all of the love we shared when you were well. I will be so happy to be with you again for all eternity.

your loving wife
Jean
June 09, 2013
6/9/13/AM
Good morning Dearest Sweetheart
I love you and I miss you so much. It is Sunday and time to go to the house of the lord and worship and give thanks for all of our blessings and renew our covenants. I have so much to be thankful for . I am especially thankful that God brought you and me together and allowed us to have the wonderful love that we enjoyed together and made it possible for us to be together for all eternity. I am looking forward so much to that day and I know it will come.
It is cloudy right now and the weather man is calling for some showers. I hope they hold of until after church and I go to the cemetery. I always go right after church on Sundays and visit the mausoleum. that is where we will be together until the Lord comes again. It is such a beautiful place. I can feel your spirit go with me there and I have had some spiritual moments there too I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul I long for the day when we are together forever.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 08, 2013
6/8/13/PM
Time to say good night to the best man who ever lived and The sweetest angel in Heaven. Good night honey. I love you and I miss you will all of my heart and soul.
I have just felt like a lost person all day long today.. I haven't felt like doing anything at all. My mind just keeps wandering around you and all of the love you gave me and all of the wonderful times we spent together. You have always been and always will be so special and precious to me. Everyone keeps saying it will get easier but it gets harder every day to live without you. I long more every day for the time to come when we will be together again. I love you so very much. There aren't enough words to tell you how much I love you. I know you know that but I still need to keep telling you. I also know how much you love me and I am so thankful for that. You couldn't tell me enough and I couldn't hear it enough.
Not much going on around here today. I went to the cemetery, ate lunch at taco bell and picked up a few things at walmart and the rest of the day I have just been hanging around the house doing nothing. Gotta get a bath and get things together for Church tomorrow and that will be my day. I just can't get motivated to do anything and I don't want to go anywhere. I miss you to much to do anything. I will love you for all eternity.

Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 08, 2013
6/8/13/AM
Hi honey...Sure do love you and sure do miss you. You really are my sunshine and you always will be. You didn't take my sunshine away I always carry the love and the sunshine you brought into my life right here in my heart.
Looks like the bad weather is over for the time being. I hope it doesn't come back. I don't like those tropical storm warnings. they are way to scary. Especially without you here to comfort me when they come along. Most of the water has gone down in the yard. It is a little soggy in places but not bad. I won't have to water for a day or two now. So I am glad for that.
Not much going on around here today. I am going to the cemetery a little later and then stop at Taco Bell my favorite place for lunch and then the rest of the day just hang around the house and get ready for church tomorrow. Sunday came around fast. I was a little busier this week so maybe that is why time seemed to go faster. It couldn't go fast enough to suit me. I am so anxious to be with you again. I love you and miss you so very much.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 07, 2013
6/7/13/PM
Good night honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It seems like every day is worse than the day before. the weather here has been really scary. We had tornado warnings and one was spotted in Ritter headed north toward Green Pond Road. that was a little to close for comfort for me. I was really wishing you were here so I would know what to do. Our yard is pretty flooded right now but it is starting to go down some. By morning most of it should be gone. The ditch is already gone down.
The new missionary couple came over today. They are from Oklahoma. He is originally from Ohio he said not far from Canton. They are really nice. I think you would like them a lot. I was telling them our love story and about the kids and she cried. She thinks I should write a book . I had to laugh at that one. She thought it was a really precious love story that we went through so much and still loved each other the way we did. They reminded me of what I need to do now to stay close to you but I don't need to be reminded . I already know and I will always be close to you. They will be here for 2 years and I know we are going to become good friends.'
Good night my very precious Angel husband.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
June 07, 2013
6/7/13/AM
Good morning Honey, I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul. You are and always will be the most special person in my life. I cherish every minute I spent with you and every precious memory that I have of you. I look at you picture so many times a day I can't even count and I tell you that I love you. What a short but wonderful time we had together. It is so comforting to know that when we are together again it will be for eternity.
We have had a lot of rain. The storm moving up the coast has dropped a lot of rain on us. Our yard looks like a lake . I am so thankful for the walkway that Dale and Nick built for me.
I got the car back and it is doing really good now. The radio and the air conditioning works really well. I don't think I will have any more problems. I really like the car. It drives so smooth.
I have some business to take care of today and some bills to pay. I am still getting some medical bills but I have most everything caught up. I pay them as I get them so I don't get behind. You always took care of every thing and I miss that a lot.
I miss you a lot too. A lot more than I can ever tell you and I will love you throughout eternity.
Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 06, 2013
6/6/13/PM
Another day has gone by and I miss you and love you more than I did the first day you were gone. It just keeps growing and growing. It also keeps getting harder and harder to live without you. Thank you for today. It was very precious. You let me know again that you are here with me. I don't think I could make it if I didn't know and you didn't let me know that you are here with me. I could never be able to tell you how much I love and miss you. there just aren't enough words to tell you.
The rain stopped for a while and then started again. We have a tropical storm coming up the coast. It looks like we are going to get some wind and some rain but not as bad as the people who live near the coast. the season has started so I might as well expect it and get used to it. You always snuggled me up close to you during the storms. I am really going to miss that. I get so scared during the storms.
We have a new missionary couple here. I am so glad. The young missionaries are bringing them over tomorrow to meet me.
Good night my sweet love. Thank you again for today. I love you with a never ending love and I long for the day when we are together again.
Your eternal wife
Jean
June 06, 2013
6/6/13/AM
Good morning Dick, It looks like the severe storms are over for a while. They are calling for more later on. We really needed the rain but you know how I don't like the bad storms. They really scare me.
I know your birthday was special yesterday with the Lord. I missed you so very much. I miss you very much every minute of every day but on special days my heart feels so very heavy. I cried a lot yesterday. I thought of a lot of things that we used to do. Everything we did was so special and everything I do , hear, or see reminds me of you and something we did together. I thought of how we were never apart from each other. The longest we were apart was 5 hours. That was the day you helped Dale take his motorcycle to get it fixed. When you came home you were so upset because you were gone so long and you didn't know it was going to take that long. It really bothered you to have to be away from me at all. I loved being with you all of the time too. everyone couldn't understand how I could stay with you at the hospital and the rehab all of the time and sleep on a chair. It didn't bother me at all because I was with you and that is where I wanted to be and where you wanted me to be. I am so happy I stayed with you. I have no regrets. If I hadn't stayed with you I would feel so guilty now that you are gone. I have no regrets about anything in our life together. We made each other very happy and we always enjoyed being together. I love you then and I love you now and I will love you for all eternity. I look forward so much to the day we are together again and this time it will be for eternity.

your dearest darling wife
Jean
June 05, 2013
6/5/13/AM
Happy Birthday my darling angel husband. I know your birthday is special today because you are spending it with the Lord Jesus. You can't get more special than that. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I could never find enough words to say how very much I miss you. I will really miss spending your birthday with you here today. I will do something special in your honor. I have put some very special flowers on your Mausoleum in honor of your birthday. They are very beautiful and they have a classic car in them. I know you will like them. We always had such good times on special occasions. You always had such good ideas. If you were here we would probably be going to the Long Horn restaurant in Charleston to celebrate your birthday. You always liked to go there because we met for the first time in a Long Horn restaurant in Ohio. I will always cherish that day. You always said that God brought us together and I believe that with all of my heart.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY, I LOVE YOU.
your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 05, 2013
6/3/13/AM
Happy Birthday my darling angel husband. I know you are having a special birthday today because you are celebrating it With The Lord Jesus. you can't get more special than that. I will really miss celebrating your birthday with you today. I have put special flowers on your Mausoleum in honor of your birthday.
June 04, 2013
6/4/13/PM
Good night again honey. I love you so very much and I really miss you so badly.
The last few days have been so really hard for me because I know your birthday is coming up and I feel so depressed because you are not here so that we can celebrate it together, I know that your spirit is here and I know you know how I feel. God bless you honey and hold you in His arms until I can come to you and hold you in my arms. some days are so much harder than others especially those days that have a special meaning like holidays, birthdays and anniversaries. Those are ones that I find almost impossible to endure. You are the most special person ever to come into my life and living without you is so hard now that I have known your precious love for me. I know eternity is a long time but ffom now until we are together again seems like an eternity to me. Your love for me was so very wonderful. You never failed to show how much you loved me no matter what else was going on. You also never failed to tell me how much you loved me no matter what was going on. thank you. I know that the things that happened took its toll on you but you never stopped loving me and telling me that you loved me. You told me that you could live without every one else in your life but you couldn't live without me. I am having such a hard time living without you. I am thankful that your spirit is here with me. That is the only way I can make it without you. I love you honey.

your eternal wife
Jean
June 03, 2013
6/3/13/PM
Good night to my most precious loving husband. Heaven is so much brighter with you there but it is so much colder and empty without you here on earth. I love you so much and I really miss you. I really know what a broken heart feels like. you were the most special person ever to come into my life. Our love story was one that needs to be written in a book. It was so very special. The way you took such good care of me and always made sure that all of my needs were met was so very special. You always put me first before anybody or anything. Thank you for loving me so much. I can assure you and reassure you that I love you just as much. When we are together again our love will be even stronger and will last for all eternity.
you loving wife forever
Jean Heath
June 03, 2013
6/3/13/AM
Good morning my love. I love you with all of my being and I miss you so very much I cannot find enough words to tell you just how much I really love and miss you.
We are finally getting some badly needed rain. The garden needed it really bad. I am getting lots of compliments on your memorial garden, everything is beginning to grow and fill out and it is getting so pretty. The roses are just gorgeous, the butterfly bush is in full bloom and I am seeing butterflies now. I still haven't seen any humming birds yet but I am sure I will. Lynn says she has seen a couple up by the office so they will be coming around here any time. there are lots of flowers and two hummingbird feeders so I am sure I will see them any time now.
I am finally getting the car back today. It took them a while to find the problem but they think it is fixed. The personal manager called from Ford headquarters and said they are getting together a special package for all of my trouble. He is supposed to call back Wednesday. I sure am glad to get it back.
I love you so very much. life without you is so empty. I look forward to the day we are back together.
Your loving wife
Jean
June 02, 2013
6/2/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and I miss you more than I can ever find words to say. Today has been one of my roughest days. I just couldn't stop thinking of you and missing you and loving you. That is the same with every other day but some days I can bear it better than others. Today was one of those days that it was harder to bear. Life without you is so empty and so lonely. you are my world and my life. you always will be. I always think of when you were here. All of the happy times we enjoyed. There are not any happy times anymore. I think of all of the love you gave to me. It is only a precious memory now. I think of all the nice things you always did for me. They also are only precious memories now. My love for you will just keep growing and growing until we are together again. This terrible loneliness without you will consume me until one day the Lord will call me home and we will be reunited and all of the joy will begin all over again. I long for that day to come. I know it will and I will be ready for it when it gets here. I love you so very much.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 02, 2013
6/2/13/AM
Good morning honey. It is Sunday morning again and I am ready to go to Church to worship the Lord and give Him Thanks and praise for all of the many blessings He has given to me. He gave me you and I am so very thankful for that and for you and all of the love you gave to me. We both gave our hearts to Jesus Christ and accepted him in our lives. That prepares the way and ensures me that we will be together for all eternity. I love you so very much and I would never want to be with anyone but you for eternity. I am thankful and I always remember you telling me that you wanted to spend eternity with me. We will be together honey. I know we will. We have been promised that by the Lord Himself. I look forward so much to that day when we will be together for eternity. God bless you and hold you in His arms until He calls me home to hold you in my arms. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
June 01, 2013
6/1/13/PM
Goodnight honey. Another day closer to you. I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. Didn't do much today. Went out to the Mausoleum to talk to you for a while. I know you were there with me and listening because you gave me an answer when I was there a couple of days ago so now I just pour my heart out to you when I go. I try real hard not to miss a day going out there. So far I have only had to miss 3 days and it really bothered me. I feel close to you when I am there and I feel close to you here. I am sure you are with me wherever I am. Thank you so much for being with me. O what a special man and angel you are.
We are getting a new missionary couple this weekend. I am so glad. I hope one of them plays the piano or the organ. That would be so nice.. I miss hearing you sing at church. Your voice is so special I know you are singing in Heaven.
Dale called today and he dropped the motorcycle last night. He said the front was scratched but not bad. Kathy wasn't on it and he jumped off. He was going up a steep hill in the Blue Ridge parkway. I am so glad neither of them were hurt.
I love you honey so very much and I miss you more than I can ever say. I will be so happy when we are together again. I know you will be too.
Your loving wife forever
Jean
June 01, 2013
6/1/13/AM
Good morning Dick. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you so very much. I had a note half written and I got kicked off so now I have to start all over again.
It is the first day of June. and In a few days it will be 4 months since you were called to be with the Lord. It was way too soon but I will not question God. He is in control of all things. He is also in control of the fact that we will be together again for all eternity. That will be a glad reunion day. I am ready for that day to come.
They are having terrible tornados and storms in the Midwest. with a lot of damage some deaths and injuries. I feel so bad for all those people. It has been going on for several days now. I just pray it stops and those people can get their lives back together. We need rain but I sure hope and pray we don't get storms like that.
There isn't very much going on here except I love and miss you so much. Sunshine is good for me . She keeps me occupied. I sure so love her. Thank you so very much. Once again you knew what I needed. You were always right on top of things. You are that special person I was told about. It amazes me about all of the discussions you had with Dale about what you wanted for me and He is doing his very best to do every thing you asked him too. he is always doing something and then he will say I promised Dick and I intend to keep my promise to him. He is going to have a special reward in Heaven for all he does, not just for me but for everyone. He seems just like my kid.
I love you honey and I miss you very much,
Your eternal companion
Jean heath
May 31, 2013
5/31/13/PM
May is gone now. Another month has passed. I wonder where we would be and what we would be doing if you were still here and healthy. Wherever we would be or whatever we would be doing we would be enjoying it because we loved each other so much and enjoyed being together and doing things together. We had a lot of plans for this summer so I am sure we would be having fun no matter where we were or what we were doing. It is really quiet around here now. There aren't very many people around. Not many people are coming into the campground. only a couple of campers each night now. It is peaceful except for missing you so much. I always miss you no matter how quiet or how busy it is around here. June will be a busy month for me. Nina and Jenny and the boys are stopping by to spend the night on their way to Florida and then again on their way back. They want me to go with them but I'm just not in the mood to go any where. I don't like going anywhere without you. Things really changed for me after I met you. I learned to love for the first time in my life and I just can't be happy and enjoy things any more. Ramona and Pam are coming down for a few days. Robyn is coming for a week and Lauren is coming for a week. So June will be really busy for me. It will keep me busy but it won't keep me from being lonely and missing you so very much. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
Your wife forever
Jean Heath
May 31, 2013
5/31/13/AM
Good morning honey,
It is a new day and the sun is shining and the world looks so beautiful when I look out the window, But it is so empty because you are not here anymore and I miss you so much. My world ended the day you had to go away. Things will never be the same again until we are together again. I love you so very much. I really miss you so much and all of the things you used to do and say. And all of the fun we had and just being with you and enjoying all of the love you gave me.
Dale and Kathy are on their way to Illinois on the motorcycle and they are calling for rain. I hope they don't get caught in it. They are calling for rain all up that way.
Gene and Kathy are leaving on an Alaskan cruise. She is all excited about that. They are going with one of their motorcycle clubs out of Charleston.
I love you and I miss you more every day. I will be so glad when we are back together again.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 30, 2013
5/30/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. I love you so very much and I miss you more than words can say, you are always in my heart and you are always on my mind. I long so much to be with you. Life without you is just useless.
Sunshine is doing really well. She is adjusting very well and I already have her spoiled. She cries when I leave the room or trots along behind me. She is so nice.
Lynn came over for a little while tonight. She really likes Sunshine a lot. She thought she has the prettiest little face and she does.
It felt strange today without Dale and Kathy being here. I really miss them. Not like I miss you though. I love you and I miss you so much.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 30, 2013
5/30/13/AM
Good morning Honey,
Looks like it is going to be another beautiful day in South Carolina. Temps in the high 80s again today. I will have to really water the yard really good. We haven't had any rain for a while.
Sunshine has made herself right at home as if she has always been here. She really loves to be cuddled. You always loved to cuddle too. You always wanted to be close to me. I loved that . I loved everything about you. I still do. I always will love you for all eternity.
Cindy gave Kathy her phone number to give to me and said if I needed anything while they were on vacation to be sure to call her. That was really nice of her to do that. I will always have someone around if and when I need them thanks to you. It just amazes me all of the things you did for me and my welfare as sick as you were. You must have talked to everyone here about taking care of me after you had to leave me. One thing is for sure. I always knew that you loved me and so did everyone else.

your darling wife forever
Jean Heath
May 29, 2013
5/29/13/PM
Goodnight my sweetheart angel husband. I love you with all of my being and I miss you to the very depths of my soul
Sunshine is home and she is everything you wanted her to be. She really will bring a lot of sunshine into my life. Thank you so much for telling Dale you wanted him to get her.
I love her so much already. It took a while to get her but she is here now. Thank you for thinking of me again. You thought she would help me when I get sad and lonely. She will but nothing will keep me from loving and missing you. Thanks for telling me you wanted her name to be Sunshine. I wouldn't have thought of that.
You were always thinking of me. Even when you were very sick you thought to tell Dale about Sunshine. You were preparing me for when you were gone only you didn't know it would take quite this long. you will always be the most special person ever and now you are the most special angel in heaven. I love you so very much.
Your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 29, 2013
5/29/13/AM
Good morning my sunshine. It is hard to believe that May is almost gone. It is also hard to believe that you are gone. I love you so much and I miss you every minute of every day. Life without you is no life at all.
We are having another very warm day with lots of sunshine. It is very nice out. I always think of what we might be doing now if you were here. We would probably be going for a ride on the CanAm. We might be getting ready for vacation. We talked about taking a trip out west and just taking our time and going all the way across the country one way and coming back another. That would have been fun. It just wasn't meant to be right now but we will take our next vacation a little bit later.
Dale , Kathy and I are going to Savannah today to pick up Sunshine. I am so excited. Thank you honey for just one more thing you did to make me happy. you were always thinking of me and you still are. I love you so much.
Something happened to the picture I posted with last nights note to you. That is ok. There will be plenty more in the book. I love all of the pictures. The ones of you as a small boy are so precious. They are all so precious. that is why the book is being printed. I will get it some time in June but I will keep sending you notes every morning and every night.
I will love you forever and forever,
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 28, 2013
5/28/13/PM
Goodnight again my precious angel husband. I love you so very much and I really miss you so very much.
The missionaries just stopped by for a few minutes to find out if I needed any thing done and to have prayer. You always enjoyed it so much when they would come to see you. You always held on to their hand and didn't want them to leave.
I sure do miss you. My heart just doesn't want to accept what my mind knows is true. I just want you here with me so much. I thank God that you spirit is here. I couldn't stand it if you were not here in spirit. Last night and today have been really bad for me. It is so hard to live without you. I love you with all of my heart. I will never be happy again until we are together again. I long for that day to come so much. It is comforting to know that when we are together again we will never have to part again.

Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 28, 2013
5/28/13/AM
Good morning honey, I love you and I miss you. I had a very hard night last night. I got very little sleep. It was just one of those nights when I would doze off and wake up over and over all night. I hate nights any way and when I have a night like that I really hate it.
Dale is taking me to pick up Sunshine tomorrow evening. I am excited. You Talked to Dale about so many things that you wanted for me that have really surprised me. Dale doesn't forget anything that you talked to him about either. He said I promised Dick I would do this and I am going to keep my promise to him. He always did and still treats you like he is your son. I am so glad for that because he was like a son to you and that helped you so much. God was good to you again when Dale came into your life. And now Kathy and him treat me just like they are my kids. In fact they call me mom a lot. I Thank God for the two of them. God was always so good to us and I thank Him every day. He was always there when we needed Him most and He still is.
It is going to be another real good day today. I don't know what I will do. maybe I will just make it a day to rest after my rough night. One thing for sure that I will do is love you with all of my heart and miss you so very much. That I do every minute of every day.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 27, 2013
5/27/13/PM
Good night my sweet darling angel husband. I love you so very much. Thank you for letting me feel your sweet spirit today when I visited you for memorial day. Thank you for letting me know about Sunshine. You are right here with me. I have no doubt about it after what happened today. Thank you honey. I love you with all of my being. You are so precious and so special. You are my sunshine and you always will be and now we will have another sunshine. Thank you for that. Dale was happy when he heard. He said Dick is right here.
It was such a beautiful day today. I worked in the yard some. The grass doesn't grow as fast here as it does in Ohio which is good because it doesn't need mowing as often but it isn't as pretty as it is in Ohio. It was in the high 80s today and is supposed to stay there for the next week.
Dale and Kathy are going home for 2 weeks. They are leaving Thursday morning. I am going to miss them a lot. He has been getting everything looking good around here before he leaves. I know you are happy that they help me so much. I couldn't do a lot of the things he does around here. I thank God for them. They are wonderful friends.
The day is over and it is time to go to bed. I hate that time of the day. I miss you so very much then. I miss you all of the time but that is the hardest part of the day for me. I love you honey.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 27, 2013
5/27/13/AM
Good morning honey. may God bless you and keep you in his loving arms this memorial day and every day. I love you with an undying love and I miss you so very much. My heart aches for you all of the time. The love we have for each other will sustain us until we are together again and can hold each other just the way we used too. But I have this longing to be with you and enjoying all of that love now.
It is another beautiful day here in South Carolina. The sun is shining very brightly and the temps are in the 80's. The birds are singing so loudly. I think they are remembering you and singing our songs. Maybe they are singing "You are my sunshine"
You are my sunshine just like I am your sunshine. I sang it to you the first thing this morning when I got out of bed. You are my only sunshine. thank you for all of the love and joy and fun and wonderful times and beautiful memories, I love you so very much,
Your eternal wife.
Jean Heath
May 26, 2013
5/26/13/PM
It is time to say good night again to the most special Angel in Heaven. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you so very much.it seems as though you have been gone so long yet it seems like you were here yesterday. I miss you smile, I miss your voice, I miss your tender touch and I miss being held and snuggled at night. I miss all of the attention you gave to me. I miss the sweet things you always said to me. I miss every single thing about you. Life is so empty now with out you here. I am thankful that your sweet spirit is here or else I don't think I could make it from day to day. I always told you that I didn't think I could live with out you and it is so hard to keep going on. I am sure thankful for all of the wonderful memories I have and for the precious though short time that we did have together. What ever my mission here on earth is, maybe I will get it done fast and the Lord will call me home so that you and I can be together forever never to have to part from each other again. I love you so much honey.
your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 26, 2013
5/26/13/AM
My dearest sweet Angel Husband What a beautiful day we are having here today. Just like the love we have for each other. The sun is shining so brightly just like our love for each other always did. You are my sunshine and you will always be. It is Sunday and I am ready to go to Church and renew my covenant with the Lord and worship Him just the way you and I always did. I always sit in the same seat and I always leave your seat open. It as though your sweet spirit is there singing songs of praise and thanking God for His love and His Son. I love you so much and I am so thankful for the time that God gave us together. Even though it was short it was the most precious time of our lives and we always let each other know how much love we had for each other. I can still see that loving look you would have for me and feel that sweet kiss you always had for me. you would always say " you have the sweetest lips." I can still hear all of the sweet things you would say to me. You are so special. I long for the day when we are together again and I can feel, hear and see you again. I know you are here with me. I can always feel you around me. But I long for the day to come when we will be together for eternity just like you always told me you wanted to be. I love you my darling husband.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 25, 2013
5/25/13/PM
I really missed you so bad this evening. It was one of the evenings when we all went out to dinner and then sat around and talked until it was almost dark. You always loved those kind of evenings a lot. It just made me feel so lonely without you here to enjoy the evening with everyone. I will never get used to you being gone. Everyone likes to sit on our porch because you can see what is going on all around the area. You would have enjoyed it so much. I miss you honey. I love you with a never ending love and it just keeps on growing. I will never be satisfied until we are together again. You are always part of the conversation. You were so very well loved. Everyone talks about how different you were after you and I came down here than you were the first year you were here. that makes me feel good. I know we were both really good for each other and everyone around us noticed it too. I am thankful for the time we had together even though it was short. When Luther and Larraine were here we were talking about how you never get to old to really fall in love. We both found that out. I am so sorry that our time together was cut short but I am thankful for the wonderful and precious time we had together.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 25, 2013
5/2513/AM
Good morning my sunshine. You are my sunshine. my only sunshine.my only love, my life, my world, my everything. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you so much more than I can find the words to say. I live my life every day just waiting and longing for the day when we are together again. Life without you is so void of any happiness. You are that love that I prayed for so many years. I thank God every day for letting us have the love that we had even though it was short it was the most precious love anyone could ever know. The love we have for each other is eternal love and we will share it again one day and all of the happiness and joy will come back. Thank you for all of the love you showed to me. I knew it all came from your very soul. You always told me I was your soul mate. I know you are my soul mate. Thank you again for all of the joy and the fun and the dedication. I can feel your sweet spirit around me. I know you are here still trying to take care of me just like you did until you got sick. You still worried more about me than you did about your self even after you got sick. I love you so much.
Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 24, 2013
5/24/13/PM
Goodnight honey. You are the most special person ever. I love you so very much and I miss you more every day. I long so much to be with you. I know the day will come when we are together again. It won't come to soon for me because I won't be happy again until we are together again with the Savior. I am so thankful that we have both accepted Christ as our Savior and that are heart were filled with His wonderful Spirit. That is what ensures me that we will be together again for all eternity.
Larraine and Luther came by today for a very nice visit. They were very impressed with the memorial garden and they both thought the stone was beautiful. They missed you I am sure. They really thought a lot of you.
I stepped in a hole in the back yard and I have a very sore foot. Dale and Kathy think I should go get it checked out but I think it will be okay.
I am so thankful to God for letting us have the time together that we had. We both learned what real love is. We will always have that now even though we are apart for a short while our spirits will still be in tune with each other and we will be together again when it comes my time to come and be with you again, I look forward to that day. I love you honey

Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 24, 2013
5/24/13/AM
Good morning my precious angel husband
I couldn't sleep well last night so I just decided to get up and send you a love note.
I am excited that Luther and Larraine are coming this morning. I know it won't be the same for them with you not here though. We had so many good times with them just going for a ride to Amish country for lunch or to a car show or playing cards with them and Jack and Treva White. Larraine and Luther were probably our best friends in Ohio. We both thought the world of them and they thought the world of us. Luther always told me how good I was for you and what a different person you were since you and I were together. It was like that everywhere we went. People would always talk about how our love for each other always showed. This is first time Larraine and Luther have been here since you went to be with the Lord. I am glad they came to see you before you had to leave.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. and I miss you so very much. I long so much for the day when we are back together again. The day you left my world ended. You were my world. you still are. I think of you all of the time. Everything makes me think of you. You will always be my special angel.
Your eternal companion.
Jean Heath
May 23, 2013
5/23/13/PM
Goodnight my precious husband. I love you and I really missed you being here today to help me celebrate my birthday. I got so many pretty cards and lots and lots of facebook wishes. Dale and Kathy took me out to dinner. Larraine called and Luther and her are coming in the morning. I know it won't be the same for them without you here. I appreciated everything everyone did for me and all of the nice birthday wishes but it wasn't the same without you here to help me enjoy everything. I miss you so very much. It doesn't get any better. Days come and go and I still miss you even more than I did the day the Lord called you home.
I know the day will come when the Lord will call me to come home to be with you. I long so much for that day to come.
your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 22, 2013
5/22/13/PM
Another day gone by and my heart hurts so very bad and I miss you so much. I received a real nice book in the mail today about grief. I was comforted by it a lot. So many people are telling me how to grieve, how long to grieve and when to grieve. I am sure I will grieve for you until we are together again and the book told me that I have that right to grieve in my own way and as long as I need to grieve. It is easy for someone else to tell me what to do but they don't feel the pain and the heartache of losing the one person they love more than any body or any thing in the world. I love you so much and life without you is like living in a dark closet with no way for light to get in. My heart is so full of sorrow and pain and the empty place in it can never be filled again. You gave me more love and more life than I have ever known. That can never be replaced until we are together again. So many times you told me that I was the love of your life. You are the love of my life for sure. I long for the day when we will be together enjoying that wonderful love we shared again. The last words I heard you say were "I love You". Those three words ring in my mind and in my heart all of the time. As sick as you were you still found the strength to say " I love you". Those were the last words you spoke. I love you honey. You are the love of my life. We were meant for one another just like our wedding song said. We will be together again one day. I long for that day to come.
May 22, 2013
5/22/13/AM
Good morning my dearest honey.
We are having a you are my sunshine day here today. It brings back sweet memories of you singing to me when we woke up in the morning and the sun was shining thru the bedroom window. I love you so very much and I love remembering the wonderful things about you and the sweet things you did to make me happy. that was your biggest concern in life . you always did everything to keep me well and happy. If I woke up and didn't feel well you would always take my hand and say "let's pray" and you would say the sweetest most sincere prayers. You had so much faith in God. I miss those things so very much. You are a very special person and I know you had a great reward when you go to heaven and I know you are waiting for me to come so we can do all of those special things together. I am longing for that time to come too. We are so lucky even though you left first. Not very many people get to experience the love that we had for each other. President Bryan told me that most people live their whole life and never get to experience the love that you and I had for each other. I do love you with all of my heart and I miss you so very much but I know that we will be together again and it will be forever. God Bless you honey and hold you in His arms until I can come to you and hold you in my arms. I love you.
Your loving eternal wife.
Jean Heath
May 21, 2013
5/21/13/PM
I love you, I love you, I love you. remember Gracie Fletcher saying that to the two of us the last time we went to see her when she still knew who you were. I think of Gracie a lot. She was happy you had found me and we had such a good relationship. She was such a sweet person. I never met a single one of your friends who didn't think I was good for you. I remember so many of your friends saying that they hadn't seen you so happy. that sure made me feel good. I think of the good times we had with you friends that I met. Your car show friends and our card playing friends and the ones we just hung out with. They became my dear friends too. I have so many cards from them and I got a lot of phone calls too. I have been thinking about that a lot today. And my friends were the same way. They all became your friends and were really happy for us. And then there were all of our friends here in SC. We were so happy. We sure had a lot of good times and a lot of fun. Some of our Ohio friends even came down to see us. A lot of them still keep in touch and always try to make me feel better. They all know how much love we had for each other. What a wonderful, special life we had together. So much love to give and to share. God was so good to us. Even though it was cut short it was so sweet and special. They were the happiest years of my life. I love you so much and I miss you so much. We will be together again just like we promised each other,
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 20, 2013
5/20/13/PM
We are in the midst of a thunderstorm. that is the way I feel without you. My whole life is like a thunderstorm raging all of the time. I love you and miss you so very much. it is like my spirit is inside of me begging to go to you. I know it will one day when the Good Lord is done with what he wants me to do and is ready to let my spirit free to come to you. I was thinking today of how much you wanted to stay with me and how you cried when you knew you had to go. My heart just aches when I think of how hard you fought to live. I love you so very much more than I can ever say. When you were here it seemed like life was going by so fast. Now it seems to be just creeping by. I want to be with you so very much. We talked about this so many times when you were here and how hard it was going to be for the one left behind but we really didn't understand just how hard it really was going to be. I love you so much and I long for the time when we will be together never to have to be separated again.

Your eternal companion.
Jean Heath
May 20, 2013
5/20/13/AM
Good morning honey. It is a beautiful sunshiny day after a couple days of rain.
I love you with all of my heart and soul and my whole being and I miss you so much more than I can find words to express.
The butterfly bush is in bloom and it is beautiful. It is a really pretty color of purple. It is also time for the hummingbirds to start coming around. I will miss you so much then. You always loved to sit and watch them buzzing around and sometimes they would get right up close to you and just stop in mid air and look at you. you loved that so much. I enjoyed watching you so much.
You kept me young but since you have been gone I don't feel young anymore. We did so many things that kept us both young. I don't want to do anything anymore. If I go any where I get anxious and I want to come back home. It just doesn't seem good to be somewhere else without you. I feel like I am leaving you alone and I want to hurry and come home. I will probably never gon on another vacation. the kids are going to Florida and June and are begging me to go with them. I just told them I can't go. They want me to come to Ohio and I told them I don't want to. Some of our friends want me to come to Ohio and come down to the lake. I would never be able to do that. My heart would break even more if I went down to the lake. I would be able to see the hurt on your face and that would be more than I could stand.
I love you honey. I miss you so much. I will never be happy again until we are back together.
Your darling eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 19, 2013
5/19/13/PM
my dearest darling Dick,
I love you with a heart so full of love it can hardly contain it all and a miss you a million times more than I ever thought it was possible to miss someone. No matter where I go or what I do my first thought is always of you and sometimes it is hard to concentrate because my only thought is of you. They say time heals all wounds but I am here to declare that is not a true statement. I miss you more every day and the hurt never goes away. I just can't relax or get comfortable no matter what. You are always on my mind. Living my life without you is like living in a prison with nothing but loneliness all around and no way to escape. I know it will be like this until the moment we are back together again. I long so much for that day to come when we can feel the love and the joy that we felt before you were called away by the Lord. I love you with all of my heart and I miss you more than I can ever find enough words to say. I am so thankful to God for the wonderful memories. That is the only thing that keeps me going.
Your darling wife forever
Jean Heath
May 19, 2013
5/19/13//AM
Good morning my sweet husband. I am home and it sure feels good to be here with you again. I enjoyed my time with Tami and the girls and it was fun seeing Bethie get engaged but I just need to be at home. this is where I want to be. this is where your sweet spirit is and so I want to be her with you. I love you so very much and I miss you so bad that is why I like to be home. I feel close to your spirit here. I don't think I will be going away very often or for too long at a time.
We are having stormy weather here right now. you know how I don't like storms. You would always snuggle me up to you when we were having storms. Our flower garden really needs the rain though so I am glad we are getting the rain.
I think I will be sleeping most of the day. It is hard for me to rest away from home so I am very tired.
I love you and I miss you with all of my heart and soul honey.
your eternal loving wife
Jean heath
May 18, 2013
5/18/13/PM
Goodnight my angel in heaven husband. I will be home tomorrow and I will be glad to be back home again where I know your sweet spirit is waiting for me. This is the first time I have been away from home overnight since you left and it has been really tough. I will be home early tomorrow and I will be very glad. I have enjoyed visiting with Tami and the girls but I don't like being away from home.
Beth Ann's engagement party was really nice. There were a lot of people here and the food was excellent. You know how Tami likes to entertain and have crowds around. Jerred gave Beth a beautiful engagement ring. She was really surprised. Of course she cried.
I was thinking of the day when we sat on the porch and talked about getting married. It was on the porch at Springwood lake and we sat and made our plans. I wanted to get married in Ohio and you wanted to get married here in Walterboro. You wanted to wait until after new Years and when we got here you wanted to go ahead and get married. I loved you so much then. I love you even more now. I want to be with you really bad.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 18, 2013
5/18/13/AM
Good morning honey, Another day has come and it is just another day without you. They say time heals all wounds but that is certainly not true. Time without you just makes my heart hurt even more.
I am at Tami's today. Beth Ann and Jerred are getting engaged today. It is a surprise for Bethie. They are having a surprise party for them tonight so they wanted me to be here. She is so sweet. It is easy to see why she was your favorite. She has talked a lot about you. Those kids really loved you. You would never know you were not their natural grandfather.
I loves you too. No wonder they loved you. you are so easy to love
your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 18, 2013
5/27/13/PM
Good night my sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I miss you all of the time so much for some
reason tonight, is so hard. I know it is never going to get any easier to live without you. You are the most special person ever to be in my life. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I long so much for the time when we will be together again for eternity so that this terrible pain in my heart will go away. I know it will not go away until that day comes. I think of you all of the time. everything reminds me of you and something we did together and the special love we shared. I long so much for that day to come when we are back together never to have to part again.
you loving wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 17, 2013
5/17/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you more than life and I miss you more than words can ever say. I am going to Tami's today. I haven't been there since the last time I went with you to Emily's graduation. They will really miss you . They all loved you so much. They really made you a part of their family. It is a gorgeous day today. The sun is shining very brightly and it is very warm out. Just the kind of day you and I loved so much.
the yard is looking very pretty every thing is starting to fill and the roses are in bloom and it is so pretty. I know you are proud of it. I wish we could sit out on the porch and enjoy it together. Pretty soon the crepe myrtles will bloom and I know how much you loved them.
Some good news, Nick doesn't have cancer in his liver. They are now checking his colon and his lung where they found some abnormalties. I am just praying that there is no cancer there either. He is very sick though. I hope they find out something soon so they can treat him and he will feel better.
I love you and I miss you and I am looking forward to the day when we are together again. God bless you my angel husband.

your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 16, 2013
5/16/13/PM
Goodnight Angel Husband. Another day is gone and I am another day closer to your loving arms. That is the only thing I like about night time.
I was remembering today about the times when we would be going on a trip and a song would play that we knew or we would be playing a CD and we would drive along holding hands and singing together. We both enjoyed that so much. you always wanted to be holding my hand no matter what we were doing.. Sometimes you would have a hard time because you would have a hard time holding my hand and doing what you were trying to do and we would both laugh.
I love thinking about the things we did and remembering all of the good times. I love you so very much and I really miss those good times. Sometimes I wake up at night and just lay in bed and think of the good times and remember all of the love that we shared. Those were the most wonderful times for both of us and we always talked about how much love we had for each other. You would say " I have never loved anyone the way I love you" That would make me feel so good and warm inside. I sure have never loved anyone the way I love you. It won't be long until we are together again and this time it will be for eternity.
your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 15, 2013
5/15/13/PM
Goodnight sweetheart husband. I love you so very much. Life without you is just not worth living. I just miss you so much. I sure have a lot of wonderful memories. Today I was thinking of the time we went to the Great Swamp Sanctuary to walk and when we got to our usual resting place by the pond and sat down in the swing we looked across the pond to the big 7 feet long alligator. I remember asking you what we were going to do if he started coming our way and you said "Leave". I laughed so hard. We sat there for awhile and then walked on and he just kept laying in the sun. I haven't been back to the park since you aren't here to walk with me. It was one of our favorite places to go. We would walk for a while then sit in the swing and hold hands and talk for along time. I loved it and you did too. Almost every day I think of something that we did together that we both enjoyed so much.. there was so much love between us. I miss you so much and all of the wonderful times we had together.
I don't know how we lived so long without each other. One thing is for sure there was never that much love before but there will be that much love again when we a finally together again.
Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 15, 2013
5/15/13/AM
Good morning my precious angel husband. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I sure do miss you more every day.
I am disappointed because I wrote you 2 messages on the 13th of May and neither one of them were posted. I have never missed a day since you left writing to you in the morning and again at night. there wasn't anything in either of them that was not printable or was of any harm to another person. I am having a book printed with all of the pictures and messages and I don't want any of them left out. I don't want you to think that a day went by when I didn't love you enough to send you a love note. All of my posts are considered my me to be love notes especially for you. I don't know what happened to the 2 on May 13 but they were not posted. That makes me sad and unhappy. just know that I was thinking of you on that day and I did write you a love note and I do love you with all of my heart and soul.
The sun is shining brightly today. The temperature is going to be in the 80s. Another beautiful day. A day like we used to go on a nice long ride on the CanAm. I was thinking of the last time we rode before you got sick. We were going to Edisto Beach and we got almost there and the rain started pouring down, we went under a tree and put on our rain gear and headed back home. We got almost home and the rain stopped and the sun came out. You were so upset. But the ride was still a lot of fun. We always enjoyed riding. You would always say you were so happy to have someone who would ride with you. I have so many precious , wonderful memories of things we did together and the love we shared. I long for the time when we are back together again.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 14, 2013
5/14/13/PM
I love you now and forever my precious angel husband. I miss you so very much. I long for the day to come when we are together again for all eternity. You are the love of my life. You are my life and my world. That is why my world is so lonely and void of any happiness now. Things will never be the same. I am working so hard to get myself ready to meet the Lord so we can be together again. I'm working on forgiveness and just trying to be a better person so when the Lord calls me home I will be ready to meet you and be with you forever. you are such a good man. It is hard to follow in your footsteps but I am trying me very best. I want so much to have everything in order when it come my time to meet the Lord face to face and see you again. I think of you all of the time. I think of the kind person you were and what a good neighbor you were and how you prayed and read the bible. You were the most honest person I have ever known. All of the good things you did for me and all of the precious love you always showed to me are so precious to me now. A day never passed without you telling me how very much you loved me and how much joy I had brought to you. The day will come when we will have all of that love together again. I am so looking forward for that day to come.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 14, 2013
5/14/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband. I woke up this morning to a real beautiful sunshiny day and a heart that was missing you even more then yesterday and still loving you with a never ending and still growing love.
I worked in the yard a lot yesterday so today my back is really sore. I guess I will never learn my limits. I am just like you, I just don't want to ever give up doing things I love to do. You always said
that was what bothered you so much about getting older, the fact that you couldn't do a lot of things you always did.
It is so quiet at the park right now.
hardly any campers are coming in now. I can see them from our front porch and there aren't very many this time of year.
Nina, Jennifer and the boys are stopping by to spend the night on their way to Disneyworld. They want me to go with them but I am just not in the mood for that.
That is too much walking for me since I don't get around like I used too. and I would rather be here close to you. I would rather be here than any where else except there with you. I am longing for that day to come when we will be together forever with the Lord. I love you honey.

Your eternal love
Jean Heath
May 12, 2013
5/12/13/PM
Good night to you my wonderful husband and most precious person in my life. I hope you had a good mother's day with your mother and I hope you had the opportunity to meet and talk with my mother. You would have loved her if you did. She was a wonderful person .
Dale and Kathy to me to Courtney Bay for mother's day dinner and Dale insisted that I get crab legs. He remembered you taking me for crab legs and how much I love them. they sure are 2 special people. thank you for asking them to take care of me when you knew you had to leave.
I love you so much honey. There are not enough words to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. You are my world and my life. I think about you all of the time. Even as sick as you were your very first concern was still me and my well being. You always made sure that my needs came first. You always made sure that I was taken care of before any thing else was done. There is no way in the world that I could ever doubt your love for me. It always showed even when you weren't saying it. What a special person you are. It isn't surprising that God needed you in Heaven. I sure need you here too but I would not dare question God's authority. You are the love of my life. You always will be. You always said we were meant to be together and that things in both our lives happened so that we could be together. We both hoped we would have more time and we talked about it and prayed for it but it just wasn't meant to be. I love you my angel husband and I know that we will be together again just like you always said we would be.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
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May 12, 2013
5/12/13/AM
Good morning honey,
You have been gone to heaven 3 months today. I miss you more than words can say and I love you more every day of my life. My world and my life are so empty without you. It has been so hard living without you. It isn't the being alone that has bothered me so much it's not having you here to enjoy life with and do all of the fun things and enjoy the wonderful life and love we shared with each other.
Today is mother's day and for the first time in a long time you will get to spend time with your mother. I know that will make you both happy. I know you will have a wonderful visit with her.
I am ready for church now. I am leaving right after sacrament. Dale and Kathy are taking me to dinner for mother's day. They are so good to me and they feel like my kids just like you said they felt like your kids. They have treated us both like kids should treat their parents.
I love you honey and I miss you. I long for the day when we are together again.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 11, 2013
5/11/13/PM
Good night to the brightest and most special angel in heaven, my husband Richard Wayne "Dick" Heath. I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. There will never be another person in the world as special as you are. All of the special love and the kind things you did for me when you were here are the things that keep me going on. Those memories are on my mind all of the time. I think of you every minute. When I start to do any thing or talk to any one you are always in my mind. It is hard for me to concentrate on anything else. My love for you just keeps getting stronger and stronger. I will be so happy when we are back together again. I am so thankful that your sweet spirit is here with me. I find comfort in knowing that your spirit is here.
I long for the day when we will be together again and we can just go on loving each other for all eternity.

Your loving eternal companion
Jean heath
May 11, 2013
5/11/13/AM
Good morning Honey,
I want you to know and I am sure that you already know how very much I love you and miss you. My life is so empty without you here to talk with and do all of the fun things with that we always did together before. I miss Your witty little comments that always made me laugh. I don't feel like laughing any more. I miss the way you would look at me with so much love in your eyes. I knew there was that much love in your heart for me also. I miss the special things that you would do for me throughout the day just to let me know how much you love me. I know that you still love me just as much. One thing I know for sure is that we will have all eternity to do and say all of those loving things. You told me that up until you could not talk any more and God has promised us that too in His Word. I look forward to that wonderful day when we will be together again. You always said you could never love anyone the way you love me and I know for sure I have never or could I ever love anyone the way I love you. For now we just have to wait for the Lord to call me home. I am ready and I long for that day so very much.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 10, 2013
5/10/13/AM
Good morning my angel husband. You are still my only sunshine. It is such a beautiful day here today. The sun is shining brightly and it is about 84 degrees and I just couldn't keep from singing you are my sunshine to you this morning. All of the wonderful precious memories of you and the wonderful love we shared make the sunshine seem ever brighter. I love you so very much. I don't have anything planned for today. I have to go to the store and other that I will just be here with your sweet spirit all day. That is where I want to be until I am with you again.
Kathy Dunn called me and the word from Nick isn't very good. Looks like he will be joining you. You had him were so very close. I will always remember him when I see our porch and the nice ramp he built for you when you came home from rehab so you could get up and down in the wheelchair. After you were gone he took the ramp down and built a walkway for me from the steps to the carport so my feet wouldn't get wet when it rained. He is like Dale. He thinks of everything. Between the 2 of them they made our place really nice and pretty. I am so thankful for our good friends who loved you so much and wanted you to be comfortable. The only thing wrong is you just had to leave to soon. God needed you in Heaven.
I know you are waiting there for me and I long for the day when we are together again.
you loving wife forever.
Jean Heath
May 09, 2013
5/9/13/PM
Goodnight honey. It has been kind of a busy day for me today but it didn't stop me from missing you terribly. had to go to the attorney's office to sign papers, Went to the florist and ordered flowers for you for memorial day, took the missionaries out to lunch and came home and planted some of the flowers. I find that things are getting so much harder for me to do the older I get.
It was really nice here today. It was 84 degrees just the kind of weather you and I always liked so much. The kind of day we would go for a ride on the CanAm. I really miss that a lot. I will never ride again. I want to remember our last ride as my last ride. We always had so much fun. We had fun no matter what we were doing. We always enjoyed being together and doing a lot of things. My days with you were the most special and happiest times of my life.
Dale and Kathy are going to Illinois for a couple of weeks. he is concerned about leaving me alone here. I told them I would be fine and there is nothing to worry about. I am really secure here. I am not afraid.
I love you with all of my being and I miss you so much. I will not be happy until we are together again in Heaven. I know we will be and I long so much for that day.
Your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 09, 2013
5/9/13/AM
Good morning Dick...I love you with a heart so full of love and I miss you more than I can ever say. You are so very special to me. Life without you is so void of anything happy except the wonderful memories of our short time together and all of the love you always showed to me by the wonderful way you always treated me. There was never a time when I had the least doubt of your love for me. You always made sure that I knew how much you loved me. You never failed to tell me over and over again. Thank you for that wonderful love and the precious life we had together even though it was cut short. I love you so much and I miss you so much but I have enough wonderful memories to last me for a lifetime until we are together in each others arms again.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 08, 2013
5/8/13/PM
The days come and go and then the nights come and go. The world keeps going around and no matter what happens my heart just keeps right on hurting so bad because I love you and miss you so very much. I know that I will never be happy again until we are together again. I look at your pictures and I kiss them. I talk to you all of the time. Every time I leave the house I tell you where I am going. And when I get back home I tell you that I am back and I missed you. It is the same thing every day. This hole in my heart will never be filled while I am alive. I look forward to the time when we will be together again. You had to leave way to soon. We used to talk about it a lot because of our age. We hoped that we would live to be real old and have a lot of years together. It just wasn't in God's plan. I no long want to live to be real old. I want to finish my mission in life and come to be with you.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 08, 2013
5/8/13/AM
The sun is shining brightly this morning. It is such a beautiful day here today. Just like you were, always bright and sunny and cheerful every morning. You are for sure my sunshine. You always will be throughout all of eternity. You had a golden spirit about you that would shine just like the sun. Everyone enjoyed stopping by to chat with you when you would be out in the yard picking up the pine cones and raking the pine straw up. You always kept our yard looking so neat. I know you love our yard now with the beautiful crepe myrtles and the beautiful memorial garden for you between the house and the carport and also all of the beautiful rose bushes on the other end of the house with the pretty solar lights all around the yard and in you memorial garden. It is so pretty now but in a couple of months when every thing starts filling out it will really be beautiful. I have been trying to get some good pictures but they just don't do it justice. Maybe in a month or so they will be better.
I love you so much and I miss you so much. I love doing the things that you would like. I know you can still enjoy them. just like you will love being together with me for all eternity.
your loving wife
Jean Heath
May 07, 2013
5/7/13/PM
To my wonderful, precious, angel, husband for all eternity. I am being so blessed because you are coming to me so often in my dreams and letting me know how very much you love me You even came and laid down beside me. Thank you so much for the comfort you have been giving me. I have been having such a hard time without you. I am so blessed that you have loved me so much and want to be with me. I feel your sweet spirit and now I have seen you. I love you so very much. My love for you will never ever end and when we are together again it will be the happiest reunion in Heaven. You are so precious and special to me. The happiness you have brought to my life can never be outdone.
I think about you all of the time and I always think of how many times a day you would express your love for me and the sweet way you would tell me how much you love me. That look you would give me would always melt my heart. Every day I see or hear or think of something that reminds me of the sweet things you would say to me. You would tell me that no matter how many times you told me you always meant it and then you found a card that said those very words. You are the love of my life. God meant for us to find each other and feel the love that we felt. I know I never felt that kind or that much love before and you said you hadn't either. I think about those times so often. I love you my dearest honey.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 07, 2013
5/7/13/AM

Good morning to the sweetest angel in heaven my dear husband for all of eternity Dick Heath. Your sweet tender heart of gold and your precious smile are so sadly missed every minute of every day. You had that special way about you of always making me feel like I was the most special person on earth and to you I was You were the most special person on earth to me and now yo9u are the most special person in Heaven. I often think of how you cried when you found out you had to go. You just didn't want to leave me. You told me so many times that you wanted to spend eternity with me. Our friends who were here at the last were so very touched by the love you had for me. I am always getting comments from people talking about our love for each other. There was no mistaking it. It showed no matter where we were. I miss that so much. My love for you just keeps getting stronger ever day, I long so much for the day when we are back together. We were called the sweethearts of Green Acres and I think we will be called the sweethearts of Heaven. Thanks for all of the special memories and all of the love you gave to me. Thank you for telling me I was the love of your life and we were soul mates. I feel the same way. God really did see how much we needed each other. I thank him for you every day of my life.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
May 06, 2013
5/6/13/PM
I have been working all day on the cards to send to all of the people who sent me cards when you went to be with the Lord. I got so many and I have been working on them for over a week now. It has been the hardest think for me to do. Every time I start to write them I get so upset. I am finally down to the last two from 2 of your dearest friends in Ohio. I have to write them a letter because they want to know what happened because you seemed so healthy last summer when they saw you. You had so many people who loved you and I got so many beautiful cards from them. It has taken me a long time to be able to sit down and write the thank you notes because my heart just breaks every time I start writing them. When I go to Ohio I will visit some of our dearest friends. I know you would want me to do that and they would too. It is amazing how many friends we had between the 2 of us and how many we gained after we were together. It makes me feel good that so many people cared so very much.
Dale put up 2 more security lights today. one by the back door and one inside the carport. He just wants to make sure you are pleased with the way Kathy and him are doing what you asked them to do. He always says "I promised Dick that me and Kathy would take care of you and that is what I am going to do."
Good night my dear sweet angel husband . I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you more than I can ever say. You are so special to me. You always will be. Thank you for the comfort you gave me today.
Your loving wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 06, 2013
5/6/13/AM
Good morning to the sweetest angel in heaven and my eternal husband Dick Heath.
I woke up this morning and you were laying in bed beside me it was so real for a couple of seconds. I believe your sweet spirit was laying right there beside me and you wanted me to know how much you love me and you long for me to be there with you just as much as I long to be there with you. It was so real to me. That is the third time now that I have seen you. It was such comfort to me . I was dreaming that we were shopping and I woke up suddenly and there you were. Thank you honey. I cried a lot yesterday so you must have been just letting me know that it is going to be okay. I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. Times like this morning fill my heart with joy for a little while. I got up and the sun was shining brightly and I knew you were thinking of 'You are my sunshine." Today will be a better day for me now. Thank you so much. I know that you are here with me . I can feel your sweet spirit but when I get to see you my heart just gets overjoyed. You are the love of my life and you will always be the love of my life. I am always thinking of the songs you used to sing to me. Yesterday the one that I kept thinking about you sing to me was " I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" you used to sing that when you were in a silly mood. and of course I would always chime in. You will always be my dearest darling. I Love you
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 05, 2013
5/5/13/PM
I love you my sweet angel husband. You are the most precious person that ever came into my life. Today I heard the George Jones song "I'm still the same ole me" and the tears really started flowing. I am still the same old me loving the same sweet you and the song is right on when it says even death can't keep us apart. I always miss you and I always love you but I know that your sweet spirit will be here with me until it is time for the Lord to call me home to be with you. I hope that doesn't take a long time. I long so much to be with you and talk with you and see your sweet smile and feel your loving arms around me holding me like you always did before. I can still hear your voice telling me you want to be with me for all eternity and I want to be with you too so I know that God will let us be together because we loved each other so much when you were here.
Dale is coming over tomorrow and put some more security lights up on the house. He is going to set bricks around the yard. It is going to look real nice.
The rain has finally stopped and tomorrow is supposed to be nice. I sure hope so .I am so tired of the rain. Rainy days sure make me lonesome and I miss you so much on sunny days but rainy days are worse.
You loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 05, 2013
5/5/13/PM
We are having a very rainy dreary day today. We have had a lot of rain. I guess I should be glad that all of the new bushes in the garden are getting a good soaking which will help them grow. I didn't go to church today. Just didn't want to go out in the rain. I got up got dressed ate some toast sat down on your big chair and went back to sleep and slept a lot of the day. I must have needed it because I couldn't go to sleep last night. I love you so very much and I just hate going to bed without you. I miss you too much and the bed seems so big without you beside me. I will never get used to going to bed without you.
It sure is lonesome around here today with all of the rain a d nobody out walking around.
I am supposed to go to Ohio next weekend but I haven't decided yet if I will go or not. I hate driving that far by myself and I hate flying because when I get there I won't have a car to drive. Some of our friends are wanting me to come to visit them when I come to Ohio. I just don't know yet, My heart just isn't it in it without you. I have to do some more thinking about it.
I love you honey. I miss you so very much. A minute doesn't go by that I don't think about you. I want to be with you so very much.
your eternal loving wife.
Jean Heath
May 05, 2013
5/5/13/AM
Good morning honey, I couldn't wait to tell you that I love you with all of my heart and that I miss you more than words can ever say. You are my sunshine. If I didn't have the wonderful memories of you that I carry in my heart all of the time I don't think I could make it. You gave me so much love and joy and you made the sunshine in my life no matter what the weather was outside. I can't tell you how hard life is without you. The only thing that keeps me going is the wonderful memories, knowing your sweet spirit is here and knowing that we will be together again for all eternity. I took care of more business today. Everything is pretty much taken care of now.
I was thinking of how it bothered you so bad that you could no longer do the things you enjoyed that you used to do with ease. It didn't bother me at all but you thought it might. I always loved you just the way you were at any given time because no matter what the situation you always had a heart full of love for me and you never ceased to tell me. I never got tired of hearing it. I loved it when you would tell me that I was the love of you life. I was never that important to anyone before. You always made me know it too. You were for sure the love of my life and I am so anxious to be with you again.
your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 04, 2013
5/4/13/PM
Goodnight sweetheart husband. Yesterday was the anniversary of the day we met. I was so excited about getting your bench that I forgot to wish you a happy anniversary so I will wish you a very happy anniversary now. I remember so well the day we met. I never even imagined that we would be married and have such a wonderful happy relationship even though it was so short. Thank you honey for all of the happiness you gave to me in such a short time. I really learned to love you with all of my heart and you learned to love me with all of your heart. Just like you would always say, God was so good and He knew we needed each other. You were right when you said we were soul mates. We sure are. You are the love of my life. You were afraid to let your feelings show to other people at first but after a little while you couldn't hold your feelings back any more. You said God meant for us to be together. I wish it could have been longer but we will be together for eternity . I am so thankful that I know that.
Your loving eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 04, 2013
5/4/13/AM
Good morning honey. I love you with all of my heart and I miss you terribly. I long so much for the day to come when we are back together again. I know that day will come I just hope that it won't be so far away from now. I am trying my best to live a righteous life so that when the time comes I will be ready to meet God and be with you. We lived good Christian lives when you were with me and I am going to keep right on living a good Christian life until we are together again forever. I think of how you used to take hold of my hand and say let's pray. It was a special time for us. When we would pray and when we would read the Bible together in the morning. It seemed to start our day off right I miss that so much. There are so many good things like that , that I miss so very much. We will have those times again I am sure.
Last night when all of the solar lights came on your memorial garden looked so beautiful. All of the flowers haven't started blooming yet and when they do it will be so very beautiful. When the butterfly bush starts blooming it will be gorgeous and the butterflies will start hovering over it. It is time now for the hummingbirds to come so any day now they will fill the garden with more beauty. God gave us so many beautiful things to enjoy and your garden will have a lot of them. God is so good. I am so thankful to Him for you and the time He gave us together.
your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
May 03, 2013
5/3/13/PM
Good night my precious Angel husband. I love you so very much and I miss you so very badly. Your beautiful memorial garden is now finished. they brought and set up the bench today. When the plants start growing it is going to be absolutely gorgeous. I know you are proud and happy with it. Everyone really loves it. I will spend a lot of time taking care of it and thinking of you. It has rose bushes and a butterfly bush, some potted plants, 2 hummingbird feeders and several stepping stones, the turtle that we bought at south of the border and of course the bench. I was happy that I was the one to design the bench and they made it exactly like I designed it. It all has brought some comfort to me but it hasn't kept me from missing you so very much. I remember how you loved to sit in the yard and watch the hummingbirds and butterflies. there will be plenty of both of them in your garden, Your name in is on the bench so there will be no mistaking who the memorial if for. When I am gone it will be moved to the cemetery and my name will be added to the bench.
It is kind of rainy and dreary here right now. We are supposed to have rain for the next 5 days. It isn't raining hard, Just enough so a person can't get out in the yard and do any thing.
I think of you all of the time. My whole life is geared around my thoughts of you. When I start to do something I always think of how you would do it if you were doing it. I love thinking about you. I have so many wonderful and beautiful memories. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
Your loving wife for eternity
Jean Heath
May 03, 2013
5/3/13/AM
Good morning honey. Just want you to know how very much I love you and how very much I miss you. I am always thinking of the sweet things you were always saying to me. It is somewhat of a comfort to me to know how much you loved me. A day never passed that you didn't tell me several times how much you loved me or some other really nice thing to make me feel good. You always did that and I miss it so much. You really had me spoiled and I loved every minute of it. I also loved telling you how much I loved you and how much you meant to me. Those feelings have never stopped. In fact my love for you just keeps on growing. life without you is so painful and void of happiness and joy that I felt for you and with you. I love everything about you. When you would talk about your dad you would say how much he loved Vi. He sure taught you well. because you always loved me and treated me like I was so special to you. I always felt your love for me. It showed in your face. You would always look at me with the most loving and special look. Kathy told me that she would sometimes see you looking at me with that loving look even when I wasn't even aware of it. I long for those times again. I long so much for the day when we are reunited in Heaven and never have to part again. I love you honey.
Your wife forever
Jean Heath
May 02, 2013
5/2/13/PM
Good Night my precious husband. Another day has gone by and night has fallen and I am so lonesome without you here with me. I love you so much and I really miss you. Sometimes life is so unfair but I guess that is a part of living. your beautiful bench will be here either Friday or Saturday. I talked to Anthony today and he said it would be here for sure. I can't wait to see it. I know it is going to be beautiful.
I suppose I will go up to Tami's one day. She is after me to come. I don't know yet what day I will go. maybe I will go one day when they have a basketball game. The girls would like that.
My arthritis has been acting up but that is nothing new. Something is always hurting.
I had a long talk today with my nurse that calls every month about the way I have been feeling since you have been gone. She said all of the feelings that I have are normal feelings. She thinks I should get out more. I don't like going places since you have been gone. We were always together and it just isn't the same without you. You are my whole world and nothing will ever be the same again. I love you and miss you with all of my heart.
your wife eternally
Jean heath
May 02, 2013
5/2/13/AM
Good morning my wonderful angel husband. I love you and I miss you. Thanks for coming into my dream and thank you so much for the comfort. It was so precious.
I was thinking about going to bed in a nice big comfortable bed but you are not there. For the last 6 months of you life you slept on a hospital bed and I slept on a chair beside you for 4 months and then a small bed. But at least we were beside each other. I didn't mind at all because I wanted to be close to you and you wanted me to be close to you. I am so glad that I was allowed to stay in your room and be close to you. It wasn't so comfortable but it was close to you and that is all that mattered. I long for the day when I will be close to you again. Everyone would ask how I could stand to sleep on that uncomfortable chair or bed and I would tell them that I couldn't stand to leave you and your heart would break if I left you. You would get upset if I just went down the hall because you wanted me right by your side. I would do it all over again for you. I loved being by your side all of the time. I am so thankful that I stayed with you because it made you feel more comfortable for me to be there. I would have done anything for you and I still would. Even though I miss you so very much I am glad those trying days are over for you. I have no idea what I will have to endure before I can come to be with you but I hope I can endure it as well as you did. I love you with all of my heart and I sure do miss you so much.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
May 01, 2013
5/1/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. I just got home. Kathy and I took Dale out for his birthday. I sure miss you a lot when we all go out to eat. There is always that empty chair where you would be sitting if you were here to go out with us. I know you are pleased with the way Dale and Kathy look after me. Every time I say something to Dale about it he says "I promised Dick I would always take care of you and that is exactly what I intend to do." He had a real deep love for you just like you did for him. Kathy said you were the dad he never had. You always said he felt like a son to you. I am sure that is a friendship that will last throughout eternity. I feel close to them too. They do seem like our kids. They sure look after my well being. Dale has installed security lights all around on every corner of the house and ADT is installed all throughout the inside. I feel safe here now. I know you worried about that when you asked Dale to look after me for you. You didn't trust everyone.
I have a beautiful home but it just isn't the same without you here to help me enjoy it. I remember so well the day I brought you home from rehab. When I brought you through the door you started to cry. They were tears of joy. You thought the house was so pretty and you were so happy to be home. We all thought you were going to get well. God had other plans for you. He needed you to brighten up Heaven and I know you have done that. I love you so much honey and I miss you terribly.
Your eternal wife.
Jean Heath
May 01, 2013
5/1/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband in heaven. I love you so very much. You will always be the most special person ever to be in my life.
I have been putting a lot of pictures and cards and other things in you guest book now I am going to put some other things to be remembered because I will always have this in remembrance of you and our love. I am going to put some entries that some how got kicked off. Some of them I might have to type but I will put as many as I can out of the newspaper. I will put other things on too. I love you so very much. I am lost without you. You are my world and my world is really empty without you. I have so many wonderful memories but they are not you. I long so much for the day when we will be together. You are the love of my life. I have never loved like I love you. You always used to tell me that you had never loved like you love me. I miss hearing those sweet things you used to say to me.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
April 30, 2013
4/30/13/AM
Good morning honey, It is cloudy and looks like rain, kind of a dreary day here. Just like I felt when I woke up this morning without you by my side. To me it seems like you have been gone so long even though it has only been a short while. I miss you so much. I love you more than I could ever find enough words to say. Even though I miss you so much I am happy that you can walk and talk good again. I know you are happy to spend time with you dad. You talked about him so much. You talked about him more than you talked about anybody. You said you were closer to him than anyone. I still have his card that you had that talked about Jesus and how he would tell anyone about Jesus. I will always keep that card. You accepted Jesus as your Savior so I know when your dad saw you he was happy.
I had Kathy cut my hair short. I know you didn't like it real short but it will feel so much better as the weather gets hotter and it was getting harder for me to keep up when it was longer.
I love you honey with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much. I long for the day when we will be together again never to part. I will never be happy again until then.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 29, 2013
4/29/13/PM
Good night precious angel husband of mine. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I really miss you more than words can say. You are my special angel in heaven. I was thinking today of how when we would be talking you would say that you hoped there would be some way that when it was time for one of us to leave this earth that we could go at the same time. Sometimes couples who love each other as much as we do get that wish granted but we were not that lucky. I know that life here on earth is but a fleeting moment and time does go by fast but I long so much for the time to come when I can come and be with you for all eternity. there is no end of time in Heaven. That seems so wonderful to know that we will be together and nothing can ever separate us again. That is what keeps me going.

Your wife forever
Jean Heath
April 29, 2013
4/29/13/AM
Good morning to my wonderful angel husband. I am sending all of my love and hugs and kisses to heaven to you this morning and every day. I could never find enough words to tell you how much I love and miss you. It is so quiet around here. And very lonesome without being able to talk to you and see your face and hear you voice. I know your sweet spirit is here but I would love to see you again. I know that we will be together for eternity once I get to come with you but for now life is so very lonely without you here in body. I wish I could just talk to you again. There are so many things that I wish I had said. Every day I think of something I wish I had said and if I had already said it I wish I could say it again. My love for you will never die but just keeps getting stronger every day. I have such a hard time living without you. My family just keeps suggesting place for me to go and things for me to do. They don't understand. I just want to be here with your sweet spirit. I long for the day to come when we are together again for ever and ever.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 28, 2013
4/28/13/pm
Good night to the most precious angel in Heaven. I love and miss you so very much. I had a hard time in church today because I forgot my hearing aids and I couldn't hardly hear anything. We are getting s few new people in church now. It would be good to get someone who can play the organ. We need that really bad. I always leave the place you sat in church empty so it feels like you are there in spirit. I am sure you are. I love you so very much and I miss you more every minute. It will be so wonderful when we are together again.
You wife forever
Jean Heath
April 28, 2013
4/28/13/AM
Good morning to my very special angel in heaven my dearest husband, It is Sunday morning again and I am ready to go to the house of the Lord . I know you will be in the house of the Lord today too. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you sitting beside me in church and hearing you sing. It is kind of a dreary day here today. They are calling for rain for the next few days. It looks like rain today.
we need the rain although it makes me feel down. Our beautiful yard needs a drink of water.
Not good news from Nick. They found 2 spots on his liver and one spot one on of his lungs. They are turning him over to a cancer doctor. He said they won't be coming down here any more. I hated to hear that news so bad. He is a good guy and was a real good friend to you and me, especially to you. He loved you a lot just like everyone here did. I hope he doesn't have to suffer a lot.
I miss you and love you so much. My life will never be the same until we are together again in Heaven.
your eternal wife.
Jean Heath
April 27, 2013
4/27/13/PM
Today was a real tough day for me. I went to a car show with Dale and Kathy and I thought my heart would burst inside me. They must have gotten tired of me saying "Dick would like this Or Dick would love that". I couldn't help it. Everything reminded of you as it always does no matter what I do or where I go. That is why I like to stay home. I can always feel your sweet spirit when I am here and even though everything makes me think of you I know you are here with me. You were so right when you said God saved the best for last. You took a Heart of gold when you went to be with the Lord but you left enough love to last me until we are together and then enough to last for all eternity. I have never known anyone as special as you are. I love you with a never ending love and I miss you with all of my heart and soul.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
April 26, 2013
4/26/13/PM
You are my only love and I just thank the Lord above for you each day. You are so special You are so real. You will always be my only love. It took us 75 years to find each other and when we did it was the most amazing love story ever told or ever lived. Even though it was short it was the most wonderful love ever. Every one at the hospital and at the Rehab center was so amazed at the love we showed to one another and they all talked about it. I still get a lot of people commenting on the way we shared our love with each other all of the time. I really miss you. I am always thinking of something you said to me or the way you would look at me. Such a wonderful feeling I would have at those times. You used to tell me all of the time that God saved the best for last. I have to say I fully agree on that. I could never love anyone else . I am waiting for the day when the Lord will say " well done thy good and faithful servant, now you can go be with the love of your life" Good night my sweet angel husband. I love you with all of my being.
Your wife for eternity.
Jean Heath
April 26, 2013
4/26/13/AM
Good morning to the sunshine of my life. I love you with a never ending love. It just keeps growing and growing. I am sure it will keep on growing even after we are back together again.It is a beautiful day here with lots of sunshine. You are my sunahine from Heaven. As usual I have no plans for the day. I just stay here at the house because I know your sweet spirit is here. Anthony sent me a facebook message yesterday and said your bench is finally done. I don't know when they are going to deliver it but I am really excited for it to get here. Your memorial garden will be done then unless I just see somthing somewhere that reminds me of you. It is so beautiful just like our time together was and just like our love for each other still is.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 25, 2013
4/25/13/PM
Good night honey. I am sending all of my love to you in Heaven. you are that special person in my life that I heard about. Remember when that happened? I miss you so very much. Life isn't any good without you here with me. I am really downhearted tonight. Too much to think about. I always told you that I couldn't live without you if you went first and I am finding it so hard to live without you. We had such a special relationship and it was cut off way to soon. I loved the sweet things that you would say to me and I miss them so much. I loved the sweet things you did for me and I miss them so much. I loved the way you would hold me and the way you would look at me with all of that love in your eyes. I miss those things so much. I will be so happy when we are together again. I long for that day.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
April 25, 2013
4/25/13/AM
Good morning honey,
I love you so very much and I really miss you. I hate waking up to this empty house. Without waking up next to you I feel like my whole world is just going to crumble and in fact it has. It is kind of a gloomy day here today. They are calling for rain. Just the way I feel when I wake up and you are not here with me. I lay in bed and think of a million things I wish I could say to you right now and another million that I wish I could do right now. I miss you so much.somtimes I hear you cough or sneeze and I feel like you are in the room with me. I know you are here in spirit and that is just your way of letting me know that you are here in spirit.President Bryan told me to be happy because very few people get to experience the love that you and I had for each other. I know he is right but just cannot be happy. I will never be happy until we are together again and I know we will be together for all eternity. I love you my darling angel husband.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 24, 2013
4/24/13/PM
Good night sweet prince. I had the radio on and they were playing "The sweetest thing I've ever known is loving you." That is truly the sweetest thing and the best thing I have ever known in my life. I love you with all of my heart and soul. One day we will know that precious love again that I hold in my heart and I am sure you are holding in yours. I miss you so very much and I am so anxious for us to be together and to know that sweet love again.
Your darling wife forever
Jean heath
April 24, 2013
4/24/13/AM
Good morning honey,\
It is a beautiful day here today. The sun is shining brightly and it feels so warm and good. Just like you always felt to me. I love you and I miss you more than I can ever say. You are the sunshine of my life and you will always be even tho you are only here in spirit.my feet and legs have been bothering me. You know I always told you that old age wasn't for sissies. I am for sure getting older. that just means I will be with you sooner so I don't mind.
Roy doesn't come to the park any more. Lynn runs it all by herself now. Roy comes once every two weeks and pays the bills and leaves. Seversl people are complaining about it too.I can't complain since I don't live there anymore. I do hope he doesn't let it get too run down thought. A lot of nice people live there.
Nina and Jenny are going to Florida in June to Disney world. They want to come by and pick me up to go too. I told them I didn't want to go. I want to be home. that is where i can feel your sweet spirit and that is where I want to be.
I miss you so much.I can feel your spirit here so I stay home most of the time.I just go where I have to go. I will love you for all eternity
Your loving wife forever
Jean Heath
April 23, 2013
4/23/13/AM
Good morning Honey,

I woke up this morning thinking of one of the songs we used to sing to each other "Have I told You Lately That I Love you." I remember your saying that no matter how many times you told me that you loved me , you meant it more every time you said it to me. I felt the same way . I love you so very much. My heart longs for you so much.
It is a nice day here today so I am going to try to get some more yard work done.The front yard looks good but the back yard need some TLC. The missionaries will come ove and help get it cleaned up. They cleaned the front up to help me get started on your memorial garden.I still haven't gotten your bench but Anthony told me that it is almost ready. I hope to have everything else done by the time I get it. Dale is going to take me in the truck to pick up some stones today.The wood on the porch is dry enough to stain now so Dale is going to get that done. I am excited about the landscaping. It is so beaautiful. a true tribute to the most special person I have ever known. It is all done in memory of you and filled with the things you liked.It will be full of hummingbirds and butterflies. You loved sitting and watching both of them.
I love you so much honey. My whole life is centered around you and things you liked and things you like to do. I have so many wonder and precious memories of our short time together. We didn't have as much time as we hoped for when we talked about it but I sure have enough memories to last forever.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 22, 2013
4/22/13/PM
Goodnight my sweet angel husband. You are so wonderful. I think of you constantly. I miss you so very much. It has cooled down some .not as warm as you and I liked it. I remember when every one else was complaining about the hot weather ,you and I were enjoying it. Neither of us cared when it was hot.We still went for rides or sat out on the patio and held hands or went for a nice walk holding hands. Sometimes we would walk down to the office and get an ice cream and sit out on the swing by the office and eat our ice cream. Roy put a new swing up.It is a lot better than the one we sat on. but I never see anyone sitting on it. Everyone has gone home now except Lance and Susie.They are staying til may. Ron finally got a real girlfriend. She comes almost every weekend. Kathy comes every day and tells me all of the news.I don't get out very much. Kathy usually brings my mail to me unless I have to go to the store and then I pick it up.
I am glad you got to come home to our new home for a while. You were so proud of it. You kept telling everyone that I did this all by myself. You kept telling me what a good job I did taking care of everything. I really miss you taking care of things.I never had to worry about any thing because I knew you would take care of what we needed and you always did. You were such a special husband. you always put me first before yourself. When I would try to put you first you would always turn it around.I love you for the way you treated me. You were always so good. Thank you for all of the love and devotion.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 22, 2013
4/22/13/AM
Good morning to my sweet angel husband. I love you with a love that will never die but will live on for all eternity. I miss you so much. This hole in my heart just keeps getting bigger and bigger. It is a really beautiful day here today. The sun is shining just like you are a shining angel in Heaven. I think about you all of the time. I think about all of the good times we had and the special love that we shared and it was very special. I think about the things you would say to me about how you loved me and how you would have never been able to live without me in your life. How you would always say I have never loved anyone the way I love you. I think about how you would say you wanted to be with me for eternity. You told me that just days before you died and I asked you then if you were sure that I was the one you wanted to spend eternity with and you told I was the one you loved and I was the one you wanted to spend eternity with. You told me you had never felt a love like you felt for me.I feel the same way about you. We always said we are soul mates. I know were are. I love you and I miss you more than I can ever find words to say.

your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 21, 2013
4/21/13/PM
Night has come again. I hate nights so bad. That is when I miss you most. Church was good today. I enjoyed the talks and the class was real good too. I liked it so much better when you were sitting beside me. Dale and Kathy came up for a while. They come almost every day. Dale said he made a promise to you to watch over me and he intends to keep it. They have been so good . Dale is always checking things out to see if they are working right and if they don't see me in the morning , one of them calls to make sure I am okay. We could never find better friends than they are. They talk about you a lot and they miss you too. Not as much as I do though. Nobody misses you as much as I do. We really had a wonderful relationship. There was so much love between the two of us. I miss that so much. I will be so happy when my earthly probation is over and I am there with you. that is where I am supposed to be. That will be a glad reunion day for both of us. I can't wait to see the smile on your face when you see me coming.
your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
April 21, 2013
4/21/13/AM
It is Sunday mornaing again and I just finished getting ready for church. It seems funny that time seems to go by so fast yet it seems to be going so slow. I am taking the geneology class now at church since you have been gone. I enjoy it a lot. I am working on your family line now. I miss you being at church with me. I miss hearing you sing. You have such a nice voice and you would sing so loud. Even the lady in the front of you commented on how nice your voice was. I wonder if anyone else knew how good you could sing. It was beautiful.Remember how we used to play cds and sing together when we were traveling. I loved that.I love you honey. I long for the day when we are together again singing songs of joy unto the Lord.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath.
April 20, 2013
4/20/13/PM
Goodnight honey. Another day is gone and I am so lonely without being able to hear your sweet voice and see your smiling face. Every day I think I coudn't possibly love you any more and everyday I find that I love you more and more.My heart just won't accept what my mind tells me . It is just to hard to accept you are gone . I look forward to the day when we will be together again in Heaven in each other's arms. The days are so long and the nights are even longer.
Dale talked to Nick and he had been to the doctor and they found 2 spots on his liver and 1 spot on one of his lungs. he is just positive that it is cancer but they haven't done a biopsy yet.He didn't look well at all when they left here to go back home for the summer. I am worried that it is cancer. I sure hope not. I am sure praying for him.you will soon have more friends there than we have here.
I talk to your picture every night before I go to bed and before I pray. I am sure your sweet spirit is here listening.I love you with all of my heart and soul.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 20, 2013
4/20/13/AM
Good morning honey. The roses and the butterfly bush are in the yard and it is absolutely beautiful with all of the other plants and bushes. I am so proud of it. I'm real anxious now to get the bench.I woke up with a terrible headache this morning but it is pretty much gone now. I love you so very much. I think of you all of the time. I miss you so very much. I don't do too much or go very many places. I want to feel close to you and I feel the closest to you when I am at home. The lady from the nursery came by and was looking at the "you are my sunshine " pictures and she started to cry. Everyone talks about how it was so obvious how much we loved each other. I always tell them that we still do and we will be together in Heaven.Every day that goes by is one day closer to the time when we will be together again and forever. You are the love of my life. And as you always said "my soul mate". I long for the day when we will be together again. I love you so much.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 19, 2013
4/19/13/PM
Time again to say good night to the love of my life. I love you with all of my heart and soul.We are having storms here right now. You know how I hate thunderstorms. They didn't make it here to plant the roses and the butterfly bush. They called and said they would be here at 8:30 AM tomorrow. I was disappointed. Dale took Kathy and I down to the Polk bbQ restaurant for supper. You and I were always going to down there but we never made it. It was pretty good. I don't know how good you would have like it though. Not much there to your likeing. Lots of crazy stuff going on in the world yesterday and today. Makes me think that it isn't going to be long until the Lord comes again.That's alright with me. I am ready to come to you any time. and I know you are waiting for me to get there.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 19, 2013
4/19/13/AM
Good morning my sweet husband. As usual I woke up thinking about you. The first thing I see when I wake up is your picture. I love you with all of my heart. and I miss you more than you can ever know. The butterfly bush and the roses are going to get planted today. I am really excited. Your memorial garden will be done except for the bench. I will take a picture when it is done and post it so our friends can see just how beautiful it is and what a precious memorial to you it is.We are supposed to have thunderstorms this evening so I hope that everything gets planted before the storms get here. Dale and Kathy are still staying with me but they are both so busy I don't see them too much during the day. We have been going out to eat in the evenings. They might get their 5th wheel back today. They are hoping so. I don't mind them being here at all but they are like you and me, they would rather be in their own home. I miss you so much and I long for the day when we are together again.
Your eternal companion
Jean Heath
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April 19, 2013
4/19/13/AM
Good night sweet prince. I am up late tonight. Kathy and I have been sitting in the living room chatting for hours. The time slipped away. I love you and I miss you so very much. We had a very beautiful day here today. It was sunny and warm and just the kind of day that you loved so much. Kathy And I were talking about you how happy you were here. You said you were so happy to find someone who would ride motorcyles with you, go for walks with you and go to car shows with you and loved camping with you and love you as much I as loved you. I loved everything we did. You were so much fun to be with and we always had a good time no matter what we did. I will always miss all of those good times we had and all of the fun things we did. You were always happy with me and you never failed to let me know how much you loved doing things with me and how much you loved me. Those memories are the best and sweetest memories. It is so hard to life without you. I miss everything about you. One day we will be together again. I hope we can still do all of those fun tings in heaven. Even if we can't I am sure we will be together and the things we will be able to do will make us even happier just because we are together again.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
April 18, 2013
4/18/13/AM
To my dear sweet Angel Husband
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you so very much. I am only half a person without you.My heart is broken. I thank God f
or you and the short time that we had together here on the earth and I thank God for the assurance that we will be together again and that We will never have to be apart again and our time together will be for all eternity. That promise and that hope is what gives me the strength that I need to go on from day to day. I talk to your picture and it just like you are saying how much you love me, that I am the love of your life and that we will be together again for all eternity. Those were the special things you told me before you left the earth to return to God. I love you more than words can say and I long for that day when we are together again. You made me so happy here in the short time that we had and I know I will be so happy when we are back together.
your eternal companion..Jean Heath
April 17, 2013
4/17/13/PM My wonderful Angel Husband,
Dale and Kathy are staying with us for a couple of days so the house doesn't seem so empty but my heart sure is empty without you because half of me is gone.I don't know how I lived without you for 75 years. But I do know that all of the happiness that I have known has been with you. I thank God every day for bringing us together.It let us both know what real and true love really felt like. You told me that I made a better person out of you well that goes 2 ways. You made a much better person out of me and I thank you for that. We both got closer to the Lord and knew that all of our blessings came from Him. I am always thinking of the nice things you would say to me and the wonderful way you treated me. I have never been so loved.Gene and Kathy went home yesterday. All of our winter friends are gone except Lance and Susie. they are leaving in may. Of couse they are all friends all year it is just that we only see them in the winter months .Then the only ones here will be our all year friends Dale and Kathy,Ron Tanner, Lynn and of course Roy. It was so nice how all of them stepped up to the plate when you got sick. They all loved you so much. I love and miss you so much too.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath
April 17, 2013
4/17/13/AM
To my dear sweet angel husband. It is a beautiful day doday. the sun is shining and it would be a perfect day except for one detail. You aare not here to enjoy it with me. We would probably go for a nice ride. this is the kind of day when you would love to go for a nice ride on the CanAm and stop somewhere and have a nice lunch and just enjoy the day and the time together.I loved those days too. They were so much fun. Dale and Kathy will be staying with us for a couple of days. The refrigeration went out on their 5th wheel so he has to take it down to Boat and RV to get it fixed so they are staying with us un til it is fixed. They do so much for me ,ths is just one small way I can repay them. Kathy weaars your Hawaii hat a lot. She said she feels close to you when she wears it. They are both really good to me and when I try to thank them Dale will say, " I'm doing this for Dick. I promised him that Kathy and me would take care of you." I sure love you and miss you so very much.
Your eternal wife.
Jean Heath
April 16, 2013
4/16/13/PM
To my dear angel husband. you are the love of my life. I was just thinking today of you always saying we were soul mates and that God brought us together because we were soul mates. I sure do believe that is true. Life without you is almost more that I can bear. I miss everything about you. You had to leave way too soon. I always think about the way you cried because you didn't want to leave me. It seemed like that was the thing that you thought about the most. You worried about how I would get along without you to the point that you asked Dale and Kathy if they would always make sure that I was okay. I am not okay though. My heart is broken and I am only half a person. I will be so happy when the Lord calls me home so we can be together again. I don't know when that will be but I know for sure that I am ready. Good night sweet prince.
your eternal Companion
Jean Heath
April 16, 2013
4/16/13/AM
Good morning love of my life. It is a beautiful day here ,filled with sunshine just like you always were. You are my sunshine,my only sunshine. I love you and miss you with all of my heart.You were and still are the most precious person in my life. I miss you tremendously and I long for the day when we are back together again.The inspector came this morning and made the final inspection on everything. It was all good. I am so proud of the way everything looks. It is so pretty .your memorial garden is really getting prettier. The bench is almost done. I have 2 all year rose bushes and 1 butterfly bush to put in today. I put 2 hummingbird feeders in. You used to love watching the humming birds and the butterflies when we sat outside. you used to say there is a flutterby when you were in a silly mood. You loved the crepe myrtle bushes so I put 2 of them in the yard. I have tried to make it all just the way I knew you would like it. It is so pretty. I will be glad when the bench is done to.I love you honey and I miss you so very much but I know we will be together again. You and God have promised me that.
your eternal wife
Jean
April 15, 2013
4/15/13/PM
my dear sweet angel husband. I love you
It seems like such a long time since I was with you and we were being called the sweethearts of Green Acres. I don't feel like doing anything or going any where since you are not here. I just want to be here at home because I can feel your spirit here all of the time. Today was a nice day with the weather now starting to feel like spring. I can go sit on the porch and think about you and all of the fun things we did when you were here and well. We used to go for a nice walk every day and hold hands and talk about the tings we wanted to do and the places we wanted to go. It all ended way to soon but I would never question the wisdom of God. I am so sorry for all of the things you went through that caused you to have the stroke. The mental anguish was so hard for you. Thank God for the love we had for each other. It sustained us through some trying times. We still had a lot of fun and went a lot of fun places and enjoyed our life together and our good friends. But the day will come when we will be back together going for walks, holding hands expressing our love for each other and enjoying the presence of Jesus Christ who made it possible that even death can't keep us apart forever. I long for that day and I love you and miss you so much.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 14, 2013
4/14/13/PM
another day without you and another heartache as big as a mountain. Church was good today but I missed you sitting beside me. I did pretty good though I only cried once.I was remembering when the missionary read to you "Peace be unto your soul, thine adversity and thing afflictions shall be but a small moment and then if thou endure it well
God shall exalt thee on high, thou shall triumph over thy foes. Thy friends do stand by thee and they shall hail you again with friendly hearts and warm hands". I remember how you cried and held on to his hand and didn't want him to leave. And you asked him to promise you he would come back. and he did. I knew you had received Christ into your heart along time before that. You were really touched by the Holy Spirit. You were such a good man. I was so proud to be your wife. I am still proud to be your wife and I will really be proud to be your wife for all eternity. I love you so much honey. I think about that and how your friends did stand by you and now are standing by me in your behalf. They along with me will greet you with warm hands and warm hearts. you were so loved by all of them. I will be so happy to be with you again for all eternity. You wife forever..Jean Heath
April 14, 2013
4/14/13/AM
Good morning my dear Angel husband. I just finished getting dressed for church. Oh how I miss you going to church with me. It made our Sundays feel so good. You loved going to church and you loved the missionaries. I am sure you are visiting with a lot of missionaries now and learning more now than you ever did here. I long for the day when we are together again worshiping God and praising Him for being together again. I love you so very much .We talked so many times about being together for eternity and even just a few days before you passed away you told me how much you wanted to be with me throughout eternity. We will be together just like you wanted and I wanted. We made that promise to each other so many times.
your eternal wife
Jean Heath.
April 13, 2013
4/13/13/PM
Goodnight honey. I love you and I miss you. Today has been a tough day for me. Every day without you is tough but for some reason today has been really bad. everything reminds me of you in some way. Every song,things I hear and see. It is just so hard to live without you. I love you so very much and my heart just aches to be with you. The day that we are back together just can't come soon enough for me. The happy thoughts of you even make me cry. It has been two months and it seems like and eternity. I long for the day when we are back together never to be separated by death again. We will just know joy and happiness like we have never known. I love you so very much and I miss you so very much.
your eternal companion
Jean Heath
April 13, 2013
4/13/13/AM
Good morning Angel Husband.You have been with the Lord for 2 months now. You can walk again ,you can talk good again, you are not suffering in any way, you are not embarrassed because you couldn't do the normal things you always did. When you were asked if you were in pain you would say yes and when you were asked where, you would say my pride. I felt so bad for you. I was always happy to take care of you and I always told you that you didn't have to feel bad about it but I understood . I know I would feel the same way. I love you so much I would do anything for you and I would do it all over if I had too. Thank God all that is passed and you are at peace with the Lord. I miss you so much.I miss the sweet things you did for me when you were well.I miss seeing your face every morning when I awake. You loved doing things for me. I loved it too. You had me so spoiled. Days just come and go now and they are so empty without you being in my life. The yard is looking nice now and your memorial garden is getting more beautiful. I am getting a lot of compliments. You loved the crepe myrtle trees and bushes. I have put 2 red ones in the yard. I know you will enjoy them because I know you will always be around.I love you so much and I miss you terribly.
your eternal companion...Jean Heath
April 12, 2013
4/12/13/PM
Goodnight my dear sweet angel husband.I think about you all of the time. I think about the promises we made to each other and how we loved holding hands and talking and planning things. How we both loved to ride the motorcycle and then the scooter and then the CanAm. Remember the last time we rode the CanAm we were going to Edisto Beach and we got half way there and got caught in the rain and had to get under a tree and put on our rain gear. Then we got almost home and the rain stopped and the sun came out. You were so disappointed. That was the last time we rode before you got sick. We had so many fun times together. I really miss them. We talked about taking a vacation out west this summer. We went so many places. It is hard to believe we were in so many states and Hawaii and Canada in The short time we had together. We were always happy. I have so many good memories of the time that God gave us together. He was surely good to us. We will be together again just like you promised me and we will still have all of the good times that God has in store for us. I am so thankful that you accepted Christ into your heart and life. It made our love so much stronger and happier and ensured me that we will be together for all eternity. I love you..
Your eternal wife...Jean Heath
April 12, 2013
4/12/13/AM
Good morning my sweet angel husband. As usual I woke up this morning thinking of you. My heart just aches when I wake up and you aren't beside me. I love you so very much and I miss you very badly. I was thinking of a lot of the things that we would talk about when we would wake up. you would sing "you are my sunshine" or we would sing it to each other,you liked to sing it to me and then we would lay there and talk about so many things. The one thing that I thought about was so many times when you would say to me "I can live without any body I have ever known but I could never live without you." I love you so much and I am having a very hard time living without you. I long so much for the time when like you told me so many times we will be together for eternity.
your loving wife for eternity..Jean Heath
April 11, 2013
4/12/13/PM
Another day has come and gone and it was just as lonely for me as the day before.I love you with all of my being and I miss you so much that it is so hard for me just to go on through the day. You are so very special to me and my life without you in it just isn't the same. I have so many good and happy memories that I think about through the day and I feel your sweet spirit all around me but I miss touching you and hearing your voice and seeing your happy face. Life will never be the same for me. We will have a happy and joyous reunion when I get to come and be with you again. I will always love you my precious angel husband.
your eternal wife...Jean Heath
April 11, 2013
4/11/13/AM
Good morning my precious Angel Husband
Couldn't wait to tell you how very much I love you and miss you. It is so lonesome without you. Remember how we use to talk about the time when one of us would be called by the Lord and would have to leave the other one behind. You used to say you wanted to go first because you couldn't live without me and I would say I wanted to go first because I couldn't live without you. That is how I feel now. It is so hard to live without you . I miss talking to you and how we always held hands and your smile and how you would tell me that I was the love of your life. I miss hearing you sing "you are my sunshine" to me every morning. Even after you got sick you would still sing it to me. You would always tell me how special I was to take such good care of you and you would brag about me to everyone who came and tell them how you loved me and how special I was. I miss all of those special times we had together. I love you so very much and I long for the time when we are together again.
your loving eternal wife..Jean Heath
April 10, 2013
4/10/13/AM
Good morning my sweetheart husband. Everyone has gone home now and it is just you and me again in the house. It sure seems quiet with just the two of us here. I love you ao very much. I love feeling your sweet spirit around me when the house is quiet. You have sweet ways of letting me know you are here with me. thank you for that. I love you so very much and I really miss you all of the time.
your loving wife for all eternity
Jean Heath
April 09, 2013
4/9/13/PM
Good night my prince charming. I love you and I miss you.The memorial garden for you is getting prettier every day. The stone isn't quite finished but by the time it is finished it is going to absolutely beautiful. everyone is commenting on how beautiful it is. It is going to have most things that you always liked. I am really proud of it and I know you see it and you are proud too.Ilove you with all of my being.
Your eternal wife..Jean Heath
April 09, 2013
4/9/13/AM
Good morning sweet husband
I love you and I miss you so much. The days aren't getting any easier without. I don't know how I lived so long without you in my life but I am sure thankful that I don't have to wait as long to be with you again. I am so thankful that I am the love of your life because your certainly am the love of my life. Eternity will be wonderful with you by my side. I love you.
your wife for eternity
Jean Heath
April 08, 2013