To my dearest darling angel husband.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I need you with all of my heart and soul. I long to be with you with all of my heart and soul. You are my soul mate and the love of my life. I am also the love of you life. Though we had both loved before we neither had known the love and the joy that we experienced with each other. You told me that too many times and I knew it in my heart. We had a most wonderful and joyful relationship with each other while you were here on earth and we continue to have that joyful relationship and when I am allowed to come to you it will be so magnified and so much more wonderful and joyful and not only will we be together for eternity we will be with God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for eternity also. Oh how wonderful that day will be.
I was thinking about how little Jack loved you. you had a special bond with him. You were so good with him. he loved you. You were his PaPa. He loved riding with PaPa on PaPa's little car. He hasn't forgotten you riding him around on the golf cart. You were good for him. I think he was good for you too. You had a special spot for him in your heart. I hope he will always remember you but he was so small and with the autism I don't know if he will or not. He looked at your picture when he was here and said "that's PaPa". He is a precious little boy. He is doing really well in school and the teachers all love him so much because of his sweet personality. Sometimes I just get things like that on my mind and I lay in bed and think about them for hours. We had so many special times in our life together and so many wonderful people too. God was so good to us. I thank Him every day for allowing you into my life and for blessing us with so much love and devotion towards one another. I will never know that much joy again until we are together for eternity. May God always bless us and keep us in His care and grace until that day arrives. I love you my darling.
your forever eternal wife