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May 05, 2015
Thanks, JEFF CALDWELL, for permanently ensuring Alex's "guest book" will remain...guests or not.
April 12, 2013
Hey babe. Been thinking of you a lot lately. I know you have been putting forgiveness in my heart too. I hope I am making you proud and doing what you are trying to tell m to. Iim sure you already know about my random encounter in Fayettville tonight. Poor "bog daddy", he really misses his boy too. His only child too. He was just 22 and his birthday is 17 days before yours. Please ask God to comfort him. I told him I was positive you two were rapping together up there. I miss you awfully too. But I know you are beside me and always watching over me. Love you sooo much. Give Wendy a big hug for me. Mom
February 19, 2013
happy 21st birthday got your toyt back from WILL ill put it up in the garage WITH my 1st tk but i may drive it a few days and listen to some rap music and smoke cigs i love you so much
February 19, 2013
Times 21 birthday boyy!!!
February 19, 2013
Happy Birthday my beautiful boy. You have touched so many people in your undeniable, extreme manner last night and today.

Nothing has changed other than you have become larger than in life. Always a giver to those who needed it most at the time needed.

Myself, last night throughout a long conversation with Kim. Kim also with blooming flowers, shared " coincidences, and a small amount of peace and hope in her voice.

Later, with dog's lost for hours, at exactly
1:21 a.m. with your pennies and your two still shining led lights lying in balloons that lay in your box. That I have left unopened for over 6 weeks...because it hurt.

Kay. Twice. And myself through Kay.

Even my neighbor
as he listened to your
and Brandon's way of letting others now you are present. Pennies and nickels.

You also have from the beginning made your presence unmistakable, through what was best described by Thomas, that first night in Florida, as cold chills all over but warm. So I call it the warm chills.

Myself three times last night, once tonight. Kay twice today. And my neighbor.

Who you absolutely freaked out as you know. I take that one as a dual gift as you gave me laughter watching it.

I am sure there are so many others you are giving to today. That is my son. And I am eternally blessed that you are mine and I am yours.

I love you babe. Thank you for taking a miserable 7 days and making a day dreaded most my birthday also.

Thank God for me please. Give my love to my family and friends and feel my heart and arms hgging you with all my love!

February 19, 2013
February 18, 2013
Alex, you were always full of life. I have so many memories of you like how excited you were when we seen this famous rap group at like a hooters or something and you only had a baseball for them to sign. I think of you everyday, I think of how the rest of the family that hearts go out to you and hope their all doing fine. I really think your watching over us...and picture little grandma next to you half as tall getting on to you. But it's ok because your smiling saying eve thing is going to be alright. Miss you sooooo much. I regret not getting to see you more. I'm sorry for that.
February 05, 2013

I know I can talk to you without posting but, for whatever reason, today I came across both of your "guestbook's". I wasn't even searching your name, yet here I am. You always hear that journaling is great therapy. Thought I'd try a post first.

These last two weeks have been tough. February. Jeff and I missed being with you on your 16th birthday making circumstances even harder. One of your biggest days and we all lost out. I keep thinking your finally turning 21. Now, we won't get to be with you for this one either. Sucks.

So, right now, I cannot justify not having a 21st birthday party for you. Not a memorial. I just organized and attended thanks.

But how? Where? What? So, thinking I'll likely be your crazy mom, have a cake, candles and dinner with whomever is not worried about how crazy others may see it.

Babe I love you with every ounce of my being. I miss you now just as I missed you when we were apart here. I would be a liar if I said that there isn't a hole in my heart.

And it will remain until I am with you, dad, little & big grama, the grampa's, Brandon........ The knowledge that one day I will be together with you and the rest of my family in the light, love and grace of our Father offers me hope and comfort.

I know your 21st will be a party like no other in heaven. Who needs a stupid cake and candles when you have the moon and stars? But, if you get a second, keep an eye on our little party and gather everyone around to help blow out your candles here.

I know there is no gift in the universe that you don't have right now. So babe just know I am with you as you are with me. My heart is not complete but it finds peace in knowing you are safer, happier and more loved where you are than I or anyone could possibly give you here.
January 10, 2013
It has been a month now since you have left us so unexpectedly. There is not a day that goes by that you and Lea do not cross our minds. We Love and miss you guys so so much.
Love, Savannah and Duran
January 01, 2013
Little Alex- we are so thankful to have known and loved you for the many years we have. Quality over quantity unfortunately applies here. Jayden looked to you as his brother from day 1 of his life. He loved you dearly and will always hold you in his heart. Thank you for loving us so much and making it so easy to love you!
Jeff- there are no words to ease the pain. Just know that we will always be here for you. Cherish the memories and love y'all shared. He will always be with you.
December 29, 2012
i think about you often and i cant believe your gone! Now you are an angel, so watch over your mom and the rest of your family! You were like a son to me and i will miss and love you always! Lissa
December 27, 2012
December 25, 2012
Alex,last christmas day you were here with me,AJ,Chelsea and Lisa Marie..this christmas you are with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and you are at peace...will always love you and miss you...all of us....I just keep expecting you to just walk through our door with that contagious laugh of yours...but now you can entertain our heavenly father with the special gifts he gave you...until we meet again...please know we all LOVED you.
December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas Alex, Love Dad
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