This entry is for my mother.
I have had alot going on in my thoughts and feelings since you've been gone. It has been very difficult for me to deal with the thoughts of not having you in my life. I have accepted the fact of this matter. But still can't let you go. I will never let you go. There isn't one minute that goes by that I don't think of you or even share a moment that we had together.
I'm having a difficult time in my life with out you. You were always there to guide me and help me when i was lost. Yes, I am honestly lost.
I know that you are looking down on me and smiling for all the good I have made thus far. You would be real proud that I have finally met the man of my dreams. I know that you love him. I love him. I really need your guidance sometimes. And I know I am strong. You've always kept me strong. But Sometimes I just don't know what to do. The emptiness inside that I'm feeling right now is sometimes unbearable for me to hold. I am the luckiest girl in the world right now to have such a loving person in my life like John to help me. To confort me, To guide me through. I will never get over the fact that you are gone. You will always be on my mind.I love you with all of my heart and even more. love always, your little nicola =)